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Sorry for the edit if it showed up on your watch. Didn't mean it too....

Yeah.

I still get on every once and a while to reply to my comments or something. I still check almost all of my deviations, so to all the people I watch, I still look at your art... honestly.

If I'm on AIM or MSN, you can talk to me. But if you expect a smooth conversation, I would advise that you be one of my friends first.

School and piano are devouring my life, expectedly. And I think my artistic inspiration has probably... just dropped dead. D:

Short journal... :/ There's probably a lot of other major things that have happened to me lately, but I'm too lazy to type them all.

Oh yeah... being some middle school girl isn't that great sometimes. The guys make you act retarded.

...

One more thing...

R.I.P.

JOHN "BEATZ" HOLOHAN

Drummer of Bayside

MISCELLANIOUS CRAP


Friends, The People I watch, and Clubs ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/6401978/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/6401978/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 00:18:43 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

Hey. Alright... it's time for another update on what's happening. But then I wonder if anyone really cares? But whatever, this journal is as much as a place for me to release my thoughts as it is to inform people.

As you might've already known from reading ~thefuzz2004's journal, school has started, my first year in middle school in fact. So it's quite a different experience for me. I've experienced crappy lockers to a teacher that lets us bring in our own CDs if we want, from eating much-better-than-elementary-school food to seeing guys smacking each other in the balls... and it's only the been one week. Middle school is so much different from elementary school, but the changes aren't necessarily bad. I mean, sure, it has pros and cons, but I think it has more pros. I think being stuck with little kids for 6 years has finally got to my nerves, yo.

Our middle school currently only has 2 grades, 7th and 8th. The 7th and 8th graders are divided into 2 teams, 2 teams for each grade actually, Team A and Team B. A person's team determines there lunch hour and which teachers they'll have for which classes. Most unfortunately, ~thefuzz2004 was put on Team A while Shirley ~LinkinParkFrog1 and I were put on Team B. So that's while ~thefuzz2004 have, like, no classes together while Shirley and I share about 5 classes together. o_o; I feel so sorry for her...

Well, uh, anyway, here's my schedule...

Room# Class
312 Honors Literature
308 S.H.A.P.E. (Student Health and Physical Education)
104 Science
315 Exploratory
LUNCH (ROCKS)
208 English
310 Pre-Algebra Honors
103 GT

Ok. First of all, I share the same feelings toward Exploratory as ~thefuzz2004. I love that class... the teacher is hilarious and basically goes easy with us. For the first semester he's improving our typing skills. I already thought I was an amazing typer and was thinking this class might be rather useless, but I learned that my accuracy could really use some work. He also had records recording the fastest typers in the years that he taught. I was so amazed at how fast they were. I know now that I really have a lot to learn.

I thought I would suck major ass at SHAPE. Seriously, I'm not the most athletic person in the school. T_T But after I did some of the runs and played some kickball, I didn't suck (amazingly)! I guess running on the treadmill at my house while watching the video for "Ride the Wings of Pestilence" really paid off. XD Of course, I smell like shit after SHAPE but I have deoderent in my SHAPE locker (we have different lockers for SHAPE).

Science is... interesting. Our teacher is a 30+ year veteran so she really knows her shit. Yeah... not much to say here...

Honors Literature... meh.

English... I don't really like. I guess the teacher is nice and the work isn't very hard, but still... I just don't like it very much...

So far... math (pre algebra honors) isn't very hard. I know it'll get harder though. Our teacher is ok...

And last... and certainly the worst at the moment... GT...

Ok, GT stands for gifted/talented and was created as a class for all the advanced students and stuff. I use to go to it in 4th and 5th grade. We would ride a bus to a different elementary school and other GT students from other schools would be there. Now 7th AND 8th grade GT students just meet up in one class for 8th hour and...

This class is a nightmare. Seriousl... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/6216139/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/6216139/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 12:10:45 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

Haha… I couldn’t think of anything else to call the journal… XD

Ok... it's been quite some time since I've written a journal, and I haven't uploaded a deviation for nearly 7 weeks.

Originally, my new journal was going to be much longer, but halfway through writing it, I got bored and stopped typing. So I'm just going to summarize what I want to say through a few sentences. So... in a nutshell...

I assure you guys, I'm still doing art. It's just been going really really slow. I know this is not the first time I've said this, but please I still care about art. I'm still drawing... it's just that I've been concentrating on other stuff is well.

So basically, thanks to all the people who watch me, regardless if you comment on my deviations or not. Considering how lazy I've been on my art, I wouldn't be surprised if I lost more than half of my watches. I'm ALMOST done with a double dragon pencil piece and I'm currently photoshopping another ~BlackChaotic collaboration. I really feel like the collaboration will turn out really good and I don't want my efforts on that picture not to be wasted.

So have faith in me... if you still have any at all.

OTHER STUFF I NEED TO RANT ABOUT IN SIMPLE SENTENCES

I love From First to Last.

I experienced urinating while swimming a couple days ago.

I've jet skiied.

I've water skiied and discovered that I suck at it.

I can swim... sort of.

My swimming teacher is a metal head (FUCK YEAH!).

Avenged Sevenfold's new video is weird yet entertaining but rather perverted.

FFTL's new video is demented but the band's performance is awesome.

I'm interested in Underoath.

I want to join the FFTL message board but am hesitant after the JEW incident. (see journal: Unhappyness)

FFTL has a new record coming out soon.

Yeah... one more thing to all my friends: I'm sorry if I don't comment on your deviations and/or journals or reply to your comments. I ALWAYS take time to read a comment, but I won't necessarily reply to it. I look at the majority of the deviations I get, but sometimes I just don't want to comment on them. I'm sorry if you think I'm a lazy bitch. T_______T

So... I'm still alive people. I know that the Jarked/Spyed incident is all over the comminity and stuff, but I'm just going to listen to =neondragon and continue on with doing art. As long as the staff doesn't do something really EXTREME than I'm still going to be here.

So yeah... on to the quiz now.

-Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: No. Not yet at least. I really plan to though. Seeing some of my favorite band's wear that stuff really inspires me to do some experimenting with black eyeliner. It looks fun.
Do you own any black clothing?: Hell yeah.
Do you think about death often?: Yes... it's usually the death of other people though.
Do you want to die?: No... not yet. Not until my ambition is fulfilled.
Are you a social outcast?: Well... sort of.
Are you pale?: Not really. But I'm on the internet/computer a lot, so I guess you can say that might have had an effect on me. Haha, like Green Day said, it's the internet tan! I would like to be pale though. Being tan shows that you're skin is damaged.
Do you like Hot Topic?: YES! YES! YES! I LOVE THAT PLACE!!!! LONG LIVE BAND MERCHANDISE!!!!
Total: 4

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: No.
Do you wear Vans?: No. I'm not really picky about the shoes I wear. I WOULD like to get a pair of black shoes though. I don't care about the brand.
Do you do stupi... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5981688/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5981688/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 21:52:50 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

WARNING: EXTREMELY LONG JOURNAL!

Note: The first part is just a giant rant about what I think of the band, From First to Last. If you just want to read my bullshit on Warped Tour, skip down to the first bar line.

From First to Last… ever heard of them? Yes? No? Maybe so? It doesn’t matter since I’m going to write a nice long rant about them below. Mwah ha ha ha…

Where shall I begin? Let me take you to the retarded setting of my living room.

I recorded the 4 hour episode of Warped Wednesday on Fuse featuring The Used. There I was… staring mindlessly at the T.V. screen while Bert and Jeph say what they think of Warped Tour and shit and playing random videos from artists that have been on or will be on Warped Tour. About halfway through it they play the video for “Ride the Wings of Pestilence” by “From First to Last”…

The VIDEO freaked me out the first time I saw it since there was blood, Sonny drooling on the ground, and other… stuff… <.< My first of impression of them was something along the lines of “Mini Satanist Band!” due to Travis wearing a shirt with the Satanic star and the video story. Of course… I started listening to the song more and ignored the video story and what do you know… I FALL IN LOVE WITH THE SONG! Seriously… about the 3rd time after I watched the video, I completely obsess over the song and call ~LinkinParkFrog1 over to my house to listen to the song. I don’t concentrate on anything besides the band’s performance and the song anymore. It’s a great song to listen to and a great video to watch while you’re working out. You know, you’re all sweaty and you start screaming, “DEAR DIARY MY TEEN ANGST BULLSHIT HAS A BODY COUNT!!!!!!!!!” Let’s just hope nobody was watching…

Next day, I go look up the lyrics. I admit they WERE a wee bit… err… disturbing… for example…

I've been dreaming about you
In a pool of your own blood
With your eyes gouged out
By the work of my thumbs
The scent of your insides
From under the floor boards
The perfect perfume
For settling a score

But I got over it. Truly an amazing song...

I didn’t think they were going to be on Warped Tour since I was careless when I looked up the line up for the show. So I sat there… rotting my brain away as I watched that video over and over and over again.

I went on the internet so I could begin step 1 of obsessing over a band (yes, I do it quite often) and began memorizing the names of the band members and their positions. Their official website wasn’t working very well and Google was being mean so I only figured out that the lead singer’s name was Sonny. I was like, “Oh crap… how do you pronounce that?! Is it like “Sunny” or is it with a long “o” or short “o”?” So that was pretty sad. Other than that… I just got snatches of information like their full-length album was called “Dear Diary, My Teen Angst has a Body Count” (took me 10 minutes before I memorized that). I was wondering if I would find any more information about FFTL on the Fuse Message Board when I came across this:

”… and Sonny wants everyone to make shirts that say MINION. So get a plain shirt at like, Kmart and go to a fabric store and get iron letters, or fabric markers and work on those shirts.

I thought that was pretty interesting. I said to myself, “If I ever go to a FFTL concert, I’ll do that…”

After that, I went to the official Warped Tour website so I could check on the list of bands that would be playing at which stage. That’s when I saw this:

SMART PUNK
Emery
Boys Night Out
Hopesf... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5801894/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5801894/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 12:57:29 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

Wow... it's been some time since I've written a journal. I thought I should just give you a little update and so I can get rid of that Unhappyness entry since I've MOSTLY gotten over that incident. >.>

I've gotten most of my artistic spirit back but I've just been distracted by so many things that progress is rather slow. But I DO have some great ideas and crap. So just stay calm... it'll be all right...

You all know that I'm insanely interested in music and what not. Well... after several tries at planning this event, I finally arranged a date in which I could go to Warped Tour! Yay! I was relieved that my parents agreed to let me go. This'll be my 2nd concert. After looking back at my behavior on my first concert (WHICH WAS ABSOLUTELY TERRIBLE...) I swore to myself I wouldn't do anything stupid. I hope I can bring a camera to share some pictures with you guys.

Not much else to say... but... oh yeah...

I just finished reading "Time of the Twins" by Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman and I must say it is one of the best books I have read... ever. Of course... if a book has a sarcastic, evil, and powerful character in it, it's sure to be a big hitter for me. XD (If you have read the book and don't know who I'm talking about, your a dumbass).

That's basically it. I want to make this journal short since I'm kind... lazy right now. -_-

Oh yes... ONE MORE THING... I removed people from my watch and friends list simply because they don't talk to me or I don't talk to them. I'm sorry if you are offended by that, but I'm getting too many icons on my journal and a lot of those people don't even talk to me.

