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]]> ~Chaotica-Valentine http://Chaotica-Valentine.deviantart.com/journal/24157355/ http://Chaotica-Valentine.deviantart.com/journal/24157355/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 01:11:16 PDT
Please forgive me for being offline for a few weeks. I was waiting on my new laptop cord to come in. My old one was fried.

About the 20th I'm going to be away for a few days helping my friend move into her new place about six hours away from where I live.

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Things around here have been pretty weird at times. Yes we stand the chance to lose our home which is scary as hell. But that is not something that I'm going to think about until I have to. Right now I will concentrate on what I know which is that until the end of February things are fine and we will still be living in our house. I really don't want to lose the house but because I'm not the owner of it like my in laws its not in my hands right now really.

My dog Colt went into the vets for his rabies shot on Friday so he is fully vaccinated which is great. He is a little on the fat side but the vet said that its not to bad because he is growing nicely. They want me to cut his food back a little and make sure that he goes out on walks allot. I'm increasing his walks and trying to do everything I can to keep him happy and healthy.

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I hope that everyone has a very happy New Year. May your new year be filled with joy and pleasant things.

Happy Holidays Everyone

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I hope that everyone has a great Christmas or holiday depending on what they celebrate.

I'm enjoying my first holiday with both my cat and my puppy. This is the third Christmas that I've had my cat though.

Right now though we have a ton of animals in the house. Its funny but it takes allot to get them all through.

Cats: Fay-My cat Tigger-My in laws cat
Dogs: Colt-My puppy Dusty-Jeff's dog Snickers-Crysta's dog Kira-Lisa's dog Pebbles-Debbie's dog Taffy-Debbie's dog

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http://Chaotica-Valentine.deviantart.com/journal/21648827/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 14:17:51 PST

I've brought Colt downstairs now which makes me very happy. He hates being locked into a crate at night period. It just gets him crying and crying so I've started to take him out allowing him to sleep in his bed in my bedroom as well as on my bed with me. I just have to watch closely that he does not pee or poop on my bed but he has been whining to get down when he wants to get down and use the paper. He is seven weeks old now and been to the vets for his first check up and needle. He goes back on the 17th of December for his next needle and check up.

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My sister in law Lisa's dog had puppies on September 30th. The father turned one year old on September 17th so he was a year and thirteen days old when they were born. Snickers the father belongs to my niece who loves him to bits.

I've gotten one of the puppies thanks to my in laws. I've named him Colt and put up pictures of him along with a picture of each of his siblings. He has three sisters and three brothers.

The puppies are so cute and cuddly. But right now their mother is not well because she ate something that she should not have. She will get better but she needs lots of rest and to be left be right now. Its a good thing that her puppies are not drinking from her anymore really.

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My sister in law Lisa's dog had puppies on September 30th. The father turned one year old on September 17th so he was a year and thirteen days old when they were born. Snickers the father belongs to my niece who loves him to bits.

I've gotten one of the puppies thanks to my in laws. I've named him Colt and put up pictures of him along with a picture of each of his siblings. He has three sisters and three brothers.

The puppies are so cute and cuddly. But right now their mother is not well because she ate something that she should not have. She will get better but she needs lots of rest and to be left be right now. Its a good thing that her puppies are not drinking from her anymore really.

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My sister in law Lisa's dog had puppies on September 30th. The father turned one year old on September 17th so he was a year and thirteen days old when they were born. Snickers the father belongs to my niece who loves him to bits.

I've gotten one of the puppies thanks to my in laws. I've named him Colt and put up pictures of him along with a picture of each of his siblings. He has three sisters and three brothers.

The puppies are so cute and cuddly. But right now their mother is not well because she ate something that she should not have. She will get better but she needs lots of rest and to be left be right now. Its a good thing that her puppies are not drinking from her anymore really.

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http://Chaotica-Valentine.deviantart.com/journal/21216183/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 12:13:33 PDT

I went away on vacation for three weeks with my in laws. Things turned out alright for the most part even though there was some driving nuts on some parts. I wont go into detail about some things. But I also found out some information that made me very happy. I'm on a new medication for motility but hey it seems to work much like the first did other then giving me hives. I hate being so sensative to things.

