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                <title>Shoot the sun to see the stars</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Dec 2005 14:07:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really like the fall, and i really like the winter... BUT NOT WHEN IM TAKING A PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS!!!!! Its a pain in the butt! I go to work and then come home and its dark already, so i cant go out and do any shoots. I have no one to take pictures of really cause there all gone or working as well. Normaly i could just grab a few lamps and light and head into my garage for some wanna be studio shots but my brothers stupid truck is still in there. Im running out of ideas and its killing me that i cant take picuters. Not just for the class but just for my own enjoyment. I wish there was another day after saturday and before sunday that i could just do any thing cause im working almost 6 days a week then i have school (its almost over) and church on sundays (and i dont care who im talking to somtimes going to church is work) so i dont feel like i have a day off some times and all i can think about is how im going to be doing this the rest of my life. working to live but not really getting a chance to live because im working so much. Arg! Another thing is i hate the class that im in, the teacher is really good and i know she knows more then she is teaching but its such a basic class and its seems when it comes to photography all they teach is basic classes. So ive been looking into other schools, like art schools or PSU and stuff. The problem is i dont have that kind of money to be going to a school like that, and i really dont want to have debt the rest of my life because of it. I really dont know if i have what it takes to go to college as well, ive never been good at school, i have failed every photography class i have ever taken and i may be failing the one im taking now. I never have faith in what i do, i think its crap so i dont turn it in. More with this class it seems every thing is so below me that i dont have the motivation do to it. <br />
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ehh...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>I am...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Nov 2005 15:24:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am the onions that stink in your eyes <br />
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I am the switch that derails your train <br />
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I am the jailor who throws away the keys <br />
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I am the surprise in your cereal box<br />
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I am the chill that runs up your spine <br />
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I am the winged scourge that pecks at your nightmare <br />
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I am the smoke that smokes smoked oysters. <br />
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I am the low point on your sine wave. <br />
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I am the grade curves that gives you an "F"<br />
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I am the fast food that comes back to haunt you<br />
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I am the water balloon that lands right on your head <br />
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I am the plot twist in the second reel <br />
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I am the meter on the cab of justice <br />
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I am the flea you cannot flick <br />
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I am the cholesterol that clogs your arteries <br />
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I am the slug that slimes your beggonias <br />
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I am the editor that leaves you on the cutting room floor<br />
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I am the clock cleaner who will ring your chime<br />
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I am the hero that every culture in every world needs <br />
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I am the bubble gum that clings to your shoe <br />
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I am the wrong number that wakes you at 3 am <br />
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I am the rhinestone on a jumpsuit of justice <br />
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I am the stain that can't be rubbed out <br />
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I am the batteries that aren't included <br />
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I am the moth that seeks your porchlight <br />
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I am the blown fuse that blacks you out <br />
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I am the ham radio operator that scrambles your reception <br />
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I am the burned out blub you cannot reach <br />
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I am the ten dollars service charge on all returned checks <br />
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I am the widget missing from the easy to assemble swingset <br />
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I am the ingrown toenail on the foot of crime <br />
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I am the zit that forms when you got a really big date<br />
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I am the itch you cannot reach <br />
<br />
I am the repairman who tells you your warranty has run out<br />
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I am the weirdo that sits next to you on the bus.<br />
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I am the ingrown toenail in "paddy pumps?" <br />
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I am the fingernail that scraps the chalkboard of your soul<br />
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I am the spinach that sticks to your teeth <br />
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I am the weed wacker in the garden of evil <br />
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I am the check that overdraws your account<br />
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I am the pebble in the shoe of ignominy <br />
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I am the pencil that breaks from signing too many autographs<br />
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I am the single career man all women want to date<br /><br />If you can tell me what show these are from i will love you forever. Oh and no google thats just cheap. ]]></description>
