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deviantART: by:Celestetheburninator http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Celestetheburninator&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Celestetheburninator en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 16:29:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Some thoughts on what I should do... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28984071/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28984071/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:01:19 PST
She hasn't said anything to lead me to believe this. I think she's just too much of a coward.

I'm hopefully going to start on anti-depressants soon, and basically get some much-needed mental help. It's like a study-type thing which lasts for three months (Hurray! I'm gonna be a guinea pig!), and I think that, if during that time, I start to feel more stable and less like I just want to curl up and die every five minutes, I'm going to start poking around for a job here. I'm also thinking of looking into some way to get a high school diploma that maybe doesn't cost thousands of dollars. If such a thing exists, I'd be happy to dive into that.

Unfortunately, I can't quite yet cut off my mom, because if I do need more money or something, she's the one who can give it to me. I am, however, going to give Katie a list of things to get from the house, just so I know that they're safe.

Meanwhile, once I get a job (apparently, there's a good job market for bums like me around here. Dutch Bros. sounds like a job I'd like. *is completely addicted to Dutch Bros. mochas* ) I'm gonna start saving up some money. My plan, at least, is to save up some money and either A) go back to Juneau and go to UAS, or B) go back to Juneau and find a roommate.

So, obviously, this means I'll likely be in Oregon for a lot longer than originally planned, but I think it's probably for the better. I know that in my current mental state, moving back in with my mom would lead to one of us found dead in a ditch somewhere, so we can't have that.

And, if anyone is concerned, my dad is, as far as I can tell, no longer drinking at all. He seems to be in a lot better spirits these days, and there's enough money to keep me fed and caffeinated. He's also a lot more understanding about depression and such issues than my mom is (who believes that these sorts of issues will just "go away" through sheer will.)

Okay, I somehow feel like this entry has been kind of jumpy, so I'll summarize:

-I'm safe, alive, and well.
-I cannot yet cut my mom out of my life, but I will soon.
-I will probably stay in Oregon longer than planned to treat my mental issues, save up money, and hopefully finish school.

Anyway, this is still kind of a plan-in-progress. What do you guys think on it? I know a lot of you probably don't want me staying here for that long, but it really is for the better.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator The Sexiest Thing Since Sex http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28947874/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28947874/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:48:41 PST

Chandelle =

[17:32] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": OH NO WILSON IS BUTTHURT
[17:32] Chandelle: D;
[17:32] Chandelle: That's no good
[17:32] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": BUTTHURT BECAUSE HIS GF WAS ON THE BUS WITH HIS BF
[17:32] Chandelle: ...BFF, you mean?
[17:32] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": Yes
[17:32] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": But BF rhymes better
[17:32] Chandelle: Unless there are some episodes I missed
[17:32] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": Yes
[17:33] Chandelle: XD
[17:33] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": You miss all the pr0nz
[17:33] Chandelle: GOOOOOOOOOOD DAMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT
[17:33] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": The one where House took a zuchinni and-
[17:33] Chandelle: : O
[17:33] Chandelle: Gross
[17:33] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": lol
[17:34] Chandelle: He took a zucchini...

AND ATE IT!
[17:34] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": LIES
[17:34] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": Well, he ate it after he-
[17:34] Chandelle: -sliced it.
[17:34] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": While it was in-
[17:34] Chandelle: -the kitchen.
[17:35] Amy: "If I were unwed, I would grab you in an manly fashion": And Wilson said

THIS ZUCHINNI WAS DELICIOUS
[17:35] Chandelle: We should write an erotic novel together someday.
[17:35] Chandelle: That was hot.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator SPICY MARMALADE http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28892329/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28892329/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 21:44:20 PST
So good. So damn good.

I'm watching the Gravitation OVA if you can't guess.

In between watching a longplay of Full Throttle.

What a concept.

ALSO! [link] <-- Talk me into or out of spending all of my money on that.

Just do one or the other. XD Okay, okay, I probably won't be doing that, but just LOOK! It's pretty! It's relatively cheap! It's MY SIZE! And it's even a real corset!

Hmm...what news.

I might go on anti-depressants. I dunno. I'm nervous about it. I don't trust medication. I just don't. Uhm. Oh, my creativity is apparently coming back. Which is nice.

Would anybody be interested in seeing a mini-guide/tutorial sort of thing on drawing different body types (both male and female) from me? Speak up if so.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator So...here I am... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28776534/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28776534/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 22:19:39 PST
Uh. So YES, there is a computer here, and HEY LOOK AT THAT! There's even a scanner.

But apparently my dad's gonna be moving into a bigger place at the end of the month, so I have no clue at what point the scanner is going to be packed. Until then, I'll see what I can do about getting some arts all up in here.

And I'm really tired from airplaning.

Must. Sleep.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Leaving On A Jet Plane http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28732482/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28732482/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 16:49:24 PST
My dad lives in Portland, apparently. So yeah.

This sucks so much...

]]> ~Celestetheburninator CARTOON FAG MEME OH MY GOD http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28662405/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28662405/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 23:13:32 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

OH MY GOD SO EPICCCC. <333

By the way, I will personally give you my virginity if you've seen more of these than me. (Not really, but I will be very, very impressed with you.)

By the way, I've seen 105/199 including the ones I've seen most of.

AND YES I'VE SEEN VAMPIRE HUNTER D: BLOODLUST WHY DID YOU HAVE TO REMIND ME IT MAKES ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF TWICE. D;

ANIMATION MEME
- X what you saw
- O what you haven't finished or saw sizable portions
- Bold what you loved
- Strike what you disliked/hated
- Leave unchanged if neutral

CLASSIC DISNEY
-------------------------------
[x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
~~[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)~~
[ ] Song of the South (1946)

DISNEY'S DARK AGE
-------------------------------
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[x] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[x] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[x] Pete's Dragon (1977)
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)
[x] Robin Hood (1973)

THE DISNEY RENAISSANCE
-------------------------------
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] Tarzan (1999)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)

DISNEY'S MODERN AGE
-------------------------------
[ ] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[ ] Bolt (2008)
[x] Brother Bear (2003)
[ ] Chicken Little (2005)
~~[x] Dinosaur (2000)~~
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[ ] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[ ] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x] Treasure Planet (2002)

PIXAR
-------------------------------
[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[ ] Cars (2006)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[ ] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E (2008)

DON BLUTH
-------------------------------
[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] An American Tail: Fieval Goes West (1991)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[ ] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[x] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[x] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)

CLAYMATION
-------------------------------
[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)
[x] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)
[ ] Coraline (2009)

CGI GLUT
-------------------------------
[x] Antz (1998)
[ ] Happy Feet (2006)
[ ] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[ ] Madagascar (2005)
[x] Monster House (2006)
~~[o] Over the Hedge (2006)~~
~~[x] The Polar Express (2004)~~
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[ ] Shrek The Third (2007)

IMPORTS
-------------------------------
[ ] Arabian Knight
[ ] The Last Unicorn
[ ] Light Years
[ ] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[ ] Persepolis (2007)
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
~~[x] Watership Down (1978)~~
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)

STUDIO GHIBLI/MIYAZAKI
-------------------------------
[ ] Grave of the Fireflies (1988)
[x] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)
[x] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Nei... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator Jason X Marks the Spot http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28628969/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28628969/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 11:44:27 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

Really, am I the ONLY one who thought Jason X was BETTER than Jason Goes to Hell? Not that either of them were GOOD movies by any means, but seriously, Jason Goes to Hell made like no sense at all. At least Jason X didn't you know, change facts from all the previous movies.

(Yes, yes, I know, "Celeste, no one watches slasher movies, get a job/life/boyfriend." ...Your mom.)

Uh. I don't have a whole lot of interestingness to share, but I was sick of looking at that other journal.

So uh I dunno have an OC meme?

1. What is your OC's name?
Leeeeeeeegion. 8D

2.Any nicknames?
Leg (pronounced Leej), Legius Cornelius Maximov, Creature, HEY YOU ASSHOLE

3.What is their age?
Uh. FUCKING really old.

4.Date of birth?
Who even knows.

5. What is their Chinese Zodiac sign?
...Yeah.

6.Does he/she believe in magic?
It would be extremely difficult not to, being that he's got a certain skill in black magic himself.

7.What is their outlook on life?
Complicated. He's just hoping that nothing is set in stone.

8.What is your favorite quote by your OC?
Oh jeez uh...hm...

"Do you NOT watch anime? Demons always get the gratuitous bishie shots!"

AUGH he had something better but I can't remember it right now.

9.Does he/she look up to anyone?
Uh I dunno.

10.Is he/she running from something?
Uhm yeah. Like every demon ever 'cause they want his head on a silver platter. D;

11.What would your OC do if they saw someone accidentally drop a $100 dollar bill on the ground?
Give it back...or maybe keep it and spend it all on food. ;3;

12.Would your OC help someone they didn't know?
Oh yes. Legion's a nice fellow.

13.What is or what would be their element?
FIRE LOL SEE WHAT I DID THERE

No seriously uh...I guess he has a certain power over metal, which I KNOW is not an element, but it's most closely connected with Earth, so we'll say that.

14.What instrument would they play?
XD I can totally see him rocking a violin.

15.How does your OC view themselves?
Legion: "The best. 8D"

16.Has he/she ever been in love? Are they in love now?
No, he really can't love in the romantic sense, I guess.

17. Do they have any children?
That would be physically impossible, being that he's quite inequipped.

18.What does your OC do in their spare time?
Watch lots of movies, play lots of video games, he's not allowed out much.

19. Does he/she have any habits,weird or otherwise?
He sings a lot. Like, constantly. And he's not very good at it. Also, he's constantly starving, so he's always mooching around for food.

