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I hate it.

Bah.

Birthdays are fickle things that irk me. But why is it this year that I find myself the most agitated about the upcoming end to my life in the teen years and the birth of my life as a "adult"?

That aside I've grown to... draw again. To really draw again. Not the sweet curvy idealistic women I have previously drawn but instead... grotesquely thin, often time faceless so called women. Their beings rendered to skin and bone with as little detail as possible. Just enough for my wrist to scream at me in pain as I force myself to forget the tendinitis in my right arm.

To those of you with long over due commissions who are probably pissed as fuck at me about it... I'd apologize a thousand times and hopefully can find the time to recall... and render your commissions to life in a less disturbing style.

In other news... I've once more begun to play Ragnarok Online in my spare time. I'm pleased with the PK server I'm on, even if it's a high rate. Every server these days seems to be high rate...

But I don't mind. I adore my SinX, my Creator, Gypsy, Stalker, and Sniper. I wonder if I should make a Gunslinger... they seem... fun if not a challenge. Eventually I think I'll draw my creations.

But! My favorite part of this server is running around Bio Labs 3 and DOMINATING everything.... except the MVP... ;A; Instant kill no matter who I use.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/28141491/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/28141491/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 11:54:13 PST
It's a month where, if you're feeling brave, you'll try and write your novel or something grand, something amazing.

It's a month where, for some, you are at your artistic peak.

It's a month where friendship, love, life in general just swoops in around you to make you feel warm, loved even.

It's a month where we celebrate our so called bonding with Native American's only to wound them, destroy them, try our damnedest to eradicate them on that fateful Thursday toward the end of this beautiful month.

It is also the day of my birthday. November 24th of all days. The day I was born into a world that I want to reject with every passing second. For, you see, my birthday is always in competition with Thanksgiving. We used to celebrate my birthday on Thanksgiving instead of the actual day. And my gifts? They never came or they came too late. A mix of Christmas and birthday gifts sometimes greeted me because people would wait that long.

Then my birthday just stopped coming... and I would count the years, remember the way I was a year older every November 24th while family was oblivious.

And I find it difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over, as quoted by Maynard from A Perfect Circle.

Last year it was different. We celebrated it a day early, I believe, or was it a day late? Just off by one day. Sure I had been upset that day, only to have friends of the family show up as if to remind me I had someone who cared.

And this year? Will this year be a repeat? Or will it be different? Will the cake proudly reveal the Puerto Rican flag as it has the past two years? Will my girlfriend join me this year? Maybe we'll have Japanese, go to Umi in Hendersonville, or Asaka, Twin Dragons even? Or will we eat Puerto Rican meals?

Shall we go to a movie or sit at home and watch all the classics, the horror, the thriller and psychological movies I love with all my heart and being?

Or... are all these high hopes for not?

Whatever.

Back to Silent Hill influenced artwork.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/27988353/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/27988353/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 01:32:05 PDT No, not the real drug... just... gamer's crack.
Crack pairings in a crossover that would win for eternity.

Silent Hill verse meet Resident Evil verse and make me babies!



First, write down the names of 12 characters of your choice. Then read and answer the questions. You can't look at the questions until you write down the 12 characters you're going to use. Otherwise where would the fun be?

1. Steve Burnside
2. Heather (Cheryl/Alessa) Mason
3. Claire Redfield
4. Henry Townshend
5. William Birkin
6. Chris Redfield
7. Walter Sullivan
8. James Sunderland
9. Pyramid Head
10. Leon S. Kennedy
11. Albert Wesker
12. Valtiel


1. Have you ever read a six [Chris Redfield]/Eleven [Albert Wesker] fic? Do you want to?
I... have. Now give it to me.

2. Do you think 4 [Henry Townshend] is hot? How hot?
Henry? Henry and his eternal " " face?
... Yes, yes he is. He is in that scruffy-what the hell-way. And he's so confused!

3. What would happen if Twelve [Valtiel] got Eight [James Sunderland] pregnant?
Well if Pyramid Head can do it so can Valtiel! So can he! Now... I think Maria and Mary would be a little put off by this. Harry and the aliens would be confused.

4. Can you read any fic(s) about Nine [Pyramid Head]?
No, why would I read them when they're filled with gore and rape and fucking Nurses and James! *there is sarcasm here*

5. Would Two [Heather Mason] and Six [Chris Redfield] be a good couple?
I... wow, I didn't see that coming. Heather and her amazing secretly THREE PEOPLE powers and Chris Redfield...
A good couple? Maybe? I don't know if Heather could handle Chris, he's a very big guy. Those huge muscles and the scruffy... and the... and... yes?

6. Five [William Birkin]/Nine [Pyramid Head) or Five [William Birkin]/Ten [Leon S. Kennedy].
... holy hell and a hand basket! Both sound extremely hot. Sick, twisted, and hot. I want both. I mean with Pyramid Head... well it's full on rape anyway. But to have the Birkinator meet him? Well I can see it happening. I mean I'm sure the Birkin has a million pounds of guilt, not too sure about the repressed sexuality... I mean unless you add that there may have been something going on between him and Wesker, or a one sided love-lust for the Wesker...

