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                <title>zelllllldaaaaaaa... &lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Feb 2007 22:40:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ oh em gee. i just finished Twilight Princess maybe 1/2 an hour ago... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />!<br />
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but still dissapointing in some parts. mostly? (this isnt really a spoiler i think...) you cant save after the ending and just roam around hyrule!!!!!! <br />
<br />
what BS!!! <br />
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ooh, that makes me mad. guh. <br />
<br />
great new game though. i suppose it will be years until the next one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> oh well... does anyone here have TP?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>woo!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Feb 2007 22:54:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so! anna nicole whatever died!<br />
<br />
woo!<br />
<br />
personally, i think that's a step in the right direction for society. one less bimbo/slut/druggie in the spotlight.<br />
<br />
now if we could only do something about paris, lindsay, (VERY) little miss richie, and (their newest recruit... she was slightly offensive before, but she's paris' apprentice, so watch out,) brittney spears.<br />
<br />
i feel bad for nicole's new baby and her family, but really? THANK GOD.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>oooooh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Feb 2007 22:34:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ man im pissed. UGH.<br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/47538066/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
(ps, sorry ive been dead for a while, but it's my senior year and im kinda spazzing) <br />
<br />
<br />
*foams at the mouth*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>uhmm... steve irwin?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Sep 2006 19:15:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so... he died. i had no idea that many people liked him. me and my sister used to root for the snakes or the crocs to bite him. 0.o<br />
<br />
we thought he was annoying. well... at least he didnt die of a heart attack or anything! <br />
<br />
RIP (or not, cause i dont think he was the type to enjoy peacefulness) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>AH HAH!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Jul 2006 22:14:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am, how do you say... back!<br />
<br />
woo!<br />
<br />
back from the back surgery. well, it's kinda been three weeks, but i havent been up to getting on the computer until a couple days ago. it's painful to sit down for too long. standing is better, unless im feeling dizzy that day. but yeah. i got the scoliosis surgery all over and done with and am now in the process of healing. <br />
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it's really boring. im watching alot of TV. and im kind of annoyed by my inability to sit down for very long because id REALLY like to get drawing again. and i need to do some artwork for school too. >.> shoulda fuckin done it before i got in the hospital, but im stupid, so i didnt. <br />
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it sucks not being able to bend over. makes it really hard to get dressed. OH! but i gained some inches!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> i went from 5'5" to 5' fucking 7"!!! well, ok, 5'5" and 1/2 to 5'6" and 3/4 plus a little bit more. (that's exactly what the nurse said. but "5'6" and 3/4 plus a little bit more" sounds like 5'7" to ME)<br />
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i am SO gonna post some pictures of my back. they are freaking awesome. my spine looks like pork ribs. and then pork ribs with braces. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> (im talking about picture of me opened up on the operation table, btw. i got the doctor to take them)<br />
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so yeah! im back! hurrah! ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>bye forever!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jul 2006 20:17:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ naw, im only leaving for a little while, dont pee your pants people. <br />
<br />
but yeah. that surgery thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> ill be gone for a week... and if they let me have a computer in between tomorow and a week later you'll get some nice, morphine induced ranting!! or randomness. or both.<br />
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sooooooo. <br />
<br />
bye! ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>omg, soccer.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jun 2006 14:37:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />!!!!!!<br />
<br />
only sport worth watching. football sucks, basketball, baseball... yup!<br />
<br />
im rooting for england i guess (my friend's from there) the usa i guess (we're not that good XD) uhm.... THE CZECH! yayyyy!!! im part czech. yup. i dont know if any of thems will win or whatever but ill sure as heck root for them!<br />
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cant wait until usa's game against ghana... ooooh. ^-^<br />
<br />
(you know you love soccer) (if you dont, you should) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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edit: awwww fuck. ghana!!!! meanies!!! well, we didnt play that well. <br />
<br />
and italy took out the czechers. >.<<br />
<br />
i suppose ill root for just england then. and frace if they make it to the finals.... <br />
<br />
edit again: germany kicked argentina's arse!! YES! im so glad they're out of it they bothered me so much. now it's up to germany to get rid of italy too. omg, cant wait.... :exited: <br />
<br />