20. Pretend your OC's girl/boyfriend said, "I love you...-glomp-" How would they respond? ( Even if they don't have one. Just pretend.)
Being that he lacks sexual organs, therefore lacks sexual attraction, therefore lacks sexual orientation, therefore lacks a desire for a boyfriend or girlfriend, his response would be something along the lines of "LSKDFJSLKDJ WHAT"

21. What would your OC's first response be if someone randomly called them an asshole?
Legion: "...*shrug* *continues eating Twinkies*"

22.What does your OC usually dream about?
Oh good Lord I don't even want to know.

23. If he/she could have three wishes, what would they be?
Uh.
1) To NOT be a demon anymore.
2) An endless supply of food that he doesn't have to share with anyone.
3) Body fat.

24. How would your OC treat/ act around someone they were in love with?
Again, Legion doesn't love in the romantic sense. As for people he has a friendly fondness for, well...he's very much a cuddler.

25. Is your OC scared of anything?
Yes. >_>

26. What is their height?
I don't know. He doesn't want his height or weight to be taken. The folk at the Vatican guesstimate him to be 5'8"-5-10".

27. What is their weight?
LOL Like 45 pounds. Somewhere around there. He is literally skin and bone and some tendons thrown in for good measure.

28. If they're a virgin, do they plan on giving it up soon?
He couldn't if he wanted to.

29. Wait...ARE they a virgin?!
...Does it count as virginity if the person doesn't actually have genitals? That poses an interesting dilemma.

30. *pokes your OC with a stick* 8DDD
Legion: "...Croikey."

31. *huggles your OC* -braindead- X3;... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator This Is Important http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28446521/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28446521/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 07:58:10 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

My mom's newest threat is that she's going to buy me a plane ticket out of here, and I have to move elsewhere.

She's thinking with my dad, because I need to see what my current mistakes are going to look like.

What? Like I had no idea that my future is that of an alcoholic drop out with nothing going for me but a dream? Yeah, I kinda knew that, thanks.

I don't know if she's going to go through with it or not, but I'm getting really fucking scared. And you KNOW I don't like to admit to being scared, so...

Apparently, she thinks I'm this horrible problem child who can't appreciate anything that she's done for me.

...Yeah, I can't seem to recall her doing anything nice for me either...

I don't know what to do. I'm so fucking scared, and I don't know where to go, because I do NOT want to stay with my fucking father. I haven't spoken to him in six years. I doubt he's even going to take me in.

I hope not.

I don't know. I don't want to be separated from everything I know and love. Someone help...

]]> ~Celestetheburninator YOUR CHARACTERS ARE AWESOME http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28404031/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28404031/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 20:44:28 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

YES THEY ARE! How would you like me to draw them? 8D

You would. Of course you would.

See, lately my creativity has been failing me, so I thought, "Eh, what the heck, WHO WANTS ME TO DRAW THEM SOME FAN ART?"

So, the rules:

Original characters only
No nudity
No furries/anthros
No animals
No mecha
No shota (children are fine, but I will not draw an adult making any romantic/sexual gestures toward someone who is underage.)
You MUST have a reference picture of the character you are requesting, or at least give a very VERY detailed description of them
If you are interested, comment here or note me!

You know you want it.

You totally doooooo.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator LOL I forgot to give it a title http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28359334/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28359334/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 17:50:29 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

I'm a fascinating creature.

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.

1. I really want to own a revolver, if not two. I have no idea why, seeing as I can't imagine ever needing a gun for any reason.

2. I honestly don't like being a vegetarian anymore, but it's a long and difficult process to stop being one, and I currently don't have the foods I need.

3. When I was little, I used to whole-heartedly believe that there was a parallel universe in which everything that was real here was fictional, and everything that was fictional here was real there. That might explain a few things about me today.

4. I frequently find myself in situations where I say something that sounds completely normal to me, and everyone else around me goes, "What the FUCK are you talking about?" or something to that effect. This is what leads me to the conclusion that I'm insane.

5. I don't read 19th century novels more than modern ones because I'm pretentious, nor because of my affinities with Steampunk and anything Victorian-era, I do it because I actually like the writing and stories better than most modern stuff. Also because you can read said novels online for free, thanks to expired copyrights. 8D

6. On the subject of reading, reading books ALWAYS takes me forever, not because I'm a slow reader or anything, it's just that my body really dislikes holding still for long periods of time. If I'm watching TV or a movie, I'm usually drawing or pacing around or eating at the same time, which you can't do while you're reading. It sometimes helps a little if I turn on music or the TV in the background, but not by much.

7. I FUCKING LOVE COLORING! No, seriously, I have a bad habit of rushing through the sketching and inking of a picture just so I can get to the part where I color it. I pretty much always end up regretting it.

8. Yo dawg we heard you like Silent Hill so we broke all the locks on yo' doors and put Pyramid Head in yo' backseat. GOOD LUCK ASSHOLE.

9. I find serial killers fascinating to the point that I want to meet one. Locked up in prison with a big, thick, wall between us, of course, but yeah. I think it would be really cool to ask them a bunch of questions.

10. Pretty much any time I'm alone (or even when I'm not) I'm metaphysically with The Captain. Oh, such silly adventures we have. He also seems to feel responsible for me getting up, getting dressed, eating, and being emotionally well. He's like the mom I never had. (See what I did there?)

I tag everyone who reads this sentence.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator GUESS WHO HAS A JOB http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28294476/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28294476/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 23:04:49 PST Watch me Gallery Faves

ATTENTION PEOPLE I KNOW IRL:

Your numbers. I need them. My contact info from my cell phone was not saved to the SIM card, so when I moved it to the back-up phone, I lost all the numbers I had.

So, note me your numbers, please.

--

GUESS

GUESS

NO SERIOUSLY GUESS

So I went to Amy's, and as we ooh'd and ahh'd over the sheer delight that is Star Wars Force Unleashed, I got a call from Wal-Mart to schedule an interview for the next morning. So, 10:00 AM this morning, there I was. And like an hour and a half later, they confirmed that yes, indeed, I was hired to be a cashier.

So, I have to go in tomorrow so they can do all the official paperwork, and the day after that I am officially a Wal-Mart buttbuddy.

Honestly, I don't care much that I'm going to hate everything and everyone there. I think I'm actually going to be able to numb myself to that. I'm just excited to have money coming in soon. YAAAAAAY

But man though it's going to be a bitch going from a year of unemployment to suddenly working a bunch and stuff. Words of encouragement, anyone?

And officially: REST IN PEACE, QUENTIN THE NINJA PHONE. Yes, only a few moments ago, I received a text message, which proved to be too much for poor Quentin, and he's gone. A moment of silence for Quentin.

BUT HEY I HAVE A JOB NOW SO I'LL BE ABLE TO GET A WORTHY HEIR TO THE NINJA PHONE THRONE.

Hopefully.

Meanwhile, I'll be searching for the cheap-ass back-up phone so I don't die from Colintexting withdrawal. 'Cause that'd be just terrible.

I'll give Quentin a proper burial. If anyone has any words for Quentin, you may say them now.

Also, free journal CSS? Why yes, I think I shall.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Shit guys. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28269444/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28269444/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 13:31:10 PST
What that means is if you wanna contact me, my cell may not be working. I still have my home phone and I'm pretty much always somewhere on the internet, so it shouldn't take much work to get a hold of me. Hopefully Quentin will be up and running again after a good long rest and re-charge, but I dunno.

Sadly, this means I have to add "new cell phone" to my Christmas list. I have such a special place in my heart for Quentin the Ninja Phone! He was my first phone ever, we've been through thick and thin these past four-or-so years. Ah, Quentin. Rest now, my friend.

*sniffle*

Er, sorry. Tangent. Anyway, just informing you all that if I don't answer my phone, I'm not ignoring you, I just can't.

Awww this is making me sad guys. If you want to say your good-byes to Quentin, say them here, because this may be your last shot at it.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator "The Time Has Come," the Walrus Said... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28218670/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28218670/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 13:13:31 PST SUPERJAIL ON DVD?

[link]

NOW TRY TO TELL ME THERE IS NO GOD.

--

And now, back to our regularly scheduled journal entry.

Anyone know why I all of a sudden can't play .Hack//G.U. anymore? Like, I'm dying every five seconds whereas up until now, I don't think I died at all.

WHAT THE HELL HASEOOOO.

I still don't know why I want to beat this game. It hurts to play it. But something in me says I simply MUST.

Ohhhhh well.

I must ask, do you guys suppose it breaks some rule of the universe that my mother likes my Gothic look? I thought all mothers inherently dislike Gothic looks. Not that it really makes a difference to me whether or not she does, I just have never heard of a mother actually appreciating their child dressing like they popped out of Edward Gorey's brain...unless that mother dresses like that as well.

Interesting...

Also, why am I having such a hard time finding the Friday the 13th movies? I mean, yes, from what I can gather, the series basically died after movie 4, but I still want to see them. Besides, I BARELY found 4, horribly off-sync on YouTube, and the next one I found was Jason Takes Manhattan, which I think it like the seventh or eighth. I thought these movies were famous. What the hellllll man.

And uh. I guess that's all for now.

What's new in your worlds, guys?

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Remember, remember http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28161212/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28161212/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 13:27:28 PST The gunpowder treason and trot
I know of no reason
Why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot.

DID YOU FUCKING REMEMBER? <3

--

Anywaaaaaay, what's on my miiiiiiind...

Oh yes.

Dear Hollywood,

Stop. Right now. Put the camera down and walk away.

Stop "re-imagining" '80s slasher films. Your re-imaginings will ALWAYS suck.

Stop making live-action movies of anime. That's territory you're simply not prepared for, and you're going to get mauled. Horribly.

Put down your half-assed scripts and walk away until you have a GOOD idea.

Thank you.

--

Anything else? It's going to snow again soon, I can see it coming.

It would seem my mom has decided that, rather than kicking me out for not being able to get a job, she's going to "put me to work" around the house and guilt-trip me horridly if I have the audacity to do anything wrong (which, in her eyes, could include having the hiccups when she didn't want me to.)