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Some updates this time around are happier and some sadder. My mom had broken her wrist a few months back. She got the cast off and had to go to a specialist to see if she needed surgery to fix it. She couldn't pick anything even a coffee mug that was empty up without allot of pain. Now she is going to physio therapy and building strength back up in it and can some things without to much pain. But she still has to watch how far she pushes it for a while.

We lost our family business and that hurt very much. I don't know how to explain it and talking about it to much is very painful. We are moving on to other things and trying to handle it the best that we can.

I went in to do the test for my learners license yesterday and passed it. I went out for my first official driving lesson with my sister in law yesterday to. It was allot of fun even though I have yet to get above 20 kilometers an hour.

I'm very sorry that it has taken me so very long to update and reply to everyones comments. Its just that things have been very emotional and hard for me.

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I know that its been ages since I've updated this journal. I've had a tone going on so lets see if I can update everyone. My grandpa passed away back in February just before my birthday. I miss him dearly and have found out recently that my grandmother is very ill. Her bone marrow is not working properly so her body is not making enough blood. She has to go into the hospital regularly now in order to have blood put into her so that she doesn't die.

My cat who is not even two years old yet is pregnant with her second litter. I got through her first litter and found excellent homes for each of the kittens and will do so for these ones when the time comes. She is a very loving cat , even more so now that she is pregnant which is a cat that was already big time loving.

July 25-30 am going to be on very little because my brother in law his wife and son will be here for those five days visiting with us. I can't wait to see my two year old nephew. Its been a year since I have seen him. He is walking now , talking and just plain moving about allot.

August 7-11 I will be away on vacation to Silverwood with the family. I will also be seeing a very good friend that I meet on Gaia and in real life a little over a year ago now. We talk allot when we can but with both our schedules that has not been so much these days.

My mother fell out the back door at work because of make shift stairs. She broke her wrist which they had to re break before putting a cast onto it. I'm worried about her but can't get to see her because she lives so far away. But she is and I keep in touch and might get to see each other in the fall.

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In recent news things have gotten bad with someone at my work place. But we are trying to fix that and honestly it will be fixed soon but I can't say how on here until I know that its done so that nothing goes amiss because I wrote it were someone from work can read it. Things at the station have been bouncy and will remain so for the summer. By the end of the summer we have a big choice to make sadly its going to effect the entire family big time in what we choose to do.

My brother in law tried to put the stereo into my car but that didn't work out very well. He couldn't get the speakers to work so we ended up having to take it into a place that hooks car stereo's up. They quoted me a hundred dollars to put the stereo in but when they had it there the guy working on it found out that we have a blown amp. Chrysler apparently hides there amp wire and doesn't label their stuff in the stereo part. So now its going to cost me 200 plus tax in order to get it done and done right. Its so frustrating and not in the budget but it needs to be done.

Today I'm going to be helping Jeff with making a bed frame for his bed and he is going to help me throw together two speaker boxes for my two speakers. Then the guy will put the wires to them when he hooks the stereo up next Wed. I wish that it was done now and not so damn expensive.

I've been sick with a cold yet again. Really wish that it would go away because its driving me nuts but oh well at least I can still do things with it. This cold is with almost everyone in the house with the exception of two people.

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Well in car updates the problem is fixed thankfully it was free to fix to. Vincent taped the wire up that was causing the issue and that has solved the issue nicely. Mind you gas prices are soaring which makes me worry that we might not be able to drive to much if it goes to much higher. Its already at 141.9 and rising. But today my brother in law told me on the phone that he would put $20 dollars worth of gas into my tank if I put the fish tank , stand and accessories into my car and dropped them off at a friends place that bought the tank. I agreed and now its all sitting in my car with room to spare waiting to be dropped off and then we get our twenty dollars in gas. About 14 liters worth which these days is very good and I'm very thankful for it.