*sings* deutschland, deutschland uber alles! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/salute.gif" width="26" height="18" alt=":salute:" title="I salute you!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>999</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Jun 2006 12:41:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ BEGIN THE RANTAGE!!:<br />
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i dont understand the obsession with looking "pretty" i mean, sure i wanna look nice every now and the, but people are so DEVOTED to being PERFECT all the time. i really really dont understand it. it's probably why im a year away from legal and have never been on a date/had a boyfriend/bla bla bla. it's stupid. spending an hour getting ready, doing your hair, wearing makeup, making sure everything matches, otherwise OH MY GOD IM NOT PERFECT. <br />
<br />
and god fucking forbid anyone ELSE not be perfect. <br />
<br />
feeeehhhhhh... <br />
<br />
HAPPY 6/6/06 PEOPLES!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>THEY SAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 May 2006 15:32:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 17 and strung out on confusion.... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /><br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> meow!! it's mah b-day!!<br />
<br />
i gots me a bunch of sharpies (18) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> and a SHIT-load of swedish fish.<br />
<br />
from two people, actually... so i have, like, a MEGA shit-load. <br />
<br />
annnnd... i got the 1st my chemical romance CD, regina spektor's CD, and that live NoFX CD. <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> luff!!!<br />
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<br />
<br />
<br />
...k, im bored now. ]]></description>
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                <title>ollieollieoxenfree!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 May 2006 14:57:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ohmygodschoolisoutimsofuckinghappy.<br />
<br />
but finals next week.<br />
<br />
butschoolisoutandit'sfriday!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /><br />
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oh, and my sister is getting better... she's still avoiding certain things, but since we got this scale that measures body fat and tells you what's healthy and what isnt she's been eating more normally. she was 7 or 9% or something. 0.o i was 15% and ive always been "the skinny one" we've told her that she needs to eat more & stuff so it should work itself out... not in a overbearing way either, we made sure not to be all "EAT, GODDAMMIT!!" <br />
<br />
although i wanted to.<br />
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im so fucking glad junior year is over. im gonna be a senior! that's so weird!!!<br />
<br />
BOW!! foolish underclassmen!!!<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
<br />
im taking two art classes next year <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and im gonna have room for a study hall too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> OH!!! and my B-day is in 9 days!!! (the 28th) i havent really asked for anything big (as in presents) but im exited to be turning 17.<br />
<br />
16 to 17 seems like more of a big deal than 15 to 16. <br />
<br />
my "sweet" sixteen sucked. >.><br />
<br />
omgschoolisout. ]]></description>
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                <title>they're going to cut me open</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 May 2006 19:41:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no really!! they are!! i am totally NOT emo!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> cause (in case you havent read my essay "spinal tap") i will  be getting scoliosis surgery on the 3rd of july.<br />
<br />
yes, im going to miss the 4th of july fireworks >.<<br />
<br />
plus, oh yeah, they're gonna put metal rods in my back to straighten my spine <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> whatev. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br />
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butyeah... just so y'all know. ive been all whiney and worried about getting the surgery on here before, but im actually exited now 0.o<br />
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i dont really know why i changed my mind. i just did.<br />
<br />
OH! and i dont really think my sister's so much anorexic as she is...<br />
<br />
superficial and impressionable. she's not eating nothing but celery, but she's been avoiding all red meat and has been OBSESSED with food and stuff... and eating less and different than she usually has.<br />
<br />
-____-' meh. im still pissed, but im more pissed at her than anything else.<br />
<br />
not that i let her know. i mean i havent said or let on that im mad at her beacuse i dont want to hurt her, but... its hard. i dunno.<br />
<br />
well!! surgery!! anorexia!! fun!! ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>oh, mi corazon</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 May 2006 16:58:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im a little ticked right now because my sister may be anorexic. please dont give me a pity comment. i am so fucking pissed at america right now. our FUCKING SOCIETY did this to MY SISTER. i fucking bawled my eyes out because she's starving herself because AMERICAN GIRLS NEED TO BE SKINNY AND CUTE AND FUCK IM SO PISSED. <br />
<br />
screw america, i wanna move to canada.<br />
<br />
as i speak she's staring in the mirror straightening her hair.<br />
<br />
FUCKINGFUCK. ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>shame! shame! shame!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Dec 2005 21:54:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HOW could you spill your BEER?!?<br />
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grab and lift, grab and lift!<br />
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<br />