I'm grateful that I'm not homeless, but I'm still at risk to be, and I want to get out of the house as soon as humanly possible. GOD ONE OF YOU JOBS PLEASE CALL ME BACK I DON'T CARE IF IT'S WAL-MART SERIOUSLY. D:

Ugh. Just. Fucking. Ugh. This is why looking for a job is tough on me. The part where you realize that no one is going to call back.

lsdj gkldjfjd NO ANGST BAD

Uhm uhm

Damn it's pretty out today IMO. The clouds are kinda sepia-gold, there are patches of blue sky, and it's rainy and a bit windy, too.

Yes, I do in fact find that pretty. Shut up. Your mom.

AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand GUYS I am totally going to finish re-playing Jak and Daxter. 'Cause I just remembered the other day that I had started and I'm over a third of the way complete. XD I want to get all the orbs so I can get the "special" ending.

"Look, the orbs went in the door."
"Ooh, it's shiny."

THE END. Way to go, Jak. Way to go.

And also, it just occurred to be that I've never played Jak 3. Other than hanging out at friend's houses. I don't own the game.

WHAT IS THAT SHIT ABOUT ANYWAY. I should play it after I replay 1 and 2.

I KNOW THIS AFFECTS ALL YOUR LIVES TERRIBLY.

Uhm yeah anyway I'm going to stop typing now. Forever. Or something.

How are you guys doing? Working on your Christmas lists yet?

]]> ~Celestetheburninator So then I was like http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28114693/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/28114693/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 19:53:05 PST
Just in case you were wondering.

In lighter news, I watched all the Nightmare on Elm Street movies and holy slfjs;ld jlsgfj WHY IS FREDDY SO AWESOME IT'S JUST RIDICULOUS.

I'm obsessed now, I swear.

Uhm. I think I may possibly have my drawing ability back. Which is nice. It's not 100% but it's still better than not having it at all. Which I didn't for a while. Also I wanna write some stuff. I possibly be more active on Y-Gallery. Possssssibly. Someday. When I stop being a chicken. ROFL that will never happen. .3.

COMICS! LOADS OF THEM! EXPECT SUCH! I may even continue the Epic Boredom Comic from the days of yore. And hopefully you guys will get to meet my manself soon. Maybeh. :{O

Nowhere that I've applied to has called back yet. Which is. Gay. Because I pretty much applied to all the places in town that hire undereducated 'tards. So that really sucks a lot.

I guess that's all that's going on with me at the moment. How's everyone else been? Whatchoo guys up to these days?

]]> ~Celestetheburninator The Princess and the Frog and why I'm excited http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27986676/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27986676/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 21:32:16 PDT
I first heard about this movie...a couple years ago, I believe, in the form of faint, whispered rumors of Disney making a movie with a black princess character. Slowly but surely, I've been hearing more and more. The movie is going to be premiering in early December, and I truly cannot wait.

One thing I'm particularly happy to hear is that the animation is actually hand-drawn. The coloring was, yes, done digitally, but it was indeed hand-animated. (Personally, I like the look of hand-drawn animation better than digital.) Another is that this movie is coming from the guys who made two of Disney's most successful movies (The Little Mermaid, which brought us into the '90s era of Disney musical films, and Aladdin), John Musker and Ron Clements. It's going to be a musical and will definitely fit in with the Disney movies we grew up with.

The villain is a dark magician by the name of Doctor Facilier, and in all honesty, looks to be one of the coolest Disney villains out there. The story itself looks to be a cute and wildly entertaining one.

Thus far, the only thing I'm really disappointed by is how many things that had to be changed due to accusations of, guess what- racism. For example, the main character was originally going to be a chambermaid, but people called this racist. Cinderella and Snow White were both white characters, both chambermaids, both in films created in a time when is was socially acceptable to be racist. Also, notice how we didn't have the same amount of whining during the production of Pocahontas? Or how about Aladdin? Both movies with non-white princesses. In short, shut up. o_o

Anyway, this movie is going to be truly entertaining, and I expect a lot of you to be accompanying me to the opening night of it.

The trailer: [link]

More on Doctor Facilier: [link]

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Madam von Pollywagglesnap's Guide to Whining http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27946862/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27946862/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 18:28:27 PDT
I'm on day two of feeling...horrendous. The sort of mood where one doesn't even want to bother brushing their teeth. The sort of mood where food looses its taste. The sort of mood where one wishes they could just go back to bed and not have to wake up until things are cheery again. If they ever will be.

To make matters worse, I have lady troubles on top of the stress that was already there, sleeping problems, my entire body has been in pain all week, and my mother is neglecting to take care of my dog's immunizations and licensing, and the animal control is not pleased. I don't want to lose my dog because she's selfish, but I really can't do a whole lot to fix the situation.

I'm positively exhausted for no reason whatsoever and I just want things to be storybook peaceful and perfect for just five minutes so I can get my shit together.

...Well I did warn you about the whining, didn't I?

If anyone has anything to cheer me up, that'd be really nice. A funny story? Something good that happened to you? A link to a funny song/poem/website/picture/anything? Any optimistic input would be delightful. In the meantime, I'll be eating ice cream and watching horror movies, hoping this dreary mood lifts.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Not So Devious Journal Entry http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27915495/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27915495/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 23:40:19 PDT
Anyway. Hm. I'm. Very tired. And should probably not be writing a journal right now.

Let's see, what news...I applied to three jobs today online, and I filled out a paper one which I will turn in tomorrow. I'm just really hoping someone calls soon. I just need a freaking job and I'm frustrated as hell with life. Urgh.

Oh,

, you left your DVDs at my place, in case you haven't noticed them missing yet. That's right, I have your Zechs, and I won't give him back cheap. >:{D

Sorry, I'm really out of it and having a difficult time forming an intelligent thought. I need to just lay down and watch some mindless crap on TV until I pass out. I really need something to go right soon.

Anyway, hope things are going well for everyone.

~Celeste

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Alright, calm down, I've got this under control... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27843423/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27843423/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 19:50:27 PDT
And filling out said job applications. Ugh. Not excited about that. I don't...do well...filling out applications. Oh, well.

So, yeah, I finally have the option to make some progress instead of sitting on my ass. Limited power and ability complicates things, so you know.

I guess that's all for now.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Well, this is embarrassing. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27759924/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27759924/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 10:00:35 PDT
My mom has made it exceptionally clear that she wants me to be homeless. Which is nice. At the moment, I have three dollars to my name, which is not enough to go about town looking to a job, much less get myself to a job if I were to get hired.

So...I really don't want to do this, but I have to turn to you guys and ask if any of you can spot me with $20 for a bus pass. My mom won't give me the money.

Currently, I can only apply at Fred's and at like...Wal-Mart I think, because they do the apply online thing. But yeah, even if I get hired or they want to interview me, I wouldn't really be able to get there and back.

So, if anyone can help out, that would really be nice.

Thanks.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator We've been rambling all the night http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27703878/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27703878/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 10:21:26 PDT Edit: Hey guys, look at this awesome quiz I made.

It's awesome.

[link] <-----

Apologies for making yet another journal. I'm trying to be better about that (that is, trying to give at least three days of space between each journal), but I had a thought that was rather nagging at the back of my head.

This is especially for those friends of mine who are into fantasy type things, which I understand, is most of you.

Now, when I was a kid, like all kids, I loved fantasy. All the stories of dragons and witches and handsome princes and so forth. Eventually, as I got older, I sort of...faded out of that. Anyone who knows me knows that I can be a bit picky as far as my entertainment goes. In general, I don't actively seek out fantasy type stories or movies. If I find one I like, I'll stick to it (I mean, honestly, Labyrinth is one of my favorite movies ever.) But, I stopped actively pursuing it because I often came back disappointed. In my experience, many fantasy movies and stories are just recycled story lines and they truly bore the snot out of me.

However, I have recently relapsed into my childhood love of Celtic and Celtic-influenced music, and with that return the memories of the things I used to imagine. I can recall clearly all those times where I came up with fantasy dreamscapes and elaborate stories whilst I sleepily listened to Loreena McKennitt. Listening to this music is rather making me miss the good ol' days of dragons and wizardry. But, alas, my picky-ness is not going anywhere anytime soon, which is why I am turning to you, my friends.

I am looking for some good fantasy-themed movies to restore my faith in the genre. Why movies specifically? Because it is much easier to access movies than it is to access books or other media. Most movies can be found on YouTube without a need to Torrent at all.

As an added note, I tend to avoid movies involving dragons like the plague, as they are often unimpressive and really just bore me to tears. I'll be thoroughly pleased with you if you can find me a dragon-related movie that I really enjoy.

Now, to help you get an idea of what I might enjoy, I'll write two lists: one for fantasy movies I already enjoy, and the other for fantasy movies I was considering investigating.

Movies I Already Enjoy
The first two Harry Potter movies
The Lord of the Rings movies
The 10th Kingdom
Ever After (hush you, I LIKE this movie XD)
Labyrinth
The NeverEnding Story
Time Bandits
Stardust
Mirrormask
Dragonheart
The Brothers Grimm
Pan's Labyrinth
The Princess Bride
Not that I suppose this is a necessary mention, but Disney and Miyazaki movies, of course

Movies I Already Plan To Investigate
Fairy Tale: A True Story (I loved when I was younger, but I haven't seen it since)
Legend
The Mists of Avalon (I've heard that the book is better, and I do indeed have the book sitting on my shelf, but it's a tad intimidating)
Dark Crystal
Addendum with your suggestions, just so I can keep track:
The Thirteenth Warrior
The Last Unicorn
Dark City
City of Lost Children
Brazil (Director's Cut)
Metropolis
Robot Monster

Aaaaand that's all I can think of for now.

Suggestions please, anyone?

]]> ~Celestetheburninator But never doubt I love http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27692179/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27692179/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:31:02 PDT Likeable company? In my house? A rare, yet always welcomed occurance, I'd say.

I am craving a chocolate cupcake rather ferociously at the moment. However, I don't have the means to obtain one.

Tragic.

