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Be Safe Everyone

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/10704446/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/10704446/ Sun, 12 Nov 2006 18:19:25 PST
Anyone who knows me knows that I am a SeaQuest fanatic. I used to watch this show with my brother and I still watch it today. Somehow this show made my life better. Its hard to explain in a journal but needless to say when I had a hard time, SeaQuest was the "place" I'd fall back to. My safe haven. Sounds stupid but its true

I remember where I was and what I was doing when I heard the news of Jonathans death. I remember my friend telling me he passed away and it hitting me like a ton of bricks and when I found out how he died I honestly can say that it broke my heart.

So this is the 3 year anv. and it started off bad and got to horrible. I made a memorial vid for Jonathan and tried to post it on youtube. it didn't work so I deleted it and tried it again. It said it was uploaded and then my computer fell and now is broken. I found out it the vid didn't load and its possible I lost everything on my harddrive. Then I cut my hand on a CD and it doesn't want to stop bleeding. this day is just a bad day.
Nothing is going right and I am an emotional wreck from this day already.

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/9697487/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/9697487/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 00:43:57 PDT Oh my god am I tired, but for some weird ass reason I am sitting here unable to sleep watching Harry Potter 4 for the third time tonight. So I figured I would mess around on my page for a bit change some stuff and I noticed that I haven't updated my journal since last month so what the hell.
I finished summer classes about a week ago, I got a B in Algebra and an A in my WWII class, honestly I am just glad I was done. Of course the REAL semster starts this coming thursday and I am already starting to feel the pressue from being LAE president this year WTF was I thinking.

This past week has been busy EMS wise I have been on 3 calls and I wasn't even on duty, but I am SSSOOOOOO praying for a quiet weekend it doesn't help our number one a day thingy but still, is it so bad to want to relax a little bit before everything gets crazy again. Its been kinda of stressful this past month one of our techs had a miscarriage and our A.D, hurt his leg so we've been short on techs so yeah more hours and calls even when we're not on duty.

On a more happy and exciting note next weekend I am going to this Anime Con in Wichita with a few friends. I have never been into anime all that much but I;m going more to spend time with the people I care about. to y'all if your reading this, you know who you are. I am losing my mind.

I haven't done much art work cuz I haven't really been motivated. Other than TAE's sexy Pirate picture Arrggh I have been doing more music vids than anything and a lot of those don't get posted cuz they're pretty shitty.
holy shit its nearly three in the morning!!!!!!!! Well I got be on shift in 3 hours so I will talk to y'all later ]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/9320979/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/9320979/ Sun, 09 Jul 2006 12:25:55 PDT then she tells me she got married on the 5 of July ( she didn't tell any of her friends) when she told me the wedding wasn't til October. After everything that her friends have done to help her through all the shit her parents did and she cuts us out of her life. fine.

Work got interesting the other night when we had an out of town transfer, the senior EMT called me and asked me to take the town with our A.D. ( assiant Director) and him and his partner for the night would take the call. I was totally cool with that since I was signed up for back up anyway, But he called me back and said I was to take the town with a different emt because He had to take our AD since he couldn't find his partner. The guy was signed up for first out why the fuck wasn't he in town, oh Director is pissed I have never seen her like this, what if it was real call instead of a transfer. Our EMS is a voulnteer service so he asked for these days to work so he should been here. It worries the hell out me because I am on call with this weekend so far we've had no calls :knock on wood: and I really hope its quiet the rest of the day because I do not trust this guy and it doesn't help that he has a go-se personality. God I hope my director fires his ass cuz he's a ta-mah-duh

On a happy yet furstrated not I have been working on this musice vid with ksuno1 and wizard9s its turning out real awesome I am missing just one part and I can't seem to get the movie I need downloaded for this so now its on haitus which totally sux cuz its cool

Well I gotta go I have to take my History test still. Have a Great Week Everyone!!!!! ]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8958994/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8958994/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 11:50:42 PDT Mood: unimpressed
Listening to: Breathe me by Sia
Watching: Dukes of Hazzard 4th season

So its been like a long ass time since I've done anything on this site. But nothing has really happened thats worth talking about well till this past weekend.

