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                <title>Yay and bugger!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jun 2009 07:24:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The yay was I had really really extraordinary luck last night in class, no doubt due to the fact that I had a momentrabbit 's foot present (two as a matter of fact, happily attached to the bunneh himself). Moment came along to take measurements of the instructor's jewellers bench for future reference in assisting me finally having one. <br /><br />Normally when a lost wax casting is made, the wax is placed in something called investment. Investment is like a plaster of paris substance that surrounds the wax forming a mould. The mould is then placed in a kiln and the wax is burned out (the lost wax part). Once the wax has burned out of the mould, molten metal can be injected into it, forming the silver piece.<br /><br />Time, as I've mentioned, was running out. So we did a little cheatery and I invested the wax last night and then burned it out all in the same night. Normally the investment is left to cure at least over night, if not for a week between classes so the investment dries out thoroughly. I didn't have time for that. My casting failed last week, plus I had other bits that needed casting.  At one point a loud pop was heard and then smoke started coming out of the kiln. Amy, the instructor, went over and opened the kiln and a look of dismay came over her face and she looked at me and said "You'd better look at this yourself."<br /><br />The investment is poured into metal cylinders about 2.5" in diameter. One of my cylinder's was laying on its side, and I could clearly see that a good third of the investment had blown out around the edges. Because we'd put it in wet and when the kiln was already hot (rather than wet as the kiln was coming up to temperature), the moisture turned to steam and blew escaped in hasty fashion. Picture if you will a cylindrical apple...now more like a cylindrical apple core...with my wax in the middle where the pips would be. Amy left it in the kiln because we couldn't see how bad the damage was and it was still smoking, meaning the wax was still burning out.<br /><br />I went about doing the other things that needed doing to get this piece done. And then it came time to cast. Sam went first. He was casting gold, and his casting turned out fine. I had invested one piece last week and so we went ahead and cast that while the other moulds continued to burn out in the kiln. I had to try three times, something one normally doesn't get the opportunity to do, you more or less get one shot and if it doesn't work you're pooched. The metal kept sticking in the end of the crucible. The apparatus for casting is a centrifuge swing arm and uses centripetal force to inject molten metal, from a specially designed crucible, into the hot mould which is held in line on the outside of the swing arm by a bracket. I had to make the hole in the mould bigger and finally the metal went in on the third try. The piece cast, but not well. So, partial success. It can be salvaged with some jiggery, and I'll use it for some piece that needs a beaten or old look as the metal is quite pitted.<br /><br />Then we pulled out the blown up mould. I got Amy to turn the thing over and pull the cylinder off carefully and we discovered that there were no breaches in the hull into the core of the mould where the wax had been. So we went ahead and cast it. Part of the mouth of the mould was blown off too making the possibility of the metal spraying out quite likely. I really should have taken a picture of it as it was remarkable how much of it wasn't there. As she pulled the mould out of the swing arm apparatus, the entire bottom of the mould crumbled away. And the casting worked!! Amy kept saying "unbelievable!!" with an expression of incredulity and disbelief on her face. Even as an instructor with a ton of experience she seems to have bad luck with casting. White gold castings invariably fail for her for some unknown reason. She was pretty much beside her self that my devastated mould worked when some of her carefully crafted and seeming perfect investments have failed. And then I cast my third and final mould and it also worked. It had crumbled somewhat, but nowhere near as badly as the other mould.<br /><br />The bugger of it was, I ran out of time and couldn't finish the piece. Hopefully, my friend Deborah will let me use some of the equipment in her studio to get this thing done. We've still no idea if the program is being cancelled and if not where it will end up.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Rose Quartz Crazy...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2009 09:49:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went to Robert Hall Originals yesterday with a couple girlfriends. One friend does beading and the like and the other does silver work (and has her own shop in her backyard *envy*). <br /><br />I needed a chunk of rose quartz to go with a couple other chunks of stone for the purpose of meditation. And suddenly I was on a Rose Quartz kick! I must have over 30 oval cabs of varying sizes of rose quartz now. I also picked up a string of square rose quartz beads and 4mm amethyst beads. The rose quartz cabs weren't stunningly deep colour or anything. In fact I tended to pick up the clearer pieces with clouds or streaks of rose in them. <br /><br />So now, I need to make something with them. Let's see if I can come up with something good...<br /><br />Also, I entered a little contest for the Open House at RHO. They asked people to identify the backdrop for their wire wrap jewellery. My guess was correct! $25 gift cert for the next time I'm there!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Derailed...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 12:20:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Two weeks into my silver class and I really have nothing to show for it. I think maybe I should have given this semester a pass. I did one piece two weeks ago. It was supposed to be a heart and three or four people independently looked at it and said "boobies!". <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> So yeah, that one's getting melted down I think. And then I tried to redo it last night, and the thing miscast and I ended up with what looks like a pair of butt cheeks <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> One of the other gals in the class said "Well, you got the t&a all covered, what next?". <br /><br />Grrr.<br /><br />Also, TAW has been derailed by personal turmoil. It may be spring but my heart and spirit are back in mid Jan <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Artist's Way...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Mar 2009 23:57:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've had the book, The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron for a couple years now. My niece Valerie first suggested I read it a few years ago, and I went out and bought it. Then I found an edition on sale that has The Artists's Way, Walking in the World and Finding Water all in one volume.  