So, after..."discussing" the situation at hand with my mother, it would seem that the idea is that if I don't have a job by the end of October than I can find a new place to live. I am to do this with three dollars to my name, the worst job record in the history of mankind, and no help.

Piece of cake.

Meanwhile, I must also keep the house spit-spot, including all the nooks and crannies, every last dust bunny, and so forth, and I must not yell at my mother for being a complete moron, and I certainly cannot say "fuck you" to her or I will instantly be kicked out, no matter what.

Yes, I'm serious about all this.

Apologies for the emo rant. I'm trying to work on my manners and suchlike, but these feelings do need to come out somewhere, I suppose.

Anyways, other than an atrocious living situation, I'm sort of piecing things back together. I'm not comfortable with change, but I guess I have to get over that. My life is rarely in a stable position for more than a few months at a time.

I suppose that's all that's been on my mind for now. How is everyone out there doing? I feel like I'm so isolated from the world these days.

~Celeste

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Remy LeBeau http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27629663/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27629663/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 09:03:20 PDT
Man, my body REALLY doesn't want to go back to being normal.

Dieurnal? How do you spell that? My Firefox says it's wrong no matter how I spell it. D:

Anyyyyway. Watching a bunch of X-Men right before bed when I'm REALLY tired tends to have weird effects on my brain. Ohhhhh well. It's 'cause I loooooooove the Gambutt. ...especially when they randomly show him shirtless...

AHEM.

Uh. Still trying to figure things out. My mom isn't much for talking to me, so...I dunno what I'm supposed to do with her.

Hm. I was certain I had something important to say when I started writing this journal.

UGH! Does anyone wanna give me a "how-to-download-video-games" tutorial? I apparently fail miserably at it. Which makes me frown.

I wanna play Yukon Trail Goddammit.

Uh. AND I WANT SOME TEA. We have no milk to put in it, so I can't have my most delishus Earl Grey or Irish Breakfast tea. ): I'm stuck with herbal tea and green tea I guesssss.

OH MY GOD GUYS DO YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD BE SUPER EPIC?

If Gambit

met Godot.

Seriously, think about it.

EDIT: Okay, seriously...

WHAT IS THIS GOSH DARNED KUROSHITSUJI ANIME ALL YOU WHIPPERSNAPPERS ARE ON ABOUT? I've seen it fucking EVERYWHERE! Like, is it on TV or something? But I mean SERIOUSLY.

Don't get me wrong, I read up on it and it sounds really really cool, but like. OH MY GOD IT'S EVERYWHERE. Every DA profile I come across where the person has a mild, remote, tiny interest in anime, there's KUROSHITSUJI ALL OVER IT.

Someone please tell me what all this flavored silliness is.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Fucking Awesome http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27567644/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27567644/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 21:50:55 PDT
My mother just informed me (bitterly, out of spite) that at the end of the month she'll be moving into a one-room apartment and renting out our house.

She added, "I don't know what you're gonna do..."

Okay, I get that she's pissed that I'm a complete fuck up who can't get a job, but SERIOUSLY? She doesn't care that this almost certainly means that I'm going to end up homeless.

Even if I got a job TOMORROW I wouldn't have enough money at the end of the month for a place to live.

So, whatever. My life starts going right and she tears it down. Smiling while doing so.

Why do I even fucking bother?

]]> ~Celestetheburninator An update http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27549446/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27549446/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 23:18:05 PDT
-I need Silent Hill rehab. This is just getting scary.

-I got called a faggot today. In all seriousness. For the first time ever. It. was. A~W~E~S~O~M~E~!

-I also got my first Deviant Art block today. From the same guy. I had the AUDACITY to make a good point. I outta be locked up, I ought.

-Picking up on sexual innuendos while watching a playthrough of a Sherlock Holmes game is HILARIOUS.

-I cannot stop listening to "Hellfire" from The Hunchback of Notre Dame, "In the Dark of the Night" from Anastasia, "Release the Bats" by The Birthday Party, and the soundtrack to The Nightmare Before Christmas.

-I am bored. And tired. And feeling extremely unheard.

-I have an account on Brass Goggles. God help us all, I am so scared. Already that site is sending my Steampunk obsession into a manic tailspin.

-Sexy. Priests.

-I should get the next Chibicard up soon, huh?

-Uhm.

-I was forced to remember how awful pineapples taste. My mom's boyfriend brought over a fresh pineapple and sliced it up and covered it in cinnamon. He and my mom were all like, "Even if you don't like them, they taste AWESOME with cinnamon." So I waited till they left to try it. Good thing, too, because I had to run to the garbage and spit it out. GOD ew they're so nasty.

-Still trying to like my art.

-Still trying to get to know me.

And that's all for now.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator If you think Disney is fluffy and sugar-coated: http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27515029/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27515029/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 03:07:51 PDT
"Beata Maria
You know I am a righteous man
Of my virtue I am justly proud
(Et tibi patri)
Beata Maria
You know I'm so much purer than
The common, vulgar, weak, licentious crowd
(Quia peccavi nimis)

Then tell me, Maria
Why I see her dancing there
Why her smoldering eyes still scorch my soul
(Cogitatione)
I feel her
I see her
The sun caught in her raven hair
Is blazing in me out of all control
(Verbo et opera)

Like fire
Hellfire
This fire in my skin
This burning
Desire
Is turning me to sin

It's not my fault!
(Mea culpa)
I'm not to blame!
(Mea culpa)
It is the Gypsy girl
The witch who set this flame
(Mea maxima culpa)
It's not my fault!
It's in God's plan!
(Mea culpa)
He made the Devil so much stronger than a man!

Protect me, Maria
Don't let this siren cast her spell
Don't let her fire sear my flesh and bone
Destroy Esmeralda
And let her taste the fires of Hell
Or else let her be mine and mine alone

Hellfire
Dark fire
Now, Gypsy,
It's your turn
Choose me or
Your pyre
Be mine or you will burn

(Kyrie eleison)
God have mercy on her...
(Kyrie eleison)
God have mercy on me...
(Kyrie eleison)
But she will be mine or she will burn"

]]> ~Celestetheburninator I'M SORRY I'VE BEEN DOING SO MANY JOURNALS LATELY http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27457122/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27457122/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 04:06:23 PDT
BUT IT'S A FUCKING HETALIA MEME

Also, I'm just friggin bored.

BUT IT'S HETALIAAAAAAAAAAAA!

The Axis

North Italy

[X] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[X] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[ ] You're very happy-go-lucky
[X] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies.
[ ] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up.
[ ] You're a good artist
[X] You can be clumsy at times
[X] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[X] You would surrender in a war situation.

(6/10)

Germany

[ ] You're very stoic and serious
[ ] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[X] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[ ] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[ ] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[ ] You work very hard
[X] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[ ] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[X] You've had issues with money once or twice.

(2/10)

Japan

[ ] You're very mature.
[ ] You think everything over before saying it.
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[ ] You isolated yourself during childhood
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[X] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[X] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[ ] You're good at practical tasks
[X] You need time to adjust to new people

(3/10)

The Allies

The United States of America

[ ] You love hamburgers
[X] You think you're awesome
[ ] You love to invent things
[X] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[ ] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[ ] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business.
[ ] You're terrified of ghosts
[X] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[X] You wear glasses

(4/10)

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland

[X] You like ICED tea
[ ] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[X] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[X] Your cooking is awful
[X] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[ ] You have tried doing black magic before
[ ] You get drunk quite easily.
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[ ] You're good at embroidery

(4/10)

France

[ ] You're very affectionate
[X] You think you have a great fashion sense
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[ ] You love red roses
[X] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[ ] You're very proud of yourself
[X] You love culture and the arts
[ ] You're very flamboyant
[ ] You say you're a gourmet

(3/10)

Russia

[X] You had a very sad childhood.
[ ] You're very ta... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator Or feed you poison birthday cake... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27442427/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27442427/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 06:34:20 PDT Rules
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.

Characters Chosen:
a. Aria
b. Gordon
c. Legion

1) How old are you?
a. Aria: 27.
b. Gordon: 25.
c. Legion: We honestly don't know.

2) Height?
a. Aria: 5'3". *raises eyebrow* I see that smirk of yours.
b. Gordon: 5'8".
c. Legion: *shrugs*

3) You got any bad habits?
a. Aria: Naturally.
b. Gordon: Yeeeeaaaaahhhh...
c. Legion: Us? Of COURSE not. No way. There are absolutely no flaws about us.

4) You a virgin?
a. Aria: Yes.
b. Gordon: ._.; I...plead the fifth?
c. Legion: We are..."inequipped." We couldn't do anything of that sort if we wanted to.

5) Who's your mate/spouse?
a. Aria: I don't have one.
b. Gordon: I'm single at the moment.
c. Legion: That's not exactly something we're terribly interested in...

6) Have any kids?
a. Aria: Did you not listen to the "I'm a virgin" part?
b. Gordon: Uh. No.
c. Legion: Again, we really couldn't if we wanted to.

7) Favorite food?
a. Aria: Hm. Curry chicken.
b. Gordon: Uhhh...tuna!
c. Legion: @_@ AAAH! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO ASK THIS QUESTION? Oh, we love all foods. ALL foods. Everything. Ohhhh, you HAD to go and remind us how hungry we are. Oyyyyy...

8) Favorite ice cream flavour?
a. Aria: Pistachio.
b. Gordon: Ohhhh, mint chocolate chip.
c. Legion: *wheezes*

9) Killed anyone?
a. Aria: Only monsters.
b. Gordon: Noooo.
c. Legion: ...*looks down* Yes.

10) Hate anyone?
a. Aria: "Hate" is a bit strong of a word.
b. Gordon: No.
c. Legion: *sigh*

11) Any secrets?
a. Aria: Yes.
b. Gordon: ...Well, yeah.
c. Legion: None that you want to hear, trust us.

12) Love anyone?
a. Aria: I love God, and that's enough for now.
b. Gordon: Uhm, no.
c. Legion: We love. Lamp.

