http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Ceisas&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Ceisas en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 07:29:55 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/28898825/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/28898825/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 07:16:31 PST I can buy porn, vote two-faced politicians into
office, file taxes, and get the death sentence.
Whoot!

Original:


Hey everyone. My design made it to the website,
so now I just have to get enough votes in order
to grab that $300 cash, $100 website giftcard,
and a kick-butt piece for my resume and portfolio.
One thing you could do to make my birthday super
special is signing up and voting for it. [link]



]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/28789531/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/28789531/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 14:58:51 PST This post addresses my hiatus situation,
and the organization/professional appearance
of my deviant art account.

Deviant Art Account Clearance:

To address the shorter subject, I'll begin
by admitting detest for past behaviors.
To those this may concern, I'll be deleting
most, if not all of my deviant art journals.
I'll be keeping a blog separate from this site
for the majority of my personal entries.

There's no need to worry about deleting art.
I'll be moving my undesired work to my scraps.

Academic Planning:

At this point, Dad says going to pull me
out of high school the week following
Christmas break. I'll resume preparation
to take the GED test at home.

I'll be enrolling in UVU's graphics design
and multimedia program in spring. I want to
have my learners permit taken care of and an
artists portfolio underway by the time I
enroll.

In the mean time, I would like to address
the following goals:

1) I would like to progress my art
skills to professional-quality. In order
to effectively push this goal, I need the
help of my friends and followers.
Constructive critique is quintessential.
I need to pick out my weak points and focus
on improving them. Part of this is learning
the correct way to draw things. If you know
any tutorials that would help improve my
drawings I'd love to see them.

Currently, I'm looking for tutorials on
the hips and legs of both genders.



2) I need to enter art scholarships.
If you come across any worthwhile
competitions, let me know. I'm currently
working on the following:

Concept>Sketch>Ink>Scan>Flats>Shade>Detail

Gallery Collection Greeting Card Comp
$10,000, $1,000 For The School


Crank The Earth Jersy Comp 1
$300 Cash, $100 Site Merch


Crank The Earth Jersy Comp 2
$300 Cash, $100 Site Merch


Arts Institute Calander Comp
$100,000 Distributed Among Winners
~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/28441520/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/28441520/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 20:57:19 PST I've been told that if I'm late to anymore classes,
I'll be sent to a jail for juvenile delinquents.
I've got to start acting like a responsible adult
now, put the computer away, and dedicate my life to
being a stick in the mud.

If you need to contact me, write me a note on devarts.
If its urgent, contact =crystalinetundra or
~Morkalen and ask them for my email address.
I won't be checking my comments very often.

Depending on how much time I have, I'll continue
updating my gallery.

That is all.

Edit: ... Why don't they have any apathetic mood
smilies?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/27613616/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/27613616/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 11:33:51 PDT to make making one a pet project.
So... I'm wondering what you guys
want to see. Specific outfits?
Accessories? Should I have the option
to shift through different world forms?
What should I play as background music?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/27235981/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/27235981/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 20:32:26 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Why is Demyx so difficult to draw/color? D;
I've redone his god damned hair four times now.
I think I need to re-draw his face. =___=

Henna kit arrived in the mail today. Going to
test it out on random students for the Peace
and Justice Club booth at the school carnival.

Also, lazy parents to procrastinate getting
my insurance back makes me very unhappy.
I'm going to rip every tooth out of my head,
now. C:

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26773396/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26773396/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 11:23:13 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

I'm reading through a site of webcomics
my amazing friend Becca showed me. Watching
the chapters progress, its amazing to watch
how their style changes- how their anatomy
improves, characters become more consistent,
and how their shading technique is refined.
YoukaiYume's Raindrops doujinshi is a
spectacular example of this.

Imagine how curious it would be to look back
at the first chapters of your work, gawking
at how much improvement is made in a matter
of months. I kind of wish I had the time and
confidence to make one myself, if only to
encourage a similar progression.