I've been struggling with a lot of things, my mental health, my physical health, my emotional health and they all affect my creative health. Over the time that I've had these books, I've read through the first three chapters several times. I've always balked at the time commitment required. A half hour or so each morning and over the course of the week about 7-10 hours. <br /><br />In essence it's a twelve step program to help unblock creativity or to discover creative renewal. But I've also noticed that the language and the concepts are very close to cognitive behavioural therapy. Even some of the language is like that of CBT. Traditional therapy, other than a stint with a baby Psychiatrist (an intern) I've not found therapy to be overall helpful. There has been a few things I've found helpful, one of which is just talking and finding where I have the problems. But I think, one of the exercises in the book, engenders a self dialogue and I might be able to get my questions and answers from myself. <br /><br />It's a twelve step program, but it's also a twelve week program. Twelve weeks, at 10 hours a week, is a lot of time. I very rarely do anything that consistently. But I have done sketching that consistently at times, so I'm going to give this a shot. I've always made excuses, and that's what artists do, they make excuses for why they aren't being creative. "Oh when I'm making more money", "Oh when my relationship is in a better place.", "Oh when I'm feeling less crabby, less pissy, less ill, less stressed <insert excuse here>." I've heard myself make all these excuses and more.  Apparently this program works for whatever creative process one is trying to get through (sculptor's, writers, painters etc). I don't think it's going to make me a better artist, but I think it's going to help me move through the excuses and give myself permission to create and be creative. I've all these books, I've all these materials, yet I consistently do less art than I have supplies for. Really. The scope of equipment and materials I have is pretty astonishing all put together. And I've little in actual artwork to show for it. Another excuse I've used on myself is "I really want to have a group of peers to go through this process with." Well, I have a group of artistic peers now through the folks I got together for Sketch'n'Kvetch and whether they join me in this guided course or not, doesn't matter. It only matters that I do it. I'll tell them about it, a few already know, and leave it up to them. I prefer company (hence the excuse to not do this for want of a group to do this with), but I can do it on my own too.<br /><br />So I'm going to do this. I went out yesterday and bought myself a spiffy new journal in which to do the one exercise called "Morning Pages".  First thing in the morning, as soon as the immediate needs are cared for (bathroom and tea for me most mornings), I'll be writing three pages of free flowing stream of consciousness writing. It's not meant to be fancy, or pretty, or anything I'm ever going to show anyone. It's just whatever comes to mind. Julia says in the book that even if I end up writing "I have no idea what to write." and fill up three pages of that, then that's what I have to do. <br /><br />I've got a contract here that I'll be signing. It's a contract with myself and my inner artist to keep at this.  And it's also a contract with myself to treat myself well, pamper myself, eat well, sleep regularly. I've not been doing much of that lately at all. <br /><br />I'm hoping this unblocks more than just my creativity. I have hope.<br /><br />Should be interesting at the very least.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>From Cuttlebone to Cast Piece</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2009 11:41:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Monday night, my friend Sassy_fae accompanied me to class both for the company and because I asked her to take some photos of me in the process of making a pendant. Some folk here had expressed some interest in how this was done. This then is for the curious. Â  <br /><br />I chose to do this one in cuttle bone. Cuttle bone is the bone from the inside of a cuttlefish, which is a squidlike critter. <em>The cuttlebone is a porous internal shell that helps control buoyancy, making it functionally similar to swim bladders in fish</em>.<br /><br />When IÂ was a kid, my mum and IÂ went to England and while on the shores of the Isle of Wight I remember seeing cuttle bones on the beach. Being a cute kid back then and customs having a bit more of a lax attitude for organic material, I was able to bring home several cuttlebones from that trip. I'm sure they eventually got fed to a budgie, but it was pretty cool to be where they washed ashore.<br /><br />So, I started out with a whole cuttlebone. <br /><img height="150" width="129" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20016crre.jpg" alt="" />Â  <br /><br />The cuttle bone is cut in half and the soft side sanded flat so the two halves fit together face to face.<br /><img height="150" width="200" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20017re.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" width="200" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20019re.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" width="200" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20021re.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />I happened to forget my sketch book and the drawing I was using as a guide so I had to use the last partial pendant I did as a guide. I was getting pretty good at carving this thing by this point, but I still didn't want to screw up, so I just took measurements again.<br /><img height="150" width="190" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20022crre.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />And then using the stencil as a guide, I started carving into the bone.<br /><img height="150" width="156" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20023crre.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" width="153" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20024crre.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" width="200" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20029re.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />The carving is starting to take shape here.<br /><img height="200" width="260" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20031crre.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />Once the carving was complete I carved the sprue hole through which the molten silver would be poured. Sterling silver shot was weighed and put into a crucible.<br /><img height="150" width="200" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20032crre.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20035re.jpg" alt="" />Â  <img height="150" width="130" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20040crre.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />An oxy-acetylene torch was used to melt the silver. I used a steel wire to bind the two halves of the mould together. The metal was melted and poured into the mould. Once the metal cools a bit and solidifies, the wire is cut away and the piece is quenched in water.<br /><img height="150" width="194" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20041crer.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" width="150" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20044crre.jpg" alt="" /> <img height="150" width="200" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20045crre.