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]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/10173956/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/10173956/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 15:29:24 PDT
I have quite alot to scan on here now, some I've just played with, others are basis for new CGs, which I haven't been working on at all ; I'm just trying to find my place right now.

Well, wait for the updates. I hope you'll like 'em.

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7947042/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7947042/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 20:20:30 PST
]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7896969/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7896969/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 15:15:14 PST
This is the post I sent on myspace. Copied and pasted...

"Blood Raven, Rainbow, was arrested today.

He was marked down as a runaway months ago but his mother didn't care enough to try and check in on him so it showed it really didn't matter to her. It was only when she found out that he was planning to move to New Orleans, since he had a job opportunity and a house with a friend there, that she started to look for him like she cared. She came to my house last night asking information, and with the lies she fed my mother I could no longer hear it and walked into the house, leaving them outside. My mother gave her no further information.

She went to Redlands in search of him at Jazz, though came upon River who also relayed no information. <3

Though Blood Raven had gone to John's to chat with him about the situation, he called me the moment he arrived there. We had plans for today. The last word I got from him was "I love you".

I believed he was safe, he told me he was going to ask his mother for some money now that it was too risky for him to leave the state, and he'd just start back off here. From the information I recieved, she agreed and he went to their house. John drove them. As John began to worry since Raven was taking too long, he walked out... in cuffs. His mother had either the cops waiting in hiding or had locked him inside the house and called them. She tricked him...

I got work this morning during 3rd period from the both of them of this. She stated, "I had no other choice..." He was going to straighten his life out himself and she ruined it..

Now because of being marked down carelessly as a runaway and with him missing a court date, he may be serving Juvy for a long time. From what I have heard, it's final that he is serving Juvy but the time length is unknown.

I will keep everyone posted.. his mother will be the first to know and I will be the first she calls...

Let's all hope for the best for my dear Raven... <3"

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7763965/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7763965/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 21:24:02 PST
But whatever, I'm too dead to feel it anymore.



Dammit, I got tagged xD

7 Things that scare you...

1. Chickens...
2. Things I can not stop
3. Being left completly alone for a long period of time..
4. My true love being taken away.
5. Car accidents
6. Even more chickens ><
7. The eyes of a person whom you care about that show they detest you...

7 Things you like the most...

1. My laptop.
2. Jon still, no matter what..
3. Mountain Dew ^-^
4. Getting drawings from friends ^__^
5. Anime/manga
6. Hanging out in Redlands withmy punker/goth/odd crew.
7. My studs/spikes/chains/ and piercings, mwhahaha! ^-^

7 Important things in your room...

1. Soon to be laptop (Not in my room yet)
2. My drawing portfolios o.o
3. All my CD's
4. Jewelry and such
5. Cute little presents and trinkets Jon gave me
6. My promise ring..
7. My swords, daggers, shurikins, weaponry.

7 Random facts about you...

1. I have 13 piercings, when I'm done I should have atleast 22?
2. I adore guys with long hair
3. I'm a bit overly defensive over someone I love..
4. I like blood >_> And Biting.
5. I'm a hard roleplay/first person shooter gamer?
7. String is fun...


7 Things you plan to do before you die...

1. Publish my novels and series.
2. Live/Visit Japan, Ireland, and Germany.
3. Find my soul-mate..
4. Get a job in game design and/or motion graphic pictures!!
5. Advance in my drawing x.x; Hopefully it doesn't stay this crappy forever.
6. Get the house that I've always wanted ^_^
7. Just... acheieve being truely happy with the one I truely love..?


7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex... (I ain't leavin' "same" in there)

1. Long hair :3 Punkerish/gothic/or even just odd ^_^
2. They are Logical, Intellectual, and Philosophical.
3. They can look in my eyes and tell me I'm beautiful.
4. Just be so random it's cute.
5. Romantic always is a plus ^_^ Renaissance romantic.
6. They draw well of anything, anime and dark is a plus o.o
7. I do love a little over-defensive now and then though they have to completly trust me..


7 Things you say the most...

1. Bite me.
2. I hate you all.
3. Piece of shit xD
4. I wuv yew (To whom I loved all the time)
5. Cheese.
6. The word "random" x.x;
7. Mainly growling xD

7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes:

1. Umm.. Cloud
2. Sephiroth
3. Leon
4. Dante ^_~
5. Seguchi :3 Adorablness
6. Scott Speedman I believe?
7. Brandon Lee

7 Favorite drinks...

1. Moutain Dew, Normal
2. Orange Juice
3. Lemonade
4. Lipton Hot Tea
5. Monster energy drinks
6. Strawberry Tea
7. Blood (I believe?) energy drink

7 Memorable kiddy shows you used to watch as a kid...

1. Poke'mon...
2. Digimon xD
3. Tenchi Muyo
4. Rugrats
5. Thomas the train XD
6. Pinky and the brain xD
7. Outlaw Star

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7737180/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7737180/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 00:31:21 PST
When he knows he won't hurt me
When he cares about me..
When he knows he can take care of me
When he knows he can suppoart our family
When he knows he can be a husband
When he knows he can be a boyfriend
When he won't hurt me physically
When he can't just leave me be for a long time
When he knows he can trust me
When he knows he loves me
When he has his licence
When he has a job
When he knows he'll come down here
When he knows what love is..
When he knows I am his true love...

then we can talk.. then we can see if it's good to get back together... but until then... "I love you and goodbye..." were my last words... leaving him crying and pleading... because in the end t was a test.. but he should trust me...

It's been two a handlf hours sisnce then...and I still haven't stopped crying or shaking...

