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I guess good-bye.

]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/28451620/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/28451620/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 14:04:15 PST
Cause if this continues I'm not sure what will happen. I don't think I can handle much more pain. My heart feels like its being crushed with all the sadness in my life. Nothings going right and I just wish something good would happen.


until next time....if there is...

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/28414248/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 13:33:36 PST

I'm going to be going home next Wednesday and I might not be on here much after that cause my mom doesn't allow me on the computer but I'll try. Loves you all.

bye bye

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/27076034/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 13:51:19 PDT
So I've had the worst fucking weekend in the world and will probably never got back on weekend. NEVER!!! So fucking winter break is going to be fun....not. I'll try to stay at peoplez houses so invite me cause I really will die if I say in that house *is begging*...

But on a better note I got a new fish because fishy number 1 died on me...I think i scared it to death...whoops. But I think I broke my fishes back. I poured it in the container and it went around in curcles and it doesn't use it's back fin....I feel so horrible...I'm a bad person...I'm a fish killer...I'm sorry fishy 2 I'm sorry!!! *hugs fish tank*



bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/27003160/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/27003160/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 18:57:53 PDT
Okay so I've had no time to draw so If I promised you something I'm sorry.....I'm stuck in class and yes....they don't let me draw. I actually have to pay attention...and be there. Can you believe it. Me in class...just kidding...I'm attually enjoying my classes and having a fun time....and I found out I can go to a bar....I'm not attually going to go but its still cool I can go to one..

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/25625614/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 09:55:28 PDT
But guess what!!! my b-day is on Friday and OMG i didn't know...it was funny cause that's another thing i learned at the party. Then when I got home my mom accused me of drinking. Of course she didn't listen when I told her I'LL NEVER TOUCH ALCOHOL TILL I'M 21!!!! Even then I'm sure i wont. I'm a little afraid of what effect it will have on me. but no she just accuses me of crap and I want to hurt her...

So if any of my friends want to hang out with me either on friday (july 3) or my b-day unaffical part (july 8) then let me know. Either call me or text me or just bug she'll tell you where to go and directions if needed. Came!

I went to kutztown and omg I hated my room mate! God can you say bitch. She just totally laughed at me when I tried to help her and that just didn't go over well. I wanted to kill her but bri and my twin held me back. She would have had a broken nose if she did that. But other then that I can't wait. I have to wait till the second simester till I can have boys over and three weeks till I can have girls over so OMG I can't wait!!!! I'm going to have so much fun! And probably get lost go anywhere.....*sigh*.....

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/24755116/ Thu, 14 May 2009 14:30:43 PDT
I hate my backpack. It cut my hand and it even started bleeding. Its evil I'm telling you. If I said I was doing your pic I'm doing it next week after this crap is over....though I know I'll get a lot more on monday.....I'm seriously going to die. yes its short but i'm going to go kill the rest of my voice by sining....and I'm even singin a song called voice. Lolz.

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/24513615/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/24513615/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 13:01:56 PDT
On a good note my friend Angel is letting me barrow is psp and I get to play crises core!!! OMG I love that game so much. Zack is my favorite right know but when cloud shows up he's mine....bwahahahahaha.....yes I am weird deal cause to tell you the truth I don't f-ing care...

That's another thing. I don't know why but I have just grown less and less consern about the people around me. I mean I'll care if you get hurt or die or something like that but if your just going to complain and tell me about things I'd rather just leave. This isn't ment to be mean and I love you all its just my senioritis is just kicking in and all I want to do is talk about collage and getting away from my mother.....If this is mean to anyone I apologize. Please don't think any different of me. I just want to get away from my mom and the thing she did last night just ticked me off......she could have just listened to me when I f-ing tell her crap and maybe I wont think she a big witch from hell.....

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/24462340/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/24462340/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 12:34:24 PDT
I.....so hate this week too...we've got such a weired....scedual thingy.......so I'm going to mc donalds.....I think that's how you spell It *shrug* don't care..........OMG there were these little baby ducks in the court-yard and they were so adorable. The janitors were trying to catch them and they couldn't. Then the mommy duck flew away and left the babies.....and she hasn't returned....I feel so bad for the babies ducks because I don't think their mother is coming back.....It makes me so sad.......*sniffle* I want one but know that they are wild animals....so i'll just draw me with them.....aww...that would be suck a cute pic...I think i will do that...