13) TACOS?
a. Aria: ...
b. Gordon: ...are yummy?
c. Legion: *jumps up* SKLFJAS; WHERE????

14) Ever slept in all day?
a. Aria: Yes.
b. Gordon: Uhh, it's happened.
c. Legion: Nooo. ;_; We have a hard time sleeping for very long. Hunger usually wakes us up after six or seven hours.

15) Favorite show?
a. Aria: Hm...I don't watch much TV. Mythbusters is interesting.
b. Gordon: House!

c. Legion: Oooooh~ We watch so many! We'll say it ties between the original Star Trek and Phineas and Ferb! 8D

16) Favorite movie?
a. Aria: Hellboy.
b. Gordon: Batman! The first Tim Burton one.
c. Legion: OOOOoooOOOOOhhhhh~~~ Hmmmmm...Proooobably Anastasia? Oh! It's soo hard to pick!

17) Favorite band?
a. Aria: Bauhaus.
b. Gordon: Relient K.
c. Legion: Hmmmmmm~ We like so many! *_*

18) Eye Colors?
a. Aria: Dark brown.
b. Gordon: Blue.
c. Legion: Well, we don't have irises or pupils like humans do, but our eyes are sort of tinted yellow around the edge where the eye meets the skin. If you look closely you can vaguely tell where we are looking. X)

19) Skin?
a. Aria: Hawaiian.
b. Gordon: Uh, light?
c. Legion: Pitch-black.

20) Fat/Average/Slim?
a. Aria: Average.
b. Gordon: Uhh...I could stand to lose a few...^_^;
c. Legion: "Emaciated" doesn't cover it. Oh, what we would give to at least weigh enough to fit into a size 00. T_T

21) Rain, sunshine?
a. Aria: Both are necessary in order to grow plants.
b. Gordon: Sunshine is nice.
c. Legion: Ohhhh, we hate it sometimes when it's sunny outside but the caretakers at the Vatican won't let us go out and play. >: |

22) Pool, beach?
a. Aria: I miss the beaches...
b. Gordon: I think I like pools a little more.
c. Legion: Hot tub?

23) Camping, staying home? ~Celestetheburninator I was not codding... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27439188/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27439188/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 23:48:27 PDT
Jack the Ripper

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Dear Boss, http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27422527/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27422527/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 05:58:40 PDT right track. That joke about Leather Apron gave me real fits. I am down on whores and I shant quit ripping them till I do get buckled. Grand work the last job was. I gave the lady no time to squeal. How can they catch me now. I love my work and want to start again. You will soon hear of me with my funny little games. I saved some of the proper red stuff in a ginger beer bottle over the last job to write with but it went thick like glue and I cant use it. Red ink is fit enough I hope ha. ha. The next job I do I shall clip the ladys ears off and send to the police officers just for jolly wouldn't you. Keep this letter back till I do a bit more work, then give it out straight. My knife's so nice and sharp I want to get to work right away if I get a chance. Good luck.
Yours truly
Jack the Ripper
Dont mind me giving the trade name

Wasnt good enough to post this before I got all the red ink off my hands curse it No luck yet. They say I'm a doctor now. ha. ha.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator You Never Realize http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27404029/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27404029/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 04:53:45 PDT
As some of you know, my mom asked me to design her tattoo a while ago. Well, the final draft is due in about three hours, and with my shining fucking intelligence, I lost the original sketch. So, I had to start all over from scratch drawing things I have no idea how to draw. For the first time in my life, I am actually physically nauseated from something I drew. It's that bad. And I have to somehow make it look good, ink it, polish it up, and let Mom show it to an actually TALENTED tattoo artist who will always associate this writhing piece of shit with what MY work looks like.

I do not have a natural, organic talent for drawing. I never won prizes or impressed anybody who wasn't in my family or group of friends. I never had real art classes and learned to do anything important. I draw people in my silly, cartoon style because I CAN'T draw them any other way. I can't do anatomy or realism. I can't draw real backgrounds or still life, I can't draw inanimate objects of any sort. What you see is literally everything I can do. I don't even know how to use any medium that isn't pencil, colored pencil, or pen.

I just honestly feel completely awful about my art right now. This is the ugliest thing I have ever drawn and I really do feel like I'm going to throw up from looking at it.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Well, she sneaks around the world http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27361998/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27361998/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 17:30:50 PDT From Kiev to Carolina
She's a sticky-fingered filcher
From Berlin down to Belize
She'll take you for a ride
On a slow boat to China
Tell me, where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?

Steal their Seoul in South Korea
Make Antarctica cry Uncle
From the Red Sea to Greenland
They'll be singing the blues
Well they never Arkansas her
Steal the Mekong from the jungle
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?

She'll go from Nashville to Norway
Bonaire to Zimbabwe
Chicago to Czechoslovakia
And back!

Well, she'll ransack Pakistan
And run a scam in Scandinavia
Then she'll stick-'em-up Down Under
And go pick-pocket Perth
She put the Miss in misdemeanor
When she stole the beans from Lima
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?

Whoa, tell me
Where in the world is
Oh, tell me where can she be?
Botswana to Thailand
Milan via Amsterdam
Mali to Bali
Ohio
Oahu!

(Beat boxing break)

MONDAY THROUGH FRIDAY AT FIVE!

Well she glides around the globe
And she'll flim-flam every nation
She's a double dealing diva
With a taste for thievery
Her itinerary's loaded up
With moving violations
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?

Whoa, tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Tell me where in the world is
Where can she be?
Whoa, where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Tell me where in the world is
Carmen Sandiego?
Watch your back!

]]> ~Celestetheburninator A Little Bit of Rage http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27336342/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27336342/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 10:50:28 PDT
Redirect ads. I mean, Jesus, they're all over the place. Even in my safe little haven of Deviant Art. I just got one on this very website that literally made twelve virus warnings pop up. It. Sucked. And now AGAIN I have to run a virus scan.

I mean, honestly, what the fuck? I'll just be clicking my nice little clicky-links and BAM redirect ad, followed by my virus protection having an absolute fit.

Sure, I'm not surprised by some of the shadier websites I've hung around now and again having redirect ads, but DEVIANT ART? My computer should not be safer on YouTube and Y-Gallery than it is on Deviant Art.

Seriously. It drives me nuts. The day before yesterday I ran into the same one three different times, each one automatically opens back up if I try to open Firefox again, so I had to not only restart my computer THREE TIMES but I had to run the hour-long virus scan THREE TIMES.

Why aren't these things illegal? Or is there just no good way to enforce laws against them? 'Cause something needs to be done before I kill something.

Sorry, I had a rough start this morning and I'm in a nasty mood. I'll delete this when I'm feeling a bit better.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator To My Friends http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27202927/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27202927/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 03:41:40 PDT
There's a lot about me you don't know. A lot. Many of you have described me as "always being yourself," or being "uniquely you," or something to that effect, but the truth of the matter is, I have no idea who I really am. Many of you also know of my story of my struggle with depression in middle school, and how I told you that I got all better all by myself.

This, unfortunately, is not entirely true.

I have always been the sort of person who cares what other people think. I have always wanted to give the illusion that I am ALWAYS happy, I am ALWAYS bouncy and fun, and everything in my world is a-OK, even when it isn't. But I'm not necessarily that person. That's not to say I'm horribly depressed and doom and gloom, but I'm not so chipper as you might have been led to believe. However, pushing myself to appear that happy-go-lucky has done considerably more damage than good. As many of you know, for the past year-or-so, my mental state has been...deteriorating. I have been having anxiety problems, bouts of depression, bouts of anger, hearing voices, and having serious and frightening delusions. A few days ago, my depressed, neurotic state hit an all-time low. I got drunk for the first (and I do hope last) time ever in my life, alone, in the middle of the night, and grabbed a knife with the full intent of ending my life. While the attempt failed miserably (a time to be glad no one in my house is a chef- the knife was too dull to even break the skin), waking up the next morning feeling ill and seeing the scar left behind was the most eye-opening experience I have ever had: something needs to change.

The "something" is my own, self-abusive habit of repressing myself, of being afraid of saying or doing something "wrong," of pretending to be someone I am not. To quote V for Vendetta, "If you wear a mask for long enough, you forget who you were beneath it." So, I need to find who I am.

Part of who I am is a closet Goth. Sorry folks, but I never really left it behind. I just pretended to think that being Goth was stupid or ridiculous. It's not, with the exception of Mall Goths. But they're new, what do they know?

Aside from that, I have a lot to learn about my own likes and dislikes. This means that I will be different. I will act differently, I will say different things than you are probably used to. Whether or not my personality will do a complete 180 or what, I cannot say. I may lose some friends in the process, and I may gain some where I didn't expect to. We'll see. The important thing is that I finally find some peace in myself.

Wish me luck,

~Celeste.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Every so often http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27151429/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27151429/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:10:28 PDT
I also have that with watching Phantom of the Opera. Which is particularly strange, because I don't actually like that movie very much. I WOULD if Raoul and Christine didn't suck.

Does anyone else have weird things like this?

OH MAN

THE FICUS IS GONE
THE FICUS IS GONE
WHAT A GLORIOUS FEELING
THE FIIIIIIICUUUUUUUUUSSSSSS IIIIIISSSSSSSS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Look what I've got! http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27105972/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/27105972/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 23:40:33 PDT I've got a golden twinkle in my eye!

And also a laptop.

HYESSSZ! FALCON PAUUUUUUUUUUUNCH

Anyway yeah finally we have a computer!

And so.

Expect my arting to return with a vengence!

But not tonight.

Tomorrow.

Because tonight my ass hurts.

Blame Pyramid Head. *drums*

OH ALSO!

[link] BAM.

My Y-Gallery.

Yes I'm one of those sods with a different Y-Gallery username than Deviant Art username so no one can ever find me.

Anywho my username on there is DimensiaPraecox.