I spent this past weekend with my family up at Wilson lake, even my brother and his wife came down. I was really excited when I found out that one of my friends from the Criminal Justice program was up there too( I'll call him A) . My brother being a goof started asking all these questions about A. I told him if he was that interested to call one of his coworkers and my friend about him because we went to school together.

To make this story slightly short, I was hanging out with A only to have my brother call me and tell me to "get my ass back to camp and stay the hell away from that kid" I was pissed. It turns out John got hold of our friend and he told him that A said the only reason he's been nice to me is cause he wants to get into my pants and thats why he keeps pressuring to go out and drink, he wants to get me drunk enough so he could have a chance.

Least to say I am very upset about this. A was one of the few people in class that I trusted and I still have to deal with him next year. God I hate boys sometimes. GGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

Okay so now that I vented hows everyone doing?
Oh before I go I started making some music vids and since I can't post them here I figured I would on youtube so if anyone is interested my name there is CSIwhistler, so look me up, I only have one vid up now but I'll have more later. Have a great weekend everyone

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8664225/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8664225/ Wed, 03 May 2006 16:35:14 PDT Mood: busy

So I haven't posted in a long time so I thought ...what the hell why not. lets see what can I babble about today. I have finals next week and that is always SO much fun, actually I have easy classes this time so I know I'll have A's in the end. I testified in a mock Court monday night for CSI class. I ended up almost bawling, let me tell you something testifying is not a box of candy. yuck!! then to totally top the beginning of my week I got elected as the president of the LAE. Which was something I really didn;t want, but I am to nice to tell everyone no so here I am stuck with more stress and more shit to do. My birthday is next wednesday I will be 19 oh yea. Honestly I forgot it was coming up until my aunt asked what I wanted, kinda sad. ok I'm done I gotta go make dinner before my friend gets here so .....bye

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8511725/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8511725/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 14:52:33 PDT Mood: busy
Reading: Beyond the Band of Brothers by Major Dick Winters

So I was tagged so here's my thingy



Four jobs you have had:

1. clerk for Shelter Insurance
2. clerk for State Farm Insurance
3. babysitter
4. EMT

Four movies you would watch over and over:

1. Lord of the Rings Trilogy
2. Serenity
3. Police Academy movies
4. Band of Brothers

Four places you have lived:

1. Hoisington, KS
2. Great Bend, KS
3. In the country
4. -

Four TV shows you love to watch:

1. Dukes of Hazzard
2. SeaQuest
3. CSI
4. M*A*S*H

Four places you have been on vacation:

1. Anacortis, Washington
2. Branson, Missouri
3. Nebraska (in general)
4. Europe (England, Austria, Belegium, Holland, Luxemberg, Germany)

Four websites I visit daily:

1. Fanfiction.net
2. deviantART
3. mail.com
4.506th PIR Website

Four of my favorite foods:

1. French Fries
2. Mountain Dew
3. Lasagna
4. Mexican Food

Four places I would rather be right now:

1. Somewhere by the ocean
2. Germany
3. In bed asleep
4. anywhere with my friends

Four people I am tagging that I think will respond...

1. water-bubbles
2. Tae-
3. Spritekin
4. Kyogi-Kasshu

Four things I always carry with me:

1. Cell Phone (I do call you Ksuno)
2. Wallet
3. keys
4. ---- I don't know----o_O


Okay thats all I have right now journal wise, um I have a BBQ with some of my classmates next Tues. so I should have some interesting photos....considering the how the boys act...they scare me

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8432951/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8432951/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 22:06:07 PDT Mood: sad
Reading: Beyond the Band of Brothers by Major Dick Winters
Watching: Harry Potter 4

So this past week has been .....interesting. I had LAE competition last thursday which for me was a complete mess. My team totally fucked up our crime scene invest. which and quite frankly embrassed the hell out of me. The Judges were from the KBI lab and one of them was James, my CSI instructor. The whole time all I could think was "great these are people I want to work with when I finish college and now they can see I'm a totally Fucktard". All I wanted to do was curl up somewhere and hide Which I did when the Awards was over with, and low and behold guess who finds me.........JAMES. Oi! I just can't win.

