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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Oct 2009 11:32:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry i haven't been around a whole lot. I've been away because i don't have internet and only go on at friends houses. So i will be gone for awhile till my father pays the bill, hoping he will soon lol Though i've been working on stories and art galore <br /><br />So till then<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Mar 2009 19:48:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry for my absents guys n gals! im Really Sorry! please forgive me. i just wanted to like make enough drawings so i can scan them ALL and not just one after the other (like i finish a drawing, scan that then go on another drawing) no no no that ain't the way it works with me. so! for my being absent for a few days, months, year. i want you all to leave me a message asking what you want me to draw for you! call it payback for me. lol life here isn't so great (like any life) and again im sorry. im So fricken sorry! right now im listenign to some tunes i put together on playlist.com and yeah. eww! my cat drooled on me! *icky!* OMG! Chris Angel is on!! Holy Jackass Fucker! =O... God Damn That guys H.O.T.!! O.O fucking crap, damnit, sonuvabitch,cunt licking ass fucking, dicksucking bitch! my Cat is in heat AGAIN!! Fuck how long will she be like this? its bee n2 weeks now! and now theres a MALE cat Pissing by our doors!! FUCK!... oh yeah umm.. i got glasses now just so you know.. and im SINGAL!! kool right? i think so, but... it's lonely after you think about it lol... I'M SO ALONE!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> anyway lol umm so yeah.. i am.. a freak of nature! cause like... i can get guys on the Net but... in reality... Nope! no one here likes me, they think im just another girl. ugh! -_- Not Kool! ok so like i got guy friends but... no BF. WTF?!?! im still a virgin which ROCKS!!! YEAH!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> lol im a weirdo i know <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> and im getting out of the black! (im sorry if that sounded mean guys im Really sorry!) but yeah im getting out of the dark clothes and going into the Light! (Damn Thats Bright! ~.n ) lol so ok umm...yeah. does anyone here have a bf/gf ?? i don't. it's lonely after a while, when you ACTUALLY think about it. but no matter, theres a guy at my school i like; Garrett. and he is awsome! lol but... we never talk. just say "hi" every noe and then, sometimes we wave. but other then that he no talk to me, except for this one time where i asked him how his life was, he said it was shitty tho. but still we TALKED! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> and it was awsome! lol and now a days i think, with my glasses on, i sometimes see his awsome blue eyes stare my way for a second the back to what he's looking at so... EEP!!!! lol he Could be looking at me! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> omg,omg,omg!!! but then again... nvm. so yea anyway. leavers me a message down below! and i'll get back at cheah! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> and if i DON'T get your message( like i logoff before i het to see that i have a message from you guys) then give me a "SMACK!!!" on my MSN or on here and i'll get to it a.s.a.p. ok? later!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>For As Long As I Remember!...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 19:54:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as long as i remember your kiss,<br />i will live longer.<br /><br />as long as i remeber your touch,<br />i will surender.<br /><br />as long as i remember your eyes,<br />i will always see the sky.<br /><br />as long as i remeber your sent,<br />i will always find you.<br /><br />as long as i remeber your heartbeat,<br />i will never cry for the loss of my own.<br /><br />as long as i remember i love you,<br />i know you love me too!...<br /><br />I Love You.<br /><3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Funny Dead Person! XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:56:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...........*sighs*..................*caughs*............*lays down and dies*..................*twitch*.........*blood everywhere*............*wakes up*...................*looks around*....*asks: am i dead?*.......................*reaper comes in*..........*says: yes u are!*.....*dead person says: o good! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />* ..............*so where do i go?*......*hell!!*...........*o.O*.........*dead person asks:y do i have to go to hell?*...*reaper says:u rapt ur dog*......*dead person says:u saw that! o.O*.....*yes i see everything u do!*...*even when i touch myself?*.....*yes...even that*......*can i touch u?*....*no! now go!*.......*dead person touches self once more b4 leaves*....