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I've been absent for weeks because I don't have a money to pay for the rent. Of course, I couldn't ask the Internet shop owner for free internet surfing. Oh, how I wish for a personal computer or laptop!

Something happened miraculously. My father called to me, asking if I was alright. It has been months since our argument and misunderstandings. After our long conversation in cellphone, I felt quiet relieved. But still, there's something's missing. I still don't know if he would understand my plans next year. My plans of staying at my province and live with my mother's family. I wanted to study there. If I told him the truth, will he fell hurt? That's what scares me.

Anyway, I kept making comics of my one and only fave character, Petey...Oh Pete Kowalski....I love you so much.

I got this quiz from a friend! Its quiet fun!

ANIME/MANGA NERD
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga. Lots
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before. XD
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. O_o
[x] You enjoy drawing anime
[ ] People you know you as the 'anime person'.
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.
ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 4

ART NERD
[x] You like art. Who doesn't? O.o
[ ] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. Er...
[x] You have a favourite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before. :3 Years ago....
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings. >_<
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or 'ink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever. o_O
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles. Homeworks and test papers too.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
ART NERD POINTS: 12

MUSICAL NERD
[ ]You play a musical instrument.
[ ]You play more than one instrument.
[ ]You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ]You've given your instrument a name. (Theirs Tiny, Mitternaught, Lard, Tux, Alfred..ect) O_O
[ ]You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ]You are known by what you play.
[x]You listen to classical music.
[x]You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x]You have a favourite composer.
[ ]All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ]You write music.
[ ]You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favourite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ]You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ]You are never nervous playing for other people.
MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 3

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own 3 or more different video game systems.
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest. Yep
[ ]You play video games every day.
[ ] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favourite video games on your MP3. ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/28078916/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/28078916/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 04:34:18 PST
Ahh....the stories of the ghosts and ghouls are very popular around! Damn I don't believe in them!

Ahh...the taste of the chocolate cake really tingles my tongue!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/27571369/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/27571369/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 04:58:32 PDT
Well, thank God the flood didn't come right at us, so we felt so relieved. I just feel so sorry for the people who were suffering from the flood. Some survived, some are not.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/27028463/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/27028463/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 04:59:55 PDT
Oh, I missed being in a long time in the internet, especially at this website, DA. I missed putting up my artworks here in my art gallery. Unknown to anyone here, I have created a bunch of drawings in my portfolio; it almost broke into half because of too much drawings in it.
I also missed talking to a lot of people here, like giving comments, looking at their artworks, etc. To my friends, please don't worry. I'm just here biding the right time to have fun in here.

I'm also planning in a Call Center Agency. Anyone familiar with Convergys? It's a big company of telecommunication. I'm not sure if I, myself, can be hired in such company.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/26767652/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/26767652/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 04:01:35 PDT
My grandmother was arrested due to the illegal gambling. Yet, she was later freed from jail for an unknown reason. I was so worried that day. At least, she didn't got hurt.

My auntie was so sad. I can't believe she still misses that, that no good punk! Why does she still loves her husband when she knows that he will never come back?! I wanted to yell at her and say, "You still miss that disgusting pig?! He didn't even want to call you! He's not even communicating with you anymore! In my opinion, He fly through Canada to run away from his responsibilities! He's a big fat coward who cares nothing but himself!" But I can't do it. In fact, I feel so sorry for her. I wanted to take care her son (my cousin) so that the bot won't feel alone. He's a great treasure to me.

My cousin is suffering from Celebral Palsy. He can't even talk or walk or...even understand. Still, I love him. He's my cousin and I love him. Don't worry, Jairus; I'm here for you no matter what.

Anyway, apart from rough days, I'm still drawing. Comics are the best! It was one of my fun hobbies! I wanted to show to everyone my comics titled, "Pete's Doppleganger". If only I have some money.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/26330454/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/26330454/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 03:08:41 PDT
NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING


Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of
us.. Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted.


A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor:


About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out
flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to
tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women.


The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and
discovered that she had a flat.



She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man
dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said,
'I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for
you?'


The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted amiably
while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and the jack in the
trunk, shut it and dusted his hands off.


The woman thanked him profusely, and as she was about to get in her car, the man
told her that he left his car around on the other side of the mall, and asked if
she would mind giving him a lift to his car.

She was a little surprised and she asked him why his car was on other side.



He explained that he had seen an old friend in the mall that he hadn't seen for
some time and they had a bite to eat, visited for a while, and he got turned
around in the mall and left through the wrong exit, and now he was running late.


The woman hated to tell him 'no' because he had just rescued her from having to
change her flat tire all by herself, but she! felt un easy . (Trust that gut
feeling!)


Then she remembered seeing the man put his briefcase in her trunk before
shutting it and before he asked her for a ride to his car.

She told him that she'd be happy to drive him around to his car, But she just
remembered one last thing she needed to buy (Smart woman!!)


She said she would only be a few minutes; he could sit down in her car and wait
for her; she would be as quick as she could be

She hurried into the mall, and told a security guard what had happened, the
guard came out to her car with her, but the man had left. They opened the trunk,
took out his locked briefcase and took it down to the police station.


The police opened it (ostensibly to look for ID so they could return it to the
man). What they found was rope, duct tape, and knives. When the police checked
her 'flat' tire, there was nothing wrong with it; the air had simply been let
out. It was obvious what the man's intention was, and obvious that he had
carefully thought it out in advance. The woman was blessed to have escaped harm.


