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]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/12325848/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/12325848/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 16:40:31 PDT
The good news though, is that I'll be uploading stuff soon.

xoxo.

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/11941098/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/11941098/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 22:30:53 PST
Ew. Birthday is soon.

xoxo.

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/11392874/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/11392874/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 22:49:29 PST have been writing, mhm, I have! But it's personal stuff for my friendsie wendsies, so I dun wanna submit it in.

I think I might be submitting (Is that spelled right? It looks silleh to me.) some of my drawings too just to get some variety in my gallery.

This was boring. Mehh.

xoxo.

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/11034254/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/11034254/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 22:00:03 PST
I hate my life right now. It seems to have been going downhill ever since my best friend left school. Today, my school counselor was saying [Well, I drew the conclusion since she wouldn't be blunt when I told her to.] that if I keep on liking this boy, I'll get a referral for sexual harrassment. Apparently, my crush on him makes him uncomfortable. She thinks I'm trying to pressure him into going out with me or something. What the hell. I don't even want to date him. It would be pointless since he has no car or money. Well, I'm sure his parents could give him some, but then if he bought me a gift with their money, it'd be like me dating his parents. That would just be weird.

Yeah. So I basically can't like this boy or else I'll get a referral for sexual harrassment.

I do believe I'm being framed by a certain person because they make it seem like I'm trying to rape him when I'm not.

Ick.

Also, Christmas is coming up. EW. I see no point in celebrating it, but if I ever told the parental units that, they'd disown me or something.

I think I just don't like anything anymore though.

.xoxo

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10931476/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10931476/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 00:43:05 PST am going to be putting back up my poetry. Though, I do not know which ones exactly. I decided that I most likely won't make it as a writer, so I might as well share it with you. That doesn't make sense; I know it doesn't. It's hopeless to think such outrageous thoughts like that.

Be sure to expect some poetry soon.

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10739101/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10739101/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 20:58:58 PST
Anyway, I'll prolly be submitting more photography though. I might not really be commenting on your guys' work though. I think you all update too much. >.<

All in all, I'll be in and out of here.

xoxo.

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10467012/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10467012/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 15:15:23 PDT
If you want to keep in touch, you can contact me through:

email: imalreadymissingyou@yahoo.com
aol instant messenger/ aim: cruelcaptivation
msn: hellkissedheaven@hotmail.com
myspace: myspace.com/chelseachica

I might be back over the summer though.
Let's keep in touch.


.xoxo

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10338545/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10338545/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 15:47:51 PDT only at night sucks.

Yeah, I have written in a long time. School takes up too much time. :/ And so does liking boys. Bahhh. :/

This is short.

Yeah, I know, surprising.

.xoxo

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10184012/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10184012/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 16:08:51 PDT really sad... But Monica is talking to him for me since I'm too shy to talk to him myself. She's such a good friend... and she makes great shade too. ^_^

Well, I just wanted to write about boys because well, I loff writing/talking about boys. xD

Until next time.

.xoxo

]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10116729/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10116729/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 21:21:21 PDT
I've been getting bored with life lately. Everything is so dull. The only thing that makes it worthwhile now is throwing food at Laura with my best friend and staring at this one guy I think I'm starting to like. Seriously. He'd be so cute if he didn't have acne. My best friend says he has some annoying habits. "/

I talked to my big sis last Saturday for two hours thirty-three minutes and fifteen seconds. Yeah. I memorized how long we talked for. Shut up. It was really fun. My dad and aunt are going to Vegas where my big sis lives, but I'm staying with my mother that week, so I can't see my big sis. That saddens me.

What makes me happy though is that my brother is going all the way to Utah for his senior trip around Christmas. Which means he'll stop eating all the blasted gingerbread men. I'm actually excited for Christmas now.

I'll write more later... when I don't feel like doing things the American way.
xD

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10033250/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/10033250/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 20:53:43 PDT angel. Honestly. Pinkly Smooth is now one of my all time favorite bands. He's just so... wow. Go listen to them here.

There was also a sample on Herzeleid for Richard's solo project, Emigrate. You can barely here his German accent when he sings. I miss it, but I know it's there. You can tell near the middle, so I'm happy. I can't wait until the cd comes out.

I haven't submited anything in awhile. Yeah, I know. Blame it on school. It's so time consuming. -_- If you want to keep in touch with me though, I suggest you create a MySpace.com account, then send me a friend request from there. I check it daily, so you'll have a better chance at talking to me through there then here.