*reaper says: would u stop that!*....*dead person replys:well i need something to calm me down*...*reaper leads the way*....*dead person says:are we there yet?*..*reaper replys:no*....*are we there yet?*..*no*....*are we there yet?*....*NO NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!*...*o.O*....*are we there yet?*.......*GOD DAMN IT!!!*.....*lol*....*reaper keeps on walking*....*dead person asks:are we there Yet?*.....*reaper replys:no! now if u don't shut up i will kill u!!*......*dead person replys:how can u kill something when its already dead?*......*very easly*....*o.O*....*can u show me? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />*.....*oh i'll show u alright...* .....*can u show me now?*...*no*.....*can u show me now?*...*no*.....*how bout now?*....*reaper turns around raises its sickle*.....*dead person says: So... u gonna show me now??*......*reaper replys:hell yeah!*.....*Hells doors open*.....*satan says:reaper are u gonna kill one of my new playthings?*...*reaper replys:y no sir...*......*good!*....*dead person says to the devil: i love you! o.O*..........*satan says: oh u'll love me all the more once im through with u*.....*<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> yay!*.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Angel + Jamie</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 13:57:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All was quiet,<br />All was beautiful.<br /><br />Nice long walks in the park,<br />Lovely flowers bloomed around us.<br /><br />Why did it happen?<br />What happened?<br /><br />Who did it?<br />I want to not believe it's real.<br /><br />I wish to join you,<br />I say no.<br />Why?<br /><br />"Jamie, it's me. I miss you."<br />"Angel, I know I miss you too."<br /><br />Please Jamie let me join you!<br />After he left I couldn't think of anything else<br />but to be with him again.<br /><br />Angel, Please if you can't live for your family's sake<br />then live you life for me.<br /><br />"Jamie please let me join you"<br />"No Angel stay please don't think like that!"<br /><br />Fate will bring us together agin,<br />We'll see each other once more<br /><br />"No Angel don't jump off this cliff"<br />she wants nothing more then to end her own life,<br />just to be with me!<br /><br />"Jamie?"<br />I stand here on the same cliff where he died,<br />The wind blows my hair every where.<br />I can hear him better up here.<br /><br />If only he knew.<br />If only she knew.<br /><br />How much i'm willing to give up.<br />How much she's willing to leave behind.<br /><br />Love is stronger.<br />Love is a bitch.<br /><br />It's the reason why i want to do this.<br />It's the only reason why she wants to die.<br /><br />Jamie....<br />Angel....<br /><br />Please....<br />Please....<br /><br />Let me be with you again.<br />Stay there don't move, stay for me.<br /><br />I'll be ok if i was with you again.<br />You'll be with me again just not now.<br /><br />I'm begging you Angel,<br />You still have a life to live<br />don't through it away like this.<br /><br />It's the only way i can be free,<br />from my broken heart i'll die a thousand times<br />for you Jamie.<br /><br />I can't stand this any longer!<br />Angel Please!<br />Don't drive me insane!<br /><br />"Jamie? are you ok?"<br />"No Angel I am Not ok!"<br /><br />"Angel just please live your life<br />and if your heart is still with me...."<br /><br />"Jamie you know it always will be,<br />Our hearts are for only each other."<br /><br />Last chance.<br />Final decision.<br /><br />Life or love?<br />Live or die?<br /><br />I choose.....<br />Please god....<br /><br />Life.<br />Yes!<br /><br />"I will always be here for you Angel."<br />"And i will always be waiting to be with you again Jamie"<br /><br />"Together..."<br />"Forever."<br /><br />"In Life...."<br />"Or Death."<br /><br />"Good Bye"<br />"For Now"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Anton + Ma' Sukie</title>
                <link>http://Ceanna.deviantart.com/journal/18918378/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 19:15:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We were in love,<br />She had to die.<br /><br />Why?<br />She said she would love me forever.<br /><br />I was so blind,<br />I didn't know it was all a lie!<br /><br />She was with someone else,<br />She broke my heart!<br /><br />I was alone,<br />Still am.<br /><br />Who ever hears this,<br />I say my final good bye.<br />__________________________<br /><br />Why is he saying that?<br />Of course i love him!<br /><br />Im mad about him!<br />I was hurt, some guy was hurting me!<br /><br />And now He killed me!<br />I thought he loved me!<br /><br />He thought i was Cheating on him!<br />Oh My God!<br /><br />I would never do that!<br />Not now, Not Ever!<br /><br />I love him to death!<br />Anton please! if you can, forgive me.<br />_____________________________<br /><br />I can still hear her voice,<br />So sweet, so gental, so wistful!