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deviantART: by:ChibiCrashey http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ChibiCrashey&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ChibiCrashey en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:17:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Sooooo... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28889211/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28889211/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 18:42:40 PST
But I didn't make a journal to say that.
Actually, I've been meaning to update this thing for quite a while, akshually. I still need to make one with story summaries and shiz....OTL

B-but yeah. Seeing as I'm sorta kinda back in school (didn't I already mention this?) I'm actually drawing again. I don't understand the logic of Going to School = Drawing and No School = No drawing, but eh.

Like I said, I've made a few drawings. But I'm not posting them on this account. They're going on ~ChocoCrashey, so ah... If anyone's interested in seeing what I may have to post... Watch me there? If you want. I'm just saying I'll be posting there and not here, is all OTL

Also, again in iAV news...

MAVXCHI/KRISXJOSH IS NOW CANON!

Now imma tell Trix to read this so I don't have to tell her this in person |D
-shot-
U-uh yeah... Like I said. But it's only canon with Mav/Josh to Chi/Kris. Chi is unaware of this.
What am I trying to say? I dunno.
Hopefully I'll actually make the comic to...clarify for those interested? Or write something?
I'm not promising anything though D:

Also... I'm very happy with my Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged shirt that a friend bought for me, himself and ~trixsmia when he went to AWA...some months ago. The fact that it's signed by LittleKuriboh himself makes it even more epic and makes me want to wear it less for fear of the autograph may wash off. Despite it being written in Sharpie OTL

Aaaand... that's it? How's everyone else doing?
Um...right.

Journal end.

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Deadlines http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28626740/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28626740/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 09:35:47 PST
Guess who's going to spend every moment she has trying to write an eval fanfic while in Florida now ;_;

I deserve it for procrastinating so much when I have nothing to do, though.
At least I have my laptop and notebooks with me...

And I thought I only had to worry about the surprisingly cold weather here -__-;;

]]> ~ChibiCrashey RAIN! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28532979/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28532979/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 16:37:10 PST

FFFFFFFF, FINALLY!

I SWEAR, WE'VE GONE ALL OCTOBER AND NOVEMBER WITH NO RAIN AND BLISTERING HEAT. AND FINALLY IT DECIDES TO RAIN.
WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW INCREDIBLY HAPPY THIS RAIN MAKES ME! ;A;

No, but really. Compared to last year with Hurricane Omar coming past us... Last year we experience a tropical winter, what with all the rain and trees falling down at school and cracking and hangout spot at school underwater and shiz. Last year was epic, weather wise.
This year?
Dry. Hot. Sun. Burning. Hate -_-
So you can imagine how incredibly happy most of us where when if finally decided to rain.

IT FELT SOOOOOO GOOOOOD -shot- OTL

But yeah.
Pointless journal is pointless.
I was just really happy when it finally rained. It didn't rain on anyone's birthday this year, which made is strange because it always rains on October/November birthdays. My parents, brother and friends', at least T_T

Journal end.
Now.
KTHNXBAI!

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Out of curiousity... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28397549/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28397549/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 15:29:27 PST
So, like ah... Was kinda sorta in a way interested in knowing if...anyone is even mildly interested in the stories I have brewing in my mind. I've been thinking about them non-stop lately and been meaning to at least write a sort of a summary for them so I don't forget, or if I look back to see how much I've deviated from the original idea...
I might just randomly do that even if there's no interest, but meh. It'd be nice to know if someone was interested, right? Right? Or am I bad...? OTL

Also, I've realized I've been putting myseld down an awful lot lately... I should probably stop before I really annoy someone >>

Woo, new journal skin. STFU! Lemme enjoy this while I still can! Despite the stupid advertising that comes with it D<
Let me advertise my love for video games and Pokemon! D<
-shot-
OTL

]]> ~ChibiCrashey This Journal has no Title http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28246551/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/28246551/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:44:01 PST

Edit: Was curious about the whole limited time journal skin, so I just had to edit this owo

/Edit

So like... In a way Chibi has actually written something for NaNo now. Almost two weeks later >>;;
Does Chibi think she'll make the 50,000 word limit before the month is over? Fuck no. Does she care? Nope. I just want to finish writing the story, since it's what I've been meaning to write for last year's NaNo... And then just for the heck of it.

The only reason I started was probably because... Quite a few people seem to be interested in what I write... And I seemed to have made some of my friends really want to read after telling them the basics of the plot... I'm not awesome, though. And neither is my writing D|

STOP CALLING ME AWESOME D| -hides in corner-

Um...that aside. I'm finally going to school again. Something I was actually quite excited about to in the beginning, but once I realized just how much I have to catch up with... OTL
Sure, I only have three subjects on my schedule that I chose, but can someone tell me just why I chose KUV, Physics and Math? I'm only going to fix my grades up, but the problem is that I don't have the write book to study out of, seeing as I was getting taught in the old school method. Which means I need to catch up with the new one. Of both the tenth and eleventh grade. Which requires new books. And I already missed the first batch of SE's. And the next one start in December. And we start with Math and Physics. And I'm too nervous to even go into a class I don't know OTL

All that crap aside though... I end before recess pretty much everday. And only have one subject on Monday and Friday. Which I skipped today due to lack of book and writing materials >>;;

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Anxiety http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27995283/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27995283/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 13:34:50 PDT Haa... I'm still not quite sure what I want to write about. I was planning on attempting the same lame-o story I wanted to write last year, but was to lazy to write past the prologue stage... Or maybe I could work on B&W... Then again, I've also felt like making a new batch of characters which story after listening to Earth by Imogen Heap...OTL

That, and I think I've hit an all-time low with my motivation. It's just not there. I started to write a...story *cough*Arei/Mav/Chi*cough* and ah... I never got past page one >>;;
That, I've...been drawing a lot of circles lately =/
Today I even looked at one of them and was like, 'What the hell did I want to draw here again?' -was talking about the odd way the head was placed on the paper-
But hnn... That wasn't originally why I made this journal...

Me and a few friends have been discussing for...a few years already, actually, but now I'm really curious. It's a question to...everyone out there that doesn't live on the NA or Europe, but ah... What's school like for you guys there?
Over here we hear from so many people that the American systems is so many times easier than what we're struggling with here, and with each passing year I notice that it's only getting harder. I no longer have to really worry about that, but my friends... I've never heard any of them fail so badly before D|
Then again, the teachers are crap, but they sure love pouring the work on you. While in one of their classes I heard what they had for the next weeks, and was like '...my God. What is this?!' Then again, their stuff is harder then what I got.

I've always wanted to experience what high school was like, but I seemed to have lost my chance to the moment I entered my last year. Apparently I had technically finished high school once I entered fourth/fifth grade here (tenth/eleventh grade?), which kind of made me...sad OTL
There's an International School here, but eh... Expensive OTL

I seem to be rambling here now... But...I'm just really curious D|
I would really...really like to know how much of that is true. I mean...I'm not a very good example, seeing as I slack of more than anything and never make my homework unless told it's for bonus points or there's a chance I might get kicked out of class...

What are classes like? What's the system like? How does school go? By that I mean...um... So like, here we have (literally translated) Basic school, which would be...primary school? Middle school, then once we finish that it's off to college/university. What's it like...out there-ish?
Gah...I should probably look this up myself instead of ask... Something I'm not even sure if anyone's gonna answer orz
And honestly, I don't even know what to ask...
Oh, what time does school start? When does it end? How many breaks? How long are classes? What are the subjects...ish?
...I think I lost my train of thought there...OTL

Um, but yeah... No one has to answer this... If you do, that'd be nice, but eh... I'm probably asking too much...
...why am I talking about school? >>;;
But yeah...I haven't been able to keep my mind off of this for the past couple of days...

I...think I'm gonna end the journal here now before I ramble too much...
Might get rid of it...>>;;
Hnn...

Um...also... I don't...want mean to insult anyone with this... If it comes over as that... Really... I'm just...curious...OTL

]]> ~ChibiCrashey [add witty title here] http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27797289/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27797289/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 12:50:01 PDT

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
is currently wet and sticky with water and gel because the lady who cleans the house finished fixing it up a few hours ago...OTL

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I either talk nonsense that not even I understand, or I say stuff that really doesn't matter and I get the impression the people I talk to really don't care OTL

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is to open up and talk more, be more open about my feelings, stop bottling stuff up and freaking do stuff on my own. I'm 18 now and need to start taking better care of myself. I'm so close to getting kicked out of the house OTL

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my will to do a lot of things. But I do believe I've also lost that horribly depressing part of myself that, instead of making myself feel better or anything, just made things worse...

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
people tell me things I already know, over and over again. I beat myself up enough with these bits of information. I don't need anyone else rubbing it in my face even more. Also, I really hate the attitude of one of my closest friend's towards smoking... I'm not going to rant about it, but really... I'm anti and she smokes herself, by the way.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
someone probably shoved the bottle of whatever alcoholic drink down my throat. I'm not interested in drinking. At all

8. I've come to realize that money:
is a good way to corrupt people.

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:
I probably changed somewhere to get to that age. I don't plan on growing old

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
somewhat of an artist at heart. For all the times I've tried quitting due to low-esteem issues, I also pick a pencil up again and start drawing. I mean, if it makes people happy...why stop?

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
no one. There was this one guy, though, but I seriously think that I just think of him as a friend that I get excited over seeing because, well... He's fun to be with |3

12. I've come to realize that the last time I smiled was:
either when I skipped through Drow's meme a bit and saw my icon under 'who will repost this', or either when I took that manly quiz on Facebook and got 100%... And people I barely talk to commented on that. How does making no penis make you manly? OTL

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
should change. Seriously, I need to get myself a new one OTL

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I go right back to sleep again until I get fed up with sleeping.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
think the most about all my OC's and tend to start developing their stories more.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
how annoying my brothers are with their lack of cooperation, the song First Train Home by Imogen Heap and how to reply to the RP's on YaoiDreams...OTL

17. I've come to realize that my life:
has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride, with a crapload of ups and downs and loop-de-loops and everything else. Still is...orz

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
Pina Colada. I've only had Virgin Pina Colada, though, but that thing tastes great |D

19. I've come to realize that today I will have:
to probably deal with some crap, considering my brothers got into a fight not too long ago...

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
have a hard time sleeping, as usual. I'm a restless sleeper and wake up quite often. Unless I'm dead tired.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
see what happens. My tomorrows tend to be quite unpredictable OTL

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
do something with my life besides sitting at home all day and rot away in this room. Go back to my old house with my old room, even if it is rat infested. Or just freaking move out of my grandpa's house into a new one. Talk to people on MSN that I'm too nervous to initiate the conversation myself...OTL

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
... I don't really know. http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27602046/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 17:16:47 PDT
So like... I've been living off of Facebook and music lately... Facebook for the ~~stalking~~ lame games, and music, 'cause...