Features:
The Phoenix Requiem: Web Comic
[link]

Raindrops by Youkaiyume: Doujinshi
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26551427/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26551427/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 15:30:49 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Went in to talk about a few flaws
with my school schedule. Turns out that
she didn't really know what she was doing.
In the end, I opted out of my tattoo
internship. Starting August 19th,
I wont have much recreational time left,
and likely wont untill the end of the school
year.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26551425/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26551425/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 15:30:46 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Went in to talk about a few flaws
with my school schedule. Turns out that
she didn't really know what she was doing.
In the end, I opted out of my tattoo
internship. Starting August 19th,
I wont have much recreational time left,
and likely wont untill the end of the school
year.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26506806/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/26506806/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 13:56:34 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:


I love waking up after a late night of
intellectual conversation, good music,
and honey-flavored shisha smokin' with
friends, cuddled up in the arms of a
lover, whispering tender things and
watching the sun rise.

Talked to Quizzenberry today. After
two hours of compromising, I'm on the
track to walk come graduation. I'm going
to be swamped between twelve packets,
ten classes and my tattoo apprenticeship.

Yes. Apprenticeship. I got permission to
make up some of my credits via internship,
getting exclusive permission to fill the
internship as a tattoo apprentice. Twenty
kids asked for tattoo internships, only two
of us got the slot.

I'm fuckin' stoaked.

Spending the next week prepping a
portfolio. Approaching oak Thursday.

Wish me luck.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25989806/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25989806/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 01:44:51 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Gone camping. Be back Tuesday or Wednesday.

Edit: Hiatus for mental illness and extreme
dislike for social-technology.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25568772/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25568772/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 14:13:20 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Dude, I have alot of amazing, talented,
beautiful friends. *nibbles her myspace
top friends list* ~<3

I'm almost done with the graphics for my
revamped myspace layout. Unfortunately
I skipped out on web development for
honors art last year. Know any good
HTML literate people?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25452970/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25452970/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:29:07 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Hey, everyone. I've got swineflu. If I've had any
contact with you in the last week or so, you should
go get yourself checked.

Btw. Internets still up. Still don't know when It
will be shut off.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25252844/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25252844/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 11:22:08 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

Hey everyone. Phone's shut off. Internets
probably going to get shut off soon too.
You probably wont have any contact with
me for a while. Sorry for the inconvenience.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25226970/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25226970/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 23:05:24 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

I think I broke my drawing hand.
It feels like I have little rubber
tubes inside of my fingers.
This makes drawing blue bowler-wearing
octopuses particularly difficult. : (

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25195608/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25195608/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 10:48:29 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

The Despite Despair tour kickoff was
a success. The concert was up at
Uprok records. The walls there are
covered in beautiful graffiti. I was
a very happy artist. After, we chilled
at a BYU atheist sorority house? I'm
still not sure how that coincides...?

So, pride was pretty fun despite my
boyfriends lack of enthusiasm, and
riding home in a train full of
homo-beaters. The dyke march was
pretty awesome. Got hit on. Alot.
Ate some really gross vegan Chinese.
Got alot of compliments on my goth-tutu
from guys in drag. Played pin the penis
on Senator Buttars. I won a rainbow
necklace. : )

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25108404/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/25108404/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:00:53 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

So, Xigdem fans are spazzing, and
LuxDem fans are slitting their wrists.
What I want to know is whether or not
there is actual XigDem confirmation,
or if everyone drawing conclusions based
on the fact that the two are always with
each other in the game?

I was under the impression that the newer
org members were usually paired with an older
one as sort of a training relationship,
an org orientation type thing.
Demyx is a newer member, after all. :/

And
For personal reference and organization,
I'm going to keep track of my art commissions
here.

-----------------------------------------------
First Priority

Jason's Spine Carpet
- Research anatomy and proportions
x First sketch
x Figure out scaling
x Map out

Jason's Buisness Cards
x Sketches

Railspike Tattoo
♥ First draft
♥ Second draft
- Take in for review
x Final draft
x Colored examples

Will's Rose
♥ First draft
♥ Second draft
x Take in for review
x Final draft
x Colored examples

Crystal's Garden Tat
♥ First draft
x Second draft
x Ink
x Take in for review

Second Priority

LuxDem: Closer
♥ Demyx drawing
♥ Luxord drawing
♥ Props
♥ Scan
♥ Lineart
♥ Base color
- Shading

Yuki
♥ First sketch
x Final sketch
x Lineart

Crys Trade
♥ First sketch
♥ Final sketch
♥ Lineart

Koi Tat Progression
♥ Lotus first draft
♥ Masculine koi first draft
♥ Feminine koi first draft
- Dragon gate first draft
x Masculine dragon first draft
x Feminine koi first draft

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24998389/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24998389/ Thu, 28 May 2009 14:01:57 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:


--------------------------------------------

Dancin' in the moonlight
Everybody's feelin' warm and right
It's such a fine and natural sight
Everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

--------------------------------------------

[link]

Dude, I fucking love chalk art. <3<3
Have you ever gone browsing through
photobucket's chalk art archive?
It will blow your fucking mind. owo

So, Life's been pretty busy for me.
Things are going well with Will.