<br /><br />Oh how i wish to be with her again,<br />It's gonna happen!<br /><br />I found her here,<br />By our tree.<br /><br />She was with him!<br />She was loving him!!<br /><br />I vowed never to fogive her,<br />Ever!<br /><br />Now i look back and i remember how she was,<br />She was scared, frightened, alone.<br /><br />I helped her out of the darkness,<br />She loved me for that.<br /><br />I loved her for giving me hope!<br />As i gave her love.<br /><br />Ma' Sukie, my love, now and forever i will love you.<br />I head over to the cliff where i threw her dead body.<br /><br />How i wish to have never done that!<br />She was with her father.<br /><br />He hurt her more then ever!<br />I thought my help would never give her hope.<br /><br />I was wrong,<br />She let herself give in to me, she gave her love to me.<br /><br />Ma' Sukie,<br />I'm coming.<br /><br />You don't have to be alone anymore.<br />We'll be together again.<br />___________________________________<br /><br />Anton!<br />Oh god!<br /><br />I ask you for forgiveness!<br />Not give youself up!<br /><br />Sure i'm alone,<br />but you don't have to through your life away for me!<br />____________________________________<br /><br />Ma' Sukie.<br />I stand here, by the cliff.<br /><br />She died.<br />I killed her, for loving him.<br /><br />How could i have been so blind?!<br />She wasn't loving him!<br /><br />He was hurting her!<br />Damn it!<br /><br />Ma' Sukie!<br />I'm sorry!!!<br /><br />I jump off the cliff.<br />good bye world.<br /><br />Good bye.<br />______________________________________<br /><br />Anton?<br />Ma' SUkie?<br /><br />Oh my god!<br />I can't believe it!<br /><br />*hugs Anton*<br />*hugs Ma' Sukie*<br /><br />Anton, why?<br />I wanted to.<br /><br />But your family...<br />Will cry for me yes, but i need to be with you again.<br /><br />No Anton you should of stayed!<br />Why?!<br /><br />Because!<br />Because why?!?!<br /><br />They are your family Anton! They need you!<br />But your alone here...<br /><br />I can take care of myself thank you very much!<br />Oh yeah you can take care of yourself, just like how you took care of yourself with that other guy!!<br /><br />That was not my fault! he attacked me!<br />Yeah i know Ma' Sukie!<br /><br />Then go back!<br />No!<br /><br />Anton Please!<br />I said no.<br /><br />Please...<br />Why do you want me to leave when i need you most?<br /><br />I will always be here my love.<br />But i won't be here, honey<br /><br />I'll be watching.<br />....<br /><br />*kisses Anton*<br />*kisses Ma' Sukie*<br /><br />I'll be here Anton... always.<br />I'll be joining you soon.<br /><br />Ok... *smiles*<br />alright *half smiles*<br /><br />Good bye Ma' Sukie *tear*<br />For now Anton *whipes away tear*<br />___________________________________<br /><br />Comes out of the river.<br />ppl screaming everywhere.<br /><br />So much noise!<br />And yet i can Still feel her near me.<br /><br />Ma' Sukie, i love you.<br />My parents come to me.<br /><br />I leave for home,<br />I don't make it there.<br /><br />I get runned over by a drunk driver,<br />Ma' Sukie is by me.<br /><br />"i'll go back, don't worry hon."<br />"Anton, you don't have to go back"<br /><br />She's smiling at me,<br />"huh?"<br /><br />"You can stay now, you were ment to die now"<br />"Really?"<br /><br />"Yeah"<br />"But... my family?"<br /><br />"I know..."<br />"I have to go back!"<br /><br />"Why?"<br />"My mom is gonna have my baby sister! i have to be there!"<br /><br />"Ok, my love. Go then"<br />She smiles at me.<br />_________________________________<br /><br />"We'll meet again Anton"<br />He goes to the hospital, he sees his baby sister, Anna.<br /><br />"good bye"<br />_________________________________<br /><br />Crap!<br />I didn't know i was This bad!<br /><br />Stiches everywhere!<br />I see her!<br /><br />Anna Mary Thornesty.<br />My baby sister!<br /><br />Now i have something worth living for!<br />"good bye for now My love"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Andrew + Mary = Forever</title>
                <link>http://Ceanna.deviantart.com/journal/18918107/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jun 2008 18:59:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ She died about a year ago,<br />The pain of my lose is still fresh.<br /><br />My heart is aching,<br />My life is going downhill.<br /><br />Hoping to see her again,<br />Feeling her presents whenever i'm alone.<br /><br />I'm trying my best to stay strong for her,<br />But i fail every time i think i did it!<br /><br />Wishing to end the heart ache,<br />Wanting to leave this world behind.<br /><br />It all gets stronger 'n' stronger,<br />I can't take this anymore!<br /><br />I'm gonna leave,<br />Good bye world!<br />_______________________________________<br /><br />Andrew? where am i?<br />Why are you saying all these things?<br /><br />Please don't!