How much worse it would have been if she had children with her and had them wait
in the car while the man fixed the tire, or if she had a baby strapped into a
car seat? Or if she'd gone against her judgment and given him a lift?


I'd like you to forward this to all the women you know. It may save a life.


A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle. I was going to send this to
the ladies only; but guys, if you love your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters,
etc.., you may want to pass it on to them, as well.


Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that The world we
live in has a lot of crazies in it. Better to be safe than sorry.


PLEASE BE SAFE AND NOT SORRY

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/26077938/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/26077938/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 00:34:13 PDT
Whether my Mama like it or not, I'm still continuing my talent in drawing. Mama wouldn't allow me to draw, so I have to keep it a secret. I daw only during nights when its her sleeping time. And it works! Now I have no trouble in her angry screams and yells.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/25804652/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/25804652/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 20:00:06 PDT
Firstly, these credentials. I wanted to take back my credential at my old University, yet there's so many must have to do. Why do I have to ask a request for my TOR? Ughhh......

Secondly, my back ache! I had this pain at my back when I was sweeping on the floor, looking down to see if the dusts are moving away. Then, ouch! I suddenly felt a terrible, enormous, miserable pain in my spine! I simply can't move a muscle. If I want to bend, my thighs are also aching, as well as my bottom! Luckily for me, Mama sent me to an old expert healer. That old toothless man really burnt my back, he's using a hot burnt paper placed in a bottle, rubbing it on my delicate back and he continued to massage. How pitiful am I to see the other kids laughing at me whenever I squirmed, squealed and yelled in pain. Rotten kids!

Thirdly, my isolated brother. He never texted me and Mama ever since he started to study at his University called PATTS. He must be very busy, well unlike some people who only used to sit around in an internet cafe lazily. (OUCH!)

Finally, I barely visiting in an internet shop because Mama forbidden me to surf in the Internet. That's because 1. we had to be thrifty in cash and 2. I have to control myself from my internet addiction. No hard feelings for me at all.

Last month I pledged myself I am NOT going to draw anymore. But when time goes by, I can't stop thinking about the drawing instruments I missed so much. My pencil, colors, papers, everything. Just to imagine I cannot abandoned my own talent from many negative advice and disadvantages.

OH PETER! PETER KOWALSKI! How I missed you so! I wanted to hug you and kiss you from all I care! Every time I was isolated from everyone, I can't stop thinking about you! Oh I LOVE YOU! MWAH!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/25365880/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/25365880/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 04:18:21 PDT
I've decided to apply for a job and leave my collage. I hate to admit it, but sometimes the people around me said that I made the wrong decision. What's wrong of stopping at that so called "prestigious school"? The professors can't even let me take exams if I haven't paid the darn tuition. And if I haven't take exams, it'll be a great threat to my grades. In short, I'll be dropped out.

Besides, I wanted to have a job experience. I can imagine if I would work in a fast food chain, it'll be challenging, yet fun. I wanted to have my own money for myself and for my family. Mama says she's proud of me.

I hope Papa's alright. He never call and text me ever since I stopped studying at Perpetual. Maybe he got angry to me.

When I got back to University to claim my credentials, including my Transcript of Records and my NSO birth certificate, I saw my once classmates. I say goodbye to them and I will miss them.

I couldn't draw for now. I don't know why but I think its because I have to grow up and move on. Okay, I'll stop drawing for now.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24696690/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24696690/ Mon, 11 May 2009 01:41:39 PDT
With him as an icon, he can show to the others that Filipinos are not worthless and slaves.

On the other hand, during Mother's Day I bought an ice cream for mama. She loved Cookies and Cream. It was happy for us to brought us back together. I'm taking care of her as long as she was not yet confirmed to work at abroad. I will miss her again if she goes away again! :sob:

I still wonder if I will enroll again at the sick university. I mean, its not that I hated that school, but increasing tuition fees, hard-to-convince professors to take exams and a backstabbing classmates are too much for me. I will miss my friends there. How come no one text me in my cellphone? Don't they miss me? Oh well. I'm stingy in load anyway.

People do easily forgets the right traits of a person, yet the wrong traits can easily remembered. Oh, ironic life!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24662052/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24662052/ Sat, 09 May 2009 02:18:29 PDT
]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24491016/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24491016/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 02:59:24 PDT
After I completed drawing all the cliques of Bully, I will stop and move on to my own artwork.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24336091/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24336091/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 00:44:53 PDT

There's a lot of drawings I want to show! But for now, I have to wait....

I was just wondering...if I kept waiting fro the next chapter of a fanfic, why not continue them with my own hands? Yes, that would help. Besides, I know how to write prose. I hate it when authors of the fan fics started their stories and you liked them...then in the end...they felt lazy and wouldn't want to continue their chapters anymore... Dang it!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24067761/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24067761/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 00:56:17 PDT

And she should take her medicines on time. I have to be careful this time. At least she's not on that hospital anymore.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24016904/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/24016904/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 02:22:15 PDT
I've been looking and taking care of my mama because she's sick. Today, her operation was already over. And she feels fine now.

Gosh, inside the hospital was not good as it looks. All of the patients there are always sad. While looking around the Gyne Ward, it was full of misery and boredom. Now I know how it feels of being sick. It was horrible and terrifying.

Nurses will be monitoring you every minute, everyday. They will give you a list of medicines to take. It hurts more when you need to pay for the medicines and operation. Sometimes they will inject you, give you blood or take your blood for examination, and then they show no care about your pain.