In other news the in laws bought anther dog. Her name is Kira and she is 1 years old and she hates being alone. The poor dog was not feed very well and she was starved for affection when we got her. She is a rescued dog. We are trying to not let her be alone right now and to give her lots to eat and loads of affection in hopes that she will see that she does not have to worry and will calm down. It will take time to undo what was done to the poor girl but at least she has us. I will be posting pictures up of her and the other dogs and cats fairly soon.

I saw some classic old cars last night and took pictures. Those will be in my gallery later on as soon as I get the chance to do so.

My brother in laws sister has not been well and is now out of a job to and waiting to get onto medical leave from work. Please keep her in mind.

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I am so very frustrated about this. I went with my brother in law test drove the car last Saturday and it worked like a charm the only issue was the one with the speed ometer. Now on Thursday me and my partner took the car into the high schools auto shop and they put on the summer tires for us as well as took a look beneath the dash to see if they could figure out why the speed ometer was not working properly. Now since then the clock/radio , doom lights, lights on the doors when you open them, the trunk auto matic closer is not working. We replace the fuse and it just blows all over again. We have been told now that there is some sort of wire crossed or that within the system that goes to that fuse and it needs to be fixed. We are going to have to take it into a mechanic likely but a friend is here helping with stuff around the house today and tomorrow and has said that they might be able to take a look and fix it for us. But really I'm not to keen on having anyone but a certified mechanic look at it right now in case something else is messed up.

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This week has been an interesting week. It started the Friday before last when we went out to a pub and had a great time. After the pub we went for a drive and stopped at a store to get some things ending up spotting a car for sale at a decent price that looked to be in great shape from the outside. Then the following Wednesday got the number and called Thursday and Friday to try and make a time to go and test drive it. So 10am Saturday morning me and my brother in law Jeff head out and take the car for a test drive. Sure it has a few problems as does most vehicles right..... With this one its speedometer works and then doesn't and then does. Other then that it is super well cared for even the interior is very nice still which makes me happy. They wanted $1000 for it and Jeff told me that was worth it but to ask if they would take $800 first. The lady said no they would not accept anything below $900 because it was selling for $1500 and then they lowered it to $1200 and then $1000 before I went to look at it. So in the end came home having arranged to meet the lady downtown at the CAA office in order to pay her and get the insurance and plates for it in mine and my partners name so that we could drive it. Then got down there did that drove to the station were got a car wash and waited until Jeff was done work to leave. Went and got the car wash done before going to meet them having a bit to eat thanks to them and then heading home. At home did a few things then me and the partner jumped into the car and headed out for a nearly two hour drive. We love our car and she is way more comfortable driving it then she was driving the van we used to have or her sister and sisters husbands van. The car is lower to the ground so she can see the road better and it makes me happy to see her happy and driving.

I will take pictures inside and out and post them up here just trying to get everything settled first.

Is now officially broke until next pay!

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I swear that my digital camera and or laptop are possessed. It really upset me and my partner to lose over 300 pictures that we had on the memory card because between transferring to the laptop via the memory card they vanished and we can't get them back. A few got onto the laptop properly but the others were in empty folders -kicks laptop and memory card-

I'm sad being my one friend is moving away in a couple of days because of his ex. Wants to hurt his ex really bad for what she is doing to him. But anther friend comes to see me sometimes when she can get into town. Its hard with the price of gas and stuff these days. I really hope that she can come on Thursday for a BBQ but it looks like it wont happen because of the price of gas but we will see when the time comes. Well tomorrow that is.

Foxy your great thanks for being my friend really hope that one day we can get together to hang around.

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I've been sick for about a week now it really sucks. Its getting better but because its viral I can't do anything but let it run its course. Waiting to hear back from a co worker who is trying to get in touch with their mother so they can get a ride home and do the shift for me but not sure if that is going to happen. Its 11:13am right now and I have to leave by 1pm so there is nearly two hours to think it might happen. Man am I soar and tired but can't sleep my nieces puppy wont stop crying

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I want to wish all the mothers out there a happy mothers day.