Someone up and mentioned Three Days Grace's new album, which made like; '...new album?' -looks up-
I've heard every song from their album... And Imogen Heap's, since I haven't listenend to her in a while.
Now I'm moving on to Skillet.
This song.
This one song of theirs.
Monster

I asked ~trixsmia to help me think of which character this song fits best. So far we've had Chi, Chains and Kuren... If I ever get unlazy enough to draw properly I'll make a version for all the characters this song reminds me of.

Speaking of music and drawing, listening to so many songs... I feel so inspired to draw again. I swear if I wait for my sudden drawing urge to dry out I will beat the crap out of myself. No joke

Somebody kick me/pester me/threaten me/blackmail me/whatever to start drawing again. I really want to OTL

If not draw the ideas I have, I hope to at least draw what Mav and Chi look like now post-reset >>
I mean...for those who know Mav... I'm curious to find out what they think of his new design... If, y'know... He's cared for at all OTL
Okay, stopping the emo-ing now >>;;

But yeah...
How's...everyone else been? Anything particularly new or interesting going on?
...
YES, I ENJOY TALKING TO MYSELF, NOW STFU AND HUMOUR ME! D< -shot- OTL

PS. Anxiety needs to die a slow, painful death. srsly

]]> ~ChibiCrashey And then there were more~ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27524250/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27524250/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 15:38:38 PDT
It's not like 'wow, I just realized this'. Really, something I knew long ago. But still...
I seem to enjoy depressing myself...

And Britney's newest song, Three, is stuck in my head... Curse you, WhatTheBuck for mentioning it in your video ( but you make me so happy and you're so gay |D ). Curse my curiousity. And curse the rather catchy song. Dammit D|

Also... I may very well end up working at Subway one of these days D|
My mom mentioned and showed me the ad in the newspaper, and my immediate answer was 'Sure, why not' but after thinking it over... I'm going to have to handle with people... And serve them food... At a fast pace...
If I do go work there...I'm going to be so ridiculously paranoid/anxious for the first few days/weeks D|
Well, it might beat rotting away at home, collecting dust in the process...

First set of exams are over for my friends, which means I can visit them again and we can hang out |D
...if we hang out...orz

Gah, boring crap about myself over.
Now I bring to you the last meme I stole from

10 Character Meme!

First, select your ten fictional characters (from any medium) by whichever method you like best. Then answer the questions below.

1. Sierrs
2. Miyuka
3. Myt
4. Fizzle
5. Artsy
6. Chi-Arei
7. Chains
8. Sizzle
9. Maverick
10. Lust

1. Divide the list up by even and odd. Which group of five would make a better Five Man Band (like a Power Rangers team)? Who would you slot in each position: Leader, Lancer (second-in-command), Big Guy, Smart Guy, The Chick? If you think the team would be improved by swapping one character between the even and odd groups, which ones would you switch?

Okay, so letÂs see. On the odd team we have 1 (Sierrs), 3 (Myt), 5 (Artsy), 7 (Chains), 9 (Maverick) Â I can see that all the guys are in this team. As for how the team would fare, I donÂt think theyÂd do that bad. I mean, everyone in this team is able to fight, with the exception of Artsy. Now for dividing.

Odds
Leader: I think SierrsÂd be the leader, Âcause despite how perverted he is, and the fact that heÂd spend a lot of time making advances towards Myt, heÂs also one of the most level-headed ones in the group
Lancer: Myt. Because if Sierrs ever happens to enter his rare depression, then Myt would be able to snap him back so they could get back to business. He knows Sierrs best, andÂ Well, now heÂs in easier reach for Sierrs |D
Big Guy: Chains. HeÂs the most intimidating one in the group, and in a way one of the most useful. He can smell the enemies blood from miles away, and once theyÂre destroyed, he can easily ÂdisposeÂ of them. AKA, eat them himself and use their bones for future combat.
Smart Guy: Maverick, Âcause heÂs most likely the smartest one in the group. HeÂd be pretty good for infiltration missionsÂ
The Chick: Artsy, I guessÂ HeÂs not in the least feminine, but he is the weakest. And everyone else would have to spend some time making sure heÂs safe when theyÂre off fighting |D

On the even side we have 2 (Miyuka), 4 (Fizzle), 6 (Chi-Arei), 8 (Sizzle) and 10 (Lust). I can safely say that this team is one of the most screwed up teams of all. I mean, the only actual fighting power they have are Miyuka and Chi D| Everyone else is very much humanÂ With no special abilities. But I digressÂ

Even
Leader + Lancer: Sizzle and Fizzle. I put them together, Âcause Sizzle has the smarts and leadership skills to be a leader, but heÂs also ridiculously passive and quiet. Fizzle is too rash to be a leader, but sheÂs a lot more social than Sizzle. What would happen is, Sizzle plans out and whatever else leaders do, and Sizzle would voice them for him.
Big Guy: Â Surprisingly enough, Miyuka. Why? Because of the whole group, her fighting skills are actually the best, what with her being a mage and all. She has fighting experience and is by no means a pushover in combat.
Smart Guy: Chi-Arei, I guess... Maybe heÂd be better in the Big Guy section, but this is really best for him. If...Chi and Arei can come to some kind of agreementÂ Which probably wonÂt help them OTL
The Chick: Lust. Only spot left, plus...yeah... Look at it like this. If they capture him, I bet the enemyÂs be too freaked out to keep him due to his strange fetishes and assertiveness.

As for swapping... I dunno... Probably switch Maverick for maybe list...just to keep the human count somewhat equal?... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey Meme of DOOOOOOM!!!! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27449014/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27449014/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 13:02:06 PDT

Long ass meme... Don't ask why I copied the way she did... I just did... And a little knowledge behind my characters wouldn't be all that bad, would it?
I have one more meme after this... Then I probably won't update this quite as much anymore...OTL

1) Chi-Arei (iAnti-Virus): A rather colourful, cheerful guy. While Chi only has one other personality (Arei), his RL self has multiple different personalities, which he switches to at random. Chi prefers looking at the bright side of things rather than all the bad ones, which is why he bounces back easily. Arei is more interested in fighting and tends to get quite irritated with ChiÂs personality. Due to the reset Chi no longer has the scars that actually used to haunt him, yet if heÂs going to remain unscarred...

2) Maverick (iAnti-Virus): After the server reset, Maverick got pretty much a complete new makeover. One that isnÂt completely Chi inspired. He did re-buy the ears and tails, though, and still uses a hammer to fight. Maverick is making more of an effort to open up to other people, with the help of Chrystal, yet at the same time heÂs also slowly starting to become more attached to Chi than heÂs willing to admit...

3) Acrylic (iAnti-Virus): Acrylic doesnÂt change much after the server reset. She loves art and wants people to recognize her and her stick figure art. She doesnÂt always get the reaction she wants, though, and that usually tends to lead to unnecessary fights. Acrylic didnÂt always used to be like this, though. SheÂs well aware that her way of getting attention isnÂt the most desired one, but this was the only way that worked for her. And, is what she says, ÂAt least people are finally looking at me. They may hate me, but theyÂre looking at me, and thatÂs all I want.Â

4) Myt (Subeta): Despite his cold/indifferent exterior, Myt used to be quite the crybaby when he was younger. Then again, that was before his life change drastically. Due to an incident that happened when he was younger, Myt now shares a rather interesting and unwanted bond with Kuren. He also comes from a family who are either famous chefs, or martial artists. Though his parents were chefs, heÂs inherited a bit of both.

5) Sierrs (Subeta): A rather happy-go-lucky guy with a rather fucked up past. He gladly listens to anyoneÂs problem, and does his best to give them advice, but whenever anyone asks anything about himself he immediately changes the topic. HeÂs done a lot of things in the past heÂs not proud of, but he still has a strong will to live. Not just for himself, but for the people he cares about. Though, with the condition he has, he probably doesnÂt have much time left to live... Sierrs is also a feminist, being unable to deny a girl anything, or hurt them.

6) Miyuka (Subeta): Miyuka is a normal girl, with normal parents and who leads a normal life. The catch here? Her obsession with anything magical which made her set out on a journey to learn magic. SheÂs currently still training to improve her magical powers, and is currently being taught by Xelja seeing as Ninitiek mysteriously disappeared as the story progressed. SheÂs just an average girl, with a (now) not so average life.

7) Zante (Subeta): When ZanteÂs sober heÂs a perfectly nice young man, whoÂs an expert in many different forms of martial arts. However, it only takes a small drop of alcohol to change him into a complete and total, oblivious drunk. HeÂs hated by Sierrs, since he tried to hit on Myt when he was drunk, but heÂs interested in teaching him a fighting style due to the strength in his legs. Also, Zante consumes alcohol as if it were water, which is probably what his body registers it as =/

8) Chains (Subeta): Chains was once bitten by a vampire, but the transformation never finished. He has half the benefits of being a vampire and is still completely mortal. He goes into his Âvampire modeÂ when he smells blood, and needs to smell a different kind of chemical for him to turn human again. Now, he can either wait for the transformation to either finish eventually, or find an antidote. Due to the vampire incident Chains is deathly afraid to go outside for fear of injuring people, quite the change from his original personality. Also, Chains (human) is afraid of women.

9) Sizzle (B&W): Sizzle pretty much has an eternal neutral expression on. He doesnÂt talk much, and when he does itÂs always in a rather monotonous tone. His appearance also attracts a lot of attention, what with his torn clothing, pierced face and dyed mop of hair. HeÂs a very kind and hardworking person, though generally... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey This is a Journal http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27397948/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27397948/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 18:20:58 PDT
Short update about myself. I've been feeling kinda unmotivated. I think I'm art blocking, yet I have tons of ideas for things to draw. Don't really feel like replying to RPs on iAV, yet I do want to. Been RPing mostly on Yaoidreams, since there I don't really feel compelled to write a mini-story when I reply there... The non-strictness there is still quite the shock to my system...

Biology teacher I used to get classes from died a few days ago, yet he was still teaching the day before. Went back to my school today specifically for his memorial. Nearly cried myself D|
All the good teachers here either leave, die, or leave then die.

I feel pathetic being online, staring at my MSN, waiting for someone to come online to talk to. It's kinda lonely sitting at home all morning. But I'm so very happy when someone talks to me... Or when I find the courage to talk to someone and a conversation actually start ;_;

Also, Chibi joined Facebook. Chibi does not know why she joined Facebook. Who needs to post pictures of themselves online? Friends do that for you, I've noticed. Chibi kills time playing games on Facebook, so Chibi does not mind the small details -3-

... Someone RP with me? I really feel like RPing, but don't really want to RP to iAV standards right now OTL

And that was me.
Here. Have a character meme.

Stolen from

1. Fill up the blanks with your OCs, or favorite characters/ Put their names by the numbers, too.
2. Answer the questions, or try to.
3. TAG 3 people.