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MISCELLANIOUS CRAP

Art in Progress

Messed Up Phoenix Coloring: 1%

Water Fight: 25%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5406294/ Thu, 19 May 2005 20:01:44 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL



Hi, everyone. It's been quite some time since I've written a journal, and I thought I should just let you all my friends/watchers know of my unactiveness. I haven't been really commenting on even a couple of the deviations I receive now since I've just been focusing on the other things in my life. But anyway, thanks if you still do continue to watch me. I know that I haven't been really... well... social or anything. I have probably said this in the past, but this time I really mean it. I don't find really the motivation to be active here as much as I use to. Perhaps after school starts I'll get back on here and be my happy self again, but not on these couple weeks.

I've been getting slower and slower on my art submissions due to the homework I get from school, my interest in music, my focus on academic achievement, the need to spend time with my brother who just came back from my college, incredibly unpredictable mood swings, ect. Just everyday stuff. Like I said, maybe when school ends, I'll be able to continue on my art on a faster pace. But for right now, I really need to be more focused on the more important things in my life. Art is important, oh yes. But I've lost the majority of my motivation and artistic inspiration from other events in my life.

Yeah... that basically started my unhappyness but there were other things that started it as well. But I will only mention what I think was the most striking one.

I'll state a bit of my arguement here to clarify what I'm saying. In short words, I'm getting more and more irritated by how many age-based generalizations and judgments that are being made. I DON'T LIKE BEING JUDGED BY MY AGE, DAMN IT! JUST BECAUSE I'M 12 DOES NOT MEAN THAT I AM A POSER/IMMATURE WHINY BRAT/ECT. I suppose some people on here automatically conclude that I may be a whiny little brat for just stating that. *sigh* It's getting increasingly tiring as more and more people are dissing me for my age. I guess it hasn't happened to me extremely, but just little bits of it are enough to infuriate me. Alright, moving on.

Since I'm a new Jimmy Eat World fan, I thought I'd go and check out their messageboards like I do with all of my favorite bands. I liked what I saw at first. Not a whole lot of teenies, interesting posts, the band members posting there, ect. So, I thought I'd join the messageboards for the heck of it.

I wanted to make my first thread look interesting, so I posted my debate on the age-based generalizations thing and some other stuff like "Are there any characteristics of a true JEW fan?". I was proud of my post. I wrote it in Microsoft Word to ensure it to be good grammatically and stuff. I was excited to receive replies and all of that shit so I could see what other people think.

But before I go over my replies, I have to point out this internet age limit thing. The law states that ANYONE under the age of 13 is unable to join ANY internet groups and blah bl... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5142121/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5142121/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 18:58:17 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

ChaoticBlack must write journals to relieve her stress...

Wow!!!! I went 9 days without writing a journal! HUZZAH! New world record! XD

Anyhow... what has been happening in my life... oh yes...

Well... Language, Reading, and Math Tests are coming up. *gasp* The terror. Our teachers are having us review for each subject 4 times. As soon as the language fad is over, we'll have to review reading 4 times a day. Then math... oh god. @_@

AND... we have my piano theory test coming up. -______- And it's already frustrating enough practicing the scales and technique over and over again. GAH... damn my puny brain for not being able to memorize information fast enough.

... and I bet ~BlackChaotic is sitting here laughing at me for not being able to handle level 3 theory.

Ok... we all know that exams/tests are coming up since school is ending (yay) and we're all frustrated. Well... at least the people that don't spend every minute of their life studying.

Let's move on and try to brush away that evil shadow of looming tests.

Of course, I can do that by ranting about (obviously) music! Whoo hoo!

Audience: SUPER BOO!

STFU! Anyway... if you don't want to listen to my extremely boring and long section on music, skip the paragraphs between the bars.

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MUSIC RANT

The Jimmy Eat World and Taking Back Sunday tour is off! Whoo hoo! They're coming to a town that's close to me, but I probably won't be able to go. Ahh.... but that's ok though. Life isn't always fair. Whatever... I managed to get some screenshots from it though. And by god...

Dude... Jim's hair is like... really scary. No offense to him, but still... it is scary.

I wonder how he can stand it while it hangs right down in front of his eyes. That's just creepy. I was reading an article about the tour headlined,"MONSTERS OF EMO GO ON TOUR," or something of that sort. And my good friend, ~LinkinParkFrog1, made a joke that said,"It's more like MONSTERS OF HAIRSTYLING," XD. Yes.... my friends and I can make fun of celebrities for a long long time. Of course, we're not as professional as Steven and Conrad, but whatever. I would really like to see them live.... Taking Back Sunday aren't bad as well. But the highlight of the show would, of course, be Jimmy Eat World.

And another really cool tour would probably be the Green Day and My Chemical Romance tour! Whoo hoo! God... I would also LOVE to be able to see Green Day and MCR live. I've heard Green Day are EXCELLENT live. XD I've seen a little bit of MCR live from the Taste of Chaos tour, and they seem pretty good. Gerard sounds a lot different when he's live, but heck, most headsingers do. Anyway... that promises to be a great tour.

BUT I know that JEW and TBS will be at a concert in Milton Keynes in London WITH Green Day! GOD that'd be a GREAT show!

Ok... so those are the 2 tours that I'll be excited about (even though I won't be at the concerts, but I'll still search for updates and shit). Also, touring this spring/summer are Sum 41 with Hawthorne Heights, Hoobastank with Velvet Revolver, ect. There's a lot more tours going on, except my puny brain doesn't want to remember all of them. I've already got enough shit from watching Fuse too much.

Ok... let us hear about Fort Minor! Huzzah! Apparently, Mike Shinoda from Linkin Park is doing a side project under the name Fort Minor with some other rappers. That's probably r... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5064400/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/5064400/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:08:48 PDT CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

Yush... I is back. After going through several parental lectures, a tennis practice, an agonizing theory practice, and much more, I have returned from that torturous weekend.

Before I get to the hugging part, I must point out the obvious fact that my subscription has expired... but why the hell do I still have an equal sign by my name? I thought only Subscribed Beta testers have that... Hmm... oh well... no biggie. I rather like it there.

Now... to the hugging...

For some unknown reason I was talking about which people in the world I would like to hug with my friends. Why I was conversing about that subject may never be known, but whatever. Anyhow... here's is how some of it goes...

ME: HAHAHAHA!!!! I want to go hug * pu-sama! HEY, ~thefuzz2004! Want to see if there's an afterlife! You can go hug *jennadelle!!!!

~thefuzz2004: Whoo hoo! And err... ~ LinkinParkFrog1... you can go hug Marilyn Manson!!!!

Yeah... good times... I'll probably have an axe in my head after I'm done hugging *pu-sama since she specifically instructed not to hug her. I don't know about *jennadelle....

So... I'm asking... IF YOU COULD HUG ANYONE IN THE WORLD, WHO WOULD IT BE?

Just a hug, ok... not like a love hug... but just a hug.

Let me start with my selections...

I would probably like to hug every single member of Linkin Park.... that would be fun.

Chester... even though he is a bit crazy, I think it would be fun. At least I probably won't have an axe in my head... XD I think I've seen him hug fans before so it should be fine.

Mike.... he seems to be a nice enough guy. Even though he's married... oh well. It's just a hug!

Joe Hahn... I asked ~LinkinParkFrog1 if she would hug him in a giant frog costume. I still haven't got a reply yet. XD Hmm... I can't think of any specific reason why... but yeah...

Rob... Heh heh... it would be my first experience with actually touching a real drummer. XD Once again... I can't really find a specific reason... it's just a thing...

Brad... that's a strange though... he'd probably go,"WTF..." and ask for tips or something... once again... it'd probably be fun and funny...

Phoenix... hahaha... weird guy... I can't think of anything to say for him. It would be really funny and interesting to see how each one of them would individually react. XD XD

Okay... hm... now let's think of Green Day...

...

That's really scary...

I'd probably rather poke GD rather than hug them. No offense to Green Day but hugging them doesn't seem very... Green Day style. XD I think I'd rather chat with Green Day... same for Linkin Park but Green Day seems to be more accustomed to that type of thing. Even though Tre Cool would probably go on and on about the Cheech or something like that, it'd be incredibly interesting.

I'd probably like to hug Jim Adkins from Jimmy Eat World. XD He'd seem like a fun person to hug. I've never ever seen Jimmy Eat World in the casual world, so it's difficult to give good reasons. But I'll be bet it would be fun. Hmm... his last name... Adkins... it seems to always remind me of the Atkins diet... http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4999449/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 16:21:56 PDT Mood: Fo Shizzle
Reading: The True Confessions of Charlotte Doyle

CHAOTICBLACK'S DEVIANTART JOURNAL

By this time, I'm sure my watchers just groan everytime I write a new journal. That's ok though. These ARE the consequences of watching ME.

TOWARD JOURNALISM WE GO!

THE THANK YOU

Ok... my subscription is about to expire, but that's ok. I would like to thank *Daemon-Djinn for buying me this subscription for 3 wonderful months. I had a great time enjoying the special features and everything. It meant a lot to mean to receive the subscription and I am writing these words just to express my absolute gratitude for the gift.
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And yes... I have made probably my last poll a couple of minutes ago. A little strange concept, but yeah, I try to attempt humor every once in awhile. XD

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NEWS

Ok... the Taste of Chaos tour plays it's last show today! It's already sold out, so don't get your hopes high, peoples. It's bound to be a good show, I mean with experienced bands like The Used, My Chemical Romance, Senses Fail, Killswitch Engange, ect I'm sure they want to make a good performance for the last show of TOC. Ahh...

BUT DO NOT FEAR, for there are more INCREDIBLE tours featuring INCREDIBLE bands coming soon! First of all, I'll mention the tour Jimmy Eat World will be doing with Taking Back Sunday with a whole lot of other bands (I think). It might be that FYE tour that is advertised on Fuse... hmm... Oh well... as soon as I find tour dates, I'll be sure to look at that. Taking Back Sunday are fairly good in my opinion. They have an interesting style in their music that I rather like. And Jimmy Eat World, I LOVE their music. Even though I only have their 2 most recent album (Bleed American and Futures), they're respected pretty well by me. They're probably one of the best EMO bands out there.

Oh yes... and we must not forget the tour GREEN DAY and MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE will be going on! Dang... I'm real hyped up about that. It doesn't seem to be hitting anywhere near where I am, but that's ok. Just the thought of my favorite bands touring around makes me happy. I'm still a little shocked about Gerard dressing up like Billie Joe, but hey, I guess a lot of people look up to him. Yeah...

What else is interesting... oh yes... we must not forget this.

THE HOLY FATHER HAS PASSED AWAY! IN OTHER WORDS... HE HAS DIED.

I'm am NOT religious so I didn't really feel much sympathy when I saw that on CNN's BREAKING NEWS. Psh...

Yadda yadda yadda... oh yes... I HAVE RETURNED FROM THE PERILS OF ~ BlackChaotic's house! HUZZAH! AND I AM UNSCARRED... WELL... SORT OF...

And... of course.... I have quite of bit of collabs just waiting menacingly for me to color them. Joy...

I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED MY MESSED UP PHOENIX AND NOW I HAVE ABOUT 4 OTHER PICTURES TO DO. AND I HAVE SCHOOL AND PIANO. DANG IT...

I must restrain myself from slamming my head against the wall...

Ok..... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4956767/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4956767/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 22:37:40 PST

Mood: Mwah ha ha...

This is going to be a boring journal... Congrats on the person who survives reading all of this. Well... it's mostly rant about music and shit, so if you like music, you have a better chance of being interested.

Here we go again... ChaoticBlack is on one of her excessively long art procrastination moods. Pity... well... it's spring break, damn it, and I'm lazy. T_T;

Not much news on my art in progress. I've attempted coloring the "Tediously Inked Dragon" with colored pencils... and I must say... I suck shading traditionally. Poopy... Maybe I can get ~BlackChaotic to teach me how to use standard colored pencils...