But now that Mama's fine, I don't need to worry about her. She's in good condition now. Saturday will be the day of her freedom of that sick, bloody, disgusting hospital. She was like a prisoner there.

Now I know how it feels like to be in a hospital. Just like Alessa...Gary...Wendy...It was so depressing...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23877214/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23877214/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 03:53:41 PDT
Anyway, after watching the movie Sweeney Todd, I got amazed at Johnny Depp's acting skills. He was so awesome! And because of that I got to like him.

Wow, I didn't know Robyn is very determined to study hard. She wanted to have straight A'S. And I salute her.

And Shadowmojo was great. Her drawing skills are improving.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23808411/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23808411/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 05:23:00 PDT
I often go to an internet cafe to surf in the internet, just to talk to my friends and some people I knew here at DA.

I was kind of happy that Mama was alright. Her health improves because the meds that her doctor gave her. She got huge cyst in her ovary, and according to the doctor, it has to be remove. But before that, she have to increase her low blood pressure. She had to take blood from blood donation, but I feared that it will give her side effects which leads to sickness... Oh dear.

I hope the operation will be successful. I pray to Jehovah God that she will be alright.

Each time I was on my bed, I always thought of something: my future. I wonder what will happen to me when I finished collage. Will I get a better job? Will I give success to my family and to myself? What if I failed?

How about my family? My friends? What will happen to them in the future?

To be honest to myself, I was a weakling. I can't face challenges. I often run away from my responsiblities, because I fear them. I always run away...Now I thought to myself that I was a coward...Useless coward who do nothing but run away...

But still, I love everyone...I love my family and my friends. They were always there to protect and support me. So why do I have to be alone? Why am I always avoiding them? Is it because I was ashamed of myself, to show my weaknesses? To show the true 'me'?

A friend once told me, "Its not a miracle to have a million friends...The miracle is when a friend stand up for you when millions are against you." That really gives me strength.

I must never think of myself only. I must think about the others. I must do the right things for my...no, for all of everyones' goodness sakes.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23442709/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23442709/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 23:26:30 PST
And good thing, my mama was okay. With the help of her medications, she got well a bit. Her blood pressure was almost normal again. Guess my prayers were answered.

Oh, and I have to be change my attitude a bit. My natural shyness won't go away just yet. I have to improve myself. I have to be more confident than usual.

-Camille

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23404092/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23404092/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:48:00 PST
SEND IT TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND POST IT ON YOUR JOURNAL!!~

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23334160/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23334160/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 23:37:14 PST
There's no need to think twice or thrice but I have to remove these other 'friends'...Its not that I'm doing this because I'm angry of someone else. Its because I'm getting confused who are my real friends.

Of course, I have to be careful in removing some friends. They might think I'm such a fake, and I don't want that to happen.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23222456/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/23222456/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 18:58:04 PST
oh, oh! oh! ohohhhh!

He, singing Beyonce's song suits me. It feels like yoyu were free when you're single! No interruptions, no bothering, no smooching...Ah, this is the life!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22971589/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22971589/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 19:06:58 PST
First, you need to know to face a cold truth: Disregarding danger signs in a relationship is like ignoring the warning signal on your car's dashboard. The problem will not go away; likely it will only get worse. What are some of the danger signs in a relationship that you would do well to heed?

1. Things are moving too fast. Problems can arise when a romance moves too quickly. Most of the couples were talking on the phone, e-mailing, chatting online, etc. Those methods of communication can be more powerful than face-to-face because you can get way more personal, way too fast!

2. He's/She's critical and demeaning.
3. He's/She's got violent temper.
4. He's/She's secretive about relationship.
5. He/She has no intention of marriage.
6. The relationship is on-again, off-again.
7. He/She pressures for sex.
8. Other have warned about him/her.

Gee, my time is up. I will continue this journal soon.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22971121/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22971121/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 18:43:15 PST
Lots of games, lots of free time, and lots of fun!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22685740/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22685740/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 02:10:26 PST
First, I was having a group report to our FCL 4. Then, I did all my best to report but...My classmates found me funny...I used all I can to speak louder but...I failed. When I finished speaking, some asshole said something annoying that I couldn't understand...Then everyone just laugh...

I hope this will not the same result in our reporting in Salesmanship...

After our FCL 4, its P.E. class. MAN, I SUCK! I REEK! I played and bounce the volleyball, but...I didn't even catch the ball and fire the ball back to my partner! Man, it was so embarrassing...When it's all over, I sat next to my friend and looked quiet upset. I was just a bit sad...

The more I felt I was making mistakes, the more I thought to myself that I was weak, useless and worthless....

I felt like...I was all alone...stuck in the middle of the faceless, dark crowd...Laughing at me...

I was...frightened...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22550785/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22550785/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 19:16:47 PST
What a scum! I guess I have to study a bit harder. There's so many things that had to be done: art project, quizzes, reports, AND SO ON.

I can't believe the Professor chose me as the leader of a group! Why?! Is it because I look like a nerd? Intelligent? Just because I'm wearing glasses doesn't mean I know everything!

Man, I think I'm having stomach cramps today...OUCH! OWWW!

Its like someones punching my belly! Ouch!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22253613/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22253613/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 02:21:23 PST
I will never be a wimp anymore. (Yeah, right.)