@____________X<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> I LOVE ROLLERDERBY!!!!!!!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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myahahahahaha <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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women's of course... is there a men's? im sure it's not nearly as fun. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>halloween</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Oct 2005 18:50:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ duuuuuude! <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />
<br />
im gonna be the little guy who claps the coconut shells from Monty Python and the Holy Grail *dances*<br />
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it's gonna rock. dad's gonna be King Arthur <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /><br />
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toodles! ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>meowmeowmeow</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:56:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ mew!! i am a kitty!<br />
<br />
kitty kitty cat cat.<br />
<br />
is it weird to NOT want to go to college? eh, pacha?<br />
<br />
im procrastinating... i've got homework, and no motivation whatsoever.<br />
<br />
why would i want to do homework if i didnt want to go to college??<br />
<br />
MYEH! im SO peeved.<br />
<br />
i wanna just skip the next two years. i wanna be outta the house, get tattoos and be able to fucking DO things without answering to anyone... specifically, my <i> mom. </i><br />
<br />
and dad, i guess. <br />
<br />
FUCK!<br />
<br />
im so BORED with my life, i need exitement, MAN!!!! DUDE!!<br />
<br />
LIKE,...<br />
<br />
REALLY.<br />
<br />
so, ill just shut up now.<br />
<br />
i wanna sing, and ill do it too, even if it means for quarters as a hobo on a park bench.<br />
<br />
eating pigeons. cause i hear that's good for your voice. ]]></description>
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                <title>i am the walrus</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Aug 2005 21:36:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i went to a green day concert yesterday in san antonioooooooooooooooomgwtf??<br />
<br />
it was fucking awesome, but now im WAY depressed. <br />
<br />
i want to go back!!<br />
<br />
it was amazing, it made me forget everything!! i want that feeling, i dont want to deal with my boring life, in NEED OUT.<br />
<br />
i dont wanna be in high school, i dont wanna go to college. im tired of living up to MOM and DAD's and TEACHER's and EVERYONE's expectations. <br />
<br />
i want to live up to<br />
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M<br />
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I <br />
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N<br />
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E<br />
<br />
and it's almost midnight and ive done no homework but i shouldnt care i dont want to be here, right? but im going into crazy typist mode like i was in my last entry.<br />
<br />
so ill try to calm down.<br />
<br />
anyone who knew me at all would support me in this, but...<br />
<br />
i dont really have anyone like that.<br />
<br />
i mean, ive got friends, sure! but do i ever see them outside of school? go to concerts, clubs, things that i would enjoy more than the stupid blockbuster movie of the weekend w/ them? tell them things i wouldnt tell ANYONE else?? NO!! and i WANT to!! i just cant open myself UP to those people!! and NOW we're drifting even FARTHER appart! they want college and to discover a cure for fucking cancer and im the COMPLETE FUCKING OPPOSITE. <br />
<br />
what's worse, if i havent told you already, (i probably have 5 times by now, i do this alot.... sorry, SO SORRY!!) <br />
<br />
im too spineless to do anything about my whole crap situation. <br />
<br />
well... i need<br />
<br />
i dont know what i need... aside from what im planning on giving up/ getting away from high school and flippilng useless college for. <br />
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i need some drugs. or booze.<br />
<br />
anyone got some? ]]></description>
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                <title>the diary of the emotionally sound honor student</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Aug 2005 22:48:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hahaaha!! y'know if you see a hobo in a cardboard box singing green day song in downtown austin texas, that's me... i should be there around december... i cant imagine why id stay in school!! it's just so fucked up! im fucked up! we're all fucked up!! im sick of whining and complaining about my shitty life!!! i want to sing!!! im GOING to!! ill bust down the doors of the nearest club and take the fucking stage! SCREW the bouncers and the fans of the stupid scream-singing band! ill do whatever the hell i want! cause ive SNAPPED! im not going to take this shit anymore! ill fucking slap my sister around and  cuss out my parents for being so amazingly, unbelievabley condecending and insensitive! im a person, too!! im your daughter!! YOU COULD AT LEAST PRETEND YOU LOVE ME!! fuck.<br />
<br />
im tired<br />
<br />
it's midnight, i usually go to be at 4... strange<br />
<br />
oh yeah! school!! worthless!! meaningless!! pointless!! i wont do it anymore, but then of course ill wake up from my exhaustions from crying about all this shit tomorrow and get in the shower  and pretend im happy!! for the parents! for the people!! THEY DONT GIVE A FUCK, WHY AM I PRETENDING????<br />
<br />
because i dont want them to know.<br />
<br />
here!! take pills, no more depression!! finish highschool got to college get good grades get married!! LOVE? who needs it???? have 78 fucking kids, be NORMAL for once? wouldnt you just love the feeling of a watermelon ripping throught your VAGINA?? YEAH I SAID IT!!! im not doing this! i wont !<br />
<br />