The Aiden concert was pretty much
amazing. The encore was really
powerful. They split the entire crowd
in half and had them go at each
other. It was the biggest mosh I
think I have ever seen. Dude, and you
can really tell they care about their
audience. Areli's friend Josh was
pretty cool. I think he was one
of Gabby's friends. Hm.

Recently I've also attended a
Sakai Incident concert (Louise has
pretty hands) and two of Tigg's
Despite Despair concerts. Theres
another one tonight. Playing with
a bunch of bigger hardcore bands.
He's pretty stoaked. I'm so
happy for him.

Attended the Rock Canyon petition
on the 16th, and the the Prop8
protest in Salt Lake yesterday.
It was massive.There were some
pretty powerful speeches. They turned
on the sprinklers on us. Dustin's
first campout is coming up soon,
and pride is in two weeks. Yay.

Got a skills certificate for
excelling in multimedia. Funfun.
Learning to do henna tattoos.
I want to learn how to do graffiti.
Going to take in my rail spike tattoo
design to a parlor next week, getting
some critique. Its almostdone.
I'm excited.

Great Grandma's funeral is this
weekend. I have muse for a LuxDem
fanfic. But I cant write.Theres
alot of extended network drama
right now. I've also decided that
I'm disowning my extended family.
Sad that I'm not going to see alot
of my friends pretty much ever
again. I'm going to miss my teachers.
Schools out. I'm ready to party.

Enough news...
--------------------------------------------
Features:

Dancing In The Moonlight - King Harvest
[link]

Chalk Art!
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24757859/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24757859/ Thu, 14 May 2009 17:10:49 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

<>

Conflict/s Resolved

<>

Lifes pretty good right now, prior
government drama aside. I think I might
be manic depressive. : )

Mum got a whole bunch of school grant things.
We bought a new computer. HP TouchSmart.
Its seeexxxyyy~

[link]

And guess what? It doesn't try to kill
me when I scan things. Expect a few new
additions to my gallery, shortly,including
several tattoo designs, An experamental
LuxDem WIP, and maybe a few photos of
my Cheshire Chai ADV Graphics project.

Oh, before I forget-
I worked spotlight tech for the ballroom
final concert. There were some pretty fun
songs. Check 'em.

Music Features

Good Charlotte - I Just Want To Live
[link]

Cake - Short Skirt | Long Jacket
[link]

Haddaway - What Is Love (<3<3)
[link]

And then...

Jim Carrey's I Am The Walrus
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24606752/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24606752/ Tue, 05 May 2009 18:08:56 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

So, not to rain my anxiety on your parade
or anything, but I have two bits of bad news
that are absolutely detrimental to my mental
state of being, and I need help.

I'll begin by apologizing, again, for my
absence. Remember how I said my computer
was overrun by viruses? Both my desktop
computer and my mothers laptop are fried.
I have occasional temporary acess on the
laptop my dad left behind. This wont be
consistent.

Speaking of which, my dads in jail because
he didn't pay his domestic fine. If we cant
contact him within the week and pull the bail
from his bank account, we'll have to scrape
it together ourselves. Easier said then done.
I've done my research. I can commission online
and it shouldn't mess with welfare.

In the case that latter circumstances exist,
would anybody be willing to walk me through
setting up a paypal account and brief me on
the basics of managing commissions?

In addition, I would appreciate suggestions
regarding price and materials?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24074430/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24074430/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 12:59:53 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a sailors mouth,
twisted morals, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my art,
please keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.

* I Encourage Constructive Critique.

Journal:

For anyone who finds this relevant, the
Conflicker Worm took over my computer.
I wont be online much for a little while.