Speaking of ~BlackChaotic, I'll be visiting her house this weekend and spending the night there. We haven't seen each other in quite some time, so I'm pretty damn excited. So, if I'm gone over the weekend, it's probably due to the incredible amount of things I have got to tell her over that short period of time.

Well... er... back to Art In Progress... don't expect too much. I'm still really lazy and have to do homework. Our teacher favors rubbing our noses straight down in the ground. ... That's one of those... err... metaphors... you know. Or maybe it's just a catchy phrase. Who knows? I don't.

It seems the name,"Taco and Stroganoff Master" has gained much popularity once it had started. Well... if you want to call me that, go ahead. Just watch out for flying daggers.

Ok... now that my rant on that is over, let's talk about the one and only, MUSIC!!!! YAY!!!! (Audience: BOO!)

Perhaps some of you have noticed my incredible interest in the Taste of Chaos tour (especially my close friends). Well... it's probably due to the fact that 3 great bands are in that tour. The Used, Senses Fail, and My Chemical Romance. Killswitch Engage are in that tour as well, but I'm not terribly interested in their type of music. Not that I'm saying that they're not good or anything, but I'm just not in to their type of music. Anyhow, back to the other bands... I'm going to give my modest opinion on each of them. Ouu...

Let's start with The Used. And let's look at the lead singer since lead singers usually receive most of the fan's interest. Now... Bert McCracken...



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Sorry... *coughs innocently*

I can hardly say his full name without cracking up. Whenever I think about his name, I think of country western people. And Bert certainly IS NOT country. Well let's see... he's the only member of the Use... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4929726/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4929726/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 23:36:58 PST

Mood: ...
Reading: Salamandastron

This journal (most of it at least) was written by the Knowledge Master and is mostly SERIOUS.

Well now... I am sure many of you deviants out there have witnessed my incredible mood swings by now. I apologize if they have shocked or surprised you in any way. I only speak formally on the internet when I'm very angry, excessively bored, and/or speaking with ~BlackChaotic.

This journal is just here to explain how I have come up with a little yarn to give details on why I can act so differently. It starts out like this: I have 2 sides and I call them the Chaos and Knowledge Masters. When I speak in my overexcited manner, I pose as the Chaos Master. When I speak with a high tone of formality, I pose as the Knowledge Master. I am frequently seen strutting around DeviantART posing as the Chaos Master so not many people are used to me communicating as the Knowledge Master.

To clarify my meaning, I will give examples of what I might say in different situations as different Masters.

Statement: “Taco!”

Chaos Master: “OUUUU!!!!!”

Knowledge Master: “Taco? Are you referring to that Mexican Food? I am actually quite fond of tacos myself. *goes on smoothly talking about tacos and their history*”

Indeed… that is the basic system of how I work. How specifically different I act in different circumstances is much more complicated to explain with mere text. For now… I hope all of you can live with this explanation.

For the people who don’t do well in school, this is a basic summary of all that the information above. ChaoticBlack is a very strange person and has deadly mood swings.Watch your mouth when you speak with her.

In other news… It seems to me that I am getting an extreme amount of “Taco” messaging. Due to the fact of sheer exasperation with this, I have no more heart to continue on personally replying to every single “Taco” message I receive. I’m not saying I am annoyed with any of my friends; it is just that I don’t want to attempt to contradict your statement. Let’s just leave it at that. I still care for all of you guys though… 

… so tired… I might edit this journal later to let you know of what else is happening in my life. I’m just too damn tired.

Later…


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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4883230/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4883230/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 16:25:21 PST

Mood: Very Happy
Listening to: Jimmy Eat World|Bleed American
Reading: Salamandastron

I highly doubt that many people read my journal and give shit. Oh well...

Anyhow... about the happy happy thing... My parents came back from a trip and they, being the very nice people that they are, came home and brought me some... well... gifts.

And... I got a iPod (mini)!

YAY!!!! HAPPY, HAPPY, JOY, JOY!

I know that iPods are common these days... but you know... I'm just really really happy that they did something that nice for me.

IT'S GREEN!!!! XD XD XD

Yeah...

Whatever...

Let's see... Oh yes! I finally got a picture done. But I still have to photoshop it. That'll come later... yep still lazy.

In other news... ~BlackChaotic is back... ouu...

Hmm... Green Day's video for "Holiday" is out and you should see it on T.V. It's everywhere. It's pretty damn funny... though I was slightly disturbed on the bridge where Billie Joe goes,"Zeig Heil to the President Gasman..." and so and so on. You know... with the sexy ladies and everything... I just don't like that stuff. But yeah... that's Green Day for ya. It's on LAUNCH at yahoo if you haven't seen it.

Hmm... what else is interesting...

Not much I suppose... besides the fact that my teacher drew a creepy smiley face on my paper but ehh...




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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4814676/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4814676/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 22:12:04 PST

Mood: ...
Reading: The Queen of Attolia

...

See?! I did what you told me to do!!!! You happy now, ~thefuzz2004?!

Whatever... this might be kind of fun anyway...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Tammy
2. Satan
3. It... well you know...

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ChaoticBlack
2. Altimus (When I was a bit younger... eh heh...)
3. tammygirlnine/Do not call me that or I will piss on your head

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I like that I can act completely differently for different occasions... mwah ha ha ha...
2. Hmm... I guess I like my music taste... I'm just tired of most asians liking pop teenie shit...
3. Uh... my intelligence I suppose... but I think there is a lot of room for improvement...

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm a bit overweight... god damn it... Damn you, oreos...
2. I guess I don't really like the way I look but I don't want to stress that so it sounds preppy.
3. I tend to procrastinate... a lot...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Well... I'm chinese but I don't really act chinese... unless you see me when I'm serious...
2. Does religion count? I guess my family are buddhists but I consider myself an athiest, unless you count my "Gods".
3. English... I suppose... -_-

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU (or mostly creep you out):
1. Spiders... damn you evalution...
2. Scary movies... I don't know why... I just don't like them...
3. Billie Joe err... uh... sticking his hands down his *cough* *cough*... and you know... *shudder*

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. A Pencil
2. Tieing my hair up... it distracts me when it's down...
3. A screen... television, video games, computer... ect...

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. A Duke Hoodie... yep...
2. Blue jeans... one day I swear I'm gonna just wear black jeans...
3. White socks... socks rule!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. LINKIN PARK (dur)
2. GREEN DAY (dur)
3. Jimmy Eat World... and no I don't just like them for the headsinger's hairstyle...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Sugarcult|You're the One... I the guitar...
2. Sum 41|Fat Lip... my first rock song... yeah...
3. Green Day|Platypus (I Hate You)... well... yeah... even though Billie Joe swears a lot... I don't care...


THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Going to a Green Day concert...
2. Go 10 minutes without using the computer
3. Memorize all the Green Day lyrics... XD

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. A unique personality
2. Different Personas
3. The ability to understand my "language"

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I have 2 alarm clocks
2. I ate rice for dinner... like always...
3. I hate Linkin Park and Green Day

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. (yes I am going to answer this and not chicken out like you, ~thefuzz2004 ) I like nice eyes... color doesn't matter too much but they say you can tell everything from a person's eyes
2. I guess I would like it if he was not fat... yep... I don't like pure skinny-ness though...
3. Hmm... I guess black hair. For some reason I seem to be attracted to that. But I'm too young to be too picky.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Not talk... I have a motormouth...
2. Get a tatoo or piercing... not that I want one...
3. Not eat... I'll chew the table if I have too!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing (dur)
2. Surf the Internet... obviously...
3. Ask people stupid questions

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Blow something up <... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4772684/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4772684/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 20:09:58 PST

Mood: ...
Listening to: Jimmy Eat World/Work
Reading: The Queen of Attolia

Yes... very very very dead....

I have been so damn lazy on my art in progress that it is unbelievable.

I think it's because I recently took up the game Chrono Cross again and that I'm still severely addicted to music.

Gads...

So... the first part of this journal is a dull apology on my severe laziness and procrastination.

Oh yeah... school is hitting pretty damn hard too. So I still have the excuse of blaming the educational center.

IN OTHER NEWS... OR CRAP... WHATEVER...


Do any of you guys have the channel Fuse? And if you do, do you watch Fuse Action News? I LOVE that show! I just do... I think it's because Steven and Conrad are hilarious. Eh heh heh...

Hmm... Green Day's music video for "Holiday" and is out and I still have not seen it, god damn it.

I mean, Billie Joe as a geek, Mike as a cool bartender, and Tre in drag, what could you want more?

I expect it to be slightly stupid, but entertaining at the same time. Yay...

Let's see... what else is happening... oh yeah...

I'm still debating whether I should join ~thefuzz2004's contest or not. I have a great idea for it but due to my lack of artistic inspiration I have progessed 0% on it.

Ah yes... since ~thefuzz2004 also talked about Harry Potter I might as well give my opinions on it as well.

I'm excited for it. I really really am. J.K. Rowling hasn't disappointed me yet. I also heard that... (SPOILERS) that there will be a new Minister of Magic. I'm really not sure though. Ah well... there's a lot of... bullshit... about it too. You know... like fake covers and stuff. People these days... tut tut.

What else is interesting... hmm... not much really.

Well... so know that I am still alive and I have not died... yet...




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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4694462/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4694462/ Mon, 28 Feb 2005 15:57:16 PST

Mood: Content
Listening to: Green Day: King for a Day

I'm sure all of you are ready to smack me for writing God knows how many journal entries. That's ok though. I get death threats very often...

Well... I just got back from NYC. Air traffic wasn't TOO bad. It could've been better. The nice thing was that jetBlue has excellent satellite service with TVs on the chairs. Beautiful... I saw slogans boasting of their almighty TVness. For example:

Without you, we'd just be flying a bunch of TVs around. We like you, too.

TV or not TV? That is a stupid question

I thought the 2nd one was rather funny, but then again, what I think is funny is very unusual.

So there I was... sitting there with my headphones on while watching MTV... drinking apple juice... when the stupid J. Lo video "Get Right" comes on. I start choking...

HACK HACK... breath... one... two... ugh....

Sad life I lead...

Hmm... the actual visit to New York City was enjoyable though. I got to experience high speed internet (very exciting) and eat jellyfish. Good memories...

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I hear Green Day is up for "Best Music Group" at none other than the KIDS CHOICE AWARDS! When I heard that, I was like,"What the f*cking hell?". I had to personally visit Nick's official site to see for myself.

It's true.

Oh boy... it'd be rather... um... "interesting" to what would happen if Green Day actually showed up there. They've been rather good at award shows for the past year. Hmm... but I still wouldn't be surprised if one of them pulled down their pants or something...

Agh... must... not... think... dirty... thoughts...

Ok... no more on that.

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It's nice to have "Questions" not on my ass now. I'm so horribly releived that it's done, I'll probably take a break from photoshop for a couple days. I need it....

-_-

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Err... yeah. That's all I can think of now.


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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4633679/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4633679/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 22:57:10 PST

Mood: ...
Listening to: Jimmy Eat World: Work

Oh noes... *ChaoticBLack writes another journal?! Why the hell won't she stop? Tis a mystery... tut tut...