On other news, I bought myself an antique locket. I simply adore it. Tomorrow, I'm going to ask my best friend for a picture of her and put it in there. Then I might either put a picture of James Sullivan or my "wife" Christina. I'm still deciding on it.

I'm also still deciding whether I should change my voice or not. My voice is too soft for some of my teachers to hear, which isn't very good. But then, I don't want to have a loud and obnoxious voice like some certain classmates of mine. So I don't know. Isaiah says my voice is soft and "sometimes sounds like a telemarketer"; I'm not sure whether that's good or bad. Then Mark says I have a really peppy voice. That's true, I suppose. It's weird though because I'm known as a "dark" person, but when you hear my voice, it makes you think, "WTF." Anyone want to give me the pros and cons of having a soft/loud voice?

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9980700/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9980700/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 22:46:27 PDT
Uhm, yeah. I got back from Vegas on Monday morning. I saw a real pimp and hookers there. The hookers were wearing neon orange leather dresses. O.o It was scary. WHATEVER YOU DO, DON'T GET LOST AT CAESAR'S PALACE DURING NIGHT! My cousins and I also saw this female body builder... Is it me, or are most chick body builders blonde?

So I have a confession to make. I am now like freakin` loving Fanta. I just had to give in to its Fanta goodness.

That's all for now.

[EDIT]
Oh yeahhhh.
I got MSN.
You can go add my name thingy or whatever onto your listermajig. It's in that one section thing with all the other junk. Ya know? ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9898079/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9898079/ Tue, 29 Aug 2006 15:53:10 PDT bolted out of the library when I said hello. As quoted by Roni, "I've never seen anyone run so fast!" But they're all jerks. I hope they all get their heads shaved by circus freaks.

My teachers are um, "different" this year. During zero period, I was quite surprised to discover that we were having a girl teacher. She seems cool so far though. First, I'm a teacher aid for my old math teacher. The kids in her class are scary. I have this feeling that they keep on staring at me. I don't like it. But they're polite, so I guess they're not so evil. Second period English. Oh wow. I'm scared shitless of my teacher. He seems really scary. I don't think I'll enjoy my English class a lot this year. My science teacher is awesome. A little odd, but awesome none the less. I have this odd suspicion that he really likes Spongebob Squarepants since his whole room is decorated in stuff like that. I have Phys. Ed. fourth. My teacher for class seems harmless compared to my English teacher. I think I like him better now. I adore my American Heritage teacher. She's bomb. She likes old school Blue's Clues with Steve. I also have that class with my best friend, which makes me ultra happy. I have this odd feeling I'm in the stupid people class for mathematics. We're learning about area and perimeter for God's sakes. It's probably review though. I hope. I like my mathematics teacher though. He seems cool. He mumbles to himself though. O_o

Supposedly, we have new exchange students. I haven't had the chance to see them yet. Everyone keeps on talking about them, but none of my friends and I have seen them. I heard from this one girl that we had this really cute rocker guy. She's not a reliable source though. I'll have to see about that myself.

I'll be going to Las Vegas this weekend with my cousins. I'm sure it'll be fun. It usually is when we go. :] Hope it won't be too hot though. I'll be pissed off beyond belief if it is. ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9869320/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9869320/ Sun, 27 Aug 2006 04:24:55 PDT Friday: 5 hours of sleep
Saturday: 14 hours of sleep

Don't you just love the drastic change of hours between Friday and Saturday? I'm an insomniac. It's blows. I want to sleep very badly, but I can't. Bahhh. My dreams are usually extremely fucked up, so it doesn't matter anyway. Still, I suppose it would be good for my health if I slept better. Having bags under your eyes are most definately not becoming.

I went to the street fair last night with Isaiah and Alexis. We were listening to some country singer guy play his guitar and sing. He was singing about gypsies or something. He was just so good that we had to record him on our cellphones. So we did. It was pretty much the greatest thing I ever recorded in my life. After, we bought tickets for stuff. Actually, Isaiah did; I paid for like two dollars. We jumped around in the bounce house. It was exihilarating to say the least. Guess we aren't as fit as those little kids before and after us. We saw lots of people we knew there. The popular kids especially. We walked by them and Katie, one of my old friends who suddenly became quite popular last year, waved hello to me. It was weird because I don't think we even talked at all last year. I didn't actually see her wave, Isaiah just told me. I think I was spaced out again. I find it odd that she would show any sign of acknowledgement towards me. I think that's me though.

