http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Cheeteach&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Cheeteach en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 22:43:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/28787395/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/28787395/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 13:07:45 PST Still, I ain't gone yet since I have some more art to finish.
Still, I'll be dropping by once in a while, so I will keep track of notes (if there are any,which I doubt) If you need to contact me, try facebook or skype (which for certain reasons I can't aboandon) , where you'll also find me under "Cheeteach" .
So thanks to all those deviants who I've had the pleasure to know a bit, those whose art I saw, faved and commented on and I hope I'll be back in time, better and stronger, both as an artist and as a personality
As far as my art is concerned, I won't delete any of it and in fact I give you right to use it non-commercially any way you feel fit, as long as it wasn't meant for someone else, in which case you should ask them. Just give me some credit for the work.

And here are the sketch stats:

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4. - Not yet started, but I hope I'll finish it within this year.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/28305057/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/28305057/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 23:58:57 PST
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Sorry guys. Thought I'd have done these faster, but your requests were in areas I was not used to draw so it took a bit longer
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Aaand some nice songs that I just discovered yesteday. Now THAT IS ART
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]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27746306/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27746306/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 14:43:01 PDT
A fellow deviant, I believe you've already heard of, if not, then you hear of now: ~HeWhoWalksWithTigers is participating in a competition for a trip to Australia Zoo. A trip I and many others believe he deserves. Please check his video at YouTube [link] and if you feel like me and many others please vote high for his video. It's rather rare in our world for someone to put so much devotion in preserving nature and such beautiful creatures as the big cats and this person deserves our help, especially when all it takes is a few minutes to register and give our vote and spread the world around so other people can learn about this too. Even if you haven't or can't do much about nature and these beautiful creatures, no matter whether it's because you have no time, no idea how, no motivation or anything else, you can give your vote. It is little, but it's worth since this person is fighting for all of us, to preserve something valuable, something that risks disappearing from our world in the years to come if we don't do something.
Here is his journal: [link] If you don't know what to write, just copy it.

And in addition is offering a chance to win a free colored sketch to those who choose to help this cause. For more details read her journal as well: [link]

Some of us are lost and confused, not knowing where to go or what to do, but helping others should not be given a second thought since it's in the nature of every human being to help it's fellow men, help those with clear goals, for the good of all, achieve them.

And I still give free sketches:

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Aaand, as a final thing, just a nice song I want to share:
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]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27631096/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27631096/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 13:37:23 PDT ), some mushrooms, which I cooked for myself and my family and were really delicious. Had some really nasty muscle cramps all day today, and a short-lasting, but rather strong depression, and a quick rehabilitation thanks to Cheeteach as an end to another day ...
What sux is that I has to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow, get out at 7:30 and will be back home no earlier than 18:00 in the afternoon , and this all the way till Friday. That's pretty much why I am procrastinating with art
Aaand not to mention I have to make one exam work for getting a job and all he crap they give us from uni...
Still, life is great if you manage to hold the line against all the crap and whatever's drilling your mind and emotions and do your best to end up on top

Free sketches status:

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]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27580382/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27580382/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 14:28:30 PDT Sometimes I come alongside people who believe in love and that love will save the world and so on and so forth, but while it sounds nice it's nothing more than a fiction since when one understands the world and it's workings one realizes that it is all about contrast. One cannot exist without the other. And thus sometimes understanding life (or rather some small part of it, beyond common understanding cos no one can understand life, but the Absolute, whatever It might be) ruins the desire to live it. You just see through it and when some other stuff adds up you stop seeing sense in what is normal and even more - you see insanity, for instance why make more children when the Earth is well beyond its capacity by the current moment, orphan homes are full of children left by careless people and so on. Shouldn't we focus on fixing what is already made instead of making new and new. And the various political and governing systems and their grand flaws also contribute to this staleness and lack of true evolution mostly by encouraging egoism and other crap. People neglect their families and don't teach their children basic stuff that only a parent can teach a child, basic stuff that is "useless" by the standards of kinder gardens and schools. Children are left to become violent, more violent even than teens sometimes. How can a seeing person not get discouraged.
So when they say "ignorance is bliss" it surely is, at least for the ignorant and at least while the toxic fruits of your ignorance don't start falling on their heads and destroying them and their creations little by little.
I have left quite a lot of my faith in life as well, while indeed some things can be done, it just seems that many people aren't ready to listen and they might not be some time soon. Somehow the end of the world starts sounding like a blessing, not a curse. Still, if someone believes they can cure people from this, I will give my support.
And as far as the family and children stuff, not so long ago it started coming to me as well, but in a rather new light. I believe some day in the not so near future I will have children, of my own or adopted or both and I will do my best to give them this basic teaching that is lacking, the teaching of respect and appreciation, the teaching of true love, not the one people talk about, not the one that concerns wanting, but the one that concerns giving and other things. But there is time to that. There are lessons I have to learn before I can allow myself to teach someone else, because that's what truly parenting is, not just giving a roof, food, education and some other financial and sometimes emotional support. Everything is in the fundament.
And I'd like to finish this one by saying that while I really resent the fact that my time the first 19 years of my life was pretty much miserable, with little to no fun at all I'd like to thank all of the people, especially those who gave me the worst times, for the fact that they opened my eyes to reality and while my life at the moment is pretty much a stale, it allows me to review, put in order things and hopefully, gain strength and wisdom, and change some things for the better.I don't know if there will be a success, but every small mark on a person's mind is a success by itself and in time it will be enough, not to make world peace of course, but to encourage people to be more considerate, more thoughtful, more respectful. Evil will always exist within every person, but evil is a lower force, it can be controlled and channeled to serve.
So I finish by asking once again, what makes a human human? I guess it has something to do with that blissful unawareness that helps people work reproduce and don't care much about anything

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]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27341661/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27341661/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 15:47:40 PDT Watched the movie "Into the wild" today and I must say it is a really nice movie with quite a lot of wisdom in it and in a way, close to my own personality. I also met with my oldest classmates (just so you know, till 7th grade I had changed 3 schools due to relocation, first in the city, later the continent) and one of the topic of conversation was a former schoolmate of mine who is merely 21 and has a husband and a child. To some this might seem normal and even quite positive, but at least to me and some other people, it is quite abnormal, at least for intelligent people who prefer to educate themselves and provide some income before dooming another wretched soul to miserable existence in this world... I think I overdid it a bit. Sorry ^^' ... So, yes indeed there are those who are dumb enough to get pregnant even during high school (I hope no one takes it personally)
What actually made me think about this is that our teacher mentioned that almost everyone in the class liked that girl (that was 1-4th grade for me at least) and than I thought about something radical. There's nothing wrong with liking loving and whatever-you-wanna-call-it someone, but overloving is lethal, not for the body, but for the spirit, for the individual... I haven't realy met her in person, but by what is seen and custom in our country I'd say the plan is that she's found someone having either the money or the education to support her so she'd be nothing more than a housewife. Yep, nothing really wrong with that, actually following a few millenia old tradition (which I think is totally lame) but still, I can't bring myself to calling such a person a living human being.
What I actually mean to say is that too much love and happiness makes a person lazy, makes him not want to do anything because he's HAPPY ... Or is he? Well, I guess he is, since his needs are satisfied like some mammal locked in a cage, given some food and other mammals to talk to/mate with, but they are in a cage, with a whole grand world and a lot of fresher grass. But we people are quite different from animals. If you open the cage of an animal it will go out immediately and seek things outside, if you open the cage of a human, you'll most probably be shouted at and be ordered to close the door and lock the cage. We are the most evolved species on this planet, but the easiest to scare as well. And thus there you go, a cage full of happiness, or a world full of battles and experience... and happiness.
There are many tellings how love and happiness blinds people, but they don't mind being blind and for the most part, it's better off that way otherwise it would've been a total chaos in this world. We need people to play certain roles and as far as equality is considered for any seeing person the impossibility of such thing is obvious.We might be same in the outside and the darn 99,9% similar DNA but in our thoughts and understanding we can be miles apart based on our experience and most importantly - how our mind precieves and develops it, but the main two factors remain happiness and suffering. A lot of either of them can kill a person, in one way or another, while only both of them, applied in the right places at the right times can ascend a person to a full living human being.
Now I'm not saying I'm right and everything else is wrong. No way in hell. Everyone is right in one way or another, for one person or another, at one time or another, but THERE'S NOTHING LIKE A UNIVERSAL TRUTH. These are just some thoughts passing through my mind that I thought I should share. I do feel they are right, though in time this will also change as I've noticed with most of my thoughts but feel free to read and comment on them.

And just one question for people who have read/skimmed/skipped the whole philosophy thing:
BY WHAT DO YOU DEFINE A HUMAN BEING? DNA/Thoughts/Emotions/Something else?

