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Ones in bold I've already done.


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation [link]
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/26860990/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/26860990/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:52:01 PDT I'M HAPPY AS HAPPY CAN BE! LIFE IS GREAT!

]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/26477674/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/26477674/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 05:25:16 PDT 1. Put your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name



If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Red - Start again.
[ ... I'm mean. xD!]

How would you describe yourself?
Red - Pieces
[Emo much? XDD]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Michael Smith - Above all.
[ ... Well.................]

How do you feel today?
Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend.
[ O-o; Lezbian tendencies I see. ]

What is your life's purpose?
Kamelot - Love you to death.
[Poor Rannan. LOL.]

What is your motto?
Red - Already over.
[Seriously emo.]

What do your friends think of you?
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone.
[Aww.. they miss me? Or is it err bad...?]

What do you think of your parents?
Anastacia - Welcome to my truth.
[....]

What do you think about very often?
Natalie Imbruglia - Goodbye.
[Jeeze.. I really AM emo.]

What is 2 + 2?
Red - Shadows.
[Well...]

What do you think of your best friend?
Anastacia - One day in your life.
[Erm...]

What do you think of the person you like?
Anastacia - Left outside alone.
[LOL.]

What is your life story?
Foo fighters - The pretender.
[Oh dear.... AM I REALLY THAT FAKE? LOL.]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Breaking Benjamin - Rain.
[I wanna be a little raindrop? ]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Prodigy - Omen.
[... I see.]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Anastacia - Everything burns.
[Poor Rannan again.]

What will they play at your funeral?
All Angels - Silent night.
[Aw. Quite fitting.. ish... err.... the atmosphere at least.]

What is your hobby/interest?
Lindsey Haun - Broken.
[JEEZE AM I EMO?!]

What is your biggest fear?
The Archies - Sugar Sugar.
[Probably, quite a scary song.]

What is your biggest secret?
Avril Lavigne - Complicated.
[Ooh quite fitting but.. LOL]

What do you think of your friends?
Richard Marx - Right here waiting for you.
[AWww. <> Fitting. <>]

What will you post this as?
Take that - Greatest day of our lives.
[Well...... o_o]

]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/26439922/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/26439922/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 08:17:08 PDT ... 2 years......
Everyone I know has improved so greatly.
Holy wow.
.........
Just hi.
Sorry I never said anything. I really am sorry about that. I totally forgot all about DA... just.. XD Been busy with other aspects of my life. I never really got into drawing untill now. Wow. 2 years. Ahem. Yeah. >_>
Well Yeah. Hi to those I did know.. <___< *EMBARRASSEDEDED* >>
*RUNS AWAY*
<< I'll begin drawing immediately and shtuff. I've already got a few. Pix with my phone though, but I suppose that's good enough. XD *Still learning* <_< *Goes to learn* >>

Oh and I'm cleaning up my DA.

]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/15152444/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/15152444/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 04:22:00 PDT
Bye.

]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13178683/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13178683/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 16:03:39 PDT
He did it again. He just comes into my room when I'm chatting on MSN. Having fun.. I was so happy. Then he ruins my mood.. he goes and talks all depressing things. Saying my mom doesn't do anything for me. Saying he boguht a phone for me.

Saying that he did everything for me. Saying NO ONE CARED ABOUT ME. SAYING ONLY HE CARED. I DONT FUCKING CARE. I DONT WANT HIM LIKE THIS.......... when can he just go away!??? i'll be glad when he's gone.. holy shit. i'm so fucking sad. scared and alone. I feel so depressed.......

he wo'nt leave me alone.. he wasin my room for 15 miuntes. Talkinga bout how bad I was to him saying that I didn't care that he bought me stuff. but doesn't he know... i want him back to what he was. I don't want him to just BUY stuff.. I mean.. I feel so sick. ):

I want him.. i want his personality. I don't want this shit. he keeps spoiling me with things, expecting praise. he was swearing so much... i'm so sad.