I start school in two days. I get to start 50 minutes earlier than everyone else. Joy. It'll be fun though because it's zero period Spanish. Monica, Veronica, Isaiah, and Tati will have that class with me. I have a feeling it will be one of my favorite classes this year. I'm sad that the school decided not to put Anderson and I in the same classes this year. The government probably paid them to do it. I also have this strong suspicion that the people in the school office changed the dress code policy especially for me. They hate me because I'm younger, don't need botox, and my tits aren't saggy. It's true. You can totally see it in their eyes when they look at me.

That's all for now.

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9799284/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9799284/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 03:16:15 PDT
That other shit I wrote made no sense... I think it was my period talking. GRRRR. So I'm re-writing it. YAY.

THINGS THAT MAKE CHELSEA HAPPY:

1. Lauren<3
2. Internet<3
3. Erik<3
4. Sleep
5. Music

I don't get enough of the things that make me happy though except Internet, but yes. I want more of everything. I want the things that make me happy, but I can never have them. Fate hates me and so do the people that work at my school office. They're out to get me.

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9766883/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9766883/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 01:11:20 PDT
In two days, I'm going to the beach. Two days ago, I talked to Lauren for the first time in three months. I'm really happy about that.

I met this really nice guy today. He's Logan's best friend. His name is Erik. And I'm actually telling you all this because he's that special. He's short. I think it's cute. But yeah, he's really awesome! I like talking him. I've met some other people too, but they're not really worth mentioning. Except Ezra. He's interesting. He's narcissistic yet he manages to be quite popular. Hm.

I've been thinking I should change the subjects I write about. Should I keep it the same or no? I don't know... I haven't been writing in like... three days. That's far too long for me. I guess I've been preoccupied?

An acquantince (I think that's how you spell it) of mine is mad at me. I wouldn't give her Willy's number. She called me a lesbian. Haha. It makes me laugh that she can't come up with better insults. But she did inspire me to make this list of my pet peeves. Here they are:

-Ignorant people // Stereotypes

Open your mind. Not everything you see on TV, read in a magazine, and/or hear from your friends is true. Most Satanists don't worship Satan; They only use his name to represent some of their values such as the Seven Deadly Sins. "Goth" girls and guys will not cast spells on you, do not always wear black, and are most definately not vampires, witches, zombies, or ghosts. Just because a girl plays videogames doesn't mean she's fat, ugly, or secretly wishes she's a man. Get to know the people and you'll realize that everything you were told about them were wrong. Not all stereotypes are true. They are just generalizations of a certain group of people. You should actually get to know the person/people before jumping to conclusions.

-Homophobia

Your heart decides who you love. Love knows no gender. Just because a man/woman might like another person in their sex doesn't mean that they're freaks. They are no different from you and I. You should not treat them any different. How would you feel if everyone ridiculed you for loving someone of the opposite sex? How would you like being looked down upon and being treated like shit? I bet you wouldn't like it, would you? That's how you treat homosexuals. Think how they feel in your shoes. Love makes the world go 'round. Stop trying to fuck it up. Who cares if it's same sex love anyway? God won't judge them for it and neither should you. (Sorry to any Buddhists, Atheists, Taoists, Wiccans, ECT. if I somehow insulted you with the God thing.)

-Those who shove their religion down others' throats

We do not want to be a part of your religion. We have our own. Let people believe whatever they want. Stop telling them they'll burn in hell, they won't reach a state of Nirvana, they'll get reincarnated as an outcaste, ECT.

-Liars

WOW. This is mainly going out to a certain girl I know named Laura. We do not appreciate you telling us idiotic stories that are out of this world. We do not like it when you lie about having a boyfriend. It makes us want to beat you senseless when you say shit about us then deny is a day later. The truth is, no one likes liars. Yes, it's true, everyone lies sometimes. But if you are constantly lieing to every single person you interact with, well, let's just say, no one will like you or trust you.

-Copycats

Oh me, oh my. I seem to know a lot of them. Think for yourselves, please. That's why you have a brain, but sometimes, I doubt that you even have one with the way you try to imitate someone else. Get your own style. Get your own opinions. Get your own personality.