And here are the -------------FREE SKETCHES------------------

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Not much of an enthusiasts. Can't blame them, with my procrastinating nature and lack of desire to draw anything of commercial value(like big boobs or yiff, or yaoi) or post general art of mine that gathers dust on my sheets and sketchbooks. I guess I prefer to draw for myself, what I feel like, when I feel like and posting... well, I've never been good at sharing anyway so I don't really give a damn.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27237891/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27237891/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 23:34:33 PDT My monitor is on the verge of breakdown. I waste 30 mins a day just to get it running cos I guess some of the signals aren't strong enough to break through something and the monitor stays in some wacky mode that you can't turn on/off except for taking cables out. Gladly, it's still in warranty so in the days to come I'll be taking it to the repair shop.
Otherwise, lazy days are at an end. Only 6 of them remaining and then I'm back to school.
I guess that's it with my life. There were also some philosophical craps I wnated to post, but I guess some other time

Also I wonder if I should play with a bit of clay today (wowz, a rhyme) or just stick to good old pencils

And since I feel like sketching and dunno what to:
First five people to post here get a free sketch AFTER YOU POST THIS IN YOUR JOURNAL C:
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]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27047625/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/27047625/ Sun, 06 Sep 2009 04:41:00 PDT So, a bit more and back on to studying and having the crap beaten out of me from assignments.
The strange thing is, my feelings about this are quite mixed. Part of me is bored from the vacation (mostly cos 80% of what I do is waste my time at home. That's what you get for being a social outcast) and wants to go back to school while another part, the rather sane one is of course enjoying the vacation I've got left and wants more. The best thing would've been if I was able to take these two weeks some month or two later when I was totally bored of school but I ain't got the option.

Heck, there are lots of things I could've done with this vacation but most of the time when I make plans they are bound to fail especially when motivation has been evading me most of the time and even now it's rather hard to find some. Mostly focusing on finishing things I've started.

On top of all it's raining today and it doesn't seem like it's intending to stop, which means there won't be any training today . I guess that leaves more time for sketching and if anyone wants some sketch now's the time, although I accept sketch requests anytime.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26971195/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26971195/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 05:17:30 PDT
Anyone got account there or is reason stronger in you?

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26937493/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26937493/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 13:53:57 PDT
BASICS
Name: Petar
D.O.B: March 1st
Gender: *checks* Yep, still male.
Birthplace: Sofia, Bulgaria
Current location: Home
Eyecolor: blue-green-grey something
Haircolor: blonde
Height: 176cm
Heritage: Bulgarian, Russian and a bit from Mars
Piercings: none
Zodiac: Pisces
Religion: My own
Shoe size: 44 EU

FAVORITES
Band/Singer: Dunno. Many I'd say.
Song: same here
Genre of Music: everything, esp Metal, Chillout, Trance, Zulu
Color(s): neon orange and green
TV show(s): House M.D. , Andromeda and some more sci. fi.
Movie(s): Lion King 3
Food: whatever they give me.
Store(s): dunno
Number: 21
Drink: Pepsi Twisted x_X
Animal: Big cats esp. cheetahs
Pizza topping: pineapple XD
Season: Loves all
Month: ...
Holiday: Every day is a holiday for those who appreciate life... I'm still not one of them.
Actor(s):none
Actress: none
Book(s): read only few but I'd say Frank Herbert's Dune
Snack(s): ...
Pass Time: drawing and wasting time on the net.

THIS OR THAT
Sunny or rainy: rainy
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Fruit or veggie: Fruit
Night or day: night
Sour or sweet: sweet
Love or money: Fuck both, I choose freedom
Phone or in person: in person
Poor & happy or rich & miserable: dead and happy XD
Looks or personality: personality
Coffee or tea: Tea
Hot or cold: hot
Animals or Humans: animals. Humans are stuupid.
Black or White: black
Art or Writing: art
Movies or TV: movies
DVD Or Blue Ray: DVD
Sony or Nintendo: PCCCCCC
Sleep on your Right or Left Side: I twist and turn until my blankets are few meters away from me ^^
Darwin or Creation: Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy XD

YOUR
Goal for this year: there is such thing o_O
Most missed memory: don't keep any of those
Best physical feature: my tail, but it's kinda missing
First thought waking up: I don't think that early.
First word(s) you say in the morning: takes at least 10 minutes for the brain to kick in, 10 more for the rest of the body.
#1 Thing you hate about yourself: did, mostly myself, but that's past.

FUTURE ... I mostly let it happen by itself.
Do you wanna get married: not really, unless of course I find the perfect person for me and she'll be someone who also doesn't really believe in this kind of bonds so NO.
Do you wanna have kids: I don't mind the idea, but dont'cha think it's a lil too crowded here.
Do you wanna go to college: I'm going to University so it's kinda better.
What do you want to be in your life: Free, but it's quite impossible.
Dance: only Samba a bit
Smoke: Only smoking pipe.
Drink: when I feel like it.
Shower daily: no... only when they complain from the medical facility on the other side of the street XD jk
Like thunderstorms: TOTALLY
Curse: I can do dis
Sing: Do capoeira songs count
Play an instrument: capoeira again ^^
Think you are good looking: totally no ^^
Get along with your parents: yep, but I'd move out whenever the first opportunity arises.
Get along well with others: yep... I rarely speak to others ^^
Have a Dirty Little Secret: many of those actually, fortunately they don't harm anyone
Snore: dunno ... never listened to me sleep.
Roll around in bed: all the time

OTHER
Can you whistle: sorta
Right or left handed: Left to both ^^
Your bedtime: whenever I feel like it
Biggest fear: flushing myself down the toilet
3 things you can't live without: my lungs, my heart, my brainz XD ... no, actually the heart I can live without. Just messes me up.
Color of your room: kinda white
Siblings: 1 not-so-little brother
Pets: 2 cats and a brother
For or against gay marrige: I don't give a s**t. Do whatever you wish. I already gave my point on marriage. It's just some crappy document with the only positive of you being able to wipe your ass with it and many negatives.LOVE IS NOT ETERNAL, NOTHING IS. Want proof, check the world out. And what does love has to... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26897505/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26897505/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 14:29:26 PDT

1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end you have to choose 8 people to tag, and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I am chaos, the end and the beginning.

2. I love philosophy, yet I haven't read a single philosopher. I guess I only like to philosophise by myself

3. I adore African Zulu music

4. I HAVE IMAGINARY FRIENDS and am proud of that

5. I have a lot of unconfessed truths but I prefer to keep them secret.

6. I can't feel love (the human emotion towards a single other person that is).

7. I have around a dozen big cats around my room (In the form of plsuhies, wall carpets, bed covers, puzzles and so on ^^

8. I haven't got a damn idea what I want out of this life, but am still moving forward as much as I can.

Whew, that's over with.
I didn't knew truth tags can be so tiresome.
Therefore I taggg no one.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26892489/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26892489/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 09:49:07 PDT We live in a society bound rather strictly by some stereotypes and paths, and while many don't believe in destiny, they fail to see that the concept "study, get a degree, find a job, make a family and/or career, get retired, crap in your pants, die" is a bit of destiny imposed on us by society. Yep, some of the things can be randomized, but in the end this is the path that 99% of humanity take . Breaking off is not as easy as it sounds cos one has to be aware of where he is (unless, like me and many others they were forced out of this "normal" existence due to certain events" , but a really neat question stands on the edge - what else is there, or more specifically, what else, that we can achieve is there, cos, well, there's a whole uncharted universe, but you can't really go for that one just by yourself... or can't you?
Truth be told, I myself am just entering these "outlands" of the world and well, I don't encourage anyone to follow me, since every being should feel what their soul says and follow it (note: I don't believe in following your heart since the heart is a physical organ and therefore susceptible to deceit and diseases. The soul, on the other hand, is on much higher level, however, you have to listen much harder in order to hear it) plus the path is not one of the easiest, but new things are never easy.
And if I am to give an advice on how should a person start, it would be to first study yourself, find this inner "voice" of the soul, study it. Then study every part of your being, both mental and physical, study the reasons for your being such and possible ways to change if necessary.
Meanwhile start studying the outside world. It is amazing how many people watch, but do not see, listen, but do not hear and so on. A nice trick is to just open a sense to the maximum, focus on something for a few seconds, then switch your focus to another. Especially with the eyes I enjoy just seeing the entire view, without focusing anywhere. It's then that you see that the world, as a whole, is truly amazing, no matter how stupid and ugly every single piece of the picture might seem.
This is the small start towards knowing a bigger universe because, like in maths, between every two whole numbers there is an infinite amount of numbers (2;2,1;2,11;2,111...2,99;2,999;3) between anything, there is an infinity of anything.

