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I have however made a new account cause I want a more professional feel to it, something I don't seem to be able to get this one. (I also like the name of the new account, *Laugh*) But anyway, I haven't uploaded much to it, but it's shaping up nicely.

It's at:

[link]

I also wanna leave this account open. I'm not ashamed of my old stuff, (I don't like it, but I'm not ashamed of it) so I'll leave it open for anyone who wants to see.

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Anyway, it was friggin awesome. The artists I went with were awesome, I learnen more than I could have ever hoped for, and I got this awesome Final Form Sora Action figure there too. My gripes, there is next to no chocolate (or any milk) there, (not that I saw anyway) and... I dunno. That's about it I guess.

Brawl is amazing, I wish I could play it more. Oh well.

Lots of work, hell, I'm procrastinating right now as I type, so I'll get to it I guess.

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I'll update when I'm back and mail a few things to myself. :I Stay frosty.

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Okay, it's finals week, so I'm really kinda crammin. But, in a week, I might be able ta update more, so feel free ta stay tuned.

I've also been playin Gears of War, and I must say, it's pretty tight. It's not without it's share of glitches, but I like how many ways I can be an ass in it. My fave was this time I did a perfect fast reaload with a sniper, (Which I always get it. I'm really good with my timin. Thank you PSO. : X) Then kneecap a dude, he goes to his knees in one hit, I run up, camp beside him, wait fer his teammate to run and help, and unload a full clip on him. I then commence to execute his friend, and I stay watch em fer like, two minutes on his knees. Seriously, you can be freakin mean in this game. I don't get many chances to be mean, so it's fun fer me at least.

On a lighter note, Thanksgiving. Can't wait. Seriously, I'm hungry. Anways, see yah all later.

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But seriously, the beta's been boosted by a few days and I'm happy with that. Gives me sumthin ta bring out my frusteration on.

I've kinda gone past the denial stage fer the Japan Trip. Now I'm just freakin angry. I had ta do all of that, just to be booted out my seniority. Next time, I am gonna be the best to go before even graduates and crap. In a few years, mark my works, I'll get so good I'll leave all these people hinderin me in the dust. I already decided, and I AM goin ta Japan.

But, yeah. After this class, I can finally get some much welcome sleep. I'll have to look through my DA gallery and weed out stuff I don't like, or think is severely outdated. (Basically, within a year fer me.) I thought I had a whole crapload I wanted ta upload, but it seems I already uploaded half of it. :/

See yah 'all.

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Anyways, aside from my usual rantings, I actually have many things to upload, and have had then scanned fer a week or so. I unfortunately ain't had no time ta get em up here, cause I've been workin on a project, and um... *Cough*PSU*Cough*

@.@ Sorry, I think I'm commin down with sumthin. Anways, yeah. Quite a few things, and um... oh yeah! I paged home and got my old PC back, so I've got workin music now. Rather dated taste, (Like 4 years) but it's sumthin nonetheless. My phone's still dead, and I DID get my mac back, but now it plays no sound. So... yeah. Back ta the workshop fer it. I feel so sorry fer it too.

PSU! Wow... Just, wow... It's high school all over again. I played that over the weekend, and it's PSCrack yet again. A welcome change from 6 freakin years of PSO. Dude, seriously. PSO needed a MASSIVE overhaul. Just add some pvp on there, and I think we've got sumthin in PSU. I'm definately gettin it.

Yeah, I still dunno if I'm goin ta Japan. I ain't gotten any mail back yet, but I submitted my portfolio and all, so I hope it all goes well. Gotta get my passport this weekend. It blows that I gots ta go get my passport BEFORE I even know if I'm goin, but it takes a while fer it ta go through.

And, yeah. Stuff. You know? Stuff. Yeah, that stuff. Dude, I just freakin noticed I have white ink in a drawer. That'll help a bit.

Okay, I'm just ramblin durin my break now, so see yah'all later.

Edit: ...Scratch the Japan trip... They didn't pick me. Dude, I feel like I've wasted so much time thinkin about that trip, and I've been denied such a freakin awesome oppertunity... *Sigh* This is NOT what I wanted ta find out during my all nighter... Well, screw scad. I'll go on my own... ...someday and find it myself.

*Sigh* Anyway, Back ta the all nighter... dam I'm depressed...

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I have a freakin awesome Mac Powerbook that I use fer practically everythin cept gamin. Well, a week or two ago, it died on me. It got really really slow, even with the simplist of tasks, and eventually it just gave me the endless loading screen whenever I tried ta boot it. :/ It's gettin fixed as I type I hope anyway.

This morning, my Cell Phone died. It woke me up as always, and After my shower, it was slow as heck. So, I turned it off, and now it don't turn back on. :/ It's a good phone too. Ain't had it fer too long.

So, I've been stripped of two of my major contibutors to my daily work, and communication. I feel like I've been placed out in the middle of the desert with no water. I've heard "You never know what you have until the day you don't have it." SO true. I realize that yet again. It's hard to believe there was a time when I survived without this stuff.

But anyway, um... yeah. Been havin a rotten week or two.

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Just had ta write that somewhere.

Anyway, Just finished Okami. Freakin art in video games. Dude, I was blown away. I got everything presented ta me in a nice happy package with quite a few morals along with it. The Art is freakin awesome, basic concept is dynamite, and it has something many games seem to be lacking lately; a happy ending. Dude, seriously, so many games are pretty depressing either with how horrible they are, or they are litterally depressing. Play Okami fer a fun time, and ta lift yer spirits after a nice, double all nighter. Dude, it does wonders.

On a related video game note, I finished Dead Rising.
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....I put it down.
Dude, it's ending was so disappointing, I just dropped it and didn't come back. Why was it disappointing? Cause it had no freakin ending. No closure whatsoever. I was rantin about it at the lounge the other day and someone was like: "You know there is a sequal in the works right?" I stopped, thought, and dam, I don't really care. You don't end a freakin game like that. It didn't even have anything to flow into the next game. All it had were a bunch of unanswered questions, questions in which by the time I finished, I didn't give a care whether I found out or not. It makes me sad that I had done all that crap just fer that ending.

Still, It ain't all bad. They had a dynamite idea fer gameplay and it's such a freakin simple idea, I wonder why no one else ever thought of it before. Get this fer it's freakin awesome gameplay, just don't finish it. If you like a good story, it will just make you sad. (See how I summarized it without any spoilers? Yeah, freakin awesome.)

PSU. The countdown draws ever closer. The wait is.... @.@ Ugh... It's like the Dreamcast launch all over again. Cept, with that, I knew I was gettin top notch quality. If yer readin ST, this is yer last chance with this old town fan. I've been dragged around by my balls long enough. It's Hit or miss, sink or swim. Make PSU a home run.

Oh yeah, I wrote in my latest submission I was dead tired. ...Yeah, I am. An all nighter with music freakin blasted, with like, 5 cafinated pepsi's.... ....yeah. It was cool, but that's what I get fer procrastinatin.

Oh yes, old projects. Honestly, fer anyone whom cares, I have totally forgotten bout em. School's been priority #1, personal stuff #2. I have a few ideas bouncin around in the bak of my head, but from now on, I ain't sayin nuttin till I at least start em. I am sick and tired of bein so flakey online by not doin what I set out ta do. Seriously, I ain't like that irl. Or at least I hope not.

Also, my Mac is dead. I sent it to a nearby apple specialist fer repair, but dam... nearly 3 or so weeks without it... @.@ This PC withdrawal is killer.

Hm... What else... what else... Oh yeah, I'm strugglin ta find a way ta get onta PSU. can't keep shippin my PC back and forth durin my vacations, so I'm gonna try and get both the PC version of PSU, and the PS2. (FYI, I can't get my PS2 online while at college.)

Enh, I'm done with my tired old rant. See yah.

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Oh well. Anyways, I've said goodbye ta all of my friends in PSO, goin back ta college. Really, the past 5 years were freakin awesome. Especially that last one. Seriously, I thought PSO was addictive before, but once you find equals in the game, it just skyrockets the addiction. It's hard, but college is startin, so I've gotta say goodbye to all my new friends I made this summer.

Now, I do have my website, however it's on my Mac. Boy, am I ever glad I backed that thing up. Anyway, I have no host, so I dunno bout my website, but I do still have my Oekaki Board up. As I've already said, anyone whom wants to draw here are welcome. Well, just as long as it's appropriate.

[link]

On to some lighter news. DEAD RISING. ...Freakin awesome. Seriously, I borrowed my bro's 360, and played through this game fer two days straight. Seriously, fer some reason, I can do this stuff without sleep sometimes. Anyway, I went from level 8 where my bro left off, to level 41. I finished the game, but it seems I didn't get the best ending. Seriously, there are a few must dos.

#1. Take out the three convicts and steal their ride. That thing's got stamina.
#2. Take out the three convicts and steal their heavy machine gun. Seriously, do I even need to say how awesome that is?
#3. The Cult Leader is a bastard, but finish him off anyway. Mmmm... Sword...
#4. Take out the deranged clown. You can't go wrong with 2 fully reved chain saws.
#5. Get the engineering book, and a steel pipe. Best combo in the world. Seriously, I took out over half the bosses with that. It's surprisingly good. Also, the engineering book works with those chain saws too. :3

Dude, this game is a golden one fer the 360. I'm thinkin bout gettin one now. I always said I'd wait untill at least two or three games I wanted came out fer it, but this makes my resolve on that waver.


Two games to be on the lookout for: Phantasy Star Universe, and Oekami. I'm also interested in that Dirge or Cerebus game, but in my old oppinion, those two games come first. Oekami = Art + Gameplay. I shouldn't say this now seein as how mI ain't played it yet, but it looks like a must have.

As far as PSU goes, I'd better see all my old buddies on PSU. I found my friends on PSO once I'd already reached as close to the top as possible, It'd be freakin awesome ta level up with others whom have skill too. Also, I hear the 360 version is gonna take a while, and I'm thinkin bout gettin that one. If so, wait fer me peeps!

Now, I've still got my old projects, and hopefully I won't procrastinate with workin on em and finishin em this time. I finish one page, and I'm like, "This is crap!" The moment I finish that, my resolve is dead fer another month or so. I've seriously gotta stop that.