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />The process destroys the mould so these pieces are nominally one of a kind. There are methods to reproduce a piece, but the school doesn't have the equipment to do this and I kind of like the idea currently of people having one of a kind pieces.<br /><br />The piece is then placed in an acid bath called &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />ickle'. It is a powder called sparex mixed into water and then heated in a crock pot. I think the technical term for this pickle is aquaregia. The lab I work for makes this as a reagent, a mix of hydrochloric and nitric acid. The stuff we use in class is dilute, but it gets the casting skin, carbon and fire scale off the pieces quite nicely.<br /><img height="150" width="187" src="http://catsphotogallery.infohost.no-ip.org/TreeofLife/Picture%20049crre.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />After a few minutes in the pickle, the worst of the casting skin is off and it can be buffed. A flat shiny piece would normally go through several grits of paper, then a rough grit in grease called tripoli on a buff, and then a fine grit in grease... ]]></description>
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                <title>A journal entry that ought to be Featured!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2009 14:13:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Art Wu Wei by Hillary Leutkemeyer<br /><br />As some of you who read here know, I struggle with my creativity and skill quite a lot. This gal has some good things to say about how to encourage creativity.<br /><br /><a href="http://hibbary.deviantart.com/journal/22863160/">[link]</a><br /><br />Enjoy!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Looking for...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2009 13:20:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A relatively inexpensive trillion sapphire, not too murky, and not too dark, otherwise pretty much any shade of blue. I'd prefer it were 3mm or larger.<br /><br />If anyone has such a thing readily available, let me know!<br /><br />Cats<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy New Year.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 2008 20:27:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And here is to a much better 2009.<br /><br />*hugs*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Merry Christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:59:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope your holiday is warm and safe.<br /><br />Cats<br />={^-.-^}=<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hmmm...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Dec 2008 12:46:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Working on Christmas cards. Thought it would help boost my spirit from the bah humbugs. <br /><br />Silver classes are done til next year mid Jan sometime. Just have to muddle on through the holiday season.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mew...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 05:29:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not much to report. My sketching endeavour has pretty much fizzed completely. I went strong for about a good 9 ish months and then got really depressed and anxious and then pttthhhhhttt nothing...no desire...no motivation. I think I've sketched once or twice in the past thirty days. <br /><br />I've managed to make a few silver pieces despite my mental state so all creativity has not been pooched, just most of it. Though I sort of feel like the creativity is fall back stuff...as in I've fallen back to doing stuff I've done before, not exploring new territory. <br /><br />I guess it counts in that I'm at least maintaining the skills I already have. That's my story anyway...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Thanksgiving!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Oct 2008 10:46:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope you're all enjoying some relaxing time and some good foods.<br /><br />I had my dinner yesterday and also made a pumpkin pie from scratch. We had turkey, stuffing, gravy, sweet potato, swiss chard, corn, regular potatoes and crescent rolls. Mmmm...I had to go for a long walk to help settle everything because of course...I ate too much.<br /><br />It's also my nephew's birthday, so I should shoot him a message of some sort.<br /><br />Be well!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devil Monkeys</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Oct 2008 08:45:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Devil monkeys invaded my body last night and are attempting to make my innards into my outtards. <br /><br />No stress here...nope...none. >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Birthday Mum.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Oct 2008 16:58:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, today would have been my mother's 80th birthday. To celebrate, I went out and at lamb at a fine restaurant in St Catharines last night.<br /><br />It was very very good.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Work In Progress</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 09:19:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As part of my effort to distract myself for the rest of this month, I decided to take some ideas from my sketchbook and make finished pieces. To that end I'm doing a series of drunken hamsters at sunset. Inspired by a call from a friend who was feeling crummy and finds drunken hammies at sunset to be amusing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><a href="http://catsarah.deviantart.com/art/TippledHammyWIP-98206019">[link]</a><br /><br />Last Saturday night, my gaming group got together and were playing an installation of our ongoing Firefly game. I had decided to do a pretty much direct reproduction of an earlier sketch and then ink it. I was nearly finished when the green pen sprang a leak and splooged ink across the top of my drawing and I abandoned that in disgust and went for a pencil sketch and a much finer rendition.  So there you go...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>September!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2008 23:58:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Augh!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Two more days...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 09:30:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Two more days til September.<br /><br />Where did the summer go?<br /><br />Silver class starts September the 22nd.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Inspiration...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 13:26:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's hard to come by...<br /><br />I'm finding inspiration to be fleeting of late. I have a whole bunch of stuff going on, related to my back, and my brain. I went from the 2nd to the 10th without drawing a thing. I forced myself to sketch last night. The dastardly migraine I had last Saturday (replete with throwing up, olfactory sensitivity and tunnel vision)didn't help any either.<br /><br />My friend Sassy_fae and I had been playing with mosquito larvae (taken from my bird bath out front)and the resultant faeries inspired by watching the pupae turn to mosquitos, were definitely mosquito-ish. When I get around to it, I'll update my scraps and you can see what I mean.