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The end.

]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/10576391/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/10576391/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 21:44:59 PST
Later

]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/10493630/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/10493630/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 04:17:34 PDT
I'm still having chest pains. Fucking useless doctors. Actually I'm in a lot of pain now, quite frequently. Its been a while since i've ha da day pain free.

Saturday was homecoming, which was awesome. My dress showed a bit too much cleavage though.. Ah well.

Lets see... pic manipulation can go fuck itself. And yes, i'm aware theres typos in here and not correct spelling. Guess what? Fuck you. I'm tired and I ifnally got my damn caffiene. Don't mess with me.

School sucks. Seriously.

Anyway... Probably a few of you have seen the trailer's trailer. What do i mean about a trailer's trailer? Exactly what it says. Its a trailer, for a trailer.

Dark-e-lux Koneko is a project that (hopefully) will be started by tab (no, not your tab key morons. TabbieKatt. Best friend of mine for 4 years now. Find her at google at some places, or IRC (animechat.com or for IRC users, [link] i think, but don't hold me to that its been awhiel since I"ve been on). So yeah. Its going to be a make fun of flash of DA, Myspace, Cheat code central, and uh.... Some other part. I forgot what. let me think.... Fuck it. I'm not wnating to go into details of it anyway. Ah well. It may never get started, who knows? laizness is a curse.

Oh god. Cisco. Whoever's taking the CCNA class, the first year is the hardest. Especially section 2. year two is soooo much easier (VLSM > Subnetting. VLSM way easier.) But still. It can be a pain in the arse.

Um.. What else. uh.. just go find me on myspace people. thats much easier. yeah... Um... i wanna play games. ARGH screenshotting team got disbanded for DGEMU so now it suchs having only 12.5 pionts intead fo 20. Oh well.

I have a bad headache and gonna go back to waiting for house.

Ja ne

]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7901768/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7901768/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:46:22 PST
No school tdoay. Why? Well, when you come back at 11pm and haev to get up in 5 hours you wouldnt' go to school either.

In happier news, I got my pink redone on sunday. I fucking love it. ^^

And in worse news, I'm sick of most people on here. I hate teenage drama. *Shudder* And thats all this school has... drama. Why else do you think I now avoid IRC? Drama! My god. I hate this. Humanity sucks, everyone sucks, and I wish on a lot of people to burn in hell.

And in somewhat better but not good news: I need new glasses. I'm getting them on saturday..

Oh. are you reading tihs?

WEll then. Fuck you too ^^ ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7757697/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7757697/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 03:01:31 PST [link] 's journal and go read the bold. Are you sure you wanna post your submintions on DA anymore~? So yeah. YAY ANOTHER JOURNAL SITE FOR FREE. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7709165/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7709165/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:38:20 PST
YAY ADAMS BACK! Pays off to go back here after a month XD *Squee* Finally!

Love you bro.


...Just noticed. Rnadom parts of my dreams lately are true, just not in that exact form. Jesus. Thats creepy.

Ozzy owns. <3 ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7408837/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7408837/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 00:22:27 PST
Not really posting fo rother hten that. TOo much things in my mind to even talk about it.

Love everyone~ ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7323971/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7323971/ Fri, 16 Dec 2005 05:49:40 PST
Uh... If you were the dude i can't remember your name, can you comment on this or send me a note or somethign? XD

So um.. Yeah. Ex just called, i don't nkow hwy i feel weird now but i do. I accidnetely hung up on him early (I didn't mean to! I thought he was going to hang up since we both said bye!)

Uh.. Tanya and charles (no not the one above) brok eup sometime last weekend i think. Its weird. *Shrug* This school year is generally weird.

Well, Andrew comes on sunday. Tommorow i'm dragged out to shopping, and i might catch some ddr at dragon palace.

Well, i'm out. gonna go wonder around onleine til i feel like playing games again.


Ciao

Update:

Pop ups are bad. very bad. Why? I ogt windows screaming at me "YOU HAVE SPYWAREFIX IT OR ELSE *threatens*" and of course it had to change my backgroudn (and i forgot what my previous one was). I also got a lotof viruses lol,most are gone butithin ki have one or two still. Uh, hopefully it'llfinish in12 mins and i'll hopefully get rid of it. Tommorow.. Ugh. Lets not go there. On happier news, eariler today someone was singing the chocobo robo voice. Silly Dre. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7297378/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7297378/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 01:25:58 PST
Stupid car. It was overheating, and like usual i was paranoid. I said we shouldn't conitnue driving (we were able to park somewher eif needed), mom said no it wasn't in teh red yet lol. I had a bad feeling, and when we were outside one of the gates, and it was red. MOm turned off the car, and then we oculnd't get it to start. Some bastard honked, then we had to push the car. Mom ended upr unnign over her foot, i banged my head. Thankfullys ome guards helped us, then the tow truck... when we FINALLY got home one hour later, something broke, i had to clean it up then the injuries seemed to continjue,b ut nothign toob ad. just a coupel cuts.