Okay so I didn't come up with the idea *SweetBaiTsa did. She wanted to create a Da family and stuff...So I have a DA sister....Yay!.....I feel so loved...hehehehe...

yes I am weird I do not care.......I've been in a weird mood ever since my weird dream where I actually woke up and said 'sure after I defet the ugly monster'...no idea what I was talking about so yeah.....

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23864885/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23864885/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 11:53:51 PDT +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23847836/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23847836/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 12:09:55 PDT
I'm so bored......god yes my evil crafts project tried to kill me the other day and it pissed me off....I'm using a needle to do inbrodery and stuff and I lost the needle somewhere in my bed. Then I told that It would be funny if I found it this mornining sticking out of my arm. I literally would have laughed then when up to my mom's room and been all cool and collected as I told her I had a needle in my arm. She would have freaked out and I'd be standing there like it would be no big deal. I think that would be the funniest thing in the world. Really I would be. *sigh* the good old days....but anyway I'm hungry.......I gots money so I got dinner for the next week Yes be proud of me.

I can't wait only minutes away from driving...people have been telling me all day that I look different....I'm not sure why....I did get different shampoo (and to the perverts I hit you in the face) so aparently my hair looks darker.....yeah...I did get new eye liner....that might be it....no idea...I think i look the same.......


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23625512/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 12:23:12 PDT
But anyway I had this weird dream that my friends all had super powers and the weirdest thing was that my one friend could turn into a tree. it was so weird then I turned into a guy and had to pee. REALLY had to pee. Okay so I went to the girls bathroom and they called me a pervert and pushed me out. I then stared at the boys bathroom crying cause I didn't want to go in....... I think that was the weirdest dream i've had in my life....I was petrified to go in the boys bathroom.


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23453809/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 15:36:01 PST and hanging out and rping and stuff. Luky me my mom desided to tell me when we were about to leave we didn't do our chorse and had to clean the house. Little did we know that that ment we had to polish and windex things. I got really mad because we basicly clean everything and that was the only two things we didn't do......I was so pissed....I mean really she couldn't tell me that when I asked her...god...my teeth still hurt...

Nothing fun has really happened to me except I got a friend request from my ex so I sent him a lovely message....something along the lines of 'you have a better chance of becoming freinds with a rock you lying cheating bastered. Your a coward and I think your scared to having someone who is ten times better then you as a girlfriend' and some other stuff that I don't recall.. I think I did a good job telling him he was basiclly worse then dirt......I attually thing I told him he was something dealing with dirt....not sure....just be proud of chess-chan. she did good.


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23288321/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23288321/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 12:31:21 PST
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]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23288202/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23288202/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 12:22:58 PST
Oh figured out that chess-chan gets hyper when sick and likes to talk in third person when sick...so....that's what she's doing so don't get confused please...that would make her sad....*sniffle* *sniffle* and her nose is drooling enough.....

Chess-chan thinks luna should die. She is being a meanie popie pants.....she's threatening to take away chess-chan's fluffy teady if she doesn't go to the doctor...don't you think that's mean.....

Chess-chan wants to know what she should draw next...she ran out of inspiration and need some so please give me some *holds hands out*....*waits*.....

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23287980/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 12:08:46 PST
True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23252916/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 12:37:17 PST
On other news If I haven't told you I've gotten into collage and I almost have straight A's.......heheheheheheheheheh..........yay me! I'm smart...that and i've got nothing else to do to distract me from it so yeah.....I've worked and its not at all hard to get A's. Quiet easily did it this marking period. Now on to the other stuff Art. I'll be beating into my friend to put up the pictures I've wanted her to put up like forever so If you want to help me bug her help.