Paycheck

I made fifty one dollars, which isn't bad
considering I'm working one day a week
under the table. I'm stoked. To celebrate
me and Will went out to Sages for all you
can eat vegan pizza and Tiramisu. Fuckyeah.

I have no goals for this money, and its
driving me kinda nuts. I think I might
save for the supplies to get the piercing
part of my apprenticeship.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24027540/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24027540/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 17:02:51 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my
art, keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.
* I Appreciate Constructive Critique.

Journal:

I need to get gaia gold so I can buy
awesome music from this guy on Gaia...

*awes*
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24009985/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/24009985/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 16:59:50 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my
art, keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.
* I Appreciate Constructive Critique.


Journal:

Wills banned from my house because my
mums a self righteous prick. I don't
think I've had any human contact outside
of school in a good week or so.

I've spent the last week or so being
generally useless. When I'm not panic
attacking, at least. I should probably
get pills for that.

Got Squee!, a companion book to Jhonen
Vasquez's Johnny The Homicidal Maniac.
Read it in two days. I'm afraid of pinatas
now. Also, that man draws one hell of a
sexy chicken. Bok-Bok.

Oh, and I just realized that I'm missing
almost half of MSI's Frankenstein Girls
Will Seem Strangely Sexy. I'll have to
fix that when I'm not being a
procrastinative animal cracker glutton.
By the way, spellcheck informs me the
word is spelled procreative. Hurhur.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23993282/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23993282/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 19:49:30 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work. If you trace my
art, keep it in your personal sketchbook.
* If you are interested in using my
tattoos/animations/logos/designs,
coloring one of my works, or using
a picture of someone as a character
reference please contact me via note,
prior, to negotiate terms and conditions.
* I Appreciate Constructive Critique.


Journal:

Y'know... Washing down a rigorous abdominal
and lower body workout with two pints of
Mountain Dew is probably a bad idea...

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23891533/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23891533/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 21:17:21 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

Mum overheard me telling Will
that I was going to ask my
friend Caitlyn to pierce my
ears for me if my Dad fell
through again this week.
She took me to get them done
today. They feel hot as hell,
but it wasn't too bad.

The guy who pierced my ears
happened to be apprenticed
by the same lady who agreed
to apprentice Areli yesterday.

And speaking of tattoos, piercings
and apprenticeships, I think
that I've reached my decision.

I'm dropping out of highschool
after prom. I'm going to sign
up for the UVU's GED program,
and work my way up from there.

While I'm doing that I'm going
to start investing in the equipment
for a tattoo apprenticeship,
I'm looking at roughly $4000,
compose a forty page original
tattoo design portfolio,
as well as talk to local artisans-
try to get to know the community
and pick up what I can beforehand.
I think I'm going to approach
Oak when I'm ready to start.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23784389/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23784389/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 17:09:35 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

... I kind of want one. o__o

[link]

[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23765085/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23765085/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 14:37:06 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

Somebody's hijacked my agambleoffate
address... so... yeah. If any of my
friends still want to talk to me,
drop a note and I'll give you my new
email.

In other news there's this chick, a
friend of my moms friend, who is having
issues with domestic violence and will
be living with us for a few weeks, along
with her little baby, while she tries
to get back on her feet.

Thats pretty much as exciting as my life
gets right now.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23747562/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23747562/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 13:55:47 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

That movie triggers panic attacks.

I enjoyed the character Nite Owl.
He was dorky in the cute sort of
way. I despised Dr. Manhattan.

The opening credits, where
'The Times They Are A-Changin'
is playing really stuck out to me.
Poor hippy girl. :c

Did anyone else notice that alot
of themes in the movie coincide
with Bob Dylan songs? Or am I
the only one who listens to him?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23661631/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23661631/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 15:09:37 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

So. I was watching the music video for
Total Immortal by the old AFI, and for
some reason Davie Havok's hair caught
my eye. This reminded me of an old convo
with Will.

Kinda strange, but I think I'm actually
considering growing out a devil lock.
*laughs*

Features
Mark David Chapman - MSI
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23643264/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23643264/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:21:37 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

Dude. So. Nire recently uploaded a
picture with Virgil and Richie, from
Static Shock, a Warner Bros superhero
TV series that aired on Cartoon Network
in 2000.

God, I fucking loved that show.