Ugh, i hope it gets better. And we might have to get a new car... i mean com eon. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7276160/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7276160/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 17:54:34 PST
ended up calling 3 people, ashley nick and bri. Ashley it alked to for about 5 mins till she had to go for soem reaason, nick i just had to get bri's number and he wa sbusy anyway, and bri talked for like 20 mins but then she had to go to a party lol

Well, take care eeryone ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7243618/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7243618/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 01:47:11 PST
I guess it starts out with this crush, who isonly an online friend.I fully support online relationships because theyre' cool,i've dated guys online, and hell with this guy i've known him for three yeras, we dated once and i rejected him for some guy who now i lost intrest for >.<; How stupid is that?!?! and now the guy ir ejected, i love even more! Its probably so unhealthy! Oh well. But the thing is, he likes this girl.... and theres lieka 50/50 chances they'll get together so its depressing.

Then.... Bah IRL is HORRIBLE. Found out some girl is spreaidng rumors that i triedto grope her. Wtf, i haven't touched any female like that here! Jesus.Then ihave fuckwad.... Oh wondreful fuckwad. Lets stop the physical pain and lets open old emotional scars! *claps* Yeah. That sums up what he's currentely doing that to me. And he's stealing my damn friend JJ. They got in this HUGE fight, made her cry, and now theyr'e best buddies. Im' sorry, i'm notmagically going to be best buddies with someone whojust called me a slut/hoe. yeah. Right.

School work i'mstarting to slack off, I don't mean to,its just i'm so tired now for some reason ic an't understand. I mean hell, i have three cisco tests i need to retake. Oh well.I'm doing okay though i think.Gotta study for japanese after this.

Then.. friends. I'm kinda confused. Are they actually my friends, or are they fake? I've been feeling really depressed lately, and it sucks having to fake happiness for them. Ah well, thats life. Then god, people think i'mgoing to go out with 3-4 different people. JESUS CHRIST. *Hits head on the chair*

Man, Drama drama drama. I hate it. Oh well.

Sorryfor typos but i'm lazy. And my space bar is partly broken... so yeah.

Laptop status: Uh.. spacebar hates me. 7 key is missing.
Main Computer: Gotta install OS XD
Studies: Ick.
How many days till x-mas break: 12.
How many days till x-mas: 18 i think. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7163553/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7163553/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 01:06:06 PST
Later. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7106392/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7106392/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 15:04:37 PST
Random Questionaire...

1.Let's talk Bread, White or Brown?
White.

2.White or Black?
Um... No answer?

3.Your Previous answer or Blue
NEITHER!

4.Your Previous answer or Red
Pink

5.What are you wearing?
Uh.. CLothes. I'm at school, moron.

6.What are you eating?
...Eating isn't allowed at c omptuer at school, dumbass.

7.What are you drinking?
...Look above.

8.What are you listening too?
Um... its a litlt ethign called 'nothing'

9.Are you bored?
Yes.

10.Is that why your doing this?
Yeah

11.How many seconds are in a year?
....How the hell am i supposed to know this?
12.What time is it where you are?
7:54am

13.Whats your favourite flower?
Roses and jasmine

14.Whats your favoutite weather?
Sunnyish and cold, or rain. sometimes i liek it warm though

15.Whats yout favourite season?
I like them all

16.If you could go any where in the world, where would you go?
Back to germany, coupel places in europe, and japan even though i'm living ther.e

17.Why those choices?
Cause i've been to most of these, and they're fun to be at
18.If you could show up at anybodys door step randomly, who's would it be?
Nicks XD
19.If you could take me to any place where would it be?
Um.... Arcade.

20.If you had 3 wishes, what would it be? No wishing for more wishes.
Damn you! Fine fine.
1. Maybe to live with Nick, or live next door anyway. Something like that
2. To live happily and to die form natural causes, not from mruder or somethign like that.
3. Um... To meet and marry my true love and have kids XD

21.What's your epitath likly to say when you kick the bucket?
Whats epitath? Its not in dictionary.com....
22.Whats your best feature, physically
Uh... Hair or eyes. Ask andrew or nick.