And I wanna do stuff but I can't cause I'll get introuble....sigh.....today is not going to be my week I can feel it already. And to the people I told I'd go to the doctors I forgot and The coughing up blood thing stopped so I don't think I'll be go....so If you have a problem....tell me......I'm sorry....if you do but I hate doctors though i'm going to become one when I get older.......makes total sense right.....but still


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/23120214/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 12:33:26 PST
But on a better note I only have a few months till I get away from this place and can be happy. I freaking can't wait to be loved but OMG I have writing on my pants. heheheh its funny cause I have noaki-kun on my pants....he sighed his name and its in japenese so its awasome. I also have 'There is no cure for Stupid' on my pants but there is a cure a woodchiper. I also have 'Happpiness is a warm uke. Have you speread your happiness today?' Oh and I'm part of the Anti-Anti-yoai-committee....heheheheheh yoai.....

I know I weird and being random but I'm confused and hurt and stuff......If you want to talk to me and stuff note me but if your just commenting coment...i'm not sure when I'll get back on the comments but the notes I'll get to tomorrow...make me feel loved and note me .....I need the love....

*hugs and kisses*


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/22692942/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 12:20:11 PST
Okay i've been working on my hole not ganna let people push me around thing and its going well...I think. Not sure...but yeah......fffffffffoooooooooooddddd...god i'm hungry.....a little...okay a lot. Can't wait to go home and eat. if there is anything not sure and really don't care. I can finally say no though so those of you who push me around beware I bite.

On another note my moms a bitch so she doesn't want me on da anymore so I can't get on very often and with midterms I'm not sure when the next time i'm ganna be on......unless....no. I'm not sure. sorry guys who wanna talk to the amazing chess-chan but she's got an ass hole of a mother who thinks da is evil so i wont be able to get on.....

I got a shuffle and yay! music. I got a song from DBSK on it so that makes me happy...or I thought it was till I realized it didn't sound like it....well I don't care its their voices so i know its one of their songs.

Um..... is being weird and taking forever to put the pics up so Dracojustin and Zsenith bug the hell out of her and have fun with it. She knows i'm joking and stuff and she laughed anyway so yeah. I misses all of you guess and stuff and apologize for my mother.

oh, my mom might not get me my laptop. I'm so upset with that. God why do I have that for a mother. she needs to calm down and let me learn my lessons on my own god....but anyway

I really really really really really don't want to take the midterms....I hate big tests and stuff...they should die *mentally stabbing midterms* But yeah...sorry....agian suger......

*hugs and kisses*


okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs

~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21932091/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21932091/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 14:14:37 PST
but other then that i'm hungry and want food. not sure whats for dinner. or even if there's dinner...sigh...i need a cook or something...or just food....god i'd eat anything right about know....sigh....duck...hahahahaha...sevy-chan told me about that and i so started laughing...if you don't get it that's really sad....

so give me stuff to do plz!!!!!!

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21909748/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21909748/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 05:35:19 PST
but incase i haven't told you I got introble and am no longer able to go get on unless i'm at school....so I'm sorry and *hug* for all...I'm sorry If this makes anyone sad or upset. If you have questions or wish to help me with my "problem" you can't...but you can talk to me if you want. okay......and...yeah...its short...cause i'm at school and teach will be talking soon.

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21663411/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 12:34:06 PST ....

I hate turkey....it makes me sleepy but I can't wait to get stuffing and masheded potatos....I love them so much and am....know hungry.....sigh....food....not really...I'm bored extremly bored and have nothing to do. but OMG my book i'm reading is amazing and you all should read it....and I want to really badly get my books back but my friend keeps forgetting *hint* *hint* If you read this its a reminder to bring the books...please......I'm getting bored to death over hear and running out of books to read...

I've also had this other problem. This guy who is in my study hall continues to star at me...I'm not sure if I should be conserened but I'm getting a little freaked out. He almost came up to me today....and I was getting really scared cause kris and ewwww wasn't there....sigh...I was realy scared.......You should have been there kris it was wierd....and scary!!! Wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa.....