But on the other hand, Birkin and Leon? The Daddy G! and Plaga King Plaga (inside joke)? Well that, that's that evil, evil crack that I am deeply in love with. Crack that would only work if Birkin and Leon had met... a few years before the Raccoon City incident and there were drugs and booze involved. This, sadly, is such a plausible thing within the crazy RP with my girlfriend.

7. What would happen if Seven [Walter Sullivan] walked in on Two [Heather Mason] and Twelve [Valtiel] in bed together?
... Walter is witnessing the Holy Mother of God getting some action from the Midwife of God. Walter is happy to see such a sacred process. So happy he might go blind.

8. Make up a summary for a Three [Claire Redfield]/Ten [Leon S. Kennedy] fic.
Couldn't I get a harder couple? Jesus, this is way too easy.

Alright here goes:
She could still hear his voice, words which echoed inside her. His gentle, hopeful seeming promises to meet again. No matter what they'd always keep in touch. But she was here and waiting for him. She'd wait forever for him... but could Leon see this? Or did Leon now have someone he loved more than her? Claire could wait. She'd keep waiting, wait forever for Leon.

Yes, this calls for ANGST!

9. Is there any such thing as One [Steve Burnside]/Eight [James Sunderland] fluff?
No, of course not. Anything that James loves mysteriously dies... mysteriously... with a pillow.

10. Suggest a title for a Seven [Walter Sullivan]/Twelve [Valtiel] hurt/comfort fic.
"Sickness unto Foolish Death"
I love that song on Silent Hill 3, it's amazing.

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted Four [Henry Townshend] to deflower One [Steve Burnside]?
Something to do with holes... oh! And Steve, Steve and a vending machine!

12. Does anyone on your friends list read Seven [Walter Sullivan] slash?
I am positive there are some! Positive!

13. Does anyone on your friends list read Three (Claire) slash?
See the above! :>

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven [Albert Wesker]?
It would be a lie if I said no.

15. Would anyone on your friends list write Two [Heather]/Four [Henry)/Five [William]?
Yes, yes they would. And it would be am... ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/27951176/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/27951176/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 23:41:37 PDT
For those of you who don't know, I'm a very passionate Silent Hill fan. The video games, not the movie. The movie was... bland for me, all things considered. Just a reworking of the first game that was... just no.

And now number two is probably going to be a reworking of the second game. Yay James Sunderland and his crazy. Probably my FAVORITE game, tied with the third game.

Anyway, once more Pyramid Head returns to the silver screen... but he isn't alone.

From Silent Hill: Homecoming, they bring us Siam. Siam who has such a lovely monster design that reminds us all of James and Mary from Silent Hill 2. This doesn't surprise me, them using such a monster. I do love it, love it hard.

I just hope that there's something redeemable about this movie. Will it not rush with explaining why the town is a sick twisted mind fuck that will kill you because Alessa is a bitch? Or that Alessa is secretly Samael or something like that? Are we going to have Angela? Eddie? A Marie-esque character? Will there be a Walter Sullivan?

Okay that last question matters very little to Silent Hill 2 so much as it does for 4.

Love Walter. Love him and his 21 Sacraments, crazy hobo.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/25080067/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/25080067/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 22:47:46 PDT
I've been everybody elses girl but maybe one day I'll be my own.

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Wow that was super bitchy today. But fuck it, I'm still sick. I'm still much too fucking sick to do anything but bitch and fucking moan.

Hopefully by fucking Friday things will fucking clear out or I'll go fucking insane, which is bound to happen anyway.

Since I have nothing better to fucking do, I think I'm going to head to Main St. on Fridays and wonder around doing nothing but drawing a bit, reading. Being cold.

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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/23200224/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/23200224/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 16:32:25 PST - Age: 19
- Annoyance: DA's tracing policy?
- Allergic: Iodine
- Animal: Canines
- Actor: Johnny Deep

B
- Beer: Taste like shit.
- Birthday/Birthplace: November 24th - New York, New York.
- Best Friends: Nammah and SpiritFoxGirl
- Body Part on opposite sex: Neck, collarbone, shoulders and fingers.
- Best feeling in the world: Nothing, we're all too human.
- Blind or Deaf: Deaf, nothing is more beautiful than silence.
- Best weather: Stormy weather.
- Been in Love: I'm laughing right now.
- Been bitched out?: And done the bitching.
- Been on stage?: Yeah.
- Believe in yourself?: Never.
- Believe in life on other planets: Tiny micro organisms I call: Meese!
- Believe in miracles: A durrr!
- Believe in Magic: See above.
- Believe in God: See no.
- Believe in Satan: I wanted to name my doggy that.
- Believe in Santa: Yes, she's my grandmother.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes.
- Believe in Evolution: Yes.

C
- Car: Mustang
- Candy: Chocolate
- Colour: Black.
- Cried in school: We do not talk about this.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese
- Cake or pie: Cake, I make good cake.
- Countries to visit: Everywhere.

D
- Day or Night: Night.
- Dream vehicle: None.
- Danced: Tread with caution.
- Dance in the rain?: Sure
- Dance in the middle of the street!: You kid.
- Do the splits?: Hell no!