<br />Have faith, we'll see each other once more!<br /><br />I swear to u, we will!!<br />Fate is with us now and forever.<br /><br />Just give it one last chance,<br />I know you miss me, i miss you too.<br /><br />I maybe gone in body,<br />But my spirit is still here.<br /><br />I told the lord I don't want to leave you alone,<br />He said that i can see you whenever i wanted.<br /><br />Please stay alive,<br />every one will miss you.<br /><br />Think about you family,<br />Think about you little sister!<br /><br />I wish for you to stay where you are,<br />Life will get better you'll see!<br /><br />I will Always be here for you,<br />No Andrew Don't Go!<br />_________________________________________<br /><br />I'm here where she died,<br />What a shity place to be raped!<br /><br />If only I could have seen the bastereds face,<br />I would have killed him myself if i had the chance!<br /><br />Mary, i would do anything for you,<br />To be with you again when i die.<br /><br />Time passes slowly now that your not with me,<br />My heart pains every time i think of how you died.<br /><br />Wanting to find the Fuckhead that did that to you!<br />If only....<br /><br />This is where i want to end it,<br />Right where your life ended.<br /><br />tho my stragety of death is different,<br />It'll still be the same.<br /><br />Just wait Mary,<br />I'll be with you soon!<br />____________________________________<br /><br />Andrew please!<br />You don't have to do this!<br />____________________________________<br /><br />Shit.....<br />I can't do it!<br /><br />Something is holding me back,<br />Mary? are you doing this?<br /><br />Her presents is near,<br />Mary my love? are you with me?<br />____________________________________<br /><br />No Andrew!!<br />Please Don't Do This!!!<br /><br />I fall to my knees weeping,<br />still holding on to his arm where the blade is in.<br />_____________________________________<br /><br />I kneel on one knee,<br />I can see her!<br /><br />she's crying,<br />"Mary please don't cry"<br />_____________________________________<br /><br />Oh Andrew!!<br />I weep and go into his arms.<br /><br />Safe within his grasp once more.<br />"Please Andrew don't do this..."<br /><br />"Why not Mary?"<br />"because what will you family think if they saw your lifeless body here?!"<br />____________________________________<br /><br />She's got a point there,<br />But i want to end my life!<br /><br />"Mary, my life isn't the same anymore.<br />It turned to ash when i last saw you here"<br /><br />"Just please i beg of you Andrew stay with your family...."<br />She tells me all the things i'll miss if i go through with my death.<br /><br />In the end....<br />____________________________________<br /><br />"Promise me Andrew,<br />that you won't try to kill yourself again"<br /><br />"I promise with my all my heart that i will not kill myself"<br />"Thank you."<br /><br />We'll Meet Again,<br />In Another Time.<br /><br />Good bye my loveing Mary.<br />Good Bye Andrew, my Night in shining armor.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>WOULD YOU...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 May 2008 17:43:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ [_] go out with me?<br />[_] give me your number?<br />[_] kiss me?<br />[_] let me kiss you?<br />[_] watch a movie with me?<br />[_] take me out to dinner?<br />[_] be my boy friend?<br />[_] have a fling with me?<br />[_] take me to your house to play games?<br />[_] let me lay in your bed?<br />[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?<br />[_] give me a piggyback ride?<br />[_] have a relationship with me?<br />[_] Dance with me?<br />[_] Help me with homework?<br />[_] Tickle me to death?<br />[_] Let me tickle you?<br />[_] Stick up for me if i was being put down?<br />[_] Carress my body?<br />[_] play tag with me?<br />[_] Say yes if i asked you out?<br />[_] for give me if we got in to a fight?<br />[_] Instant message me?<br />[_] Greet me in public?<br />[_] Hang out with me?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Real friends, Fake friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 May 2008 17:40:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. <br />REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs <br />REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. <br />REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. <br />REAl FRiENDS: cry with you <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. <br />REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. <br />REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. <br />REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. <br />REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. <br />REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit." <br />REAl FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. <br />REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out <br /><br />FAKE FRiENDS: Would ignore this <br />REAl FRiENDS: Will send this to all there real friends and hope to get it back!