But on another note I drew a pic of shinya again and it turned out amazing!!!!! I can't wait to get it up on here for you all to see and stuff.....and for kris to put up the other two........wow....you need to do alot and hopfully you come to school tomorrow so I'm not left with mr. creepy.....Please come to school tomorrow.....

okay dokey I'll talk to peoplz later
bye bye


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs




<... ]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21518734/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21518734/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 13:03:33 PST
OKay back I'm not any better but okay. I've been writting random things down to help me with my hole I wanna kill my mom thing and It's been helping I just wish that she would listen to me so I don't have to be so afraid of her. sigh....

Well anyway I hope you guys are having a better time then me.


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21201202/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 12:23:29 PDT Evilkittymomo Is mine and I don't feel like sharing.

But then...other stuff...not sure what to do...I feel so bad for what I did and am doing to this other person. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do...sigh.............

But I finally picked out my pictures that I'm giving to peoples and I'm so happy. I look so adorable in them. I wanna give them to everyone! Not sure If I'll be able to though.....might not have enough.....sigh again....okay today is also not my day...stupid dreams....stupid memeories....stupid life....sigh.....once again.....

Well good and bad and horrible has happened this week and I'm not sure if it is ganna get any better. I hope cause if i doesn't I'm ganna kill myself (Not being serious!!!!!) But my heart and body was litterally stepped all over and I didn't get an apology....sigh....not very nice.....

I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

MINE!!!! try to take and you die!!!!

I'm saying if people want me to draw stuff for them then tell me and I will.

clubs





Freinds
~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21010923/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/21010923/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 01:59:17 PDT
But anyway..I tried drawing and I can't do it any more...It sucks. I tried drawing bou and it don't even look like him and that makes me sad.He looks funny...I'll ask people at school what they think...to see if it looks like him. But I don't think it does. wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll draw more though. I'm kinda getting better. I can draw without refrence pic. anymore so thats good.

But I can't wait till this weekend. I get away from my family and its the Halloween parade. I get to see my cousians and hang out with friends and my mom can't stop me ha mom. But I can't wait. I'll show them the pics I drew for them too. They will love them. I hope....

I hate school right now...there is way to much for me to do and keep up my drawings....Its so hard. But I wont stop. I'll keep drawing and my grades up...hopefully. But I hate math right now. Its the easiest thing in the world. And I think were having a test...whoops...forgot again......crap...have to study....



I guess that's it....Bye-bye for now.....
xoxo


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....



clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/20752474/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 02:14:53 PDT
Okay school has been entertaining and a good place to sleep....At lest that's what I did all day yesterday. I was so like a zombie. And I slept through first, third, fifth, seventh and thats all cause my other teachers woke me up and i had a test. Sevy-chan wanted me to go sleep at the nurse but that's no fun. So I have no clue what we did in math but it is just to easy....sigh....

wow I think this is going to be my shortest journal entry in a while...I just relized I forgot about kingdomhearts!!!! OMG! I'm so going and doing that right now...

I guess that's it....Bye-bye for now.....
xoxo


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....



clubs





Freinds

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/20572710/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 17:39:23 PDT
For some reason I can't eat alot.....but I feel hungry often so I eat little bits and pecies every so often and stuff..........but I'm still my normal self so I know its not hurting me.....so Kris don't hurt me....I'm eatting often just not alot.....and stuff....

Okay...so school has been great....I'm having so much fun.......when I'm not doing work....why can't everything be as intresting as physics was....then I might care.....I read most of the time now and I love the book I just finished....It was amazing....!!!!>.<........

Okay......Okay......Okay....my lifes not that great...........I don't get much sleep and I'm sick right now because of it....and other things.....but I'm getting better.....my hate ball is here...and I hate her....(yonger sister dawns nickname).......and stuff.....now I might not be able to hang out with peoplz...and stuff....sigh...forget about tori to.....she going to rune my nice planed weekend.....sigh.........I want cookies.....wait I have some....!!!!!YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......okay....I cookies and brownies....and some other things...he he he he he.......

OMG....I drew these amazing pics......there AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....I might put them up...but you will have to suffer and wait to find out...he he he...I have felt very evil today and have tormented my twin today...so today is a good day for me.....a very happy one......