Then if things couldn't get worse I had to go to a funeral today. This past friday a fellow officer lost his twin sons. they were born prematuraly, one was alive long enough to be held while the other was a stillborn. The twins were their first children and they had been trying for a very long time to have kids with no luck. they were buried in the same casket and it was so small, so very very small. It's just not fair that they lose their sons while in the next room two Meth addicts have a Meth baby. Life just doesn't make sense anymore.

Rest In Peace Wyatt & Austin

Please pray for the Fischer family, for no parent should have to bury their children

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8394696/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8394696/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 07:08:15 PDT Listening to: Lullabye for a stormy night by Vienna Teng

ignore this I tried posting a entry and some sex thing came up so i just want it off my site but don't have time to retype my journal

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8311677/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8311677/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 06:38:28 PST Listening to: Lullabye for a stormy night by Vienna Teng

God I am so freaking bored right now. I am at the college 3 hours before I need to be here so the automotive department can figure out why my car eats and leaks oil like no freakin other. But this is like the third time I have had to do this and they never get to my car. GGGGGRRRRRRRR.

Change of topic I had an interesting night Tuesday. We have competition coming up like next thursday O_O this is were the Criminal Justice kids compete in firearms shooting and Crime Scene Invest., but back with my story, we had shooting practice before firearms tues. and let me tell you something I HATE GUNS!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope I got the point across. But I had to shoot so I am shooting and all of the sudden something hits me in the back of the head. I shot the wire that held the bar that holds the target. I was quite embrassed and it took them an hour and half and they still couldn't fix it. as my friend said "You can't hit a 4 foot paper target but you can get a 3mm wire" yup I am talented. Needless to say that I told my instructor to F*** off I wasn't shooting next . man I hate guns, yuck.

I also got into Phi Theta Kappa, which honestly suprised the hell out of me, I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed ask my friends they'd tell ya. But in order to get into this you have to have above a 3.5 GPA and have the recommendations of three teachers. I know it doesn't sound like much but let explain this most of the Criminal Justice classes are taught by Randy. There's Peterson for firearms but that man doesn't even turn in grades. And then theres James and Cory who teach CSI, These guys are KBI agents and didn't even know we had spring break :giggles: I wish I could have been there when they found out. Then I have had only 1 math class and 1 English class. So my Math and English teachers as well as Randy must have recomended me which is kind of ....O_O you know what I mean.

So anyway I think I have run out of things to babble about. thanx for reading

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8229635/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8229635/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 17:38:44 PST Listening to: Darkness, Darkness by Lisa Torban
Watching: Ghosts of the Abyss

So I am finally on Spring Break, WOOOOO and my friends who are still in high school are on break as well so double WOOOO.

However tension in my group of friends have risen to an all time high and while I am also as angry as the others with the problem that has been growing as of late, it still saddens me to look over the past couple years to see how bad it really has gotten. I am one of those people who hold friends and family so this bothers me, but at the same time the "problem" has said somethings that I am having a hard time to forget and forgive, since it was in a way a slam to someone in my family that I love very much so its kinda....confusing and totally any way thats my random rant for now

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8060872/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/8060872/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 22:51:33 PST Listening to: Flash by James Best (Roscoe P. Coletrane)
Reading: The Voices of D-Day by Ron Drez
Watching: Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers

Ok, I know lately I have been ...psychotic but now I am .....well I am still a little crazy but I am totally more relaxed. I spent last weekend with some of my friends and was able to just let go. I am still working on the case, now I am just using my authority as team leader to make EVERYONE help out its nice.

However I have had an interesting week, I think I mentioned before that my dad wants me to buy a house instead of renting. Well I filled out some loan applications and went to the bank. Now living in a town of less than 2,000 people makes sure that everyone pretty much knows you or your family (or like Tae your related to almost everyone love ya Tae.)any who I had to sit in the presidents office and listen him tell me that I didn't make enough money to buy a house. duh. college student, jackass, college student. So in the Chara-san way I explained to him that I didn't want to buy my dad wanted me to buy. He was laughing espacially when I told him I "didn't want to pay rent in Georgia, house payment in Kansas, with a POS car that was crapping out oil" So he respectfully declined my loan SO that is done and over with. hehe, he even said my dad could call him with any questions, he would be my fall guy.

