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Hey people! I doubt I'm 'speaking' to many, but whatever. I feel like a little updating my life.

I'm in a new house right now, cause my house in under super-gutting renovations. I'm staying in what used to be my grandma's room. This house is probably less than half the size of my real house. So right now there's three adults, two teenagers, three dogs and a lizard living here.

Oh yeah, and a baby due on May 29.

Yeah it's pretty crazy. I still have yet to hear someone's story of being as old as me and having a sibling soon with parents that have never been divorced. It is insane. I will go insane. I am super excited and terrified at the same time. I think I'm good though as long as the kid isn't gay; not ratting on sexuality - I'm all for gay marriage and all that - it's just I am NOT dealing with a younger BROTHER of mine being obsessed with the next Hannah Montana. UGH! I know it's horribly steriotypical of me to say gay guys/kids are the only guys/kids who watch that crap, but c'mon. You know it's pretty true.

This kid is gonna know how to skate before he can walk, sing before he can talk, and draw pretty pictures. Or, at least, I'll try to feed his interest in such things I am totally buying this kid his first guitar if he shows interest. I am going to spoil him, unfortunately, but he won't be a brat. I'll make sure of that *pounds fist into hand*

I can't believe I just ranted that long about my brother. :S

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/23902203/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/23902203/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 15:18:40 PDT
Okay, so, Grade 12 is the most stressful thing of life. I am FAILING my Calculus course, I'm doing very poorly in English and Physics and Art is, as always, too difficult to even guess at a mark. I would drop my Calculus course, but I was so much of an IDIOT and took a Grade 11 course in Grade 12, and now I'm stuck with it. If not, I may be able to switch into another math course, Data Management, which is probably substantially easier. The problem with that is that we are week 7 or so of the semester, so not only would I have to see if I'm even good at Data Management, I'd have to learn 6 weeks worth of course material in about a week or so so I don't become unrecoverably behind.

I absolutely hate school. So much. I should not be in school, I am much too stupid for this. I should be taking college courses, I should have applied to art schools. I shouldn't have pretended to be intelligent when I'm not. Now I've dug myself into this hole and I've few ways to get out.

I don't want to stay at Newman. That is what is terrifying me. I can easily graduate, it's getting into University that I can't do. No one in their right minds will accept me into their school, especially once they get my mid-term marks. My average will be 60 at best. What the hell am I supposed to do? I can't talk to my parents. I always end up crying anyway and none of what I want to say comes out right. Like I know it's cliche, but they actually just don't get it. They're not me.

I cannot deal with this.

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What am I? I generally don't ask myself such questions, but I think that I've had an epiphany of sorts.

I think I am an artist.

Many people (myself included), would probably think something along the lines of "Well, DUH." if I were to tell them that, but I believe that being titled as an artist is much more meaningful than most would think.

This is all my opinion and my interpretation through the things I've learned, the things I've seen and the things I've done.

I believe that an artist is ultimately a creator. That alone differenciates between the masses of those who consider themselves artists. For example, those who only do fan-art, fan-fictions and follow books instructing you on how to create in a certain art form, I wouldn't consider these people artists. I would call them inspired, at most. I believe that an artist has to have a certain love for their creations. How can you love a creation when it is a mere copy of another artists creation? A true artist creates something with depth, something that expresses emotions without blatantly having to do so. An artist creates because they need to, because it is in the artists nature to always be pushing their own limits for the love of art. An artist creates things that have soul to them.

I believe that a true artist does not create from the mold society gives them. Most artists will have elements of "popular artwork" within their own, but no artist can ever avoid inspiration. It is this inspiration that furthers what I believe is a true artist. How many times does an artist find their mind wandering at the sight or sound of the most common things? How many times has the artist seen one of the most unloved, branded as ugly, thing and merely saw the beauty in it? The true artist is not only creates art, but lives art.

I believe that I fit into the criteria above. That is why I believe that I am an artist.

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/20721580/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/20721580/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 10:53:03 PDT
I started working on my Mrs. Lovett costume, which is going pretty well enough. I haven't had much time to work on it, so I only have a green piece of material sewn into a really wide skirt with a front piece that has some ruffly things. I don't even have a waist for it yet, it's like those huge clown pants, except I have nothing to hold it up with. Though, I really have to worry about the top part, since it'll be quite a challenge to make a corset.