WHY CAN'T HE JUST BE DAD!?? It's tearing me inside!!!! D<<<



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~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13097260/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13097260/ Sat, 26 May 2007 06:12:21 PDT Mwahaha. I'm so evil. o_o; Well, kinda not stolen.. but kinda like. Tagged? Kinda? O___o; XD;

1) Full name:
Samantha Wendy K. xD

2) Male/Female:
Female.

3) Were you named after anyone?:
I dunno. o_o;

4) Does your name mean anything?:
Uh. Gods heard? Or.. Something? Heard by god? o_o

5) Nickname(s):
Sammeh, Manbeast, Dave, ManBeater, Sammy, Sammi, Sam, SmoogleMuffin.

6) What do you think you look like... name wise:
O___O; I dunno. I think the name Samantha sounds posh but like, blonde And... Stuff? XD; NOTHING AGAINST BLONDES. XD I just seen loads of blonde girls with the name Samantha. D:

7) Date of birth:
10th November bebi.

8) Place of birth and current location:
I dunno. Place of birth is probz, Lancashire.. hospital. xS And i live in Manchester now. x3

9) Nationality:
English. o_o But i'm like, Vietnamese/English/Chinese.

10) Astrology sign:
Scorpio.. XD; *Cough* Don't get on my bad side.
Bitches! Mwahaha. o-o

11) Chinese astrology sign:
I wish mine was dog. DAMN YOU SAPPHY!! XD I'm...
Rooster. D<

12) Religion:
Nothing? Kinda...Buddist/Christian? O_O

13) What's your favorite smell?:
I love that candle light smell. You know... those candles which smell nice when you light them? XD

14) Political Position?:
Uh...? o_o

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?:
MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK
MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK
MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK
MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK
MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK MILK

16) Hair + eye color:
Eyes: Browny, yellow. More brown than yellow. Little specks of yellow.
Hair: Platnium blonde tips, browny red middle, Black at the top.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?:
No. o_o;

18) What do you look like?:
In my gallery. xD

19) Any unusual talents?:
I can.. Uh... Touch my nose with my uber long tongue. I'M LIKE.. OROCHIMARU!! MWAHAHA. XD

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?:
Righty. I wanna do both though. D< Can't be bothered.. xD;

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?:
Straight.

22) What do you do for a living?:
Sleep, eat, computer, school. You know. o_o; Interesting huh?

23) What do you do for fun?:
Draw, listen to music, and... MSN. xD

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
Paper and Pencil or Photoshop.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?:
Uhh... O-O; I srsly need a rubber.... xD;

26) Have you met your grandparents?:
Yes. o-o; My grandma and my grandad when I was young?

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Yuh. xD Boyfriend babeee.

28) Crush:
Psh. Might sound wrong but I do have a crush on a guy. xD

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:
Orlando Bloom... o_o Or Amy Lee if I was a man. Rofl! XD

30) Current worries?:
I'm worried about my crush and my boyfriend finding out. o__o; and then the school would have a whole lotta drama. ROFL XD

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s):
... ]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13077626/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13077626/ Thu, 24 May 2007 15:08:49 PDT
So anywayz.. I was listening to music, about to go downstairs to get a milk. Hear my brother say to dad, "I'm going for a shower." and then dad's like "Okay." and dad walks over to the shower and gets in for a toilet. My brother is annoyed punches the wall and so on. And then, blah blah a mini argument in the living room.

So I got involved, since my brother was annoying me and I was a little worried. He was punching walls and saying stuff like "Fucking pissed off." and stuff.. so i went and argued with dad about my brother. Saying stuff like "You didn't have to do that. Now he's annoying me." and he was asking me why I was getting involved.

I feel terrible... mum and him haven't been speaking to eachother for weeks.. and it's annoying me. Badly.. and I rarely speak to them, which is good. I don' want to see another argument. I want them to talk again. So mum got out of the living room and went upstairs to talk to my brother who was pissed off and she started causing trouble saying. "Oh don't worry. Ignore him, he's a old man and he doesn't understand anything. I ignore him now and haven't spoken to him for many weeks. You should ignore him too."