Lets see what else do I have...OH I posted this poem on Fanfiction.net about Easy company (personally I thought it was pretty shitty) But this gal wrote me and said she like it and thought the veterans might like it too. Get this ya'll she wants to have it posted on the 101st airborne site, maybe in the magezine. is that not cool or what

Well I gotta go its already almost 1 O'Clock in the morning and I am on shift at 6 am so I will talk to ya'll later

P.S. THE BOOK I AM READING IS SO AWESOME, I MET RON DREZ THIS PAST SUMMER AND LET ME TELL YOU IF YOU LIKE HISTORY YOU'LL LOVE HIS BOOKS!!!!!!

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7975364/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7975364/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 19:59:51 PST Mood: exhausted
Listening to: I Believe by Brooks & Dunn
Reading: Killer Clown by Terry Sullivan
Watching: Fruits Basket

Ok for those of you, who have actually read some of my journal entries I mentioned before that I was doing a Criminal Profiling project. I, with four other people have to make a criminal profile of the serial killer John Wayne Gacy, Jr. Now when this project was assigned a guy on my team named Jon was the team leader. He was the one who picked Gacy. But he kept missing class so my instructor in his infinite wisdom decided to name me team leader. So my responsibilty for this case has been upped a lot. In case you don't understand what goes into a criminal profile like this let me explain I have to go through all infomation. I have read reports from the investigation I have read two books and have gone through close to 200-300 pages of information from the internet. I have seen pictures of the victims before they were killed and their remains when they were found under his house. I read of families despair when their sons never returned home. Lately when I go to bed I still see their faces and I picture the events I have read about. I know that I have to much empathy I have been told many times. But its hard to remain distant when you spend so much time reading about what dreams the victims had and how they were tortured and rape before strangled to death. How their families begged anyone and everyone for help to find their sons and brothers and how all the victims were considered just "runaways" by the police. God I need a vacation but as the deadline gets closer the more I have to work on it and make sure everyone else has their assignments done. I have to make back up ones in case the others don't. :sigh: I just need to get this off my chest, I am sorry if this is morbid and depressing but its hard to talk to someone face to face about something like this espacially if they don't know of the case and what happened. I gotta go. Thanx for reading.

]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7851344/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7851344/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 21:55:09 PST I don't remember what sleep is.

My parents have decided to move and have found their "dream home" two hours away from our home. Thus leaving me scrambling to find a place to rent that I can afford. Let me tell you when you live in a town of less than 2,500 there is no place to rent that is cheap. So my father in his infinite wisdom wants me to buy a house is anyone else getting this. How the hell am I gonna buy a house? Better question: WHY?!! I am leaving for Georgia in less than three years (with Tae and Wizard9s) I don't need a house payment @ 18 for a house in a different damn state!!!grrrr and if housing isn't a enough my car is starting to crap out, great.