Went to the University fair and saw people from Dame! Haha most random meeting ever. Good thing I realized I had no idea where I was going, or else I wouldn't have been just standing there looking lost when you guys noticed me, cause I didn't see you guys

Wow. Can anyone tell Darkness Aurora's been on hiatus for forever and a half? At least I wrote out that plot thing so I'm not completely lost for the first half of the story. The end is still sketchy.

I'm really tired. I suppose I shouldn't be complaining about it, but I'm too tired to care right now.

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/19407634/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/19407634/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:44:58 PDT
I'm currently writing out the basic storyline for Darkness Aurora so I'm not blindly making comics one chapter at a time anymore. It's going pretty well so far. I've divided it up into 5 'books', but the number of chapters in each book and number of pages per chapter is still to be seen.

If anyone wants to read and critique, I'll love your forever!

I need to know if I've got plot holes and inconsistency and crap like that that I absolutely hate but always end up having. I should have it done by the end of today. So yeah, if anybody wants to read it, PM, e-mail, IM me kaythnx

So anyway, summer's been pretty good so far. I just got back from camping yesterday and IT ONLY RAINED ONCE! ON THE LAST DAY, IN THE MORNING WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING!! Sorry, I'm just so happy we had nice weather for once. If anyone goes camping and can recommend any campsites other than Algonquin, Mikisew, Arrowhead, Serpent's Mounds and Six Mile Lake, I'd love to hear about them!

I haven't been drawing much at all this summer. I'll be drawing out the thumbnails for D.A. soon, as well as an epic cover for once, and character profiles, not that there's many main characters.

Hope you guys are having a fun, relaxing time away from school! <3

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/18491090/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/18491090/ Sun, 25 May 2008 08:25:58 PDT
I've been on a music spree. I bought four CDs on Friday, and I've been downloading full discographies of guys like Avenged Sevenfold and My American Heart. Then there's the single CDs from Atreyu (who I'm starting to adore), GreenDay and AC/DC. Anyone got any bands I should listen to? I'm getting really addicted to music Oh, and everyone who reads this should listen to 3 Doors Down because they're just. Plain. Amazing.

Let's see if I'll get this done. Over the summer, I'm going to try to do one of those drawing lists, except I'm gonna make up my own themes. They're gonna be a bunch of my favourite songs, and there's only gonna be 25 rather than 100. I'd love to see other people try this too. Music brings out some of the best art

THE LIST

1. Do it or Die - Die Mannequin
2. Life is a Perception of your own Reality - Chiodos
3. The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance
4. The Process - My American Heart
5. Hang 'em High - My Chemical Romance
6. Wake the Dead - The Used
7. Stricken - Disturbed
8. Bleeding Mascara - Atreyu
9. Her Portrait in Black - Atreyu
10. I Never Told You What I Do For a Living - My Chemical Romance
11. King for a Day - GreenDay
12. Haunted - Evanescence
13. Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) - GreenDay
14. Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
15. Let the Flames Begin - Paramore
16. Survive - Rise Against
17. Lay Down - Priestess
18. Our Lady of Sorrows - My Chemical Romance
19. Here in your Arms - Hellogoodbye
20. Let Me Go - 3 Doors Down
21. Going Down in Flames - 3 Doors Down
22. I've Just Seen a Face - The Beatles (Jim Sturgess)
23. シャボン玉 - モーニング娘。
24. A Martyr for my Love for You - The White Stripes
25. Hanging by a Moment - Lifehouse

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/18308859/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/18308859/ Tue, 13 May 2008 16:53:35 PDT Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

**(pretending I'm special - totally stole the idea from Chelsmee - they're all gonna be 3 Doors Down Songs *grabs lyrics* **

How does the world see me?

My World
First thought: Makes me sound egotistical.
Possible meaning: It actually goes with what I believe about people.
Favourite/Great line?: "You think that everything that's going wrong is because of someone else and you're trapped inside this world you made yourself."

Will I have a happy life?