And so, after she came into my room to speak to me. I was pissed off.. why is mum causing trouble? Why is dad causing trouble? Why is it that trouble always loves following me? And so. she talks to me about innocent things like, how was school. but in my heart, I know she's critizing me about not joining her side... i'm so sad right now. Then after that, I saw dad right behind her making some weird signals. I don't know why! I want this all to end! It's stressing me outttt...... X_X

Then, she said "Who was that? Paul? Him?" with weird eyes... like she was angry or suspicious or something. Gawd....

So anywayz, i partly ignore my mum and go downstairs to follow dad right? So he shows me he bought all these things for me.. Shoes.. Fan... Webcam... But i'm so scared.. I don't know what to do. I think he's trying to impress me Or something I don't know.. he wants me to be on his side??? and so what I thought was true. he told me some heartbreaking words:

"Nobody cares about you. Only me and maybe your sister in law. Lam. No one, all these fucking people are idiots. You shouldn't trust them. Trust me ONLY. And next time, shut your fucking mouth when you speak to me like that."

I felt fucking heartbroken. I dno't know what to do. I don't know.. Gawd. My life sucks It's great letting it out though.. X_X

I don't want to pick a side. I'm so distraught. Confused. I want something to calm me down, take the stress away. This life is killing me softly. I betcha i'm gonna get scarred for life when i'm older.. Man.. this is hard. x_x

I don't know.... I don't want anything. I'm still disgusted about my dad. I still have the nightmares. I still don't know anything. I feel like I'm the only one in this world and that noone understands. I don't want arguments, why can't we have a peaceful loving family? Why can't they stop the arguing. They know it's tearing me apart so why do it... i dont' want this anymore. I'm scared to death to talk to my parents now. I can't tell them anything, why can't my mum and dad just be together? Funny? Joke? Stuff... it was great those times.. man... ):


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My dad is the bestest dad in the world.

I'm so happy!



Fuck you.






I'm sorry. I just wanted to get this out. I don't care if I sound emo to any of you. I don't fucking care. I want to get it out.. it's too painful to keep inside. Especially after I had a great big argument with a friend. She knows nothing about what happened... She doesn't know what it feels to have such a "Nice" dad as mine. She doesn't know what just happened... she doesn't know... she doesn't know how nice I was to her. Only for her to throw it in my face. So nice.. so nice to be traumatized isn't it? So great to live with this guilt, regret, disgust in your whole life? SO GREAT to dream of it. Relive it. over and over again. I love this. great life...

It's fucktabulous. I'm so happy in this fucked up world. Haha.....

Whatever....

Fuck you lijra/soe. You're such a great friend jumping to conclusions. No i'm not jealous, it's about somthing else. like i said. you don't understand. you'll never understand how it feels. i don't care how much hurt i cause. i want it to be caused.

i can't live this shit. i can't do this shit. and no this an't a fucking old april fools joke. i don't fucking care. i'm so fucke dup. my life is fucked up my dad is fucked up he's a fucking maniac... fucking.....


EDIT: Ignore the soe things now. and the friend bits.. we made up. we're ok.

(oh I nearly forgot these how great!!)

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~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13010406/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/13010406/ Sat, 19 May 2007 07:52:13 PDT
STUPID HEADTEACHER DIDN'T LET ME AND I WAS LATE TO BRING THE PERMISSION SLIP AND I WAS ILL ON THAT DAY.

Damnit all. I really wanted to see so i would remember the day and treasure how great Kamilah was.. x.x *Growlsatself*

I feel so guilty. o_o I really wanted to go.. It sounded.. great but sad. I wanted to pay my last respects to her. *Cry* X_O I SHOULDA BEEN IN THE 30/40/50 STUDENTS THAT WENT TO THE CHURCH THING TO PAY RESPECTS AND BYES. *Screams* T_T

I feel miserable and sad. I lost a chance to see one of my friends who I will n ever see again. x_x Psh.....


News:


Hundreds of children said a final goodbye today(18thMay2007) at the funeral of a 12-year-old girl shot dead in her own home.

Kamilah Peniston suffered a single gunshot wound to the head at the family home in Gorton, Manchester, on the early evening of April 30.