<br /><br />The weather has been really beautiful. Cool at night and off and on raining with dramatic clouds and thunder showers. I should post some pics of the dramatic clouds that I took. I just wish my disposition and my creativity were flowing as beaming as freely as the rain and sun of late.<br /><br />And to top it off, I won't be going to GenCon. I was really looking forward to it. But the artists I was going to help booth bunny for, ran into some hard deadlines and they can't go afterall. Such is life. Next year hopefully. I will be going to FanExpo though. I'll be there Saturday if anyone is going to be there, and wants to meet up. Let me know!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Updated Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 16:57:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Most nights I've been too mentally exhausted to sketch but I force myself to, even if just for a few minutes.<br /><br />It's showing.<br /><br />I'm having one of those "why bother" moments.<br /><br />Bleah.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Issue...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 18:41:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have an issue...<br /><br />And it may just be me...but wtf is up with grown women shaving their nethers so they look like prepubescent girls? I mean seriously.<br /><br />It's just creepy. <br /><br />I see it a lot in the art nudes here on DA, and it really bothers me.<br /><br />When women reach womanhood, their bodies change, their hips broaden, they get breasts, they get fuzz in certain areas of their body. It's what separates the women from the girls. <br /><br />I think I worry more about the men that find that attractive. Eeeesh...<br /><br />If someone would like to explain this phenomenon and the attraction...I'm all ears.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Doggy Portrait</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 23:58:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I gave Tron's "mum" the printed photos. The full body pose was as an 8 X 12 and it turned out pretty good. She looked all happy and surprised. She said she just figured I'd send them to her via email or just hand her a few small pics. <br /><br />I really enjoy taking dog pics. I should assemble a folio of other's dogs I've photographed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>BLITEOTW...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 20:27:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ or Happy Friday the 13th!<br /><br />Luckily the town I live in has de-zoned land for cemetery use; no dead, means no undead. The zombies in other towns though are blocking the streets and causing havoc. However, that didn't preclude any undead from rising around here.<br /><br />Last night sassy_fae and I went out for icecream and I got a hankering for more of that Hewitt's Black Forest Cake creamy goodness. Light chocolate icecream with a dollop of cherry goo and chocolate cake throughout is divine. When I got to the top of the stairs I heard a distinct scratching and thought it was one of the cats in a litter box. I reached the bottom of the stairs, and could clearly see, there were no cats in the boxes. However, a couple of them were sitting staring at the freezer.<br /><br />Cats are screwy, and are wont to stare off into space or at something strangely, but it's usually not a group endeavour so I figured a mouse was behind the freezer. As I got closer to the fridge, I realised it wasn't so.<br /><br />You see, I have a hard time letting my pets go. Or rather, I'm a lazy ass and I don't bury them. They go in the "Frozen friends" section of my freezer.<br /><br />Yeah, I only cracked the freezer door enough to look in and see the mayhem in there before I slammed it shut again. Zombie pets...are not pretty...freezer burned budgie...eesh. Periwinkle was the bluebird of crankiness in life, in death...spooky budgie voice squeaking "Braaains" from inside the freezer. I friggin KNOW I didn't teach her that one.<br /><br />I chained the freezer shut. In addition to the Zombudgie, there's two  ferrets, a guinea pig and a rat in there. I'm pretty sure the frozen pinkies for the lizard became brainsicles.<br /><br />I'm really considering going out to the garage and getting the weed torch from Lee Valley tools and performing the cremation of said pets. But I think I'll wait til animal control opens up tomorrow and call them in.<br /><br />I somehow think the cats and I aren't going to get any sleep tonight...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Screwed...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jun 2008 20:15:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ blued...and tattooed...<br /><br />the insurance company handling my ltd claim has denied my claim. so i've been off work since nov with no income.<br /><br />kill me now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Flower Power</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 May 2008 18:45:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love my garden. I love other folk's gardens. I love taking pictures of flowers. Taken with a new to me Digital Rebel.<br /><br />Enjoy!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>I have copper!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 12:08:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a lot of copper currently. I had to buy in large quantities to do a smaller project. So I want to sell some of it off.<br /><br />I have 3" copper pipe (the walls of the pipe are about 4mm thick). I'm selling it for 1.60 and inch.<br /><br />I have a wack of 12" X 12" sheets of .75 mm copper at 7 dollars a sheet.<br /><br />Drop me a note.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>3000 Pageviews :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 May 2008 20:36:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Someone randomly dropped by and noted that I had 3000 page views <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Wow!<br /><br />Cool!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Muddling along...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2008 10:32:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm not working, but I have no idea where the day goes. So many things that I want to do, so many things I can't do due to physical limitation. It's driving me a little batty. <br /><br />I want and need to do some major spring cleaning. I feel like not a single room in my house is entirely habitable. I still have heaps of "stuff" from closing my mum's house cluttering my dining room. The kitchen and the bedroom are the only rooms that work right now. <br /><br />I have so many plans, things I see as I walk around that need doing, but my get up and go...got up and went <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />Blah. I can't even do something as simple right now as sit down to concentrate on writing a letter to a friend of mine who, already brain injured, fell and wacked his noodle again last January and is still reeling from the blow. I'm such a bad friend. <br /><br />Anyway, scraps are updated. I've missed a few days in there...partially due to turmoil some due to apathy. But the days I do sketch are still more than the days I don't...so that's something yeah?