Behind Those Eyes
First thought: Uh-oh. Either I'm or someone's gonna lie. About what though...?
Possible meaning: I think it means that the first relationship I'll be in will go horribly wrong. As in, he'll cheat on me.
Favourite/Great line?: "Behind those eyes you hide/behind those eyes you lie."

What do people really think of me?

So I Need You
First thought: WTF. People need me?!
Possible meaning: People actually need me... 0.o
Favourite/Great line?: "Can't let you go my little girl because you're holding up my world, so I need you."

Do people secretly lust after me?

Better Life
First thought: How the hell do I relate these ones...?
Possible meaning: Maybe... I'd have a better life if they did...? Ugh, his is wierd.
Favourite/Great line?: " I'm about to run as fast as I can headlong into that wall this time."

How can I make myself happy?

The Real Life
First thought: Exactly.
Possible meaning: Haha. Yes. If I had a real life I'd be happy :]
Favourite/Great line?: " I woke up to the real life and realized that it's not worth running from anymore."

What should I do with my life?

Going Down in Flames
First thought: Hoshit.
Possible meaning: Either I'm going to die before I get to do anything with my life, or I get to die as a firefighter. Hmm, decisions, decisions.
Favourite/Great line?: "Don't tell me what to think cause I don't care this time."

Will I ever have children?

It's Not My Time
First thought: Yes! It's not my time! I'm not going! There's a fear in me!
Possible meaning: It means I'm saying politely that I will never. Ever. Ever. Ever x infinite have children.
Favourite/Great line?: "This could be the end of me and everything I know."

What is some good advice for me?

The Road I'm On
First thought: Don't do what I do.
Possible meaning: I have no life.
Favourite/Great line?: "And what you thought was real in life has somehow steered you wrong."

What do I think my current theme song is?

Dangerous Game
First thought: Not even. Close. To me.
Possible meaning: That if I end up in a relationship, we're gonna have a western-style shoot 'em up fight. Woot, guns!
Favourite/Great line?: "What did we gain from all this? Was it worth a life?"

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?

Citizen Soldier
First thought: Hup, toop, threep, fourp.
Possible meaning: I think that it works if it suggests that I follow the trends and that I'm totally unoriginal.
Favourite/Great line?: "And when they're starving for a meal to eat, and when they simply need a place to rest their heads."

What song will play at my funeral?

This Time
First thought: This song takes like thirty seconds to start.
Possible meaning: Everyone will have left before the song starts. Cause I'm that memorable.
Favourite/Great line?: "Last time you fell and you hit hard." Lmfao, I must have fallen off something and it killed me.

What type of men/women do you like?

It's Not Me
First thought: This is completely accurate.
Possible meaning: I love people who aren't me. Or anything like me.
Favourite/Great line?: " Look what you did, is this who you wanted me to be?"

What is my day going to be like?

Never Will I Break
First thought: Oh, yes I will.
Possible meaning: That I won't break... maybe I'll have someone try to annoy me and I'll be able to ignore it. Like at woodbine lol.
Favourite/Great line?: "Don't let me die before I go to sleep."

Why am I here?

Duck and Run
First thought: To hide.
Possible meaning: I must be here to not run away when faced with something bad.
Favourite/Great line?: "So you call this your free country? Tell me why it costs so much to live."

What will people remember me for?

Ticket to Heaven
First thought: I found the golden ticket!
Possible meaning: I will find a ticket in a Cadbury chocolate bar and be shot on the spot, but th... ]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/18041574/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/18041574/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 16:24:04 PDT Brianna Louise Richard-Gallan

2) male/female?
Female

3) were you named after anyone?
I think some chick in a book my mom read.

4) does your name mean anything?
Strong. Which I'm not. WOOT, IRONY!

5) nickname(s)?
Bri.

6) what do you think you look like?
Some chick. With curly hair.

7) date of birth?
December 27, 1991.

8) place of birth and current location?
Toronto, and Scarborough.

9) nationality?
I AM CANADIAN! (haven't heard THAT in soo long. Too long)

10) astrology sign?
Capricorn. I'm a goat >

11) chinese astrology sign?
Year of the Sheep. So it's another small little white animal.

12) religion?
Not anymore. I believe in the life I'm living.

13) what's your favorite smell?
Anything Citrus.

14) political position?
None. I don't know yet.

15) what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milk. Or Nestea.