1) Sierrs
2) Myt
3) Miyuka
4) Sizzle
5) Fizzle
6) Lust
7) Artsy
8) Chi-Arei
9) Maverick
10) Chains

1. What if 7(Artsy) and 4(Sizzle) kissed?
... That would make ChibiC a very happy fan girl owo
Oh, you mean them? Well, ahÂ ArtsyÂd be all wtf while SizzleÂd be perfectly okay with it

2.Where would 2(Myt) bury a treasure?
Myt doesn't think burying treasure is necessary. That's just stupid, in his opinion.
...
Besides, why would he bury Sierrs? -shot- OTL

3. 6(Lust) and 10(Chains) get into a fight. Who resorts to violence first?
Chains. Definitely. Then again, the violence would probably just turn Lust on, and the fight would eventually turn into sex, since Chains is also a pervert that way >>

4. 1(Sierrs) is kidnapped and their kidnapper demands a ransom of 1,000 dollars from 5(Fizzle). Do they help 1?
Fizzle's too poor to pay the ransom. That, and she doesn't even know Sierrs to begin with. Why should she help a complete and total stranger? Unless her brother takes an interest in him. Then sheÂd gladly rob a bank to save him owo

5. Who is stronger? 6(Lust) or 8(Chi-Arei)?
Chi-Arei, hands down. Especially because of Arei. Now, if the question was who has the biggest sex drive... -shot- OTL

6. Who is 3's(Miyuka) secret love?
Miyuka had a crush on Myt in the beginning, butÂ I dunno. I kinda killed that pairing when I brough Sierrs into the mix >>

7. Can 8(Chi-Arei) juggle?
Nope. Never had the patience -- or attention span, for what matters -- to learn |D

8. 1(Sierrs) is asked on a date by their favorite actor/actress. Do they accept the date?
Depends. If it's in the universe where Sierrs/Myt is canon, then he'd decline. If it's where he's trying to win Myt over, then the chance is 50/50. If it's before Sierrs converted, then F*CK YEAH!

9. What is 5(Fizzle)'s biggest fear?
Her mom going so far in beating Sizzle that he'll end up in a hospital. Again.

10. A Meteor is about to hit the planet, can 7(Arsty), 2(Myt), and 10(Chains) stop it?
... I think the planet's screwed. Chains would take advantage of the mayhem the meteor would cause, wreaking havoc himself, Arsty's just a human, so he wouldn't be able to do anything, and Myt... Well f*ck. He may be friends with a reaper, but that doesn't mean he can stop a meteor owo

11. Is 9(Maverick) single?
Yes... And he'd like to stay that way. Unless I can stop him -shot- OTL

13. Does 1(Sierrs) wish this TAG was over?
Sierrs is perfectly okay with this tag and doesn't mind if it continues a little longer

14. 8(Chi-Arei) and 7(Arsty) are dancing to the waltz. 2(Myt) comes in and sees them
-imagines Chi in his maid uniform and Artsy dancing- ... -image changes to Chi in maid uniform and Myt in Cinderella dress dancing- ... Myt would be all WTF, and so with Arsty. I'd just die.

15. 9(Maveri... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey This is a Title http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27103676/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/27103676/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 20:16:55 PDT
So like... I doubt anyone cares, but I'm still without a school to go to. Not being able to study abroad, not having many options here... Kinda starting late here... I can still go, but the fact that I'll be starting -- to me -- in the middle of the school year makes me feel kinda...meh OTL
But it's either that, or work. And I'm seriously starting to lean towards the work side...
Dammit, Trix! Hurry up and turn 18 already so we can attempt to get our driver's license together D< We're gonna freak out about going too fast TOGETHER D< -shot- OTL

Anyways... Still invading my old school -- sounds so weird -- on a regular basis... Stopped buying food in the cafeteria, though |D Cafeteria ladies started asking questions...OTL
...I should stop complaining about that OTL

Hnn...what else... Not much. The Sims 3 has pretty much stolen my life away. And RP's have actually been...picking up. If only a little... That still makes me happy, though |D
I want to draw my characters, but I get so tired of only updating with headshots and busts... But I'm too lazy to complete a full body right now... With a tablet OTL
...maybe I should do Chibi's...

I wanted to do this character name meme thingie... But I has too many characters, so I has to pick D|
...
I also feel like I'm talking to myself, but that's quite normal for me

Haa...woke up feeling so crappy today... Seeing replied to RP's made me so happy... And then my heart started breaking as it continued D|
But meh... I think I've rambled enough...

Until next time? Mebbe? Who knows... OTL

So, like ah...how's every else been lately? Or...not so lately?

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Being bored is AWESUM!!! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26998685/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26998685/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 15:10:00 PDT , because not only was it commanded, but it seemed like fun |D

1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3] YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

All answers are set up like this~
Song - Artist
[ I shall comment too ]

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Strawberry Wine - Dean Carter
[ Because Strawberry Wine is delicious -never had any OTL ]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
My Best Friends - Pokemon Soundtrack
[ Yes. My friends describe me ]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Pokerap GS - Pokemon Soundtracks
[ They should know the Pokerap, otherwise they're not special ... |D ]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
I Walk Alone - Tarja Turunen
[ ...but I'm not lonely D| ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Poison Scorpion Bianchi - Katekyo Hitman Reborn OST
[ .....riiiight.... ]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me - Fall Out Boy
[ ... No comment ]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Friend - Sasagawa Kyoko and Haru
[ Aw, how nice of them |D ]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Wind's Nocturne
[ ... Eh? ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Drawing Days - Splay
[ ... OTL ]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I've Got All This Ringing in my Ears And None In My Fingers - Fall Out Boy
[ Daz a might complicated answer there D| ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
Tobira wo Akete - Anza
[ ... I think what now? ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk
[ ... Ahaa... Right... OTL ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Hero - Nickelback
[ I'm no hero D| ]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Life is Like a Boat - Rei Fu
[ ... Y'know, these answers are kinda...reverse ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Stories - Hitomi (Code Geass OST)
[ Yes...I think about stories... No, actually, I do that quite often... ]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Pokemon Advance - Pokemon...
[ Why are all my Pokemon songs coming up D| ]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
What Have You Done - Within Temptation
[ What have I done? Well, I died, of course...]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
What I've Done - Linkin Park
[ Why am I so self-centered? D| ]

Right... I'm really tired now OTL

]]> ~ChibiCrashey This Test. It Is Interesting :| http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26802490/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26802490/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:56:29 PDT and
This thing is...oddly accurate, akshually D|
Not completely, but ah...still.
...
I wish I was at peace now D|

The Peacemaker
your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator")

"I am at peace"

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me
Â If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
Â I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Â Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
Â Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Â Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Â Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Â Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
Â I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
Â Let me know you like what I've done or said.
Â Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a NINE
Â being nonjudgmental and accepting
Â caring for and being concerned about others
Â being able to relax and have a good time
Â knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
Â my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
Â my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
Â being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What's Hard About Being a NINE
Â being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
Â being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
Â being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
Â being confused about what I really want
Â caring too much about what others will think of me
Â not being listened to or taken seriously

NINEs as Children Often
Â feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
Â tune out a lot, especially when others argue
Â are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

NINEs as Parents
Â are supportive, kind, and warm
Â are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

...why don't you give this a try? It really is, like, two questions long =/
[link]

]]> ~ChibiCrashey ...I think I need a life http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26668328/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26668328/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 10:03:56 PDT
Okay, I've finally made it this far. Finally gonna update this thing again instead of thinking about it and then not doing it in the end OTL

Okay, so like... Sheesh, I don't even have an opening statement to make OTL

Alright, alright... So, these past few days... Interesting past few days. Not necessarily in a good way, but not really in a bad way either OTL

For starters... I've been pretty bored senseless. Not anymore, though, seeing as I have quite a few things to keep myself occupied with and still not doing them OTL

But like yeah...I want to go to school. Preferably my old one, where everyone I know still is. But no...I can't go to any school yet. Why? I have no diploma. So, no college/university/whatever (what's the difference? I still don't know OTL) for me until the people here get unlazy enough to make me one. Which...should actually be happening soon, now.
Do save myself from boredom, I went to school yesterday... I want to go back. I really do. I was happy to see everyone again, and most of them were surprised to see me and thought I was coming back. I wish I was. I wish I was OTL
Going yesterday, I also saved myself from being completely powerless, since when I got back home there was no power OTL It came back later, though.
I didn't go today, 'cause I'm guessing that going to bed at 4 am the previous day because you were RPing, waking up around 6 to go to school, spending the whole morning there, not eating anything since you woke up and eating late gives you major headaches. Seriously, I felt quite miserable, and though I wanted to go, I needed the sleep. I was awoken and asked if I was going, but my head still hurt so I said no. I feel much better now, though. A little dizzy - I probably need to eat more OTL - but okay |D

AND ALSO!
...iAV

It's...interesting what's going on |D
I mean...the new plot's not all that bad. I don't mind it. Heck, as I read through everything ideas for ficlets started popping up in my head. ALSO, it's giving me a chance to draw Maverick as he was when he joined. Not how Chi remodeled him to be. ...he's keeping the accessories, though, but... Nyah, you'll see~
Ahaa, this new plot. It changes a lot, but the more I think about it, the more I'm liking it. Does that make me overly simple? I dunno... The re-evaluation is gonna be...a little pain, but meh. Only one thing to do when everything looks bad.

SUCK IT UP!

...in a non-perverted way OTL
I wanna RP Chi, Mav and Acrylic again. I've grown attached to iAV and honestly don't want to leave, despite my lack of socializing on the site. Despite barely knowing anyone besides Drow, Joey and my RL friends who barely write - no offense you-know-who D|
...I don't know what I'm trying to say with this, but... iAV has not lost its - insignificant - schizo, rock and artist. Not until it shuts down, anyway D|
Besides...the reset will affect both said schizo and rock.
...
I should probably stop making them be together so much OTL

ALSO!
...Yaoi Dreams~

I seem to have entered a yaoi-high. If I'm not talking to a friend, being unnecessarily depressed about every little thing or spacing off, I'm thinkin' 'bout it
...heck, even while talking to friends I'm thinking 'bout it. Reading, writing - if only a little due to laziness -, drawing, watching and recently RPing... Everything short from the actual act, seeing as I'm very female and unable to
Not all that bothersome, though. Heck, I'm not complaining |D
But that makes me wonder... Considering my personality, you'd think I'm very much uke...
WHY OH WHY AM I SEME-ing?! D|
I mean... Sure, I've realized a lot of my characters are either a-holes, sadistic, don't care and dominating, but... Well, it's like this.

I'm gonna do **** and **** to your **** and **** and then maybe **** and once with that maybe some more **** and ****. We can use **** and ****. Maybe even some **** and ****. This and many more, AND YOU WILL F*CKING DO IT AND LIKE IT D< ... I-if you want to, that is OTL

...yeah, that sums it up quite nicely OTL
So...been kinda wondering what others think about that OTL ...me being either one of those. I can be both innocent and dominating, but ah... FFFF, seke through and through, I guess OTL

...I'd say more, but this journal is getting too long. I talk way too much, yet not enough at the same time OTL
So, ah...Imma stop here.