-People who do not like me

I realize that not everyone in the world can like me. It's okay to tell me if you don't. But seriously. Save yourself the embarrassment and don't go up to me and say, "I hate you. You're a lebian bitch that no one likes. You dress horribly. Your parents got divorced because of you." My three-year-old nephew can come up with better and more original insults than that. I mean, if I had a dollar for everytime someone said I was a "lesbian," "bitch," that "no one likes me," and that I "dress horribly," I would be rich. I have the ability to make you cry. I can and will use any blackmail I have on you against you. So don't start stupid shit like that with me, okay?

-People who constantly ask me for some guy's/girl's number

No, I am not giving you my friend's number. Ask them for it. If you're lucky, they just might give it to you. I mean, there is a reason you don't have it. Leave me alone and go ask someone else.
~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9705328/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9705328/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 18:43:36 PDT
I'm listening to Shiny Toy Guns right now. Their song, "You are the One" is making me tear. "You are the one. You'll never be alone again. You're more than in my head. You're more." Uh, yeah. You should go listen to them. They're just about the only Electronica band I listen to.

The new I Am Ghost, "Lovers Requiem" cd is coming out on October 10th. I'm counting off the days until then. I seriously cannot wait. Now if only the "Stirb Nicht Vor Mir" music video would be released... I would die. Heh.

Anyway, I was reading some of my mega old poetry from fourth, fifth, and sixth grade. Holy hell, did I suck. Seriously, it didn't even make sense.. It was just a bunch of random words thrown together in an attempt to seem cool. I cannot believe I actually thought I was so amazing back then. Just reading a line or two now makes me want to either laugh hysterically or vomit.

[EDIT]
Here's like half of one of them... It was torn and I couldn't really read my writing:

"I am so empty
Like a glass half empty
Fill me up
With something
Oh please"

LMFAO! ROFLOL. Now compare that to my latest poem, "Angels on Mute". You will seriously be laughing as hard as me.

Next weekend, a couple of friends and I will be going down to Santa Monica. We're going to hang out at the pier, splash in the water, destroy children's sandcastles, and we're going to try on clothes! If we see preppy girls there, we're going to say, "That looks so ugly on you take it off," then go try it on and say, "OMG, I'm so buying this." It's gonna be a blast. I'll make sure to take lots of pictures... especially if Shelly's skin begins to burn red from the sun. xD

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9658609/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9658609/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 14:58:27 PDT
I was talking to this kid Ryan at around 2 am this morning. He was telling me how everyone calls me a whore behind my back. So sweet, huh? It's funny though because I'm the one who has never had a boyfriend while all the other girls have new guys every other week. People need to know the correct meanings of words before calling people them. ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9633630/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9633630/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:13:59 PDT
During those three days though, I have mastered singing the "Der Pinky und Der Brain" theme song... except I stutter when the really long German words begin to get sung. I can also sing the first part of "Spieluhr". Yay. I feel so accomplished.



[edit]

I also wrote an autobiography about myself in the third person. I'm not sure if I really explained myself right. If you want to read go click here. Tell me what you think if you do. <3

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9593871/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9593871/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 02:46:58 PDT Southern California. My friends who live up Northern *weird thunder sound is heard once you read Nothern* California have been to the beach more than me. I feel so ashamed.

I've noticed that no one ever mentions Northern *weird thunder sound is heard once you read Nothern again* California.. or Oregon for that matter. But I guess it's because... they SUCK. Haha. Just kidding.

The other day, I was talking to this "nice" [and cute!] boy online. He's gay. My computer kept on crashing so I typed, "Sorry. My computer is being a man-lesbian." "Like you without the man part." He typed back. I think I've reached an all time low. You don't get much lower than be called a lesbian by a gay boy when you're straight. Haha. Things like that only happen to me because I'm special.

Now I shall amuse you all with the pointless conversations I have with my friends.

anderson: ahaha creepy clowns
me: creepy clowns???
me: where???
me: AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!
anderson: thats ok they slipped on a banna and landed next to paris hilton
me: did they eats her???
anderson: she told them they needed to lose wieght and they became anorexic like tinkerbell
anderson: now there shoe modles
anderson: sadly no
me: LMFAO.

me: penis! O:
trish: vagina! O:
trish: put them together and you get a...?
me: PAGINA!
trish: no, a baby stupid.
me: oh, that too, i suppose.