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Older...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Apr 2008 19:56:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My Scraps are updated and I'm now officially older.<br /><br />Have to go change my profile.<br /><br />At least the flowers outside are cooperating.<br /><br />I should put up some of my garden photos soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Breathing...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:29:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes, I do like Mudkips thank you very much! Why do you ask? But I'd still like my Icon back!!!<br /><br />First of April.  <br /><br />Snow is melting. <br /><br />I've joined the April Drawing community in Live Journal. It's to help artists get motivated with little exercises, get critiques or ego boosts as required by posting their art. I thought it would be fun since I'm already drawing every day. Perhaps it will give some of my drawing more substance if I have guidance.<br /><br />This week hopefully I will have chosen and ordered a Foredom Flex Shaft and accessories. It's something I've been wanting to get for a long time. I have a really old one that I bought for 50 from one of my class mates when she bought out a bunch of stuff from a professional jeweler that was going out of business. <br /><br />Anyone out there have one for sculpting/woodworking or jewelry? Which model do you have? I don't know what I should get, which has prevented me from getting one for awhile. Well, that and money. <br /><br />Scraps were updated to the 30th. <br /><br /> I was supposed to get up early and go birding but I'm not sleeping well at all lately and between 11:30 or so when I went to bed and 6 I got about an hour and a half of sleep, then broken and fractured sleep until I finally got up at 11:00. My dreams are disturbing and restless too so it's not helping.<br /><br />Those of you who are experiencing spring thaw, enjoy the warming weather. It's 13C out (when they called for 5C) and quite windy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>More Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Mar 2008 13:15:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It will only be scraps and such for now. My last silver class is Monday until mid April. I loaded nearly a week of scraps. <br /><br />Feeling tired, mostly due to pain. I fell out of bed a couple nights ago and jarred my entire spine and am stiff and oh so sore. <br /><br />I'm so sick of being in pain <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I just need a break.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Stuff and such</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 19:21:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've registered for another set of studio classes from mid april to june.  I've also posted the last two bangles I did. I'm really getting hooked on reticulating and will be after the "perfect" reticulated piece of metal.<br /><br />Currently looking for the perfect cabachons to set on the top of two reliquaries I'm going to be making for my mother's ashes, one for me and one for my brother.<br /><br />Thinking of boulder opal...<br /><br />We'll see.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Update...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 20:18:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've updated my scraps. <br /><br />I've been really demotivated of late and my sketches show it. Turmoil has drained some of the urge and verve in drawing. I've missed four days. It was going so well too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Kicking my own butt</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 11:36:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright...I uploaded a bunch of scraps and a few other things into my main gallery. These things are VERY old (from the 80s)...so why am I uploading old stuff? Just to show myself that at one time I was much better than I am at the moment, and there is hope for me that I can get there again and perhaps surpass what I think my skills were at that time.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>What do you do?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 17:34:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do YOU do when you hit that "why am I bothering to do this" wall with your art? If you never find yourself wondering that, you needn't answer.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Subscribe me!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:08:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I went all out and got a subscription for DA today. I figure I use this service enough, it was time. <br /><br />I like the fact that the banner ad reloading doesn't make my page jump anymore, and I'm pretty sure that will fix the bug where if you don't finish a not to someone in record time you lose it to an incomplete page refresh or some such nonsense. <br /><br />I also added three sketches from last night in scraps. I particularly liked how the bunny girl turned out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />*purrpurrpurr*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Happy Heart Day...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Feb 2008 14:15:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Purrs and snuggles to you all...<br /><br />*Mew*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Post Snow Scraps!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 18:05:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Another snow day, another scrap upload.<br /><br />Was really beautiful and white and crystalline out today. The trees got a coating of ice and were just scintillating! (Sorry Boggleboy...no snow for you!).<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Happy February</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:28:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Big snow dump in progress...guess it gets worse before it gets better right?<br /><br />I updated my scraps. My sketches have been craptacular the last week or so due to mucho mental and physical pain. But at least I did it, and kept at it right?<br /><br />Hope anyone who's experiencing this snow storm is warm and safe.<br /><br />*Hugs*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>More scraps...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:48:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been getting some very kind words from people (mostly privately, rather than as comments on my deviations) about my scraps. It's very helpful to have encouragement, and I thank those who take the time to make a comment.<br /><br />I've posted more scraps Jan 20 to 23 are in there now (just four more sketches). I'm pleased with my own efforts regardless of what anyone else says, but catlike as I am, me and my ego love the strokes.<br /><br />Last week I ordered the BIG box of 132 prismacolors in the nice finished wooden box. They were on sale and even though the store I go to was out of them they are kindly extending the sale price for me for the set. Or at least that's what they're saying (could be that's what they always sell them for I have no way of knowing).  <br /><br />Still working on getting my studio/office space tidied and functional, but I'm not letting the fact that it's not there yet to keep me from drawing and doing art etc. <br /><br />My LTD insurance claim is near to being adjudicated so hopefully I won't be painfully tight for money anymore (went to buy gas the other day and my primary bank card went NSF *OUCH*). <br /><br />Hope you're all in good health and of good cheer!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Look in Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:35:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I posted Jan 16 to 19.<br />