Aother thing about college, I heard they're tryin ta fit 3 people in the old dorms I used ta live in. Seriously, they could barely fit 2, I fail ta see 3 in there. Guess there will be a hell of alot of bunk beds, and sharing of dressers.

One last thing, I ain't played Smash all summer. I hope everyone ain't still sick of it. Smash was some of the most fun I've had, and I wanna at least get a lil trainin fer Brawl before it comes out.

Later peeps. See yah. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/8879421/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/8879421/ Fri, 26 May 2006 00:52:42 PDT
I also went to a Panel Discussion today even though I had to book it straight from a class. I was actually very happy with it. Editors from various companies I've considered for publishing came and seemed really nice. I got valuable information and had some fun. There was only one thing I really did not like. There were a few geeks there too (I don't like calling someone a geek, but I think it fits here.) who were very rude. Some took it too far and showed up in costume. I think I even saw one in an X-Men uniform. Now, if I were one of those editors, I would have been very displeased. They took time from their busy schedules and there were people there treating it as an average convention. The person next to me commended them for their inthusiasm. I however, wasn't too impressed. Other than that, it was fun. I really didn't expect them to be so nice and helpful to us. Whenever I hear about editors for companies, they seem to be very angry and unforgiving people, but now they seem kinda average.

Also, after that I decided to drop a few things, add a few new things, etc. I have some plans for summer now, so that's good.

I also want to remake my website, but I don't have webspace anymore. Seems it kinda disappeared from me. So, yeah. I need to find some place else.

It's hard to wait until next week. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/8775195/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/8775195/ Mon, 15 May 2006 05:54:56 PDT
Anyway, yeah, lots of stuff going on, so I guess anyone who's watching will have to deal with glancing at my homework assignments.

I'm still paranoid, so I don't upload assignments that have to do with my original stuff. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/8657541/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/8657541/ Tue, 02 May 2006 23:18:12 PDT
Anyway, no real plans for my DA account. I'm kinda paranoid about uploading stuff to this thing, and I told myself before "Only upload PSO stuff and fanart to this thing!" I also thought "I have no idea what these people would do if I actually put some of my real stuff up here!"

Enh, I think no matter which way I look at it, I'm gonna have to get serious about stuff one way or another. So, I'm thinkin I'll try and give this place a shot.

Um... let's see... It looks like my website got shot in my abscence, by a 12 gauge at that. I don't think that host is commin back anytime soon. So, yeah, I still have it, but I need to update it and find a new server.

Okay, PSO Doujinshi. Riiight... I kinda scraped the idea a while ago. It was a nice idea at the time, but I really didn't have the heart to go through with it when I was booted from PSO for financial reasons. I'm headin back this summer, so I might make an episode IV thing, but I dunno. it depends.

I'm getting alot better what with the school and collage and stuff, you may notice from things I upload in the next few days, but keep in mind, they're new, but still kinda old. Not even really old, but just a few months. When I learn, I kinda learn in huge spurts. Teachers think I'm not learning a single thing, and all of a sudden it just sinks in. So, yeah. I really don't like any of the previous stuff. (I look at the stuff in my gallery now and think it's hideous! Don't even get me started on that god aweful ID thing!)

Um... let's see... I'll be back home in about five weeks so that means the old wanderder will be back to blue burst at that time as well. Look me up and we can play sometime. :3 Granted, I'm not even half as good as I used to be, but I'm still not horrible. (I embarressed the heck outta myself askin STH and SSN a few days ago what every button did) And also, I'm now part of the enFORCers for the summer, so yeah. Sorry to any recruits out there.

Oh yeah, another thing. I've been getting a few (I stress FEW. 3 requests on drawing other people's stuff. I guess I should think up a policy.

Okay, everyone is more than welcome to ask me to do something. But, me with my limited attention span, and college, I may or may not do it. It may not also be a definate thing. I won't just straight up and tell you I'll do it, but if I do it, I'll just plain notify you when it's finished, or half way or something.

If you really want me to do something, keep a few things in mind: Cartoon shows are a no-no. Honestly, it's just me but I hate many of them. Especially any of these crappy new flash animated cartoons. I really hate seeing poorly done animation, or really horrible storylines. So cartoons, aren't a positive no, but try to stay away from real cheap ones, like many of the Cartoon Network ones, or uh... Spongebob or something.

Also, I really like PSO, so that would probably be a good subject. Though I have trouble doing them, I still like the subject.

The last thing I most likely won't do are pseudo "original" characters. If you want me to draw a character you made in a video game, sure, but try to stay away from the "This is myself, only as a cute pikachu!" Or "This is my character who is Kim Possible's long lost twin!" Those are no nos.

Anyway, I'm sorry for saying what I like to draw, and don't like to, but I don't want people's hopes to be put up if they do happen to choose me to draw something. I hate inadvertently smashing down someone's hopes.

Um... I think that's about it for this update.

EDIT: O.O " Oh yeah! I NEED PEPSI.... There is practically no pepsi down south. Only coke and it burns my throat. @.@ " And bad milk where I am. (Though bad milk isn't a trait for down south.) ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/6275353/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/6275353/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 22:47:19 PDT Summer's almost over, and the cold reality is starttin ta set in on me again. I gots ta get back to work.

I was originally planning on working during the break, but enh, babysitting, and hangin out with old friends just didn't really feel too lenient to get me into the mood. I've actually been pretty absent from the internet all together. And what's even more, I haven't been playing PSO Blue Burst much either. Shocked the heck outta me.

Oh well, business first. To whomever is reading this and cares, I haven't sacked any of my projects to my knowledge. I finished that PSO Doujinshi site before I left for home only to find that my website and the space to store it was demolished on my way home. I'd feel really bummed out about this if I hadn't saved a few backups. ^.^ See? See? I do learn!

Hm... The PSO doujinshi isn't sacked, I just didn't wanna start out the way I was originally gonna do it. Decided to pretty much revamp it, pretty much before I even started it. Hm... guess I should delete those couple of pages... anyway, I just started to storyboard tonight, hopefully I'll get to pencilling and inking the first couple pages in a few days. Unlike what happens usually, I'm actually pretty satisfied with the results so far. I like the fact that I haven't practiced much at all during the break and my skills have seemed to increase by alot. ^.^ Yay for speedy development! I still gotta work harder to be a Manga Artist.

Hm... I'm still thinking of making a Tokyopop submission, I don't think I'll send it in just yet unless my class requires it. (Yes, there are some that have that as a requirement from what I remember.) I just wanna make it for practice. I think for now, it would be a lil to inconvenient to send it in, even more inconvenient if I somehow get extremely lucky and win. I don't really wanna be talkin ta anyone about making manga until my last year of college.

Well, now that the business is done, I get to ramble about games! ^.^ Fear the rambling of an EX-Gamer! *Evil Laugh* Been playin lots of new games this summer. Both me and my best friend have been getting out of our little gaming box and playing new ones we haven't heard much of. Heck, as hard as it may seem, I even got a freakin PS2 a while back. (Major jump for me.) I gots Star Ocean III, (Beat) Kingdom Hearts, (Beat) Katamari Damacy, (Beat too many times to count. Too dam addicting!) and my newest game, Final Fantasy X (Still in the middle of pwning stuff. ^.^)

I borrowed and beat Resident Evil 4 from my friend before he had a chance to finish it, (Another friend had beaten it before I did. Kinda embarressing when two people beat it before the owner like that around here.) and I'm known for my mass of headshots. ^.^ It's fun watchin their heads pop off! But watch out when those freaky leggy thingies pop out! >.< They're annoying at times. I was also surprised by RE4, I actually hate RE games, zombie/horror games, anything that scares me. But, I can't get enough of RE4! The shooting system is freakin awesome!

I'm working on Zelda: Master's Quest. I'm kinda POed cause I'm stuck somewhere in the Spirit Temple and I know I shouldn't be. I know it's one of those stupid things where when I figure it out I'll be like :"Ohhh! I'm such an idiot!" Some guy at EB Games (Soon to be Gamestop. ^.^) Was hypin it up sayin it was super hard and crap so me and my best friend said we'd beat it without using a strategy guide. (He was talking about how he uses strategy guides on a game as soon as he buys it as well. We don't agree, so we're puttin it to the test. My friend already beat it, now it's my turn.) But I also added in that I'd beat Final Fantasy X without a guide as well. So, yeah, I kinda got both those games dumped on me at once. XD My ego is too big for my own good.

I've also been playing Phantom Brave lately as well! @x@ It's sooo awesome and the main character is sooo cute! I'm thinkin of buyin it myself! (I'm borrowing it from my friend) Another good one is Alter Iris? I forgot how to spell it. Anyway, it's awesome and fun too. You get to run around and incinerate random things to add to your mana! ^.^

Hm... Let's see... I've also beaten Metroid Prime 2 for the third time and having fun being the best Smash player in my area. ^.^ A good stress relief! (Specially when I get trounsed at a game I'm rather new at, Magic: The Gathering. I'm okay, but I'm not enough to compete with my friends. http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/5317882/ Tue, 10 May 2005 06:22:36 PDT
Mood: Very Ill Tempered
Listening to: Dreams Dreams - NiGHTS
Reading: Tenjo Tenge Chapter 24
Watching: Porco Rosso

Well, um... Hai. I've been just a lil POed lately. I was thinkin of doin a Tokyopop submission. You know one of those ideas, you see something random in your everyday life and suddenly major inspiration hits? Hai, it happened to me. When I was walking home on Broughton Street, I saw a door. This wasn't an ordinary door, it was in a vacant lot between two buildings, and it was all that was there! I was staring at it for a second thinkin WTF? But then, inspiration hit and I just had to take photos of it for referrence. Well, I went to the local CVS to get my pictures developed, and they won't print. You know, that is just my freakin luck. The one time you really really want something to happen, it doesn't. Even if it's a normal thing like this. (I've gotten developed there a few times before, so I used that place a bit) Well, no more disposable cameras for me. I'm gonna somehow scrounge up the money for a digital one and make sure this never happens again.

I've noticed I've been more agressive in my gaming. XD Guess I've started to lighten up a bit and get used to my surroundings. Even though I've been very agressive lately, even for me. Never really thought I could top myself. XD

Well, it's basically just a mad dash for the end of the term. I will finally be going home in a couple weeks. @.@ " Can't trip when I'm almost at the home plate!