23.What's your best feature, personality wise?
Hm. i guess how good of a friend i can be? Not sure. Ask someone else.
24.Whats your I.Q?
No clue, hopefully not too low

25.What's your current addiction?
Cookies, internet, games, and nick

26.What game is currently in your PC?
OH god don't make me got here. somethign like um, sims 2 (all three that are released), Silk Road Online (Even though they blocked me), Roller Coaster Tycoon, Umm a lto of roms, adn don't even go to my main cpu.

27.What game is currently in your Game Cube?
Don't have a game cube.

28.What game is currently in your X BOX?
Don't have one

29.What game is currently in your PS2?
Oh, DDR Extrem eis currentely in it.

30.What is your favourite food?
Cookies, chicken, ice cream.

31.How often do you have this?
A lot.

32.Did you know, that if you got into a Jet plane and flew around the world anti clockwise,
your effectivly going back in time?
Really? That seems messed up. But Cool!
Doubtful its the truth though.
33.War, hoo ha what is it good for?
Nothing. Seriously. Just gets you in a debt fun times eh?

34.Favoutie advert?
Not sure.

35.Favourite Movie?
Um.... The Sisterhood of the travelign pants currentely.

36.Name 5 people you would take a bullet for.
Anyone in my family that i'm close to, and Nicholas. Not really that lcose to anyoen else.

37.If the rain is Gods Tears.... then what is snow?
...No clue. Frozen tears?

38.What's your height?
5'1 or 5'2

39.What's your ring size?
Not sure

39.What's the number of bones you've broken?
None

40.What's your game genre? FPS, RPG, Stratagy Ect
RPG

41.Is it just me or are all game to fecking easy now days?
If they're too fucking easy, Then challenge yourself moron. Unlock every god damned feature on the HARDER games, Not some easy game. Jeees, but yes, some are easier.
42.What's your book genre? Horror, whodunit, poetry Ect
Fantasy and Romance.

43.Where are you likely to find books at your house?
My room or in the hall
44.Your choice, get hit by a car, or have a Jack Russel bite a tender part... *wink wink*
.....Neither.

45.If you could either, a) save all the fish in the world, or b) save all the birds, what would you
save?
BOTH!

46.If a Man Eating Shark is a shark that eats men, and a Bird Eating Spider is a spider that eats birds... what happens when a child eats a lollipop?
....This is stupid. THey eat it. Jees.

47... ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7077546/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7077546/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 04:30:56 PST
Oh god. Cisco. I'm enjoying the class somewhat, i'll probably continue on to the next year of cisco next year but... god @.@; Theres SO much reading requried, then i'm not really doing well on the tests. Its qutie annoying. Oh well. I'm going to get soem done, about a hours worth, then take 30 mins of break then go to bed. My classes are becoming hell. Interactive multimedia we're finally starting flash <3 its so fun. Japanese... We've finished hiragana (I'll admit. I don't know them all. but hye, i'm passing) and we're starting katakana soon. It just requires studying @.@; Language arts... He assigns us so much homework and i'm not even in honors, but i'm getting used to. We're going to read a novel finally, thank god. I've been craving to read a book for awhile now, not some fanfic or short story, but a book. World history... Easy but at the same time i'm not trying my hardest..... Cisco i need to study more... Algebra two, i love that class. Its so nice seeing how you actually elarn and stuff, but i hate word probelms still. Then theres biology, that class i hate and like at hte same time.

Ugh, enough rant about school. How am i emotionally? Im' unstable like hell. Though, i'm starting to get a ltitel bit better, but whatever. NOthin new there.

Physically? God. I'm out of shape yet i can still do somewhat good in ddr. I mean come on, if i can do standard, its all good.

Speaking of which, i'm going to the arcade tommorow. Yayy! Dragon Palace, here i come.

Highlights coming up:
next week: thanksgiving
Decemeber:
14th: FUCKWAD LEAVES! YES! *Cheers*
17th: I believe Andrew comes over here on this date, but i believe he's going to travel or smoethign like that before i can see him. *Shrug* Its something to look forward to ^^
25th: Christmas is all needed to be said ^^



Gary's moving at the end of semester ._.; I'll miss him.

Ciao ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7041684/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7041684/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 03:06:23 PST
Bastards. And classes are getting to me, so much work that i do but it seems to never end. And i'm so tired lately, and stress is gettign to me again. Also, I'm sick of school. Everyones being morons and bastards..