I am SO sorry that I have been assholy lazy on submitting art... I recently got addicted to Green Day and now I've bought the new Jimmy Eat World album (I'll write the review down below) and that seems to have pried me away from photoshop and my mechanical pencil... -_-

I want to thank all my watchers for watching me even though I have not gotten off my lazy ass long enough to submit something decent. Instead... I've been writing journals speaking of how great Green Day is and shit. @_@

So umm... yeah. I feel like a moronic fool compared to ~thefuzz2004 now since she submits things, like, every other damn day. -_-

And I'm here... stuck writing journals... yep...

Well... I am ALMOST done with Questions... I have procrastinated so long on that piece that I might as well change my "is" to a procrastinator. @_@

There's hardly anything new in my sketchbook and I spend most of my freetime checking all my favorite band's websites...

So... once again... I, ChaoticBlack, apologize for my severe lack of submissions. I WILL submit Questions sometime this week (hopefully). If I don't, I will have thefuzz2004 and LinkinParkFrog1 take a gun and shoot me with it.

So uh... yeah. Now that THAT is over with... It's time for me to (once again) talk about how great rock music is. Yeah I know... I'm sure all you deviants are tired of it and ready for me to post something miraculous.

Here we go...

Once upon a time, ChaoticBlack was happily sitting on the couch like a couch potato watching Barney

Try again...

I, the Great Chaos and Knowledge Master, was eating beans...

Nope...

I, CHAOTICBLACK, was watching Fuse's Rock Countdown!

There you go...

And I was heard some GREAT stuff played...

I think Number 11 was The Used's "All That I Have" or something like that... It might be "All That I Got"...

Whatev...

So I was listening and watching the video for that song... very good.... the video is good too. I might buy there album if their 3rd released song is good. Of course, there is the Parental Advisory sticker to fret about but I've bought albums with those deadly stickers before...

Number 10 was some song by The Perfect Circle... I'm not terribly fond of them but I don't hate them. The video was like some woman drowning herself in the bathtub...

Hmm... I think Unwritten Law's "Save Me" was around 8 or something... not bad song... video animation could be a lot better...

The Queens of the Stone Age have a new song that was like Number 5 or something... I didn't even bother to listen to that song... I don't like them... (please don't hurt me)

My Chemical Romance was somewhere around Number 4 with "I'm not Ok (I promise)". I like the video for that. Even though the bathroom part was a little too much for my taste.

The Killers were at Number 3 with "Mr. Brightside". OK song... freakishly disturbing video...

Papa Roach was a Number 2 with "Scars"... I kinda like the song... video is... ok... I didn't really watch all of it...

Number 1... OBVIOUSLY... was Green Day with "Boulevard of Broken Dreams"... I'm not surprised in the least. I've already ranted about how overplayed that song is and how beautiful the song is... so there is no need for explanation.

Anyhow... the point of this stupid part is that I think it was Number 7 was Jimmy Eat World's "Work".

No words can describe how deeply that song touched me...

;_;

*silence*

Ok...

Yeah... I saw the video for that song and just fell in love with the song... the video has a good meaning... you know... getting away from the work of life...

But yeah... after I heard that song I went and bought "Futures" the very next day. I have to say it's a very good album and I'm very pleased with it.

Ok... I will admit that I am a NEW fan of JEW and if you are a long time fan, I will not be offended if you call m... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4581339/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4581339/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 15:25:12 PST

Mood: Dissapointed
Listening to: Jimmy Eat World: Hear You Me

Perhaps I write too may journals... I don't know.

Here we go...

First of all... I would like to rant about the Grammys. Yep... the GRAMMYS.

Unfortunately while the Grammys were showing, I had to work so I didn't get to see it. But, thanks to the incredible invention called the internet, I found most of the information I wanted to know.

While I was rotting away dead at work, my friend called and was talkin' about how she was gonna watch the Grammys and crap. I kept on chanting,"Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day! Green Day!", and making a big fuss about how I had prayed to God that they would win the majority of the Grammys that they were nominated for. So yeah... I was all pumped up. When I got back home from work, I immediately connected on the internet in search of news...

Boy was I dissapointed...

GREEN DAY ONLY WON ONE OUT OF THEIR SEVEN GRAMMY NOMINATIONS!!!!

I was incredibly crushed and grouchy for the rest of the day. I know I should be a better sport and not feel too bad, but I couldn't help it. They were mostly beaten by U2 and Ray Charles.

A lot of people on the Green Day fansites were muttering about how Bush is probably "laughing evily at the TV". I couldn't help but agree with that statement... -_-

So yes... I am horribly dissapointed now...

But, alas, life will move on.

This afternoon after I just got home from school, I spied a little article on the newspaper with a little summary of the Grammys. It mostly had info on the "legendary" Ray Charles but I found this tiny paragraph on Green Day. I started freaking out and jumping up and down and crap. I'll probably cut that out and pin in to my bedroom wall now. Amazing how a paragraph will get me all insane...

Ok... I think I'm done with babbling about Green Day... for now at least.

Oh wait... no I'm not. I must say that "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" is played WAY too often on the radio station. The first time I heard it on the radio I was all happy and crap and it almost made me cry since it was such a great song. But now, every time I hear it on the radio I scream things like,"You guys play this song one more time and I'll shoot you.", at the speakers. And it happens quite often.

Can't wait till "Holiday" officially debuts. I really really have craved seeing the video. I mean, Billie Joe dancing atop a car, Tre dressed up as a girl, what more could you want?

Hmm... yeah... I guess while I'm talking about music I might as well move onto some other bands.

I've heard "Buried a Lie" by Senses Fail and I must say, that is an EXCELLENT song! I was very impressed. Of course, the video is just plain cheesy. Yep...

I'm starting to like "The Used" too. Their music isn't bad. I'll have to hear more of their music...

Ok... enough music...

"Questions" is taking me a large amount of time to photoshop. It's killing me... I thought it would be easier than "Mistress Chaos".... boy was I wrong... @_@

So yeah... I'm ALMOST done though. Expect maybe... next week or so. If I'm lucky... I'll get it done this week...

So yeah...

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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4521973/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4521973/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 15:39:00 PST

Mood: Er
Listening to: Green Day: Nice Guys Finish Last

Yeesh... I have a couple things to say. February is a sorta... fun month for me.

On our way we shall go!

Let's start by wishing some happy birthdays.

I would love to wish a happy birthday to my brother (Feb. 6)! I think he's... hm... 20 now. Even though he's on the other side of the damn country, I still love him. ^^ Yeah... even though you probably won't see this, I just wanna say I miss ya and so and so on. I hope you had a good birthday while I was stuck working... And like my friend said... Don't get too drunk.

Secondly... I would like to say happy birthday to the great Mike Shinoda, from Linkin Park (Feb 11). (rapper, sampler, ect). The coincedental thing was that the night of my first concert was also the day before Mike's Birthday (Feb. 10). More about that shit later... there's some info on that. Just scroll down. Hope that he's doin' a good job on the new record.

And Last (but certainly not least) I would like to wish a happy birthday to Billie Joe Armstrong from Green Day (Feb 17) (vocals, guitar, geek... yeah). I hope he's having fun on the tour doing all the shit that he does on stage. Like to my brother, don't get too drunk... but he probably doesn't give a crap for what a 12-year-old says.

And um yeah... hope they all are having fun doing what they are doing.

NEXTLY!!!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL YOU ASIANS OUT THERE!!!!!

For me, Chinese New Year usually means food and money. Ahh... good memories...

So... very loose translation... but yeah.

GUNG HEI FAT CHOY!

Ok... what else is interesting... oh yeah!

My teacher was assigning our next poetry assignment and I was sitting there thinking, "Oh no..."

Then he was like... "I don't think we've done a haiku, yet..."

~thefuzz2004,~LinkinParkFrog1, and I sat up instantly and started winking at each other and crackin up. For all you people who listen to Green Day's stupid messages on their websites SHOULD know what the hell we are talking about.

So we were giggling like assholes while our teacher was explaining what a haiku was.

So yeah... I just started echoing every word he said...

So now... I want to say I owe a lot to the great TRE COOL for his superior knowledge about haikus.

So yeah. I dedicated poetry to Green Day. I wrote a haiku about Tre Cool and am still debating whether I should actually put the damn thing in my Young Author's book.

Oh boy...

Now that I have gotten to the point of talking about the great Tre Cool, I might as well tell some more about him.

His real name really ISN'T Tre Cool *gasp*. It really is "Frank Edwin Wright III".

...

No wonder he changed it.

I wonder what would happen if I walked up to him and said,"Hey Frank!", or something like that.

My prediction would be that he would take that baton (or whatever that thing is that he carries... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4464844/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4464844/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 18:06:33 PST

Mood: Tired
Listening to: Green Day: King for a Day
Reading: The Amber Spyglass by Phillip Pullman



I will now write a nice long journal so I may see my thoughts laid out neatly for me to observe them.

So... maybe I write too many journals. Sorry peoples... this is for my own personal enjoyment. You may not like what I say, but that's too bad. I type this so I can keep up with myself... bleargh...

That probably didn't make much sense... that's ok though. I don't make much sense either.

SCHOOL
is frustrating... obviously. I think I might've grown a few gray hairs. -_- The only thing that really keeps me from going bald or whatever is playing Linkin Park/Green Day music over and over in my head constantly. Or scribbling random quotes on the tops of my paper to remind myself that hard goals are acheived only through hard work.

So... in conclusion... after about 12-17 years of the grueling labor called learning, I will receive a fancily designed piece of paper showing the world how educated I am. I'll be in school for 17 years and I'll receive a piece of paper. Wow...

But then again, this "almighty" piece of paper will help me in job interviews... that's when we beg on our knees asking for a job. Yep... sounds great doesn't it? That is why I am perfecting my use of the English Language. If you ever met me in a chatroom while I'm in my "talk-in-a-serious-way-and-render-people -dumbfounded-voice", eh heh... you know I'm really working on it.

*sighs*

Education is essential to the survival of mankind. But learning it causes much frustration.

Let's just leave it at that. Maybe one day I'll be rich and be glad I went through the hard process of learning.

Or maybe one day I will win the lottery... fat chance.

Ok... whatever... let's just say that doing annoying school work while wearing pants that don't fit you causes long journals ranting about how hard education is and how you wonder if it's really worth it.

Psh...

Ok... enough of the gloom and doom. Let's talk about how great music is.

I recently bought Green Day's Nimrod. Excellent CD. Of course, that's what you can expect out of professional musicians who have been playing music for 16 years.

I am really pissed off since the god damn radio station is playing "Boulevard of Broken Dreams" so much that it might become the next "The Reason". DON'T OVERPLAY SONGS, PEOPLE! It's a great song, but you know, don't try to attract more listeners by playing a popular song over and over and over again. T_T I've already had so many of my classmates sing that song in an annoying way to attempt to piss me off cause they know I love that song. Damn you, mainstream vibe, damn you. Bring it on...

So uh... yeah... back to "Nimrod".

When I first heard "King for a Day" I stuck my finger in my ear and asked myself, "Is this really Green Day? WTF?". I swear... it is one of Green Day's *cough* err... you know... odd songs. But eventually... I got addicted to it and found myself loudly chanting the chorus in front of my friends at school. It goes like this...

KING FOR A DAY
PRINCESS BY DAWN
KING FOR A DAY
IN A LEATHER THONG
KING FOR A DAY
PRINCESS BY DAWN
JUST WAIT TILL ALL THE GUYS GET A LOAD OF ME!

Weird huh? It's amazing how addicting some music can be...

I was really surprised at the ending of "Hitchin' a Ride". It was the first time I heard Billie Joe come close to screaming. I replayed it several times to make sure I wasn't mistaken. It's not like Green Day to scream... oh well... they can be surprising...