So there you have one small bit of amazingness in our "small" world. And when you have developed a feel of the outside world you could even bring it in you and use it, shape it in anything you like or want. One nice thought I came up with some time ago is "We have the real world to learn from, and dreams to rest in" and dreams I mean like imagination. It might sound a bit like escapism, but I am a person who can feel things quite strong, especially bad things and the world is not the best place for me, but I am here. People make shelters from the weather so it's only natural for a person to make shelter for himself, be it material or spiritual. Something very important, however, is that a shelter is only for cover of storms. A person should not be satisfied with it alone and should move forward whenever the sun is up

I don't know if anything here made any sense for any of you cos my mind is not one of the most ordered ones. I like calling myself chaos from time to time (another note: CHAOS DOES NOT MEAN BAD, chaos is chaos. It combines everything and nothing.It is the end and the beginning... evil, bad and other stuff are just another form of order.)
I've mentioned just a tiny bit of what has went through my mind about life and there is a lot more I have to tell, but that in time

And another important note: Feeling and emotion are two completely different things. Feelings are pure. They can be neither bad nor good (but can be pleasing and painful). while emotions are something like the answer to them from our brain. They are what is really harmful, both to us and others. This one I actually learned from a Yoga teacher that I went to for a short time a year and a half ago.


Aaand now on to the sketchbook and other pleasant time-wasting habits

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26818392/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26818392/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 14:22:34 PDT Last minutes I just thought of the fact that even that we are considered more than just flesh and blood we do not seem to do more than what comes with it in most aspects of our lives.
NOTE: When I speak of WE and OUR that is supposed to mean humanity, including me, as unfortunate as it may be.
At summertime I have some trainings in the park and when I go around I see a lot of small children, pregnant women and other stuff that kinda gets me down for a few reasons. First of all, I don't know why but I don't feel anything for these small mammals we call our offspring. It's just that they don't cause any emotional reaction like happiness or such. Still, having in mind the world that they're coming into, being sorry for them is a much more adequate reaction. I dunno how things are in other countries but in my country living my childhood was actually a bit of hell. There are many options but the prevailing one tends to be - act like smart, pick on other people and end up braindead, having two kids that do what they want, beat your family and kids and you get the picture... People do their best not to see their flaws and just pass them on to the next generation. I was "blessed" with a bit of ignorance from my family and most people around me and well, grew up to be a bit hollow on the social side, but thankfully to the people that were around me I grew self-aware and am continuing on this path, walked by few nowadays while most people spend their lives making babies (cos they can't do anything else) ... Jeesh, it's not like Earth is a bit overpopulated and the homeless kids are very few. I guess that's cos in order to adopt a child you need to be sane and meet other conditions. To make one yourself doesn't need these things I guess...And then why is civilization like that and why I can't rid myself of the hatred towards mankind and to top it all off, some guy up there decided it'll be funny to grant me with some unconditional love towards these obviously stupid creatures so I can torture myself with the question WHY?

Anyway, so I actually entered my not-so-little drama. One thing I know. I HELL AIN'T MAKING SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS OR ANY LIVING CRITTERS until I and the person beside me become aware of ourselves and so and so, even if it means I'll die before that... and better. Heck I can't do this to my children. Any person that is sane and makes children out of love, not out of egoism (cos that's what most children nowadays are fruit of "Oh I wanna have a child, something to cuddle, put clothes on and teach tricks" Then get yourself a cat, a dog or a doll god damn it. If there's no love than you're either putting your child in a great pain or making something not better than the three mentioned before, but with bunch or rights attached to them) or lack of common sense in how to put a condom
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MAKE LOVE, NOT BABIES !!!
we are not a species endangered with extinction although if we keep the current rate we'll pretty much become one or worse - endangering the galaxy's sense with extinction.

And here comes the grand question of this rant. WHAT IS LOVE? Is it just some physical attraction, a necessity of a person in order to escape the real world, a necessity of a person to pour down all his crap on someone else without being punished for it or is it something more, a desire to be united, but in order to build something (no, not babies you darn wanna-be-sapiens) that might light the world (and not only you for a few years) and help others. That's what is the greatest irony of love, that instead of giving everybody wants and everybody needs and the meaning of the word is so twisted that I've totally removed it from my dictionary, so I technically don't feel love. It gets me down from time to time that I'm different but I sure as hell don't wanna be like most of the people on this planet. Well, it's not like it's their own choice for the matter since freedom is totally relative and does not and can not exist in its absolute form (but that's another discussion) but it still quite pisses me off because people decrease their brain usage every generation and moreover, they brag about it and commercialism promotes it cos that way it earns some very worthless actually money (note: money are a necessity but above that it's mostly crap) that perish away very quickly.

So If you've read this then that was half an hour of your life you could never get back, but I hope I've shattered some of your foundations a bit since we need more thinking people around cos I feel what we call the apocalypse or the end of the world is actually meant for the salvation of already overlagging computer with all kinds of useless software running on it.
And if you've truly wasted half an hour of your life... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26768689/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26768689/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 06:11:25 PDT

- Name : Peter
- Single or Taken : Free
- Sex : Sure, why not?
- Birthday : 01 March
- Sign : Pisces
- Hair Color: Blond
- Eye color : Blue-Greyish or something like that
- Height : 1,76 m
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay? : 50% asexual, 40% straight, 10% mostly stuff you don't wanna know

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

-Favorite place to shop : Bookstores
-Favorite designer? : meself
-What’s your sexiest outfit?? : Don't have such
-What’s your most comfortable outfit: t-shirt and jeans
-What do you usually wear? : black

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

-What kind of shampoo do you use? : different types.
-What are you listening right now? : Sabaton - 40-1
-Who is the last person that called you? : no one calls me
-How many buddies are online right now?: WTF do I need to know?

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

-Food: Edible, but I guess mostly junkfood
-Girl’s names: I don't care about names
-Boy’s names: I don't care about names
-Subjects in school: Physics FTW , and arts but they teach us total crap here
-Animals: Big cats, aliens, other man-eating beasties

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •------------

-Given anyone a bath? : No
-Smoked: Just smoking pipe and a bit of crack. Cigarettes NEVER (yeah, I think smoking crack is much better than cigarettes)
-Bungee jumped: No
-Made yourself throw up? : Yes
-Skinny dipped? : No
-Ever been in love? : Depends on what you call love
-Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? : No
-Pictured your crush naked? : No, not that I can't or haven't had crushes.
-Actually seen your crush naked? : ...
-Cried when someone died? : Yes, very long time ago
-Lied : I'm not good at it but from time to time
-Fallen for your best friend? : No
-Rejected someone? : ?
-Done something you regret? : I REGRET NOTHING

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

-Clothes: black pants and a t-shirt with a lion on it
-Dekstop picture: "the horizon of clockwork planet" - some abstract planetlike fractal stuff. I change mine all the time
-CD in player : listening to Winamp so no player
-DVD in player : SSDL (same shit, different line)

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

-You touched: does me count? I don't remember
-Hugged: a friend of mine some month ago
-You kissed : none
-You IMed: no IM
-Talk to online:
-You sexed it up with: none

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

-Understanding: Very
-Open-minded: Very
-Arrogant: Rarely
-Insecure: Yes
-Random: Depends
-Hungry: only a bit
-Smart: YES I AM
-Moody: kinda
-Organized: I wish I was
-Shy: Yes
-Difficult: dunno
-Bored easily: sometimes
-Obsessed: about everything? not really
-Angry: No
-Sad: sometimes
-Happy: Once in a while
-Hyper: ?
-Trusting: Nope, although I take everything under consideration

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

-In the morning: I wake up
-Love is: Everything and nothing, but mostly chaotic
-I dream about: wings and being able to use them freely and without worries
-Sexual preference: girls I guess
-What do you notice first in the opposite sex you’re into: face, belly

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

-Coke or Pepsi: PEPSI FTW
-Flower or candy: a fighting knife ^^
-Tall or short: tall

--------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

-Makes you laugh the most: my subconscious and one collegue
-Makes you smile: people who smile and nature
-Gives... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26732264/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26732264/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 11:11:08 PDT Now I'm just wasting time listening to music, drinking some... stuff and putting a streak or two from time to time on one drawing X) . Maybe I'll even light up a smoking pipe (aka Nargile or Shisha) cos I just feel a bit euphorical without no purpose ...