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>[[Sex Quiz]]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 22:00:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Would you kiss me? <br />[] Hell Yea <br />[] Yes <br />[] No <br />[] Maybe <br /><br />Would you do me? <br />[] In an instant! <br />[] Yes <br />[] No <br />[] Maybe <br />[] You look to sweet to screw <br /><br /><br />Am I attractive? <br />[] Heck no <br />[] hot as Hell <br />[] Fine <br />[] Cute <br />[] Okay <br />[] Sexy <br />[] Ugly! <br /><br />Do you think im a virgin? <br />[] Yes <br />[] No <br />[] Don't know <br /><br />Name one thing you would like to do to me... <br /><br /><br /><br />I look like.. <br />[] A player <br />[] One time thing <br />[] Next bf/gf <br /><br /><br />If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? <br />[] Yes <br />[] No <br />[] maybe <br /><br />Would you rather.. <br />[] Hook up with me <br />[] Cuddle with me <br />[] Date me <br />[] Marry me <br />[] Friends <br /><br /><br />On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. <br />[] 1 <br />[] 2 <br />[] 3 <br />[] 4 <br />[] 5 <br />[] 6 <br />[] 7 <br />[] 8 <br />[] 9 <br />[] 10 <br /><br /><br /><br />What would you want me to be to you? <br />[] Friend <br />[] girlfriend/Boy friend <br />[] Friend with benefits<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>If......</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Apr 2008 21:40:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If the heavens fall,<br />Will u shelter me from the rubble that falls with it?<br /><br />If hell rises,<br />Will u protect me from the demons?<br /><br />If death seeks us,<br />Will u fight it to save us?<br /><br />If i were to cry,<br />Will u wipe away my tears?<br /><br />If i were sent to hell,<br />Will u come for me?<br /><br />If i was falling,<br />Will u catch me?<br /><br />If i wanted to be friends,<br />Will u stay at myside?<br /><br />If i wanted to stay up late,<br />Will u stay up with me?<br /><br />If the world ended,<br />Will we die together?<br /><br />If we wern't really ment to be together,<br />Will u try to make it work with us?<br /><br />If we were to die,<br />Will u stay with me until then?<br /><br />No Matter What,<br />In Life Or Death.<br />We'll always Be Together...<br />Forever.....<br />Right?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Am I worth Dying For?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:09:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ if i was to change to be someone im not,<br />will u ask me to change back?<br /><br />if i got tired and u in my house visiting,<br />will u carry me to bed and leave me alone or stay by myside?<br /><br />if i desided to kill myself,<br />will u plead for me to change my mind?<br /><br />if i wanted to kill someone i Really hated,<br />will u tell me don't?<br /><br />if i was leaving u to go somewhere else,<br />will u miss me as i miss u?<br /><br />if i was dying,<br />will u stay with me to the end of my time?<br /><br />if i was lost some were in the woods,<br />will u come to rescue me?<br /><br />if i were to ask to be just friends with u,<br />will u get angery or will u say its ok with u?<br /><br />if i was kidnapped,<br />will u come to save me and hurt the kidnapper?<br /><br />if i was in the depths of hell pulled down by satan himself,<br />will u come for me or sit back and hope?<br /><br />if i was lying in a pool of my own blood wat will u do?<br />will u call for help knowing its too late?<br /><br />if i had powers strong enough to kill people,<br />will u stil hold my hand?<br /><br />if i was to die in a short amount of time like a year,<br />will u stay with me, luv me, and bring me places?<br /><br />if i never met u,<br />will u tell me ur name?<br /><br />if i fell in luv with u,<br />will u feel the same for me or will u move on?<br /><br />if we were to die together,<br />will u hold me till our time is up?<br /><br />if u tell me u luv me and that u will do anything for me,<br />should i believe the words or the fact that their coming from ur lips?<br /><br />if we were to fight,<br />wat will u do to make it up to me?<br /><br />if i was a vampire and u human,<br />will u still be with me or will u want me to bite u?<br /><br />if we had our world parted,<br />will u come see me and i u?<br /><br />if we were gods and we were of different powers,<br />will we still luv each other?<br /><br />if i a mortal and u imortal,<br />will u grant me the power of imortality or will u let me b human forever?<br /><br />if the gods say we can't be together,<br />will we not listen to them?<br /><br />if i died and u lived,<br />will u visit my grave on the day i die?<br /><br />if i was to hate u,<br />will u ask me to forgive u? <br /><br />if we went to prom,<br />will u leave me for another prittier girl? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />if u cheated on my,<br />then u break my heart <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />if i found u with another girl,<br />i'll let u explain.<br /><br />if u told the truth,<br />wat will u say?<br /><br />will i like to be with u?<br />if u treated me special then yes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /><br /><br />will i forgive u for cheating on me?<br />if u ment to hurt me then no! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/evileyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":evileyes:" title="Evil Eyes" /><br /><br />shall i die because of u?<br />if u fail to save me then i have no choice <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />if we ahd a child,<br />wat will we name it? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />if u killed our child,<br />then i have no luv for u <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br /><br />if u rape me and u like the way i scream,<br />i'll make sure u die! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/evileyes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":evileyes:" title="Evil Eyes" /><br /><br />if u were ment to be mine,<br />i wouldn'r kno wat to say <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blushes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blushes:" title="Blush" /><br /><br />if u were the bad boy kind of guy,<br />wat kind of girl would u want me to be or just the same old me? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />if our luv was a forever,<br />then we shall be together<br />Forever threw time and space<br />an eternaty <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>25 ways to annoy ur parents X3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:43:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 25 ways to annoy your parents: <br /><br />1.follow them around the house everywhere.<br /><br />2. Moo when they say your name.<br /><br />3. Pretend to have amnesia.<br /><br />4. Say everything backwards.<br /><br />5. Run into walls.<br /><br />6. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.<br /><br />7. Go into their room at 4 in the morning and say "Good Morning Sunshine!"<br /><br />8. Snort loudly when you laugh and then laugh harder.<br /><br />9. Say all of the words in a film.<br /><br />10. Pluck someone's hair out and yell "DNA!!!"<br /><br />11. Wear a sticker that says "I'm a re*ard!"<br /><br />12. Talk to a pen.<br /><br />13. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to ALL the time.<br /><br />14. Try and climb the wall.<br /><br />15. In public yell "NO MUM I WILL NOT Kiss YOU!!!"<br /><br />16. Put pegs on your nose and eyes.<br /><br />17. Switch the light button on and off for awhile. Then say "Oh...I get it!"<br /><br />18. Eat your hair.<br /><br />19. Hold their hand and whisper to them "I see dead people."<br /><br />20. When you shower or bath yell "I'm drowning!!!!"<br /><br />21. At everything they say yell "LIAR!!"<br /><br />22. Pretend to be a phone.<br /><br />23. Try to swim in the floor.<br /><br />24. Tap on their door all night.<br /><br />25. When they say a word from a song you know...burst into that song<br /><br />(i got this from a friend on dollzmain.com)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Twilight Dance (starts slow then gets fast)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 16:29:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ (slow)<br />Look at her dance by the pond,<br />Look at her dance like a fond.<br /><br />Does she even kno?<br />Did anyone tell her?<br /><br />(fast)<br />That she is......<br />Dancing in the moon light,<br />with the stars oh so bright.<br /> (finish later)<br />(like always)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Where we can live for eternaty</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 17:36:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In Wolf Form.<br /><br />"i went into the woods looking, waiting for something i don't kno wat it is yet but i'll find it. nothing can hide from me not even u my luv" says Ceanna "but my dear" says Alex "wat will u do once u've found wat u've been looking for?" "i don't kno really? maybe if it's a rabbit i'll eat it. but if it's a human i'll run the other way" "well that's good to hear i don't want u to get hurt" replies Alex sounding releaved "ok here we go again wit hthe 'i just don't want u to get hurt' speech im sick and tired of hearing u say that" complaines Ceanna " OK then how's this! i do want to see u get hurt that way i'll cry my eyes out just for u and to top it off if u don't get hurt soon i'll do it for u. does that sound good to u!" yells Alex " sounds just fine to me...im leaving" says Ceanna "no wait Ceanna im sorry ok i didn't mean to get upset it wasn't at u im sorry ok" "no look i just need time to let it sink in besides i gotta go so thanks for the hunting trip" replies Ceanna turning back into human form "so i'll see u next friday?" calls Alex hopefully<br /><br />Human Form.