Also... along when I bought "Nimrod", I bought their DVD "International Supervideos". 15 GREEN DAY VIDEOS, BABY! WHOO!

I really love the video for "Nice Guys Finish Last". I found myself choking on my food because I was laughing so hard. I've never seen something so... what... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4405400/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4405400/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 18:12:44 PST

Mood: Careless
Listening to: Green Day: Castawy
Reading: Hatching Magic by Ann Downer

Yeah... time for another little update.

I was prancing through DA's rival, Sheezyart, and checking out all their sh*t. It seems they've stopped allowing adult material on their site. Also, they also now have ads. So... their still like a DA copycat. I personally think DeviantART is a whole lot better since this site WAS here before they were. And they're also thinking of making a subcription feature that allows their members to do more things. DUDE! THEY ARE COPYING DA!!!! Come on peoples...

I know some of you guys have joined SA and might hate me for venting my hate against them, but really, all they are is DeviantART's mirror site. And they just live in DA's shadow as well. *sigh*

I guess the ability to change the graphics of your userpage is rather neat, but I wonder if they can keep it up once they get more members. I wonder if they even can keep up their SEARCH once they get at least 75% of the number of people on Deviantart. Heh...

PU ONLY JOINED SA BECAUSE SHE NEEDS TO WATCH THE F***ING ART THEIVES ON THERE TOO!

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Chinese New Year is coming up! Oh yeah!

My fellow Chinese people will usually know what that means... MONEY! During the New Year we give each other money... basically. I sometimes get $100 in just one pack. Yeah! Plus, oh man, my family cooks at their best! There are gonna be huge drool stains on the floor by the time they finish cooking all of it. Ouu... just thinking about it puts me on the edge!

Pink cake...

So um... yeah. Is there anybody else besides ~LinkinParkFrog1 and I that celebrate Chinese New Year?

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Green Day has 6 Grammy Nominations! Whoo! They'll be performing during the Grammys too. Ouu... I'm gonna glue my eyes to the T.V. screen.

I also heard that Green Day will be doing a Mash-up CD. Green Day is following in Linkin Park's footstep! OH YEAH!!!!!

Meanwhile... Linkin Park is probably working on their new album... ouu.... Mike Shinoda SWORE that they would make a new record this year. God... I can't wait!
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Sorry if I haven't been posting much of my OWN art. I've been at low artistic inspiration lately. I'm sorry...

Just wait till you people see the messed up phoenix. The sequel to the messed up dragon!
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School just gets worse and worse... damn poetry.


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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4370740/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4370740/ Thu, 20 Jan 2005 16:47:35 PST
I probably should get off my lazy ass and start photoshopping "Questions" some more...

I just don't want to.

Procrastination peoples... very very bad...

It'll probably be a lot worse once I get into high school. I wonder if I'll still be on once I enter high school. Once in high school, I swear I'll take 6 AP classes and get an grade point average of around 4.8. 5.0 if I really really work on it. I want to live up to my brothers... gah....

Well... half of the school year is already over. Mmm... I feel like it's gone by rather... quickly. Ehh... getting straight "A"s isn't too hard in elementary school. It's gonna get harder in junior high school though. Don't know what to expect. -_-

I could probably look toward lockers. I'll have lockers for the first time. Ouu... I'll probably have to have locker buddies or whatever you call them. I hope I can have ~thefuzz2004 or ~LinkinParkFrog1 for my locker buddies. There'll probably be Linkin Park and Green Day posters all over it... XD

Ok... maybe I've babbled a lot about school. I'm sure most of you wouldn't like to be reminded of it anyway. Heh heh... sorry.

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Questions Coloring: 2%

Messed Up Phoenix: 99.9%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4322743/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 22:57:59 PST EDIT!!!!
LET IT BE KNOWN THAT THIS LITTLE FOOL IS RIPPING ~neondragon's ART!!!! PLEASE AID ME IN MY QUEST TO BAN HER!!!! ! Lurial SHE IS AN ART THIEF AND DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE HERE!!!!
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Hello everyone. *bows graciously*

You are currently reading the pathetic rants of this nimrod named ChaoticBlack... you should feel very proud.

Ahem... moving on.

First of all, I just finished reading "Exile" by R.A. Salvatore. Excellent book, that was. His writing is very descriptive but not so descriptive it gets boring. He's like Terry Brook's twin. XD If you like fantasy novels, go read his Forgotten Realms. I highly recommend. Just hope you're not disturbed with violence and gore, ect.

Nextly... I have bought the incredibly insane DVD from Hoobastank, called "Let It Out". Dude... it's so freakin halarious! If you're a Hoobastank fan, you have to get it! It includes all of there videos (except Disappear since that ones new) with the making of them. It also has about a 45 minute long on there life on the road. Plus, this f*ckingly funny bonus called "And the reason is...". You have GOT to watch that! I know some of you are so tired of hearing that song that you want to pull your ears off, but hey, watch it anyway.

Thirdly, my ever devious friend, ~ BlackChaotic and I, have formed our special little demonic clan. Since I am suffering from a case of severe laziness, read her journal for more information. Thank you...

Fourthly, you guys might have noticed that I have been ranting about the rock band Green Day quite a bit. Yeah, after listening to some of their old stuff and aquiring "American Idiot" I have become one of those insane Green Day fans. I swear, there music is like crack. XD I hope you don't mind. Just letting you people know.

EDIT: Oh yeah... does anyone know what a "Haiku" is?

Ummm... yeah... that's all I can think of right now. I'm gonna start calling some of my journals "Updation" and the number. XD

*starts acting like a moron*

So uh... that's it. Good Bye... Farewell.... so long... suckers...

*makes stupid dramatic farewell noises*

Bye

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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4297001/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 17:31:48 PST
Dude.. it was HALARIOUS! I mean, that has got to be one of the Greatest videos I have ever seen! Green Day has such an insane sense of humor. I love it! I would say more, but it would just ruin the surprise. I'm surprised they didn't kill themselves by filming that video.

Oh yeah, ~thefuzz2004 and ~ LinkinParkFrog1, expect me to show you that video when you visit my house.

Sorry, short journal, I know. I thought I would point that out though.

EDIT: I do not know why I was doing this, I just was. I came across an old message Green Day left on there website... well.. whadayya know... Their singing "Santa Claus is Coming to Town" to celebrate Christmas. I was like "What the f*cking hell?!" ... I swear, someone should see what's up with their minds... Oh well.. at least THEIR version was a little better than those stupid crummy classicals...

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~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4286861/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4286861/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 14:50:24 PST
Ahem *clears throat*

First of all, I love Green Day.

Ok, maybe that was too stupid. Let's try that again.

First of all, a huge blizzard ripped through my town on Saturday. Dude... there was about 1 foot and 3 inches worth of snow! @_@ Did we do something that offended Mother Nature? Crazy... I wanted them to cancel school, but, of course, the school didn't. -_-

Nextly: The National Geography Bee has come once again! I managed to be one of the last 3 finalists. The finalists include ~LinkinParkFrog1, myself, and this other dude. After 1 question, we eliminated that other dude and it was just ~LinkinParkFrog1 and I were left. I somehow managed to snag 1st place in the school from her though. I won't brag about it. It wasn't terribly hard. I'll be going on to the state level now. T_T I doubt that I'll be able to get much farther from that. I'm so bad at geography... Oh well. I managed to get a medal. So, um yeah,... that's over with.

Nextly: We were writing poetry at school today. Apparently, we were doing color poetry. For example: Blue is the color of the ocean, ect. My first thought was: GREEN! Since I'm a Green Day fan and sh*t. So I was thinking...

"Green is... hmm... the color of the shit that comes out of my ass... lol..."

I doubted that the school would let me put that, so I did black instead. Being cold-hearted inside and so on.

Nextly: I was playing this Green Day game called "Ha Ha Your Dead" named after one of their songs. It's fun, that one is! Your allowed to shoot people like Mariah Carey, Justin Timberlake, ect. You are NOT allowed to shoot, Billie Joe, Mike, Tre, the geek, and Leo the cat. I accidently shot Billie and I was like "SHIT!" really loud becuz I "love" (I'm trying not to be a teeny) him and because you automatically lose when you shoot them. *sob*

Lastly: I discovered a HALARIOUS Green Day quote! My friends and I agreed we'd all put it in our signatures.

Billie Joe Armstrong (Headsinger)
"Get rid of your big shoes, shorts, hurley shirts, AND BE A F*CKING MAN!!!!"

Oh man, I nearly cried when I read that. That short dude is so funny to watch! So is Tre and Mike and so on.

Well.. whatever...

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Messed Up Dragon Art Collab Coloring: 15%

Evil Furry Thingy: 99%

Chaos: 11%
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My Friends
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4257622/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4257622/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 20:40:23 PST
HERE WE GO!!!!

You are obsessed with Linkin Park/Green Day when-

-Every time you see a T.V./Monitor you want to throw it out the window
-You have an obsession with frogs
-Whenever it's cold outside you start singing "Numb"
-You draw a heart-shaped grenade on your school assignments and use a red pen to show the blood
-You're obsessed with "Mr. Hanky"
-You scream whenever you see a spider
-You stop at Porta Pottys and attempt to see if it's the one Mike fell over in
-You celebrate St. Patricks Day by commencing worship rituals for the band
-You freak out when a picture of you comes out with your head looking big and/or fat
-You start giggling every time you see a lunch tray
-You can't remember what how you lived before you listened to Linkin Park/Green Day
-You hate President Bush
-Whenever someone pisses you off you threaten them by saying, "Shut up or I'll sit on your head!"
-When someone asks you,"How was your day?", you respond,"Green".
-You'll do anything to save your frog named "Barky Larky"
-Your friends are ready to kill you because they know more Linkin Park/Green Day Knowledge then they wanted
-You look start talking about Green Day the time every time you hear the word "Green" or "Day"
-You dream that Chester was your Teacher
-You support the fact that the band is trying to make their own unique toilet paper
-Your favorite word(s) include "F*ck" and "Sh*t"
-You think your toothbrush is sexy
-You say the words "I wanna pony, dammit!" randomly
-You get all excited and say the words "It's getting fatter! The Kitty is getting fatter!" every time you receive a tip (as in money)
-You wonder how Marilyn Manson stays skinny
-Whenever you hear a Linkin Park/Green Day song, you attempt to do a one person mosh and receive many injuries
-Your favorite color is clear
-OR your favorite color is Green
-You dream that the band will come and rescue you from Math Class
-When you are talking about yourself, you speak in the third person
-You call the fat around your waist a "Krispy Cream Donut"
-You defend geeks and nimrods
-You start singing "Ha Ha Your Dead" at funerals
-You giggle whenever you see the "Arm and Hammer" logo
-You bring a framed picture of one of the band members to school and talk to it to avoid boredom
-You start singing Blvd of Broken Dreams or Walking Contradiction whenever you walk to somewhere
-You check every person who's wearing a black shirt with a tie to see if they're Billie
-You love giant robots with wings
-Every time you write about Abraham Lincoln, you always spell "Lincoln" as "Linkin"
-You worship glue
-You wear loads of eyeliner
-You say you "like" Britney Spears
-You call anybody named Frank, Tre
-All your religion is either based on your band or on star wars
-You beleive that dogs will take over the world
-Whenever someone says something and you don't know what they are talking about you start talking about chickens

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Evil Furry Thingy: 99%

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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4248429/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 20:10:36 PST
IT SNOWS EVERY SINGLE F***ING DAY NOW!!!! AND MY PIANO TEACHER SAYS THAT WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A BIG STORM SOON!!!! EVERY SINGLE TIME IT SNOWS, I HAVE TO SHOVEL THE DAMN DRIVEWAY!!!! AND THAT WASTES AN MORE THAN AN HOUR OF MY TIME!!!!! GAHHHHHHH!!!!! MY FREAKIN' LEGS ARE SO NUMB BY THE TIME I GET DONE THAT I CAN'T EVEN FEEL IF I FALL DOWN!!!!! NO! MORE! SNOW! I USE TO THINK THAT SNOW WAS GOOD SINCE IT GAVE SNOW DAYS FROM SCHOOL, BUT COME ON!!!! DURING RECESS, I SWEAR, IT'S LIKE MY @$$ IS A SOLID BLOCK OF ICE!!!!!