My mother enjoyed the card and package that I sent her for mothers day very much. I sent her a letter some pictures of me and my partner as well as a card that I recorded my voice onto for her. She says that if it gets recorded over or erased she will be shipping it back to me in order to get me to re do it for her and send it back to her.

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Yesterday I went into the dentist bright and early and had a tooth pulled. Now it hurts but it feels better then it did when the tooth was still in my mouth. I have a single stitch in my mouth and am going to have to go back for at least two more teeth that need to be pulled if not more. One day I may have to have them all pulled.

Things at the station are going alright for the most part except a few things which one of them is the banks fault. They are really trying to have us lose it all as far as I'm concerned. I hate this.

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Things have been very busy and emotional this last while. A friend of mine gave their notice at the station and now I'm going to be taking over their shifts. Anther employee gave their notice and is no longer with us now. Their shifts are filled now as well but anther employee is continuesly calling in sick for one of their shifts which I end up doing and its becoming hard to not get upset. I mean today they called in an hour before the shift started for crying out loud which is not enough notice. Our one full time employee is having trouble because his ex is trying to keep him from seeing his daughter but he is fighting it and hopefully will win the right to see his little girl who he truly cares about and deserves to see not be stopped from seeing.

A friend of mine is coming out to see me next month which is very exciting and I can't wait. I've been counting down the days and there is 32 days left now which really makes me happy. Anther friend said they could come then told me no that they could not and now tonight they said that they could again. I explained to them that there is only room for the one and they said alright and will come later on still. I feel crappy for saying no but its how it has to go sadly.

I love my partner with all my heart and am trying to take care of her because a new medication that she is on is making her ill some. I dragged her to work tonight and then brought her home were she is now resting beside me.

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Happy Easter everyone hope that it goes very well for each of you. I'm pleased to announce that things are right now going well with me and my family. I've got two friends coming out to see me in early May which will be really fun.

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Today picked portraits of me and my partner but one did not turn out so we have to go in for re takes sadly. I love my partner very much and am going to be heading out camping with her and some others in May which will be very much fun. We got rid of our annoying house mate thank goodness. We are getting new cell phones which means new numbers for those that have my cell number already they will get the new one as soon as I know it.

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Today had a very scary thing happen to a friend of mine. She was coming out to see my roomie and her truck hit black ice from the fresh falling snow and went off the road onto a guard rail. I'm thankful that she did not go off the mountainside and that she is alright. I am still worried and freaked out over it. My friend is dear to me and a really nice girl who has done nothing to deserve anything like that. Her seatbelt saved her life.

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The virus that is going around out here is very bad. My new roomy had it for a while and is still sick when they gave him antibiotics and everything for it. Then I came down with the sever bronchitis and swelling around the lungs from the same virus. A friend of mine then came close to having pneumonia along with my partner coming down with the evil illness and not being able to get out of bed for a few days. Then my niece got it and had to go to the doctors but is doing better now but still very drained. Now my brother in law Jeff has it and he owns his own business our family business so he has to go in even though he is not well. So far the only one in the house that is not ill is Lisa who has had a bit of the sniffles. I really hope that she doesn't get it because it is very evil and not a good thing to get.

I can't wait until May when I get to see a really good friend of mine. We will be going camping and doing some other things around town. I know it sounds odd about camping but out here in British Columbia we get to do that earlier which is neat. I'm really excited to be getting to see her in a few months. It will be very fun.

May 10th my baby brother is getting married. !

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Right now I'm very sick with a nasty influenza that is going around. So if you don't see me for the next while that is why. I'm trying to recover and get things that I need to taken care of as well. Well am a little tired and have company over at the house so am going to go for now.

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Well it looks like we are still waiting for Husky to say yes or no to the proposal still. Its been brought up to Ken which is the guy above my in laws but its not his choice so he has to take it to the higher ups for the choice. I really hope that they agree and that the others in the proposal follow suit.

My kitchen got a little more work done to it today. We got our counter top but it still has to be put on. I'm really hoping that they get more done soon so that I can put my food and dishes away not having them stuck in my hallway for ever.