I beat Star Ocean III. I was actually kinda disappointed with this game. It starts up slow, and ends slowly. The middle of the game flippin rocks! I like the fighting engine it has, and the plot. The plot took me by surprise. But after watching the ending for over half an hour, I'm like "PLEASE!!!! End already... T.T"

Hm, I'm also working on a PSO portion of my site for a class. If I'm working on it for a class, so I'm pretty sure I'll get it done.

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Damn, the search option STILL don't work... -.-"

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Hitch a ride to college, relax for the first couple days, get blown away from the sheer work size, finally pass all classes, then collapse from exhaustion. (I've done near been close to that. XD I went a couple days without sleep a few weeks ago, and was starting to hallusinate. It was before class, so there wasn't much I could do about it till after class ended. I somehow got through the class, and basically sleep walked home and fell right asleep missing my next class. ^.^ ")

Yeah, I'm kinda angry right now cause I don't really have the time to work on projects. I mean, I do have a little bit of free time, but I just wanna relax then ya know? Drawing does relax me a little bit, but not as much as a good game. ^.^ I'm currently playing Star Ocean: Till the End of Time. I was quite angry because it starts off slow, the begining consists of about half an hour of cinematics till you can actually go out and kick some butt. But once the game revved up, damn, I'm into it! It's hard for me to put down the controller! When I play it's always "I'll just play for one more half hour" or something simmilar. I procrastinate waay too much when I'm havin fun.

Hm... Manga projects, well, like I said, I'm angry I can't really work on them right now, but I'm confident that when I do get to work again I'd have leveled up a couple times in skill. Anyway, I have named my main manga (XP Not telling~!) and worked on a basic plot for my second. (Or shold I say first? I'm going to try and get my second idea published before my first cause I want my main story to be the best it can be!) I also haven't worked on the PSO Doujinshi. The third page is STILL 80% finished.

Hm... Lost my train of thought. Oh well, when I pick it back up again I'll probably make another journal entry. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4860671/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4860671/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 07:09:52 PST
Okay, I placed ALL of my projects on hold cause of my classes. Let's just say, I'm not picking my professors at random again. That felt like true hell. So, Hai. I got good grades, pretty much shoved my grade in the professor's face and indirectly said "Bite Me" just by passing with a B. (He was that bad.)

Well, Spring Break is over and I'm finally feeling relaxed. Seriously, The first day of spring break, I slept for a whole day and night. I was that spent. Now that I'm relaxed, I can get to work on some of my projects hopefully. Let's see what I've got:

I have now named my super duper manga I'm gonna publish! It is simply: Genesis! Kinda like my website. I decided on a rather simple name because I suck with long ones. Anyway, I need to start working on a preliminary version to boost my skill.

I also have the second manga I'm working on. Haven't given it a name, and I can't really give out any details. I can say this, It's pretty dark. The main character is pretty troubled.

I also haven't forgotten about my PSO Doujinshi. I just wanna keep it on hold for a while till I get my Art book and can do a few sketches. (The Third page is about 80% done)

Someone asked me for a request on their PSO characters. I feel kinda bad I haven't been able to complete it, so I wanna try to finish it asap.

My website. Basically, I wanna redo the whole thing in Flash and put in a code that makes it so It's reeealy hard to steal art from the site.

My friend Astrima got her NiGHTS into Dreams website up, and I have a couple sketches involving NiGHTS and three of my original characters I want to give to her for the site. - Scratch that one. I did that.

I also need to GET A NEW VIDEO GAME. Damn... I know I'm not a gamer anymore, but still, I need a new one every now and then to releive stress. I haven't played any of my games for a few months now just because I have practically played them all to death.

That's about it for missions. Um... My birthday is commin up, I like that, but at the same time I don't. It's nice that I'm getting older and all, but I mean, after I hit 18 I kinda wish I could stay there for a while ya know? Eh, anyway, moving on.

I found a whole stack of old sketches when cleaning out my dorm yesterday. I was pretty awesome for just drawing for a year. I might upload a few of the sketches I found just for the heck of it.

I leveled up in Super Smash Bros. Melee. Before, I was pretty mediocre in the game, but now I may be like, the third or fourth best in the college. ^.^ I found out how to dodge, then immediately counter. Where as previously, I could only either dodge and run away, or dodge and have a very delayed counter which almost never connected. My best character may have also changed from Roy to Samus cause I can counter easier with samus. (I can counter with Roy's special, but his smash attacks are slower. With Samus, I parry, then counter with a smash)

*Forgot what he was gonna type* Um... guess I'll leave it at that.

...Oh yeah.

Um... this poll thing is going around and I did it for some odd reason. Um... hai, I got this from UltraViolet.

A.) Recommend a movie to me.
Recommend a book to me
Recommend some music to me.

B.) Ask me any three questions. No more, no less.

C.) Um... put this on your journal too. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4457045/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4457045/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 20:14:10 PST
Um... I kinda had a whole load of homework thrown onto me, (Homework that is impossible to finish in the time frame unless I was a robot and didn't need sleep) and I'm a bit busy. I've either been working for a full day, or sleeping for a full day. Seriously, after my non stop work day on Friday, I fell asleep at 7:00 in the morning and didn't wake up till midnight tonight. (It's actually a bit of an exasuration, I woke up twice to get food, brought it back, fell asleep again and woke up again for dinner, got it, came back, ate it, then fell asleep till midnight. Seriously, I have one hell of an internal clock.) Today was my work day, but I could only work for half of it. T.T

Also, I've been playing lots of Tales of Symphonia lately. I am SO freakin hooked on that game. Don't get me wrong, I have things I hate about the game, but Presea is just so damn cute it makes me wanna replay it again and again! (She reminds me of a character I made a year or two ago for a secondary manga idea.) I just beat it a few minutes ago, and restarted with the GRADE shop, and I had over 6000 grade!!!! I have no idea where the hell I picked that up from, (I had about 1500 the last time I checked, which was about halfway through) but damn, I like it! ^.^ In my last playthrough, I did pretty much everything I can do, so I'm pretty happy. I only didn't do a few trivial things I didn't care for. (Or anything that made Collette like Lloyd more. I wanted Presea's ending. ^.^)

I also have midterms this week, (>.< *Shiver*) so I doubt I'll have time to finish the third page. I'm also working on a new inking technique (so I don't go through so many damn sharpies!) so it may look a lil different than usual. Though no one may notice because I fiddle around with the brightness/contrast in photoshop to make it look right. That's all I do to it though. Other than that, it's all hand done.

Anyway, this is Cell signing off, Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4301622/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4301622/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 10:08:01 PST
Also a note, I'll hopefully be uploading a few sketchies (I gots ta make em amaller first) to my scraps in a few minutes.

Um... let's see... I haven't started on page three yet, so it'll probably be a while. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4273387/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4273387/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 21:36:20 PST
Also, I haven't had much time to work on my sketches cause I've been working on my homework. T.T It's my freakin first week back, and I got unexpectedly overloaded with homework. Shouldn't they start out easy, then make it hard? @.@ " I'm gonna have a fun semester...

Um.... Dunno if I have anything else to say... I still also have that request I was asked to do. I've also got to ink that soon. *Actually totally forgot* Anyway, C-ya! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4248238/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4248238/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 17:54:41 PST
Anyway, I have a new Micron and a few new Sharpies to use, so I should be able to make quite a few more pages before I need to resupply. Um, I might also be able to post up some sketches of my PSO characters tomorrow, so look forward to em. If I don't put em up tomorrow, I'll try and update my journal to announce when I've put em in.

One rough thing I've been thinking about is what Pioneer II is gonna look like in the doujinshi. I mean, in the games, you have very limited walking space in Pioneer II, and don't see the residential areas hai? @.@ " If my innicial sketch for page one don't come out so good, I'll to some concept sketches to try and figure it out. (That may mean the first page will be delayed a bit, but eh, if I'm gonna do something, I'm gonna do it right.)

^-^ I finally beat Soul Calibur II! Dam Link freakin rocks on that game! XD One of my past times is to chuck bombs on my opponent. Just the way they fly is so fun to watch!

Anyway, see ya later.

~Cell ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4204775/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4204775/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 17:24:16 PST Currently Reading: Pretty Face
Currently Watching: Full Metal Alchemist
Currently Thinking: (Why am I even making these stupid things up here?)



Well, I'm headin back to college in two days, so I pretty much have everything packed. I wanted to get to work on the Doujinshi right away, but I'll have to put that off till I'm back at my dorm and adjusted to college life again. Um, I have a rough outline of the first chapter in my head, it may take me a week or so until I get back into the groove of things, then I'll begin sketching it out and hopefully inking it soon after. Also, someone requested me to make a picture, and I've been kinda procrastinating on it cause I was enjoying my vacation too much. So, I'll try to work on that too.

Well, I packed nearly everything. Only things that aren't packed is my laptop and my toothbrush. (T.T I packed away mt Gamecube... I'm so freakin bored it isn't funny! >.< I also packed away my drawin utensils. I've just been reading manga to pass the time.) I have alot more luggage going back to college rather than comming back home. It's hard to fit everything!

Um, I'm pretty happy. ^-^ I got a Christmas present from a friend! It's Soul Calibur II! That game is one of my favs! I rented it about a year or so ago, and now I get to keep it! I ALMOST beat it tonight, but I got bored with it and packed it. (I only got bored with it cause I didn't get any sleep last night and I kinda zonked out while I was fighting a com opponent.) If I did finish it, it woulda been a record for me. Last time it took two or three days to beat it. Oh well.

I also tried to get PSO Episodes I & II Plus, (My friend who's just starting has it, and I'm jealous! T.T) but the bakas at EB had no idea what it was. *Sigh* I wish they'd read up a little more about their own freakin invitory.

I also gave my mom a copy of "Fruits Basket". I thought it fit her. ^-^ I feel so ebil! I have introduced yet another innocent mind to the ebils of manga! *Cue Ebil Laugh* I also talked her into making a Cell Plushie while I'm away! ^^ If she ever gets finished with that, maybe she could make me a Lime or Sita Plushie! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4188948/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4188948/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 21:21:20 PST Currently Reading: Bleach!
Currently Watching: Gundam Seed!
Currently Thinking: (Why would anyone care what I'm currently doing?)