Now that I look back on it, I think that
Virgil and Richie were the first yaoi
couple that I supported. Not right out,
but more of a subconscious 'they're a little
more than best friends' sort of way. D'aaw.

Now I'm all nostalgic. :c

Anyone know anywhere I could go watch them?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23626820/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23626820/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 13:42:33 PDT Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:
Seriously, if your going to run around
toting peace symbol shirts and your
save-the-planet backpacks at least do
something useful with your pointless
trend hopping and live what your
promoting.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23528186/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23528186/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 17:03:06 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:
I keep getting my own drawings stuck
in my favorites/collections. No idea how.
If anyone can figure out how to get them
off, can you let me know?

My art teacher, Reese, is encouraging me
to draw in a more realistic style.
Please excuse the poor perportions.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23509098/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23509098/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 16:02:18 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with twisted morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:
Oi. I'm tired. We just finished putting
on the play Mother Courage in Tech,
and we've began taking the set apart.
Somehow I ended up doing most of the
lifting. Probably because I dressed
like a guy today. Whatevs.

Will got his lip pierced. I'm very
jealous. I still have nine months and
fourteen days to go until I can do
that sort of stuff.

Been craving hookah alot lately.
Wills decided he doesn't want to
corrupt my innocence, so we don't
really do anything anymore.

Lots of homework stuff to do.
I think I'm going to say fuck it
with US History. Speech and Debate
is also low priority. I need to pass
math, easier said than done, and all
of my art and graphic courses.
Wish me luck.

Lots of art assignments. If anybody
is interested in seeing any of that
stuff, drop a comment, otherwise I
wont bother.

That... pretty much sums everything up.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23317094/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23317094/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 02:27:19 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with controversial morals,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sense of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring. If you are interested
in coloring one of my works, prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoos, animations, or logo
designs, please contact me via note to
negotiate terms and conditions.

Journal:

Aereli told the Yawn kid we're
non-consensual best friends. I think
this gives me the right to hug him
every time I see him. She also asked
if he likes pie. He said he did.
His favorite is nut flavored.

The company my cousin Noel models for
has invited me to come model prom
dresses Friday. Maybe I'll find
something I like. I asked Will to go
with me this year. He wants to go
skydiving for our day date. I'm afraid.

Oh, Also. Oswald the Octopus is badass.
Your just jealous. >C

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23275216/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23275216/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 16:37:32 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a controversial mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:
New assignment in art. I'm supposed
to compose a non-self portrait, or
a picture of things that represent
who I am, that don't look like me.

I have something in mind, but I cant
recall what it is.

It was a fad for a little bit. They
were these little dolls you would
buy. They were white, sometimes with
faces already painted on. The consumer
would then paint and decorate it
however they wanted.

They kind of looked like Cartoon
Network's Nood bumper, or Gwen Stafani's
Harajuku Lovers perfume bottles.

Can anybody remember what these were called?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23255256/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23255256/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 14:52:07 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a controversial mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:
I entered the twister contest at lunch,
today. The whole time I had this unbearable
urge to strip...

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23198583/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23198583/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 14:59:58 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a controversial mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:

I woke up this morning cuddled up with a new
teddy bear, a love note in my hand, a box of
chocolates and a beautiful bouquet by my bed.

I wish he didn't have to work today.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23140816/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23140816/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 15:02:23 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a controversial mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:

We've been assigned to do a high-detail
self portrait in honors art. I'm very
frustrated by the sleep-deprived bags
under my eyes. Grr. It makes me want to
punch a baby.

Features:

Less Than Jake - Gainesville Rock City
[link]

Less Than Jake - Look What Happened
[link]

Billy Talent - Fallen Leaves
[link]

Billy Talent - Devil In A Midnight Mass
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23082995/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23082995/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 13:16:28 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a controversial mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:

[link]

This scares me. :c

Ipod ran out of room for music.
I need to go buy one with 16 gigs...

Features:
Old AFI is 1000x better than their whiny
counterparts, hands down.

AFI - I Wanna Get A Mohawk
[link]

AFI - Total Immortal
[link]

AFI - DAys Of The Pheonix
[link]


These people's art make me happy in the pants.
Spam them with love.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23061367/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23061367/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 12:54:44 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a liberal mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:

[link]

Lookit what I did.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23043274/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23043274/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 15:33:04 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a liberal mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:
There really isn't enough Johnny the
Homicidal Maniac fanart out there...
Which is a shame. JtHM is amazing and
a half.