E
- Eggs: I have them.
- Eyes: Brown
- Everyone has: an organ
- Ever failed a class?: Yes. Multiple.

F
- First crush: This one guy from fourth grade.
- Full name: :E
- First thoughts waking up: Fucking sunlight.
- Food: Pizza :>

G
- Greatest Fear: Not telling
- Giver or taker: Taker
- Goals: None!
- Gum: Please
- Get along with your parents?: Pfffffft
- Good luck charms: I has a fox skull, his name is Timbucktoo

H
- Hair Colour: Brown
- Height: 5'6"
- Happy: Pffffffft
- Holidays: Halloween and the x-mas
- How do you want to die: In my sleep
- Health freak?: And that is why I'm fat.
- Hate: Too much

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Blue, green, grey- you know, colors that aren't mine.
- Hair Colour: I'm a sucker for redheads.
- Height: Taller than me
- Clothing Style: Stylish and casual.
- Characteristics: Anything that isn't like mine.
- Ice Cream: Please?
- Instrument: Violin or fiddle
- Jewelry: Giger
- Job: Writer

K
- Kids: No
- Kickboxing or karate: No
- Keep a journal?: No, not really.

L
- Longest Car Ride: 22 hours and 45 minutes.
- Love: My offspring
- Letter: K
- Laughed so hard you cried: With friends
- Love at first sight: No!

M
- Milk flavour: Chocolate!
- Movie: Asian horror
- Mooned anyone?: Who'd wanna see my ass?
- Marriage: No
- Motion sickness?: Not really
- McD's or BK: McD's

N
- Number of Siblings: 2 siblings that are related, and 3 more since my ma and Tina got together. And even more since dad and Angel got together.
- Number of Piercings: None
- Number: 13

O
- Overused Phrases: Goddamnit and FUCK
- One wish: Wishes my ass
- One phobia: None

P
- Place you'd like to live: NYC
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi

Q
- Quail: Bird
- Questionnaires: I do them because I have no life.

R
- Reason to cry: Every reason
- Reality T.V.: They're bull
- Radio Station: 93.3
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: I can't!

S
- Song: The New Zero - Rasputina
- Shoe size: US 10
- Sushi: Depends on the day
- Skipped school: Been there
- Slept outside: Twice
- Seen a dead body?: Yes.
- Smoked?: Pot, cigarettes
- Skinny dipped?: Never
- Shower daily?: Every two days
- Sing well?: Pretty good
- In the shower?: Yes
- Swear?: Fuck yes
- Stuffed Animals?: I have some
- Single/Group dates: Never
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries.
- Scientists need to invent: Cures. And fucking finish up with that HIV cure!

T
- Time for bed: 4:30-5:55 in the morning
- Thunderstorms: <3
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: How about no?

U
- Unpred... ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/22784721/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/22784721/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 15:03:49 PST
So I'm making a list of gear to buy. I think... I will start wearing more clothes like this, it feels free.

Footwear:
Demonia Creeper 810 - $69
Pleaser Electra 1020 - $41
Demonia Dank 112 - $45

Pants:
Asteroid Quarter Pants II - $70
Asteroid Pants - $79
Malicia Pants - $83

All prices have come from one site I've been looking at. I'm going to look around, of course, so if anyone knows other sites to check out then let me know.

I'm hoping to lose a lot of weight and get into shape first.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/22316632/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/22316632/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:20:55 PST

First 'fuck' of the year

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Just a note unto myself.

Don't forget to draw Origine - Concept image and not a fun-for-fun picture.

Don't forget to write up a full profile, copy and paste it to The Flesh Trade.

Don't forget to look for the fucking scanner plug.

And don't forget to kick your laptop.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/20658574/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/20658574/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 19:32:31 PDT :

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok in your camping car and I saw you pull the clothes off my avocado plant. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your memories from the military to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I was interviewed by the Times about eggplant-fetishism.

Go Burn.
Chaos Mage

[link]

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/20011773/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/20011773/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 20:32:54 PDT
I have so many characters but some of them I only draw once and then never again. So I've grown very curious.

Just list a character that you would really like to see more of. Whether it be Chaos in male form or... or someone obscure like Sickness.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/19434422/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/19434422/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 19:36:17 PDT
My aunt's amazing. She let me drink authentic absinthe. And let me tell you... that shit taste foul! @.@ But it's so beautiful. She let me mix it, but demanded I dilute the fuck out of it. So I did, but damn that stuff was wicked hard to swallow. Even harder still to smell.

Um... got a few new books. Drawn nothing too good...

Discovered a love for oolong tea, sticky rice, and dumplings. :>

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18987945/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18987945/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 17:54:09 PDT
1) Tell you why I friended you
2) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3) Tell you something I like about you
4) Tell you a memory I have of you
5) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
6) Tell you my favorite piece from your gallery
7) In return, you must post this in your journal

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18753022/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18753022/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 17:06:33 PDT
I only tried to keep her from getting reported on DA for being an art thief by putting up credits. But, well, I guess in the end we are all disappointed.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18750959/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18750959/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 14:58:09 PDT
You know, this was originally drawn by so and so, and so you should give credit.