She died a day later in hospital, and a 16-year-old boy is awaiting trial charged with her murder.

Today Kamilah's schoolmates joined her griefstricken mother Natasha and her seven-year-old twin sisters for the requiem mass.

A white horse-drawn carriage bore her coffin to St Kentigern's RC Church in Fallowfield, south Manchester, followed by a cortege of 35 cars.

Her white coffin, adorned with a floral tribute spelling her name, was then carried into the church by six pallbearers, followed by hundreds of friends and family, packing into the church.

A special bus brought around 30 of Kamilah's closest classmates from her school, St Thomas Aquinas RC, in the city.

Ed Wyllie, headmaster at her school, said Kamilah was a "model pupil" and neighbours described the youngster as a "little brain box" because of her habit of going straight to the local library after class to complete her homework.

Kamilah's coffin was brought into the service to the hymn All Things Bright And Beautiful, as mourners took their places.

The service began with Amazing Grace before Father John Flynn led the service in prayers for the youngster.

A moving tribute from her mother was included on the order of service. It read: "You came to me early as a surprise, my first, eldest daughter, with big beautiful brown eyes.

"Kamilah you are my shining star. You will always be in my heart wherever you are.

"Mummy loves you, just as you are."

The service came to a close with the hymn Do Not Be Afraid, before the funeral cortege travelled to Manchester Southern Cemetery for a private burial.

On the way the cortege stopped briefly outside her school for other pupils to pay a moment's silent tribute.

The 16-year-old charged with her murder is also facing charges of possession of a firearm and ammunition. He is remanded into secure accommodation until his trial, scheduled for October 2.








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~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12963125/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12963125/ Tue, 15 May 2007 08:43:09 PDT

Aidan... Is.. so.. good.

Oh yeaahh. DID I MENTION I HAVE THE MAN OF MY DREAMS NOW!?

HE' SO FREAKIN' CLEVER, CUTE, SWEET, KINDA SHY!!! OH MY GOD. O_O UH UH UH.


YES!!! AND I QUOTE, LOVE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333

LUFF LUFF LUFF

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOVEEEEE

Love is in the air for me. I'm happy, hippy dodaii. Yeeyyy!!! <333 Soz I havne't been drawing or anything alot today. O_O Gawd, i'm so happy. o_O Me and Aidan. = Babies. Joking. PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SAYING WE'RE A CUTE COUPLE OH MY GOD!! HE'S TOO CUTE, WE SUIT! OH MY GOD. MY MAAANN MYYYY MAAAN OOOOOFFFFFF MYYYY DDDRRREAAAAAMSSS *Runs around and hops on top of walls* HE'S TOO SWEET!!! O_O he srsly needs to lyk... get less nervous of me though. I want him to show his true self. Like he does on MSN. Too. cute.. too.. sweet.. <3

OH YEAH. AND I AIN'T BLOODY BOTHERED ABOUT PEOPLE WHO THINK WE'RE A BAD COUPLE OR AIDAN'S UGLY OR I'M UGLY OR ANYTHING. I DON'T CARE!!

Holy shit, today was hillarious too though. I was meant to be doing tests right...and LMAO!! I did these answers in R.E AND i was giggling all through, no idea why. I was hyper. o-O and then like, I got accross this hard question of "Why did Joseph forgive his brothers?" And i'm like... "Uhh.. cuz god told himt to." AND IT WAS SOO FUNNY. Soz for those who think it's like, really bad towards religion but it's not. I didn't know what to put and it might have been right anywayz. O_O;

I was terrible at maths, that was the one test I HATED. XD ABSOLOUTELY HATED. I SKIPPED MOST OF THEM, AND AND.. I HAD NO IDEA WHAT X AND Y MEANT AND AND... I FORGOT WHAT MODE AND MEAN MEANT. O___O DAMNN. XD OH WELL..

They were kinda important tests though. O_O Uhh.. XD; *cough*



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http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12885972/ Tue, 08 May 2007 09:12:04 PDT
I'm the one with the weird name. o_o; Sammi.