I really ought to invest in the books
Squee! and I Feel Sick.

And you want to know what just occurred
to me? NNY/Squee would be an interesting
pairing... Huh...

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23020391/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/23020391/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 13:12:38 PST Disclaimer:
* If your easily offended, don't watch me.
I'm a jaded individual with a liberal mind,
a sailors tongue, and an impaired sence of
judgment.
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, save in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:
I had a dream that Larxene was a
phone sex operator last night.
It was actually pretty interesting.

The principles at school are
getting on my case about stereotypes
again. I need to buy myself a new
wardrobe and grow out my hair
because my appearance 'distracts
from the learning environment'
I'm pissed.

A bunch of foreign exchange students
from Asia transferred in recently.
There is this one guy who catches
my eye. He's very androgynous looking.
He has bigger gauges than Will does,
and sports a Mohawk. His name is
Yawn. Not sure how its spelled.
He's my new non-consensual best friend.

... I'm craving blue popsicles.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22983251/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22983251/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 15:46:54 PST Disclaimer:
* I do not condone the reproduction and
submission of my work, granted in the
case of coloring, to which prior
permission needs to be established.
* If you are interested in using
one of my tattoo or logo designs, please
contact me via note to negotiate terms
and conditions.

Journal:
Randy and Caitlyn's baby was taken off life
support, Sunday evening. Little Autumn is
still alive, and Caitlyn is allowed to hold
her now.

Wills dad was bailed out of jail.
Will was also demoted from kitchen
manager at work. On the flip side,
he's making more money doing deserts.

Went to the This Is Hell concert, yesterday.
Got bashed in the temple by some asshole.
I have a big bruise and one hell of a migraine.
I got stuffed to the brim with vegan pizza
and good coffee. Over all it was pretty fun.

Dad says he's going to take me to get my ears
pierced again today. Hoping he follows through.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22910541/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22910541/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 18:41:44 PST around an inhaler that tastes like cheep alcohol,
makes me high, and counts how many times I've used it.
I named it Mr. Bleck.

Came down with pneumonia. My extreme dislike for
narcotics has been re-kindled. These anti-biotics
are really killing my stomach. I don't think I like
eating yogurt anymore.

Caitlyn had an unexpected live miscarriage yesterday.
They took the baby to the hospital, and got
it hooked up to life support. The baby is estimated five
months early. She's doing well, considering.
The hole in her hearts healed up already and she can
breathe on her own. The biggest complication they face at the
moment is the underdevelopment of her frontal lobe. If she
survives, she could face a suffer a multitude of possible
handicaps, ranging from mental handicaps to a life as a cripple.

Will's dad was also convicted, yesterday for DUI and possession
of unauthorized drugs. Being the only other member of the household
who makes an income, he's expected to pay the bailout and fee.

I guess that sums up everything thats going on in my life right
now... And... Yeah...

... I think I need to find a better place to post this stuff. Lulz.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22786112/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22786112/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 16:17:09 PST I can't see the street from my dads apartment window.
It hurts to breathe.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22681875/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22681875/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 17:48:19 PST I've decided to clump quizes here from now on.

Seme/Uke Quiz
Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

01-[x] You like to be content in everything.
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[ ] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[ ] You like making others blush.
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[x] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
(I'm shy with everyone. o-o )
10-[ ] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L .
12-[ ] You have listened “an café”.
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
(Clumsy? Yes. Innocent? Not so much... << )
16-[x] You smile at kitties.
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[ ] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[ ] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best.
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[ ] Men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[x] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers.
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[ ] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[-] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi-you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
37-[ ] You smile with no reason.
38-[ ] You usually are very positive.
39-[ ] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
40-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.

18 1/2 x's - Passive Seme

Generic Survey
1. What does your Deviantart name mean and why?
The name I go by IRL is Cassie. One day, littler me joined a Kingdom Hearts role-play site. She wanted to make an Org member fashioned after herself. She spent two hours trying to anagram her name, but couldn't find anywhere to stick the X, but decided she liked the look of the name Ceisas. Your mom exploded,
and we lived happily ever after. The end.