Yay!!!!! ^-^ I uploaded the first page of the doujinshi! I hope I can do well on the rest of it! Um, I wrote down alot of stuff about the Doujinshi, what I'm planning to do with it, how I'm gonna do it, and what others can do to help, so um... please take a look.




Now that's over, a lil update bout life. I'm going back to college this sunday. My vacation just sorta flew by didn't it? Well, I'll try and keep myself busy with this project while I'm away. But, I want to go to college, and stay here at the same time. *Sigh* Guess I can't have it both ways. Oh well. I had fun, I got to play games with my friend, play a game of laser tag, (I was bedridden for the whole next day! XD I need more excercise! It also wasn't fair cuse my new shoelaces glow in the dark. T.T I got shot down instantly, and I also hit my head hard!) I got to show my high school art teacher some projects I finished in college, and also got to give a lecture on college to the advanced art students, (THAT was a new experience. Never pictured myself teaching ANYONE. It's hard enough for me to teach myself, let alone 15 kids.) got to go to my sis' place for Xmas, (And get my hair cut. First time I got a new hair do in over 6 years) and got some major rest. It was a good vacation all in all, though I wish I could still have at least another week.

My family is gonna bring me to one of my fav resturants on Friday to kinda see me off. I'm both excited, and sad, but it can't be helped. ^-^ I'll do my best to enjoy it, so they'll enjoy it too!

I also wanna make a Sita plushie. Has anyone been to one of those "Make Your Own Bear" shops? Do you think they make plushies? I don't really wanna have to go all the way to an anime convention to make it cause I'm a lil low on cash. ^.^ "

Oh well, C-ya later! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4157824/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/4157824/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 21:12:18 PST
That reminds me! I also got a laptop while I was away. ^^ A nice, shiney apple laptop! I hope I can get some nice programs for it too so I can CG if I want.

Oh yeah! Um, back on topic, current projects. I was asked to make a request a few months back, and I'm working on inking it. (I'm such a slow worker! -.- " Sorry...) Other projects I'm working on are my manga which I'm working on constantly. I'll show that off once it's nice and published. Um, also I've been thinking of making a video game for a few months. If I'm gonna do it, it'll probably be in flash. The problem? My lack of knowledge in flash. -.- " *Sigh* I wish I could know this stuff in the blink of an eye... Also, I just got the idea to work on a PSO manga a couple days ago. I'm not sure if I can do it, or how well it'll turn out, but if I can pull it off, it'd probably be a good excercise for my real manga I wanna publish.

Now that that stuff it outta the way, I guess it won't hurt to say a bit about my vacation. My vacation from college is going great. Been playin video games nearly the whole time. XD I feel like I did back when I was a gamer. I was also playing alot of PSO (Phantasy Star Offline sadly. -.- ") Found few nice weapons, two more god battles, and leveled my force up a bit so he's now in ultimate mode.

This last week has also gone by pretty fast. Around here, we don't really celebrate Christmas so there wasn't too much preparing. There's no tree, no lights, no stockings or anything of the sort. We just rapped up the kid's presents and my sis' presents. (XD I bet my present would have been wrapped up at about this time, but I already found it without trying the day after I came back. Mom isn't too good at hiding the presents.) We've been babysitting alot, but I know it could be worse. ^-^ Um... lemme think, oh yeah. My friend wanted to get me a video game for christmas. I wanted to get him something too, but I'm kinda broke. (@.@ being an artist is college is NOT good on the bills.) so, I made him a picture and I'll give him a God Battle (from PSO) for his new character. I hope that's good.

Um, that's about all I have to say for now. Bai Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3566952/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3566952/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 16:33:19 PDT
Um, anyways, To anyone who has asked me to make a request, I'm sorry that I haven't had a chance to work on em much. More schoolwork than I thought I'd get, so um... yeah. I'm pretty busy.

I'm also thinking of buying a videogame. Naruto 2 for the Gamecube. I've played this game here, and it is freakin awesome! I think it almost rivals Super Smash Bros. Melee! I just may order it online. (I don't do that much) ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3407393/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3407393/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 15:17:27 PDT
College isn't as hard as I thought so far. It's kind of a breeze if you know how to multitask (yay! ^^). Um... I haven't gotten back to work on the PSO picture yet, but I did make a aone page PSO mini comic others may like. It's starring two of my characters, Lime and Annoying Guy. ^-^ I've been getting a few nice comments about it so I hope others enjoy it too. Now if I can just find a freakin scanner I'll be all set. (Colored pencils are fun)

@.@ Okay, Colored Pencils are not fun. They're pretty hard for me to use. I dunno how the heck Mayshing makes E-Depth in those things! But, now I have a greater appreciation for artists who use them. ^-^

If anyone has wondered, the reason why I haven't been on MSN Messenger is because the stupid site suspended my account. I forgot my password, so I guessed a few times and they suspended my account. It should only be suspended for a few hours right? well, now It's been suspended for about two days. T.T I miss everyone... Even though no one likes to draw with me, they're still nice...

Anyways, I gots to motor for today. (I'm hungry! @.@) ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3347938/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3347938/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 14:02:36 PDT
Anyways, just makin this journal entry to tell anyone who cares that I'm not dead, I'm just getting settled into college. It's alot of work, and I've barely started. At least I got a nice roomate. ^^

Also, an update on the pictures I'm working on. The PSO picture is going fairly smoothely, the penciling should be done in a bit, but as usual, I'm clueless as to how to make the background. I also have loads of sketches I may like to show later. ^-^ Um... Also in other news, I'm learning alot already and I haven't even started my classes, so expect my artist level to shoot through the roof in a bit.

Um... any other news... oh yeah! I may be gettin a new laptop with my lefover loan money. O.O " I may even be able to get a tablet along with it. ^-^ I've wanted one of those for a while!

*Dragged away from the computer by Ryoku*
Ryoku - Time for you to study Cell.
Cell - But I just got the freakin books today! I don't wanna! I haven't even started the class!
Ryoku - ...Early bird gets the worm.
Cell - So what? Why would I want a worm anyway!?

PS. Sorry to everyone who has made wonderful artwork in the past week, but I still won't be able to comment on them for a bit. ^-^ " please bear with me. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3295995/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3295995/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 21:08:39 PDT
Um, let's see... other news... to anyone who has visited my website, I should get a few of the pictures you may or may not have seen up on my website up in a day or two. Also, the Oekaki Board is up and running. I'm not really used to being an admin or anything, so I haven't set up any rules as of yet. It's mainly a board for me to draw while I'm at college, but I'd also be glad if anyone wanted to use it too. It's always refreshing to see art other than my own. ^-^

Um... let's see... ^-^ I have also missed PSO alot lately. I'm going to get a month break from college around thanksgiving, and I've been thinking of playing the game again. If you'd like to play with me sometime, that would be the best time to ask. Oh yeah. I don't usually go online with PSO unless asked nowadays. I used to go online all the time, but it got kinda dull playing online by myself. I'm also thinking about what version I want to play. If I can't buy another hunter's liscence, I was thinking of downloading PSO Blue Burst for the PC. I hear it has a free 15 day trial. Also, I've been thinking of playing Ragnarok Online too. My time on that game may not have been too pleasent, but I don't blame the game for that. I just had some bad luck. ^-^ Plus, it's the first MMORPG game I've been able to play that has an anime/manga feel to it. I like the game, but I feel that I don't fit in with the crowd which plays the game. Same with pretty much any other game I play *chuckle* I seem to be a loner at heart.

Um... anything else... anything else... Well, I'm all packed for my trip, @.@ It's kind of annoyng, if I want something, I panic and look around for it, to find that it's already been packed. I'm afraid I'm going to forget something. Also, I'm going to be stuck in a bus for about 27 hours! @.@ " I've never been in one place for that long ever! I'm going to be soo bored!

Um, also, I have some fanart for PSO I'm working on again. Right now, it's just in the sketching stage, I hope I finish this one. And, that it looks nice when it's finished. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3174484/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3174484/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 16:59:01 PDT
1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
I used to wake up at like... 1 PM, but now after I've been sleeping at a normal time, I've been waking up at 6:00 AM! It's spooky! My world has turned upside down and I'm now a morning person! @_@ "

2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Hm? XD Hey, as long as food is involved, I don't mind who. Well, actually I'd like it to be some sorta famous manga-ka who would be nice enough to give me tips while I eat.

3. GOLD OR SILVER?
What about em? :/ I can't eat em, so they're useless.

4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA
Around the World in 80 Days. ^^ Jackie chan is so awesome! It's kinda scarry that he does all his own stunts... (most of em)

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
Well, I normally hate American TV, but "Who's Line is it Anyway?" Is definately one of my favs. But if you mean anime, XD Too many to count.

6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
Uh.... I didn't eat anything this mornin. (I actually eat breakfast rarely)

7. YOU HATE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH
I dunno. People I don't like I guess.

8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
@_@ Sometimes, I think that's humanly impossible.

9. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
I dunno actually. XD I ask myself that occasionally and I still haven't found out.

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
David. ^^ Best middle name in the world!

11. BEACH, CITY OR COUNTRY?
Hunh? Uh.... ^-^ " I don't understand the question.

12. SUMMER OR WINTER?
All seasons are fine! ^^ Summer cause it's nice and warm, spring cause I get to jump in mud puddles, fall cause I get to jump in leaves, and winter cause I get to pelt random people with snowballs! XD What's not to like?

13. FAVOURITE MEAL?
Um... food. Really, as long as there's sumthin in my stomach, I dont mind. Well, I do HATE tomatoes with a passion, but that's it.

14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
lol hey, food's food.

15. FAVOURITE CAR?
Forget a car! XD I want my Vespa!

16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
As long as it has no tomatoes, I'm happy. ^^

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
Anime music no one has ever heard of. That, and "Dreams Dreams"

18. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
I dunno, I don't like people with no morals, ya know? Oh! I know! I don't like bad manners. You know, like someone swears alot, or is really rude in a mean way. Then I get ticked off.

19. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
Um... I dunno the names of any flowers I like.

20. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL SOMEONE?
I'd tell my parents right away. That's it. ^^ Hey, they deserve it as much as I do! Plus, they'd know what to do with it. XP I'm never good with bills.

21. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
Nope. Whatever I'm wearing for that day, that's what I sleep in. I mean, I'd feel weird otherwise.

22. WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR EYES?
It depends. My eyes have been known to change. Usually, they're blue, but sometimes they go grey.

23. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
Two. Just my house keys. I also have a cool laser pointer on it too! ^^

24. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
Retire? Hah! Like I'd wanna do that!

25. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
Um... does juggling scarves count?

26. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
Saturday! ^-^ There's ALWAYS sumthin goin on saturday!

27. RED OR WHITE WINE?
I dunno. The only wine I've had is the Rice Wine I use to cook with.

28. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
Um... sat around, then um... when it got late, I fell asleep. ^^

29. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
What the heck is a donor card?

30. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON THAT SENT THIS TO YOU
Um... I got this from Alex. ^-^ He seems like a fun guy! Bluntness is fun!

31. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN YOUR RETIREMENT?
I already told you, I don't wanna! >_< ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3149794/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3149794/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 18:27:03 PDT
Let's see... what can I say? Well, I have been feeling kinda down lately, but that don't really matter. ^-^ As long as I stay happy, others will stay happy hopefully!

Um... oh yeah! I finished the backbone of my website too. I put up the link to it on my deviantart page if anyone is interested, but I haven't had a chance to get any images up. Only two things are working. The Forum, (Which was up before the site even started) and the Oekaki BBS (Which I just got today! ^^) The Oekaki BBS is primarily just to keep myself entertained while I'm away at college, but I encourage anyone to draw pictures there. I'll set up some rules for it later when I need to.

Um... lemme think, also, the manga I'm working on is going kinda slow. So, I think I might hold off on that until I get more thoughts for it's plot. But, it is running smoother than before I told anyone about it. ^-^ A big thanks goes to Mecha Shadow, Shadowgirl, and Silver who helped to contribute to it. It really means alot to me.

Also, I've been hearing lots of negativity around this DA place recently in reguards to mainly manga and anime artists. I know I don't understand any of this, (And I may not ever understand) but I don't think that getting all worked up over lousy comments will do any good. I mean, I dunno, It seems to me that an artist will get about 100 comments on a picture, and weed out the one negative comment and take it as a direct insult when there are 99 other comments that are positive to think about. u.u " I may be lookin at that wrong, but if that's the case, it kinda promotes the bad kind, rather than encouraging the good kind. It gives the bad ones the attention they need to keep it up. Eh, but what do I know? XD I'm just a manga artist in training anyway. Maybe popularity does something to your mind or somethin. I bet it isn't as good as what most people think. Although, having no or little popularity is kinda nic. It's kinda like talking to a wall. I mean, you're not afraid of what a wall will say Hai? Eh, I'm just thinkin too much. XD it happens.

Um... let's see... Also, (I dunno if I've said this or not) I have heard talks of getting me a laptop and I didn't start the conversation! ^-^ yay! I'm almost assured to get one if I don't bring it up! I'm guessing we'll use the loan to get it though.

Also, I may be buying a new game. I used to be a pretty serious gamer. Name a quality Sega game, and I probably either had it, have it, or played it. (Except Burning Rangers. >_< I want that SO bad!) I only have a few bucks, so I was thinkin a Playstation game like Megaman Legends 2. (Already have Megaman 64)

Um... anything else? Oh yeah! I'm also packing my stuff for college. It's so annoying! I'm told to label everything! @_@ " Everything is gonna have a label on it, even my Game Boy Advance that I always keep with me anyway. (I hope I don't get my own name branded onto my leg or sumthin!)

Um... that's about all I can think of for this journal entry. Keep up the good work everyone! ^^ ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3072550/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3072550/ Sun, 08 Aug 2004 08:22:04 PDT
Okay! Update on my status! I am currently going to be working on the character design for the manga idea today. I am also proud to say that my artist's block is now over. @_@ Having no ability to draw for a WHOLE day is like true heck for me.

I'm also doing my usual normal sketches to keep my skill up, and to improve. I'm also going to go to college in a month or so, so that should boost my skills p to new heights too as I lean. Also, There have been talks about getting me a laptop for school! ^^ yay! I didn't even start the convo! All the better! It wasn't originally my idea!

I'm also thinking of buying a tablet when I go to college too. ^^ I get a nice discount. @_@ but even with the discount, they cost ALOT! But, I can at least buy a decent one! ^^ yay!

I'm currently listening to a song on the flash site, Jump Land. I dunno what it's called, but it's so upbeat! ^-^ I like it!

Also, what about this new site layout? I personally liked the old one, but I'm probably just being skeptic. Also, you need an updated browser in order to see everything. @_@ I had to update my Mozilla from 1.5 to 1.7.2 in order to see everything on the front page. ^^ "

I've also been reading a webcomic called megatokyo. It's really funny. I can't stop laughing whenever I read it. That Piro guy has a pretty good imagination. Well, actually in his little rant thingie, he hints at others working on it as well, so I think the story is more of a collaberation. Plus, the characters that appear in there are his friends he talks to.

Also, I have gotten the backbone of my website pretty much finished. I just need to create the subpages, and I'll be in business. XP shouldn't be too hard hai? I thought I was using an editor that makes that PHP stuff really easy, T_T but it turns out it's been putting the whole site in html. Oh well, whatever works hai? Sorry 56k users! I don't think the site will load too quick for you! >_< "

Anyways, I got to borrow my sis' digital camera for a while! ^^ I'm gonna go out to EB or sumthin and take pictures for a desktop background I want on my own PC. Bai Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3041812/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3041812/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 12:26:21 PDT
@_@ I hate this. I tried to work on character designs for the main charcter of the manga I'm working on, and nada. I couldn't do anything remotely nice. Maybe I'll be back in gear tomorrow... ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3039710/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3039710/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 06:13:45 PDT
I needed something to do, because I'm heading over to my teacher's house with my classmates to work on a project. @_@ I'm paying 15 bucks for this, so I've gotta do something. So, I'm sketching out an image of Sita and Miyuki in Kiyuki's hometown for something to do. I think I'll have my project being to color it. ...somehow.

I was also working on my site, when I found that when I upload it to the server, it is EXTREMELY slow. I'm hoping it doesn't have to come to this, but I may have to learn that PHP stuff in order to make my site after all. u.u " *Sigh* I hate getting into the actual code myself.

I'm also thinking of another project, an online manga. Only rough details are being discussed right now, but I'll try to keep anyone who cares posted. ^-^

@_@ Thank you, and see you later. *Eats a mouthfull of Tic Tacs as he leaves* ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3019504/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/3019504/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 15:16:42 PDT
@_@ It's so hot I don't really wanna work. The Desktop image I was asked to do is supposed to have Lime (from PSO) and Cell on it. (I just asked em who their two favorite characters were and that's who they are) I had like, more than half of Lime inked, then the power went out and I lost the work I did. T_T I restarted and got about to the same area and stopped.

My website! Hai, I'm making a website, and I wanna blast the freakin heck outta it! T_T It just doesn't do what I want it to do! I was gonna use that PHP language thing, @_@ but it seems more confusing than html! (I don't work in the actual code) So um... Hai. I finally fixed one problem I had, but then another pops up. @_@ It just never ends!

I've also made the sketch for my sis' banner, but no time to scan it onto my PC and colorize it. >_< I hope I don't get yelled at!

I'd love to sit and write more, @_@ but it's so hot I can't think! Bai Bai ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/2977918/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/2977918/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 06:51:07 PDT
yay! I got invited to an art class reunion this thursday! Granted, it's only been a few months since I graduated, but eh, I like just sittin down and drawin with the class. XD I come from the class of 2004, the class that doesn't care. Seriously, alot of kids are lazy in my class. @.@ " It's not an insult, just something I noticed in the years. So, I wonder how many of my old classmates will be there! XD I wonder if I'll be able to count em all on one hand!

Oh yeah! I have found a new love of my life! Pockey!!!! @_@ Pockey is now my all time favorite snack! I usually don't eat sweets, but I make an exception for pockey, and brownies that aren't all mushy in the middle.

Has anyone played a game called Tales of Symphonia? @_@ It is one of my all time favorites! It is up there in the ranks of Shenmue! (I think Shenmue is THE best game ever!) I might make a few tales of symphonia fanarts and post em up here. Or maybe some people might like me to post up some of my origional stuff. Hey, I make pictures that are origional, but that doesn't mean I submit em here. Bai Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/2921359/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/2921359/ Mon, 19 Jul 2004 19:16:41 PDT
Updates you can expect from me... um, well! Recently, (about a week ago) I lost my hunter's liscence for one of my favorite games called Phantasy Star Online. @_@ That means that I can't go online with the game anymore until it's renewed, and I can't do that until I come back from college next summer. bummer huh? Well, if anyone still plays, or can activate thier account and wants ta play next year, look me up! ^-^ Anyways, I wanted to make a tribute to all the characters, friends, and memories I have accumulated since the first day, so I'm working on a PSO picture. @_@ Darn! It's taking so long! I'm still working on the lineart. u.u " It's gonna take a while. Plus, my CGing skills aren't up to snuff yet. I mean, have you seen the background on that PSO picture I made of Lime? Tha was kind of a pathetic job. Alot of people thought that thing behind her is some sort of ghost, but it was supposed to be a faint reflection of her. T_T That's didn't help my morale that not many figured that out. Anyways, I'll try harder on this next one.

I am currently working on a manga. There aren't many people who even know about it, but they seem to like it. Unfortunately, I can't show it publicly, because I'm afraid of art thieves. You know? So, I also can't reveal the storyline. Hm... but maybe when I get to college, I can think of a nice plot I won't care for, and create an online manga. Maybe people would like that.

Anyways, for what's been happenin lately, I'm going to college in about a month or two,and gettin kind anxious and nervous at the same time. XD It's hard to describe. But, I know I can make it. O_O " That reminds me! They asked for me Final Transcript! T_T Oh! I need to send that tomorrow! Um... lemme think...

...Oh yeah! I just bought a new video game last wednesday! It's called Tales of Symphonia! Oh! I'm not one for fanart, (Except PSO fanart) but I might make another exception for this game! @_@ Presea is sooooo cute! Though that axe scares me.... Anyways, I got the game, but I didn't get the art book yet. I'm hoping to get it tomorrow. (I hope they have one in stock)

Also, on a different note, My webspace is back up. ^-^ Silver is so generous to me. Anyways, I'm thinking of creating a website for some of my other art an intrests. If anyone is interested about it, bug me to make it! XD I very rarely do something to the end unless I'm asked. I procrastinate too much.