So if my lovelies would help me so, would you kindly do such to this artist? To make her learn the error of her ways?

[link]

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18703377/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18703377/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 19:26:13 PDT IT'S FINALLY OVER

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18635009/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18635009/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 20:25:05 PDT FREAK YEAH

Pirate, homg, tell your sister we need a box of at least ten of EVERYTHING. Mostly cuffs. Yes, I've been very good.

And don't forget to let me know how things go with your mom, k? We might get a hotel room if things work out with a friend of mine.

EEEEE

So excited.

And people... go to this place. [link]

--
Cosplay Status:

Project Chaos - Shoes
Tyki of D.Gray-Man - shirt, gloves, and ascot
???

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Commission Status:
Returning to working on commissions. Please note me if you wish to see the progress of your commission.

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Y-Gallery
Other Account for writing and other art
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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18531640/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18531640/ Tue, 27 May 2008 17:26:04 PDT That is something I'm greatly looking forward to since I never really hang out with her- though she's a great kid.
I'll be meeting with members of Nixcore- an rp group I joined- which will be totally awesome. <3 We still have some kinks to work out.
Got a lot to do... but nap time now. XD

BTW Rasputina is AMAZING


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Cosplay Status:

Project Chaos - need ears, tail, pants and shoes.
Tyki of D.Gray-Man - shirt, gloves, and ascot
???

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Commission Status:
Returning to working on commissions. Please note me if you wish to see the progress of your commission.

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Y-Gallery
Other Account for writing and other art
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Important to Me










]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18316995/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/18316995/ Wed, 14 May 2008 07:47:11 PDT I probably wont be able to go at this rate.
I don't have the money to pay for a roomand at the moment it's hopeless to room with someone at the moment.
I might talk to Jess about rooming with her and the others.
If that doesn't fall through than I just can't go.

I will be going to AnimeNEXT though, my mom promised.

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Commission Status: All commissions will be on delay due to life issues. If you would like to see scans of your WIPs, please wait until Saturday when I plan to post them under scraps. Thank you for your patience.


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17883194/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17883194/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 15:49:40 PDT
HOLY FUCK

XD

Wow, thanks guys. I never expected over 15k pageviews. Thanks so fucking much.

I must draw something for that...

Guess I'll do a kiriban at 16k so look out for that, alright?

Anyway, I'm moving to somewhere in Dana. @.@ So it's like... a half an hour drive from my school.
Big place apparently.

But we don't totally know for sure. So hope that we get it.

Long time no see, guys. Miss you all lots.

Don't worry I've got tons of scraps for the lot of you pests.

Anyway, just letting you all know I'm alive and well.


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Commission Status: All commissions will be on delay due to life issues. If you would like to see scans of your WIPs, please wait until Saturday when I plan to post them under scraps. Thank you for your patience.


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Y-Gallery
Other Account for writing and other art
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Important to Me










]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17622072/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17622072/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:49:49 PDT Mind you I must keep this avie now, it is just to die for.

Silly mudkips!

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17047820/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17047820/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 19:19:02 PST
Beware.


I've been really sexual these past few weeks. Even with the shitty moving and that kind of thing. But I've had so many breaks to just go lay down and do the things a girl needs to do to get off. It's fucking natural, I know, but for me it's the most abnormal thing I've done in my life. I fuck around with guys and chicks all the time.

Friends and otherwise.

But to find myself actually needing to get off when I'm basically a doll in bed, is just weird.

Seriously, you can ask four of my exs and they'll say the same thing. I'm like a pose able doll. Do not want. That kinda thing.

So could something be wrong with me, or is there something I'm just not getting?

I don't expect any replies. I just wanted to... let loose.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17027806/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/17027806/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 15:26:22 PST Through my art and writing...

And I have a challenge of sorts.
I want you to take a walk through someones gallery.
Click pictures, leave comments.
Tell them just how they've grown.
For the better I hope.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16597354/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16597354/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 13:07:09 PST
Yeah I want to stop fucking drawing.
Yeah I'm taking this whole thing badly.
But can't you get it, it's my choice.

I'll probably scribble for a while.
Take up photography or something.

But I have two commissions to finish and since I need money, I'll probably take up more.
Still I've hit rock bottom here due to some good old fashion your art sucks criticisms.

Now if you would kindly stop it.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16596780/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16596780/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 12:29:04 PST You guys don't understand.
You don't understand shit.

Yeah, can't draw guys that is so why I'm going to stop drawing.
That's not it. That isn't my fucking problem, that's one of them but not the entire thing.

So quit it with your fucking "you can't stop drawing" and all that bullshit, I don't want it.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16589819/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16589819/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 00:28:11 PST I'm no good.
I can't even draw a guy that looks male.

I'll finish the commissions and that's it.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16390912/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16390912/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 16:15:20 PST That's the way of the world, isn't it?

Guess it's about time, isn't it.
All the buttering up must have payed off for Vanessa.
She's not my mother any more.
She's not even my fucking friend.
She's like fucking poison.