My wifes eye is getting better thankfully. She goes into the specialist again on Thursday her birthday to get it checked again. The pupil is getting smaller and she can see clearly without pain which is great news.

Going out to eat on her birthday so wont be on to much that day.

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Happy Valentines everyone

I hope that everyone has a great Valentines and knows that they are loved. Today I will be finding out some news that could make or break my family business. But the best thing is that I still have my family and we love each other and are there for each other supporting each other. May everyone have a bright day today.

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Trying to be a good person I allowed someone to start to use my van in October thinking that I was doing them a favor in giving them a vehicle to drive and a way to pay for it over time. We had a deal in place but he did not keep to it running the brakes down on the van so that it was not drive able and taking the front wheels off as well as other things. He then proceed to tell us that he paid us more then he did. He tried to get rid of it when it was not even in his name and illegal for him to do so. A friend of ours got in touch with their friend that was the one that was going to be towing it to the wreckers the next day. He is now still towing it to the wreckers but with the consent of the real owners of the van. The friend that helped is going to be helping me and my wife get a bronco SUV that will hold up to five people. I'm happy with this as long as it runs nicely and gets us where we want to be. Right now I'm thinking that being nice to people and doing them favors is not the thing to do sadly.

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Tomorrow is my 29th birthday and in the end it turns out that it will be good. My in laws have spoken to someone about what has been going on and are going to be alright thankfully. They are happier which is a good thing but still have to do allot in order to make what they are doing work out. Things at the station are going to have to change but still Husky may say that we have to get out so that might make things difficult. But if they do we should still be able to keep our house thankfully.

My wife got hit just below the eye with a soft air gun bullet and had to go into the emergancy room to get checked. She has an eye patch and has a bunch of restrictions for five days which is going to drive her nuts I know. She also needs to have drops put into her eye every four hours for a while which is going to have us both getting up for a while. She hates getting up when she is trying to sleep poor thing.

I've got a birthday party planned for tomorrow and will hurt anyone that makes things not go properly. I am glad that things with the above two things turned out so that it was not majority hanging over my party. I got a bunch of things for my birthday.

Soft Air Rifle -
Wii Console And Two Games -
Wii Remote and Nun Chuck - Lisa, Jeff and Crysta
1000 Gaia Cash -


The Wii and Wii remote as well as nun chuck is for both me and because her birthday is on the 21st .

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Right now those that know me well have been told well most of you what is going on for me. I got some rather devastating news today. But thanks to friends like I've calmed down as well as friends that I talk to on MSN that do not use deviant art. Right now all the help that can be given well support is welcomed. Please keep me and my family in mind during this time and keep hope with me that things turn out alright for us.

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When I first moved into the new house there was no kitchen in my part of the house. Then once my in laws had purchased a stove and fridge and it arrived within a week or two. I got a stove and fridge but the stove was not use able for the first while because it needed to be specially wired by an electrician. Within a week the electrician came and wired it and did the wiring for a hood fan. So for about two months now I've had a fridge and stove as well as been using a china cabinet to store my dishes in so that it made a functional kitchen well sort of. There was no sink in the kitchen and now there is a cabinet that will be for the sink and the plumbing. More of the cabinets are being done and then next weekend the tiling and stuff will be done so that it is complete well hopefully.


Last night we have four guests over and we played on the wii that me and my partner got for our birthdays even though neither has come about yet. Mine is seven days away which should be fun but it will be just a fairly small gathering of friends and family. Its going on 10am and I got awoken to the saw and movement of the two men that are here working on my kitchen. Its lucky that I went to bed earlier so that got some decent sleep thankfully.

My mom is sending me a flower from off my grandpa's casket. It makes me so sad having family members dieing and there really is nothing I can do. I can't even go to their funerals because I live over three thousand miles away from my family. Its so hard at least the family lets me write something which they read at the funerals but this time I did not know when the service was so did not get the chance but will write something and it can be given to my grandma.