<br />
That is all...<br />
<br />
As you were...<br />
<br />
Edit: And 20...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>So...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jan 2008 08:56:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If I were to turn one of my 366Sketches into a full blown drawing, either pen and ink or colour pencil...<br />
<br />
Which would you like to see done up?<br />
<br />
I plan on taking one or two of my sketches a month and trying to do a larger finished piece.<br />
<br />
You'll need to have a peek in my scraps first though...<br />
<br />
Cats<br />
={^-.-^}=<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>More Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 08:20:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, not one person has looked through the scraps I added.<br />
<br />
Should I just not bother?<br />
<br />
I've added from Jan 09 to Jan 14.<br />
<br />
I shan't upload anymore if they aren't going to be even looked at.<br />
<br />
*Pffttt*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Scraps</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:33:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know if folks on my friends list get notified of scraps or not, but I've loaded 14 Sketches from my New Years goal sketch book (or my 365 Sketch Book) into scraps. They include sketches from Jan 01 to Jan 08.<br />
<br />
Sorry for the poor quality of some of them, I used my digital to take pics as I don't have a scanner.<br />
<br />
Enjoy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Silly name meme...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2008 13:14:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ from plainyellowfox's journal.<br />
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1. YOUR NAME:<br />
Cats (as if I'd use my real name <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)<br />
Catizzle<br />
<br />
3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav colour and fav animal)<br />
Green Cat ....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
<br />
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)<br />
Heather Douglas<br />
<br />
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mum's maiden name)<br />
Milchler<br />
<br />
6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink)<br />
TerraCotta Tea<br />
<br />
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mums maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mums middle name)<br />
Hleuaja<br />
<br />
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name)<br />
Rosemary<br />
<br />
9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)<br />
Black Snowball<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>A New Year coming</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:48:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The concept of the New Year is an odd one for me if I think about it too hard. <br />
<br />
The thing is, you could call any moment forward a new year, though the calendar year may remain the same. So why do people wait until that date, that magic moment when the calendar turns over to January first to start anew? I mean, it's the day most people are LEAST likely to keep to a resolution (hung over, overtired, cranky, feeling bloated and lethargic, dreading the christmas bills, stuck in the midst of a dull and dreary season).<br />
<br />
I understand that some folks need time to ease into the idea of doing something...time to prepare to quit something, a few more days of laxness before starting something, a goal to work toward, a deadline. But if something is important enough, why not start NOW, this instant?<br />
<br />
I've never been one for New Years resolutions. Ever. But this year, I'm going to make one. It will be to endeavour to be creative every day, using whatever energy I have, negative, positive, indifferent. To this end I went out this afternoon and I bought sketchbooks, so that I may draw or sketch every day. They may not end up as finished pieces, but hopefully some of the skill I feel I've lost over the years, will return. As the saying goes, if you don't use it, you lose it. And I likely won't wait until the magic calender renewal...I more than likely will start marking up those pristine pages right away!<br />
<br />
No time like the present!<br />
<br />
The New Year is now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>December hibernation.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 14:19:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, so I signed up for the studio class today. I know I said I wasn't going to.  I obviously changed my mind. Cats are capricious and fickle that way. I am having second thoughts about the casting class, but there are two projects I'd like to do in that class. One a pisces for my niece and the other a gingerbread family for the woman that runs an inn that I like to go to. I'd also like to let out the gryphon that is flying around in my head.<br />
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The thing is, come next April, the building the studio class is taught in will be closed and decomissioned by the college. The building is old, very old and it must be pretty costly to keep heated.  The college still intends to teach the class but it's going to be transferred to Brantford which is about 32 km away from its current location. Not so bad since I live between the two, making it a 21km drive, but I wouldn't be travelling  from home, I'd likely be coming from work (once I go back to work) which is 31 km away (so now 52 km) and then add another 30 km (so now 82 km) once my office moves from its current location to Mississauga <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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So, that means I have two semesters to take the studio course until it become inaccessable to me by distance. I'm really bummed about that. So I felt I needed to take advantage while I could.<br />
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I'm working on a project in class now, and have one more class to go. I will post pics when I'm done!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hurrah November is almost OVER!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Nov 2007 18:38:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Whoever said September sucked, needs to have a closer look at November! Five tons of C4 should take care of this month quite nicely. I think we should just insert some sort of spring like month in here and call it Springtober or something.<br />