I also downloaded a game called Ragnarok Online. ^-^ It's prety good! I wonder... If I played that before I played PSO, Would I be as hooked on that game as I am on PSO? I already met a nice person. He says he's a manga artist, but I dunno how much effort he puts into it. Manga is a serious commitment. Anyways, people these seem kinda nice. Except some of those higher level meanies. But those people are in every game.

I'm learning Japanese too! I've only gotten one little lesson from a friend, but I think I can do it. Although my absense from PSO kinda left me without the will to learn it cause I now have no real need for it right now. But that's no reason to quit right? I'm gonna keep doin my best!

Anyway, I gots to get some sleep tonight! Bai Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1879335/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1879335/ Fri, 20 Feb 2004 18:01:22 PST
From what I can remember, I have been a good kid. Even from my first memory. I remember seein some white light, then a guy in a light blue suit or something, then I heard a scream "DAMMIT! This kid just had to come right when the bowling tournament starts!" Next thing I remember, I got slapped on the butt and the guy in blue said "Look at the balls on this kid!" @_@ Congraulations, it's a boy. lol (No, I don't really remember that, but be assured, that IS true. lol)

Anyways, I've always had a special knack for EVERYTHING. Heck, I never even started with the usual words that babies start saying, I just skipped to sentances when I was learning how to talk. Like my sister had a husband when I was a toddler, her friend was playing a joke on him and her husband was kissing up to her friend whome he thought was a big movie director. First thing I say to him when I hear this is " But I thought you hated him!" Got a few laughs outta that.

My parents are the two nicest people in the world. You look at them, and you'll ask yourself "How the heck could two nice old people like that, have such a pest for a son?" I once got ourselves thrown out of pizza hut just for starting a little pizza fight. *Shrugs* No sense of humor if you ask me.

No one's life is perfect, (Wish mine was) so, I had a few problems thrown into mine. My sister. I had looked up to her ever since I was in diapers. She's a lot of years older than me, and she was like my rolemodel. @_@ Well, I suck at choosing rolemodels. She treated me like dirt. All I wanted to do was spend time with her, and she either acted like I was a dirty dog in the street trying to kick me away, or she wouldn't even acknowledge that I was there. lol but this isn't all. As anyone who knows me knows, I don't really understand much about hate. I didn't know why she was doing this to me, or even what it ment. Once I started going to school, I started to figure out what was going on. She had her first husband, and beleive me, he wasn't nice. One day I was walking up to her room to talk to my sis. (Yep, married and STILL living with the parents) and my "bro-in-law" had just gotten in a fight with her. I opened the door just a bit, and saw him slam his fist into the wall. You could even hear it from the cellar. (She lived in the attic) @_@ Kinda scarry when you wonder if that wall will be replaced with your face one of these days.

Anyway, that's just one example of it. There's been alot more, that I don't really wanna get into.

I made a story about a cherry tree for a class, It's kinda true, and it kinda isn't. (If you wanna read it, it's at: [link]) I made a little bet with myself about this tree. It always looked so beautiful in the sring, and it still managed to look like that even after each winter. I bet, that my spirit would be just as beautiful as that tree, as long as it would bloom each year. Well, the ice storm kinda took care of that. The tree died in 1998. And along with it, so did alot of my hopes.

I have set my sister as an example as what I would never be, yet after that tree died, I gave up on life just like she had. I can't stand how stupi kids in my grade act, an I think to myself, " Are they even the same species!?" Once that tree died, I basically encased myself in a shell. No emmotion go in, and none got out. If any kid even walked up to me, said "Hello" in a nice manner, I wouldn't say anything. I'd just be in my own little world. I would be suspicious of ANYBODY, even if you haven't done anything. This, was when my depression set in. I was like this for almost four or five years. Until I found the internet.

You know, having a shell around you is really hard to do. You have nowhere to vent when you are angry. And beleive me, I was extremely angry. So, I plunged into the world of video games. Heck, I could destroy little dogs, aliens, even zombies, and I wouldn't get yelled at. That was my way of venting. One system I had, had internet capabilities. Well, I did have a computer with the internet, but I never used it much. Basically, I knew the jist of what it was, but not much. About a year after, I tried going to a BBS that would change my life. After a DAY at this place, I changed my whole outlook on life. I met someone, that was just like me, only in a far worse state that I was in. He was in an abusi... ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1651346/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1651346/ Mon, 12 Jan 2004 05:40:09 PST Mood: Sick and Tired
Listening to: Dreams Dreams. (What else? XP)

Sita - O_O " WOW! This thing has headers now! (Uh... what do I put in a header?)

Sita - ^-^ Hey! Cell isn't feeling well today, so I'm doing all of the commenting and journals and stuff. Not only did he get his braces tightened, he now has weird springs in ther ethat seem to really hurt. He's been out of school for two days! He's been sleeping most of the time though so he wouldn't feel too much pain.

Um... Let's see... Seru beat the Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker yesterday. Cell beat it a long time ago, but he accidentally saved over the original save file. So, Seru had to do it all over again so we culd get screenshots of it.

Shadowgirl bout us a subscription to DA! ^-^ YAY!!! I've been fooling around with all the new goodies we have now! Kinda wish Cell would be feeling better so I'd know everything I could do now. Although I don't think that even he knows... ^-^ Bye!

Sita - ^-^ Wow! We even have a footer! Um... What goes here? ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1617947/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1617947/ Fri, 02 Jan 2004 07:45:02 PST
Um... let's see... what' been happenin lately... Ah! I remember! The day before New Years Eve, a convo on some IM thingie started, about how some peoples weren't active at EF, then a fight between two peoples happenend. Ever since then, I've been gettin lots of bad vibes. I need ta talk to one of the peoples, and he has yet ta even show up on an IM thingie, one is on edge. >_< " He's gotten engry at me twice and I don't even know what I did. I still feel bad about what I don't know what I did tho. (lol let's see you try to understand THAT one)

But, all of these bad vibes are makin it so I can't get ta sleep anymore. So, I've really gots ta do something bout this. @_@ " I need good vibes ta sleep! So, I gots ta mend the broken friendships, disperse of a few emmotion barriers, and get peoples happy again. ^-^ No prob hai?

Oh yeah! Silver put up a snapshot gallery at EF and I'm th only one with a working capture card right now, so I'm takin snapshots of video games and uploadin em to the gallery. Sorry, but I've only gotten around ta uploadin PSO pictures, but I gots lots more on the way. Like Shenmue, (^-^ yay!) NiGHTS, (Yep, the group of scarry nightopians and the one that was on crack or sumthin) Soul Calibur II, (LINK!!! Jeez his attacks rock!) And um... uh... other stuffs

Bai Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1603250/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1603250/ Tue, 30 Dec 2003 11:58:34 PST It's fun!


Okay... I gots a project I'm working on for Journalism, so I can't play PSO for the rest of the week. I need to get to work. And if I'm not workin... reind me to kay? lol. Um.. Nothing much is new cept I'm feelin lots better. ^-^ Thanks to everyone who replied to my last entry. I dunno why, the Christmas time just does that to me. Sorry bout that.

Oh yeah! Now that I'm feeling better, I put up Cell's Character File. It's something I started about a year ago. I make a nice spreadsheet of each character, then write a Bio somewhere close to it. So far, I've only got Cell's all done and colorized, but I'm still debating on weither or not I should colorize Seru's. (It's on my PC, but I shaded it in with my pencil so it'd be harder to color.) ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1593419/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1593419/ Sun, 28 Dec 2003 06:48:49 PST
Christmas has come and gone. Everyone around have been super cheery, and it makes me both happy, and sickened. I'm happy that everyone is so good willed and stuff this time of year. But, I just don't get Christmas. I think it's generally bad. I don't have a religion, so I don't celebrate Christmas. It's only a day to humor the little kids around here. It's like... It sets a bad steriotype. Here's one, Presents. Christmas has been built around these presents. If some peoples don't get em, it's like the whole year was all just a freakin waste. This Christmas time is so commercial. I can never find any anime on TV due to the Christmas specials too, but that's a minor problem I have with it. All of these stores take advantage of Christmas. They think, "Okay! it's November! Let's start advertising for Christmas early so we can fill our pockets even more!" On Christmas Eve, I tried to go to the local Wal Mart, (Well, two towns away, guess it isn't too local) and I couldn't walk. I was geting bumped, pushed, and shoved left and right. Everyone was just so busy trying to get thier presents before everyone else and going home. I didn't feel good after that. Another thing I don't get is this nice stuff. Be nice on Christmas. It's like it's teaching kids, Okay! be nice only on Christmas and you can be jerks for the rest of the year and still get presents next year! I mean, what's so wrong about bein nice all the time? I think it's another bad steriotype.

That's about all the problems I have with Christmas. I had about 15 more reasons, but eh, Why worry bout stuff? I forgot em all. It's over, so things are starting to go back to normal.

Um... let's see... My "Christmas" was pretty much the usual. Christmas Eve, I was just sittin at my PC, watchin TV till a couple friends asked to go to PSO. I figured "Why not?" And went online. ^-^ I am now the proud owner of a legit Christmas Present. (That turns into a mag cell) And um... On Christmas, I had to go to my sis' house... -_- Not my idea of a fun time. I set my differences aside for the day to humor my mom, and I acted like I had no prob with it. I got a nice dragon on a sword paperweight thingie as a present to humor the kids there.

^-^ Also, not much has been happenin at EF. I did post up one picture, but a friend called USF posted n his picture post right after changing his post to show up on the front page. My post showing my image was completely overlooked. It hasn't even had one page view. :/ Bein underappreciated really stinks sometimes. I posted up the picture at a different forum (of a couple artists) and got some nice replies. ^-^ That cheered me up a bit.