2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Kingdom Hearts.

3. How many watchers do you have now?
Nineteen. Eighteen if you don't count the
frozen person, and ten if you don't count close/irl friends.

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
Just three...? :C
, /,


5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
As guilty as it makes me feel,
I usually fave and run. I assume
artists, especially big ones, would
rather have a silent fave than be spammed
with "Super Kawaii! Its so cute! I'd Tap That!"

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
No. Too lazy.

7. What is your most popular deviation?
The Emo Courner Vrs 2.0

8. What are you favorite non-anime TV shows?
Doctor Who, Tourchwood, Weeds, Food Network,
Old Disney.

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
People, especially basic anatomy. Animals.
Still Life. Basic design.

10. Summer or winter?
Summer. I cant stand the cold.

11. Rain or Sun?
Rain.
<... ]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22587623/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22587623/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 22:28:24 PST
Music
Robbie Williams - Feel
[link]

Robbie Williams - Advertising Space
[link]

Sweet Dreams - Jonee Knowles
[link]

Violent Femmes - Blister In The Sun
[link]



Art
[link]

[link]

[link]


My favorite Political/News/Artical Source.
Mother Jones - A liberal, social-justice
promoting, controversial news source. Seriously. Go educate yourself.

[link]

Current Favorite Artical -
[link]

Aside from the article in the new issue,
regarding the injustice of the welfare system.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22587255/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22587255/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 21:45:41 PST other day, regarding the old testament.
There were commandments in that time,
such as the testament against eating shrimp,
meant to ensure the safety of the people.

During the time of the old testament, water-born
diseases were common. A law forbidding the
consumption of shrimp, when put in that light,
makes sence.

Half of all children died, and humans had short
lifespans during that era as well. Laws damning
acts of sodomy and self-pleasure were placed to ensure the survival of mankind.

With advances in science, hygine, and medicine
water-borne disease is no longer a serious
issue. Its safe to eat shrimp, so this law is
no longer valid.

Today, there is a surplus population. We don't need to worry about reproducing and replenishing
the earth... So wouldn't commandments of
anti-homosexuality likewise be void?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22564568/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22564568/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 17:02:14 PST printer decides to die. This wouldn't
be a serious problem... except for the fact
that my scanner was built into the printer,

so....

Its still going to be a while until I can
upload anything.

Which is sad because I drew a picture of
Demyx and Luxord that I sorta like.

And Mowgli. From the Jungle Book. He's naked.


Oh...

And on a totally irrelevant and probably
inappropriate note, I've decided that boxers
are very comfortable.

The end.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22453736/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22453736/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 14:27:13 PST sticky-up and stuff. While I was combing
the sides down, I realized...
I can spike my hair just like Demyx's.
Too bad I don't have the right hair color,
or face shape, right?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22439386/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22439386/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 17:48:24 PST of two feet of snow, shoveling the
driveway/porch/sidewalk, and wrist-cut emo-bawwing
in stick-shift educed frustration to cheer my dear
Mumsy up...

.. and 'the least' I can do is wash the two
sink-fulls + the entire counter space of dishes
that have accumulated since I washed the last
two sink-fulls + counter space yesterday.

Here comes the punchline-

I don't eat here...





You can laugh now.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22402834/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22402834/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 20:03:41 PST to all the doors and opportunity I've lost
through the course of three years online
and five years of wasted academics.
I've lost alot of sleep worrying about how
I'll make ends meet, and what kind of life
I'll lead.

I learned something new recently.
Things were really hard financially during my
Uncle Ethan's High School years. He dropped out,
took a full time job to help make ends meet,
and he never got his GED.

He's now one of the lead graphic designers for
Microsoft. He takes his girlfriends on vacations
to Europe. He lives in a nice house in Seattle,
and he drives a hummer.

Taking a step back... Maybe I'm not as doomed
as I thought.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22358320/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22358320/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 16:43:35 PST You can keep those.



Colby Stead - Tugging The Truth
[link]

Sixpence None The Richer - Melody Of You
[link]

Rise Against - Swing Life Away
[link]

Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee
[link]

Mika - Relax
[link]

The Veronicas - Untouched
[link]

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22146405/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22146405/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 21:35:20 PST socks, scarves, and mint-chocolate icecream.
The scarf I'm trying to knit for Will is taking
forever and a half... And I still have two more
I want to make. Hoboy.