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I'm finished my lost wax casting class and managed to complete (sort of) one ring. I totally messed it up as far as I'm concerned because I worked on it when I knew I shouldn't, and having missed several classes due to depression and an evil head and chest cold...well..it got out of hand. So, it turned out really nothing like what I thought it should, other than that it's a ring and it will hold a Lapis.  Will post up some pics of the WIP soon. The stone is being set by someone else, so I won't be able to take the credit for that. My instructor said to either, start over or flaunt the flaws. So I made it weird and organic looking <shrug>. We'll see what ya'll think when I get it up.<br />
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Tonight...when I really felt like going to my studio class for a huge change, I get all the way down there and the weather was bad where the instructor comes from...class cancelled...no call from the school... Oh well. I got an XL chamomile tea for my troubles. Two weeks left of that. I'm not taking the studio class next semester (at least not as of this moment...may change my mind) but I am going to take the lost wax class again. Need to get on that and get registered for it.<br />
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I have an MRI mid December, so we will see what we will see about how much my back has changed in comparison to 2004 when I had the last one. <br />
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That is all for now *waves*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>projects...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2007 22:11:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm working on a flower ring in my casting class. i wish i had more experience carving in wax on a ring as i'm finding my design difficult to do and i'm finding no help on the net *gasp!*. i'm setting a lapis cabachon and i'm trying to make a fairly delicate setting with flowers and leaves to eithe rside of the stone. other than carve it away to the side i want and adding flowers back on, i'm not sure how to proceed.<br />
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i also have a gingerbread family piece i want to do for that class too. but likely won't get that done so...meh.<br />
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as for my studio class...just working on things i haven't finished. i've been screwing around with painting on liver of sulpher to get oil slick colours, but for some reason it isn't colouring evenly. i get the tail looking nice and the body looks like crap (just a muted grey black patina).<br />
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still frustrated, but at least i'm doing something.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Lost - Mojo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Oct 2007 12:20:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Due to chronic pain and other things going on in my life, I've been having a hard time with the creative mojo.<br />
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What do you do when your mojo is low? <br />
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I feel like I'm wasting my class/studio time. It's very very frustrating.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Tagged!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Oct 2007 11:13:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ PYF tagged me to do this...<br />
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Here are the Rules:<br />
1. post these rules<br />
2. each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves<br />
3. tags should write a journal of these facts<br />
4. at the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named<br />
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged<br />
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I'm going to play along, just because I'm a meme-sheep (baaaa!). The only thing I won't do, is tag someone else. If someone wants to gank this from here and do it, by all means do so <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Have a great day <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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I only wish I knew how to do all the cool add-age of icons and stuff.<br />
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Okay I've cheated somewhat for this, since I don't know what's interesting about me, so I asked some friends to help get me started, so here goes. <br />
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1. One of my friends finds it interesting that I "bring a bit of mysticism into (my) life without it clouding (my) view of reality" and that "it's okay to believe without becoming obsessed with it."  Another friend said "From what I've gathered, you have a very unique and wonderful view of the world, one which is born of curious mixture of materialism and the fantastic.  I think it's cool. You're not a fluffy bunny pagan who thinks every creaking rocking chair is a ghost, but you're also not a dismissive skeptic."<br />
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2. I'm a furry. One of my above friends said "Well, I think you're one of the furriest people I know. You really ARE a cat. You have a sort of easy grace, playfulness, and a suspicious interest in birds..." <br />
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3. I'm a volunteer migratory bird bander when I have time and energy (see above statement about the suspicious interest in birds) and just love doing my little bit to help figure things out and hopefully make the world that much better (migratory bird monitoring is very important to know how the world is affecting bird populations) and make people aware that birds are dissappearing.<br />
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4. I have a degree in Animal Behaviour (Psych and Biology).<br />
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5. I failed chemistry all through highschool, barely passed the requisite in University, yet I work in an environmental analytical lab as a project manager (glorified paperherd and hand holder).<br />
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6. I love dark chocolate like some wine snobs love wine. Dark chocolate has the same subtleties of flavour and nuances of aroma from the areas in which it is grown...just like grapes.<br />
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7. I have a lot of pets, though far far less than I used to (One dog, five cats, a Schneider's skink, a guinea pig, two parrotlets and a cockatiel) as I used to breed birds and rats and rescue ferrets.<br />
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8. The other side of my fursonality is a feathery...a Magpie...hence the jewellery. My favourite saying is "Ohhhh...shinnnyyyyy..."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>Classes Etc</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Sep 2007 08:05:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My new classes start tonight.<br />
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This is going to be a huge challenge. I'm still off from work due to my back. The only good thing is, I can sit and pace myself as I go. I'm not going to have to do anything more than what I feel I can and I can leave early if need be. <br />