So go there and look if you want to see some man-on-man of the most disturbing sort I guess.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator MY BIG. GAY. DANCE. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/26441204/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/26441204/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 09:35:17 PDT
MY GOD BRAIN STOP GETTING IDEAS WHO SAID YOU ARE ALLOWED TO BE CREATVE GEEZ

Srs.

Anyway so.

I needed a journal that was less gay.

And uh.

Yeah.

lksjdflsk I WANT TO PUT MY ART HERE AGAIN. It was good fun and entertainment. I even miss the pretentious indie kids who were all "YOUR ANIMUUUUU ISN'T REAL ART BECAUSE I'M INDIE AND I'M ALWAYS RIGHT AND UH I HAVE NO OTHER REASON TO BACK THAT UP."

Even though I hate indie kids.

On principle, at least.

DOCTOR STEEL.

Go watch Doctor Steel videos it'll be awesome. Uhm.

THERE ARE NAZIS IN MY HEAD. PEDONAZIS.

SSSSsssssssssssssnap.

Uh. Damn I need to do something with this one part of the Misadventures script and don't know how to fix it and I hate to leave an awkward spot but then I also hate to make up a bunch of boring filler pages. What do I do WHAT DO I DO

Yeeaaaahhh.

Basically.

FEAR MY NEW CHARACTERS

~ Rules:
~ If you donÂt have at least 8 OCs I wouldnÂt recommend this meme
~ Add on questions to this meme! It will make it bigger! (bold your questions too)
~ TAG PPL PLZ
~ Enjoyyyyyyyy!

1) First list 8 of your OCÂs by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OCÂs:

1-Imelda
2-Heinrich
3-Goedriesch
4-Aria
5-Gordon
6-Legion
7-Ben
8-Drake

2) Who is your favorite OC?
Out of these? Probably Legion. XDD

3) Who is your least favorite?
GOEDRIESCH FOR BEING A BUTT RAPIST.

4) Who is your most developed?
Aria and Legion.

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?
Aria even though she'd punch me out if I asked. XDDD

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?
Out of these I have two girls, five guys, and one it.

7) If 3 (Goedriesch) were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?
Jump out the window. >_>;;;

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.
*on the electric chair* I REGRET NOTHIIIIING

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why??
ROFL. Imelda. She's kinda Heinrich's babysitter anyway.

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?
Goedriesch or Drake.

11) The eighth (Drake) of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?
I dunno. He'd probably be put away.

12) Name the first (Imelda) OCs catch phrase! (if they donÂt have one just make one up)
"The Fuhrer lives on!"

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?
Uhm. Imelda and Heinrich live together, Goedrich has his own place, Aria, Gordon, and Legion travel together, and Ben and Drake live together.

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they canÂt be with someone else's)
Aria and Gordon and Ben and Drake.

15) Your seventh (Ben) OC switched bodies with you for a day! How will they react at the end of the day?
"...And I thought I was pale BEFORE..."

16) Your last OC (Drake) just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?
Uhhh. He's 18 so in the grand scheme of things it doesn't make a whopping difference.

17) Now randomly select a person on your OC list. Who was it?
Gordon.

18) That OC you just chose? Yeah they think they're superman (even if they are a girl) and are on the roof about to jump off.
Just a typical day in my head.

19) Are any of your OCs bored of this meme?
THEY ALL HATE YOU

20) Would your second (Heinrich) OC prefer the beach or the mountains?
The mountain's cause he lives near them.

21) Would your eighth (Drake) OC battle a shark?
All alone and with and Irish dagger.

I'm not even kidding.

22) Which OCs hate each other?
Imelda hates Goedriesch (with good reason...), Aria has an intense dislike for Legion, but she doesn't really like anyone, and uh. Ben hated Drake at first. XD

23) Which OC did you create first? And last?
Of these, first was Aria and most recent was Goedriesch.

25) And if those two were fighting, who would win?
Oh. Fuck.

No one because the world would blow up.

26) Are your OCs fat or skinny?
FUCK.

Imelda is like lean muscular, Heinrich is buff, Goedriesch is slightly less buff, Aria is like normal sized, Gordon is chu... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator SCARY-O SCARY-O http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25968897/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25968897/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 17:05:32 PDT
I'm not scared from head to toe

Scary scary scary o!

Anyway,

sorry I've been really vague on a lot of things. There's a reason for that.

Frankly, I think if I tried to explain what was going on, you'd all either assume I was crazy or ask for hard evidence for proof.

Which I can't do.

I'm looking for answers. I want to understand exactly what's going on with me. I've spent hours in an overheated library pouring over every last religious and mythological text I could find, still turning out with no answers. I've looked from obscure, ancient sects of Christianity to bizarre and hard-to-follow myths from the tropics.

Maybe I am going crazy. Maybe there has been a series of unfortunate coincidences that has led me to psychotic, obsessive delusions. Maybe I'm being tested in some way or another. Maybe there just aren't any answers to what I want to know.

I really don't know.

My emotional state is just. Off. Sometimes I'll just be sitting there with a piece of toast watching X-Men and BOOM. Anger. I want to burn my house down, hurt people, go crazy.

Sometimes I feel so dehumanized I wonder how I ever really spoke to other people to begin with.

tl;dr: she's still screwed up. The end.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator The Taming of the Shoe http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25779001/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25779001/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 16:41:04 PDT

So I could fast forward to the part that makes sense.

The end.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator So Creed got back together... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25674204/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25674204/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:24:13 PDT

It's a sign.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Doctor, Doctor~ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25494587/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25494587/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:05:02 PDT
It's harmless at first, the thing. But soon, as you see it, you begin to feel it pull you in. It's dragging you, as though there is a claw in you, clutching your very heart and there is no escape. And so, you fall. You can soon think of nothing else. Everything you see makes you think of it, every song you hear, every bite you eat, you fall asleep thinking of it, you dream of it, and then you wake up thinking of it even more. You collect it, hoard it, trying desperately to create a world in which it and only it exist. You lose relationships, friends beg you to stop, but you can't. Your family feels powerless, and you are too far gone to care. There is nothing that can be done. There is no escape from this thing that has swallowed you alive.

I've watched two episodes of Doctor Who.

Good-bye, social world.

_{and any chance of getting laid.}

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Boku Hetalia~ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25237022/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/25237022/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 13:55:57 PDT
Teen Titans

on Cartoon Network

Fridays

at 4:00 and 4:30.

sdkl jlksjgoisj MY DVR IS THE BEST THING EVER INVENTED EVER

forever.

And other than that.

How are you queers?

]]> ~Celestetheburninator There's no greater dictator in the land http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/24983133/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/24983133/ Wed, 27 May 2009 16:25:48 PDT
A lot.

And. Stuff.

Blah aklfjlsdkf jsl ghsdjklf

life is so weird. It gets friggin' weirder and weirder every day. Like I'm arguing with myself over whether or not certain things that are happening to me are delusions or not. No joke.

Silly business.

But yeah. I'm having to self-induce insomnia and let me tell you there is weird shit on TV around 3:00 AM.

lskdjf ls

How are you?

AND WAIT WHAT PAGEVIEWS

]]> ~Celestetheburninator BREEEEEEEEEERERERERERREEEEEE http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/24486319/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/24486319/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 18:42:04 PDT
AM

ALIVE

I

SWEAR.

My mom has Down Syndrome and won't get the computer from the computer hospital.

DAMNNNNNNN.

But efuckingventually I'll have a computer again and you can rejoice in the goodness that is my arts.

Thank you and good night.

Stay classy, San Diego.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator She looks like she could make... http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23663643/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23663643/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:57:34 PDT
I'M SORRY

that my sister can't seem to get her boneless arms to lift the computer and take it back to the repair place

so I can get on the freaking internet

and upload my shitty art

for your amusement.

I'll try to get on her ass about it even more.

Because not having Wikipedia.

Sucks.

I!

Started reading 20,000 Leagues Under The Sea. Jules Verne invented steampunk. I love it. I love it hard.

And um what else.

I like yogurt.

And uh

GOD AUGH I CAN'T STOP WATCHING X-MEN.

FUCKING GAMBIT IS THE COOLEST MOTHERFUCKER. I swear to you.

And I have a new story. With hot chicks and Germans. And Blackjack and hookers.

And I played through 1/3rd of Jak and Daxter is one straight go yesterday. My ass was SO NUMB you have no idea.

My life is dumb.

AND THE CAPTAIN YOU'RE ON MY SHIT LIST GET BACK IN YOUR CORNER.

FUCKING ASS.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator EDITPLZ Audio Visual Disco Box http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23373124/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23373124/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 22:17:17 PST
The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.
(I personally, don't actually care if you do or not. XD )

RULES;
1. Nothing naked. Just, no.
2. I'll need a reference. :3
3. I ain't doin' fanart for nobody nohow.

[1] ~Mizuyasha
[2] ~AmariDragon
[3]
[4]
[5]
[6]
[7]
[8]
[9]
[10]

SOMEONE PLZ REQUEST. I'M SO FUGGIN' BORED. slfk js;dl

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

OW.

MY HAND IS CRAMPING.

FUCKING INTERNET WORK MORE OFTEN *kicks computer*

lskdjg l

UPDATE ON THE LIFE AND TIMES OF FATTY:
Trying to figure out my future. Not fun when you fuck yourself over. D'oh!

When my mom gets drunk she takes a very long winded and rude route to tell me to clean up the dishes.

My mom is currently dating the first guy since I was born that hasn't been afraid of me or disliked me. I don't know why, I think I've said three words to him. He loves me. And wants to teach me to drive. O_o I'm really awkward around adult men. No matter what. YOU KNOW CHILDHOOD TRAUMA AND DADDY ISSUES OLOLOLOLOL

Trying to get less fat before prom. O PLZ let me lose a damn few.

Hate being at home a lot. :3

Going to update with arts soon. Tomorrow, perhaaaaaaaaaps?

Iunno.