I guess that's it....Bye-bye for now.....
xoxo


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....



clubs





Freinds
~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/20463102/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/20463102/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 21:53:13 PDT
Okay...know that I got that out of my system....on to other stuff....If u don't know about KH club that I have there is a really cool contest that u should enter....u can read it.........It will be fun.....he he he....

okay I realized that my schedule is like over load with stuff I might not even realize it till I went to school...I have only one study hall...sadly and a lot of other stuff....that I might not even want....I just want to get into a good collage and stuff....I don't know.....my Geology teacher is a little confusing.....he says that we have a test and he didn't teach anything....so yeah...we have a project....and I can do that but not the test....sigh....so confusing.........

Okay.......my mom has been all weird latly....not sure why.....she just making sure I do good I guess.......I don't know why though....sigh....a lot has been confusing latly....its all so troublesome.....sigh.........

I wonder.....Oh I have so many pic I have to put up....u all will love them.....some might not be good.....but I'll still put them up.........yeah........

I guess that's it....Bye-bye for now.....
xoxo


I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....



clubs





Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/20227169/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 22:09:53 PDT ....I will get to your notes and stuff....

I can't wait for school!!!!! I get out of my house and near peoplz who really do care and heart me......exept the man who needs to apologize and give me back my SP....I want to actually want to use my R button again....sigh....I'll ask him eventually but I'm too angry at him to even talk to him so id rather stay away from him for a while.....A lot longer!!!....sigh...but atlest I know other who like me....maybe even love me more than that a--.......who needs to get smaked....for being so mean and waisting my money on something that didn't last.....

But on a happier note.........I got more books to read!!!!!!! I'm reading the Hawksong series and i'm already on the third book...the only problem is that I'm almost don't with it.....sigh....I only have two more....but when school starts I'll get more from my friends and then i wont be so bored....I just have to consentrate on school though case I am a senior and I do need to graduate to get my laptop...everything has a twist when its coming from my mom...I get money I have to clean the house...I want a laptop I have to graduate...so annoying....sigh......

I guess that wasn't so happy.....but I am...just not when I'm not sleeping...I've been having stange nightmares......my first was of a group of people were stuck in this building and then somehow they get seperated then in the rooms they were in they find people that want to kill them.....and then I see in there eyes how they did and then I HAVE TO KILL A KITTY!!!!! I felt so bad and then for some reason...I didn't know at the time...but before I killed the kitty I turn into one....I didn't even notice...then as everyone starts to die they turn into books.....then after everyone is dead I see this really see through person come out to know where and then blow on the books....the one of the human dissapears and the one of the evil guy comes back to kill me...then I run into my bathroom and wake up......then I realize after I fall back to almost sleep that the people were the people that were being killed...and that it was a run on thing that never ended until I figured that out.....and guess what...I'm a kitty that goes invisible....Its awesome....

okay....I guess I have nothing to say...exept rose needs to hang cause I finish the pic and it does look like you...he he he...and its not muraki......he he he...

I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....



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http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19970220/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 12:41:24 PDT she's reallly sorry




I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....



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http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19869985/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 21:50:06 PDT ....the only bad part is every time I think about her I start to cry....Okay....Its getting annoying...I really want to find her and I've been on a few free web sites and stuff.....I'm still really scared though...

I have no idea what I'm going to find....If I'm going to find her....I'm scared cause I don't know what I'm going to find....she kinda like having kids and I'm in a family of 5 know and they are all related....and I have an older sister so atleast I'm not the oldest.......but still What if I have more sisters and brothers....I would die...they are already annoying enough.....If I do I want them older.......Cause I don't want any more younger siblings....I would be in hell if I did....

I really don't have many people to talk to and If my little sister gets her way and she gets to meet are mom with me and my twin she wont be coming home I will push her in to something and leave her that.....of course i wont really do that thats just something I'll say to get my frustration out...I'd be sad at least a day if she died...believe me I have my reason for hating her......she just a spoiled little whore who needs to get slapped into reality.....