16) hair + eye color?
Brown and hazel.

17) do you look like anyone famous?
Nope. I've never compared myself, nor has anyone else.

18) what do you look like?
I look like a chick. I hope.

19) any unusual talents?
I can do that cover thing with my tongue. Useless, but freaky.

20) righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Lefty. WHAT?!

21) gay, straight, bi, or other?
Other. LOL. Straight.

22) what do you do for a living?
I'm a highschool student. It's not much of a living, but I'm grateful that I don't live in a house made of mud, manure and sticks and that I'm suffering from incurable diseases that could have been prevented

23) what do you do for fun?
I... don't know. I don't really have fun.

24) materials to work with?
Write down this:
1- Paper.
2- Writing utensils.
3- My left hand.
4- Tablet and/or tablet PC

25) what kind of materials would you like to work with?
I'd like to work more with paints. But I don't have that kind of money and it's messy and ugh.

26) have you met your grandparents?
Yuppers.

27) boyfriend/girlfriend?
I WISH. DESPERATELY RIGHT NOW!

28) crush?
Yeah. Two people.

29) what celebrity would you date if you could?
I don't know any celebrities around my age. Howwever, if I were 25; Jim Sturgess and Gerard Way.

30) current worries?
Homework. The life I don't have.

31) favorite online guy/girl(s)?
I don't really have online friends that I don't know.

34) do you burn or tan?
Burn. I don't like the sun. It kills my skin, which I'm fond of.

35) ever break a bone?
Nope. I don't do many things. One day I'll get seriously injured in net, don't worry

36) what is your favourite cereal?
I dunno. Too many to chose.

37) person you cry with?
Noone, if I'm lucky. Crying is the ultimate form of weakness for me.

38) any sisters?
Nope. Megan's my non-biological sister though. Although, we MAY be related. EAST COASTERS, UNITE!

39) any brothers?
Unfortunately, yes.

40) any pets?
Doggy, bearded dragon.

41) an illness?
Athsma? *pansy illness*

42) a pager?
No.

43) a personal phone line?
Nopers.

44) a cell phone?
Yeah. I'm surprised it hasn't rotted from being ignored.

45) a visible birthmark?
What is considered a birthmark? I hav no idea what weird markings I've had since birth. I wasn't very aware of things other than eating and sleeping.

46) a pool or hot tub?
Pool. EXERCISE! *flexes non-existent muscles*

47) a car?
I don't want one > other than killing the environment, I don't want to kill people.

48) personality?
I'm a loner. Usually.

49) driving?
I haven't tried really. Nor do I want to.

50) your clothing style?
I have none. I wear whatever clothes show up in my room.

51) room?
Green. I love it.

52) what's missing?
A boyfriend. But I'm picky.

53) school?
Newman. Which pwns Dame.

54) bed?
It's got green... and there's stripes and stuff. But who cares. There's GREEEEEN.

55) relationship with your parents?
Meh. We're good, they're together, what more could you ask for?

56) do you believe in yourself?
Nope. sider... ]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/17536056/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/17536056/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 05:16:47 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Numb" - Disturbed
(Too bad the question isn't "Are you okay?" cause this would be SO emo )

2.How would you describe yourself?
"Only One" - Lifehouse
(Ummm.... sure lol)

3.What do you like in a guy?
"Best Thing in Town" - Greenday
(That's right! And nothing less!)

4.How do you feel today?
"Better Life" - 3 Doors Down
(Lol, sure. Let's go with that."

5.What is your life's purpose?
"Before I Forget" - Slipnot
(LMFAO. To do stuff before I go senile )

6.What is your motto?
"Shout 2000" - Disturbed
(Sure, I'll shout.)

7.What do your friends think of you?
"We're All To Blame" - Sum 41
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA this is great. You're ALL to blame for the mess that is me XD)

8.What do you think of your parents?
"HTML Rulez DOOd" - The Devil Wears Prada
(Umm *looks up lyrics* Holy crap. That's scary, and nothing of what I think of my parents.)