i ll go fucking crazy as if im not already (and then ill go to sleep and forget and wake up as a robot *beep beep* get good grades!! you're 16 and have never had a boyfriend???? SHITFUCK!! MERDE!! what's wrong with you??? conform!! be a doctor!!! ART???? ARE YOU KIDDING?????? starving artist, i wouldnt have far to go, im already fucking 110 punds, ill just LOSE 50 more like the tv says i should, im compliant!!!)<br />
<br />
i really dont know what's wrong with me, do i sound sane? you dont have to answer that, im just frustrated, i have been and always will be because i havent grown a fucking spine to deal with these problems, im crazy!! CRAZY!!! im shaking too, seriously.<br />
<br />
ill never make it a person like me couldnt im stupid im pathetic, how many times have i said THAT? and it's TRUE!!! wow!! golly gee, maybe ill just take a gun to my head, wouldn't that be fun?? would my brains stick to the ceiling? who would find me? would they care? "good riddance"? no,they would, i know. because mom HAS to have the house spottless "look at the mess she made!! couldnt she have done this outside?" cremate me with my diaries please... after you read them, because i want you to know EVERY LITTLE thought that passed through my head when you were degrading me, doubting me, making me feel like SHIT.<br />
<br />
because i AM<br />
<br />
because i CANT no matter how much i want to!!!!!  im too weak! it's not possible! ill run away, be homeless, bit small children and their dogs, wish for death and what did i do with my life??? NOTHING! i had SUCH great dreams! i would help people! they'd love me! id make them happy!! BUT THATS NOT IN THE SCHEDULE ANYMORE, IVE LOST IT AND IM NOT COMING BACK.<br />
<br />
-------im very sorry and i hope you'll accept my condolances, i have had enough and im sorry you had to read all  that shit. im not fixing any typos. and i want take this down. im tired of keeping it all inside, i dont want to and i done HAVE to... i dont need any pills or doctors, i just need to sing. ]]></description>
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                <title>hehe hur hur :3</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 May 2005 12:58:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ these are so fun... i could do like a  million of 'em!!!! @.@<br />
<br />
thanks for letting me use this joe ^o^<br />
<br />
IN ONE TRY..TYPE YOUR NAME WITH YOUR:<br />
<br />
FINGERS: kelsey spencer<br />
CHIN: kerwl;dsery spo[ernmcxverwre<br />
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: krpdru  r-5jf465<br />
CHEEK: oh, god, im not even gonna TRY!<br />
ELBOW: kelsey spencert<br />
LIPS: ked3lsedy spener<br />
PALM: kelsey sp;encer <br />
BACK OF HAND: knelsdexy sazpencer  (spazencer!! XD)<br />
NOSE: kelsey spencer<br />
TONGUE: hah, im gonna catch something:  kelsey spencer (yummy)<br />
<br />
<br />
-----------------DESCRIBE---------------  ---<br />
<br />
-- YOUR HERITAGE: irish, czech, a  little (TINY) bit Spanish<br />
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: turquoise  chucks<br />
-- YOUR EYES: shitty brown XP<br />
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: not wanting to hurt  others feelings at ALL EVER. <br />
-- YOUR FEARS: mosquitos, doctors,  talking to guys >.><br />
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: my  dream<br />
<br />
-----------------WHAT  IS------------------<br />
<br />
-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: well,  since im not in school anymore HOLY  CRAP, YES ITS SUMMER!<br />
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE  OPPOSITE SEX: hair or eyes (if im close  enough)<br />
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE  SAME SEX: clothes<br />
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: ick I  kinda like my lips 0.o I dunno<br />
-- YOUR BEDTIME: whenever I fall asleep<br />
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: none  so far that I can think of.<br />
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: my life  before my brace<br />
<br />
-----------------YOU  PREFER------------------<br />
<br />
-- PEPSI OR COKE: coke<br />
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: I dont  eat hamburgers <br />
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: I wouldnt  know <br />
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: quoi?<br />
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: nilla!<br />
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: coffee<br />
-----------------DO  YOU------------------<br />
<br />
-- SMOKE: only when its cold out XD  HAHAHAHAHAAA!! SO funny<br />
-- CUSS: not nearly enough<br />
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: almost<br />
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT  KEYS: I have to look at the board<br />
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: nope<br />
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: are you  kidding? I try  not to look at mirrors<br />
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no, I  eat what I like, but what I like does  usually tend to be healthy. o___o<br />
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: I guess<br />
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes<br />
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: I try to, but I  suck<br />
<br />
------------IN THE PAST MONTH  DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------<br />
<br />
-- DRANK ALCOHOL: nope<br />
-- SMOKE(D): nope<br />
-- DONE A DRUG: nope<br />
-- HAVE SEX:nope<br />
-- MADE OUT: nope<br />
-- GO ON A DATE: okay I feel like a  loser now, thank you. NO<br />
-- GO TO THE MALL:  I cant remember<br />
-- EATEN SUSHI: nope<br />
-- BEEN ON STAGE: nope<br />
-- BEEN DUMPED: nope<br />
-- GONE SKATING: nuh-uh<br />
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: never have<br />
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: not yet (HOT PINK!)<br />
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: food from friends  and, like, $3 from my mom -___-<br />
-----------------HAVE YOU  EVER------------------<br />
<br />
-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: yuppers<br />