In life, there are lots of people watching our next move, desperately waiting for us to fail and even praying for us to give up...

But don't mind them. It just doubles the fun of living and surviving...

Let's keep in mind that failures and problems are not things we should be scared of...

They could lead to breakthroughs and great discoveries...

Let's see Life as an adventure and enjoy every moment of it!

Have a great life, everyone! You guys deserve it!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22025269/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/22025269/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 00:32:07 PST
Now I can spend time drawing and creating some artworks! So which one do I draw first? Gary? Pete? Jimmy? Alessa? Lynette? Nathan? Stephanie? Nerds? Jocks? Preps? Greasers? Townies? Zoe? Goths? Mr. Avellana? Underground Realm? The faun? Timmy Turner? Cosmo? Wanda? Sora from Kingdom Hearts? Little Walter from SH4? Pete's Doppelganger?(Or Dark Peter?) Heather Mason? Continue the comics of Doppelganger? Jennifer from ROR? Diana? Meg? Eleanor? Wendy? Amanda? Fiona Belli?

UGHHH!!!! Its so confusing! That's how I've been thinking for weekends!

I'd better take a tablet...Oh yeah, And I have to get ready for the exchange gift party. Wonder what will I give for my cousin? Hmmm...Its better to give him a simple shirt. That would be generous.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21986797/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21986797/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 19:02:01 PST
I wonder if I eat more peanuts? They say it increases your mental development and it contains magnesium to have a brain power. Also, I have to drink milk and vegetables.

This are the subjects I will have for Prelims:
*Philippine Literature - Its kind of easy and its fun to learn too so I wouln't have to worry about it.
*Logic - This subject matter is quite easy but sometimes it confuses your brain.
*Biological Science - A bit difficult, especially the parts and functions of the cell, ect.
*Life and Works of Rizal - This is all about the history of our national Philippine hero, Rizal. Fun to deal with.
*Filipino Christian Living 4 - Very religious to learn. Easy to deal with.
*Salesmanship - Talk about sales and marketing strategies. I have to study this one 'cause this is my major subject. Good luck for me.
*Human Resource Mgt. - Cool! Our prof. here is very good, he passes all of us, even without assingments! (joke!)

So this is all of them. Gotta eat lunch!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21925024/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21925024/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 02:52:16 PST
When my Grandma makes coffee for Grandpa every morning...

When my Mom wakes up early in the morning to cook us breakfast...

When my Uncle drives his nephews and nieces to school...

When my siblings call to check if I'm okay...

When friends eat lunch together despite their busy schedules...

When my cousin kissed the hurting finger of her baby...

When old friends hang out to bond after being away from each other...




Now, who said Love was just for couples?

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21809542/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21809542/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 01:44:10 PST
First, Granfather comes back with a dirty little secret that he can't hide, next, Kevin, my annoying brother, trea me well, (whom I know he's a bad boy), then, Cleah my cold and distant cousin, needs my help about her art homework, my mom from Cyprus just told me that's its time to be thrifty. I can't blame her, the economies of the world were about to crash...especially here in the Philippines...

Crimes are going too far here. Holdapers and snatchers were getting worse. Not very pleasant to here, isn't it? Even children who was very young and innocent was getting influenced in the violence. The truth hurts, but some cartoons and videogames are encouraging the little kids that violence and gore is acceptable.

So what the Bible says is true...we were living in the last days...I'll keep praying, but sometimes I forgot to do it. I'm so frightened to forgot about God...I don't want to be too far away from him. Besides Jah, I also need my family and my friends. I have to be strong....

I have to be happy...Things that are coming up was very daring and frightful..Sadness and depression is not the right path for me...also for all of the others out there.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21637325/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21637325/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 19:13:58 PST
What if I published my drawings? Will that be cool? Oh well...

For now, collage is quite good. Yet, I have to improve my confidence to fade my shyness. I still can't believe I would tell a lie if someone asks me about something just to avoid embarassment. I just...can't help it...Maybe its one of my weakness that is hard to fight...

So what they say is true.. One of the toughest challenge in your life is yourself. Hmm...Better ask God for help.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21575274/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21575274/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 00:46:02 PST

"Pure eyes, blue like a glassy bead---
You are always looking at me
and I am always looking at you.
Ah, you're too meek---
beautiful, unspoiled:
thus I'm so sad, I suffer---
and so happy, it hurts.
I want to hurt you
and destroy myself
What you would think
if you knew how I felt.
Would you simply smile,
not saying a word?
Even curses from your mouth
would be as beautiful as pearls.
I place my left hand on your
face as though we were to kiss.
Then I suddenly shove my thumb
deep into your eyesocket.
Abruptly, decisively,
like drilling a hole.
And what would it feel like?
Like jelly?
Trembling with ecstasy, I obscenely
mix it around and around: I must
taste the warmth of your blood.
How would you scream?
Would you shriek "It hurts!
It hurts!" as cinnabar-red tears
stream from your crushed eye?
You can't know the maddening
hunger I've felt in the midst of
our kisses, so many of them
I've lost count.
As though drinking in your cries,
I bring my hopes to fruition:
biting your tongue, shredding it,
biting at your lips as if tasting
your lipstick.
Oh, what euphoric heights I would
reach, having my desires fulfilled
like a greedy, gluttonous cur.
I longed, too, for your cherry-tinted
cheeks, tasty enough to bewitch my
tongue.
I would surely be healed,
and would cry like a child.
And how is your tender ear?
It brushes against my cheek;
I want it to creep up to my lips so
I can sink my teeth into its flesh.
Your left ear, always hearing words
whispered sweet as pie---
I want it to hear my true feelings.
I never lied, no...
but I did have my secrets.
Ah, but what must you think of me?
Do you hate me? Are you afraid?
As though inviting you to the agony
at the play's end, if you wish, you
could destroy me---I wouldn't care.
As you wish, you may destroy me
---I wouldn't care."