]]> ~ChibiCrashey BECAUSE I CA- Oh wait...I already used that one... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26403159/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26403159/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 13:32:25 PDT Taken from ...because I said I would anyway orz
R-right...so...

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Extra one!:

...dang, I don't know... Add whatever extra question(s) you want, I guess |D

Scrap Account

(<- I should probably get a new icon...)

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Sushi fun =D http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26304317/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/26304317/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 18:36:41 PDT Yes, today was officially my last day of work! That meansÂthat I have a lot of free time againÂ
DonÂt quite know if thatÂs a good thing or a bad thingÂ I actually wouldnÂt mind the extra time now, but ahÂ WhatÂs the point now? SchoolÂs right around the corner D|
Mah wellÂIÂve saved enough to buy myself a new iPod anywaysÂ Just need to figure out if I should buy it here, or in October when I my grandpa says heÂs going to FloridaÂ Depends on how impatient I am =/

A-anywayÂwork aside.

Tuesday me and and went to eat sushi together! |D
It was PixieÂs first time eating sushiÂwhich I hadnÂt knownÂbut at least sheÂs no longer a sushi virgin |D
It was loads of funÂ Lots of incidents happenedÂlikeÂ

Well, the first incident was probably the chopstick incident. Trix was able to take her chopsticks apart pretty easily and without too much trouble, I did a little less better, but PixieÂ A big chunk of the other chopstick was still stuck to the other |D

The second incident was the sushi/soy sauce incidentÂ I saw it coming, since none of us are really chopstick eating professionals, but ahÂ ÂTake it out with your hand, dammit! Stop trying to use the chopstick and just use your hand!Â Was what happenedÂto PixieÂ
Piece of sushi had a nice bath in the soy sauce |D

Next on my list is the tempura incidentÂwhich I canÂt quite remember what it wasÂ-thinks-
Âit couldÂve been the veggie tempura thingÂ IÂm not quite sure =/

Oh! Right! Going backÂ Before the chopstick incident was the soy sauce incident. So we got our little plates in which we poured our soy sauce, right? Well, Trix was playing around, showing Pixie it went like ÂthisÂ. Pixie was being sarcastic and was all ÂOh really? I thought it went like thisÂ and ended up pouring a lot of the sauce on the tableÂ She didnÂt know it was open |D

Pixie had been drinking Green teaÂ I think that somehow turned into chicken teaÂ And apparently she - or Trix - had heard chicken peeÂ YeahÂ That was just randomÂ

After all that we all ordered another round of drinks - how, sounds like we went out drinking |D It was just Cola and Punch - Trix and I tried to get Pixie to eat some of the wasabiÂ We both told her our experiences, mine being on my birthday watching everyone daring my cousin to eat it a second round and me being [strike]competitive[/strike] curious wanted to try it outÂ
My eyes were watering, my mouth burned and I could barely breathe. Yet, I had the strongest urge to try it again the next day |D
Never did, though |D

So she tried itÂ A little at first, but then she tried a bigger piece at onceÂ Half of her punch was gone after that |D

After we were done with that we ordered a Cheesecake TempuraÂ It was tiny, but it was Heaven O_O
So goodÂ We each got two bites out of it, thoughÂ Ah, if only it wasnÂt so expensiveÂ

Then, after all our fun, the dreaded moment arrived. The bill.

122,90 guildersÂ 70,23 dollarsÂ
We split the bill, technically only having to pay for what we each bought, and having to split the cheesecake and tempuraÂ But man D|
Than I started smoking a mint =3
Âthen I ate the mint, because it was better that way |D

All in all, it had been a really funÂnightÂ It was too bad Snow couldnÂt come, thoughÂ Next timeÂ Then she shall also be the victim of the wasabi! ThatÂs mine and TrixÂs goal!

Hurr, soÂ Why did I write all this? Simply because I told them I would post this in my dA journal |D
No other reason, reallyÂ

Oh, also, I had taken my laptop with meÂ And first thing I said was, ÂNow, letÂs watch some Junjou Romantica in a crowded restaurant!Â (Junjou Romantica be yaoi, eh)
Only Trix got it, thoughÂ
Then she said ÂNo, letÂs watch Boku no Pico.Â Âwhich was even worse |D
Boku no PicoÂShotaÂ Really graphic shotaÂ Censoring those parts doesnÂt workÂ=/
Âwhat? I was curious OTL
ReallyÂI was just curiousÂ
I should stop letting my curiosity get the better of me OTL
Scarred a few of my friends with that. Including meÂ Boku no Sexual Harassment wasnÂt any better, thoughÂ -is still scarred- D|

HaaÂsoÂIÂm done ramblingÂ
For those who read this farÂ Congrats! You all get a cookie |D<... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey And again... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25924601/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25924601/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 16:14:40 PDT

Comment with one of my characters' names and I will tell you his/her:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

AND MY LIST OF CHARACTERS:
Maverick, Chrystal, Chi-Arei, Glitch, Acrylic (iAV)
Joshua, Krister, ...something (iAV RL)
Sierrs, Myt, Miyuka, Ninitiek, Kuren, Swiv, NyphoFlye, Miikruu, Klix, Abarth, Sveiy, Zante, Hocki, Scoother, Maryl, Narcis, Chains, Berry, (Subeta/original)
Sizzle, Fizzle, Artsy, Star, Rap, 360, Sex, Black Widow, Puppet, FPS (Original)

That should be all... I'm not even gonna bother with my Neopets. I don't even use them anymore OTL

Er, so...feel free to...ask of whoever, whenever, as many as you like all at once, or one at a time... I don't care, really.... And I get the feeling that if I could fill this out for everyone I would....
I like working on my characters...always...in whichever way possible |D
So ah...yeah...

Woooooo....

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Oh, it is ON now D< http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25897417/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25897417/ Sun, 12 Jul 2009 11:17:29 PDT ...so I wanna now, too |D

Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies. (love isn't the word you're looking for =/ )
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (Public school...duuuuh~)
[x] Shopping is torture. (depends on what kind, though. Like, shopping for videogames? Awesome~)
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box. (I was close to owning one, though...)
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. (that or Barbies...)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (my uncle has the Sega...I have everything else...)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (everyone at school was once D|)
[x] You watch sports on TV. (at times...)
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (sometimes...when I'm with friends |D)
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. (I have to say SOMETHING when asked a question...)

Total = 16

Your Girl Side

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall. (there are no malls here D| )
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (I wanna watch it sooo bad D| )
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should. (depends most of the time =/)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like. (A little yes, a little no...)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (Haa... Had a large Barbie collection... Gave them all to my cousin after a while, though... I'm sorry, mom OTL)
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (I run away from picture D|)

Total = 1

Haa....wow...OTL
Guess I'm in the lead, now OTL

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Quiz + Stuff.... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25864235/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25864235/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 16:18:53 PDT
IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie.

Opening Credits:
Lullaby of M Â Hitomi Kuroishi (Code Geass R2)

Birth:
How He Reminds Me - Nickelback

First day at school:
Fame < Infamy Â Fall Out Boy

Falling in Love:
All The Things She Said Â Tatu (...what are you implying?)

Fight Song:
Headlock Â Imogen Heap

Breaking Up:
A Little Less Sixteen Candles Â Fall Out Boy

Prom:
Kagerou Â BUCK-TICK (xxxHolic)

Life:
Discovery Channel Â The Bloodhound Gang (OÂMÂFÂGÂDX)

Mental Breakdown:
Move Your Body Â Eiffel 65

Driving:
Clowns (Can You See Me Now?) - Tatu

Flashback:
Must Be Dreaming Â Imogen Heap

Wedding:
Cigaro Â System of a Down (XDDD)

Birth Of Child:
Toxicity Â System of a Down

Final Battle:
Faint Â Linkin Park

Death Scene:
Mata Ashita! Â Ouran High School Host Club Crew (Ouran)(HOW CAN I SEE YOU TOMORROW IF IÂM DEAD?! D< )

Funeral:
Les Mizerable - Gackt

Ending Credits:
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs Â Fall Out Boy

~*~*~*~*~

Oh wow, another journal after only four days? D=
Mah well....

Um...so...uh....stuff....

Okay, serious now. I can't remember why I made this journal anymore, so I'll be free styling it until I remember

I got my first pay check today.... Think I'm gonna buy a new iPod once I save enough... Which is probably next week. Dunno which one to by, though. Between the 80/120 GB Classic, (videos, music and backup hardrive, since it'd be about 2-3 times my computers hard drive) iTouch, ('cause it looks kinda cool, but is the most expensive out of them all) or just stick with Nano... Since mine's 2nd gen and only 2 GB and I'm struggling with music on it. My iPod's about 3-4 years old now, I can't lock it and recently my computer can't seem to read when it's plugged in... Like, iTunes doesn't see it, but it does charge. I don't get it
Yeah, so I'm thinking about that now.... I hate having decisions D|

Uh...it seems that I might have very well made the year... I was supposed to get a 6.2 for physics, but I got a 6.1, so technically I'd have to do the whole year over again 'cause of 1/10 of a point... My grandpa and mom did stuff and it seems like there's a mistake with my grades and that I can pass this year...and study abroad OTL
I'm still staying here another year, but ah...meh. I won't be going back...which makes me a little sad, actually =/ Won't see my friends quite as much anymore OTL
At least I finally made up my mind and decided on going to some Art Academy, or something'... Problem is, I want to study in America or somewhere English, but.... It's expensive~
Holland would be cheaper, but I've had enough with the Dutch language... That, and I don't hear good stories from there. Winter's are freaking cold and Summer's are boiling hot, I heard... The Dutch don't like Antilleans, I hear... They'll probably keep staring at me 'cause of my skin color, I guess...
But I'll cross that bridge when I get there....OTL

Uh...also.... Need an icon for my other account... It's getting updated more often than this one. But that's only 'cause I'm too lazy to CG anything OTL

What else.... I think that's it....OTL
Before I stop, Imma leave this, since I probably should now...

Scrap Account

Yeah...now I'm done OTL

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Procrastination~ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25777068/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25777068/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 15:01:55 PDT I'll be working there for the rest of July...in the Archives section....(I think that's the correct word D|)
What do I think about it? I'm sure no one's wondering what I think about it, but I'm gonna say what I think about it anyways.