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS  RAINING?: no<br />
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED  THEM?: not in a I want to go out with  you way actually not at all. You can  tell if I like you as a friend or not.<br />
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: lilo and  stitch!! XD<br />
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER  WAS HOT?: heck yes!!!<br />
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: not that I  can remember <br />
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: lessee here tap  dance recital piano recitals<br />
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: my own? No<br />
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: no<br />
--PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL  OF CLOTHING?: no<br />
--BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY  INTOXICATED: nope<br />
 BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": ive  never done anything to be caught  doing.<br />
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: yes<br />
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: no<br />
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: kinda<br />
-- SHOPLIFTED: yeah a couple stupid  little pieces of jewelry when I was  young. I never wore any of them. <br />
<br />
-----------------THE  FUTURE------------------<br />
<br />
-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: whenever  I fall in love<br />
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: 1 at  the most. Guy: Aidan Girl: Nadia (I  just realized yesterday that theyre  spelled the same backwards as forwards,  I SWEAR I didnt mean for it to be like  that XD)<br />
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: black  and green <br />
<br />
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: doing  something fun<br />
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW  UP?: okay, ill admit (im a little  self-conscious about it) a singer.<br />
-- WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO  VISIT?: france<br />
<br />
-----------------OPPOSITE  SEX------------------<br />
<br />
-- BEST EYE COLOR: green (or grey)<br />
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: an unnatural dye<br />
-- S... ]]></description>
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                <title>ok...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Mar 2005 16:35:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my current obbsession: <br />
<br />
Green Day/ Billie Joe Armstrong...<br />
<br />
AUGH!!! >.< i hate to be such a teeny  bopper, but why fight it? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
<br />
anyways, you might have to deal with  some GD fanart-ish-stuff...<br />
<br />
so, yeah...<br />
<br />
heads up! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMGWTF!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Mar 2005 17:05:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> i entered an art competition called  TAPPS on friday...<br />
<br />
My art teacher just called me and said  that i got 1st place for my  deconstruction book, 2nd place for a  watercolor i did of some koi fish, and  3rd in...<br />
<br />
i cant remember 0.0<br />
<br />
(update!!! i didn't get 3rd in  anything, i got another 2nd for my  scratchboard... it's called "shadow") <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
<br />
but im SOOOOOOO  HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! *dances* <br />
<br />
omg... this rocks... i need to put up  some picture of my artwork when i get  them back! you guys haven't seen any of  them!<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> 's for you allllllllll <br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy S.A.D.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Feb 2005 16:07:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Singles Awareness Day, peoples. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
hope you're having as much of a  wonderful time as i  am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
aughh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
>_< ]]></description>
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                <title>omg! air guitar contest!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Jan 2005 20:45:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ha!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> im going to an air guitar contest  next week w/ my dad.<br />
<br />
it is going to rock so hard. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /> IM not  competing, im going to watch... and  laugh.<br />
<br />
im so exited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i should bring a camera  so i can show you guys ^-^<br />
<br />
erm... that's all for now. exept that i  should be doing homework, and im not <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
<br />
la la la ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>*sighs*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Dec 2004 16:02:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ is anyone else doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING  for the new year? <br />
<br />
i'm not either... <br />
<br />
ick!!<br />
<br />
so boring!!!!! -______-<br />
<br />
i can't say i'll miss 2004 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> the best  thing that happened was getting my  guitar. <br />
<br />
yup...<br />
<br />
ANYWAYS!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!  *goes to bed at 10pm* ]]></description>
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                <title>*screech*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Dec 2004 17:30:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am SO frijxwgregrbfsfing happy about  my guitar!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br />
<br />
it's perfect, JUST what i wanted <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /> i  can't wait till i can get it tuned &  start learning...  *makes squeaky  guitar noises*<br />