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                <title>Imaginatoin</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 13:07:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Here, in the middle of imagination,<br />
Right in the middle of my head.<br />
I close my eyes and my rooms not my room<br />
and my bed, isnt really my bed.<br />
I look inside, and discover things<br />
That are sometimes strange and new,<br />
And the most remarkable thoughts i think<br />
Have a way of being true.<br />
<br />
Here, in the middle of imagination,<br />
Right in the middle of my head.<br />
I close my eyes, and the night isnt dark<br />
and the things that i lose i find.<br />
Time stands still, and the sky is clear,<br />
and the wind is warm and fair,<br />
and the nicest place, is the middle of<br />
imagination, when im there. <br />
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<br />
(I bet you have no clue what song this is from or who sang it, but i think its awsome)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>You may remember me from such films as...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Oct 2005 02:32:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (i just wanted to post somthing so none of this has to make sence)<br /><br />Yay only 3 more years left till i get a girl friend... i am now taking request, if you would like your name to be on the list please write to: <br />
<br />
              The list <br />
              55523 lonely lane<br />
              Beaverton OR 97006<br />
<br />
Or just reply with a name and a breif description of your self... (women only) <br />
<br />
<br />
*music*<br />
OOO AHHAHAA OOO OOOOOO AHHH!<br />
<br />
OOOOOOO AHHHH <br />
<br />
BOW WOW CHICKA BOW WOW <br />
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BOW WOW CHICKA BOW WOW CHICKA CHICKA CHICKA<br />
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DUGADA DUGADA DUGADA DUGADA<br />
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BOW WOW CHICKA BOW WOW <br />
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BOW WOW CHICKA BOW WOW CHICKA CHICKA CHICKA<br />
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OOO AHHAHHAA OOO OOOOOO AHHH!<br />
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OO OO AHAH OO OO AHAH<br />
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BAMB BAMB BITTA BAMB!!!!<br />
<br />
(I just wrote that!!! man im good) <br />
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<br />
<br />
Its way tooo late and i have to go to work but i cant sleeeeeeep!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
<br />
SSSSSSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEE EEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!<br />
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ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz zzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzz zzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Oct 2005 02:13:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pancakes</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Oct 2005 11:28:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="C:\Documents and Settings\shipping\Desktop\New Folder\pancakes.jpg"></img><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>School started...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Sep 2005 23:54:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This was the first week of my class... digital photography at PCC. It has potential of being really cool or really sucking. The teacher is really cool and she knows alot but some of the other people in the class are really going to hold every one back. We have had two classes and she has had to explane (step by step) how to send an email to them self. So most of the class has been that or going over the very basics of digital cameras, and you know i understand that its a coumnity college and every one is at differnt levels but i almost feel like im going to be cheated from learing because she has to show much attention to the others and how long its takes to get them just to open a simple program. Im sure i can still get some really good skills from the class or at least get an easy A. My mom said that she will pay for every class that i pass. woohoo!! <br />
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On another note im really friggen lonely, i really dont think they make the kind of girl that im looking for. Some one who is smart, not just book smarts but spiritual wisdom some one who takes there walk with christ seriously. I have met a few girls that i have liked with the mind for understanding complex thinking and who think out side the box but they dont have they heart that im looking for or there just not christain. If you know any thing about me you would know that im not a normal christian and it seems hard to find some one who thinks differnt but still follows the morals in the bible and can see how they effect us. So if you are reading this and you happen to know this girl that i speak of or even more YOU are the girl your self drop me a line... ....<br />
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<br />
yeah i know thats not going to happen<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>Sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:13:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry...<br /><br />My work that i just posted is subpar to what i would normaly do. I havent had alot of time to take picture. So i apologize to your eyes even before you view them all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>blah..g</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Aug 2005 00:39:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Some were ment to follow... some were ment to lead... others were ment to sit back and laugh at the rest! Thats were i come in. <br />
<br />
Im back!!<br />
<br />
I have been posed the question about selling my pictures on deviant. Im not sure if it will sell or not... what do you think? I like what i do but would i buy it if i saw it? Hmmm tell me what you think!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>Gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2005 06:23:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I will be gone this week starting saunday after noon (7-31-05) So if you comment on my page know that im not ignoring you im just not there to answer it! Thanks... or should i say your welcome? Ehh thanks works. ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>The girl with the sad eyes...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jul 2005 01:39:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey i kind of had a date last night... oh wait no i didnt. Dang. I keep having this dream of the "perfect girl" or at least my perfect girl. I know she is out there but in all my dreams her face is blury so if any of you deviants see a girl walking around with a blury face tell her to give me a call. <br />