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21543702/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21543702/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 23:17:30 PST
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]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21428105/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21428105/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 19:43:25 PST 001. Name - Camille Alexandria M. Esguerra
002. Nickname - Camille only.
003. Status - Single, I'm kinda scared on boys.
004. Zodiac sign- I don't know.
005. Male or female - Female
006. Elementary - Las Pinas city.
007. High School - Sta. Rosa, Laguna
008. College - University of Perpetual Help.
009. Smart - Sometimes. I'm not sure my self.
010. Hair color - Ebony
011. Long or short - Medium.
012. Loud or Quiet - Quiet.
013. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera - None.
015. Health freak - Not really.
016. Drink or Smoke? - None.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? - YUP!
018. Eating or Drinking - Both!
019. Piercings - None.
020. Tattoos - HELL NO! I don't want to have skin cancer!

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing - None
024. First best friend - Lorena, she's nice and trusting.
025. First award - Ugh, the first prize on Drawing contest...
026. First crush - Henry
027. First pet - A white rabbit
028. First big vacation - In Tagaytay, a high, cold place.
030. First big birthday - I don't want to remember...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating - None
050. Drinking - Nothing
052. I'm about to - Do something.
053. Listening to - Silent Hill soundtrack
054. Plans for today - Study hard and ready to write a fiction novel.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? - Nope!
059. Want to get married? - Nope!
060. Careers - To be a cartoonist or a graphic designer....or something...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes - Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? - Shorter, cute!
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Doesn't matter.
074. Sensitive or loud - Don't mind.
075. Hook-up or relationship - Umm...
077. Troublemaker or hesitant - None.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - nopes
081. Ran away from home - Nope.
084. Broken someone's heart - Yeha, but he deserves it.
085. Been arrested - No! HELL NO!
087. Cried when someone died - All the time. Of course.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself - Nope
090. Miracles - Yup.
091. Love at first sight: No.
092. Heaven - Yes, absolutely.
093. Santa Claus - No, he's just a myth.
094. Sex on the first date - YUCK! NO WAY!
095. Kiss on the first date - Yeah, but its disgusting.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - Yeah, I wished!
o98. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - Hmm...sometimes.
099. Do you believe in God - Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: SOMEONE else.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21309550/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21309550/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 22:33:38 PST
If only I have a computer or a laptop with scanner, then I could be happier! I can scan my artworks without a sweat.

I've drawn Lynette, Nathan and other characters in Bully, even Alessa Gillespie, Gary Smith, Yellow cursed doll and I don't remember the rest. Plus, I wrote a non-fic story of Nathan Avellana which was quite...uh, boring to read but I'm not sure... But I'll put in here in website.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21196631/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21196631/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 03:31:25 PDT [x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an iPod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.

[ ] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[ ] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. (Lol I cry every day)
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[ ] You have been to a concert.


[x] You don't have a myspace
[ ] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[x] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going to school/college.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school/college.


[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x]You have friends.


[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[ ] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[ ] You know the words to more than 5 songs. (I know the words to just about every song on my ipod (((Somewhere around 144?))) Obsessive much?)
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person.


Count your answers and mulitply by 3.

Nah...I don't want to count it...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21119841/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21119841/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 02:14:18 PDT
by Mary Elizabeth McGlynn

Ost: Silent Hill: Homecoming

Enough...
With the light...
Tell me one...
More time...
My blood...
Your line...

Is this you, inside?

Death.
To the living...
The flame has no living heart.

In the order, of life, they know you there...
As you saw it, your plan, a real shot in the dark...

Came a little, too late...
It's over!

Calling, the children...
Conception, and dying...
Silent, but screaming!

Damage done to the flesh, what they said, in the name of the...
Damage done to the heart, is the start, of the end!
Damage done to my soul, and you know, it knows where my...
Damage done to my life, cursing loud, at the chaos!

You're here, you're gone...
It's not fair, I'm lost...
Your god, your fear...
Was it worth...
The price?

Pray. For the children!
You lost along the way.
Still remember, the names, and faces...
Cold. And abandoned.
They cry, their fate put in your hands.

When it's over, they come to haunt you...

Wasted... Confusion...
Deadly... Illusion...
Nightmare... Intrusion!

One more soul to the call, for all, in silence...
Comes two more souls to the call, for all, and in time!
Three more more souls to the call, they fall...
Unknowing that four more souls to the call, won't be all, and you know it!

Sacrifice...
Wasted life...
Destiny, redefined...
Someone, chooses you...
Lucky one, close your eyes, your family knows you're here!

Calling, the children...
Conception, and dying...
Silent, but screaming!

Damage done to the flesh, what they said, in the name of the...
Damage done to the heart, is the start, of the end!
Damage done to my soul, and you know, it knows where my...
Damage done to my life, cursing loud, at the chaos!

One more soul to the call, for all, in silence...
Comes two more souls to the call, for all, and in time!
Three more more souls to the call, they fall...
Unknowing that four more souls to the call, won't be all, and you know it!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21104675/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21104675/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 02:45:43 PDT
Is he mute? I guess not...