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7634236/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7634236/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 20:43:47 PST Well, I've been out at Market Night alot, last time sucked though because shit went on and me and Carrie cried over shit.
I finally got ink and my own sketch pad so I'm starting to ink my stuff. I'm getting prisma markers soon so I can start coloring my stuff. I have prisma colored pencils so I actually should start coloring my stuff to make it look better. I actually need to scan my stuff and load it up in here but I'm too lazy.

I'm sorry my site looks like crap, but for the time being I am dead. I am alone. I lost my motivation.

p.s. FUCK YOU GUYS WHO DID NOTHIG TO HELP.

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7489516/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7489516/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 14:06:40 PST Good thing is mom is taking me out to Olive Garden for my birthday. I love that place, yum <3
The blanket I've been working on for Jon is almost done, the border is the only thing left.
"Selena" my last cg I am currently fixing with my tablet and it's coming out better.

Only thing I have left to do is work my ass off on my self portrait for class tomorrow since I decided not to work on it all of my vacation.
If you can tell, I'm still in a bad mood because of Jon.. No one has even helped either..

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7472331/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7472331/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:58:26 PST My throat hurts like hell because I've been growling alot.. deeper.. more demonic.. I'm getting better at it...

Fuck, I'm so fucking mad... Triggering so bad...

Heh, I should be on my medication still...
Neumanic Bipolar
Light paranoia
MPD (Multiple Personality disorder)
Half the shit I don't even know.

Im done with you. Bye.

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7443922/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7443922/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 22:01:00 PST Intuos 3 Tablet w/ mouse. And yay, it's black!
KoRn- See You On The Other Side CD
System of a down- Hypnotize CD
I'm getting that fricken "OMG" black hat on Gaia online XD It was just too adorable.
And a little 5x4 picture of one of my friends drawing ^-^

I'm still bugging Jon to ask his mom to take him out for my present since he needs motivation for everything
He's so wonderful though.. I was in the middle of washing my face with this new acne (Even though I don't have it, it cleans my face good) face wash. I told him to hold up a second to wash it out and this was our convo:

"Hold up a second bebe so I can wash it off?"
"Okay sweetie"
A couple seconds later
"I'll look p'ettier for you ^-^"
"Bebe.. you're beautiful"
"Nuh uh! I'll look prettier if all my face is c'ean!"
"Sweetie... You have two eyes... one nose... two lips... two ears... There is nothing wrong, nothing else, you are beautiful to me, so very beautiful"

With some guys you can tell when they say that that they are only saying it to either get out of trouble or to just sweeten you. When he says it.. his voice goes so soft... he wants absolutly nothing out of it.. he isn't faking.. He just tells me like it mesmerizes him, like it's just truely magnificent to him... It's in that voice when you find an absolutly beautiful picture and it's just so wonderful your eyes glaze and you're just like, "It's... beautiful..." That's his voice ^-^

So... What are you all getting me for my birthday?! :3

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7418084/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7418084/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 21:41:14 PST
...what did I do wrong..?

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7407642/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7407642/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 21:17:07 PST I want to find what my true style is.. not what my ideas are tainted by others... or by, "Oooh that looks pretty, I wanna do something like it." No.. I need to find my own..

How long did it take you guys to find your own unique talent? Wether in drawing anime, realism, photography, flash, etc.

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7232953/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7232953/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 20:02:22 PST
Umm well, here it goes. It's all basically drawings or stuff ^-^ I LOVE receiving art from people.

1. Any type of anthro (mainly neko) drawing (colored if you wanted) So cute ^-^
2. I have a thing for computer graphiced eyes o.o.. Like, realistic eyes with red in them. A shattered pupil one would be awesome.. that's like what my boyfriend wants to get..

I just basically love drawings of chibis or whatever the other person wants to do that somehow relates to me/my charrie/ or my gothic style of art (Which I haven't posted much any xD) ^-^ Yeah, Thank you ]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7035980/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7035980/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 13:06:42 PST ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7017202/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/7017202/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 10:00:05 PST ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6994817/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6994817/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 20:50:21 PST
~CarusimaHikura
]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6929595/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6929595/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 19:10:29 PST I am worth $2,127,562 on HumanForSale.com
I just wanted to try it out. Aren't I special? ]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6836376/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6836376/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 11:49:16 PDT I just need a crow brush, just all black so it does not look realistic but animeish. I can't find one, nor can I get one on DA since it won't let me download from here anymore. I might be able to from my work though. If you have any ideas, let me know? Or any gothic tree brushes too. ]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6671473/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6671473/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:09:34 PDT Anyways, I need to so post more stuff on here... I have atleast a bunch of sketches that can go into scraps or deviations or something, and I should put them in here but I'm far too lazy. I keep either getting massed with homework or massed with my boyfriend to finish my cg x.x I messed up on the hair.. I need to fix it but I'm not sure how to do it with Photoshop yet, to blend it, only Corel and now I don't have corel. Ahh, I need a day off of everything. ]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6627332/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6627332/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 16:57:39 PDT
Umm, I have a question. When you're cging an anime.. do you do the background first? On two of my drawings I did the charrie itself, then tried to do a background with it on a different layer and the charrie in front of it. How can I make it so that the background shows up, with a different layer, on the same picture? I have photoshop 7, just so you know, since some might be different.

]]> ~CarusimaHikura http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6612389/ http://CarusimaHikura.deviantart.com/journal/6612389/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 21:51:30 PDT
Crap, I was about ready to flip out. I couldn't figure out what was going wrong with Photoshop. Everytime that I would draw with the paint button it was come out really light and darken when I'd swipe over it. And that was with every color. So I tried to figure out what I did for about an hour an a half and I couldn't figure out and I was so flipping out >< I just messed around with a few buttons and such and I fixed it. I still don't know what I did xD But it's fixed now. Now I can go to bed -.-

]]> ~CarusimaHikura