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OKAY
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UH
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I TRUSTED
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THIS
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FRIEND
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AND
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SHE'S SARAH
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AND WE HAVE HAD A FEW ARGUMENTS IN THE PAST CUZ SHE BETRAYED ME A FEW TIMES
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ANDDD
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TODAY
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She was acting weird
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she acts friedly to me in the morning
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but then ... ignored me in the afternoon
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anywayzzz
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In religious
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she was ignoring me, never spoke tom me at all
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to me*
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THENN...
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At the end of the day
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I went over and said
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"HEEYY, Can I walk home with yaaa Again?
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and then she's like
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"Oh wait a sec, I have to go detention with Vesna"
รค๓๓เ says:
She gave a shifty look to Vesna, and i'm like "Uhh. OKay. Meanies!"
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Then I walked off
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then later on in the day
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i saw her
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with Vesna
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and she didn't have the detention at ALL
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her excuse
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"Oh, the teacher told me I could go. "
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And she gave me a dirty look
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with Vesna
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o-O
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I was contemplating..
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It was strange.
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How could she and Vesna be in detention together?
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They didn't have the same classes
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and they couldn't possibly get in trouble at all with eachother
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so they were probably lying
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because they didn't want to hang out with me? o_O
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THEN i felt sad
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cuz I trusted Sarah and Vesna and shiz
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then I told my dad when I came home
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and dad was like
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"Oh, she probably doesn't like competition."
รค๓๓เ says:
"Don't let things like that bother you, life is too short for that. Be nice to the people who are nice to you and ignore the ones that aren't nice."
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Or something like that
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And it's strange.. I kind of believe my dad.. about the competition part. o_o
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I think she was jealous. o_o;
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Because, she wanted to be only pretty girl. o_o
Rannan says:
*Mumbles* That's exactly what *I* said... >_>
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It all started after I started hanging out with the boys and her. o-o
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and then she started completely ignoring me. o-o
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My dad was lkie..
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she's probably jealous cuz..
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she thinks of you as competition.
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and you're pretty too
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she only wants to hang out with the less pretty ones so she can be the only pretty one and won't have competition
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I think that's why she's been rather nasty with me lately.


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http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12838255/ Fri, 04 May 2007 09:47:48 PDT


You people HAVE to do this, just to see how many people actually get fooled by reading it. (I don't really care about the 'next seven days' thing at all, just wanted to do this for fun.)

IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next
seven days you will:

* have someone fall in love with you
* find money you've been missing
* your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money,

BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:

"Guess who I kissed last night!"
"I'm a lesbian"
"who you..Never..."
"I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN"
"Just to settle all the rumors... yes I did"
"I'm getting married!"
"I got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!"
"I miss him"
"I guess it was never meant to be"
"I'm gonna be a daddy!"
"I'm gonna be a mommy!"
"I'm moving : ("
"Guess who I want to kiss"


XD Do it if ya want. <3

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http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12800672/ Thu, 03 May 2007 08:23:19 PDT

A 12-year-old girl has died after being allegedly shot in the head by her own brother.

The victim died in hospital on Tuesday morning, hours after the shooting at 7.30pm on Monday at the family home in Gorton, Manchester. Her 16-year-old brother has been arrested on suspicion of attempted murder.

It is understood the boy has told officers the shooting was an accident. Police have yet to release names or say what type of weapon was involved. Neighbours say the boy screamed "Call an ambulance" while cradling his dying sister on the pavement outside.

The family live on a run-down council estate on Wembley Road.

Before the news broke of her death, neighbour Frances Smith, 45, said: "The girl is a right little brain box. Every day from school she goes straight to the local library and stays there for two to three hours to revise and do all her schoolwork. She's a really clever girl."

Of her brother, she added: "The boy is a good lad. He plays with all the other lads and is not a troublemaker or in any gangs or anything. We are all really shocked. We can't believe it. If you saw him with his sister, you would never believe he'd be capable of doing something like that. No way is it attempted murder. He came running out of his house screaming 'Get an ambulance, I have shot my sister'. It is just a tragic accident, I think."

Superintendent John O'Hare told reporters later that the weapon involved was a section one firearm which should not have been in the house.