It....SUCKS! D|

It's so...quiet up there....working alone with two other guys....being quiet. I hate it D|
I...I kinda wish I could work somewhere else or something.... Stop working there or something...but....the pay's pretty good |D
Eight hours of doing boring crap, but the pay's pretty good |D

Other than that...I need to get back into RPing... I've been meaning to lately, but...haven't...done anything OTL
I will one day... Maybe in the weekend...
....Chi's getting a revamp for the new ERA |D
If I finish in time OTL

ALSO!
...I think I'm going to attempt to make a Flash game. Why the sudden interest in Flash game making? I'll tell you.
I was bored one day...and realized there weren't exactly any...yaoi dating sims on the net... None in English and Flash, anyway... And so I wanted to make my own.
I'm gonna hafta figure out how Flash works, and I'm slowly getting there...
I'm not making a dating sim yet... First I'm going to make something short and stupid...but hopefully cute |D
Chi's loveable pet Glitch will be staring in his own game; Glitch's Epic Cookie Adventure!
Exactly.
Hopefully I'll get that done some time soon.
I can practice using my new tablet while I'm at it |D
Soooo....yeah.... Probably post that here one (if) it's done.

I've also been meaning to make two comics...which I hope to finish soon.... Before I lose motivation D|
A team SMR comic....and...a 'How would Mav/Josh react if Kris/Chi died?' comic....
...I blame the ending of the first season of Gundam 00 for the last one <.<

I should be updating my To-Do list.... Not this....OTL

Beh, when I get a whole lotta ideas I get a job. After whining about wanting to get one all year this and last year....OTL

I also feel horrible for not commenting on anything on dA lately..... I'm just clueless on what to say D| I don't think I've ever been so clueless before OTL
Maybe I'm just tired....
...I blame the mice in my room for that, partially D|
...It was amusing watching two of them run around after each other... If also slightly disturbing at the same time OTL

Either way... I think I'm gonna procrastinate on what I said I was gonna do and play some Pokemon...or Harvest Moon.... |D -shot-

Y-yeah...so....
......
...how's everyone else been? -shot-

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Rawr... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25470320/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/25470320/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 09:45:09 PDT Wow....internet... I think I have to get used to this again... D|

I'm...not sure why I'm updating this now... I don't think this internet will last very long... I just decided, while I'm looking for the thing I originally came here for, might as well try to catch up on stuff...

Too much stuff to catch up with....D|
Especially my dA inbox D|
......

W-well, other than that...

It seems I still have a chance to get my diploma this year...if I can manage to score at least a 6.2 on my last physics exam...I'll make the year...and be kicked off school...OTL
If I don't...well, there's a chance they'll let me do the year over there...for a third time...OTL
Physics...my worst subject OTL
To top it all off, my mom and grandpa are excited at the chance, yet I don't want to leave the school yet...
I'll be making my exam with that in the back of my head...OTL

Also...it seems that the Mexican decease has somehow made its way all the way to a no name island as mine =/
...man, is it ever fun degrading this island xD
I mean...how many people honestly know about our existence? I mean...I once opened up an...Atlas? (not sure if that's the word I'm looking for...world map OTL) and...I couldn't find Curacao |D
I mean...none of the NA islands were there....OTL
But it's fun...because people don't know us...but we're kinda forced to learn all that history as well...for some reason =/

Okay...straying away from the topic of the nonexistent island...
I've been drawing...a lot, lately... I've strayed from iAnti and started drawing...random characters I made while I was at :devtrixmia:'s house...
I'll be posting those on...my other account....
Choco~

And ah...that's all, I guess...
I've been so bored since school let up...and now I have to study...OTL
But I'm still bored =/

Um....and...If I come online again...ah... next set of journals...will probably mostly be quizzes....OTL
That is all...

]]> ~ChibiCrashey D| http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24828390/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24828390/ Mon, 18 May 2009 18:43:29 PDT I made a journal just to post that...I'm gonna be inactive....for a while....
The reason? Well....since I have nothing better to do *coughshouldbestudyingformathtesttomorrowcough* I thought I'd just...say it here? I dunno... This seemed like a good idea yesterday <<

Sooo...my final exams have started, and all my exams are spreaded across three weeks...
I started today with Dutch...and....tomorrow I have math...
Then I have Biology next week Tuesday...and Physics on Thursday....
Then the week after that Tuesday I have Chemistry...then I'm done.
Will I make it this year? Will I finally graduate? I don't really have much of a choice here...and my parents are making me feel bad OTL
Three hours....DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO CONCENTRATE ON A PIECE OF PAPER WITH TEXT FOR THREE+ HOURS?! THAT JUICE WAS A LIFESAVER TODAY D<

Okay, moving away from school... My dad decided to go to the states unexpectedly, and he was supposed to come back...last week... The few times I was online was because I was at ~trixsmia's house and hogged her internet...and...I mooched off the internet at school -was desperate OTL-
Dunno when that man plans on coming back... Until then -and until I finish my exams- I'm...gonna remain inactive a while longer.

...on the plus, I've been drawing an awful lot lately.
iAnti-wise... I'm getting a lot of RP ideas...and...just...short fic ideas.... I really want these weeks to end and me to get stable internet so I can RP properly again~
Haa....Mav's gonna get a pet~ I bet the pet's gonna be surprising~ Chi bought that pet for him~ -shotshotshot- OTL

Also....see this? ?
Sure, it's got absolutely nothing in it now, but once everything is over -hopefully- I'm planning on posting all my...scraps...on that account |D
I...don't know why, though... It seemed like a good idea at the time...OTL
S-so yeah...everything I've drawn these past few weeks...I'll probably post there.
All my unfinished work, work I'll never finish, stuff I got tired of drawing halfway through... In short, all my fail drawings |D
J...just 'cause....

Andandand....I forgot OTL
But...I'm gonna miss my friends when I do finally leave the school this year....
WHY MUST I BE OLDER?! D|
/emo

I'm gonna go....stick around a little while longer before I log off and finish studying.... D|

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Mah To-Do list |D http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24502981/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24502981/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 18:39:51 PDT >
B-but yeah... I just randomly thought of making a To-Do list. My old account still has one I never finished...and probably never will...
And this one will have stuff I probably won't finish either, but meh.

iAnti-Virus list:

Draw all Chi's new outfits ( 4 in total)
Design Chi's key
Design Mav's uniform (re-doing that D| )
Give Mav's hammer a name ('His hammer' is starting to bug me D| )
Think of a name for new OC (Acrylic? Anything else art based I can use?)
Do Mario Bros. picture of own OC's and other people's OC's OTL

Subeta list:

....fullbody pic of all my OC's OTL (too lazy to write all their names now. Look in older journals)
Finish writing all those unfinished stories of theirs D|

....I think I'll finish writing this later....
I might update this...I might not...
I just really wanted that long journal of my page D|

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Long journal entry is long http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24298773/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24298773/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 21:27:37 PDT My word....it feels so awkward saying that and thinking about it at the same time D|
Butbutbut....I had a lot of fun on my b-day... My friends threw me a freaking surprise party! I never expected to get a surprise party....EVER! And like...I kinda saw it coming in a way...since my day had been way too slow and stuff...but ya....SURPRISE!!!
After socializing for a while we went to the movies...and watched Dragonball Evolution, which we all wanted to see pretty badly....

Good waste of time, bad waste of money |D
It really was horrible. Some of my friends who didn't know Dragonball all that good thought it was okay for an action movie...but even like that it was horrible, in my opinion. They really butchered the Dragonball name. And the fact that they even mentioned Akira Toriyama's name at the ending and said it was based on the graphic novel...BULL! Two of my friends were on the verge of tears, and I was laughing at the badness of it all |D
Simply put, they ass raped Dragonball. Multiple times. Without and lube |D
Then we went to my house to eat sushi and watched a bit of Twilight...although I'm not too fond of the serie D|

Anyways...I also just got back from Ecuador. Came back just a day before my b-day |D
It was really fun... A little on the cold side for an islander, with it's spontaneous temparture drops and increases, but....it was fun. Bought myself a crapload of stuff, like Jack Skellington neclaces, armbands and shirt, emo shirts, shoes, since my only pair pretty much got destroyed on a day that was supposed to be a relaxing walk... Was more of a survival day, if you ask me <<
Also...I think I lost my Pokemon Sapphire game there...right after getting it back after bothering my cousin for almost two years....D| -wants to cry-
Yeah...I've been pretty busy...
Now....now I've got to study for stuff...which I'm screwed for~

Aha, so um....yeah....
I was gonna post the four character meme/quiz whatever before I left, but...I never got the chance to |D
And although this journal is relatively long already...imma post all of them anyway, 'cause I'm cool like that |D

Chi-Arei (Krister)

1. [[What's your character's name?]]
Chi-Arei (Krister)

2. [[How old is he/she?]]
ChiÂs avatar is 3 years old as of ERA 18...but Kris himself is 20

3. [[Is your OC a boy or girl?]]
Boy

4. [[What's his/her race?]]
Human...

APPEARANCE
1. [[If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?]]
Looking at his rather...bright colour scheme, IÂd say heÂd get a hell of a lot of stares

2. [[Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?]]
Well, according to most of the RPÂs heÂs been in so far... Apparently his colour scheme is somewhat off, even in ÂhisÂ world D|

3. [[What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?]]
Greurple... That is all

4. [[Would you consider your OC as attractive?]]
...I think ChiÂs cute...when heÂs being himself... And I like AreiÂs comments to Chi...and the people around him...

PERSONALITY
1. [[Temper?]]
Chi doesnÂt really have a temper. Arei is the one who has most of the temper... But Chi can flip, too
Kris has really strange mood swings...

2. [[Does your character ever get depressed?]]
Chi...can get depressed, though he usually gets over it quickly...
And like I said previously, Kris has mood swings... Or are they?

3. [[Leader or Follower?]]
Follower

4. [[What is the main aspect of his/her personality?]]
Er...either his split personality(s) Âgasp, what does that mean?- or...his ridiculous trust in people. Even those who brutally hurt him ._.

HISTORY
1. [[Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?]]
Chi...doesnÂt have an online family... If you donÂt count his yet-to-be-made pet IÂve been drawing like crazy lately. Kris has a family... And theyÂre alive and well... Worried, but alive and well

2. [[Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?]]
I donÂt think I can answer this for Chi D|
Er...Kris is studying abroad...

3. [[Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?]]
ChiÂs had plenty. The war, getting his scars...getting PKÂd ÂDO YOU SEE A PATTERN, DROW?! D<-
And if you count constantly hearing voices in your head a trauma, then so has Kris D|

4. [[What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?]]
Er...

ROMANCE
1. [[Single?]]
Yes... If you donÂt count crack pairings, then yes... Both Chi and Kris a... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey I'm bored.... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24100669/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/24100669/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 19:14:03 PDT So...here they are:

iAnti
Chi-Arei(Krister), Maverick(Joshua)

Subeta
Sierrs, Myt, Miyuka, Kuren, Ninitiek, Klix, Miikruu, NyphoFlye, Swiv, Abarth, Sveiy, Chainac, Scoother, Hocki, Maryl, Narcis, Zante, Hai, Min, Vei, Cleara, Nemkl

Neopets (I've been neglecting them for over a year D| )
Rurerina, Rouriru, Freezilar, Lushaefus, Draecly, Skaerx, Aertish, Techmia, Krymstle, Raeckue, Riumue, Xantuarie, Aerogumi, Imeiru, Tamagashi, X-tesy, Gravitione, Karandemi, Kimijaru, Otairu, Kemikle

and there's Crashey....