OkayIloveyoubuhbyyyyye.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator HAY DIDJOO KNOW http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23159698/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23159698/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 16:20:40 PST
is A LOT TO GO THROUGH WHAT THE SHEEEEEEET.

and also. It's finally that time.

VEGETA. WHAT DOES THE SCOUTER SAY ABOUT HER PAGEVIEW LEVEL.

*cl-click*

IT'S OVER NINE THOUSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANDD

AUGH WTF.

NO SERIOUSLY.

WTF.

I'M LIKE SO POPULAR I'LL JUST HAVE TO GET A BOOTH AT SAKURACON AND MAKE BOOKMARKS AND GET MY ART STOLEN AND GET FLAMED AND HAVE AN ENCYCLOPEDIA DRAMATICA ARTICLE WRITTEN ABOUT ME AND DO COMMISSIONS AND INSIST I'M NOT POPULAR AND RANDOMLY TELL PEOPLE I'M LEAVING DEVIANT ART AND DRAW DEATH NOTE FAN ART AND

o_o;;;;;;;;;;;

]]> ~Celestetheburninator AUGH/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23025630/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/23025630/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 17:21:46 PST
Our preeecious computer has been back for like, not even two weeks.

And it's broken again.

I DIDN'T DOWNLOAD ANYTHING YOU ASSUMING DIIIIIIICKS.

It just stopped turning on again.

I'M SO PISSED I DIDN'T EVEN GET A CHANCE TO SAVE MY BEAUTIFUL WRITING AGAIN. o_o;;;;;

And.

I'm ready to commit some serious matricide.

I'm so.

Done.

With my mother.

Seriously. She's not even trying anymore.

So who gives a shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

:///

FUcking. Eck.

s;ldfj ;dskljhfgosihpeiogwbhdfjckj

]]> ~Celestetheburninator My brain is doing that thinking thing again. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22954833/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22954833/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 23:32:02 PST
Anti-heroes.

Okay...so, I'm in a little predicament, here, and I need some advice.

I have needed glasses in a BAD way for a long time. We can afford them now, I just haven't made the appointment because I have to make it myself and I can't remember shit. XD

But, well, recently I just found out that there's a high likelihood that I have a certain, serious, and somewhat rare mental disorder called Schizotypal Personality Disorder.

Here's a few links for info.

[link]

[link]

[link]

I have every symptom. So, now I'm thinking...should I go to the doctor and get it checked out?

I have a lot of concerns about it because A) it might not be anything and I'm being a hypochondriac, B) I don't think my mom will help pay for any further treatment that might be required (she thinks very black-and-white, so to her, anyone with any mental disorder is a crazy freak, so she's not going to be very understanding), and C) I'm honestly not sure if I should get treatment at all. It kinda feels like...those symptoms have been part of who I am for so long, I'm afraid that I wouldn't be the same person if someone tried to make them go away.

So...what do you guys think? I can't afford to go to both the eye doctor and the regular doctor within the near future, so which should I check out?

:/ I'm kinda freaked out...

]]> ~Celestetheburninator FAT BLACK DOG http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22896606/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22896606/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 01:09:45 PST
It is so nice to be on my own computer again.

Windows XP, I will never take you for granted again! *glomp*

And I am happy to say that all of my writing and other things are perfectly intact. The only thing that's changed is that I now have to live a LimeWire-less existence. Which is fine because I don't use it much anymore anyway.

Oh, and LimeWire users, BEWAR. Apparently what happened is that I got a virus from LimeWire and it SAT THERE for months on end, doing absolutely nothing. Then one fine day, it got off its ass and randomly attempted to murder our anti-virus program causing my computer to have a nervous breakdown.

So, your computer may have a procrastinating virus!

Anywhoooo.

I'm happy! I can watch my yaoi again! And write! AND PLAY ZOOMBINIS AND ALICE AND WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Life is good with my sexy Windows XP.

wat.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator HOLY HITMAN http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22750079/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22750079/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 00:19:57 PST
Andrew's story FINALLY after like THREE(?) YEARS has a

TITLE!

Eye of the Storm

WHATCHOO THINK?

--

I DO TOO MANY OF THESE. T_T

Write down five of your OCs.

1) Hector
2) Ettie
3) The Captain
4) Daniel
5) Motherfucking Octavius!

Questions:

1) How would you describe yourself?
Hector: The greatest adventurer out there!
Ettie: Smarter than the average girl.
The Captain: Brilliant and tall and intelligent and handsome and brave and strong and all-around GREAT!
Daniel: Oh, nothin' special, I guess.
Octavius: Er...I'm an archaeologist and...well, I do love my job!

2) How would you describe your creator?
Hector: Well...she's on the strange side, but I wouldn't exist if it weren't for her.
Ettie: As Hector said, very strange...
The Captain: The master? She's great! Lots of fun and watches these magical motion pictures! She's very short, though. Extremely short. It's quite shocking, really.
Daniel: Well...she's nice an' all, but...she likes to embarrass me a lot. D:
Octavius: She...she really likes my moustache. o_O

3) Would you steal your creator's date?
Hector: Uh, I'm not interested in men. I'm married!
Ettie: No.
The Captain: Hm? I'm afraid I don't understand.
Daniel: Wha? Of course not!
Octavius: Uhm, I'm a married man...

4) Are you gay?
Hector: Uh...you mean homosexual? No, I certainly am not.
Ettie: Absolutely not.
The Captain: ...What does that mean? Homosexual? ...Daniel?
Daniel: Uhm...well, it means...it's...when you...o///o Er, like...
Octavius: Of course not!

5) Are you modeled after anyone in real-life?
Hector: Uhm, well Celeste says we're all based off of parts of her, but other than that, not that I'm aware of.
Ettie: Nope.
The Captain: Hohoho, heavens, no.
Daniel: Ah, not that I know of.
Octavius: No, I don't believe I am.

6) If a tree falls down and there's no one around to hear it, would it still make a sound?
Hector: ...Well, I mean, it should, but if no one's around, maybe, but I mean, why wouldn't it? Or is the sound just all in our minds, or wait, what does THAT mean? I, ah- MY HEAD HURTS. D:
Ettie: Yes, it would make a sound, it just wouldn't have an affect on anyone.
The Captain: Did it land on a SkyForce soldier? 8D
Daniel: Uhm...sure?
Octavius: I can't imagine why not.

7) Would you act in a soap opera?
Hector: ...? Me: _{It's a type of motion picture. Long and cheesy plots about romance and tragedy.} Hector: That sounds...sort of silly.
Ettie: I don't think so.
The Captain: I don't think I would. Perhaps, if there was much reason. Money?
Daniel: Oh, no. I don't think that would suit me.
Octavius: I'm really no actor.

8) Which among your creator's friends list would you want to hang out with?
Hector: Hm...I think I'd like to meet Kyle's character, Ms. Cara Landon. Seems like she's had a good bout of adventures.
Ettie: I would like to meet Rae's character, Che. He seems...interesting.
The Captain: I would like very much to meet young Miss Rae's character, Mr. Ravyn. I'm told we'd get along quite well.
Daniel: Ah, they all have such interesting characters! I couldn't possibly choose!
Octavius: I don't know any of their characters yet. I'm...pretty new...

9) What would be your own trademark quote?
Hector: ADVENTURE!
Ettie: I don't know.
The Captain: HELLO THERE! I'm The Captain, and since we've met, expect to be dirt poor withing the next 15 minutes.
Daniel: Uhm...hi?
Octavius: I've discovered something incredible!

10) What was your creator's treatment towards you? And how do you feel about it?
Hector: All-in-all, I like the whole story! The only thing I don't like is when I get shot. :/
Ettie: Oh, it's not too bad. Not as bad as some characters from other stories.
The Captain: Oh, she's simply splendifferous! <3
Daniel: Ah, she's very nice to me in the story...I actually am really lucky in it. o_o;
Octavius: Uh...I don't exactly like...what happens to me...-_-

Bonus Questions: How would you take revenge on your creator, in regards of #10?
Hector: I...wo... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator Bender Bending Rodriguez. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22724643/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22724643/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 23:58:19 PST
I have a job interview this Friday.

AUGH. *hides*

Well.

Assuming for argument's sake that I don't make a giant ass out of myself, I'll get free movie rentals seven days a week.

LUCKY MEEE.

*shoots self*

--

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.
(I personally, don't actually care if you do or not. XD )

RULES;
1. Nothing naked. Just, no.
2. I'll need a reference. :3
3. I ain't doin' fanart for nobody nohow.

[1] ~Mizuyasha
[2] ~AmariDragon
[3]
[4]
[5]
[6]
[7]
[8]
[9]
[10]

And if you requested last time, I'd prefer you request something different.

But I dun care either way.

Your mom.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator (Edit)The sky is our blanket, the Earth is our bed http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22651841/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22651841/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 18:24:55 PST

I too decided to give away 10 free sketches.

That and I have nothing better to do.

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.
(I personally, don't actually care if you do or not. XD )

RULES;
1. Nothing naked. Just, no.
2. I'll need a reference. :3
3. I ain't doin' fanart for nobody nohow.

[1] ~Mizuyasha
[2] ~AmariDragon
[3]
[4]
[5]
[6]
[7]
[8]
[9]
[10]

And if you requested last time, I'd prefer you request something different.

But I dun care either way.

Your mom.
--
So, I've been awake for a total of 45 minutes and this has so far been the best day I've had all week.

Like

I woke up and I was in a good mood for like NO EFFING REASON

and I texted Colin and then I was EVEN HAPPIER

and then I got up and my mom was in a good mood and she was all "HAY IT'S LIKE 60 DEGREES OUT"

and I was all "NO WAI"

and it's like SUNNY and everything cheesy that happens on a good day.

So then I turned on TV and remembered that THE FLAPJACK MARATHON is on today! FUCK YES FLAPJACK.

I had no idea how awesome that show is. None.

SO I set a recording with our shiny, new, and thoroughly unnecessary DVR. GREAT!

And then I listened to some delicious Greg Cipes. Which pretty much makes the world better.