<br />
anyways! anybody and everybody who  reads this needs to listen to a band  called the Dresden Dolls. they rock my  socks (which are fuzzy and blue) and i  want them to rock yours. <br />
<br />
check out thier song (& video)  "coin-operated boy" <br />
<br />
i heart it... and you... and my FAT  STRAT!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/headbang.gif" width="47" height="16" alt=":headbang:" title="Headbang!" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>going under</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Dec 2004 12:31:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ that evanescence video for "going  under" gave me nightmares... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> it's SUCH  a creepy video.<br />
<br />
if you go see it, watch it on thier  site *shivers*<br />
<br />
i didn't get ANY sleep because of that  thing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /><br />
<br />
oh yeah! and my smoke detector was  wailing all night too, so that didn't  help <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
whatever!!!! 2 more days till my  FENDAH!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>AHHHHHHH!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Nov 2004 12:08:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i dont need surgery!! (for now,  anyways)<br />
<br />
im happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":nod:" title="Nod" /> my spine is basically in an S  shape, so the 2 curves balance each  other out... and if i hadn't worn my  brace for 4 years i would've needed  surgery a couple years ago. <br />
<br />
the curve DOES make my ribs on my left  side and my back on my left side stick  out a bit, but it's not too noticable <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /><br />
<br />
*dances* ]]></description>
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                <title>12:00</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Nov 2004 17:26:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tomorrow, by noon, I am either going to  be EXTREMELY:<br />
<br />
happy/relieved/fucking ELATED!!<br />
<br />
or... EXTREMELY:<br />
<br />
depressed/infuriated/frustrated/pissed  off.<br />
<br />
actually, im pretty depressed as it is,  so ill either be overjoyed, or worse  than i am now...<br />
<br />
i've got a doctors appointment  tomorrow,(just in case you're  wondering) and it's going to decide  whether i need surgery or not. <br />
<br />
yay. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sarcasm.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sarcasm:" title="Hahahahaha. No." />  <br />
<br />
hah, hee, heh. <br />
<br />
goodbye, lovely people. ]]></description>
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                <title>da dance</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Oct 2004 23:13:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im so tired... i went to my school's  "all saints day" dance. <br />
<br />
it was okay. they played a couple MJ  songs and some other wierdo stuff, but  mostly rap. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
(like, gag me w/ a spoon!!) 0.o<br />
<br />
anyways, dress was casual, but i went  in costume, i mean, come ON, a dance  the day before halloween and you aren't  supposed to dress up?? stupid.<br />
<br />
i was Jack.<br />
<br />
Skellington... i looked so funny, one  of my friends didn't even realise it  was me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> OH, and i wasn't wearing my  glasses (because  they would screw up  my makeup) and i couldnt really see  that well... <br />
<br />
at least all the people who stared at  me didnt bother me too much, i couldn't  really tell whether they were actually  staring or not...<br />
<br />
gewd night y'all... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
je suis fatigue (with some accent  somewhere on there... ignore my crappy  french) ]]></description>
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                <title>ewwwww</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Oct 2004 21:37:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ive got a freshman stalker... he's so  creepy >.<<br />
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he'll randomly walk up to me in the  hallways and put his arm around my  sholder or something, and i've got huge  issues w/ personal space... i swear ill  rip his arm off the next time he does  that.<br />
<br />
 and he's SUCH a wannabe goth. i hate  to label, but seriously, he IS.<br />
<br />
AND he stinks!!! it's like he's never  heard of deodorant or something...<br />
<br />
he insisted on sitting next to me on  the bus today, ill have to bring more  stuff w/ me tomorrow so there wont be  enought room *shifty eyes*<br />
<br />
ewwww.... *shivers*<br />
<br />
he wrote his phone # on my arm...<br />
<br />
i wiped it off as soon as he got off  the bus <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
<br />
he want's me to effing CALL him?!?!?  yeah right. i need to send him stronger  hints that he ANNOYS THE CRAP OUT OF  ME.  <br />
<br />
oogh... freak!  <br />
<br />
*vent, vent* ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>my chemistry teacher is a....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Sep 2004 15:41:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ heavy metal band singer!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> it is  SO cool!!! but he denies everything <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> he  even has a tattoo!! <br />
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and guess what... his nickname in the  band is scarbelly <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
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AND he has one of his nipples  pierced!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /> <br />