<br /><br />Three weeks after their last outing Alex began to wonder if Ceanna really wanted this kind of life the life of being a shapeshifter? ALex cought up with Ceanna at the Super Cafe store and said "Hey Ceanna hey wait up i gotta talk to u" "about wat?" replied Ceanna "ok umm...i wanted to know if this is the life u really wat cause if u don't want it then i could just take it away ....along with ur life" said Alex "wat! no r u kidding? i mean come on why did u think that?" asked Ceanna "well we didn't go out the last two fridays so i just thought-" "well u thought wrong, of corse i want to be a shapeshifter it's just that i really need to get use to the hunting inocent animals and killing them to live and the changing form from human to beast thingy" says Ceanna ocwordly<br />"really thats it! =0" replies Alex sounding surpriesed "yeah that's it r..u ok with that?" said Ceanna unsure "uh wat? oh yeah im alright with that!" says Alex all happy "so i think this friday. can we go out again?" asked Ceanna "sure ok sounds great <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" />" replies Alex.<br /><br />Cat Form.<br /><br />Ok, this is a little new" said Ceanna "wat? u never wanted to know wat it's like to be a cat?" replies Alex "well the truth is...no, no one ever asked me before" said Ceanna (finish later)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>random song u like ok u don't like better</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 15:53:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ all...for one,<br />and one...for all.<br /><br />we are pushed agenst the wall.<br />we can stand, we can fight.<br />with the sun oh so bright.<br /><br />all.....for one,<br />and one.....for all.<br /><br />we were pushed agenst the wall.<br />we made a stand, we put up a fight.<br />with the moon shining bright.<br /><br />ALL FOR ONE!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>My Fantasy...(song i think)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 00:24:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ na, na, na, na,<br />na, na, na, na, <br />na, na.<br />na, na, na, na,<br />na, na, na, na,<br />na...<br /><br />plz stay, with me.<br />we can play, whatever we want.<br /><br />it's in our hearts, to play the part!<br />we can do.. whatever we want.<br />we can dance to any song,<br />that plays around us.<br />let's start the fire!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>WHAT IS THIS FEELING??</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Feb 2008 20:05:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This pain i feel,<br />Is something i long for.<br />Its something unexplainable,<br />Yet i kno wat it is.<br />Its digging itself deeper in my soul,<br />Going deeper 'n' deeper becoming part of me.<br />Im walking in the woods along the path of eternal darkness,<br />Looking waiting....for you.<br />Its dark out today i feel the rain on my skin.<br />So warm yet so cold, i run along side my pack.<br />We chace a deer until we can run no further, i try to keep on going but my side is starting to ach im starting to slowdown.<br />but i must move on, we almost have it within our jaws. i see you running beside me our hearts beating within our breast, we catch the deer eat its flesh, hours later we wash each others faces, we turn back into our human form and when i go to wash your face you take my arm and bring up towards you and you hold me within your imbrace. i feel my heart trying its best to match the rhythem of yours. it all feels so realy yet i kno it must all but a dream but then i can feel your skin its warmth its tenderness, i feel your warm breath on me and i can feel myself trembling.....this is realy. your realy, im not dreaming we are here, you made my waish come true, and so i thatk you. we leave into the woods, we leave into the darkness where we belong. thank you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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                <title>Blood Stealer</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jan 2008 18:57:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you stole my blood<br />you took it without my permition<br />you marked yourself with it<br />you smeard some on the walls and floor <br />but you never gave it back<br />Thief...<br />i should have never trusted you<br />Caward...<br />now just look at you<br />Liar...<br />you said you keep your promises<br />but you lied to me<br />I Fear...<br />that i may never trust anyone again<br />My Lust...<br />was for you<br />My Passion...<br />was to be with you<br />But Now...<br />i can see right through you<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Ceanna</author>
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