Even if he does not talk very much, he makes as laugh, right?

And he never leaves his teddy behind...


Moral Lesson:

Words are not too important to show care to the others...At least you know how to show it.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21026175/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/21026175/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 03:15:23 PDT
The town is covered in fog and deserted, with several roads having fallen into disrepair or simply collapsed into nothingness. At home, he finds his mother in a near catatonic state, murmuring about his father leaving to find Josh, as well as a Lurker creature terrorizing the waterlogged basement. Alex leaves, promising to find Josh.

He soon discovers that many more people have gone missing in Shepherd's Glen since he left, and finds childhood friend Elle Holloway still pinning "missing" signs to a board outside the police department.


As Alex explores the town, he finds himself teleported to Silent Hill, where he encounters "the Bogeyman" – familiar to players of Silent Hill 2 as Pyramid Head – and Mayor Bartlett in the Grand Hotel. His son Joey is also missing, but after speaking with Alex he is crushed by Sepulcher, a giant subterranean monster. After Alex defeats it, he is returned to Shepherd's Glen, where he allies himself with Deputy Wheeler in the police department. After they become separated, Alex finds a Dr. Fitch back in the hellish Otherworld, who has also lost his daughter Scarlett, and has been cutting himself to "repent for his sins". Soon after discovering him, Fitch begins to bleed from every pore, and his head is devoured by another giant monster, the stocky doll-like Scarlett.

Alex eventually learns that the town's four founding families – Shepherd, Fitch, Bartlett and Holloway – are connected to the horrific events taking place, and after visiting home once again, soldiers from the Order (the cult which worships Silent Hill's god) kidnap his mother.

Alex, Elle and Wheeler chase after the soldiers across Toluca Lake, but are intercepted by the Order before they can reach Silent Hill. Elle and Wheeler are taken to Silent Hill's penitentiary, where Alex attempts to rescue them.

In the Otherworld version of the prison, he finds his mother, Lillian, strapped to a stretching rack by the Order; here, the player make a decision regarding whether to kill her out of mercy, which will affect the outcome of the game. Alex rescues Wheeler, who is later captured again by Asphyxia, a long caterpillar-like monster composed of many arms and torsos. After defeating Asphyxia, Alex finds the Order's church, where his father is imprisoned.

Alex's father reveals that Alex was never a soldier, and has been in a mental hospital since "the accident", before he is skewered and cut in half by the Bogeyman. Alex continues on to find the Order's underground facility, where they have taken and murdered most of the population of Shepherd's Glen.

In the facility, Alex is captured by Elle's mother, Judge Holloway, who reveals that everything that has happened is due to a broken pact. One hundred and fifty years ago, the four founding families broke away from Silent Hill's Order to move to Shepherd's Glen. They were allowed to do so on the condition that once every fifty years, they would sacrifice one of their children in a pre-ordained fashion. On this occasion, while Joey Bartlett, Scarlett Fitch and Nora Holloway were successfully sacrificed by their parents, the Shepherd sacrifice was botched. Thus, the Order had been reformed to try to appease the gods of Silent Hill. Judge Holloway tries to kill Alex, who gains the upper hand and lodges a power drill through her skull. Alex rescues Elle from the facility and after finding Wheeler gravely injured, continues on alone to find Josh. He eventually finds the sacrificial chamber with each families' sacrifices inscribed. His name is listed, confirming Alex as the intended sacrifice for the Shepherd family.

As Shepherd enters the final chamber, he experiences a flashback showing Josh's true fate. When Alex was younger, he had taken Josh rowing out on the lake, jealous of the attention he was receiving from his parents. He gave his brother a hard time, they struggled momentarily and Josh accidentally slipped, breaking his neck and falling into the lake. Unable to accept Josh's death, he was sent to a mental hospital, making the sacrifice impossible and breaking the Order's pact. Alex fights Amnion, a giant and bloated spider-like monstrosity, and upon defeating it is faced with Josh's corpse. Alex is given one final chance to face reality and say goodbye to Josh for the last time, before leaving his brother and the facility.

There are Five endings available, which depend on the player's actions during the game, including whether the player saves Alex's mother, forgives Alex's father, and saves Deputy Wheeler. These range from the single... ]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20979710/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20979710/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 01:57:17 PDT
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I'm having a hard time in Internet shops, especially today. Its because the internet connection is very slow. If not, some of them do not have a connection in this website! I keep asking why this should be happened! I'm so distressed!

And I can't even RP with SM because of this! Stupid internet connection!!!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20849623/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20849623/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 20:40:18 PDT
-General Psychology
-Economics with Land Reform Tax
-Sociology with Family Planning
-Financial Statement Analysis

Finals is the most chilling and the most suspense in my life...for now.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20731845/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20731845/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 20:20:56 PDT
Basic Finance is a bit hard! I need to study and memorize every stanza and lines! SHeesh! Ms. Tupaz' exam was totally difficult.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20609513/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20609513/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 20:30:23 PDT
-Stephanie Tate
-Shannon Lewis
-Petey
-Gary
-Nathan

Hmmmm....

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20498652/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20498652/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 00:05:13 PDT
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]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20330796/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20330796/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 19:23:55 PDT
When the unlucky girl awoke, she found herself in a strange room. It was cold, lonely, stinky room.

Suddenly...a strange voice can be heard from the PA.