He added: "At this moment in time it is treated as a tragic event. Our hearts go out to the family and wider community that is affected by this. It really does bring home the tragic and really evil consequences of firearms within our community. It is a sad and tragic event."

The officer confirmed the 16-year-old boy was arrested at the scene for attempted murder and remains in custody for questioning. He said that the victim was shot in the lounge of the house and no adults were at the address at the time. The girl suffered a single gunshot wound to the head and died at 9am in hospital.

Superintendent O'Hare refused to give further details about the actual type of weapon used. He added: "It was a weapon which I would class as a section one firearm, a powerful weapon that killed a 12-year-old girl. It's a weapon you should not have and should not have been with the individual. The weapon should not have been in those premises."

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Why... Why do the good people always die? I don't know her all too much.. but.. ever since I started at ST THOMAS AQUINAS. my new school.. she always smiled. She was so funny... she joked... she played. she messed about with the teachers. but... she was... so great.. she was so joyful An inspiration to us all. I feel so.. empty without her. I mean, how will my IT lessons go without her? My PE lessons? The great fun??? Where is she now I wonder? Heaven? I sure hope so. She deserves it. She's so young.. I feel so terrible. It was her own brother.. her own brother. sure he probably thought the gun was a fake...

she struggled when she was shot... held...

my dad said brain injuries usually make people seem like they're struggling. but.. i don't know...... i hope no pain came to her. Shot to the head... why... why did such a nice person die? why did she get shot? the pain in my heart.. my head is unbearable. I feel so.. sick. i feel so sad, so tired. she smiled... she always smiled... i'll miss her. truely. and her jokes.. her arguments with the boys. joking about her second name... the funnyness............ i'll miss her..... we'll all miss her at St Thomas Aquinas.

Edit 2may2007: She seriously was a brain box though.. I mean... O_O Level.... 6... in.. maths... *Faints* Set one in maths!! oh my god! XD She was soo good at that... so good. I really probably think she went to libraries and studied. She was just so good..

T______T Rest in peace Kamilah Peniston...

AMEN.

EDIT2may2007: This song that i'm listening to and am going to post right now really suits her.. It reminds me of her everytime I go to french lesson now. I just look at her empty seat and think... "Why did she go? she always made me smile." I mean... in french one time.. she was making squeaky noises, i turn around and she's smilnig at me. then points to a random guy friend and goes "HE DID IT! IT WASNT ME" in a hyperish sounding voice... she was so cute. her smile was a inspiration to us all, she made us smile. Taught us to smile... gave us lots of friendly things in our minds. She gave me self confidence when she smiled. her smile was a true gift. a gift to us all at st thomas aquinas.

Lil Star - Kelis

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I am jus... ]]> ~Chibi-Raii http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12789595/ http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12789595/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:40:33 PDT
Haven't updated in a long time. So gonna say something that seems really really random.


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Yeyforpie<3 K. Have a nice day. <3

I'm so lazy to write a interesting journal. So here it is. >>


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http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12508776/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 10:54:15 PDT
OMGGG, I got no easter egg... ): But but.. I GOT SOMETHING BETTURRR..


OMIGAWWDDD.. For easter, I got..... guess whut. o_o A DRAWING BOOK<333 OMI!! <3333 I'm so happy. Now I can work on things, and improving my anatomy and everything. ^_^ DADDY GOT IT MEE. D: I'm sooooo happyyyy. SQUEAAL. I'm hypah, and happy. o_o SPAZZZSPAZZ!!!!


Ilyall. Have a nice day. K. Bye.


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http://Chibi-Raii.deviantart.com/journal/12480843/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:18:36 PDT
I'm not a new person by the way. o_o; Just switchin' accounts so.. Plz don't get like... "OMG HI NEWBIE" xD Cuz i'm not.
I'm only reuploading the best. x3

Oh ya and..

CAN'T BE BOTHERED UPLOADING VIETNAM PHOTOS SO HERE THEY ARE...


The challenge...

Is cancelled. :3 SORRY. x.x Too much work to change the links. x.x




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