Okay but enough about Dawn.......I'm not sure what I'm going to do...I know when I do get to meet her I'm bringing someone with me...I'd be to scared to go by myself....I think sevy might want to come.....Sevy if u read this do u think if I get to meet my mom can u come with us......

Okay sorry for upset anyone with this I just needed to write something and I needed a new journal so...yeah.....

I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

okay so i've got nothing else to talk about so yeah....bye-bye....


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~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19830762/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19830762/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:10:01 PDT
What would you do if??1. I was right next to you2. I kissed you3. I lived next door to you4. I started smoking5. I was hospitalized6. I was drunk7. I hugged you8. I asked you to leave9. I asked you out?What do you think about my??10. Personality11. Eyes12. Hair13. Body?Would you??14. Be my friend??15. Keep a secret if i told you one??16. Kiss me??17. Go on a date with me??18. Keep in touch??19. Date me????Have you ever??21. Lied to make me feel better??22. Wanted to kiss me??23. Kept something important from me??24. Wanted to cuddle with me???More.?26. Who are you???27. Are we friends???28. When and how did we meet???29. Describe me in one word?30. What was your first impression???31. What reminds you of me???32. If you could give me anything what would it be???33. How well do you know me???34. When is the last time you saw me???35. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't???36. Are you gonna post this so you can see what I say about you???You must answer all these questions and send them back to me, please don't hold back, be completely honest...?Y= Yes?N = No?M= Maybe??Would/will you??[] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill??[] Fight me??[] kiss me??[] Let me kiss you??[] Watch a movie with me??[] Go out to dinner with me??[] Sing car karaoke with me??[] Re-post this for me to answer your questions??[] Hold my hand??[] Let me make you breakfast??[] Help me with homework??[] Tickle me??[] Let me tickle you??[] Instant message me??[] Greet me in public??[] Hang out with me??[] Bring me around your friends??[] Be down with me no matter what???Do you??[] Think I'm cute??[] Think I'm serious??[] Think I'm a good person?[] Think I'm conceded??[] Want to kiss me??[] Want to cuddle with me??[] Want to hook up with me??[] Love me???Am I??[] Smart??[] Cute??[] Funny??[] Cool??[] Romantic??[] A freak??[] Gangsta??[] lovable??[] Adorable??[] Trustworthy?[] Compassionate??[] Great to be with??[] Attractive??[] Mean??[] Well known???Have you ever??[] Wished I were there??[] Had a crush on me??[] Wanted my number??[] Had a dream about me??[] Been distracted by me??[] Looked at my page more than ten times???Are you??[] Happy you know me??[] Thinking about me??[] Going to repost???THE OTHER??1. Give me your number??2. Let me hug you anytime I wanted to??3. let me kiss you??4. watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one??5. let me take you out to dinner??6. drive me somewhere/anywhere??7. take a shower with me??8. have a fling with me??9. listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends??10. buy me a drink if i didn't have money??11. take me home for the night??12. let me sleep in your bed??13. sing karaoke w/ me??14. sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone??15. re-post this for me to answer your questions??16. come pick me up at 3am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere??17. Do you think I'm cute or hot??18. Do you like my style??19. Do you thin... ]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19320221/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19320221/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 22:04:17 PDT Most compatible with: Dramatic Uke
Least compatible with: Everyone else

And then I took it again to see what I really would get...Of course I'd like to be a sadistic Seme but I really can't hurt my boyfriend that I get I would feel to bad...I got..dum dum dum....You are a Chibi Seme! And I thought the thingy was funny....
You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are.
Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke

Okay so why do i always get seme.....I mean really why.....sigh.....I'm not sure.....stuff......

Okay so I have a few new pics that SOMEONE! is supposed to put up for me...sigh....I really like the one....I can't wait to see peoples reaction...he he he....Its okay maybe....the saying is the funny part....he he he....

anyway...I'm bored and its late and i'm still bored and SOMEONE isn't talking to me and it's upsetting...I didn't get to talk to anyone really today....*shouts* "People talk to me!" *shot*......sigh.....sigh...............

stuff...still more stuff....