Of course I have more characters, but ah...these are mostly main OTL

Ah...choose up to three from wherever? Or four... Well, if anyone's interested, anyway...OTL
Yeah...

........

So, how's everyone been? D|

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Boredom reliever... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23883960/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23883960/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 14:11:39 PDT Âs journal and thought it looked like fun. Information that nobody probably wants/wanted to know about meÂ I kinda hope I donÂt change anyoneÂs impression about me too much<<
IÂm not a bad person. Really!

- When was the last time you wished the day would just get over with?
Every day within the last eight months. Working days at least.

- Are you currently warm, cold, or content?
ContentÂI guessÂ

- What is one word you seem to always misspell that you know you shouldn't?
Plenty, but canÂt really remember them right now. The only one I remember is shut. For some odd reason I first type sh*t, notice immediately, then fix it to shutÂ Like I just did OTL

- When was the last time you broke down and cried?
EitherÂSummer/Fall 2006 when my grandma died right after we got home from visiting her in the hospital orÂlast year, when I felt like I really let my parents and grandpa down when I didnÂt make the year OTL Âyeah, canÂt remember if I actually cried or notÂOTL -

- Do you find yourself trying to be strong for others?
In a wayÂI donÂt like being sad in front of others, soÂI try to be as cheerful as possible, if I canÂ

- Are you listening to anything right now? If so give us a lyric:
ÂSo wake up the members of my Nation, itÂs your time to be. ThereÂs not chance unless you take oneÂÂ

- How's the weather today?
Somewhat on the sunny sideÂ ItÂs kinda hot today, actuallyÂ

- What kind of computer are you on right now?
A DellÂumÂ -stares at computer- Dimension 3000 from Dell? SpeedyÂs a little on the old side OTL

- Name three things you've done today:
Gone to school, spoken to my friends at school, drawn some pictures at schoolÂ ThereÂs virtually no reason for me to go to school these days anymore, actuallyÂ

- Name three thins you'll do tomorrow:
Go to school, see if thereÂs a meeting for the students that are going to Ecuador this Spring andÂhopefully write something that isnÂt RP related OTL

- What is something you're looking forward to right now?
Writing two of my characterÂs background storyÂgetting that practice RP board up for my friendÂ Going online OTL

- Are your nails long or short?
I think theyÂre a little on the short sideÂOTL

- When was the last time you had a hair cut?
Some time last year, I thinkÂ

- Do you like the night or day better?
NightÂ Strange enough thatÂs when I get most of my work done. Unless I accidentally fall asleep D|

- Is there anyone you'd like to fix things with?
IÂdonÂt think IÂve done anything bad latelyÂ

- Is there any book you're currently reading right now?
I started reading Eclipse a few months agoÂjust canÂt bring myself to continue. BellaÂs just too annoying D<

- Choose: Bonfire on a beach or Clubbing in the city?
Bonfire

- Why did you choose what you chose?
IÂm not a clubbing kind of personÂ Tried it onceÂI think I made my friends feel bad, since I wasnÂt really having fun OTL

- How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Fell asleep at around nine and woke up at around seven, soÂten hours? WowÂIÂve been sleeping a lot latelyÂD>

- Who was the last person to comment you on Myspace?
I donÂt think I even own a MyspaceÂand if I do, I donÂt even look at it |D

- Is there anything you'd like right now?
To play Pokemon Platinum Âwhich I donÂt even own- orÂFire Emblem for the Wii orÂread manga orÂRP OTL

- What was the last thing you ate?
Egg and bacon sandwich from school

- Do you tell people the truth even if it'll hurt them?
IfÂif they really want me toÂ IÂm actually kinda critical. And by kinda I mean really, but donÂt want to hurt anyone, soÂif they want me toÂthen I will, I guessÂ Just remember, I warned ya D| (Heck, I beat myself up with my own work and depress myself)

- Would you say that you are an intelligent person?
I guessÂ My laziness kindaÂoverpowers it, thoughÂOTL

- Would you say that you are an understanding person?
I try. I really try. If I canÂt stand it, though, then I really canÂt stand it. And if you push it, then you better watch out for the snap back D|

- Do you feel that life has been unfair to you?
Nah, I donÂt really think so. Everything I do is my fault, reallyÂ I need to change my way of doing things

- Look to your righ... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey Sooooo..... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23869035/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23869035/ Tue, 24 Mar 2009 15:45:41 PDT B-but, nnnn.....I was planning on updating the....last two chapters....once I find out where the hell I dumped chapter 10.....so I can re-type it OTL
Well...I also put a comic up and....put up....some of my....yaoi stories? Not telling where, though.....OTL

.......wow, I'm really bored....and wish I could color something without having to lineart it, first....OTL
.....I should be doing other stuff instead of this OTL

I've really abused the 'OTL' icon in this journal....

http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23730731/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 14:28:50 PDT
I become extremely happy and random....which is kinda how I've been all morning....and yesterday... So annoyingly happy...was driving myself freaking INSANE and I was making NO SENSE and just SAYING WHATEVER POPPED UP IN MY HEAD!

BUTTSCRATCHEEEEEEER!

Then again, I also blame waking up around 7 am, feeling something running up your leg and finding out there's a mouse in your room was also partially the reason for my randomness.... Thank goodness that mouse is gone, otherwise I wouldn't have gotten any sleep at all OTL

But ya....
Actually, the last journal was starting to bug me and I just wanted to get rid of it....

.....I'm gonna miss my school OTL

....I do believe I've run out of things to say....

Edit: Double post? WTF? Darn you dA!
Edit: Delete is mah friend
/random

]]> ~ChibiCrashey BECAUSE I CAN D< http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23665075/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23665075/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 18:13:06 PDT
~~Stolen~~ taken from

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1. When I talk to someone I sometimes get the feeling that I'm talking too much about myself at times...and would really like for them to say more... Then again, I can't really bring myself to tell them that either |D I also get the feeling that I tend to give out more information than necessary
2. I tend to forget what I'm talking about at an alarmingly fast rate. Like...there were multiple times I forgot what I was talking about...in the middle of a sentence |D
3. I have yet to get one single good grade for Physics. Like, srsly, I think that man hates me...<< Failing a subject for four years straight already? OTL
4. ....I have around...50+ OC's and counting right now... More than half of those are anthro's from Neopets and Subeta.net
5. The story in my gallery? And the link in my sig? It's a story I've been writing since two years ago. The story itself is rather...forgot the word... Well, it's not very detailed.... I'm planning on rewriting it later...if it's good enough to be rewritten D|
6. I've recently come to realize just how many Yaoi stories I've written.... Like...20+ (and writing more) yaoi stories? I've only written one Yuri and two Het before... I wonder if that should worry me....
7. This year I'm gonna enter NaNoWriMo, and I'm gonna make sure I actually start writing before November ends this time >.<
8. How did I get in to Yaoi? ...can you believe it started with Sailor Moon? Going on to Card Captor Sakura? Then I stumbeled upon fanfiction.net... Read my first yaoi there... I had no idea what I was reading |D

...yeah, that had no order whatsoever. Also...I'm not tagging anyone D|
....Anyone realize that I've never changed my Mood since I started writing journals? Yes, I am tired quite frequently, actually

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Q-Q-Q-Questions? http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23474511/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23474511/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:37:15 PST
Now here's the dare. You must put this in your journal. See what other people will ask you."
from

Haa....I'm kinda curious if anyone will ask me anything... And if they are, what they'll ask me.... Soo...yeah...

....I have absolutely nothing to say right now....or maybe....
...should I start posting stuff I've sketched and like but am too lazy to CG here? I...don't know if anyone will answer this, but it's always worth asking, right? OTL

...I should be getting ready for my Dutch presentation. Not online...OTL

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Happy V-day...and stuff...again x2 http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23179577/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/23179577/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 17:32:19 PST
I've finally uploaded something in my gallery again...and realized how much I missed drawing on the computer...and the reason I don't draw on the computer that much...

My school celebrated V-day today, since today is the last school day before the holiday and...well...let's just say I did something I'm regretting already...-_-
Then again, I bought a crapload of brownies and one piece of chocolate cake that the eight graders made....and...I gave it all away
With the exception of the beginning of the morning...my school's V-day was fun...it was fun... I don't know why I'm talking about it, but...meh... I never update my journal...

Also...iAnti-wise... I didn't send anyone anything for the special thingy...and I received something... I was pretty darn sure I wouldn't get anything, since I don't really talk to anyone and...yeah.... I wish I did...and I was thinking of doing that, but... When it comes to talking to someone else...well...words fail me...
BUT I CAN TYPE A WHOLE FREAKING BOOK FOR YOU IF I WANTED!!!
Ah....so sad...yet so happy at the same time...

I've drawn two picture yes...now I still need to finish writing my V-day story...which I probably won't even upload here... I also have to upload the last few chapters of the story I was writing...and my friends are threathing me to finish... Hopefully I'll finish the short version before I finish school...

SPEAKING OF SCHOOL! MY SE's START IN MARCH! MARCH!!!!
I'M BEHIND IN EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT AND NOT EVEN BOTHERING TO CATCH UP!
WRRRRYYYY?!?!

I don't think I would be able to handle disappointing my parents and grandpa again... My grandpa successfully made me feel like crap last year... I'd rather not repeat the experience... But I don't think I'll work either...

Aah...whatever....I'm just rambling now...
So much I still need to do...draw...watch...read....do.....

Ah well
Ja ne

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Feature and...stuff....again... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/22383162/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/22383162/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 21:37:33 PST
Before I forget now I'm going straight to the feature thing that I've neglected to do until now. Here goes. I don't have a sub, so none of them get thumbs, sadly. They will get a description, though.

First off

Best Friends Meet Their Limit
I don't really know what it is about this picture, but it definitely caught my attention the first time I saw it... Probably has something to do with the fact that the dog and guy are staring at each other so...intensely XD

Freedom vs Gravity
The fact that the wings have chains tied to them kinda makes the picture so...I dunno. I just really like the way it looks. Although, the more I look at it the more it looks like an angry emoticon now XD

The World is Pink
Despite how much I dislike the color pink, I really like this pic. The bare, yet not so bare black trees in the very pink world are just so... There's just something about this pic that I really like XD

Now from

Short Hair Miki
Miki looks so cute in this picture. Although I don't even know who she is, I like the way it looks and the way it's colored. And Miki simply looks adormable <3

Ina Archer
Not only does the archer look totally awesome. The background is totally like, WOW. I mean, just lookatit! There was obviously a large amount of effort placed into that background!

Izumi
What can I say? Izumi just looks soooo cute! I mean, lookit her? Her clothes are so baggy and big and wrinkly and she looks so adormable and stuff and eep! I oddly feel like glomping her.