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EDITED: GREEN DAY ROCKS, MAN!

I swear... ever since I bought "American Idiot and then borrowed "Warning", "Dookie", and "Insomniac" from my brothers, I have been obsessed with them. I am now on my way learning the Green Day history like I did with Linkin Park. Green Day is an excellent band. Really...

Even though they have done some... well... let's just say some not-so-very-smart things.

For example: Green Day was performing at some Christmas Concert (or something like that) and it was beginning to drag over 7 hours and the audience began to get... bored. At 2 a.m. the band finished their performance and headed backstage to prepare for their encore. Strangely, when they returned, the headsinger (Billie Joe Armstrong) came back wearing absolutely nothing except his guitar! O_o

But whatever, I still love the band. They're officially my 2nd favorite band. Linkin Park is still my favorite band of all time but they just haven't done anything interesting and/or funny enough for me to rant about.

I saw Green Day on Fuse's Daily Download today. Like the host, I almost exploded with joy! When the host introduced Green Day, Tre came running in like a maniac and glomped the host. Very strange, that one is.... Throughout the show, I was freaking out and doing the :horn: sign. Watching them makes me crazy, ok?

Green Day is going on tour with My Chemical Romance (their not bad) this April. That oughta be interesting.... It WOULD be hella cool to go to a Green Day concert. I've been to a Linkin Park concert before. They were on stage with Story of the Year, Hoobastank, and P.O.D. Time of my life that was...

God... I love Green Day now...

Oh yeah... ~thefuzz2004 and ~ LinkinParkFrog1, expect a long rant about Green Day at school tomorrow.

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Favorite Song for the Moment
(It changes as my mood changes)
Green Day/Welcome to Paradise
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Art in Progress

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Evil Furry Thingy: 96%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4207329/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 22:37:28 PST

First of all, I read on the news that my favorite band, Linkin Park, has been donating money to help those poor asians that have been left homeless from the quake and tsunami. GO LINKIN PARK! I hope that they can help with that unfortunate disaster. So, to all of you who have the money and time, donate to the Music for Relief fund started by American Red Cross and Linkin Park. They have so far donated about $100,000. More information can be found at linkinpark.com

Letting you know that I care...

NEXT!!!!!
My friend, Monna, (the one who helped me on our art collab, Mistress Chaos) has joined DeviantART! Her username is ~BlackChaotic . I suppose I can start calling her my twin... So, if you have a chance, go visit her and give her some love! Thanks to all who do.

NEXT!!!!!
I would like to say a BIG thank you to * Daemon-Djinn for buying me a subscription to deviantart. It hasn't been activated yet, but it will be soon. It means so much to me..

NEXT!!!!!
I'll probably be more active as soon as school starts again. Since the day my siblings leave is the same day as the day school starts, I'll be sure to be on deviantart as much as possible. Of course, that is if I don't have too much homework...
I'm spending as much time as I possibly can with them at the moment.

Umm.. yeah. That's about it...

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Favorite Song for the Moment
(It changes as my mood changes)
Green Day/Minority
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Art in Progress

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Evil Furry Thingy: 95%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4173515/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 22:44:05 PST thefuzz2004 IS BACK ON DEVIANTART!!!!! AFTER BEING BANNED SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG, SHE IS BACK, BABY!!!!!!! I GET TO HAVE MORE MESSAGES NOW!!! WE GET TO SCREAM AT EACH OTHER THROUGH THE INTERNET TOO!!! WHAT COULD BE MORE FUN?!!!!!!

Ok... caps are over...

Anyhow... my friend, Monna, came to visit me last Saturday. We were really bored so we cooked up some art collabs. They are so freakin kick ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to post them! Well... basically we drew on the same paper. Then I color them on photoshop. just you wait... just you wait...
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Favorite Song For The Moment
Green Day/Homecoming
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Art in Progress

LoN 55%

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My Friends
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4121448/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4121448/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 22:44:17 PST SO sorry that I have not been submitting much art. I swear, Christmas has seriously crushed my artistic inspiration. Yeah, probably due to all that freakin' Christmas shopping, yadda yadda yadda.

On the other hand, I've got some nice gifts. My friends say that they'll give me my presents later due to some unwelcome circumstances.

So far, I have received... (I don't mean to brag)
-Hellsing Manga Volume 4
-Linkin Park Wristband
-Linkin Park T-Shirt (My 3rd one )
-Green Day T-Shirt
-4 Acrylic Paintbrushes
-2 Prestretched Acrylic Canvas
-12 tubes of assorted Acrylic Colors
-A watercolor paper book

Yay...

On the other hand, my great friend,~ thefuzz2004, will be back on Christmas! YAY! She has, like, died for the past month. I can't wait to receive like 10 messages every day when she gets back.

Merry Christmas, everyone!
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OUR version of the 12 Days of Christmas.

Warning... Contains a severe amount of mockery and stupidity.
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Favorite Song For The Moment
Sugarcult/Crying
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Merry Christmas!"
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Art in Progress

LoN 15%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4067358/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 16:34:11 PST LinkinParkFrog1, ~thefuzz2004, and I, senior zany stupid, came up with this... it's catchy, isn't it?
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On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me.....a one year subscribition to


On the second day of Christmas, my true love gave to me DEITY,
and a one year suscribition to


On the third day of Christmas, my true love gave to me.......a set of copic markers,
DEITY,
and a one year suscribition to


On the fourth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me........Mike Shinoda's house
a set of copic markers,
DEITY,
and a one year suscribition to


On the fifth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me ........all the Hellsing merchandise,
Mike Shinoda's house,
a set of copic markers,
DEITY
and a one year suscribition to


On the sixth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me........the six members of Linkin Park
all the Hellsing merchandise,
Mike Shinoda's house,
a set of copic markers,
DEITY
and a one year suscribition to


On the seventh day of Christmas, my true love gave to me......seven years off school
the six members of Linkin Park ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4028049/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/4028049/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 15:04:33 PST I'm very serious about school and stuff so my art and stuff are just my entertainment and passageway to get away from my real life.


My brothers will be home from college soon so I might be gone from DevART for some periods of time. They hog on the internet, ya know. And I'll probably be spending a lot of time with them, so don't be surprised if I'm gone for about 5 days or so. Gotta get them to teach me algebra and crap. T_T

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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Lostprophets: Hello Again
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"My friend joined DEVART! HELL YEAH! Go bug her now. ~LinkinParkFrog1
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Art in Progress

... 20%

Rephotoshopping on Mechanical Dragon: 6%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3981003/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 15:34:24 PST DECEMBER IS HERE!

Once again, many EXCITING and STUPID events will probably take place during this holy month. Oh me, oh my. XD

Now... probably the first thing to come to your puny minds is, "CHRISTMAS!", or something of that sort. Yes, the ultimate holiday where "we" celebrate the birth of the Christ. It depends if you beleive in him or not. I don't. Don't hurt me.
Well... yeah, sure we CHINESE people DO recognize that Christmas is important. We just don't take it as seriously.

BEFORE Christmas... I have a nice Christmas Piano Recital coming up. It's not NEARLY as dramatic as that competition. Thank God.. I'll be playing silent night.

AND, as all those people who lurk in school might think, "WE" won't have to go to SCHOOL for about 2 weeks. Hell yeah. I need to catch up on my sleep. Hallucinations might occur.

Hmm... nothing really stupid has interrupted this pure month... yet.

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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Khleb za khleb, krov' za krov'..."
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Art in Progress

... 10%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3956776/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 14:33:44 PST http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3935477/ Sat, 27 Nov 2004 22:18:49 PST

They're nice and hard. ........ ouch.

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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Now that it has snowed, we must take advantage of it and use it for Godly worship. *runs around writing Linkin Park logos everywhere*"
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Art in Progress

Moon Dragon Coloring: 1%
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3911031/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 17:32:44 PST thefuzz2004, was able to sneak her friend's computer, she's not rotting away from not being able to get on . Thank God....

Well... she had 485 messages when she came back. 5 weeks... not bad.

We will finally be reunited on December 25th.

I bet ~Yonaka is furious at her.

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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Happy Thanksgiving, peoples..."
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Art in Progress

RD: 60%
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3894285/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3894285/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:31:08 PST
Oh well.... this is another rant. Pardon me.

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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song will be my favorite for quite some time.)
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Uh..."
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Art in Progress

Just a whole bunch of sketches
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3865490/ Thu, 18 Nov 2004 15:15:38 PST
Well... I just thought I would point that out.

Now... anyway... Due to an extreme pile up of annoying homework... art submissions will be slow. Boo.

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The chat room of DOOM!
Well... sorta. I'm just on there a lot. Oh yes... watch out for the founder! (~ LANcasthor) He eats guests when he's hungry.

TEH CHATROOM!
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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song will be my favorite for quite some time.)
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Pointless"
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Art in Progress

Zellas: 60%
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3850401/ Tue, 16 Nov 2004 21:16:05 PST
Alrighty... after just reading Pu's latest journal, I discover this OTHER art website. (Behold my awesome linking powers) click HERE

IT'S AN EFFING DEVIANTART COPY! IT HAS LIKE THE SAME DAMN FEATURES! Well, I think DeviantART has been here longer, so SCREW OFF!

AND It allows effing porn! Jesus Christ... I hate stuff like that! Who in there right minds would watch that shit?

My God... it's so copy cat like! I was so furious when I saw it!

K... ranting over.
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The chat room of DOOM!
Well... sorta. I'm just on there a lot. Oh yes... watch out for the founder! (~ LANcasthor) He eats guests when he's hungry.

TEH CHATROOM!
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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song will be my favorite for quite some time.)
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Damn Art Theives...."
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Art in Progress
(Oh yeah.... I have this School project that will mooch up my life for about a week so I won't be submitiin much art. Sorry peoples.)

Hellhound Coloring: 1%
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My Friends
<... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3825068/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3825068/ Sat, 13 Nov 2004 12:09:24 PST __________________________________

This is sorta just trying to get the damn Boulevard of Broken Dreams off my userpage. Pardon me.....

Mmmm.... I usually don't update on weekends... I got lucky and snuck a peak at my DevART status. 11 messages.... That's about how much I get a day. *sigh*

Random Journal entry...

My journal is a place where I rant, post happenings in my life, and share experiences...... Most of the time they're about my opinions... dont' take me seriously, unless I really mean it. Like this one for instance. It's just plain mumbling... ignore me.
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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song will be my favorite for quite some time.)
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Do you really want to know? REALLY? Well.... an important word is required. ""Please"""
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Art in Progress

GC Angels Coloring: 35%

Hellhound Coloring: 0%
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3818486/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3818486/ Fri, 12 Nov 2004 15:24:34 PST
(ok this is going to be in bold lettering cause this is really
shocking)

EDIT DAMN IT!: One more thing..... I HATE porn, hentai, sexual nudity, shit like that. It's just sick? Why do people like that stuff.... well.... i guess a poor 12-year-old mind can't understand that.... CAN THEY?