I saw this in journal and as part of the deal i'm telling people I will do free sketches of what ever they want....just send me links or if your like me and don't know how then tell me about the charactor unless its a charactor everyone knows about like Cloud or Leon.....okay......

I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

okay so i've got nothing else to talk about so yeah....bye-bye....


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Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19272561/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:39:17 PDT
I drew this really entertaining picture....I got it from a manga that I read...I can't wait to put it up.....I accually drew 3 pic so far......I'm still bored and no one is talking so I'll probibly do that.....

Okay so my mom is all like I can't get a car....and when I heard that I almost jumped her....she said I can't get a car because of the japanese trip that we are going on in like next July.....So our car moneys going to that....i mean I want to go but I also want to get a car...I'm sick of having to walk everwhere......I have cut covering my feet because of blisters......I have enough.....sigh.......So I have 2,800 towards the trip and thats not counting the 200 dollars I got from my grandmother for my birhtday on July 3....so know I'm 18 and have an even annoyinger mom to bug me...(yes annoyinger is a word....I made it up ......deal.....)........

I wish I could meet some of the peoplz on Da.....But they all live like millions of miles away....sigh....it would be entertaining.....a gient group of anime lovers in one house........he he he.....All types of manga.....sigh...I need more books.....sigh..........

I saw this in journal and as part of the deal i'm telling people I will do free sketches of what ever they want....just send me links or if your like me and don't know how then tell me about the charactor unless its a charactor everyone knows about like Cloud or Leon.....okay......

I have a Guardian Shadow... is my guardian shadow so watch out peoplz.....

okay so i've got nothing else to talk about so yeah....bye-bye....


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Freinds
http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/19108127/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 11:26:06 PDT
I updated my friends list and club list and stuff.......To make happy cause I forgot her last time.....so her you go....Your there.....

I have an others list cause i'm not sure if they want to be my friend or an other.......so if your in the other then leave a note saying you like being an other or you would like being my friend....or stalker....I have a few stalkers.....I should make a stalker catagory....um.....okay if you want to be a friendly stalker you can tell me....that will make me happy too....*smiles*....?.......



I saw this in journal and as part of the deal i'm telling people I will do free sketches of what ever they want....just send me links or if your like me and don't know how then tell me about the charactor unless its a charactor everyone knows about l... ]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18969467/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18969467/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:52:17 PDT
1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Okay so i got tagged by two people..... and ........yeah I'm loved........

1. I love cheese......LOVE.....cheese....

2. I love kittys.....

3. I hate my dad and his girlfriend and wish for there death......WISH.....

4. I love DA cause it gets me away from my chorse.....

5. my hair is curly and long and i want is straight......

6. i went camping and vandalized the boys bathroom with Amanda, Allie, Taren. We put shaving cream on the handle and urinal and a frog in another one of the urinals.....

7. I draw people for money or none at all if your a freind.....

and finally 8. I was adopted from a crazy man and now wish to find my real mom on july 3, couse it is my 18th b-day and I can.....

okay now that that is done I can get on with things.....I guess i have to tag some people.......

Tag:


Okay so I did what I was told to do....Listen to this...Okay so my b-day is on july 3 and I'll be 18 and the funny part is i'm jobless and my mom wont let me leave to get one....so If she doesn't let me leave then i'm just going to walk out of my house and get one....I deal with the consequences....I don't really care....I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god I'm going to yell that into my mom's ear soon if she doesn's listen.....sigh.....She is getting annoying.....seh all like your going to be a women you have to be responsable and she wont let me get a job.....she is so stupid

I'm getting a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! again if my mom takes me but she'll let me get a car before I get a job....she is so stupid you need a job to pay for gas you idiot.......she getting more annoying latly....

not to mention she still hasn't let me plan my party that i plan to have soon....I'll just have it when she's not home or something.....I don't know....Okay I'm done with my rantings about my mom for now.......

Kasumi Ref by ~azaranachata i'm using this pic for a comic or just pic of hibiki and the person doing "stuff"
bye-bye

clubs

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18969461/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:51:46 PDT
1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Okay so i got tagged by two people..... and ........yeah I'm loved........