And since those two were the only people who commented, they are the only two who get featured. Looking at the descriptions I've written...that's why I have such a hard time commenting, if I ever comment -_-

Anyways. I hope everyone has an awesome 2009 and stuff... I'm curious about how this year will turn out. Hopefully with me making the year, I hope. Eheh... Mine started with my memory stick dying on me with quite a bit of information on it -_-

Well it's pretty late here. Before I end the journal I just think that I'd say one more thing. I've had the strongest urge to CG pictures all of a sudden, so I might hopefully actually update sometime soon here again. Don't hold your breath, though. I don't need people dying on me. Either way, um...

Ja ne

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Life, Feature and...stuff... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/21394724/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/21394724/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 20:07:22 PST Features
First 20 people to comment on this journal will be featured. The first 5 will get thumbnails and description of why I like the work. : D
You must do the feature too.

Ano...I have done much here for a while...I think...

I've successfully managed to ignore school and fall behind in almost all of my classes and fail... My life's da best

Putting school which I really don't want to think about...
I've entered NaNoWriMo a couple of day ago...
Spur of the moment thing at school in class...
I'm still busy trying to figure out how to start the thing, though... I've got an idea of where I want to go, but yeah...
I should stop procrastinating...
On life...

Also...yeah...since I got feature in

's journal I should also it...
Since I don't have a sub or anything...it's probably going to look boring, but yeah...

I have to finish playing Shadow of the Colossus...
And my ferret needs a clean cage...

On another note...finished watching Code Geass a couple of days ago...
I almost cried at the ending...
Twice.
I'm gonna watch the ending again and see how close I get to crying this time...

Watch Code Geass.
Both seasons.
It's epic.
And made of win.
Just watch it.
And if you're nowhere near crying after watching the ending, then there's something wrong with you.
You don't have to cry, just feel a little moved or something...

And that's all I have to say...

]]> ~ChibiCrashey W00T!!! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/20479918/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/20479918/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 21:59:53 PDT
I've been waiting almost a year to join this site... Actually, ever since I heard of it I wanted to join...which was about a year ago...*shot*
AND NOW I'M FINALLY A MEMBER AND RPing like CRAZY!!!!

I mean...I swear I signed up for it, but when I came back -don't know how long later- I couldn't sign in ._.
So, I was either hallucinating, or it was due to the fact that I didn't post anything in a while that they took me off...I don't know.

But that don't matter anymore, IMMA MEMBER NOW!!!

AND MY ONE WEEK OLD CHARACTER IS GONNA GET TRAUMATIZED BY WAR!!!!!

I mean, srsly...only 1 week and I'm already getting him in trouble...

I want to draw MOAR Chi-Arei, so hopefully I'll be doing that...HOPEFULLY!!! HOPE FOR ME!!!!

But yeah...that makes me happy...but when I start thinking about school...I get sad again...because I'm already behind on most of my subjects...
And...what am I doing online? I should be reading my book that needs to be finished by monday, MONDAY!!!
I ONLY READ 20 OF THE 300+ PAGES!!!
I'M SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWED!!!!

So anyway...I'm gonna RP on iAnti like crazy and see how much of schoolwork I can do... I better read that book...fast.
So...yeah...

Yay for meeting people from iAnti on dA...or is it the other way around? My head hurts -_-

]]> ~ChibiCrashey NIPPON!!! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/20242851/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/20242851/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 20:41:32 PDT
Well...for people who actually read this...which...I don't think is many of you...
I've been going to school for quite a while already (two weeks? three weeks? Don't feel like counting) and already I have to start studying for test end September -_-
Oh joy...

Doing the year over ain't that much fun either...ah well. That's what you get for being lazy... Doing my final year in two years...
Well, at least I'm not the only one who didn't pass my exams...apparently 50% didn't make the cut and are either finishing their studies abroad, got kicked of school or are doing it over...
I mean, there are classes especially for those who didn't make it...I feel so special...

But I didn't exactly make a journal to rant about school...

I've posted quite a deal of my stories on this account...not that I expect anyone to actually READ them...but just...
I'm hoping to get some DRAWINGS on here again, too... I just find digitalizing pictures to be so troublesome...
Maybe I'll upload random sketches one day...will you look at them?

Speaking of being troublesome... I got mahself a new pet ferret

It's a female baby kit and I name her Nippon (Damn you Code Geass >.< Damn you for your CLAMP art style, awesome storyline and Nippon-ness)
I gotsta give her a bath...when I figure out how to bathe a ferret...and clean her crap...

One day I'll be able to take excellent care of her D=>
And not be afraid of her biting me...

Meh...I'll end this here...
Until next time...

Ja ne...

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Nah, not dead yet... http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/16834789/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/16834789/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 15:13:41 PST
Soooo, while I was away I was playing Tales of Symphonia. I'm already busy with my second go through...but I'll finish that once I finally decide to finish Radiant Dawn.
People were right...that game is a lot harder that PoR...I've been abusing the Battle Save like crazy ever since I reached the final chapters of the first part. I'm currently having some troubles not killing my past comrades in the Endgame of part 3...

Anywho...my mom bought Pre-Paid internet...that sux ballz... I'm busy using up my last hour of slooooow internet... After that it's back to RD and ToS...yesh.

I might...draw or write something for Valentine's Day...just for the heck of it... I've done it two years straigh, why stop now?

And...that's the ending of my very interesting journal. I bet all of you are so happy to hear from me again *hears crickets chirping* Yes... I feel so loved...*hugs self*

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Wii would like to play =D http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/15693956/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/15693956/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 13:44:04 PST
Just got Mario Party 8, Sonic the Hedgehog and the Secret Rings. Super Mario Galaxy and Fire Emblem: Radiant Dawn yesterday. The sad thing is, I'm not playing Radiant Dawn until I finish Path of Radiance and I started a new game in normal not too long ago. I'm in chapter 17 now...the game has 30+ chapters...

WHY AM I SO SLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!

Nyways...I'm working on making a Pokemon RPG site...wish me luck, ne?

Do you like Pokemon? Sure you do! Why don't you join these neat Pokemon text RPG sites?

Imma go play Mario Party now

Dragonair's Den
Snorunt's Glacier
Ludicolo's Lake
Pokemon Meadow
Sakura Valley
Divine Suicune
The Dark Twilight
Jinari Region

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Bloody Mayhem http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/15074639/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/15074639/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 14:37:20 PDT
So I spent my whole morning watching the doctor sterilize and castrate dogs. Oh, and suddenly the sent in this small dog that got bitten and was pretty close to dying...

I have no idea what happened to her, since my mom came to pick me up. But yeah. About the sterilizing. There was this one dog where the doc was pretty much done, then suddenly this fountain of blood squirts out of the dogs wound and whoa. The doc like sticks her hand way in there. Then another dock went in and helped her. Thy stopped the bleeding. The next dog she operated on was already sterilized D=
Cut the poor thing up for nothing. The people there seemed to be having a bad Monday...

And HAH, I finally submitted something digital again!!! *does happy dance of happiness**starts to rain*
Woops, wrong dance

Nyways, yeah.

I'm busy linearting ~kupofromhell's piccu... I'll show it to her at school, nyeh.

Nyeh, hey, hey, do you like Pokemon? Sure you do! Sign up for these cool Pokemon RPG text sites!!!

Dragonair's Den
Snorunt's Glacier
Ludicolo's Lake
Pokemon Meadow
Sakura Valley
Divine Suicune
The Dark Twilight
Jinari Region

Yup, all those. They're really fun. Also, I'm a Mod at The Dark Twilight, so yeah... I'm on pretty much everyday. I'm ChibiCrashey on all of them too.

Eheh...yeah...I'll stop wasting your life now...

Ja Ne

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Everybody Pokemon! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/14884246/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/14884246/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 12:00:50 PDT
...

Feh, whatever. Well, after my exams I hope to upload some things I've drawn. If PSP stops lagging, that is.

I PROMISE TO UPLOAD SOMETHING WITHIN THE WEEK!!! You may shoot me if I don't...oh snap, what am I saying?

Anyways...I am currently Twilight Princess-less...*emo tear*
AND! ...I dunno... I want my fall break to begin already...

Ah, lemme talk about the latest Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE chapter!!! IT made me SO happy!!! And a little sad...can't wait for the latest chapter!!! Hopefully it'll be out by Wednesday or Thursday. Naruto has been slowing down for me... I wanna see Team 8 fight already!!! How much has Hinata improved? How do Kiba and the huge Akamaru fight? And Shino?
And Bleach...it's been getting interesting again...

Nyeh, hey, hey, do you like Pokemon? Sure you do! Sign up for these cool Pokemon RPG text sites!!!

Dragonair's Den
Snorunt's Glacier
Ludicolo's Lake
Pokemon Meadow

Yup, all those. They're really fun...also...try this one. It's still new and I haven't tried it yet myself (wtf?)

Violet Region

Eheh...yeah...I'll stop wasting your life now...

Ja Ne

]]> ~ChibiCrashey ChibiC used Revive http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/14488397/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/14488397/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 14:07:50 PDT I'm alive and well, thank you very much.

School has started here...like, two weeks ago. Yeah... 11th grade is hell... School just started and I'm already behind like crazy. Well, I gotta work extra hard this year, since this year I have my exams... I plan on staying here a little longer after my exams though... Hope to study in America too...

Ne, 'nough 'bout school. I've been drawing quite a lot actually. Just...none of them seem post worthy... I might one of these days...
And...I haven't been commenting, and for that I apologize... I just...get nervous when I try to comment something. I might type it down, but later on I delete it and go on with my life...

I have been scarily obsessed with CLAMP and yaoi these past few weeks...hohum...

Ah yeah, I've been going to these cool Pokemon RPG sites....Pokemon RPG TEXT sites...
You should join, it's pretty fun

[link] and [link]

And uh...I don't think anyone actually reads this...but if ya do...and comment (<- don't have to)...then you make me a very happy mangatard

Ja Ne

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Devious Journal Entry http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/11930778/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/11930778/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 05:48:30 PST
]]> ~ChibiCrashey NO! I am NOT dead! http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/11722003/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/11722003/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 12:17:01 PST I've been procrastinating somewhat fierce though...what can I say...

I've been on Subeta and Gaia alot lately...if anyone cares...or if anyone who reads this has an account there...or want to start an account...my account at both sites are ChibiCrashey.

I'm so original...

Eh...school has been hectic lately...I'm about a month behind in both Biology and Math homework...I have to read 72 articles, watch 30 hours and make 3 book reports before the school year ends, otherwise even if I make it to the next grade, I have to do it double that year O_O
And the fact that one of my friends is...um...(oh who cares) pregnant and that she's these really annoying mood swings at the guys we befriended...really pisses me off D=<
I don't give a flying fuck what your going through. It's still your fault it happened. Don't think that you're suddenly soooo important now just 'cause a that. And for the love of all that is holy...GIVE THOSE POOR GUYS A DAMN BREAK!!! Stop hating almost every single teacher, 'cause the ones we have now are a HELL lotta better than those we could've gotten.
Just here attitude is all...GRAAAH!!!