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im going to ask him to sing to the  class next monday... <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sing.gif" width="29" height="20" alt=":sing:" title="Singing" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>wierd fest!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Aug 2004 18:35:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im going to austin's "keep austin wierd  5k"!!! i wont be running tho' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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it's gonna be SO cool, they're going to  crown someone the wierdest person in  austin <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> i wonder if it'll be leslie  (austin's very famous  crossdresser/homeless dude, who once  ran for mayor and almost won) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> it would  be amazing to be crowned the wierdest  person in austin, because austin, Tx is  one wierd place...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><br />
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---LATER---<br />
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AUGH!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /><br />
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lol, it was cool <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
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i saw all kinds of wierd peoples and  some sk8rs and a really cool band  called Wide Awake and i bought a CD and  the lead singer dude signed it 4  moi!!!!!!<br />
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*takes a breath*<br />
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the drummer was pretty cute :3 AND  since it was so hot out there and  they'd been playing forever, the singer  dude (scott leger) dripped sweat on my  nice new CD <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> <br />
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actually, i really dont care... ill  just take the sweat and use it to clone  him <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> (as if im smart enough to even  TRY) <br />
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i didnt get to see austin's wierdest  person... they might've done that  before i got there. darn... i missed it  XP<br />
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anyways, they (wide awake) were cool  and i actually got to talk to him a  little... hmmm, i should put up some  pictures!! <br />
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once i can figure out my dad's damn  digital camera... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>skewl</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Aug 2004 11:46:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1st day o' school for moi... they gave  us the same old speach -___-'<br />
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attitude, bla bla, representing the  school, bla bla, dress code, bla,  bullies, BLA FUCKING BLA!!!! <br />
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*dies* <br />
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im actually not angry or anything  because i was only there for an hour  and then we got to go home... i saw my  friends and shtuff. it was fun... <br />
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i just like cussing ^-^<br />
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im just soooo frustrated by all this  "college prepping, do  extracurricular's, if you dont do a  load of crappy stuff you'll end up  homeless and die of aids" crap... they  didnt actually say that, but you can  tell they're thinking it... ("they"  being the teachers) <br />
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maybe ill just go insane and kill them  all... <br />
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heh... :3 ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>*is back*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Aug 2004 12:39:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ galveston was fun, bla bla bla...  woosh! ive got some more stuff to put  up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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*crickets chirp* <br />
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right... nobody reads this stuff 0.o  well, BYE!!!!!! <br />
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                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>AHH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2004 06:44:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im gone! im leaving today to go to  galveston. FUN! ^-^ anyways... see  y'all later, ill be back on sunday (aug  1) <br />
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*watches as nobody reads this* <br />
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0.0 now im gonna cry! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>aoooga...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2004 08:33:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im sooo bored, maybe cuz i have no  friends?? here i mean ^-^ go me! i  think ill go draw some shtuff... <br />
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and eat some ramen, oriental flavor of  COURSE! that is the best kind! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/chew.gif" width="19" height="17" alt=":chew:" title="Chew" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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                <title>noooo!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jul 2004 10:48:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ school is coming up WAY too fast <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sprint.gif" width="101" height="20" alt=":sprint:" title="Time to haul ass out of here!" />  auuugh... i cant believe it. i guess i  feel just like i always do, i wanna see  my friends again (& my art teacher) but  I HATE SCHOOL!!! homework, teachers,  idiot-peers... *shivers* at least im  not a freshman anymore... but still.<br />
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                <author>~CheshireKat</author>
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