1. I love cheese......LOVE.....cheese....

2. I love kittys.....

3. I hate my dad and his girlfriend and wish for there death......WISH.....

4. I love DA cause it gets me away from my chorse.....

5. my hair is curly and long and i want is straight......

6. i went camping and vandalized the boys bathroom with Amanda, Allie, Taren. We put shaving cream on the handle and urinal and a frog in another one of the urinals.....

7. I draw people for money or none at all if your a freind.....

and finally 8. I was adopted from a crazy man and now wish to find my real mom on july 3, couse it is my 18th b-day and I can.....

okay now that that is done I can get on with things.....I guess i have to tag some people.......

Tag:


Okay so I did what I was told to do....Listen to this...Okay so my b-day is on july 3 and I'll be 18 and the funny part is i'm jobless and my mom wont let me leave to get one....so If she doesn't let me leave then i'm just going to walk out of my house and get one....I deal with the consequences....I don't really care....I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god I'm going to yell that into my mom's ear soon if she doesn's listen.....sigh.....She is getting annoying.....seh all like your going to be a women you have to be responsable and she wont let me get a job.....she is so stupid

I'm getting a car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! again if my mom takes me but she'll let me get a car before I get a job....she is so stupid you need a job to pay for gas you idiot.......she getting more annoying latly....

not to mention she still hasn't let me plan my party that i plan to have soon....I'll just have it when she's not home or something.....I don't know....Okay I'm done with my rantings about my mom for now.......

bye-bye

clubs

http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18952708/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 15:41:00 PDT
anyway I've got nothing to do so i'm doing this....so yeah......everyone there had a stick up there ass though.....they were ass holes....sorry sevy if you read this....

I'm going job hunting tomorrow and sunday if anyone's got a good job and 18 yr person could work...got I'm turning 18....thats going to be annoying....I'm having a sleep over if anyone wants to come.......yeah......RSVP only though so hurry before all the spots are taken....just kidding though if you do want to come tell me......

Not sure what to do.....I have so little to draw thought a am taking requests of drawing potrits of people if you are intrested... or if you want me to draw something for you....I'm ready and willing....please.................I have nothing to do until i get a job that will be until when so please help me and give me something anything to draw....please......

I miss you all so much I went throught DA withdrowel so talk to me if your on when i am........


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~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18712549/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18712549/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 10:55:02 PDT
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]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18591872/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18591872/ Sat, 31 May 2008 10:49:19 PDT
Hey I'm here to pay attenion to me......please......I feel so left out........*sniff*.......*sob*......sniff*.......*sob*.......not fair..........

My other sister you know is annoying and the rest of my family....Even my one friend she says she is a friend but all she talks about is guys.....what she does with them and stuff.......Its annoying cause she like the closet one I have....then I meet sevy-chan so know I don't really care anymore.....my other friend just needs to learn what matters in life and let me just tell you its not men..........It just makes me sad that that's all she talks about....giving me hopless hope that i'll get to see her agian....*sniff*....not fair.....god now I'm crying.......

But anyway amanda.......I'm made at you......really mad......I want to draw what you draw......then I might grab your attenion and keep it for my self ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha Okay I feel better......maybe......wha!!!!!!!!!!


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http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18490641/ Sun, 25 May 2008 07:41:27 PDT
Wouldn't it be cool if a ghost came out of no where....Yeah...that would be fun I'd let it loose in dawns room...Yeah........Or a bug. That probibly scare her even worse then a ghost....

I'm hungry.....food.....I want pizza....

well I hope the other clubs I ask to join will let me....I hope.....

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]]> ~Chessica http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18355460/ http://Chessica.deviantart.com/journal/18355460/ Fri, 16 May 2008 17:30:52 PDT
I wonder what everyone is doing. Puddlez is watching t.v. I think. Maybe writting a new fanfic she's been working on...I hate matt he is so loud and annoying....more dots of course.... I'm hungry....I want fried rice...I wonder if I ask my boyfreind to get me some if he will attually get it for me....Ha right, no he might but I don't know....

Katie talk to me...I know your on I saw the green dot by your name.....>_<

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