*takes a deep breath*

I'm done venting now...just...geez...we all have our problems too, don't we? I already have enough social and esteem problems... I really don't need hers as well...

Okay, art wise...
I've been procastinating a lot...again...
I'm hoping to get a piccu done before Valentines Day...
I also have to wrok on drawing all my Subeta pets. Now I have al ot more ever since the 1 week Gold Account thingie on Subeta...10 pets...

I also have to make those drawings for the people on Gaia...they've been waiting for a month already D=
Anybody got any ideas for a cute pose for a kitten? No, I didn't think so either.

ALSO, I finnaly watched the movie Final Fantasy IIV: Advent Children. Now I gotta look for the other movie Wiki says they have...drat...

Gods...I can't wait till the Caranval Break...
The only good thing about Carnval...I hate Carnaval...

Well, I'm done rambling now
Ja Ne

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~ChibiCrashey Happy 2007 ya'll http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/11281091/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/11281091/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 21:00:44 PST It is now the year of the Pig, or as I like to call it, Boar!!!
All those who know Fruits Basket should know that this is now Kagura-san's year and that I might do some fanart just for her =3

Well, these are pretty much my New Years resolutions

1) Go to the next grade D=
2) Learn Japanese (pretty much the same as last year)
3) Become less shy, more social (trying VERY hard)
4) Be more active on DA
5) Finish the stories I started in October
6) Make more friends
7) Become a better friend (I don't deserve such good friends)
8) Procrastenate less (Chyeah, like that'll eve happen)
9) Start taking Piano lessons again
10) Maybe...get a part time Job?
11) Um...publish something?
12) IMPROVE MY ART TENTHOUSANDFOLD!!!
13) Tell my Art Idols on dA how much I love them ._.

Welps...I think that's about it... Hope ya'll have a very good year

Well, I'm done rambling now
Ja Ne
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]]> ~ChibiCrashey Get Featured http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10798960/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10798960/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 08:34:41 PST
I will then take a look in your gallery and pick my favorite deviation from you.

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Yah...Um... WHAT IT SAYS, DARNIT!

]]> ~ChibiCrashey Just ignore this http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10698752/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10698752/ Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:58:23 PST
]]> ~ChibiCrashey Power Puff Girls story alert...thing http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10304015/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10304015/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 13:12:13 PDT
This journal is, once again, about my PowerPuff Girls fanfiction. I wrote/am writing a more mature sub-story about the it. It's based on Yukiko and his friend from Japan. The sub-story and main story are connected to each other, although you don't have to read it to get it...

Basicly, you can read it, but you don't have to. And that's also pretty much why I still haven't updated the main story...for those who care.

I have one warning though...okay, two. It contains ADULT CONTENT. Which is pretty funny, seeing as I'm not an adult...and neither are Yuki and his friend ._.
And also, it's a yaoi, dun know what that means. Well, not me. If ya wanna read the sub-story, send me Note. I'll give ya the link. I'll also tell you what yaoi is...but you should know...how often have I been talking about it already?

Well, this was a boring journal...

I'll stop rambling now
Ja ne

]]> ~ChibiCrashey A little Dilema http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10131983/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/10131983/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 13:51:49 PDT Mood:

Listening to: Three Days Grace, Animal I Have Become (I love this song D

Reading: Fruits Basket...again!
Watching: Demashita! PowerPuff Girls Z episode 7 and 8
Current character obssesion: Ike, Soren, Oscar and Boyd from Fire Emblem: PoR and...the PowerPuff Girls
Current Anime obsession: Demashita! PowerPuff Girls Z
Current Manga obsession: Fruits Basket

Okay, just thought I'd...update this thing. It's been awhile.

Okay, first off, my mom took my work computer away...since, like, I fell behind in my studies already. I dun wanna study D=
So, I won't be able to update with...anything that I've been doing. So...I won't be able to write the PowerPuff Girls fanfiction for awhile... Great, just when I get an inspiration boost you take my computer away from me, eh?

I have been drawing a lot. I'll see if I can scan any of those some day...
Mwah, gotta study, gotta study D= Have a test tomorrow...I didn't even finish making it D=

If anyone has any question concerning the fanfiction here: [link]
Or is there is anything that you'd like to know...that won't spoil the whole thing D=< Feel free to ask, kay?
btw, if you know PPGZ, then um...in my fic/doujin, Buttercup looks like Buttercup from the anime...since I really like what Buttercup there

Anyway...I like Demashita!PowerPuff Girls Z...it's fun...itsa Mahjo Shoujo(sp?)
Okay, I'll stop being random now...

I'm done ranting
Ja ne!

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]]> ~ChibiCrashey Project Doujinshi http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/9748202/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/9748202/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:40:19 PDT Mood:

Listening to: Three Days Grace, Animal I Have Become
Reading: Tsubasa wo Motsu Mono
Watching: Demashita! PowerPuff Girls Z
Current Anime character obssesion: Ike, Soren, Oscar and Boyd from Fire Emblem: PoR
Current Anime obsession: Demashita! PowerPuff Girls Z
Current Manga obsession: Fruits Basket and Tsubasa Wo Motsu Mono

*Update*
Okay, I.am.a.complete.idiot.
I JUST figured out were the poll thing is here... And my week lond sub ends tomorrow...whoopee
/Update

Okay, I am very much alive. I'm just procrastinating somewhat fierce, but I'm still here...

Okay, so I'm in a class now full of boys...only 6 grils...includining me...I hope I can survive this year TT_TT

Okay, some might know that I'm working on a couple of Doujinshi's/Comics. You might also know that I haven't really started them...yet. I will write a short summary of each Doujin and you will tell me which one you like the most, and I'll start making that one. Whenever I get bored, I'll just switch to the next one. I should probably do this when there are a bunch of people watching me, but...right now, I really don't care. If at least one person shows interest in this...project (?) of mine, I'll be happy. Okies, here goes.

Sonic Dousjinshi (no working title)
Genre: General, Humor
Ratings: PG/PG-13 (no warnings)
One minute your a blue hedgehog running for your life, the next, your a human. What exactly is going on here? Why are they humans? Where are they? And who is that clumsly girl that keeps on following them?

PPG X (PowerPuff Girls)
Genre: General, Humor, Action(hopefully)
Ratings: PG/PG-13
Warnings: None
A few years have passed and the girls seem to be having a good time in their new hometown. Well...as good as can be. They have to go to school, do their chores, make their homework, fight crime AND be home before bedtime. What's going on with the professor lately?

Neopets Doujinshi (No working title yet)
Genre: General, Comedy...Romance? (ew...me doing romance?)
Ratings: PG/PG-13/R
Warnings: Yaoi/shounen-ai/slash, Antrhopomorphic (or human, depends)
Karandemi. Tall, slender, and loves crossdressing. Overly shy, overly apologetic. Treated badly in the past because of his...sexual preference, falss in love...once again... The guys he's going for is totally freaked. Their owner is insane, and a fanatic. Insanity is just around the corner.

One Billion (Neopets)
Genre: General, Angst,(if you can call it that) Hentai
Ratings: PG-13/R
Warnings: Ooooh, plenty. Note me if you wanna know

Kimijaru is an ordinary 16-year-old Wocky, (Neopet) or so it seems. He leaves the shop on weekends and comes back on weekdays. And when he's home on weekdays, he disappears at night. What's going on? What's he hiding? (After Karandemi's story)

Okay, they were all lame, especially the third one. Don't flame me over it, no likey, okay. So...tell me which one you would like to read about?

Also...Damn, KH2 seems to be relly popular now...I feel so old...

I'm done ranting
Ja ne!

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~ChibiCrashey Vacation woes http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/9348341/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/9348341/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 21:21:42 PDT Mood:

Listening to: Nothing
Reading: Fruits Basket
Watching: Nothing
Current Anime character obssesion: Shigure from Fruits Basket
Current Anime obsession: None
Current Manga obsession: One Piece and Fruits Basket

Right now, I'm typing this on my dads laptop in a very smelly hotel room... And the laptop is infected...but what the hey.

I doubt anyone cares, but I'm going back home on Sunday... Which I'll be happy about, America isn't as fun as it used to be...

Once I'm back, I'm working on that Doujinshi that I REALLY want to make... It's shounen-ai...

Hey, for some of you shounen-ai/yaoi lovers, what would you consider the ultimate uke to be like? I mean, like, REALLY ultimate uke...like, drop down pathetic, yet cute and loveable.

Yay, I lost 100 dollars...and my mom doens't believe that I gave her 70 dollars to hold for me...I'm sooooo lucky

I can't tell if my mom is being worried, or just plain hates me...

I'm done ranting
Ja ne!

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None? ]]> ~ChibiCrashey -_- http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/9086225/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/9086225/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 10:55:42 PDT Mood:

Listening to: Blaze from Tsubasa Chonicle
Reading: So...much...
Watching: Tsubasa Chronicle
Current Anime character obssesion: Shigure from Fruits Basket
Current drawing obsession: Art block -_-
Current Anime obsession: None
Current Manga obsession: None

*sighs* I think I've finished re-watching everyone on this account... Man, I'm tired.

Okies, what have I been up to these past few...weeks (?)
Well, school let out here a week ago. I just have to go back a two/three more times to sell my old books, buy new ones and get my report card.

GAH! I have soooo many drawing that I need to finish!
Tha art trade I have/had with ~steffy-gargoylevamp, was like, months ago and I still didn't even start sketching it! I will finish it though! That's a promise!
My cousins B-day gift...wow, his birthday was like...last month...
The doujinshi's I still haven't started with.

AND WHY AM I SO TIRED!!!?

*calms down*

Ah well. I will finish those things...EVENTUALLY!! *stikes a dramatic pose*
Heh, I've been spending my days...watching anime on Youtube, and playing some random RPG's that I just have to draw fanart for!

Also, I've noticed that...I have an incredibly short interest span...
I'm having the time of my life, then the next day, I'm sooo bored. That problem of mine....is REALLY starting to ANNOY me! I mean, I can't even enjoy simple little things anymore.

And where did this art block of mine come from? Ah, these artblocks...always a mystery...

Ah, I'm hoping to post something next week...

SOMEONE PLEASE FORCE ME TO DO SOMETHING!!! I THINK I'M GONNA DIE OF BOREDOM HERE *shot*

I'm done ranting
Ja ne!

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N... ]]> ~ChibiCrashey =P http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/8920420/ http://ChibiCrashey.deviantart.com/journal/8920420/ Tue, 30 May 2006 12:16:21 PDT

I dcided to make a new account...because... I'm ChibiC, not Crashey

That's a lame reason. Anyways, I'm re-watching everyone from my previous account (~Crashey), so... If you see that you are removed from Crashey and have a watch from ChibiCrashey...that's me

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