WTF?!?!?!?!
LOOOK! LOOK AT PU'S NEW DEVIATION! JUST LOOK AT THE UTTER CORRUPTNESS OF IT!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S NOT RIGHT! IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!! MY "GOD" (note the apostrophes) HAS GONE CRAZY!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O!!!! (gasp) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

*sobs insanely*

The world has gone crazy........................ *cries*

I'm really sorry... i just had to post this. It was just SO shocking.
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BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS

That song has touched my heart like no other.... let it be known that I have incredible cases of depression sometimes. *sigh*

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!
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Favorite Song for the Moment:
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song will be my favorite for quite some time.)
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Kill those bitches...."
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Art in Progress

GC Angels Coloring: 15%

3 heads: 50%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3803688/ Thu, 11 Nov 2004 14:11:50 PST WHOOP DEE DOO! FOR TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

Yes.... finally... I'm 12!

12 Years I have... breathed the air of Earth!
Ahh.... Bleh.

Now.... thanks to all of you guys out there who have wished me happy birthday and/or gave me presents! ^^ I appreciate it with all my heart.

So far... I have received in gifts...

-A Green Day CD (American Idiot)
-A free lunch
-The 1st Volume of the Hellsing Manga
-The 2nd Volume of the Hellsing Manga
-The 3rd Volume of the Hellsing Manga
-A bouquet of flowers from my brothers with a cute Teddy Bear and Hershey (how do you spell that?) Kisses
-A Gigantic Cake that tastes like heaven

Well umm.. yeah. I feel real special now. The flowers and Cake were delivered when I was at school. The secretary brought it in during Reading Class... and ... well.. the class went crazy. It took about 3 minutes to restore calm. Then I got to pass out cake and shit to everyone and they sang the "happy birthday" song to me. Cool, huh?

And special thanks to ~Gryphbeams for making me a Picture for my birthday.

Heh heh... I just wanted to post this.
Favorite Song for the Moment
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song is so good, that sometimes I even cry when I listen to it. Sad, isn't it?
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EDIT: Ok.... my B-day is over. I was just too lazy to write another journal entry. So let's just live with this stupid edit. Be happy, people.
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Behold..... the awesomeness of awesomeness."
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Art in Progress

GC Angels Coloring: 0%
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My Friends
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3772262/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3772262/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 22:27:52 PST SINCE today was the day of the Sonata/Sonatina Competition I entered, and I received third place (which is OK), AND it was almost the day of my birthday, November 10th, my mother was being a very generous being and allowed me to by anything I wanted.

This, of course, ignited the fiery emotional hyper spasms that I get, and I dragged her into buying me the Green Day CD (American Idiot) and the first volume of the manga, "Hellsing".

Green Day CD is great so far. Since I've only listened to about 3 tracks on it. If you're into punk rock, go buy it.

Well now... yes I'm getting to the point now. The main reason that I even bought "Hellsing" is rather simple. Can't figure it out? You must be stupid. (Just kidding) It IS all to blame to the supernatural, psychotic being, and a complete GOD, *pu-sama (Dun-dun-dun)

Staring at her art with drool buckets is quite inspiring, no?

Well.... the manga was really good. Even though there was friggin' BLOOD on almost every single PAGE! @_@

It was good nonetheless. I might do fanart of it. Pu has taken over my life. Oh woe is me.

Ok.... either you read all that and feel sympathy for me, or you read all that and think I'm a dorkwad. Whichever you choose.

GOD, this has been, like, the 4th journal entry I did about the GREAT * pu-sama? (dun-dun-dun XD) I must see the therapist.
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Favorite Song for the Moment
Green Day: Boulevard of Broken Dreams
(That song is so good, that sometimes I even cry when I listen to it. Sad, isn't it?
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

".... oh."
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Art in Progress and Art I Really Want to Do

GC Angels: 70%

Darci's B-Day Gift: 0%

Spellcaster: 0%
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My Friends
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3725766/ Mon, 01 Nov 2004 14:59:35 PST ______________________________

November IS HERE! NO! Already?! and YAY! Whoopee!

November is here, indeed it is. And MANY exciting and boring events will be coming to pass this way!

FINALLY! NO MORE FREAKING RANTING OF THIS VOTING BUISNESS! President Bush won. Oh well...

November 6 is the Sonata/Sonatina Piano Competition! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Well.... let's hope I'm prepared. I got 2nd place last time and I'm looking forward to 1st this year.... I can keep dreaming. Wish me luck....

November 10th is my birthday! WHOOPEE! YES! FINALLY! YAYAYAYAY! Ok enough... last year's birthday party was dissapointing so I hope I can do something fun this year.... 12 is sorta the cutting line for something so it's sorta a great age for me to be at.

November 30th is the DMA! NOOOOOOO!!!!
DMA stands for Direct Math Assesment! MATH!!!!! AUUUGGHHH!!
I hope I get a good score. I've gotten good scores so far on the practices, so it SHOULDN'T be that hard....

AND ALSO on November 30th, LINKIN PARK AND JAY-Z will release their collision course album! YAY!

And I'm sure there are many other important events happening in between but I don't care to list them now. Let's just say those are the ones I can think of right off the bat. More when I get my brain in gear.
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Favorite Song for the Moment
LInkin Park: My December
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"...whats the meaning of my life..."
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Art in Progress

Art Collab with ~thefuzz2004 coloring: 60%
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My Friends
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3694791/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3694791/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 18:16:46 PDT
Or I could be private schooled. Which is unlikely, since I need to develop more social skills.
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WTF

Linkin Park is doing a COLLISION COURSE with JAY-Z?! WTF WTF WTF WTF? Well.... I guess it'll be interesting to see what they com up with. If you take a good look at it, you might think,"Linkin Park+Jay-Z= ?"

On the OTHER hand, it might increase LP's popularity. It all depends on the moment November 30th.
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Favorite Song for the Moment
Good Charlotte: Meet My Maker
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"And tonight... we'll celebrate the end!"

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Art in Progress

Art Collab with ~thefuzz2004 coloring: 6%
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3659319/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3659319/ Sat, 23 Oct 2004 22:11:45 PDT

Give me some ideas for art, please. Maybe it will help me from this severe case laziness....

What's wrong with me....
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Favorite Song for the Moment
Green Day: American Idiot
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"Math=Evil"

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Art in Progress

Art Collab with ~thefuzz2004 coloring: 0%
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My Friends


The Gods/Nobles/Friends I watch
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3620062/ Fri, 22 Oct 2004 12:09:26 PDT pu-sama, you are extremely cautioned on reading this entry!

Ok.... ~thefuzz2004, Shirley (My friend), and I had a strange conversation at school during lunch. Oh my god... I just HAD to post it! It's so stupid! But I thought I should say anyway.... I tried to remember exactly what our conversation sounded like but hey, it's not perfect!

The scenery is we 3 sitting on the lunch table eating our daily crappy school lunches. And I have squished in the topic of talking about pu-sama XD

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Shirley: I wonder how much it would cost if we could buy one of pu-sama's original pieces of art?
Me: Hmm... well let's think... (mock thought) A LOT!!!!! Dude, her commisions cost like $90 to $400!
Elizabeth (thefuzz2004): DUR!
Shirley: If I could have some of Pu-sama's original piece of art, it would be King of the Pumpkin Patch and Deity.
Me: OH NO YOU DON'T! DEITY IS MINE!!!!!!! ALL MINE!!! I WOULD PUNCH YOU IF YOU TOOK IT!
Shirley: Umm... fine. I still get King of the Pumpkin Patch though.
Me: -.- Well... whatever... I WOULD FIGHT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF PU'S FRIENDS JUST TO GET ONE OF HER PIECES OF ART! BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!
Elizabeth:
Shirley:
Elizabeth: You would even fight Pu-sama herself?!
Me: Of course!
Shirley: Yeah! The vicious Tammy would even fight her own God!
Me: Umm....
Elizabeth: No WAIT! I HAVE A GREAT IDEA! Why don't we just run up to her house, ring the doorbell, and let's just say she'll answer it, and then we just knock her unconsious. Then we'll just raid her house and steal all of her art.
Shirley:
Me: Yeah! And then I'd like steal her copic marker set that was worth $300 and then just take the PC too!
*While we're laughing like maniacs, these 3 first graders sitting across from us just look at us like, "WTF?" and they just sorta scoot down the bench*
Shirley: OMG! Do you know what she what do to us?
Elizabeth: She'd like, hunt us down.
Shirley: Then when she finds us, she'll roast us in hell!
Elizabeth: And the police would let her!
Me: Yeah! Because she blackmailed them to let her kill us!
Shirley: And it worked!
Elizabeth: OMG! I can imagine her face!
*We were laughing so hard that even Elizabeth had to spit out her food for awhile*
Me: Oh jesus.... that would be SO funny! But I would rather attempt more safer ways of doing that.
Shirley: No kidding... we would just sacrifice EVERYTHING for one of her pieces of art...
Elizabeth: I'D GIVE HER MY HOUSE!
Me: LMAO How about our arms?
Shirley: Yeah! Like we would cut off our right arm and say,"Here you go! Oh shit... I'm right handed...."

Well umm... that was like how it went. You can tell that we are REALLY corrupted. REALLY REALLY REALLY corrupted. I'm sorry about the level of stupidity but I couldn't help it! ^^

Even MORE ranting... eh heh heh... excuse me.
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Aha! My "God" has reached a million pageviews! Take that, Elizabeth!!!!! All Hail the Master of Monster!
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Favorite Song for the Moment
Lostprophets: Wake Up (Make a Move)
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Random thought I'm thinking at the Moment or Quote of the Moment

"I am Murakumo, the aragami with eight mitama!"

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Art in Progress

The Dark Unicorn: 39%
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http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3583060/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 22:44:23 PDT

Now.... Since my family has like ZERO religious beleifs, I, senior zany psychopath, started JOKINGLY calling anything I'm obsessed with, A God. It's rather stupid, but hey, it's fun!

I, and the rest of my family, beleive that people invented "The Lord" just so that they could have someone to blame for all their troubles. It's stupid in my head, so that's why this whole
"B.C. and A.D." thing is just a bunch of baloney (do they spell that "balogney?"). Well so yeah, so don't flame on me if you see me calling things "God", ok? It's just my way.

Like on DeviantART, I have this nice long list of GODLY artists! XD. If you know me, you should know who the GODLIEST of all GODLY artists is. If you don't, that's sad. But even if you know, I'm gonna tell you anyway.



Yeah.... Ze GREAT *pu-sama XDDDDD I'm just KIDDING, OK? It is MY way of obsession. There ARE the lesser Gods like ~neondragon, *enayla, and so on. Lesser Gods compared to *pu-sama, but Gods none the less.

Heh heh... so we have this "GOD" buisness cleared up with me. I already have made up things like The LINKIN PARK GODS, The Sephiroth God, The Cheese God, ect. XDDDD

Craziness will take over the Earth, Indeedy...

More ranting... pardon me.
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Art in Progress:

Fire Witch Coloring: 2%
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A Random Thought in my Mind at the Moment

"Linkin Park better be working on their 4th album."
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Favorite Song for the Moment

Good Charlotte: The World is Black

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My Friends


The Gods/Friends I watch http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3538495/ Tue, 12 Oct 2004 17:05:44 PDT *sobs insanely*

My God! (literally) Mallory Dyer... use to be... a "Slayers" fan! The GREAT * pu-sama a fan of my favorite anime! And the fanart she did of it is fabolous! Oh... is there nothing I don't like about her? She'll probably be my idle from now on.