Before Christmas, I saw SG's journal entry. ^-^ Basically sayin lots of things I normally think, but don't say to most people. Most people have enouh problems without me rambling bout my problems (That's what this journal is for isn't it? just ta type down my ideas) And I saw MP's reply to it (Sorry to anyone who is touchy about the subject, just somethn I'm thinin about. If ya gots a proble bout it, don't read ne further. not much after this) I was completely POed about this. He says that SG has changed!? Well... WHY THE HECK HAS NEARLY EVERYONE FROM THE OLD BBS OUTCASTED HIM!? ...I looked up to that jerk. He says that he sensed us spacing him from us... Onl thing I did was try to tal to him everyday. At first, everything was fine, till I started getting cold responses. The cold responses started getting fewer nd fewer till, I got almost nothing.

Cell - ^-^ Hi Hi!
MP - Hi
Cell - ^-^ How ya doin?
MP - Ok.

That's how so many convos went. I started to wonder if he even thought of me as a friend. So, I stopped initiating convos with him for a month. You know, I was thinking "If we're good friends, why do I always have to talk to him first?" ...My fears were correct. He didn't say anything to me. He just... ...ignored me like I wasn't even there. I asked him about it later, but he just gave me some stupid excuse about me having some sort of problems and he thought that leaving me alone would help. I told him that it wasn't the case and that I wanted him to talk to me, but... he still didn't. He went over to that SoaH place around then and was all buddy buddy with them. I mean, what? was I just shrugged off just cause that place has alot of people there!? I tried to make friends there with my art... but no one cared. Time passed, days turned into months, and the months turned into a year. Hai, it's been about a year or so since this happened, and I'm still poed about it. I'm not one to hold a grudge... but I really looked up to hi... ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1557875/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1557875/ Fri, 19 Dec 2003 17:54:31 PST
Anyway, for ne1 who even checks my page um... thingie, I'll be working on a 5 page (well, 4 cause the first is gonna be an epologue) manga. It's for my journalism class, and I'm hoping it comes out the way I want it to. (>_< they never do!) But, no one will see em for past 2 weeks, cause the only usable scanner I have, is at school. And I don't even own it... @_@

Anyway, I'm just feelin good for sum reason. Like um... Whenever I'm eatin food, cept I'm feelin it when I'm not eatin food. ^-^ "

Also, I scanned in two character files of Cell and Seru to a disk and brought it home today, so ya might be expectin that soon.

Sita - Cell... You have to babysit tomorrow!

Cell - O_O DARN DARN!!! >_< " I forgot! awwww... why did I have to forget? I don't wanna... Oh well.. I'll survive somehow! ^-^ Um... Anyway, I think that's about it for this journal entry... what cha think Seru? Got nethin ta add?

Seru - @_@ I am high on c - catnip...

Cell - o_O " Ok... I think I should end this thing now before he gets TOO happy... >_< " Bai Bai! ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1541036/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1541036/ Mon, 15 Dec 2003 22:32:33 PST Sita - ...Yep. Pretty much.
Cell - Well, that's the tip of the iceburg. Today totally changed my luck from bad, to worse. (To anyone who talked ta me today, sorry I kinda blew ya off, but I was really thinkin hard bout stuff.)
Sita - C'mon Cell.. nothing could be THAT bad...
Cell - Yeah right... I woulda beleived it earlier yesterday.
Sita - Fine then... tell me what's so bad.
Cell - Fine. I woke up today at 12:00 today. Got the day off, nothing too bad. I then got a call bout 15 minutes after I woke up from my mom tellin me ta open up the garage door and turn the light on cause she was afraid that my dad (Who was comming back from work at 2:30) wouldn't be able to make it in if he stopped. She also said that he would teach me how to use the snowblower and the mini tractor thing so next time, I could just do that instead. So, I opened the door, and went back to playng my DBZ Bodokai game. (Got everything unlocked at day two. Jeez I'm good. ) sure enough, he was home at 2:30, and gave me a nice long lesson abot how to use both. After the two hour long explanation demo outside, and the foul smelling dog crap and junk, I headed back inside to get back to playing my game.
Sita - ...So? Big baby. That's nothing.
Cell - Not done. Anyway, I'll jump ahead to about... eh...about 9:00, maybe tenish. mom got a phone call. I walked in the room to say hello, and I could see there was something wrong. At the time, there was only a serious look on her face, but still it was just a bad vibe telling me this. She then started to cry. That was all I needed. There was definately something wrong. After a few minutes, she hung up the phone, and seein as how I was standing there waiting to find out what it was about, she told me. One of my aunts is in really bad condition. Guess I should tell ya why. She's got a lung cancer. She's smoked almost all of her life, Now, she's in a critical contion. She's now in some facility, (Forgot the name of what kind it is) that's basically just taking care of her till she dies. Dunno exactly when it'll be, just that it'll be soon. Um... anyway, that was the major thing I was thinkin about.
Sita - OMG... Sorry.
Cell - hm? Oh, np.
Sita - So um... Where were ya?
Cell - ? Oh yeah. I just got back from going out, and it is about 1:00 AM. mom got a call from dad sayin that we needed to get dressed and bring out a shovel and some gravel. After some searching, and heavy lifting, we got a bucket of gravel, a flashlight, and a shovel and headed out to the road he told us to go to. It turns out that some baka truck driver got stuckon the side of the road. I gave em the gravel, and they already had a shovel. After about 15 minutes of watching the baka truck driver screwin everything up and getin stuck even worse than before, we headed out and now I'm back here.
Sita - o_O " Ok...







Cell - Lesson here kids, don't do drugs. "You're not my mother!" "I can do what I want?" "I just wanna fit in!" "I can't stop, the nikotein won't let me stop" I've heard all of these lousy excuses. If you ar still making up these excuses, you're just plain sad. Drugs are horrible, and they only hurt you, and the people you love more. If you're stuck on one of these poor excuses, you're just plain selfish. Getting off smoking and other drugs is hard, but it can be done if you have enough will to do so. Saying you don't have the will to do it, well, more power to you. I just pity your friends and family that'll mourn at YOUR funeral and receive all of your debts. That's all I have ta say. (Sorry to anyone who takes offense ta this, I'm not exactly feelin like myself tanight. That reminds me that I'm tired. Bai Bai) *Goes to sleep* ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1536297/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1536297/ Sun, 14 Dec 2003 23:39:06 PST *Seru stumbles onto the bed next to Cell* @_@ HOW COULD HE BEAT ME!?!? *Angirly points at Cell* over freakin 100 battles and you know how many I've won!? Zip!
Cell - That's just cause you stink!
Seru - @_@ I need some catnip... *Walks out of the room towards the refridgerator where he keeps the catnip*
Cell - O_O " Um... (I threw out the last catnip cuse it was smellin up the fridge...)
Seru - MROWR!!!!! CELLL!!!!!!!!!!
Cell - >_< " *Covers his ears* Um... Anyway, I've been playing that all weekend. If ya talked ta me, I might have been kinda um... emmotionless. ^-^ " It's extremely hard to pull off one of those hard combos while talkin ta someone. No offesnse ta anyone though, it was just a kinda reflex. @_@ I'll try ta keep my emmotionless ways ta myself. lol Um... Let's see... I've also been asked to make a 10 or so page manga for a school newspaper, so I'll be busy for my whole vacation. (Remind me ta get ta work on it if ya talk ta me! >_< My memory stinks!) And, I can't go to a bowling alley I wanted ta go to on the 20th. :/ I am, yet again, bound to my home as the babysitter. (I hope I don't have all four... >_< I hope I don't have ta watch the little ones! I am NOT changin any diapers!) I wanted ta go to the bowlin alley cause it had an awesome arcade inside last time I was there. I guess I won't know how much better it's become. *Shrugs* I probably wouldn't have been able to get 5 bucks ta play em anyways. :/ lol Bai Bai1 *Goes to bed and stares at the ceiling due to a caffine overdose* ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1514964/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1514964/ Wed, 10 Dec 2003 05:42:52 PST I was playin christmas NiGHTS yesterday, it was SO funni! lol I got screenshots of what happened and everythin. I was foolin around with it's A-Life system to try and get the Nightopian King. I got all Mephians, and they were all really happy, but I still didn't get him. :/ ^-^ I'll tell everyone what happened with that game when I make the picture of it I gots cooked up in my head! lol

Sita - Well, we finally got the shoveling done on the porch. I can't beleive Cell likes snow so much...
Cell - *Glares* What cha talkin bout? I finished it! You guys were too busy havin a snowball fight!!! -_-
Seru - ^-^ Yep! It was fun too!
Ryoku - ...I won
Sita - You did not!
Cell - Anyway, today I'm gonna play even more games to get more screenshots for a website I'm working on called Eternal Fusion.
Sita - ^-^ [link] That just about does it for the selfless spaming portion of our journal entry!
Cell - Um... I think that's about it for the entry itself. Not much happened taday except that NiGHTS stuff, and I don't wanna spoil it. ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1505454/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1505454/ Mon, 08 Dec 2003 05:15:23 PST _< there's still school taday! :/ And I was hopin that it was gonna be out. It snowed ALOT yesterday. But, not enough for the higher ups ta call off school. -_-

Sita - ^-^ A tidbit of useless information! Usually when there is a snow day, the day that is lost is just brought over to the end of the school year. Just makesw it extending into the summer. But as we're all seniors... IT DON'T MATTER! ^-^ The graduation date isn't postponed leaving the under classmen at school!
Cell - o_O " Well, she's unusually happy this morning.
*Seru walks into the room licking the back of his hand and scratching his head*
Seru - @_@ Mrowr? Morning already!? I don't wanna go to school!
Ryoku - Shut up Seru. Better to make the best of it.
Cell - ^-^ Hai! I feel good for some strange reason!
Seru - Nya... I wanna sleep more...
Cell Hm? *Big grin* I'll help ya! *Takes a bunch of really cold water from the pond by his house and pours it on Seru*
Seru - O_O *Screams like a cat and runs around in circles* >_< Cold! Cold! Cold!
Cell - ^-^ " Whoops. Um... neway, I'm at school right now, (Another usless fact) And um... The last few days have been boring. I got to play some Phantasy Star Online, but not much. >_< those darn Mil Lillies won't drop my Psycho Wand!
Annoying Guy - Yeah! >_< I want it so bad so I can blast those monsters to smetherines!
Ryoku - Annoying Guy, shut up and go host the next Annoying Guy Presents. Kyle is working on a new one ya know.
Annoying Guy - O_O REALLY!? *Runs out of the room*

Cell - ^-^ Well, we gotta go for the rest of the day! *Hears the bell for next class* Bai Bai! (I'd probably make a picture if I wasn't stuck here) ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1496391/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1496391/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 21:51:26 PST
^-^ Socioty hasn't exactly been kind to me all my life. Looked at as the weirdo, the freak, basically the outsider, it's nothing new. I've pretty much lived with it through out my life. I mean heck, I even call myself a freak cause I kinda am. I have a weird disorder called Bone Tumors. It's where you have extra bone grouths through out your body. Well, I take this contition to a new extreme. ^-^ I have them all over my body, and I can't think of a bone hat doesn't have one. One of the most noticable differences is that my left hand. My middle finger is bent to the left. (Hey, I can do the spock thing without even trying) But, it does prevent me from actually typing the " Right" way. I do it with two fingers.