This is where Shane stole my identity. LMFAO.

shane: want to be my best friend?
shelly: sounds nice
shelly: sure.
shane: ok best friend
[BLAH LONG BORING CONVO]
shane: you got you so good.
shelly: i know stfu
shelly: <3
shane: you stfu
shelly: k
shane: k
shane: kidding i love you
shane: best friend
shelly: this is chelsea right?
shane: yess
[BLAH]
shane: and who is this chelsea person
shane: that i said i was
shelly: wait who is thisssss?
shane: i am your best friend silly
shelly: o0oh goodnes i thought this was chelseaaaa
shelly: who is this
shelly: haha
shane: this is paul
shelly: paul?
shane: fromm school
shelly: paul
shane: paul
shane: you don't know me?
shelly: chelsea, tell me if this is u.....cuz if u dont im gonna bl0ck youuu
shane: what if it isn't chelsea but you know me
shelly: then who is this
shane: your moms mom is my moms mom
shelly: OMG SHANE?
shelly: HAHAHAHAHA
shelly: I thought u were chelsea
shelly: haha omg im a embaressed beyond believement
shane: that was fun lol

We have no lives.

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9548764/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9548764/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 23:50:22 PDT .< They also say I smile when I talk. Which pretty much sucks. I don't like my teeth. "/

I've been having trouble with my latest poem. I had to research some stuff and bleh. I should only look stuff up if I'm in school; I'm not. [BTW, I only have a month left until school starts again. "(] Here are some snippets of what I have done.

"He shed his clothes like a snake does its skin,
Tossed them aside without care.
A dark beam of moonlight makes the lighting dim.
Regardless though, he walked towards my body with flair,
Eager to begin.

No need for foreplay.
My body won’t protest.
He is the hunter; I am the prey.
His actions far from beau geste."

Anyone wanna guess what it's about? I bet you already know though. I'm transfixed on that topic, honestly. It's kinda creepy in a way, but bleh.

I am going to listen to "Vermillion" [Slipknot] now.

") ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9473268/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9473268/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 23:21:24 PDT without knocking. So he practically sees me shirtless. Then he starts screaming at me to go get the door bell when I'm shirtless. I told him that. He just started screaming more. So I quickly slipped something on and answered the door. When that was done, he just lost it. He started threatening me and calling me mean things. He said that "if you [I] ever do that again, I'll hit you. I'm sick of your fucking attitude." He moved to the kitchen and started pounding the shit out of one of the walls. I would have been fine if we just alone, but since fate likes to fuck with me, we weren't. My dad's girlfriend was in the room above the kitchen. She heard every word he said. I made up some stupid excuse. Basically, I lied for him- again. Honestly, I thnk I'm going to hell for all the lying I do for him. It's beginning to piss me off.

A couple of months ago, that bastard hit me. Why? Because I was busy making sure I locked all the doors in my father's house before we left to our mother's. Whenever we leave the house, my father makes us call him. I obviously couldn't do it. My brother on the other hand was just sitting on his ass in the car...just sitting. I asked him why he didn't call our father. He said I should do it because he was driving me to our mother's. [Fucking ass gets paid fifty dollars a week for it too.] I told him I wouldn't do it. We sat in the car for thirty minutes. Then he turned to me and hit me. He hit my cheek, not hard, but still. It's the fact that he did it. I started to cry even though it didn't hurt. There goes all my thoughts of having a caring family. This is where he began to rant about how I'm a "fucking little shit who does fucking nothing."

Last month, I was washing my clothes around 1 PM since my brother is a moron and goes to summer school. [He's been going to summer school ever since fourth grade. What an idiot.] He usually doesn't come home until 2 - 3 PM. He came home early that day. He went to the washing room and told me to take my clothes out of the washer even though it wasn't done. I my clothes in the dryer. He told me to go wash his work pants, so I did [because if he didn't, he'd probably eat me.]. About thirty minutes after he ordered me to wash his pants, he told me to take them out. He didn't even ask if they were done in the washer yet. I put those in the dryer. Another thirty minutes passed. The dryer thing beeped, signifying it was done. He told me to get them; I did. They were still wet. He then began to get mad at me like it was my fault [though I suppose it was.]. "You think you're all fucking grown up now, huh? You think washing your clothes yourself makes you much older and wiser than you? You're wrong. DON'T EVER FUCKING WASH CLOTHES EVER AGAIN," he said. I tried to protest. He was the one who told me to wash his damn clothes in the first place. I just got yelled at even more.

Do you know what the funny thing is though? He claims that I'm "stupid shit" or a "brainless fuck" yet I'm the one he always asks to do his summer school homework, which I do. I only do it though because he scares me.

