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To get to the point: I met a beutiful young woman this weekend and I'm falling hard for her. I don't really know what to do because my heart is telling me "go for it!" while my situation tells me I should wait and take care of everything here first. I'm on the fence about doing both. XD It has been so long since I've been in a real relationship. Even so, I don't know what real love is, given the fact that I've been left with my heart crushed so many times. I really need this and I hope that she sees that I can love her. I won't be long in making up my mind, but what about her? How do I know she really wants me too?

I hope I won't be kept waiting for long...

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JUNK O0H UH 10213091245

People affect (others in) many ways, meet someone loving, then crumble. (if it goes wrong) *What was broken will eventually mend. (just tell yourself that.)Relationship(s), *in unstable lovers: Limbo plays heads or tails. (take a chance and) Flip a coin. *Only you will know: What will happen (if it goes right)

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It is odd how everything that you worked for comes crashing down. When you remember them, how they cared for you, then turned around. It almost seems like nothing is ever sacred or set in stone, even after you made that commitment. I know I'm not the only one that feels cheated on everything. I always feel like I'm chasing ghosts when it comes to loving relationships. I work so hard in making my life and those around me pleasant. I feel I should just give up. People keep telling me I'm selfish, but I give and give until I can't anymore. And when I've exhaused it all, I'M the selfish person. Ironic, isn't it? I feel it's best that I don't try anymore. I'm miserable thinking about the past and I really haven't let go of it, I haven't let go of that promise. Also, even when I try to meet someone I feel I like, they aren't interested or they are already taken. I give up. There isn't anyone that can replace what she took away. It's going to take a lifetime for me to forgive them. I feel like it was all a planned scheme. I'm tied of not being "the one". I'm just not good enough.

]]> ~Cavepersonman http://Cavepersonman.deviantart.com/journal/27093574/ http://Cavepersonman.deviantart.com/journal/27093574/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 12:24:31 PDT I might rehearse with a band and land a gig, and while this is happening, I hope to get a job, so I've been very busy this past month trying to get out of the negative bullshit that brought me down to where I am. I'm picking myself back up, dusting myself off and saying: "Fuck it. It's time for me to have something real for a change, instead of caring for someone from afar." I'm done taking care of me. I want someone to love for seriously.

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]]> ~Cavepersonman http://Cavepersonman.deviantart.com/journal/25990710/ http://Cavepersonman.deviantart.com/journal/25990710/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 17:24:22 PDT I have to move soon, thankfully I'm getting a little bit of help from friends. I'll be adding Knoxville to my network, soon. I can get a job in the area I feel good about it, since it is a big city and not a small town. Working on finding an apartment of my own, but when push comes to shove I really want my music and my art to go somewhere. I want someone to understand my art and share my vision of changing the world, exposing how evil it can be, how so many people can go through life so convoluted with the conviction of thier jobs that they forget the essence of what it is to live, to do something they would like for a change. I guess people kinda revolve around stimulation whether it is positive or negative. My musings have always been about the human psyche and the conditions of what a person goes through in relationships, hallucinatory dreams that seem real, the horrors of real life, experiences with reality and the self-dilluted subconsious... Well with the weight of realization I write about me. I hope everyone enjoys my poems and can gather from or relate to everything that I write. One of these days, I hope to be in a band where I can release these songs or poems and let them see the truth of a romantic lunatic.

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