Speaking of Bastards, Fucking Silk Road is blocking Japanese IP's. Sot hat means, YAY, I wont' be able to play. Bastards. Seriosuly, i was getting addicted and now i have no will to play. HIssss.

Fucking hell, Life is a bitch. But i still enjoy the small things. Like attacking pepole with glomps.

Later, Bastards. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7005200/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/7005200/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:13:09 PST
Submitted some things cause i got bored and tab asked me to make her those, lol.

I'm highly embarassed from how one of hte comments might of implied that i made the pics in those sigs/bg, but i did NOT. They belong to the person who made tehm. kay? kay.

Four day weekend <3 ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6834363/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6834363/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 07:00:36 PDT
[Spell your first name backwards]:
aeslehC

[The story behind your pen name]:
Well, I'm mostly called gato since i went onto the net from the digimon, hell ac ouple people irl call me that XD That or pinky, for the part of my pink hari

[3 words that sum you up]:
Depressed, hyper, random

{DESCRIBE YOUR}

[Wallet]:
PINKKKKKK
[Hairbrush]:
its just... black and normal?
[Jewelry you wear daily]:
Hm, My ring, bracelet, sometimes earings, and sometims a neclace.
[Pillow cover]:
Purpleee

[Coffee cup]:
Uh... I get the trash ones from starbucks sinceid ont' make my own coffee XD but i bought some mugs from starbucks too!
[Shoes]:
Just a coupel years old reeboks
[CD in stereo right now]:
Uh.. none
[What are you are wearing now?]:
PJ's
[Hair]:
dark blonde with pink
[In your mouth]:
Nothing
[In your head]:
Why the fuck me?W hy does he have to do this?
[Eating]:
Nothing, haven't been able to eat today really
[Some of your favorite movies]:
Hitchhikers gudie to the glaaxy, and a ring of endless light
[Something you're looking forward to]:
Talking to friends
[The last thing you ate?]:
Uh... tomatoes
[Something that you are dreadfully afraid of?]:
Death, sleep, and him...
[Do you like candles?]:
Yes

[Do you believe in a thing called love?]:
Yes

[Do you believe in soul mates?]:
Yes

[Do you believe in love at first sight?]:
yes

[Do you believe in forgiveness?]:
Sometimes, bu tnot all things can be forigven

[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
Well, maye antoehr cat but i arleady ahve two
[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]:
mainland japan, germany, and CA
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]:
chocolate, cookies
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]:
Life and people

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]:
Yes. But why would ip sot that here? Well, i miss adam, nick, fweddy munchkins and andrew.

{In the last 24 hours, have you}:

[Cried?]:
yeah, i sobbed my ehart out this mronign.

[Gotten sick?]:
Yes

[Sang?]:
yea

[Eaten?]:
Barely

[Felt stupid?]:
Yes
[Hugged someone?]:
Yes
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them?]:
I did tell the perosn iw anted to

[Met someone new?]:
Yes

[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]:
Yes

[Fought with your parents?]:
No

[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]:
yes

[Are you center of attention or the wallflower?]:
Wallflower
[What type of automobile do you drive?]:
I dont drive

[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]:
Freinds
[Do you attend church?]:
No
[Do you like being around people?]:
sometime, not too often
[What time is it now?]:
10:59pm

[What are you planning to do later?]:
Sleep, chat, adn try to eat
[What do you hear right now?]:
the TV
[What was the last thing you watched on TV?]:
dunno ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6778109/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6778109/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 20:28:49 PDT .>;

Homecoming was fun last night. Dancings fun.

later ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6744134/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6744134/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:44:07 PDT
the pSAT was a fucking pain. I'm not kidding. easy then hard... i keep getting random aches in my head, eariler i even almsot cried form it XD Thats kinda bad. Must be osme stupid storm or osmething. dunno

Been kinda.. bleh lately. Don't really feel like talking about it.But seems normality is slowly coming back.

<33 everyone ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6744133/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6744133/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 22:44:06 PDT
the pSAT was a fucking pain. I'm not kidding. easy then hard... i keep getting random aches in my head, eariler i even almsot cried form it XD Thats kinda bad. Must be osme stupid storm or osmething. dunno

Been kinda.. bleh lately. Don't really feel like talking about it.But seems normality is slowly coming back.

<33 everyone ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6692323/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6692323/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 04:22:56 PDT
Dude, wtf? DA Subscription for a week? Kinda amazed. Like... Whoa. XD A guy asked me something... ii'm so confused. No clue what to do. I'm in such a hole of depression, yet i have to be the strong one NOW irl. Coudlnt they pick some other itme?