9.What do you think about very often?
"Everybody's Fool" - Evanescence
(That's somewhat accurate 0.o )

10.What is 2 + 2?
"Wake Up" - Three Days Grace
(It must be a sign. Maybe I'm going to be asked this question if I fall asleep in Math 0.o)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
"Paradise Burning" - Illscarlet
("looks up lyrics* Umm definitely not :/ )

12.What do you think of the person you like?
"Enlightened By The Cold" - Shadows Fall
(Maybe he was enlightened by the cold... how the hell should I know?)

13.What is your life story?
"Down With The Sickness" - Disturbed
(OH GOD. MAYBE I HAVE A DISEASE I DON'T KNOW ABOUT!

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
"In Too Deep" - Sum 41
(That is the EXACT opposite of what I want to be. Oh, crap. It's another sign. That I'll have CHILDREN *eye twitch*)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Mama" - My Chemical Romance
(Whenever I think about asking him out I tend to think "How the HELL am I gonna tell my parents?". So accurate in that way 0.o )

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Freak Out" - Avril Lavigne
(I'm going to be freaking out, but not to this song. Hopefully she stops making crappy songs by then. )

17.What will they play at your funeral?
"Now or Never" - Three Days Grace
(Someone totally just killed me, didn't they? For the better of all humankind, if you look at the lyrics. )

18.What is your hobby/interest?
"Trying" - Lifehouse
(HAHA nice )

19.What is your biggest fear?
"Fer Sure" - The Medic Droid
(I'm scared of the man who sings this song. If I wore stilettos, I would NOT be kicking them off.)

20.What is your biggest secret?
"Pieces" - Sum 41
(Maybe I have a bunch of little pieces that add up to one big secret?)

21.What do you think of your friends?
"Bricks" - Rise Against
( I don't want to destroy the world :'( Hopefully my friends won't be part of it either?)

22.What will you post this as?
"Come Out and Play (Keep 'em Separated)" - The Offspring
(See, now this would have been more appropriate elsewhere in this journal. But nooooooo.... *changes title*

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x = yes
/ = sort of / almost

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (most of the time)
[ ] I have many scars
[x] I tan easily. (unfortunately)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.(DUH)
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together. (I know, isn't that weird? Who's ARE anymore?)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. (Okay, it's just because of My Dog Skip, and I'm not even sure it's a Disney movie)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.(Will have soon)
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day (not myself, but my dad did with me in the car)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan. (I WISH, OMG HOW I WISH)
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa
[x] I've been to America.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city
[ ] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.(Milkkkk)
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten sushi. (At the Mandarin, so it doesn't really count)
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. ( ALL THE TIME)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. (Can't have)

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain
[ ] I've hugged a stranger [actually they hugged me but anyways…]
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[ ] I've snuck o... ]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/16206674/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/16206674/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:42:49 PST
[link] <--- can't really be a launch without the link

So yeah, just go check it out, see if you like it.


Oh, and the designs on the site are by
The actual comic, of course, is by

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/15557708/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/15557708/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 04:59:03 PST
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Okay. At least I have the thumbnails and written parts of the first chapter done, so that takes care of a lot of creative thinking time. Lol. Creative is the furthest thing from describing Darkness Aurora. Maybe 'cliche' would be more suitable. BUT LET'S NOT TURN OFF POTENTIAL READERS NOW! Gotta make people read the first few pages at least.

IT'S LEIK THE BESTEST MANGA EVER CREATED, SO YOU HAVE TO READ IT KAY???!!1!!!??//?

*writing the word manga hurt my heart* I''ve decided I might cheat on some of the background/scenery stuff because if I'm complaining about Matt's hair, this is going to kill me, and then bring me back to life and then shoot me. It'll hurt my heart, but at least I'll have all the pages done

Darkness Aurora, to be released on 1/1/08
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]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/15282506/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/15282506/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:00:25 PDT
Yes. Yes I can.

So, the launch date is still January 1st, 2008 so I have to get my ass in gear to get that done. Again, I'm going to be putting up the whole first chapter (15+ pages... almost done the thumbnails), the cover page (not looking forward to that) and the chapter title page. I'm warning all those even considering to look at my comic that it is reeeaaally cheezy at the beginning. BEWARE.

That new girl from Heroes who can shoot lightning (or some kind of blue energy) is pretty much what I envisioned Emily to look like 0.o I have yet to find a Matt and Sasha

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/14885576/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/14885576/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 13:37:51 PDT on September 12th. Yeeeaaaah. (I am Brinna right? How many fraking names do you have for me?!)