So I'm going to move out as soon as I can.
After I get some money.
After I get my job and finish school.

Yeah... that's it.




Powdered God in a bag
From the Vatican
I want you to fuck off
As hard as you can

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16193450/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/16193450/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 20:56:42 PST

1. Sum up 2007 in three words:
Dear Fucking God

2. How many times did you leave the state/country this year?
5

3. Did anything exciting happen in February?
No

4. Did you celebrate any birthdays in May?
One?

5. Where did you go on your summer holidays?
Stayed here pretty much.

6. Do you have the same best friend as this time last year?
Yes, actually :3

7.Do you have the same job as this time last year?
XD No.

8. Do you live in the same house as last year?
Yesh

9.Did you kiss anyone in August?
Yes

10.Did you discover any new hangouts this year?
Actually, yes.

11. Have you seen any amazing concerts?
Just friends concerts.

12.Compared to this time last year, are you:
Relaxed~

ii) thinner or fatter?:
Thinner

iii) richer or poorer?:
Pretty even

13. How many sexual partners have you had this year?
5

14. How many dates have you been on?
Three this year.

15. Did you have a love interest at the beginning of 2007?
Not talking about it

16. Do you have a love interest now?
Kinda

17. Do you think you will have the same love interest this time next year?
Nope

18.What did you do last new years eve?
I was at fucking Denny's!

19. What are you doing this coming NYE?
Nothing

20.What is on your Christmas wishlist?
Stuffs.

21.Who will you be spending Christmas day with, and where?
Late, but I was home

22. What are you going to be doing in that quiet week between Christmas and New Year?
I did NOTHING

23.What is your favourite:
i)song of 2007:
Leather Big Fat Remix by Tori Amos and JohnB

ii)album of 2007:
Emilie Autumn Opheliac 2 disc addition

24. Have you gained any new friends this year?
A few

25. Have you lost any?
Who hasn't?

26.Do you regret anything from 2007?
Lots

27.What did you do on your birthday?
Not much, watched movies went out and stuff

28. What did you get for your birthday?
Movies and things

29.Best discovery of 2007?
That I can draw penises XD

30. Things that are actually quite good despite loud criticism:
The Golden Compass

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15750067/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15750067/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 13:20:33 PST

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Publish something. Art book, novel, etc.
2.) Learn to play a violin.
3.) Go to a Gazette concert!

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Kris
2.) Satan - don't ask.
3.) Banana v.v

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) chaos-mage
2.) Frost Marionette
3.) ChaosMarionette

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) My eyes?
2.) My fingers. I love them.
3.) I can crossdress?

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Puerto Rico
2.) Spain
3.) New York? XD


Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Love.
2.) Small spaces.
3.) Really big scary guys.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) music
2.) sleep
3.) vibrator. XD I kid, I kid. the real answer: yaoi.

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Bra
2.) Miri's pants.
3.) Fav T-shirt

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Tori Amos
2.) Emilie Autumn
3.) Gazette

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) The Beekeeper - Tori Amos
2.) Let The Record Show - Emilie Autumn
3.) Maggots - Gazette

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Tall guy, or girl.
2.) Careful. @.@
3.) Open minded.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I used a vibrator this morning.
2.) I'm full of TMI
3.) I like the sun.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) collarbones
2.) hips
3.) neck


Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) drawing
2.) sleeping
3.) listening to music

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) go to sleep
2.) go to Canada and hump my squishy. XD
3.) eat something!

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Forensics
2.) Psychology
3.) Writing

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Canada
2.) Puerto Rico
3.) Romania

Three Kid's Names Your Friends With:
1.) Umm... Lucifel
2.) Jordan
3.) o(≧∀≦o - guess what that means!

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I wear a bra? @.@
2.) Lipgloss off and on.
3.) Curling iron and/or straightener.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) Vulgar
2.) Highly sexual
3.) Hoodies for the fucking win


Tag EVERYONE! XD

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Commission Status:

- 50% done, school work has gotten in the way.
Matt - 30%, dog pissed on the original copy. Redrawing.

Still taking Commissions
No color work though, I'm still practicing with colored pencils.
Please note for information.


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http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15648757/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 11:20:26 PST This is one happy bitch.


And now to go see The Mist and Hitman! FUCK YEAH!

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15217779/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15217779/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 15:18:19 PDT Thanks to that I have a hematoma.
Thanks to that I've been traumatized.
The needle pierced my vein on both sides. DX

FUCK IT HURTS SOOOO BAD.

I only gave 19-20 CC of blood. Not enough for it to be a blood transfusion. Just testing material

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15131175/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/15131175/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 15:32:37 PDT
So why's my mother a fucking bitch? The corset I spent $30, she took back to get my money back so she could use it. The costume she was going to help pay for, she fucking forgets and goes ahead and uses the money on other shit.

She always fucking does this every fucking year. So I hope to god I can get at least $20 for donating blood, spend that on fabric so maybe Jessie can make the skirt while I improvise for everything else.

I'll take commissions and I'll accept payment via paypal or in person.
I really need the fucking money. Fucking a, I told her that I would fucking need the fucking costume and she fucking promised to fucking get it. But she goes behind my fucking back and spends the fucking money and expects me not to fucking get upset?