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I have a friend on deviant art that has a huge heart. She has shown me support and made me laugh when I thought there was nothing to laugh about anymore. I've been depressed and missrable and this friend has turned around and gotten me to smile and see something light. This last while I've been going through hell to do with my families business and this young lady took it upon herself to stand by me and make me smile telling me it will be alright. She told me to start meditating that it will help and it really does. Recently my grandfather passed away and she was right there by my side texting me from cell phone to cell phone giving me text hugs and comforting words while she worked and I sat at home and cried.

But now let me tell you who needs the comforting words and something to make them smile even a little. They do because their beloved pet has passed away and that has them upset. I will be there for them the best that I can but please everyone send hugs and love to
she really needs it and is a great friend and person in my books.

Kinji I did not get the chance to know you but I'm sure that I've heard about you. You will be missed .

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With all the problems that have been going on with the family business causing pain and havoc for my family now I've found out that my beloved grandfather has passed away. I've also been talking to a good friend of mine who's grandmother was taken to hospital tonight by ambulance and they are very upset about it. I'm sad and miss my grandpa dearly was very close to him and want to be there for my friend.

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Hello everyone I'm very sorry that things don't show up from me very fast even journal entries. I've been really sick which is getting allot better now thankfully. Then I've had a lot of problems business wise and that has been very hard to handle. Things will get better I truly hope but am skeptical because things just keep happening and its not fair. My family is working so hard to keep things going and do our best and every time we turn around someone else is kicking us in the teeth trying to destroy it.

I hope that everyone had a Happy New Year and a very Merry Christmas. It was good for those around here only because my family stayed together and invited no one over except for Christmas dinner we had one of our employees over for dinner. It was a good thing that the second one did not come after what he is trying to pull on us now .



I can't wait until May comes around because I have a friend coming out to see me. She is bringing a friend of hers with her but its going to be so much fun. I'm going to take them to Bogus town for food and drinks which will be so much fun.

On anther note by May 1st I should have a new well new to me car yay.



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Hello everyone I'm sorry that am really not saying much. I've been very ill with something that is also effecting my eyes. I'm on medication for it now so should be getting better but it will take a while the doctor said. I went to the walk in clinic yesterday and he gave me cream to put into my eye which makes everything all blurry which really sucks. Thanks to my friend :iconFoxyGrimReapress: for the journal entry sending people to give me get well wishes and such. I will be around as much as I can .

Happy New Years !






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The contract for the business has been renewed which is great news. The only way they can get us out of the business now is to give us at least three months notice. I've had a nasty cold the last while which seems to finally be disappearing thankfully, Today made me breakfast which was really good and sweet. My in laws have been very worried which shows to me and makes me worry. Its getting close to Christmas and my family is having a rough time so us all being together in our house that we worked very hard to finally get into is the best gift that we could have gotten. Yes we have had issues within the house already one of which it has been said that the sellers of the house had to have known about for at least two months before the sale of the house which really is wrong that they did not at least say something to us about it when we bought the house.

In other news my family out in Ontario including my mother are doing alright right now thankfully. My mom has a bad heart and has been having issues which had me very scared. This is the third Christmas without my uncle or my dad. Two weeks before Christmas the one year my uncle passed away of a massive heart attack. I'm really starting to think that Christmas is not my season but I try to be happy.

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Well right now I am very much relieved. The contract for the station has been re signed and things look like they are going better which is great. I'm trying to get some money saved for a veichle which is not easy but hopefully by spring or summer we will have one. Well its late and I will update more tomorrow. Wanted to do the header showing mine and my partners deviant ids.

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The last while things have been very hard and scary. Its not over yet either which is something that scares the hell out of me. Right now we are fighting to keep our business. This coming Wednesday may show that we lose it or by the end of December they may or may not renew our contract which really sucks. I'm scared and we just want to be given a chance. Yeah its not mine and my partners business but it is my partners sisters and her husband. I don't want them to lose it that would just be awful. I work there part time and am really enjoying it but would not want to do so for someone else if they owned it really I can't help it but not want to be around a place that sent my family packing. I'm going to find a different part time job at some point if that happens but I truly don't want that to be the case. Please think about me and my family right now its a struggle and we are having a very hard time.