I support hippies

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26500913/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26500913/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 08:57:38 PDT
P.S. Well, we're actually gonna bring a laptop with us, so its possible I will check on what's going on here, but I doubt that.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26442301/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26442301/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:35:06 PDT I ask this just out of curiosity. I have a friend of mine with whom when we gather we fight for fun
I just wanna know if there are any other wackos among my watchers who fancy fighting, not for competition or beating someones face into oblivion.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26329191/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26329191/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 00:39:28 PDT
On another note, some of you might (or more probably - might not) recall there was a story I was working on... The last two days I've been more actively working on references and stuff related to them *yayz*... So maybe I'll actually be able to start posting it as a graphic novel somewhere around the beginning of September or October.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26230258/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26230258/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 10:13:49 PDT Heck, I don't even know why I carry mobile. I guess I need more weight so I can train while I walk. I'm an anomaly in the present day world . While you can't tear apart people from their mobiles I just don't see any point of them besides urgent communication, like finding someone, re-arranging something or so... My talks usually don't last longer than 30 secs

And yep, pretty much bored, maybe I'll watch some movie or so dunno... I watched the golden compass during the afternoon, and while at first I wanted to watch it, some half an hour later I was like "Gosh, when does it end" ...
I guess I'll also be accepting ideas on what to do... that might include some small sketch requests on your part, but only if I feel like it.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26168789/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26168789/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 10:55:09 PDT BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
shared with some friends...
And I got myself into another contest... Will try to get out of the first one first, but that other pic will be on my mind all the time I'll be drinking
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
but will keep it for tomorrow. I'm in a vacation so there's nothing else to do than draw, listen to music, meet friends and drink
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
...

I wanna use this summer as much as possible cos when uni starts I start work as well and most stuff including
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer
will be limited ...
Glad to be home, refreshed, recharged, bathed and some other stuff....
So that's from me for the moment. Off to the
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BEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeerBEERbeer


P.S. I'm not some kind of drunkard... just from time to time ^^

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26026281/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/26026281/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 13:01:10 PDT Tomorrow I iz going to mountain Rila, peak Musala - the highest peak in the Balkans, and on top of that iz gonna sleep on top of it and see sunset/sunrise . A slight problem is I iz goin with my dad, and hell, it seems like I iz goin there to see nature, walk my ass off with a heavy bag, he'z goin there to eat. It's just half of our luggage seems to be food, for three days, for four people and there's two of us. True we are a bit big, even a bit fat if I have to be honest, but hell, I don't eat that much anymore. No place cos little furry and spotty critters have infested all of my body. The whole event is 6 days (maybe 8 with a bit of good will, power and one more mountain in the vicinity) so it's gonna be pretty much interesting, especially with the "with my dad" thing and the 20-kilo backpak-5-hour-a-day walk.
I dunno why (actually I know but that's a long story) but I feel my family being much more distant to me than even people who're not exactly my friends. My father's a bit stubborn and arguing with him is totally out of the question, except if you wanna get shouted at (not that I care or get affected by that anymore. Still it is a bit of a strain to by eardrums) and explained how wrong you are and how he's always right. That's why I prefer that we go there, we eat what we eat, most probably return with half the food and be that. I really prefer not arguing with people and putting my indifferent face on . Being able to become indifferent and careless rulez, esp. when it's about stupid things.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25851686/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25851686/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:44:04 PDT Hopefully after I return I will do more art, but as Mandy says, "hope is wasted on the hopeless"
Have a nice summer all you watchers of mine out there... or at least those, whose geographical location is on the north semiglobe

P.S. I bet I'll be overflown by deviations and journals when I get back ^^'

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25819047/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25819047/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 13:53:34 PDT
]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25744965/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25744965/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 23:57:22 PDT , especially when the last exam went history yesterday and I didn't know how to waste my time. Lots of catching up to do with deviations and some selected journals. And I've got some pics that will be finished/uploaded soon so things are really looking up, plus I got a trip to the sea and almost immediately after that a trip to the highest mountain here in Bulgaria ... And I'm planning on buying some new a bit more professional camera but will see how this goes cos I need my dad to sponsor me half the money since I'm not really working yet.
Still, one week of uni left to cover with some practice and then on to the ultimate carelessness for a few weeks at the least.
Just to brag a bit, after more than a year, I finally opened my temperas and tried drawing something more complete, still, it's only half done plus I started drawing the foreground first (photoshop habits) which is a quite illogical thing when working with paints. I don't know if I'll finish it, but if I do I might post it.


]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25511166/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25511166/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 07:07:43 PDT So where was I, oh yeah, the things I needed to mention:
Firstly, just a question of what you who watch him are more interested in seeing since there's a lot other of non-animal and furry stuff he starts.. and does his best to never finish . The things are:

anthro art
animal art
spaceship designs (last count said there around 58-60)
house designs (hasn't counted them yet. Will remind him)
other high-tech crap (like weapons and such stuff)
3D models (of the above mentioned)
fictional landscapes and scenes
something else you wanna throw at him
There are also some stories he's tried to write but he has totally no success in such stuff.

The other thing to people from Bulgaria, there's gonna be a 6 day trip around Rila mountain starting the 20th of July with sleep in hostels. If anyone is interested you can write here.

Yeah, and one last thing again for those from BG : [link]

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25247771/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25247771/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 03:50:29 PDT . Sure I have some dreams about going around the world and building cool houses (not necessarily living in them, but that would be nice) but it just seems like these things will happen even if I don't put so much sweat and nerves into them. Somehow I've almost discarded the need to be in love with someone and by need I mean the general need of a person to be with someone, not attraction and such stuff mostly because it seems I can't feel love. No one ever taught me, but I'm kinda glad for that for I can feel out for myself what is true and what is not. And it just seems all people's worries and problems are so untrue and so simple that one could just turn his way back on them and they would disappear. I dunno if that's really the case since I live my own life, have my own problems (most not on a material level) and I just feel inner peace with myself. I dunno but even if someone started swearing at me right now insulting all related to me I'd just laugh my ass off. I guess to some extend that is the very freedom I fought to achieve for so much time. I'm not worried about anything despite the fact that I have exam tomorrow (for which I have studied and understand most of it, writing it however is another story). I'm not worried about what the future will give me, free to fight and live only for the fun of it. Sadly enough most people aren't like that so by fun I mean the fun of challenging life, not any kind of fun with people cos most of what's fun for them somehow feels stupid for me now and some things that are fun for me for many would seem outrageous for one reason or another.
I could also say that recently I've managed to annoy my colleagues a bit with some actions of misjudgment and lack of thought in some manners, not that that's appropriate but it just seems the reasons they get angry at me are too idiotic for me to even be concerned. I guess I'm moving away from being a human being, which is something truly positive. I only hope it lasts.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25107004/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/25107004/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 12:55:50 PDT

.·´`•..·´`•.·´`•..·´`•.·´`•..·´`•.·´`•..·´`•.·´`•..·´`•.·´`•..·´`•.·´`•..·´`•

[ ] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door. (It was a labyrinth made of glass. Pretty nasty dont'ch think?)
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.

Total: 4
________________________________________________
[] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (Well, not really fallen I think. I'm a pretty hard person to take down ^^' )
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

Total: 4
________________________________________________
[] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. (It took only about 20 times to get it)
[] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (yey for me )
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose. (More, I have drank through my nose )
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

Total: 3
_________________________________________________
[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (uuuu, that's kinda hard for me to do )
[ ] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.(dunno, maybe)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'

Total: 1

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally. (I'll eat a worm someday. I've promised myself )
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (just killing time)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (indeed... or on my head )
Total: 2
________________________________________________

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[] You break a lot of things.
[] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before. (when I'm pulling stunts with it )
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. (no, I go to my happy place )
[/] The word "um" is used frequently. (only in meditation )
[x] You don't know what "um" means. (It's a mantra )
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot. (well, in Bulgarian )
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin. (Cos it's not an integral equation. Those I can do in my mind

Total: 4,5
Final Total: 18,5
_________________________________________________
NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill.
_________________________________________________
RESULT: I'm 74% mentally ill. (would you look at that. I didn't use a calculator )
... thi... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24924345/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24924345/ Sun, 24 May 2009 12:46:31 PDT Feels weird... And this is the second time today... The first I kinda missed cause I was training.
Still, it wasn't too strong here but no such luck in Macedonia where they say the epicenter was ... Hope there are no casualties anywhere.
No other new news.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24678385/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24678385/ Sun, 10 May 2009 00:49:37 PDT
First of all, from 1st to 6th of May I did a bit of a tour around north Bulgaria which also included a canoe rowing on rivers Iantra and Danube and saw some neat stuff (which will eventually appear on my other acc ). And I finally started clearing my message bin from the stuff that has been gathering there ever since (I don't like having thousands of messages in my inbox)

Sadly enough the end of the semester is coming which means there are lots of things to do for uni and a few tests coming, for which I have to study. The whole shit is about 2 months long, and hopefully after that I'll do some more exploring of my own country cos there's just a lot of stuff I got glimpse of and am really excited about going around and seeing more.

As far as drawing is concerned, I tend to sketch when I can but am not really keen on completing anything so for now I doubt there'll be much here to browse... Maybe sometime after the unholy two months that expect me.