Rules:
1. You must post the rules along with the following:
4 Habits
5 Things you don't like
6 True Facts
2. Tag 6 people, then they tag 6 people and so on~

[1] 4 Habits:
-I bite my nails, but I can stop if I feel like it. Like if there's a wedding or something...
-Even though I don't like to, I procrastinate (is that a habit?)
-Freaking about really stupid, pointless issues
-Putting myself down, but bring people with me

[2] 5 Things I Don't Like
-Celebrities who are famous because they were born and actors who become singers because they're already in the entertainment business *coughtheresadifferencebetweenmoviesandmu sicpeoplecough*
-Children. Cause they are spawn of the devil.
-Horribly drawn, published comic books. Cause if I can draw better, you shouldn't be published
-Small places with lots of people in them. I'm not claustrophobic, it's just the people...
-Vegetables

[3] 6 True Facts
-If I had a choice between being deaf and being blind, I'd choose death... I mean deaf
-I'm kind of really obsessed with Japan and hate the fact that so is everyone else
-I wish life was like it is in my mind
-I'm left handed
-I create AMVs in my mind for Darkness Aurora (with songs like 'I Never Told You What I Do For a Living' and 'Story of a Girl'
-I don't cry during movies when a person dies, but if an animal (espcially dog) dies, I'm practically bawling

I don't feel like tagging anyone, mostly because I don't think there are many people who will read this anyway...

Okay, so. Darkness Aurora is still being worked on for its release on Jan 1st 2008 and I've really got to start getting to work on the first chapter. The cover is the most frustrating.

Lalala... I totally forget what I was going to write here...

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/13792216/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/13792216/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:09:11 PDT
Let's see... Darkness Aurora is on hiatus until I write out the entire story line (with all the changes I've made, it's much shorter), I got two Pilot Fineliners from Wal-Mart yesterday, so now I'll actually be inking pictures and colouring them on Photoshop 0.o Amazing, isn't it? Oh, and I have an interview to work at Wonderland as a games salesman tomorrow, so I'm hoping I don't blow it. YAY!

Now I'm off to find out how I can get to Wonderland. Stupid distance.

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/12755526/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/12755526/ Fri, 27 Apr 2007 14:06:10 PDT
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Let's all go now, shall we? Yes, we shall! And then, as my fan base slowly increases as I slowly, but steadily, update with more and more pages, I will one day rule the webcomic world! MWAHAHAHA!

...but I have a lot of practice to do.

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/12202549/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/12202549/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 06:08:38 PDT
OH! I HAVE TICKETS TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE MAY 11TH!!! AND I NOW HAVE AN ELECTRIC GUITAR!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/11197002/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/11197002/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 05:39:22 PST
Hope everyone had a nice and, unfortunately, green christmas! I hope everyone got what they wanted :3 I was too busy to go online yesterday because I burning all my CD's to my *drumroll* IPOD! BAM! I can't believe I got it, I was going crazy yesterday, keeping it on me at all times *shirty eyes* Oooh, and I got five graphic novels! Death Note 1, 2, and 3 and Tsubasa 3 and 4. I've read them all before at the school library, but I read them over and over, mostly becuase they're drawn so well :drools: And now I can start learning Japanese properly with my book on learning Japanese! *explodes*

Everyone, tell me what you got for Christmas and what you did!

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Now.


Artists I love







Yay! Thanks NekoDragon!

]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/9727682/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/9727682/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 17:05:01 PDT
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Tablet still broken (gotta get that fixed) but I've been doing digital works with this stupid laptop mouse. Which isn't even a mouse. It's like a ball in the middle of the keyboard. ANYWAY, I can't WAIT till school starts because I'm a LOSER with VERY FEW FRIENDS andI'll finally be away from my BROTHER! Oh, and I'm going to die because I have gym and they're going to make us run down to the beach! Later days! *goes insane* ]]> ~ChaoticOasis http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/9352060/ http://ChaoticOasis.deviantart.com/journal/9352060/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 08:29:32 PDT
So, anyone know how to fix it? :desperate: ]]> ~ChaoticOasis