"Good morning Jennifer. How do you feel? Let's have a little chat, shall we?"

(If the player say yes, he'll reply)
"Hmmm...Good girl."

(But if the player say no,)
"Hmmm...so that's how you feel is it?"

"Jennifer, you know you've been a bad, bad girl. And bad girls need to be punished, don't they?"

(If the player says yes, he'll reply)
"Hmmm...You're a brave girl."

(But if the player says no,)
"Hmmm...a bad, bad girl who's not sorry, hmph?!"

Anyway, I'll be giving orders around here, okay?

(If the player says yes, he'll reply)
"Hmmm...clever girl...

(But if the player says no,)
"Hmmm...silly girl. You still don't understand?! Well...YOU WILL BEFORE LONG!"

"Now I'm going to give you first order...Every month, you need to find a gift and bring it to the Aristocrat club...If you don't I'll kill you. Is there anything about this that you don't understand?"

(If the player says either yes or no, he'll reply)
"Yes?" "No?"

"Hmm...oh well...it doesn't really matter what you say..You see Jennifer, there are really two kinds of people in this world: Those who take orders...and those who give them. From now on, I'll be giving the orders. Not fair?"

"Well, my dear Jennifer nothing's fair here...heheheh"

"You should follow my orders...or else..hehehe"

"For I am the prince and the prince rules! Ahahaha!"

"THIS IS YOUR LIFE BUT YOU'LL BE PLAYING BY MY RULES!!!AHAHAHAHAH!!!!"

"Let the games begin...DEAR JENNIFER!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!!"


Suddenly, the girl was untied by a rusty scissor...snip, snip, snip...

And she was invited to join the Aristocrat club...

Congratulations! Congratulations!

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20278090/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20278090/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 18:40:23 PDT
]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20088680/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/20088680/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:49:41 PDT
I don't know if I'll be in mood to study my lectures. It's really...Depressing...

Especially if my papa didn't give me tuition. He's always making promise to give me but he failed to do so...He's really getting on my nerves even he didn't do anything wrong to me...it's just that...he's always...never mind...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19921744/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19921744/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 18:38:45 PDT
My classmates or even my friends told me that I'm a nerd. But that's not true! I can't be a nerd because nerds are SMART! AND GENUIS! TOO INTELLIGENT!

Well, I only have an average I.Q. I am more intersted in fine arts. Drawing is my favorite hobby.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19781460/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19781460/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 23:41:38 PDT
Title: "Ili-Ili Tulog Anay"

Ili-Ili tulog anay...
Wala diri imog nanay...
Kandot yanday irig mo papay...
Ili-Ili tulog anay

(In english)
Go to sleep, young child
Your mother is not here...
She goes out to buy some bread...
So go to sleep, young child...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19762331/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19762331/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 00:24:59 PDT It was really fun.

Sadly, Nathan chooses to be far away from Lynette because he thought that she hated him. Especially, he was very devastated when he realized that she was FRIGHTENED of him. He thought that he lost her.

Well, he may have a nice, happy family, but according to him, he also needs a friend. A friend who supports him and trusts him no matter what.

Anyway, the moods and feelings of Nathan was really having a resemblance on Linkin Park's Leave out all the rest. To me it was kinda cool.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19648035/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19648035/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 18:48:17 PDT
Thanks for the people who supports me!

Hugs and Kisses for ya!

Anyway, I'll listen to one of my fave songs.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19583331/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19583331/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 01:50:09 PDT But I won't be home again...
Maybe someday you'll look up...and barely conscious you'll say to no one.

Isn't something missing?

You won't cry for my abscence, I know.
You forgot me long ago...
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?

Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now...
Though I die to know you love me...
I'm all alone...

Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me...
But I won't be home again...
I know what you to do yourself...
I breath deep and cry out..

Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now...
Though I die to know you love me...
I'm all alone...

Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed...knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep, just to dream of you...I'll wake without you there.

Isn't something missing? Isn't something....

Even though I'm the sacrifice, you won't try for me not now...
Though I'd died to know you love me...
I'm all alone...
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me...?


(This reflects my mood for now...I wonder where he is now?)

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19456729/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19456729/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 01:11:22 PDT
I felt interupted because no kids in school ever knew my name. I asked how did he knows my name but he refused to answer my question. Then, he handled me a storybook. When I looked in it, it was full of child's drawing and some scribbles... He then dictates what the story was all about. I felt a little embarassed since a small child telling a story to a teenager like me.

He said, "There was once a husband and wife living happily together in a little house. The wife, knew that she was pregnant, told his husband the news. They were very exciting to see the day their baby will be born.

But one day, something terrible happened. When their child was born, it was not a baby. It was a monster. The husband and wife was very terrified to see their own son in a deformed appearance.

Looking frightful, the husband decided to throw his son away. The wife didn't agree on his will, but she had no choice to protect his son.

In a dark, isolated forest, the husband left his son all alone in the darkness...The poor, helpless child was crying...

Then, an old man living in the forest, found him. Feeling pity on the child, he decided to raise him as his foster son, and he didn't mind the child's monstrous face.

As time passes by, the old man revealed that he was a rich, wealthy bachelor. And the child grew up into a young man. He was not an ordinary human, though. He possessed unexplainable powers. It was his gift since he was born. Once a child looks like a monster, but now looks like a fine, handsome lad.

But he didn't have any friends. His classmates calls him a demon. He could make things happened with his mind. He could kill people just by wishing for it.