Anyway, I just felt like doing a bit of update on the current situation.

Note to all bulgarian deviants: on 23rd May a national day of nature will be held by WWF Bulgaria, which will include cleaning of all national parks in BG. For more info visit : [link]

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24439252/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24439252/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 04:38:26 PDT

:FIRE:.

[ ] You have a short temper. [Had but that's in the past]
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first. [ I think too much ;( ]
[ ] You are very competitive.
[ ] You like to play with fire. [Unf. I'm a bit of a scaredy cat]
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x]You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[/] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[/] People have often called you insane.
Total: 3

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality. [Except for some depressions and rare angly outbursts]
[/] You like to go to the beach. [only if there are no many other people there]
[/] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act. [Too much and in the end there's no action ]
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights. [never really tried that]
[/] You are a good swimmer.
[xx] You like the rain. [Definately ^^]
[x] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous. [again, unfortunately]
Total: 8,5

.:EARTH:.

[/] You are physically strong. [Sorta]
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[ ] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ ] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[ ] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 3,5

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit. [Maybe?]
[ ] You hate rules. [Nope, I just consider myself an exception ^^ ]
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[ ] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[ ] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 7

.: DARKNESS:.

[x] You spend most of your time alone. [ Society in which I grew made me this way. Still working on breaking off.]
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime. [not a city nighttime if that's what you mean]
[ ] You like creepy things.
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color.
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, video games, etc.
[x] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies. [I laugh at some]
[ ] You love to break the rules. [Nope, I consider myself an exception but I respect the rules]
Total: 5

.:LIGHT:.

[ ] You are very polite. [I speak what I think most of the time and that's basically impolite]
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear. [quite the opposite]
[x] You are afraid of the dark. [only of total darkness like in cellars/basements]
[/] You hate violence.
[ ] You hope for world peace. [now that's both impossible and worthless]
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ ] You always follow the rules.
Total: 2,5

I'm water and air
..............

Centaur:
[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[ ] You get drunk a lot.
[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[/] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope. [Yeah, but it doesn't affect my daily choices. I'm just intrigued.]
[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[x] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[x] You are spiritual.
[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.
[ ] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 2,5

Elf:
[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips (be honest!).
[x] You are very intelligent.
[/] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You a... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24317628/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24317628/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 00:19:45 PDT



+Happy Easter to all that celebrate it now
ХРИСТОС ВОСКРЕСЕ


--------------------------------
To Do List:

Sketches: (2 new spots added)
1.Sketch for - 50-60%
2.
3.

Animated icons:
like mine. 2 spots left.

1. - waiting for your new fursona
2.
3.

Want to fill in those spots, comment here with a bit info on what you want.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24286352/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24286352/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 06:48:45 PDT counting me (as a single one, not my personalities) as 11 are or most rather were imaginary friends, 14 from the story "angels fall last" which I think I will never make and a bit more random ones... There are some other chars I've thought of but they just aren't/weren't really defined so they are not mentioned...
So what's really the project... Well, I wanna sketch them all cos some of them are really peculiar. You might have gotten to the conclusion that I haven't really drawn/posted all of them so that's what I wanna do ... Wish me luck... Deadline is of course undefinable

EDIT:
As you may know, my PC got screwed some time ago and I gave it to have it repaired. All fine, they told me to backup whatever info I had out of C:\ if they have to reinstall my OS . So i backed up most of it, but one always forgets something. In this case this was my whole Bookmarks collection . Gladly I had a backup of them from somewhere around october 2008 so I guess most (but not most recent unf. ) were preserved.
A second thing I really hate. Despite the fact that I do not install any important programs (like photoshop and other programs rather important to me) on C device (nor do I keep my documents there. Got a special drive for that) when a total OS reinstall is done it wipes clean the registry so you have to install everything all over again in order to work properly. And here's the culumination: I lost a bunch of self-made photoshop brushes due to this process *wants to eat himeslf ... but what the heck. I made them once, I can make them again, but this time I'll know to export them once in a while just to be on the safe side.
3rd ... Lost all my cookies (the internet save information type, not the yummy cocoa type) so I gotta remember what password I've used for each site ... Gladly enough I use a certain set of passwords, with unique ones only for special places so it wouldn't be that much of a headache...
So next time, remind myself to say no OS reinstall unless its hopless
A few years back that wasn't so much of a problem, but a few years back all I did was play games and then It's not such a big fuss. You just backup your saves and that's it. Now I have to go all around and not forget all kinds of backups.
Still most of my info is intact, exactly cos I don't use C:\ drive fro valuable information and I think no one understanding PC's and valuing their information does.
*Goes to write a list of all things needed to be backed up every once in a while.

To Do List:

Sketches: (2 new spots added)
1.Sketch for - 50-60%
2.
3.

Animated icons:
like mine. 2 spots left.

1. - waiting for your new fursona
2.
3.

Want to fill in those spots, comment here with a bit info on what you want.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24213103/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24213103/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 02:40:44 PDT [link] ... Not really doing any of the stuff mentioned but the principal still applies to my situation partially. Been pondering on a question and a necessity for a long time now and someone/something has been telling me to be patient but somehow it was hard listening to that, still sometimes the answer to a question that cannot be answered now is just patience. The answer, if not found will come by itself when one is ready and never earlier. That's a universal law in a way. So I've been DAramatising a lot lately in need of some attention or help but as far as help goes, I am in a position that only I can help myself at the moment and the attention - I just need to draw/post more art. It'll mostly be sketches but what the hell, in a way I started anew with art sometime ago so I'm continuing along this path.
And just a bit back to the questions and answers philosophy - while beating your head over an obviously closed door is totally senseless, one has to go to the corridors open to him and maybe later return to that same door with a key or even better - end up at the other side of it ^^. So the key in the end is always move, always do something. Never stop. Seems like life and society works against us in this matter but that's the very reason for existance. You can't learn to stand up and keep balance if you haven't fallen enough times to know that it hurts and to know how it happens.

And I'm gonna use this optimistic impulse till it lasts do return to the ways of the pencil and do more art ^^ . Hopefully it will last longer than my general impulses and I'll be able to do some gifts to DA artists as well . So enough philosophy and on to the sketchpad... but first gotta finish lunch

P.S. On the down side I found out today that I've lost one assignment which was checked and returned to me for correction and I'll have to do it all over again, but what the heck. I'll have plenty of time the upcoming weekend (where our Easter is actually) to handle all of this crap and work on a plush toy I'm doing for someone

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24181630/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24181630/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 11:52:52 PDT ... As far as photos are concerned, I was busy being part of the carnival but I guess some will appear in or on someone else's page here on DA (if he's from BG I guess) and I think they'll show us on TV... And now it's beer time

P.S. And yesterday I was on a HammerFall concert so I'd say I'm a really broad person

P.P.S. No tasks list this journal but don't worry, I haven't forgotten you... yet





EDIT: Saw this in 's journal and thought I'd steal it for fun

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Pesho
2. Pepi
3. Petar
(yep, noone really calls me Cheeteach cos most people IRL don't know shit about me)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Cheeteach
2. Evil kitty
3. Psycho cat

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Watched TV
2. Ate ice cream
3. put on my clothes

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I have an enormous amount of interests
2. I really try to understand others
3. I want to try new stuff

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. being stupid at times
2. I can't lie or be dishonest (really people, that teases me at times )
3. I get depressed over stupid things

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Russian
2. Bulgarian
3. Martian

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. staying alone
2. total darkness (which means cellars, basements, not outside when there's moon and stars and ect.)
3. dunno

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. t-shirt
2. pants
3. underpants...

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. Music
3. Imagination

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My PC (not because of any material value but because of the data inside it)
2. dunno
3. dunno

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. System of a down
2. Astral Projection
3. MDB

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. listen to nice chillout (preferably african) music
2. be with really nice friends
3. do what I feel like in my imagination

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. MDB - Beautiful voices 36 (that's a whole CD actually )
2. tiff lacey - the truth
3. Dope - Die MF Die

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Climb a lot of mountains
2. ...
3. ...