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I have two herniated and dessicated discs in my lumbar spine. The end of last June I reinjured them and it's been a long haul to recovery. The upper limit for standing or walking is about an hour straight, the upper limiting for sitting is an hour and a half (though I tend to push that) and when I wake in the morning, having lain for long hours, I feel like I'm 80 and it takes about 1/2 hour on a heating pad to get me mobile.<br />
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Tylenol 3 and 600 Ibuprofen three times a day are going to do my liver in I think before I get better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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Anyway, enough whining. I hope to channel creativity from somewhere. I've been rather low and anxious the last week which is not conducive to creativity.<br />
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Wish me luck.<br />
Cats<br />
={^-.-^}=<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's been awhile!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Aug 2007 16:02:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And two months have passed! My mum's house is finished and sold. My back, wrecked while rewarding myself for having made it through June by berry picking and making jam with friends, is healing, slowly but surely. I have another extension on my short term disability leave and Sept 24th is now the return date. My physiotherapist thinks I'll just undo all the work that was done if I go back to a desk job now. <br />
    I may need my head examined, but I've signed up for two classes in silver smithing. One at Mohawk College and the other at the Burlington Art Centre. The latter is a beginners course and looking over the syllabus, I'm way ahead of this, but another instructors perspective will do me good. However, I am NOT paying 2.50 a gram for silver when I can get it for 0.65 a gram. I strongly disagree with schools taking advantage of students to double (or triple) the cost of supplies unnecessarily, even if it is an adult interest course. Screw that noise!<br />
   I will be heading back to class though with refreshed interest and some new ideas. I went to GenCon the 15th to the 20th of August and met some wonderfully talented people that inspired me immensely. My goal now is to get some of the basic equipment in my home, and to have enough pieces to perhaps have a table at GenCon next year. We'll see how that goes!<br />
    I seem to be on a gryphon kick, so look for some sort of piece gryphon shaped ;3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Catsarah</author>
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                <title>It's June...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Jun 2007 07:14:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And I have one class left in this semester. I'm almost done my main project and I've managed to make a couple other little things, while fooling around with wire and solder and fusing and waiting for time with my instructor.<br />
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I realised that I like messing around bending wire making shapes and then creating something else. And it's something I can more or less do on my own at home with a fire brick, pencil torch, a pickle bath and a grinder cum buffer. <br />
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So over the summer I'm going to set that up and then noodle away. I also have a line on a used jewelers bench from a local jeweler retiring and going out of business. So I'm going to go over there and see what I can scoop up, if others in my class haven't already beaten me to it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Almost Summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 May 2007 13:24:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've three more classes left until summer break. I'm hoping that over the summer, I'll be able to pick up some of the equipment that I'll need to do work at home. Namely a source of heat, a flex shaft, polishing equipment, a hammerset tool...and various other minor things...like say...a jeweler's bench! O.o<br />
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I'm going to register again in the fall, provided other things in my life are stable enough. That's the trick... Can one really get one's life sorted out in a summer? <br />
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We shall see!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Registered</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 13:21:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm registered for the April-June term.<br />
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I couldn't not :/  It's only ten weeks.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Taking a break perhaps...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 08:41:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have so much going on in my personal life, and none of it very positive, that I find myself going to class and being lost and not knowing what to make. I feel like my creativity has taken a serious nose dive. <br />
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My instructor is also pregnant, and she will not be returning next semester...and possibly not for another full year, though, she said, depending on how things went with the birth etc, she might come back for the fall of 2007.<br />
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So I'm contemplating taking the april to june semester off and going back in september.  I just don't know what to do. I can't seem to focus on my art...and I don't want to waste money and space in the classroom that someone more productive than me could use. <br />
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I have til Monday March 5th to decide, when I'm supposed to register for the next class.<br />
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*sigh*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gallery</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Dec 2006 07:18:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I'm slowly but surely adding pieces to my gallery. I really like the way other folks have displayed and photographed their work, so I'm going to try and do a better job with mine. Usually I'm in such a hurry to just take a picture that I don't take the time to really set anything up.  I've learned so much though just from looking at other people's galleries. <br />
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I do wish though that people would make comments on the individual pieces, particularly if they add them to their favourites.  Would be nice to get a critique of some sort. Mind you, I have to follow my own words and do the same for others...Heh...*blush*. Will rectify that situation soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Also, I don't like the way that DA puts jewellery into a category of "Artisan and Crafts". Sculpted or carved wax that in turn is cast in silver or gold or fabricated items are just as much an artform as sculpting large pieces and casting in bronze. I don't think sculptors are called Artisans are they?? I could see maybe bead stringing being placed in that sort of category, especially if the beads are not hand made by the stringer, but actual fabricated and cast jewelery I don't think belongs in an Artisan sort of group. My 2cents worth.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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