<br />
<br />
Man im lonely... i miss women... kind of ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>DO IT!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:14:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Go here <a href="http://nudevious.deviantart.com/">[link]</a> DO  IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>4 letter word</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2005 15:34:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There are many four letter words that  have been marked as hate full and mean.  Sh*t, Fu*k... the list can go on. These  words are nothing but words used in a  hateful way. Really any word can be  hateful. Even words you dont think of  when you hear hate. such as love, love  can be one of themost hurtful four  letter words ever spoken. It leaves  scars in you heart, and images in your  mind. Almost so much that you cant get  away from them. <br />
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At the moment i hate the word love, it  haunts me. I had it and now its gone.  Its not that the feeling is gone its  more like i dont feel it in return. I  lock my self away in my mind and enter  a world where there is hope for  happiness but with every step closer to  being happy there is somthing that  drags me back 3 steps, and for the most  part its love. Or the lack there of.  Most of my friends who i loved moved  away my brother who i loved very much  moved, the one "sure thing" in my life  was just a lie I just pray that God can  make sence out of the mess i keep  puting my self in... ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>not mine</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:50:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Blue sky to forever,<br />
The green grass blows in the wind,  dancing<br />
It would be much better a site with  you, with me, <br />
If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my  own, baby,<br />
I never felt so lonely, then you came  along.<br />
<br />
So now what should i do, I'm strung  out, addicted to you,<br />
My body aches, now that you're gone,<br />
My supply fell through,<br />
<br />
You gladly gave me everything you had  and more, <br />
You craved my happiness,<br />
When you made me feel joy it made you  smile,<br />
But now I feel your stress,<br />
Love was never ment to be such a crazy  affair, no <br />
And who has time fore tears,<br />
Never thought i would sit around and  cry for love,<br />
'till now...<br />
<br />
<br />
A song form the game silent hill 3, i  really wish i could say i wrote it but  i didnt ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>Life</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Nov 2004 16:50:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wish buying stuff filled the hole  that i have in my heart, causes it  really hard to get a good girl friend  that dosnt just make it bigger. Its not  that im picky, its just that there are  no prospects of me meeting any one new  or any one that vagely fit what i would  really want in somone. even though i  have only been single for about 4  months or so it feels like its been an  eternity, i miss having some one to  share every thing with, i miss having  some one to hold on to. I miss almost  every thing about them, but im to  scared to even think about comiting to  another girl at the moment but i really  want to have the feeling again so i  guess that its a good thing that i have  no prospects right now cause i would  probably just jump into somthing with  them using them to make my self feel  better and thats not right... man im  depressed ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>My new plan</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Nov 2004 23:33:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have to say that for the amount of  stuff i put in my gallery i hardly get  any page veiws... at the moment im at  about 123. There is only two reasons  that i can think of that i havent had  very many veiws. One, my work isnt very  appealing to the other people here or  two that it all just plane sucks and im  not truly sure what one it is. But non  the less i have a plan to get more page  views here it is... im going to become  a woman... i give you a second to  cope... ... ... .... done? no? okay ...  ... ... well I have noticed that there  are alot of women that dont really put  out what most people would think of as  good work. Its always a self take photo  of them self in some "sexy" position  and I figure if i become a woman then  and take pictures of my "sexy" body  then all the stupid horny guys will  flock to my gallery for a chance to see  a nipple or somthing. I know what your  thinking why not just take a picture of  a sexy girl insted of you becoming  one... well in order to take a picture  a of a girl you would have to know a  few and the ones i know i barely know  and i dont think it would help a new  frendship to ask if i can take steemy  photos of them just to get the little  counter on this web site to go up no no  no no no that would never happen... <br />
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Now that i think of it, it would take  way too much time and shaving to do my  plan so i guess i will not go the way  of the whore and put up crappy sex  pictures just to get a few more  views...<br />
<br />
Sorry for wasting your time... <br />
<br />
Come with me <br />
Into the trees <br />
We'll lay on the grass <br />
And let the hours pass <br />
<br />
Take my hand <br />
Come back to the land <br />
Let's get away <br />
Just for one day<br />
<br />
Let me see you <br />
Stripped<br />
<br />
Metropolis <br />
Has nothing on this <br />
You're breathing in fumes <br />
I taste when we kiss<br />
<br />
Take my hand <br />
Come back to the land <br />
Where everything's ours <br />
For a few hours<br />
<br />
Let me see you <br />
Stripped<br />
<br />
Let me hear you <br />
Make decisions <br />
Without your television <br />
Let me hear you speaking <br />
Just for me<br />
<br />
<br />
-Rammstein ]]></description>
                <author>~CatchMyDeath</author>
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                <title>I miss...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Oct 2004 22:39:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I miss my friends that moved away<br />
I miss my family that moved from me <br />
I miss my comfort and its warmth<br />
I miss my feelings and there lies<br />
I miss my heart and my love<br />
I miss my girl friend and the lies she  used to tell<br />
I miss my faith in what i couldnt see <br />
I miss my life that i used to live <br />
I miss... ]]></description>
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