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. I regret nothing
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Warmth
2. Understanding
3. Wilderness

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. I'm offering some but dunno if the world will take them ...
2. ... and well, there's quite a difference between the world and the people just for the record.
3.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (GUESS THE LIE):
1. I love the nature
2. I really like wandering alone in the nature
3. I love big crowds

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. belly
2. face
3. and the well known other stuff ^^

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. smile
2. dunno
3... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24110404/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24110404/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 11:26:25 PDT

Anime/Manga Nerd

[x] You watch anime. *from time to time
[] You read manga.
[] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime. *again from time to time
[]People know you as the 'anime' person.
[]You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd: 3/14


ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist. *yep, just not the drawing but the inventive kind
[/] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. *a true artist can make use of anything ^^, but still sometimes it does
[x] You have a favorite brand. *The ones I'm used to
[] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts. *kinda, still never done a birthday/christmas gift ot anyone
[x] People actually ask for your drawings. *just my deviant fellows when free sketches are open
[] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school. *I wasn't known at all in my school
[/] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. *dunno names, gotta see and try it
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school. *if we count preps for university exams that is
[x] You have considered a career as an artist. *still considering it but as a 2nd job
[/] Your school papers are always covered in doodles. *no but you're bound to find a furry face/character somewhere along the pages or inbetween on sheets.
[x] You have a favorite artist. *I have alot
[] Your drawings have been framed.
[/] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go. *I used to but it got crampled all the time and I don't really feel comfortable drawing everywhere. Still, gotta resume that hobby
Art nerd: 10/15




VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games. *occasionally when I'm bored
[] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[] You play video games every day.
[] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[/] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3/iPod *not exactly my favourite but I have a few NFS 6 tracks
[] You love to talk about video games.
[] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room, not counting portable things like a DS *it's my PC
[] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game. *I do that occasionaly but it just makes the game boring. I'd rather seek some clues on what to do, but that's dull as well.

Video game nerd: 3,5/15



FUR NERD

[] You wondered why Darth Vader sounded oddly like Simba’s father. *WTFOMFG?
[x] you have some kind of Animal sona or animal you love to draw.
[] you own a Fursuit. *no chance in hell
[x] You have growled when you got angry. *still do
[x] Cry when a animal dies in a movies. *who with a heart doesn't
[x] Had some kind of pet. *who doesn't
[x] Wish you had a tail. *Yep ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24053531/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24053531/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 07:24:05 PDT ... Still, gotta find the Adobe Photoshop 7 CD somewhere at my place cos there's no way in hell I'll be able to work with CS2 on this toaster. Still does a good job though .Better something than none.
On the bright side, I'm going to a party featuring Astral Projection this night (for the unenlightened AP are, at least in my tops, the best Techno Trance duo. Their music really rulez ) and I hope It'll be fun ... Ok back to the exams shit...

To Do List:

Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - Done. (and a sweet request from her [link] )
6 - Still thinking(sorry)

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 90% ... Almost done ... got it on a flash and will finish it on this PC

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24005631/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/24005631/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 13:26:37 PDT
Meanwhile I have no progress whatsoever on my to-do-list so I won't bother posting it.
Another stuff on the down side, two tests are coming close and they ain't pretty ones. Has a lot of stuff on my head but my general look has been positive these last two days... Till the issues with the PC today that's it.
Still it's made by people and it's supposed to have more faults than them so I can't really be surprised. Still things tend to turn out fine for me in the long run so I guess I'll just have to be a little patient ...

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23928778/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23928778/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 06:12:39 PDT . I'd also like to take some more requests but when I think of my own stuff I wanna do it just seems a bit too much for me to handle... Maybe I will do something around may-june

EDIT: Just remembered that we're playing Capoeira today for Earth Hour, so support the cause and turn off your lights for an hour at 20:30-21:30 (or whatever is the designated time for your country/region). I think Earth in it's initial darkness at least on regions will be beautiful from space

To Do List:

Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - Done.
6 - Thinking

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 70%

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23866636/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23866636/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 13:37:51 PDT

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love *could be said that I have been
( ) Dumped someone *never really been with someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight * not exactly. Didn't know how to fight back then

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class *who hasn't
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die *we don't count myself I guess
SO FAR: 4

Level 4
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding *doing that next winter
(x) Met Someone Through Internet *like a date no, like people I guess yes
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit *Was ist das?

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have *I think so
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 10

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding *???
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves *not sure about leaves but into a pile of straw I have
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely *most of the time
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School *you can't live without it

SO far: 17

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake. *It was just a few months ago
( ) Killed A Snake *I love snakes

SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 21

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest *Nope, and I don't really like them
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention *No such things like this and the above in our schools
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 21

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 22

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
( ) Questioned Your Heart *The heart is a human organ. As long as it beats its ok with me. When it stops it'll still be ok with me though
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 23

Level 15

( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean (only waded through it)
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 24

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep *not sure if it was to sleep. wow.
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers * Yep
( ) Sang Karaoke *Will kill myself if I try to.
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins *Gotta do that one

SO FAR: 25

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't *Every freakin' day
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose * Yes
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 27

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About * Thechincally I care about nothing and no one so no
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 30

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True *not really sure but I think so. Don't wish anything after that.
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 32

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23832499/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23832499/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:34:45 PDT ) heck I wnated to do even some more sketches but it seems this won't happen either.Not to mention that I can't start any kind of digital art, let alone something more complicated traditional like temperas or such. Been wanting to do some artisan crafts. Got most of the materials waiting but I'll guess they'll have to wait till the above mentioned event as well.

Anyway, I'm kinda writing all this to ask you all to talk to me, ask me stuff, just keep some conversation running.

TDL list:
Sorry people. No progress even on the done pieces
Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - Done.
6 - Almost started

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 70%

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23695768/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23695768/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 14:22:48 PDT ) and WTF is life and how every person has his/her own problems. Only today I talked to two artists here and that kinda shattered an illusion of mine (that had began to crack not so long ago) and the reality, as always, is quite grim. Unfortunately it seems like desperation is taking over the world with only a lil bit of happiness like the stars in the darkness of space, only that it's fog and one can't see a thing. Some time ago I thought that only I feel totally lost, but that's not it. There is a problem and everyone who sees at least a bit should be able to notice it. It seems like the world is tearing itself apart. *sees the orange moon outside the window* What's to come no one knows but it just seems so awkward. Jeesh, I'm glad that at least I'm materially ok, but on the social side, I'm a total wasteland. I guess it's simply everyone has their problems. What's sad is that we let these rip our connection to the rest of the world sometimes. I was like that but am starting to return with all that I've found about me to this world, maybe to make a bit of difference but I just don't know. All I know is that when I turn even a few months in the past, that's not me who I'm looking at. That's mostly because I have no past. I have nothing of value there, nothing worth returning to, only the future to look forward to but without a specific goal. I've mostly gotten used to that and understood it as far as I can but still.
Anyway. Just thinking how the words life and pain are synonyms, but still, there's always light somewhere out there for those who are willing to seek it and never give up or simply have no choice like me. Again like the blankness of space there are billions of suns and even more planets, but not many that can carry the beauty of life.
Happiness is a rare sight and although gas giants look beautiful from space they can't truly support life so one should go further in order to find what is truly happiness, what is truly love, what is truly life. I can also speak for hours on the meanings of words and how twisted they've become those recent years but let's leave that for some other time.

Gotta go take a shower and go to bed cos I guess I'd have to pass a few kilometers by foot tomorrow and make a 100-200 amazing photos. Now that's a thing one should try to find time for in this all crazed messed up world Good night from me. Hope you understand my ramblings if not don't try, They don't bring much happiness

P.S. I am planning to make a special photo acc cos there are really lots of photos I wanna share and I also want this acc to be limited to my art attempts only

TDL list:
Sorry people. No progress even on the done pieces
Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - Done. Just gotta scan and upload.
6 - not so far from start now.

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 60%

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23655442/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23655442/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 07:01:51 PDT . Still, if someone wants to talk with me and comments on my art I will always respond (until the moment of selective response comes and it does come at some point... at which I guess I'll make a new acc )

Still, been overloaded with work from uni. and barely did much(in any subject). Gotta finish that kirbian and switch to making the martenica, then I have another project concerning artisan crafts but I guess I won't start it very soon. Has to do the IT stuff I wanna do as well so It looks like I'll be pretty busy. And yeah, I accepted one last sketch for this list. Won't be accepting new recently cos ... well, see above and in addition I've got my mind on several other projects. I guess the sketches thing was a necessary warm up for the other stuff.

TDL list:
Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - Done. Just gotta scan and upload. Really hard job having in mind that except for the sleep part of the day, I don't spend that much time at home, or my brother's PC where the scanner is hooked up is occupied (Can't put the scanner on mine. No space)
6 - not so far from start now.

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 60%

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23619454/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23619454/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 23:31:38 PDT ---------------------------------------------
1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
F**k. What time is it. *hand seeks watch and finds it in a few seconds*

2. What did you do last night?
Mostly drew a sketch

3. What is the most important part of your life?
Don't sure but I guess learning my nature and being able to channel it.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
Sleeping... It's 8a.m.

5. What did you last cry over?
Not really sure.

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Nice music

8. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Wilderness, but at the same time intelligence and peacefulness. All in all a mixed character, like me.

9. What are you worried about?
Not having a girl, but it has it pros not to have one

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
Saturday, Hopefully will go to Vitosha again

NINE HAVE YOU’S:
1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope. Never had a girlfriend on first place

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Kinda

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
Yes

5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
I don't think so *puts in his to-do-list.

