deviantART: by:Cellia-Violon http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Cellia-Violon&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Cellia-Violon en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 07:08:02 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Good day! http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/25113915/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/25113915/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 19:21:45 PDT which means i can finally relax,
and maybe be creative.

we shall see.

: )

]]> ~Cellia-Violon Love Your Life http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/17145856/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/17145856/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 09:17:30 PST It has it's quirks
And it's an ass sometimes
Life deserves your Love.

Just like a girlfriend with PMS
Or a boyfriend who doesn't always say the right thing
Or a nagging wife
Or a lazy husband,

Life pisses us off
Or makes us cry
Or gives us a headache
Or makes us work harder than we want to.

But

We should Love Life anyway.

]]> ~Cellia-Violon Love and Happiness http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/17031936/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/17031936/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 20:27:08 PST I pity anyone who has not felt
butterflies in your tummy
that last
and get worse
everytime you see
the person who put them there in the first place.

Because
the only kind of person who can put that many butterflies there
is someone
who appreciates you
for who you truly are.

Which means
you don't have to change yourself.

Which makes you smile
which makes you laugh
which makes you happy.

Happiness is awesome.

]]> ~Cellia-Violon *histerical laughter* http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/16409122/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/16409122/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:58:15 PST
- Orchestra
- Jazz band
- Symphonic band
- Soccer
- Theatre Tech
- Photography

Ooh boy. And I have to keep my grades up at the same time.
*prepares for perpetual exhaustion*

-Cellia-Violon

]]> ~Cellia-Violon 2oo8 http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/16253307/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/16253307/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 10:30:29 PST
This year, I'm going to be happy, and not let myself drift into any kind of weakness again. I'm going to be independent, and realize that I am strong by myself.

go me. ; )

-Cellia-Violon

]]> ~Cellia-Violon uck. uck. http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14147678/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14147678/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 10:58:39 PDT
CURSE YOU, HIGH SCHOOL! CURSE YOU! :shakefist:

eh.

]]> ~Cellia-Violon ending http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14111250/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14111250/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 20:45:09 PDT


KEY:
he = the love of my life Benjamin




So yesterday he called, and I told him exactly why I'd been so upset lately. Because I felt like he didn't love me anymore, and that I could feel our relationship ending.

he said he would fix it.

he said he'd be nicer.

he said that he still cared.

he said that he still loved me.

he said that he still cared about me.

he said that he wanted to stay together.

he said that he would do what ever it took, change whatever he had to change, just as long as he got to keep me.


he LIED.


I talked to him today, and everything was the same. He was still mean, still indifferent, still arguing with almost everthing I said, playing his games to make me feel guilty, making me feel un-attractive, un-wanted and un-loved.

Nothing changed.

And now I don't know what to do. I'm all for trying to make it work again, but he isn't.

But what's worse, is he doesn't seem interested in ending it either. I have no idea what I should do.

Leave and be alone?
Stay and be miserable?



]]> ~Cellia-Violon No Inspiration http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14017161/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14017161/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 15:43:52 PDT like to submit another Deviation, but

I.

can't.

think.

of.

any.

thing.

Some kind of mental block going on. grrr.

]]> ~Cellia-Violon Today, http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14006460/ http://Cellia-Violon.deviantart.com/journal/14006460/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 19:37:35 PDT
He's usually very nice to me, and I thought we were pretty good friends. Actually, he's one of three guys that I hang out with (one of the other ones is my boyfriend), and the other two make fun of him all the time, and I usually get them to stop. I listened to him about his family problems, and as far as I know, I was never mean to him.

Today, I called him and he just gave me a butt-load of attitude, called me a few rude names I don't feel like repeating, got his buddies that he was hanging out with to pass the phone around and say mean things only to threaten me if I called them back.

Needless to say, I'm pretty bummed. We've been friends since the fourth grade, and he just kind of beat our friendship with a baseball bat and then tossed it off a cliff (to be metaphorically descriptive).

--Cellia

]]> ~Cellia-Violon