What's even sadder is that no matter what I still can't hate him. About five months ago, he got in a car accident. I cried my eyes out even though he wasn't hurt. I think it's so stupid because why should I waste my tears on someone like him? He's the one who's always making me cry [other than my stupid crushes who always end up hating/ ignoring me]. I remember once, he just pushed me down the stairs for the hell of it just to watch me fall from the top to bottom. Of course, my mother didn't notice even though she was right there by the staircase. So yes. Life likes to fuck with me. Stupid jerks. I must've done some pretty nasty shit in my past life to end up with a life like this now. Hah. It's sorta funny in a messed up way.

ONTO OTHER MORE IMPORTANT THINGS...

I am officially over Brandon. Mwuahaha. It feels good. Now I can focus on my one true love- Richard Kruspe. Haha. But ja. Brandon surprisingly got a girlfriend like last week. Too bad he's moving in five days.... six hours away I might ask. It's so wrong that I get amusement out of that. [It's not as funny as tripping people though.] Hm, maybe Kat gave him a dose of bad karma? Probably... Then again, I told her not too, but she might've done it anyway... *cough* I'm rambling again.

Now I am going to talk more about myself because I like to do that. It's one of my favorite things, ya know? Other than writing, having my daily dose of Richard, and taking "pills". [By pills, I mean those weird healthy kind. The stuff that supposedly makes you lose like ten pounds in a month and gives you a healthy heart.] EPIPHANY! I don't practice healthy things.... ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9460331/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9460331/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 17:11:19 PDT edible. The other night I made cookies. I ate one. Later on that night, I threw up. O.O;;; But today, I tried the make them again. I'm pretty sure they were good because my mom kept on eating them. I hope they're edible because if I give my mom food poisong, well, let's just say, I'm screwed.

Some words of advice: DO NOT GO TO SLEEP LISTENING TO RAMMSTEIN. Their music will give you very weird dreams like mine. Let's just say, I will not listen to "Mein Teil" before I sleep anymore. O.O

As of this moment, I am listening to the Spice Girls. Yay. Oh my Richard [It's much cooler than saying "Oh my God!"]. I just had a random thought. If the Spice Girls gave birth to Rammstein's kids, they would be pretty fucked up. AHAHA. Er, like I said though, it was a random thought.

C U R R E N T F A V E S.

Bands: Rammstein && the Spice Girls.

Songs: "Bestrafe Mich"- Rammstein [xD] && "The Nameless"- Slipknot

Website: MySpace [You can see many more pictures of me there. ]

Famous Persons: RICHARD Z. KRUSPE! [Rammstein] && Steve [Blue's Clues]

Person: Christina Clashhh. [aka Wanker.] She's bombastic.

Television Show: Miffy&&Friends<3

Poem: "Lenore"- E.A.P.

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9411850/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9411850/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:13:10 PDT
On other news though, Anderson and I wear stupid girl suits. Mwuahaha. Frank hides from me because he hates me. And we are going to dig a tunnel to our old English teacher's classroom using sporks stolen from the cafeteria. I also adopted a spoon named Stabbith McStabStab. He is related to my retarded noncutting steak knife, Josh. :]

.xoxo ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9360666/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9360666/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 02:31:37 PDT Song: Strib nicht vor mir// Don't die before I do- Rammstein.

Maybe a little. Not a lot. I look at his number in my phonebook, just wishing I could call him. He would never pick up though. Every time I go on AOL Instant Messenger, I check to see if he's on. I badly want to send him an IM, but he'll ignore me. He always does now. On the bulliten board on MySpace, I check to see if he posted anything new. If he needs someone to talk to, some comfort, anything really. I know he wouldn't accept mine though. Am I obsessive? Just a tad.

Last Saturday when we hung out, we had so much fun. He and I were both laughing. I was standing alone in the parking lot of Round Tables. This silly super Christian woman came up to me and gave me a pamphlet about God and Christianity. I wonder why. Could it be because I was wearing all black? Whatever. I told Brandon what happened. He laughed and remarked how silly Christians are. He wanted the pamphlet. I gave it to him. It was an odd request though because he's an Atheist. He started reading it out loud to my friends in a preacher type voice. We glanced at each other and smiled. My heart fluttered. We just had a moment.