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Who hasn't been.

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
Nope

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
Nope

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Nope, but I have for two.

EIGHT WHO’S:
1. Who was the last person you saw?
My brother

Non-family?
Some collegues from the uni I guess

Non-family who I don't dislike?
There's no double denial in the english language !!! Still I like most people

2. Who was the last person you kissed?
No one.

3. Who was the last person you texted?
Don't remember. My mobile is out of order and I have no intention whatsoever of fixing or changing it. I use it very rarely anyway.

4. Who was the last person to call you?
Don't remember. Geesh, such details are kinda stupid

5. Who was your first crush?
A friend of mine, whom I later started hating for certain changes in her habits. Now I'm ok, but I still don't like speaking to her. Very materialistic personality.

6. Who is the last person who texted you?
-blank-

7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
I don't freak out. If I get annoyed I tend to tease people and disturb them by talking general idiotic things.

8. Who did you last hug?
Don't remember that one either.


SEVEN WHEN’S:
1.When was your last shower?
Sunday

2. When did you last see your mom?
A few weeks ago.

3. When was your last time you saw your dad?
Same as the above

4. When did you last dress up?
???

5. When was the last time you cried?
Couple days ago

6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
Ok. From now on DR stands for don't remember

7. When did you last listen to music?
Now


SIX WHERE’S:
1. Where does your best friend live?
One is in my city but the opposite end, the other is in Hauge/Neitherlands

2. Where did you last go?
What?

3. Where did you last hang out?
... dr that one either

4. Where do you go to school?
UACEG Sofia. What's that, find out yourseves.

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
In my imagination

6. Where did you sleep last night?
My bed?


FIVE DO’S/DOES:
1. Do you like someone right now?
Define like, but in the common case yes

2. Do they like you too?
Dunno, but I think yes

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else? ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23556094/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23556094/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 16:15:45 PST *Lying underneath a weeping willow and enjoying the calmness of night, a slight breeze going past my face... seems like time has stopped for everything*(a location I made up today. I have a few of those that I go to when I need to )
... and listening to some neat chillout music like MDB's "Beautiful Voices" really makes it feel real... Has an idea about one such world, where one can take the shape of many animals and there are many complex, majestic and hidden spots, but I guess that would require a heck load of people to do such stuff(and still unavaliable network resources), and then to fill it up would be impossible, cos basically everyone wants to go around and kill stuff or socialise/roleplay . Few are the explorer type players who like to just wander around and seek out uncharted places and things or enjoy a beautiful scenery (gotta try myst when I can ^^ )
So, if you know a virtual world with complex and nature and explorer-based theme please do tell. Will be much appreciated

TDL:
Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - 20 % ... with changing the idea cos the first one was way above my capabilities at the moment
6 - far from start

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 30%


EDIT: Still, in my opinion IT has a lot of capabilities, esp. now that I am already making one character preset and thinking of making a couple of maps .Really love the fact that it's kinda open for editing on the user side... Yey for such games ... Always fancied making/modding games more then playing them and now I have a possibility to do a little bit (before it was generally just laziness in the way )

For those of you who don't know what me sa talkin' about :
[link]

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23523389/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23523389/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 12:22:42 PST (for more info on martenicas visit: ) That's why I've practicly neglected almost everything. Sorry about that but this celebration only goes that far, plus I might be able to take part in the abovementioned group contest on the topic

Yeah, and by the way, I'm 21 now . Don't want to think of it cos I just feel depressed when I do. Time flies by no matter what you do (or in my case - don't do) and there's just no stopping it. One thinks of all the stuff he has lost... but that's not really necessary. What really angered me recently (well, on my BD actually when I was out with a friend) was two people commenting how some guy who was 25 is already lost cos he isn't engaged with a girl... Jeeez what's this obsession with marrying. Just some random dumb sheet of paper and some preaching... Gets me down when I think that most people limit their lives into 15 years of study, 10 years of so-called life and the rest into trying to make their existence useful by bringing up some brats (no offense, just in my country most of the children past 1990 are as smart as a broken toaster, my brother for instance). Truth be told all this is necessary and it's good that only a few people are out of this so-called circle of life and try to find something else (and they tend to manage in many cases)... What really brings me up is that people are just a small fraction of what life is and still there are some nice people out there everywhere, just not as well seen as the rest of them, people who you tend to find much harder...Anyway, my stream of thought has been interrupted and I feel lazy to think of it again. Just wants to add that it's not civilization that drives evolution forward but single individuals. They are those that make leaps forward while civilization is what keeps the sheep in the den...

Hope I didn't offend anyone. If you feel I'm wrong about something do tell. i'd be glad to discuss it with you

And here's the TDL :

1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - 0.5 % ... sorry has idea but is not really inspired
6 - far from start

Kirbian 4000 for - Digital phase 30%

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23321908/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23321908/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 10:17:50 PST 1. I'm sick and I'm lazy. Barely made myself do one assignment(good that it was the only one for now), still been sketching some more both mine stuff and the to do list
2. I intend to upload some more photos of Vitosha but a bit later. Just as a spoiler you won't believe what shapes can water take during winter in the mountain and with what sizes.
3. That's gonna be one lazy weekend. I hate being sick.
4. Thinking of opening 2 spots for Sci-Fi sketches and 2 spots for basic character requests (that means no activity, just a char standing in the middle of the picture), that digital, but still wondering.
5. Maybe I could do some icons at least for someone... I dunno but I really feel like doing something for someone (although I'm unbearably slow at times)

To Do List ---------------------
Free Sketches:
1. - Done
2. - Done
3. - Done
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. - Thinking

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23210084/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23210084/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 06:07:40 PST ...Didn't do as much as I wanted but hell, free time is to be wasted as one likes. Still, due to bad weather and people factor I limited my trips to Vitosha to a single one... but a hell good single one .Made a lot of neat winter photos (around 200). Expect them soon (gotta get over laziness and post them).
Another news... till recently I didn't know exactly what love felt like, but I found out that my true love is freedom, the kind of freedom to walk (or fly, but sadly, only in my imagination) around everywhere, esp. nature and feel it's glory... And perhaps if I find a person who enjoys that and does not step over my freedom there might be something, until then I value my freedom much more than any people (or moreover - a single person) contacts ... That was regarding yesterday's valentines day which in my opinion is more of a trade and commerce celebration due to the whole bunh of junk products sold plus correct me if I'm wrong but I think when one's in love everyday should be a celebration, not just a single one chosen by a bunch of people, of whom most people don't even know. Enough about that lazy boring topic.
Next I made meself a new avatar, insipired by "Enya - Wild Child", but gotta make the animated gif, which I don't feel like doing now. Maybe later. Needs to continiue reading one book.

----------To Do List-------------
Kinda dissatisfied about the lack of progress here, but well, I kinda knew I won't be done till the end of February. I just have a lot to do and a lot more on my mind that's keeping me busy, plus I'm more of an artist than a sketcher (or good in any kind of drawings). That's why I focus in free sketches for now - to learn how to express my ideas and to learn to hopefully do it faster

1. - Done
2. - 70-80% haven't worked lately due to the fact that I wanted to start number 3... Will get on it the upcoming days
3. - 30-40% It has a bunch of details and the work is quite a bit so it will take some time
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. (blank)

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23137456/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23137456/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 11:43:02 PST Still, the worry about is some facts concerning my personality and its conflict with human lifestyle and reality and mostly the fact that if one is to succeed sometimes he has to erase all kind of personality and just blend in with the crowd - something that displeases me a lot. The other thing is fighting for what you value, but what if you don't value anything, or what you value requires a lot of patience and fighting to get to - that much that all your insides turn against you for the time it takes to get there and you're not sure if you're fighting for the right thing and if the fighting's gonna really get you there. And in addition if you're walking someone's path it's pretty easy, try following a path of your own where no one has stepped before(or at least I do not yet know of one) so there's absolutely no support. You can get some from the paths you cross from time to time, but nothing's lasting. And that in me is prevented by some extreme shyness I've got and can't get over. - All of this crap has led to me being a really wise ass with a lot of crazy ideas, but nothing to support them and moreover - a lifetime of people, whose subconscious aim was to suppress me as much as they can.

So here am I, a social outcast and a freak of human society, wanting to be normal and to be himself at the same time - two totally incompatible things.
Hope you didn't read all this crap, I tend to just write all down and then just Ctrl+A it and delete it, but this time I'm gonna post it just for the difference.