I would like for someone to draw my avatar from Gaia. Here it is

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That is right folks you have read my header correctly. I've got a mailing address finally which is really cool. I can't wait to get some mail and to just get more done in my apartment within the house. Its coming along nicely now though. I've got a stove that actually works which really rocks. I'm going to be taking pictures to put up once its all nicely set up and cleaned. I don't want pictures while there are still things unpacked all over the place.



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Hello everyone I am trying to be more regular with my deviant art account but its not easy right now. I've gotten a ton of stuff for my new kitchen that only has a fridge that is plugged in and a stove that can't be plugged in until the electrification comes and does the wiring for it. Then will come the sub floor and kitchen cabinets but that will come slowly depending on finical. I'm really enjoying my new house besides the dog going to the bathroom were ever he feels like it. He is old but its rather annoying considering I or my partner take him out constantly so he should not be doing things in the house.

There is a new puppy in the house that belongs to my niece and he is rambunctious allot but is doing well so far. So there are two dogs and two cats within the house man allot of pets. I'm working on Fridays and the rest of the week I have off which is great by me. I'm still working on allot but when I can will get some more artwork and that up for you all to view.

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Well lets start at the beginning of things. I used to live in Blue River British Columbia and things were not very pleasant more so at the end about the last four or five months. I moved with my family in early September to Nelson and we were supposed to move into our new house on the 13 but things fell apart and we ended up in little hotel rooms. Yes you are reading right we all five ended up in little hotel rooms cramped together. But we drew closer and helped keep each other strong. Then later on we were told that the house was lost to us totally and we got very depressed and handled it differently each of us. I kept silent about my pain being strong for the other four in this time other then when I was alone. At that time I would let myself cry or that. It was very hard five weeks we have spent in tiny hotel rooms trying to get buy to find a place were we five and our pets could live together. More or less being homeless and living out of our suitcases for that time. Then my brother in law tells me that we might have the house once more even though it had been a no for sure. The owner said yes under certain conditions which we meet. Now on Friday November 3rd we move into our new house. The new house that we had lost is ours we bought it.

My work schedule has gone out the window because we have needed to train so many new people and I'm one of the few at the station currently that can train someone. After this past week I will be on two shifts a week for one week and then go off to only one again I think. Right now I will be working two days a week for eight hours at a time. I work Tuesdays and Fridays from 3pm to 11pm. I only work Tuesday this week. I think that I will go back to just Fridays the week after remembrance day unless something changes.

Me and my partner sold our van to well we are in the proses of doing so. The new owner has it and is making payments on it We are trying to buy a new car that is more suitable to us. Its likely going to happen by the end of November unless money things change in that case it would be harder and then frustrating to. But heres hoping it works out within two weeks.

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Things have been very hectic allot for me and my family. I've been working and trying to help look for a house of our own since we lost the original one which we found out the other day might not be totally lost now. Even if it turns out that it is there are a few houses for sale in the city or around it that we can choose from that have in law suites which is perfect for me and Vincent.

I've done allot of thinking and some things still bother me but that will change as time goes on and me and my family talk things out. There are still things that have been problems but it is being worked out which suits me fine.

I forgot to do a few things at work last night but it happens and the most important thing I remembered to late to go and fix it.

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Work has been very hard because allot of people don't show up but really what can you do. We are gritting our teeth and bearing with it trying to get by and make sure that everything works out for the best.

I spoke to my mother yesterday which was really nice she has been calling me for a while now which is still new being she used to never call me. My friend Riku made a mini skirt and is wearing it she looks really good in it to.

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I have an severely impacted tooth which am having trouble getting anyone to remove for me even though the dentist has said that it is urgent that it comes out. My in laws have given notice at the station that we own and manage and we will be moving in September so things are going to be slow for me for a bit. I will be getting the internet as quickly as possible when I move though.



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