In the end, his powers no longer pleases him. To him, it made his life full of misery and sorrow...Sometimes, he would either kill himself, or end up his life, but his father manages to stop him.

Right now, he still exists in this world. It was unknown if he was still around or not."

Then I've had enough of listening to his mythical story. I stood up and left him in the garden. I don't believe in it, anyway. But...do I?

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19284207/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19284207/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 00:49:34 PDT
Chantelle was a 15 yr. old girl who were a student at Bullworth Academy. Her parents take her there because it was the only school which is closest to their home. (According to Chantelle herself.) She was not having family problems nor having problems from her previous schools. She is simple girl who's having a simple life. Although not very athletic, she has a high spirit and courage for those she loved. She was not also introvert.

In the first day of her school, Chantelle met Christy Martin, the red-headed cheerleader and a non-clique classmate of hers in all of her subjects. The two, of course, formed a friendship. She also met the two other friends of Christy's: Angie Ng and Pinky Gauthier, and her boyfriend, Ricky Pucino, a nice guy who's member of Greasers.

The second day of school, he met a new male classmate named Gary Smith, a student who were having psychological problems. He befriends with Chantelle as she shows pity for his ADD.

However, as time passes by, when Chantelle realizes his true colors which let her get into trouble,(They were both given a detention by Mr. Hattrick because of him. And he taunts her for having an investigation about his secret.) she decided to avoid him and stays away from him. But little do she know that he's been keeping an eye for her somewhere nearby...Gary never wanted to reveal his true feelings for Chantelle, he was still biding his time to take over the school.

During her depressed times, she also met Petey Kowalski, the smaller than an avarage guy who's having bad time of making new friends. She thinks of him as weakling, but later, she feels sorry for him. She encourages him not to be afraid of everythiing else, and that gaves him strength. Petey noticed too, that she's the only one who's not calling him a dork.

Jimmy Hopkins and her became friends since she bravely came inside Boys' Dorm to find him. (He wanted to talk to him about Gary's secret..) Their relationship was good, and later Jimmy, himself, admits to Chantelle that he loves her. But sadly, Chantelle only knew him as a friend, and this hurts him badly... But his feelings were healed again, when he realized that she's always be there for him, no matter what.

There also other students of Bullworth she met including:

Trent Northwick, a bully whom she almost hated(But later became her friend);

Algie Papadopoulus, a nerd whom she helped not getting embarassed in front of everyone(He has weak bladder.);

Earnest Jones, the leader of the nerds who's having a crush on her after she voted him for president last school election;

Mandy Wiles, the head cheerleader who felt so insecure towards her, and picks on her whenever she was seen around(But Chantelle fights back);

Beatrice Trudeau, the girl nerd who thanks her for giving her an extra tissue and helped her in all of her assignments(But only for a day);

Melvin O' Connor, the nerd who's the biggest fan of "Gremlins and Grottoes", and shares her the comic book;

Tad Spencer, an arrogant prep who misjudged her for her family background(But she ignores him after she received satisfaction when Jimmy eggs his house for revenge.);

Peanut Romano, a greaser who's always worried about Johnny's whereabouts and a loyal friend of Johnny, and he told her his real name was Larry;

Damon West, a black, huge, bulky jock who's always hanging with Ted Thompson(Leader of the Jocks) and almost bullied her for looking at him in the corridors(But later, he was being knocked out by Bucky after he shoot him with a firecracker.)

Bucky Pasteur, a scrawny nerd who's having crush on Beatrice, and she helps him to be loved;

Constantinos Brakus, a non-clique student who's a sour and bitter person, also the Bullworth Bullhorns mascot and considers her a gorgeous whore which makes her very mad at him;

Russel Northrop, the leader of the bullies who's being nice to her after he was defeated by Jimmy;

Dan Wilson, one of the smallest member of the jocks who missed being a nerd, and talks to her about his life of being in football team;

Zoe Taylor, a townie girl, who were expelled in Bullworth Academy because of Mr. Burton, trains her for some fighting skills(But Chantelle was always fails to do so.)and she considers her a snailgirl;

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19193513/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19193513/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 23:21:00 PDT
You've always wanted to find your lost memories, yet you have failed...

You made a promise to keep, yet you have broken it...

The hapless girl remained lonely and all alone...

Her friends were far from her side...

Her family was gone from her side...

And the Dark Ones are there to make her sleep...

Today is the day of her funeral...

...And they all lived happily ever after...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19045310/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/19045310/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 19:28:22 PDT
At first, we thought it was only a normal rain, then it goes heavier and heavier...and the wind was really strong it causes so much damage in streets. I heard that a post near drugstore just fell into the ground. And I saw some of my Neighbors' house was damaged. Their roof was broken.

But still, I thanked God that no one got hurt.

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/18861627/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/18861627/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 19:48:23 PDT
Sigh...I wish he grew up...That Pete guy...he's so cute...

]]> ~Cashopeia http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/18424604/ http://Cashopeia.deviantart.com/journal/18424604/ Wed, 21 May 2008 00:56:33 PDT
According to the iridologist, I must wear theses glasses so that I'm not getting into trouble. I ALMOST TRIP IN TO THE SIDEWALK WHILE CROSSING! It was so embarrassing...

Anyway, I'm feeling just fine right now, but my vacation is almost over and school days wll be coming...Half of me is happy but another half of me is sad...

]]> ~Cashopeia