And WOW, I've become a journal freak .That's the eighth journal for this year... I guess I just love to bore you people (hey, that's the free, wild, careless, fun side speaking. I'm getting better... for the record, we are five, incl. myself - a vessel for the four guys, for which maybe later )

----------To Do List-------------

1. - Done
2. - 70-80%
3. - Almost started (Promise will start it tomorrow )
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. (blank)

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23015612/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/23015612/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 06:39:43 PST .
Plus the weather was fine today and I managed to take a walk in the south park here...apart from some baby infestation (jeez what are people doing. It's not like the world is ok with many more people or we are endangered species...apart from stupidity and multiplication doesn't really fix that. Quite the opposite) it was cool and really chilling (that was also due to the mp3 player. I'm not sure if I can stand humanity any other way). Really looking forward to those trips to Vitosha cos otherwise I'll get nuts (the slaughter people for fun kind of nuts not the normal for me).

Anyway... I'M FREE


Yeah... And the tasks... Note that there's still one place left...


1. - Done
2. - 10%
3. - Almost started
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. (blank)

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22953796/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22953796/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 21:47:47 PST
Progress:

1. - Done
2. - 10%
3. - Has a concept. will see if it works or if I need something else
4. - Done. (Her part: [link] )
5. (blank)

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22857301/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22857301/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 05:19:40 PST [link]

Edit.... A bit outdated news I guess, but it's still better to know such things might happen and be careful when clicking on mysterious links anywhere...


----------------Progress---None-----
Sry. Haven't had much time lately with the exam tomorrow the shittiest for this session. I'll get back to making the sketches as soon as the exam is over...Otherwise:

1. - done
2. - 10%
3. - Thinking (That's pretty much a lie Thinking only mechanics at the moment)
4. - Sry but I'm back at thinking. Didn't like the first idea so I got a few new ones. To be started tomorrow. (Her part: [link] )
5. (blank)

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22761472/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22761472/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 14:17:11 PST In addition ,there are people that deliberately destroy the inhabitats or hunt down such animals that are near to extinction. Just wondering what will happen to this planet in a few decades and will there be someone to stop us cos at the speed at which people are coming to their senses it will be too late for something to be changed.
True Global warming is another nature issue (well, the nature having an issue with us that is) which managed and will manage to make more people to think of the consequences of not taking nature into consideration. How many more will die, how many more species will be extinct.There are many organisations that help preservation to some extend and I would gladly help when I start earning my own living, but for now all I can do is just suffer. Still I don't really know how they're doing to preserve the spirit of the animal cos, well the animal is the spirit, not the bulk of meat we see, and when the last wild of a species die who will carry the spirit on even if there are some left in captivity, none can teach them what it is to be a real cheetah for instance. They'll just be some attraction in a zoo or some private housing...

Still the first law of the universe says that everything is temporary and everything is bound to change. That includes old species getting extinct and new being born. Curious how long will the homo sapiens last. One of the greatest mistakes of humanity is that it thinks it's eternal... Yet lately nothing we make is lasting, I mean technology used to last for 30-40 years, now it's only 3-4. The same goes to buildings and we can see that things that have been built centuries ago still stand, but some new buildings can't last even a century. So how will humanity be remembered. It seems that the only permanent influence we manage to do on our planet is destructive for the sake of things that last a few years and then are replaced and the old just thrown away God knows where. Still mistakes in evolution happen and humanity is a great one. Hopefully someone will learn from that mistake and not repeat it during the course of this universe cycle or the next ones... Still really, is humanity what it's or what it was supposed to be, is this what religions taught us to be, did someone misinterpreted something. Is there time to correct our mistakes and live a better life in this universe or have we already doomed ourselves. We might be able to fix the global warming thing but what about all the other things. And again goes the life is for studying and self-improvement thing. Sadly enough most people stop living the moment they make a family and start thinking they're alright and their world(limited by a few sq. km.) is a very happy place.

So what is life? What really is a human? If that's what most of the 5-6 billion of this planet's inhabitants are and are doing, no thanks, I prefer to be dead and something else.
And one more question. How long do you think humanity will last?A century? Two perhaps?...

So as a conclusion,the cheetah, one of the most beautiful and the most gracious big cat is almost extinct. How many will follow this path in the next ten years or so?

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That's for the pondering part. Hope you weren't bored much.

How are sketches going:
1. - done
2. - Has a better idea... Started working on it - 10%
3. - Thinking
4. http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22708568/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 07:13:31 PST One exam behind (taken with a pretty high grade ), 3 to go with the next one tomorrow.Will read a bit more and call it a day. I simply hate studying after the sun is down.

Still accepting Sketch requests:

1. - done
2. - Has a better idea... Started working on it - 10%
3. - Thinking
4. - Thinking. As it's a trade it takes higher priority.Still a sketch though
5.


Still I have one digital artwork that's almost done and one started but with basic colors on. Encourage me to finish them cos laziness and this shitty session are taking over and there's only me standing in the way

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22540043/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22540043/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 09:22:50 PST Meanwhile free sketches are still on the table. Post here or note me if you want one.

1. - done
2. - Thinking
3.
4.
5.

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22447220/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22447220/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 07:05:50 PST Post here or note me.

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

If you want you can draw a sketch for me

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22293547/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22293547/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 03:56:54 PST
Well I'd say Cheeteach isn't gonna be very happy but here it is:

Stolen from

1. What is your character's name?

Cheeteach

2. What is your character's name in another language?

Don't really know if that word even exists in any language

3. How old is he/she?

Unknown... 7-the beginning of the universe

4. What is your character's race/species?

Anthropomorphic emperor cheetah (we don't have these on Earth)

5. Do they have a crush?

Not really. Has soulmate.

6. Do they have many friends?

Depends on what one defines as friends, but I'd say few good ones.

7. What planet is your character from?

Earth...maybe

8. Does your character like to eat?

Who doesn't

9. What's his/her favorite food?

I suspect it's fish, freshly catched.

10. What's his/her favorite drink?

Fresh mountain stream water

11. Is your character annoying?

Tries not to be, while he jokes with and makes a fun out of you...In the end he's just playing around.

13. Is your character loved?

Yep

14. Is your character hated?

Yep

15. Is she/he emo/goth?

neither

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?

asexual as far as I know

18. Name 3 hobbies:

Reading, Training, Helping people.

19. Is your character normal?

"The voices in his head don't think so"

20. Is your character attractive?

So so, but he doesn't like attracting people with his looks.

21. How does your character handle emotions?

Doesn't really have them (unlike me )

22. Does your character have other forms?

Cheetah form and me

23. Does your character overreact?

Whoever manages to get him there gets a cookie...providing he's still alive that is.

24. Is your character a criminal?

depends on the word definition... He doesn't like laws but he doesn't like making enemies either...But he likes being chased .

26. What's his/her IQ?

High

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?

None

28. Is your character dead?

no... he can't really die because he's not alive in the fires place in the material sense. He's a spirit.

29. Does your character have a family?

no

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?

When we consider the fact that these moments are our greatest teachers I'd say many but I don't really know.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?

He'd say every, cos every moment is invaluable in its own way.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?

I wish I had such friends...

33. Is your character single?

No. He has a soulmate...Spots

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?

yes

35. Does he/she have an element?

wind and fire from the known to us.

36. Do you roleplay your character?

Not really. He prefers reality and so do I.

37. Do you write about your character?

Not really.

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?

Same as 23.

39. Does your character get depressed?
No (unlike me )

40. What's your characters favorite animal?

Big cats, birds(not as a meal).

41. Does your character have any fears?

None that I know of.

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?

Classified... Maybe too kind and helping.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?

No. I look up to him.

44. Does your character like music?

yes, but prefers nature

45. What's your character's favorite type of... ]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22254808/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/22254808/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 05:21:46 PST ... I wish I could go somewhere in the mountain, but that will also be possible and hopefully I will resume my practice of Saturdays being away from civilization as soon as the F****N session is over(somewhere before mid February).
Still. Today I'll go to Capoeira and hopefully it will bring my mood up (most of the times it does ). My mood is so unconstant that it pisses me off, but there isn't much one can do about it alone.

...Open for some art trades if anyone is interested, but basically only pencil sketches. Don't have time for more (cos I really suck at the fast coloring part and the pencils also take about a month of refinement sometimes)

]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/21214269/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/21214269/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 09:14:01 PDT
]]> ~Cheeteach http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/21203130/ http://Cheeteach.deviantart.com/journal/21203130/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 14:26:40 PDT Actually I'm overreacting a bit but there are certain things that get to my nerves and I can't control in any other way but to send negative energy to the people that I'm pissed off at and ,believe me, it reaches them and certain bad things happen to them. I'm doing my best to remove that from me, but as I'm a human being I have certain emotions I can't get rid of that easily and they corrupt both me and other people. Still it's kinda hard when I feel stabbed in the back by the people I like...

Anyway enough emo-ness from me... God I hate emotions. They make you so weak that it's just annoying.

]]> ~Cheeteach