Also.

My conservative-bumhole Dad gave me a hot-topic
gift card for Christmas... so guess what I did?
I gaged my ears two sizes. I think he's going
to be thrilled.

I think I'm going to use one of the labret sets
to pierce my lip off center left. I've always
liked the look of full lips and lip rings. Yup.

I got Re:CoM for Christmas. Haven't had the
opportunity to play it yet, but I'm stoked.
We also got Guitar Hero's World Tour game.
The mic shatters my self esteem. I like the
drums though. Got a two-CD compilation of
Queen, Picture of Dorian Gray, and a banana.

On a final note.

I'm still grounded. My brothers got me the
password to the computer. My computer time
will be sparse.

When I have sufficient time online,
expect my overdue KH Fanart Christmas gifts,
and the finished Railspike tattoo design.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22119136/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22119136/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 10:14:38 PST for people I care about... Merry Christmas.
I'm poor, so I got you a calander... from
2004. =____=

I absolutely hate being woken up early
on weekends and during holiday breaks, too.
I don't sleep during the school week.
Sleeping in is sacred.

Also,
I have two uncles I absolutely adore,
Ethan and Dan. They're the artists.
Ethan is one of the big graphic designers
for Microsoft. He was one of my biggest
inspirations to become an artist.
Dan is a brilliant musician, and during his high
school years, was the drum major for the blue
devils marching band. My Drama-Llama extended
family pissed them off, back when I was little, so they moved away. Dan moved to Lithuania. I
haven't seen him, or talked to him since.
Ethan moved to Seattle. He came down for the
first time, Thanksgiving two years ago.
Ethan's coming down for one of the
family reunions. This makes me so extreamly
ecstatic. You don't even know.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22050309/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22050309/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 14:03:55 PST The bands were pretty good, especially
despite despair, except for this one band.
.Period sounded like a bunch of
orgasmic spidermonkys, but that's okay
because they did a cover of the power-rangers
theme.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22031190/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22031190/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 11:53:36 PST my foot looked like Demyx with
a short missionary haircut.
Didn't act like Demyx though.
Talk about disappointing.

Going to get x-rays.
They think I sprained the
metatarsal/tarsal bone tripping
down the stairs, and stressed it
DDR-ing. Oopsies.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22017649/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/22017649/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 15:08:18 PST
Today is the 16th of December.
Only one year to go.

A summery of events:

Will gave me his gifts yesterday.
* A wrought iron fountain with glass
leafletts, and a built in soft-glowing
colour shifting light thing.
* The new MSI CD 'IF'
* A Beautiful Philodendron.

Woke up to Mozart. Nate served me tea in bed.

Dressed in my black pinstripe mini,
my black-laced corset, fishnets,
my pinstripe fedora, and a pair of sandals.

Got a coffee and a strawberry chocolate cupcake
before school. Dropped the coffee. Oops.

Blah day at school. I'm pissed at my Public
Forum partner. Sammy brought me a bit of
chocolate cake which, by the way, is a lie.
Had a good nap during French. French teacher
complimented my 'unique wardrobe'.
I walked around all day with a little black
balloon tied to my wrist. People think I'm
weird.

Came home and DDR-ed for an hour.
Family came home and started fighting.

Haven't really seen or talked to Will today,
save an awkward ten miniutes at Lunch.
I'm wondering if I've upset him.

I think my parents either got me a pair of
headphones, or breast implants. They wrapped
the package weird.

To anyone roleplaying with me,
or have messaged me and have received no
reply, you have my apology. I have
two public forum cases to write and have
prepared for Friday and Saturday. Expect
a prolonged absence until I've sorted
everything out.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/21903798/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/21903798/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 18:12:30 PST
Anybody know any accurate free online IQ tests?

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/21885308/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/21885308/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 16:28:22 PST
I suppose, though, if I drop out, they'll
shove me into math and English classes. I don't think I've ever been able to pass a math class...
So either way, I'm biting off more than I can chew... Grr.

]]> ~Ceisas http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/21883386/ http://Ceisas.deviantart.com/journal/21883386/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 14:44:18 PST And then my brothers and their friends decided to play with the circuit breaker thing, and killed the power in the office.

]]> ~Ceisas