WELL FUCK THAT SHIT.

FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! GO TO FUCKING HELL!

God I fucking hate her bullfuckingshit and I shouldn't have expected her to even keep her fucking word. She always fucking pulls this bullshit.
Fucking bitch.

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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/14560872/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/14560872/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 12:20:05 PDT
If it's my image and has my name on it, don't fucking touch it. Clothing wise and all that shit. It's still mine goddamn it.

I'm so tired of this bullshit.
My art is mine. Fanart is loosely mine but still.

I don't design clothing for other people. I think I might just turn this into a bust image only account.

And I really like drawing clothing too, ya know... fucking dumb assess.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/14459839/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/14459839/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 17:45:21 PDT my Remus is dead

my dog is dead.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/14143012/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/14143012/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 03:07:32 PDT
I mean, it looks like utter shit. X.x And I started a million years ago.

But I'll keep trying until I give up... although...

If anyone wants to make the sprite, I will give you art and money?

Offers now plz.


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/12742682/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/12742682/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 13:14:51 PDT
MSN: Beloved-Belial@hotmail.com
AIM: Frost Marionette

I shall clear out those before picking up any new ones.
Shall post a big info thing later about commissions.

Just stating that I'm not dead yet, but I shall be dropping out of school.

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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/12074252/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/12074252/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 21:31:29 PST
My dog Celtic died on March 5th...
The wounds he received thanks to my fucking neighbor's dogs killed him.
They got infected before we could do anything to stop it.
So instead of going out to bury him, I'm sitting here feeling empty.
I just can't make myself feel mad or upset.
I just... I feel empty.
I knew he was going to die.
And I'm happy he died in his sleep.
It's better that way.
Everything should die in it's sleep.
No pain.
Nothing.

I'm going to miss him.

]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11894738/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11894738/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 13:01:57 PST
I won't explain my last journal because its none of your concern.
Seriously, my personal life is none of your concern unless I make it so. Like my CnJ boobs who I still keep contact with. Or the one or two random people here and there. Other wise it's a 'don't ask, don't tell' situation.
But in the long run, I am a single asexual critter. So let's leave it at that.

Anyway, for an art update:
I have been having a weird artist block for a long time. So hopefully expect some new art on either of my accounts.

Those of you with LJ or AIM who have free time, I demand you follow my little add for the RP group I CoMod at. Do it!


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11887417/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11887417/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 20:12:44 PST
Just . . . fuck it.


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11611615/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11611615/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 13:16:51 PST
But I need you all to tell me at least one or two of your favorite fairy tales.

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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11401230/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11401230/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 17:02:45 PST
1.
Yami the dog - An adorable little critter, one of the cutest I've seen.
Foxy Girl - Really shows off her own little style. All attitude and chic style.
Sister Universert 2 Tsuki - There's something so attractive in something so simple.
My advice to you: Keep going and I suggest looking about for a few tutorials and such on clothing folds.

2.
Cho + Ukon is emo love - Out of ALL the kitty couples, they are my fav. How could one not love the emo kitties?!
-Phobia- - I guess it's because this appeals to that sick, sick creature inside of us all. Twisted but beautiful.
Akimichi Cho - It's Cho. End of conversation.
My advice to you: Boo, don't ever stop doing what you do.

3.
Itachi Floats On - Yes, somehow this all too cute and fucking purity picture just sticks to me like unwanted mud.
Oh, my darling - This is one of those pictures that makes you envy Nat and Shifty's relationship, ya know. It's cute in all it's humping ways.
I'M SANE. REALLY. - Maybe it's the shiney pointy objects, or the tail, but either way, I like it.



I seriously plan on finishing this, y'all. Don't worry.



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~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11342108/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/11342108/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 20:16:35 PST

And update my other account with stuff.

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Stole from many a person, but we shall claim . . .

The first ten people who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them.

But you have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating!

You must also be watching me.

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http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10883313/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 19:16:55 PST
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Stole from many a person, but we shall claim . . ..

The first ten people who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them.

But you have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating!

You must also be watching me.

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http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10871064/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 17:48:49 PST
I shall throw up some of my sketch papers in the future, to give y'all a sneak peak into my school life. And the fact that I draw in class.

And it's that time again. Time for a new ID. Possibly a photo if my zoom on my camera stops being a peice of fucking shit. u.u

But I am well.




I'm getting a NIGHTMARE CD!!!! ANIMA~ That is love. X3 ~fangirly~


And I need my $100 from my grandma, money for 2 commissions -that's $30- and $9 and I am set for at least paying for the tickets to NY.
^^

And and and and . . . and stooff . . . yeah . . .

Bye bye~




WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also:

Stole from many a person, but we shall claim . . ..

The first ten people who reply to this journal get put up here, along with three of my favorite deviations by them.

But you have to put this in your journal as well, so no cheating!

You must also be watching me.

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~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10825734/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10825734/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 17:03:14 PST

Looks like at 6 a.m tomorrow I shall begin a new chapter in my blurry ever changing life.