My face itself is also deformed. Due to a greedy jerk faced Dentist, my lower jaw is now slanted severely to the left and I never look like I have my face straight. My ears also seem crooked, ^-^ " But I dunno weither it's the jaw, or something else.

So basically, that's a main reason why I consider myself an outcast even though I usually say it has had no influense on my life. It has, I just didn't notice cause I was too young to know when it was changing my life.

Through out the years, I was teased, and I felt like nearly everyone were keeping their distance from me. I could [Still can] count all of my friends on one hand. (he only one I have now I only got cause I made fun of him in first grade. Don't remember the exact details.) Anyway, I stated to resent socioty and I became a loner basically. I pretty much fended for myself. Kinda rough when the teacher assigned group projects an I had no group. *Shrugs* Eh, Drawin help me feel better tho.
This is how I lived up till my junior year of high school. I tried to act as emmotionless as possible, and I ignored ANYONE who approached me and tried to talk to me. (90% were bakas teasing me for being a loner now)

Anyway... Anyone reading this might find it odd, but a bullitin board changed my life. I have always been a huge Gamer ever sense opening my first Sega Genesis on christmas, and this was around my Freshman year. Roughly around the year 2000, 1999. I got a game called Sonic Adventure 2 for the Dreamcast. II played it, beat it in two days, then got every little unlockable thing within two months. It had a BBS (Bullitin Board) and I found it. It was my first encounter with anything like this, (I had no use for a BBS or even an IM service cause I had almost no friends) So, I got curious and made an account. I waited a day before actually posting something cause I was completely shy, but I eventually posted something about my PSO game bragging that m character was around lvl 93. lol my SECOND day, I was posting and I came across this idiot called DDP. (Diamond Dallas Page) Little did I know, this was going to be the biggest nuisance of my time at this forum. Right off, the jerk starts swearing at me, then he STEALS MY name, and starts swearing at others trying to give me a bad name. I warned everyone about it and his little act didn't work. So, he set his sights on me and mostly targeted me and some friends I made latter on. During that first fight with him though, I could see myself in his posts. I was thinking " OMG! Is THIS what I'm turning into!?" Every post I made before then always had three dots before and after every paragraph. You know, really low self esteem talking. I then decided to change, and become nice and optimistic. This happened in one hour. ^-^ I'm happy to say, I've been this way ever since.

I dunno why, but just now, It dawned on me if it's all an act or something. Like... I'm fooling myself. Like I can't change. All I've done is act nice, and I'll revert back to my old negative self hurting those around me. ^-^ It may just be that I'm down or something, but I don't feel down. I feel normal, but I just can't help thinking this right now. I mean, when at that BBS, I thought for the first time, I was allowed to have more than just a handfull of friends. Like I really found a home. But, Flooders and spammers ruined the place and we were forced out. I then found out who my true friends are. Only two out of the twentyish "Friends" have really been there for me through thick and through thin. I mean, it's kinda hard when you have all of those friends, you're on top of the world, like they're all supporting you up so you can get the best view of the horrizon, then they just leave, or dissappear and your horrizon tumbles down with you to the pits. It's... ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1469143/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1469143/ Sat, 29 Nov 2003 23:59:47 PST
Sita - (psst... He's been playing Phantasy Star Online this WHOLE time...)
Cell - O_O " I'd never! Well... maybe I would... but hey! I did have potty breaks!
Sita - Ok.... that was TMI Cell
Cell - *shrugs* Eh, whatever. Anyway, I'm still drawing constantly, just not scanning anything and whatever I do scan, I don't really upload here cause I still don't reall like thi place for some reason.
Seru - Nya! He's just jelous that there are so many better artists than he is!
Cell - SHUT UP SERU!!!!! >_< I'll be better than all of em combined someday! Just you wait and see!
Seru - Yeah RI--
Cell - ...*Shoves some catnip down Seru's throat* SHUT UP!!! @_@ " ya make me think I shoulda beat the stuffin outta ya when ya burned that village I was in down! Anyway, I am currently working on making a custom wallpaper for my PC. I'm ALMOST done with the penciling, so I'm gonna be inking it soon.
Karuhara - Tell them!
Cell - Tell them what?
Karuhara - Teeeeelllll them!
Cell - WHAT!?
Karuhara - Darnit! TELL THEM!
Cell - DARNIT! What!? o_O " Oh yeah I'm revamping Karuhara's look, so you might not even be able to recognize him!
Karuhara - TELL THEM!!!!
Cell - I did darnit!
Karuhara - *Whispers n Cell's ear*
Cell - ...And I changed his hair style too... Happy now?
Karuhara - ^- *Thumbs up*
Cell - ^-^ " Um... ..yeah Anyway... um... I'm still majorly POed at MP...
Sita - We all are! I got a new technique for the next time I see him!
Cell - ^-^ YAY!!!!! And um.... Thanksgiving is done and over with... I didn't exactly have the time of my life... But still, I survived it. And um... got TWO new Shonen Jump Manga books! I got the latest one in the mail and found out I skipped one. So, I went over to Mr. Paperback and bought the one before (I'm so glad they stink at restocking!)
Seru - Mrowr! Let me tell the next part! *Tugging on Cell's jacket* PLEASE!?
Cell - -_- " (Shouldn't have shoved that catnip down his throat... he's gone delusional...) Okey Dokey...
Seru - ^-^ Nya! Cell also spent his one and only 30 dollars (Shout from Cell in the background - It was 40!) just what I said! 30 dollars on a brand spankin new Capture Card for his PC! He got this new capture card cause he needed one for Eternal Fusion, and his old one won't install. Guess what? This new one... IT HAS NO SOUND!!!!!
Cell - *Glare* (Shoulda blasted him when I had the chance)
Seru - HAHAHAHAHA! Back to you Cell!
Cell - Um... ...thanks. Um... let's see... Oh yeah! I've been all over the place lately! Down to Boston twice, I went down to some other place that I forgot the name of on Thanksgiving... and went down to Portland for some seafood taday! ^-^
Seru - *Drooling* Seafood....
Cell - Um... I'm also working on a comic page.. but it just won't come out right! @_@ " I always screw up the second frame pose! But, once it's done, I'll show ya the process I make to make one page of manga.
Annoying Guy - That's all for today! Stay tuned for the next Annoying Cell Presents!
Cell- HEY! I HEARD THAT! @_@ " *Too tired to do anything about it* Being the vessel for 5 different personalities is rough work... good night... ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1430259/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1430259/ Thu, 20 Nov 2003 21:48:41 PST
Anyway, like I said, never a dull moment. I slipped out of having to do windows during my week off taday. My teacher asked me why I wasn't on the list, and then strangely changed the subject right after. (YES! ) I am actually exhausted from the comunity service I've been doin. It's like worse than minimum wage. I used to do pretty rough stuff for very few community service hours. Like during my Freshman year at High School, (Grade 9) There was this group called the Kamain (Dunno how it's spelled. close enough) Group where they would have a whole bunch of bins around the school to collect empty cans. Once they collect the cans, they use the money from the redemtion to go to the Kamain Islands for some kinda vacation. Well, during my freshman year, they got LAZY AS HECK! >_< They didn't do their can duties and I got drafted for the job... (There were origionally 8 students in my class supposed to be helping me, but they did jack) So, I ended up collecting ALL of the cans around the school for a lousy 8 hours of community service a year. :/ It's like I was working my butt off just to send those *Censored* to those islands for a stupid vacation I needed! -_- " I got stuck doin that for 3 years... I finally got fed up with it and refused the job. (Take a stand for myself! Ha!) I've been refusing these jobs for community service even though I know I need it...

Oh yeah! I fixed my Playstation! (kinda) It was actually the stinky TV that it was hooked up to. I changed TVs and it worked fine. I beat Grandia and Chrono Cross, and now I'm working on Final Fantasy VII, IX, and Thousand Arms. Eh, I guess the Playstation isn't THAT bad... but I still can't stand Sony and aren't gonna get the Playstation 2 till it gets around a 30 dollar range.

I'm also hopefully gonna get a capture card for a website I help maintain called Eternal Fusion. I had one before, but it doesn't work anymore ever sense the virus hit my PC. *Shrugs* Oh well.

I also have ta make a small comic for the school newspaper. (...The newspaper team should be a CLUB or sign up thing... not a frikkin whole class... -_- " You may be able to tell I never wanted ta do this) and I have almost no idea what ta do it about. I have only a rough idea and a rough name for it. :/ that's it. Let's just say... the weekend can't come soon enough.

I also showed my mom the flash animation I found on this Deviant place made by and artist named um... Runee? *Hopes he spelled it right* Neway, we laughed like crazy even though it's not finished yet. I can't wait till she does. Kinda makes me wish I could do one of those. That reminds me... I hear that the computers at my school are gonna get some kinda flash editor. With the portable hard drive I'm thinkin of gettin... That might not be such a hard thing to do. ^-^ " *scratches head* Though I still have no idea how to use this um.. "Flash" stuff.

Well, I'm sleepy, so Bai Ba-- O_O!!! The Admin image thingie for EF!!!! >_< Oh no... I forgot! Can't go ta sleep yet... -_- ]]> ~Cell132 http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1310095/ http://Cell132.deviantart.com/journal/1310095/ Wed, 22 Oct 2003 15:21:12 PDT _< I was barely standin by the time I made it. Neway, we brought it all back to the new school and lunged around till I had ta go. *Shrugs* Uh... hai. lol Bout it. ]]> ~Cell132