She drew my favorite baddie from Slayers to perfection! ;_; It's so beautiful... and he looks evil in it too.
[link]

Ahh... my appreciation of the great * pu-sama grows every day....

Ok enough of my stupid ranting. I just HAD to tell someone about this.
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EDIT: *Screams Insanely*

Ok... after several more exciting moments of digging through *pu-sama's artwork, I finally came across the picture Deity. After staring, and staring, and staring, and staring at it for like 15 more minutes this horrible thought starts corrupting my mind.

"Dang, he's kinda cute."

A split second after I thought it I started screaming at the top of my lungs! THIS CRAZY ARTIST IS STARTING TO POISON MY MIND!!!!!! So now I've gone completely insane and will not tear my eyes from that beautiful picture of Mystic.

More ranting... pardon me. Now let's hope M. Dyer doesn't see this.
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Fave song for the Moment: Three Days Grace: Just Like You

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Art in Progress:

I'm gonna be a little slow with my art submitions since school is mooching up my life, i have a readdiction to final fantasy, and because I tend to sleep a lot. Sorry!

Heights Color 30%

Alter Ego: 17%
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My Friends


The People I Watch
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3491924/ Sun, 03 Oct 2004 16:25:14 PDT Nicknames: The Knowlege and Chaos Master, ChaoticBlack
Sex: F
Birthday: November 10
Color: You mean fave? Black of course... will a little bit of blood red
Star sign: Scorpio
Place of birth: U.S.A. (i refuse to be specific)
Current residence: EARTH!!!! DUR!
Real Haircolor: Black
Current Haircolor: Black (I don't dye my hair)
Colors Hair Has Been: Black.... GOT IT
Eye color: Brown
Height: Umm... I dunno
Writing hand: Right...

-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-
Do you bite your nails: That's sickening
Can you roll your tongue: Unfortuantely.... NO!
Can you blow smoke rings: Smoking= Stupid
Can you blow spit bubbles: sometimes...
Can you cross your eyes: No, I think it's stupid anyhow
Tattoos and where: Tattoos are stupid too....
Do you make your bed daily: usually... but sometimes i skip
What's sexiest on a guy/girl: I don't care about that shit
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: BOTH! YAY!
What utensils do you use eating pizza: It's called a HAND
Do you cook: do cup noodles count? XD
-GROOMING-
How often do you brush your teeth: Twice a day like the doctors say
Do you shower/bathe: Of course I do!
How long do these showers/baths last: 20-35 minutes
Do you swear: Yeah... only when I want to though
Do you pee in the shower: Dude... shut up
What color is your bedroom: White colored with Linkin Park posters!
Do you use an alarm clock: Yes! 2 of them baby!
Name four things or people you're obsessed with: Linkin Park, "The Slayers", *pu-sama, dragons
What's your sleeping position: I sleep on my side... OK?!
In hot weather do you use a blanket: Just a light one....
Do you sleepwalk: How the hell can I tell?
Do you talk in your sleep: I think so... heh heh... you don't wanna know what though....
How about the light on: I'm not a stupid little kid and is afraid of the dark....

-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-
Watched Bambi: Are you serious.... I dunno. Probably like 7 years ago.... lol
Cried: Leave me and myself alone.
Talked on the phone: Yesterday...
Read: I'm reading right now....

-MUSIC-
Is music important to you: Hell yeah!
Do you sing: In the shower... XD
What instruments do you play: Piano... 7 years... yep!
What do you think of Eminem: He's a perverse rapper... PERIOD!
In your opinion what band is the best of all time: LINKIN PARK

-WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
What do you notice first?: There personality...
Easiest to talk to: Do rocks count?

-DO YOU/ARE YOU-
Could you live without the computer?: Hell no!
What's your favorite fruit?: Er... pears maybe... i dunno
What hurts the most?: guilt...
Trust others way too easily?: It depends on who, my friend...

-NUMBER-
Of times you have had your heart broken?: Dates are pathetic
Of hearts you have broken: Countless... heh heh
Of drugs taken illegally?: NEVER IN MY GOD DAMNED LIFE!!!
Of tight friends?: Very few... i'm a distrusting person
Of CD's owned?: That are mine? hmm... maybe 10.
Of scars on my body?: Personal things... leave me alone.

-OTHER THINGS-
I know: that cheese is a yellow, edible, substance... XD
I want: a lot of things... keep dreamin...
I have: A brain?
I wish: for a lot of things... but wishes are stupid
I hate: many things... indeedy....
I fear: Spiders, guilt
I hear: my dad's snoring
I ache: from thinking to much...
I care: about my emotions
I always: envy the lucky people of this world..
I dance: I use to... now I don't cause the damn DDR pad's broke
I cry: sometimes.... tears are nothing to worry about...
I write: in fancy loop lauguage
I confuse: people that are dumb...
I can usually be found: staring at the wall
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: ... Are you a pervert?

-ARE YOU A...-
Wuss: not really...
Gang member: Gangs are stupid... among with several other things
Daydreamer: Oh yeah
Alcoholic: Hell no.
Freak: You have no idea about me do you?
Brat: not really...
Sarcastic: all the time
Goody-goody: nope
Angel: yeah... but a FALSE one
Evil: OF COURSE!!!
Friend: not really... i'm sorta enclosed
Shy: Hardly... unless I meet an almight one... (example *pu-sama)
Adventurous: a little
Intellig... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3483742/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3483742/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 20:19:45 PDT who got this from who got this from who got this from

IN ONE TRY... TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR...

FINGERS: Tammy
CHIN: trfgswhhjyuh
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: tavvr
CHEEK: sdfgghty
ELBOW: 6tammy
LIPS: vamjmhj
PALM: tamy
BACK OF HAND: tay
NOSE: qjk
TONGUE: ( I absolutely refuse )

-----------------DESCRIBE---------------

-- YOUR HERITAGE: Chinese (yup!)
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: White Tennis Shoes
-- YOUR EYES: Brown
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: Dirty things
-- YOUR FEARS: Spiders, Scary Movies
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Find a cure for cancer

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: I wonder if today a meteor will hit the school...
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: How perverse they are
THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: I search for the amount of acne (XO)
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: Hmm.... my hands... maybe
-- YOUR BEDTIME: Er... 10:00 PM
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: Winning an essay contest
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: The amusement park

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Burger King! Every time I hear that damn, "Ba da ba ba ba..." I totally spaz out
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: I don't date... period
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: Shoes don't mattrer
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Er... i like both.
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Cappucino... more tasty
----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: Hell no!
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Yes... Hygene is extremely important
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): That is a secret!
-- WHO ARE THEY: Leave my alone.......
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: Does my mom count?
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: YEah! I wanna live up to my family heritage!
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: Haven't got their yet....
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: I'll think about it..
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: Yup! I'm the type masta!
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: No.. i'm like an ugly stone
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: Not really...
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Yep! They give me cash!
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: YES! I just don't like the rain. The, "BOOM BOOM!" is cool though.

-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Piano... 7 years baby!

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE?: Yep... several times
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: That would like be breaking a law against my family heritage
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: None of your buisness!
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: Uh... no.
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: Oh yeah! Several times... XD
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: yeah... piano concerts... so scary
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: Yeah... i hate it
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: WTF is your problem?
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: PERVERTS AND PORN CAN DIE!
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: nope
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": YEah... but i won't say what ^_^
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: Yep
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: Don't remind me...
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: verbal fight, yes
-- SHOPLIFTED: Shoplifting is BAD! BAD I TELL U!

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: I can't see myself that far ahead
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: A really long fancy name
-- DESCIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: Go away...
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: I want to die in honor.
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: Err... dunno
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: Japan

----------------FAVORITE... ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3429338/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3429338/ Wed, 29 Sep 2004 20:11:01 PDT
Yeah... just by that incident you can tell I'm so nerdy smarty pants at school. My teacher was staring at me like, "Dude, what is you problem?"
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Ok... I was readin pu-sama's journal and she was hosting a contest. The contest was to draw some of the hellsing characters in halloween costumes. And the prize was that she would draw a personal deviant ID, character, whatever... for whoever won. And I was like,"OH MY FREAKIN' GOD!!!!! THE ALMIGHTY PU-SAMA DO A FREE PIECE OF ART!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!". And well yeah... I was freaked out since I had never watched hellsing and so I couldn't enter. I'm so freakin furious!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!! AND THIS TIME I WILL NOT GET OVER IT!
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Art:

Feather Dragon Coloring: 45%
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Da Friendz


Ze peeps dat I watch
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3390977/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3390977/ Wed, 22 Sep 2004 18:17:45 PDT
I just saw Sum 41's new video. I like the song, but I think they're becoming just a bit too much perverse for my liking. If you know me, you'll know that I absolutely HATE and DISPISE perverts!
Grrr... I'm still loyal to Linkin Park. And I always will be. They've been on top of my favorite band list for as long as I can remember. If you're curious, I'll list them... now let's see...

1. Linkin Park
2. Hoobastank
3. Story of the Year
4. Good Charlotte
5. Evanescence
6. Three Days Grace
7. The Offspring
8. Smile Empty Soul


Some of these bands I just like their music and don't appreciate there attitude. Like the Offspring. I pick Linkin Park as my fave band cuz I like their music and attitude.

Well whatever...
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Must.... learn..... how to shade on photoshop! GARGH! .... ok i'm over it.
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I feel kinda bad for (my friend at school) cause she can't get on deviantart. Or something like that. Since her mother requested all this security on her computer she can't log on. Crappy world isn't it?
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Freakin.... DISPLAY MY RECENT DEVIATATION!
IT IS NOT GRYPHBEAM'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT! IT'S MY MECHANICAL DRAGON!
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Books:

The Slave Dancer: 15%

Art:

Sea Unicorn Coloring: 0%

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My Friends:


I spy:
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3390900/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 10:20:59 PDT ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3319421/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3319421/ Fri, 17 Sep 2004 22:22:36 PDT
But, I shall try my best to keep up my artistic spirit.
umm... yeah. Whatever. Let's see....

The Voyage of the Frog 30% read

Kadocha 3 0% read

Art in progress:

Coloring Deviant ID on photoshop: 60%

Metal Dragon: 65%

I GOT PHOTOSHOP!!!!!


Remaining pages in my sketch diary: somewhere around 50

umm... yeah. This how my life kinda looks. I really don't wanna post anything else.

Let's see if my icon posting will work.
My friends


People I stare at with boggling eyeballs:
http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3291051/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 08:22:56 PDT
Devious thoughts: (sorry i just had to do this)

*the person who put spyware on my computer should die and burn in the seven pits of hell

*Linkin Park rules! (again)

*Labor day! Yay! No school on Monday! (does the happy dance)

Ok that's enough. I still await for my brother to bestow upon my computer the holy program photoshop. It's quite tortorous. ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3288762/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3288762/ Sat, 04 Sep 2004 22:10:31 PDT My Friends


The Deviants I Stalk
~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3273194/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3273194/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 20:07:01 PDT .... Probably cause my art isn't good enough or something... maybe when I get photoshop. ]]> ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3244715/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3244715/ Mon, 30 Aug 2004 05:11:32 PDT ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3231628/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3231628/ Sat, 28 Aug 2004 12:08:56 PDT ~ChaoticBLack http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3220775/ http://ChaoticBLack.deviantart.com/journal/3220775/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 20:47:57 PDT ~ChaoticBLack