I know, should realise
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it will be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger. ~ Within Temptation

Lyrics ring true~

Anyway, I've still got to turn in my applications for work, but I'm . . . I'm tired of wondering if I'll be accepted.

No birthday card from Taty yet, I wonder if she forgot. But Grandma's never forgotten my birthday. -sigh- Maybe I'll get a call as usual. I'm expecting one from Miri, I'll try to get home as soon as I can. I don't want to miss it.

I'm getting the Puerto Riccan flag on my birthday cake. Just to show that I do have pride in my family's birth contry, or at least, my recent family's. I'll have the Spain flag on my next Birthday. -frown-


That's all I have to say, really.





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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10584415/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10584415/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 16:19:35 PST
My friends want to throw a party, but I HATE parties. Hate being surrounded by tons of people who are celibrating a day that doesn't really matter the next day. Just another year of life, another year closer to death.

And I won't be drawing often. Too much fucking school work. It's not enough that I'm facing writers block, now I have artist block. Lovely.

Good thing is, I'll be able to afford an OMG hat from Gaia. ^^ I love that thing. So fucking cute. And I'll be getting a job soon. Maybe I'll actually get my fucking surgery done this time.

I'm seriously about to kill someone if this surgery isn't done soon. My gum is infected cause of the dead tooth and they haven't given me fucking meds for it. I need it removed, damn it! >.< asdajlfjlasdfjasldfjsladfjlasdfj


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10024060/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10024060/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 03:33:28 PDT Current Music: Melissa Etheridge - Breathe
Watching: AMV
Writing: stuff
Drawing: ~Stuff~
Quote: "You're mine . . . please stay with me."


1.- If I were a fruit I'd be... Green Grape
2.- If I were a colour I'd be... Blackish-Purple
3.- If I were an animal I'd be... a . . . a . . . shark. A male shark.
4.- If I were a domestic appliance I'd be... a light switch.
5.- If I were a book I'd be... A Yaoi/Yuri doujinshi
6.- If I were a clothing item I'd be... fishnets.
7.- If I were a jewel I'd be... a topaz stone, blue topaz.
8.- If I were an object I'd be... vibrator
9.- If I were a car I'd be... a mustang
10.- If I were an element I'd be... Fire
11.- If I were a tree I'd be... an apple tree
12.- If I were a drink I'd be... Vodka
13.- If I were an ice cream flavour I'd be... Mint
14.- If I were a person I'd be... some random hot bitch
15.- If I were a planet I'd be... Mars
16.- If I were an insect I'd be... a bee~
17.- If I were public transport I'd be... bus
18.- If I were a song I'd be... Eden by Sarah Brightman
19.- If I were a movie I'd be... Elephant
20.- If I were a season I'd be... Winter
21.- If I were a flower I'd be... something that dies quickly
22.- If I were a job I'd be... a writer
23.- If I were a cartoon I'd be... Tayuya
24.- If I were a place I'd be... a usedbook store
25.- If I were a gift I'd be... a plush
26.- If I were a memory I'd be...a single tear
27.- If I were a city I'd be...New York City
28.- If I were a sense I'd be... touch
29.- If I were a game I'd be... Tenchu
30.- If I were a candy I'd be... Snickers
31.- If I were a time of the day I'd be... twilight
32.- If I were an invention I'd be... a violin
33.- If I were a body part I'd be.. fingers
34.- If I were a country I'd be... Spain
35.- If I were a flavour I'd be... Bitter
36.- If I were a sport I'd be... volleyball
37.- If I were a smell I'd be... apple spice
38.- If I were a subject I'd be... Literature
39.- If I were a flag I'd be... the Puerto Rican flag!
40.- If I were a building I'd be... a Mayan Temple
41.- If I were a month I'd be... October
42.- If I were a perfume I'd be... something that has a faint smell
43.- If I were a gummy candy I'd be... gummy worms
45.- If I were a toy I'd be... Candy Land
46.- If I were a textile I'd be... leather
47.- If I were a shape I'd be... circle
48.- If I were a answer I'd be... oroboros
49.- If I were a common liquorice . . .
50.- If I were a word I'd be... Insanity


She's mine, hands off

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~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10018678/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/10018678/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 11:24:29 PDT Current Music: POE - Spanish Doll
Watching: AMV
Writing: stuff
Drawing: ~Stuff~
Quote: "If she means that much to you . . . just do it damnit! Stop running away!"

I really, really need some money. It's very, very important, so I will be accepting commissions.

Full Body:
Colored and inked $20
B&W $10
B&W inked $15

Bust:
Colored and inked $15
B&W $8
B&W inked $10

Hell, I'll fucking write shit for you!

I'm sooo sorry they're pricey and all, but I really need the money. I've got to pay for greyhound tickets and stuff, and it's not cheap at all.

So forgive me, but it's really important.

Contact info:
EMAIL: neurotic.engel@yahoo.com
AIM: HellFireAkatsuki
MSN: Beloved-Belial@hotmail.com

Seriously, if you can, just donate or something. Note me for details, etc. I'm so sorry to be so demanding, but I have to.