While waiting for our food to arrive, we kept ourselves busy by talking about random things. Tatiana and I quickly left to the girls' bathroom to vandalize it. We're that rebellious. When we went back, we started talking about the party Nicholas and Brandon had at their house. We [Tatiana and I] were laughing about how we weren't that hungry and decided to share a hot dog. Nicholas and Brandon were curious about what we were lauging about. We told them. Brandon then said, in his sexy German voice, "Ooh. Ze fraus likie to share veiners. How kinky, ja?" Tatiana and I giggled at his accent. Chicks dig guys with accents. We're girls after all. He then talked to Nicholas in German. I might not be fluent in it, but I know some words and phrases. All I caught was "Ich" "Mich" "Das". I also heard our names being mentioned. Brandon then said something about me. (I forget what the word was, but I'll post it later.)

After eating (Well, Tatiana and I didn't eat. Brandon and Nicholas did.), we went to the farmer's market in downtown. It was boring so we left. Brandon then decided we should go to his work. We followed. On our way there, I kept looking at the sky. It was so pretty that night. Tatiana and I talked about how it's so much fun to stargaze, but the city lights forbade it. The guys rolled their eyes at our girlyness.

We went to Albertson's (only because he wanted to torment his co-workers.). Tatiana and I jumped in a freezer all the way. It was fun. Then some old guy who was buying waffles told us "kids" to "grow up" That made no sense to me. Let's forget about him though. As I said before, Brandon seemed mad or sad. (Later on that night though, he told me he had a lot of things on his mind.) I bought him roses; they're his favorite flower. He gave them to his brother. I felt rejected and sad. When we were about to leave though, he took them back.

We went to Starbucks. He then started hitting us with a single rose. The petals fell, scattering all over the ground. Nicholas told him to clean it up. He said the the workers at Starbucks could. As quoted by him, he didn't "have to clean up shit." I left without anything eventful happening after.

Last Sunday, I told him I loved him... That he meant a lot to me. He replied by telling me he didn't care about anyone at the moment.

Yesterday, he told Nicholas to tell me something. Brandon wanted me to know that he never wants to talk to me ever again and he thinks I'm really weird. He is also mad at me for caring about him...

I know I shouldn't be talking about him anymore. I can't. It's sad. It's pathetic. It's love. ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9348528/ http://ChelsieLeGhoul.deviantart.com/journal/9348528/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 21:44:33 PDT Here's some things you should know about me.

B A S I C S.

Name: Chelsea.

Birthday: February 28th.

Orientation: Straight.

Status: Single.

Hair style/color: Shoulder-length, layered, and black.

Eyes: Dark green [or at least that's the color you'll mostly see them as.]

F A V O R I T E S.

Colors: Purple and black.

Flowers: Love in the mist, lilacs, and sunflowers.

Work of Literature: anything by E.A.P., S. E. Hinton, and J.K. Rowling. I also like Shakespeare’s sonnets and the book, Twilight.

Movies: Edward Scissorhands and Grease.

Mythological Character: Sirens and vampires.

Bands/singers: Nightwish, Jack Off Jill, Rammstein, Avenged Sevenfold, Theatre of Tragedy, Kittie, The Doors, Evanescence, I Am Ghost, ect….

TV Show: Dora the Explorer (Yes, actually do watch it whenever I can.), Invader Zim, and Danny Phantom.

Food: Carrot cake<3 and licorice.

N O T S O F A V O R I T E S.

Colors: Orange and yellow.

Flowers:: Black roses… They’re overrated.

Work of Literature: The kind of books that leave you hanging. *cough* HP and Twilight *cough*

Movies: The gore movies that are advertised as “horror”. It’s not scary, just gross.

Mythological Character: Fairies.

Bands/Singers: Anything rap/hip-hop/r&b. I also don’t like stupid Wolfmother.

TV Show: Reality TV shows.

Food: Cauliflower. Ew.

A N N O Y A N C E S.

Writer’s Block.
Ignorance.
Stereotyping.
Breathing too loudly.
Talking too much.
Slackers.
Being the only one that the school staff personally check to make sure I’m not breaking the dress code.
Having too many projects due in so little time.
Sneezing. [Ew!]
Being reminded of all my faults.
Having people judge me before actually getting to know me.

M I S C.

Chelsea is…
A procrastinator.
A bitch.
Prone to getting depression.
Predictable.
Sarcastic.
Mean.
Sensitive to criticism.

THE END. ]]> ~ChelsieLeGhoul