To really top it off theres this guy....ok first let explain one important fact to those who haven't caught on yet. I am I am not a people person, lets face it folks I pick a career that will require minium contact with others. Despite what CSI shows on tv we do not mess with the people in the cases just the evidence and the officers involved. Ok so I am the anti-social girl who sits alone in class and listen and watches everyone else (I do have one or two friends there) suddenly out of the blue a friends ex-boyfriend starts calling me up asking me to watch movies with him and his roommate and his girl. Um no. But the guy just won't get the hint. Damn it why do I get the crazy guys to like me and not the normal ones I can't win I swear!! ok I think I have embrassed my self enough. goodnight ya'll ]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7625718/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7625718/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 23:28:41 PST So I started classes last week. TONS of fun there...kinda except for all the damn homework. Nothing like writing a 4 page overveiw over just one chapter of patrol procedures or having to try and reveiw the 30 some crime scene reports for John Wayne Gacy for criminal profiling My team leader is going down for picking a killer with over 30 victims. what a fucktard. GRRR. Anywho I finished the paperwork to join the Criminal Justice Faternity. Whoot!! And I have Homecoming pictures this week and in two weeks is the election. I figured I will be the first voted off the island I am really excited because I ordered the Lord of the Rings Extended box set and it should be here soon, Yeah! The first season of The Dukes of Hazzard is next on my list. Another show my brother has gotten me hooked on. Okay I think I have run out of things to babble about so... Ya'll come back now ya hear ! LOL ]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7522212/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7522212/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 22:51:28 PST If anyone has seen the miniseries BAND OF BROTHERS, those are the guys I am talking about. If ya wanna know about it ask away I love talking about( oh my poor friends bored to tears) ANYWAY
I am doing this powerpoint for the people who gave me money for my trip, (friends, family, teachers and some veterans at the VFW) But I am having a hard time with it, there is so much I want to tell and I really don't think people want to see a 50 slide powerpoint I'm trying to find the best information for it so I'm going through all my tapes (like close to twenty hours of footage) and I have realized one huge thing...I miss them. the friends I made on the trip. espacially Forrest, the easy co. veteran who was with us. We got really close and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish I could talk to him. Some of you are probably thinking "stop being a baby and call him" thats the hard part I have and he hasn't returned my call
One of the guys from the trip e-mailed me and said that he visited Forrest and he is having a hard time putting names to faces.......he doesn't remember me and I would be lieing if I said that it didn't hurt. Not that I am upset with Forrest, he's met a lot of people, I don't blame him, its just...I remember and oh I don't know. I do talk to Jennifer ( My other friend from the trip) every week via email, but she lives in Texas when she is not traveling the world (She has the coolest job in the world) so its not like I can just pop on down there to see her. So yeah lets just say I am so freaking depressed and I don't take happy pills anymore yeah great timing Doc. :rolls eyes: Sorry this one sucks, I just needed to get it off my chest and what better way than on the 'net ]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7422372/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7422372/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 12:03:52 PST And what better way to start the week then to find that the Sci-Fi channel is having a SeaQuest DSV marathon for the next three days. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even better the First season is out on DVD Finally I have been waiting a long ass time for this. hopefully the next two will come out soon. Though I did have a nutty christmas with my family, I also spent time with my friends at a Christmas party that started at 8 am and ended....I think around 10:00 pm ( I left early). But I had a blast and it was the best day since the beginning of my winter break. I'm thinking that we should have a new years party as well. What do you think Tae?
We should have a Fruits Basket Marathon??!!!
any way I think I have run out of things to talk about so .....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7268061/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7268061/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 19:06:44 PST ) I have read alot accounts of soldiers coming home and their struggles. I guess a part of me had hoped that it would be something that was stated only in books. Don't get me wrong its not like he is suffering from PTSD, its just hard not knowing how to help or what to say at times. Then to make matters really interesting I spent the last two days at a hospital, my mom's biological father had a minor heart attack. He is fine now. I was more worried about my mom's state of mind more than anything. I am sure that sounds crude but I hardly know the man having grown up with my moms stepfather as my Papa. On a happier note, it is Friday and tonight I am off to the movies and this weekend my brother is coming over with his wife and were all going to papa's to hang out and watch football. :crosses fingers: I hope my Cheifs get somewhere this year. I'm borrowing a camera this weekend and if all goes well I will have my pics up next week. So Have a Great weekend ]]> ~Chara-san http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7204040/ http://Chara-san.deviantart.com/journal/7204040/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 14:01:02 PST
So I'm almost at the end of the fall semster at college and I am finding that I hate finals. In High school I could never figure out what the fuss was about, but now that I am paying $300 for these classes I get it. It doesn't help that I can't really think, I have had a lot going on this week. You see my older brother has been in Iraq for over a year and tomorrow He is coming home for good. YEA!!!!! Then to really top things off, I was asked by the LAE (Criminal Justice Fraternity) to be the Criminal Justice Homecoming Queen Candidate. Anyone else who knows me saying WTF cause lord knows I am. I have never thought of myself as a good candidate for that. I am more of a anti-social bookworm rather than homecoming queen material. But if they think I am a good choice, why not.
Lately all I have been posting in my gallery has been photos I have taken from my trip overseas (its the only stuff I have on disc.) But I am hoping to borrow a digtal camera and get some of my pencil and painted artworks online but it might be a while yet.
Oh and Tae, if you read this....."underpants"
Love ya ]]> ~Chara-san