I'm so fucking~ happy and shit and I don't know what the fuck to do. And I need to raise $139 in, like, two weeks or something. But if she pays for half of it, I need at least $70, so the prices will drop.

Just note me and shit.

I just, I'm so fucking excited. I want to just fucking explode


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9961705/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9961705/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 08:51:02 PDT .<
Current Music: Portishead - All Mine
Watching: AMV
Writing: A pwp fic. ^^
Drawing: ~Stuff~
Quote: "I wanna be uke today! I do, I do!"

Mraw, ask a question and get an answer. Any question.


The end~


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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9589282/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9589282/ Thu, 03 Aug 2006 14:47:58 PDT Current Music: AIM IM sounds
Watching: My cat be weird.
Writing: A pwp fic. >>
Drawing: Stuff
Quote: "So . . . can I be seme?"

Seriously that Does Joshwa Want Some? pic has inspired me to write a total pwp CnJ next gen fic! >.< Blame Aikei!

All I need is for Hoi and Mina to agree on a basic design of Joshwa . . .

AND! Expect more Kemonomimi from me!

The end~





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]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9456186/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9456186/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 18:59:27 PDT Current Music: Collide - White Rabbit
Watching: Saso beating Ita with a pillow
Writing: A pwp fic. >>
Drawing: Stuff
Quote: "Remember what the Door Mouse said . . ."

Would you have drank what was in those bottles if you fell down the Rabbit's Hole?

I would. Be small all the time . . . most of the time. And then tall the other times.

Why yes, I'm so into this song about drugs. ^^- Not like I'd do them or anything.

Nyuu, I want to go asylum hoping. Would be fun.

On the bus the other day, I sat by a lunatic. She was highly interesting. We talked . . . sort of.

Nee, turns out I won't be moving for a long time. So I get to stay at West. ((by the way, I didn't want to go to West.))

Does anyone remember what the Door Mouse said? >< Can't find my book.

Have to get a book bag soon. A new one. I'm too lazy to do it.

Saso says I need a life away from the computer. I do, just don't have cash.

>< I was actually considering wearing a skirt the other day. WTF?

And everyone says I've lost a lot of weight. Fucking lies I tell you.

Gotta call the dentist.

Tokyopop Journal thing ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9334030/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9334030/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 15:17:31 PDT
But I will stay at West for a little, hopefully. Otherwise I'll be forced to take college high school. U.U Sorry. ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9317595/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9317595/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 02:25:43 PDT [link] It is fun!

Your Existing Situation

Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval.
I act like that?


Your Stress Sources

Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads her to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.
True, oh so very true.


Your Restrained Characteristics

Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left her listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him.

Willing to become emotionally involved and able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity, but tries to avoid conflict.Errr . . . do they have to add that?


Your Desired Objective

Has an imperative need for some bond or fusion with another which will prove sensually fulfilling, but which will not conflict with her convictions or sense of fitness.
That sounds nice, yeah, nice.


Your Actual Problem

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationship. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.
Can they not have made it so easy to understand? I hate just how easly they made it for me to understand that that's my problem. Hate it! ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9298069/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9298069/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 04:20:37 PDT Current Music: Uliya/Julia Savicheva - Esli v serdce zhivet l'ubov'
Watching: A AMV for Kannazuki No Miko
Writing: Bitter Taste, a one shot Naruto fic
Drawing: Chaos/Cyclone ^^-
Quote: "Chaos/Cyclone is New Age Masturbation using alter egos!”

Seriously, this won't be emo like my last few. >3

I have come to realize that somehow I am a biogeneticly-big word- altered cat-bat-man-shark ninja! Yes it's true, I, the godly Chaos Mage, am a man~ Don't know how, but I am.

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Yeah . . .

I give my uterous to aikei-chan! Because now that I am a man I do not need it!

And some how my belove Shamanin will have my demonic offspring! >>

I swear I lost my head in the toilet called life.

Toilet . . . is that even spelled right?

I know I had something important to say. I know I did.

I know this is the funney part because next I will tell you all I have no idea when I'm moving, but I think I'll be at West for a little. Yesh. ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9237368/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9237368/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 23:27:31 PDT
The whole thing was a social study on how people reacted to the unknown. How we let panic controle us, lovely, ne?

Something like that, all our panicing led us to crashing the site. Fun, ne? ]]> ~Chaos-Mage http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9224499/ http://Chaos-Mage.deviantart.com/journal/9224499/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 18:46:23 PDT Current Music: Within Temptation – The Swan Song
Watching: Naruto . . . sort of.
Writing: Bitter Taste, a one shot Naruto fic
Drawing: Chaos/Cyclone
Quote: "No te olvides de mi . . .”

So someone has informed me that someone has decided to claim my Kunoichi series as their own. It’s a first for me. I’m not that good of an artist; I don’t know why they picked my work. I’m horrible at anatomy and shading, just plain horrible.

So I need some help, how do I deal with this mess with out sounding like a whinny bitch? Seriously, I don’t want to be offensive, I’m just not sure how to approach the situation at the moment. It’s irritating the hell out of me.

I’m usually so good at this when it doesn’t have to deal with me. *sighs* ]]> ~Chaos-Mage