And now I'm listening to Aquabats.

I FEEL SIMPLY FABULOUS SWEETIES.

And now I've been awake for 49 minutes and I'mma go finish my coffee now and I dunno

Draw Hector

'cause he's a babe.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator I Stole Your OCs and Used Them Inappropriately http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22596483/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22596483/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:37:44 PST
That happened to me last night...

while I was drawing blood spurting out of someone's face.

This should be an interesting practice.

SKLFJ:LSK This meme had like the PERFECT questions for a certain couple of hitmen EVERY. TIME.

Sorry if I offended anyone by using or talking about their OCs. Keep in mind that this is Andrew talking.

And if anyone is really bothered, I apologize profusely and I'll take the journal down. This just seemed like a lot of fun.

--

RULES: Pick ten of your friends' OCs and put them randomly in the slots. Have your OC answer the questions given, following which character is which number. Also put down the owner of the OC so that they know they are tagged and they put your OC in there own survey.

OC chosen to answer: Andrew.

1. 's Dey
2. 's Blaire
3. 's Lokva
4. 's Sparky
5. 's Virus
6. 's Ravyn
7. 's Aaron (you know I had to)
8. 's Inara
9. 's Zethyl
10. 's Amy
--------------------

1. Would you date number 5 (Virus)?
Andrew: Well, he's not half-bad looking if I do say so. :3

2. Number 2 (Blaire) just got in a car crash. How do you react?
Andrew: Aside from wondering where in the Christ she found a car, probably get the hell out of there. That woman has more problems than I do.

3. You see number 9 (Zethyl) with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Andrew: Well, I don't actually have a boyfriend, but I sure as hell wouldn't mind looking at Zethyl with anyone.

4. You come home and your house has been TP'd by number 4 (Sparky).
Andrew: FUCKING DRUGGED UP LITTLE DICK GET BACK HERE SO I CAN KICK YOUR ASS. D:<

5. Number 1 (Dey) is laying on your couch wasted.
Andrew: ...I just wish I could say that'd be the first time I'd come home to a girl passed out on my couch. I'm starting to feel like a creep.

6. Numbers 3 (Lokva) and 8 (Inara) decide to give 10 (Amy) a haircut.
Andrew: Whatever. It's their genitals, not mine.

7. Number 7 (Aaron) just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
Andrew: 8D OH GOD YES. I don't even care WHAT concert.

8. Number 10 (Amy) takes you to a bar.
Andrew: Guh. That'd be sufficiently awkward.

9. Number 4 (Sparky) has to move to the other side of the world.
Andrew: I really could care less. As long as I get the name of whoever does his dye, 'cause that takes some serious talent.

10. You and number 8 (Inara) a... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator A Love Letter? http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22553898/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22553898/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 23:38:02 PST :

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me with George Bush and his wife and I saw you drive out my penpal in Ghana. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the incarnation as an eskimo.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,
Madam Celeste von Pollywagglesnap (Esquire).

I tag everyone.

--

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - O... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator Fantardation. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22469808/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22469808/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:00:01 PST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

DAVID BOWIIIIIIEEEEEEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO

YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

*throws confetti about*

YAY! He's officially 62 years old!

I was gonna draw a sweet picture, but I procrastinated and then in these past few "cram days" I got inteeeeeeensely busy.

Anywho~

YAY Bowie~

<3333333333333333

]]> ~Celestetheburninator That's not the point of Christmasland http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22427452/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22427452/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 04:08:29 PST

Pick 3 characters, and have them answer the following questions accordingly. (They may be original characters or not)
1. Seth
2. Matthew
3. Dirken

1. Number one, what was your childhood like?
Seth: Eh, not bad as far as they go. I wasn't rich and I wasn't poor. My mum and dad divorced when I was 10, though. My mum sort of had an affair...

2. Character number three, if you could go back in time and change one thing, what would it be? (It can be something regarding your personal history, or something that is in the history books.)
Dirken: Meh, the whole "changing the past" thing is pretty stupid. As much of a fuck-up as I was, I'm not about to try to make it all better. That would fuck up everything I have now.

3. Number two, would you rather be immortal and eternally miserable, or live a mortal, blissfully peaceful life?
Matthew: Mortal and peaceful? That kinda seems like a no-brainer. There's a reason human beings don't have immortality. >_>

4. Say, character number three, how much do you weigh?
Dirken: Wow. Honestly I have no idea. I think I was somewhere in the 170s at my last doctor's appointment, but I don't weigh myself regularly. Never had much reason to.

5. Have you ever loved and lost, number one? I'll bet it was your fault, wasn't it? Tsk tsk...
Seth: Haha, oh, not really, no. I had a crush that spilled out in a drunken, horny, teenager kiss which ended with stupid consequences, if that counts.

6. Oh, no character two! You've just strolled into a department store to admire the lovely washing machines when a guy with a nylon stocking over his head runs in and holds the whole store at gunpoint! How will you save the day? (If you are a coward and do not wish to save the day, what do you do upon Stocking Head's arrival?)
Matthew: As much as I wish I were cool enough to save the day, I'd probably just huddle in a corner, give him my wallet, and pray for my dear life. And cry.

7. Number Three, tell your best "Yo Momma" joke.
Dirken: Your mother wears army boots? Fuck, I dunno.

8. Who is the one person you cannot live without, character number one? Why?
Seth: Matthew~! Because I love him and he's the most important person in my life.

9. Hey, number two, tell me one of your deepest, darkest secrets. To make you feel better, I'll tell one of mine: I don't have any deep, dark secrets.
Matthew: Uh...pass?

10. All characters: What kind of music do you listen to? Do you play any instruments? If so, which ones? (Yes...the kazoo counts. Your nose, however, does not.)
Seth: Ah~! Now, that's the right question! I listen to a lot of music, a lot of it is '70s and '80s glam-style music and other music with a similar feel. But there's more than that. You should see my iPod, it's almost dead I stuff the bloody thing with so much. XD And I play guitar and a little piano, but I'm mostly a singer.
Matthew: Oh, man. I listen to a weird mix, I guess. Seth got me into a few bands recently, but it's generally all over the map, so to speak. I'm no musician myself, though.
Dirken: Anything good. Seth and I have similar tastes, to give you an idea. I'm good with piano, singing, and particularly guitar.

11. What is the most annoying thing in the world, character one?
Seth: When you pour a bowl of cereal only to find out that you're out of milk! Ugh!

12. Finish the statement, number three: Art is...
Dirken: Bullshit that people like to make money off of? :3

12. Finish the statement, number one: People are...
Seth: Nice to have around sometimes.

13. Finish the statement, number two: Imagination...
Matthew: Makes large boxes awesome.

14. All characters: Out of the three of you, who is the most outgoing? Reserved? Humorous? Stinky?
Seth: Haha, I'm probably the most outgoing. Dirken's the most stinky.
Matthew: Ah, I'm definitely the most reserved. Pretty much.
Dirken: I suppose that leaves me with the most humorous. Which makes sense, as people seem generally amused by my cynicism. Seth, however, is actually the most stinky.

15. Quick, Number three! Write a poem!
Dirken: There once was a guy named Dirken
Who fucking hated poetry
The end.

16. What is your favorite word, number one?
Seth: Ichthyologist! It's fun to say!

17. Character number three, what is one weird thing that you can do? (i.e. wiggle your ears, fold your tongue,... ]]> ~Celestetheburninator The password is WHAT? http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22381971/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22381971/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 20:25:23 PST
Today has been so boring

that at one point I literally thought I was going to die.

I tried getting out of the house, but that experience sucked, so I went home.

Where I watched a bunch of YouTube Poop. Good stuff.

Matthew randomly popped into my head and demanded immediate Stiles action. So I am giving it to him.

ALL NIGHT LOOOOOOOOOOONG.

I listened to the song "Sex Bomb" all the way through for the first time ever today.

It was

weird.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Layton is a classy bastard. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22249344/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22249344/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 19:38:38 PST
Okay dokay.

New Year's resolutions.

It's slightly early to be making them, but I figured I'd write them down while they're still in my head.

2009 is gonna be a busy year for me.

Ahem:

-Lose 30 pounds (I'll finally be at a good weight if I can do that, so~)
-Read moar books!
-Finish "Good Christian Boy"
-Finish the script to "Misadventures"
-Work on my manners (It's too hypocritical for me to be such an avid believer in courtesy when my own manners suck.)
-Start therapy
-Get over my social fears
-See Colin
-Graduate

And finally...

I'm on a mission. I'm thoroughly tired of being the stupid one.

The thing is, I like learning plenty, I just...never learned as much as most people, I guess.

So my New Year's resolution thing is to pick one subject every month and study it in-depth.

This subject can be ANYTHING, from Greek and Roman mythology to how to make quiche to the basics of the Latin language to how to program a VCR.

ANYTHING.

And each subject will be chosen on the first of every month.

Some side notes:

I finished watching Gundam Wing and...wow.

Just effing wow. It's a pretty damn powerful show. And Quatre is so motherfucking cute I could kick him in his gay little nutsack. <333

I finished playing Professor Layton and...wow.

It was so. Adorable. And fun. It's like, if Miyazaki made video games, it would be Professor Layton.

I kinda have a giant crush on Layton. Good manners are hot.

And there you have it.

]]> ~Celestetheburninator Mele Kali'kimaka, whitey. http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22190437/ http://Celestetheburninator.deviantart.com/journal/22190437/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:30:17 PST
you ask,

got a DS?

The last white kid on the block NOT to have one.

It's black like your mom.

AND!

I got Professor Layton and the Curious Village! It's sexy. With top hats. And puzzles.

Also~ I got like pens, and Trauma Center: New Blood, Super Smash Bros. Brawl

and a shirt

and the TV remote.

:{D

Christmas is great! I like getting things!

Man, I'm such a child.

LOOK SANTA BROUGHT US SHINY NEW TOYS HURRRRRRRRRRRRR

]]> ~Celestetheburninator