Oh well.

update later

<33 everyone ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6648758/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6648758/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 07:00:49 PDT
My birthdays on the 16th... Though, it sucks how adam wont' be on DA on for liek three montsh. My cold is still bad, How the hellami gonan go tobrunch tommorow?

So far this weekend has been good htough not including sickness.

Oh.. i have the 5th and 10th off thsi month i believe. *Shrug*

Computer status:

Main CPU: Not well. i NEED to burn some stuff off of it, so ima have 'fun' with that. Then gonna hve to format it.. *sigh*

Laptop: Well. Its behaving and all bu tima have to reformat this too or smething. Imean, come on. Partions are wrong. C: 35 gb. D: 1.97 gb. Slighlty messe d up eh?
Communities I'm in:


Friends (Divided into categories of how i knwo them XD)
AC Friends:


RO:


DA:


IRL:


My lesbian Lovers:
]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6640251/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6640251/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 06:48:34 PDT
Seems like i'm going to go through hell and back.

I can't concentrate right now

I'll update later

Ciao

Communities I'm in:


Friends (Divided into categories of how i knwo them XD)
AC Friends:


RO:


DA:


IRL:


My lesbian Lovers:
]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6630931/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6630931/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 03:39:16 PDT
Computer recovery? not going well. Formatting may happen X.x

Communities I'm in:


Friends (Divided into categories of how i knwo them XD)
AC Friends:


RO:


DA:


IRL:


My lesbian Lovers:
]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6594299/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6594299/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 14:09:32 PDT .>; Ugh. Lets hope like hell i can get it to zero, and the comp problems die down. I really dont' wanna havet o format >.<;

Oh well... Mission Recovery i guess? Dunno.

I'll update later with more progress

Update:

Well, i got two viruses fixed and oen delete. I'm rescanning then gonna let my comp rest. Hopefully it fixed >.>; *hopes like heck*

Update again:

Ugh this is NOT going well. NO viruses or anything, but its still crashing x.x; I might just have to go bring it into some comptuer repair store... *Shudder* God... this sucks.

Next time i deside to let this happen, someone, shoot me. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6578097/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6578097/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 01:08:00 PDT
Gr... Oh well. Weekend to relax.

Ciao ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6555272/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6555272/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 14:03:04 PDT
Worse comes to worse... i just.. reisntall it.

*sobs at the thought* NUUUU! *cries more*

Ciao *Sniff* Ciao..... ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6534105/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6534105/ Sun, 18 Sep 2005 13:34:48 PDT
Anyway. New poem up, soon new icon when i get up to it.

Later all. ADAM"S GROWING UP!! *Sobs* ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6490344/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6490344/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 22:53:47 PDT .<; ARgh! I'm hungry.. tired... and bloody depressed. AND WHY DO MORONS HAVE TO IM ME ON MSN!?!? Why can't i block people... Argh. Seriously. anyone wanna kill me, please do it before tommorow. Monday, a lot of htings on my mind. Today? almost double. Tommorow? Probably almsot double of today. HOw the hell am i gonna surivve this... only good thing is.. DRAGON PALACE ON FRIDAY! Hopefully. I wanna play ddr damnit!

...stupid fuckers irl who wont' even talk to me alllc ause i'm depressed or they don't bloody see me.... They need to be shot... *Grumbles*

Being depressed sucks.

Fucking quizzes.

Tommorow.. Hopefully back to smiling and kicking peoples asses. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6471887/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6471887/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 22:08:24 PDT
Sure. This seems stupid. But, i needed it out my system.

On happier news... uh... happy news um.... I'll get back to you on this part.

On the bad news: SCHOOL TOMMOROW! NUUU >.<; ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6447300/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6447300/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 03:56:07 PDT just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6393941/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6393941/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 03:27:16 PDT
Anywho, tommorow, I LOVE YOU COMPUTER! MARRRYYY MEEE! Time. Fuck, i'd set my alarm to some ungodly hour but then my mom would complain. So lets hope i wake up before 8. after htat, more then 12 hours rofl. Bleh. We have some Super Typhoon coming near us. i'm REALLY not looking forward to this. Y'know, Hurricane Katrina? This is worse. No worries about the house though. Yay for concrete houses. The thing to worry aobut? We haven't had a typhoon hit in oh... a year? All that debries (Spelling?) is gonna go weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeee. No fun if youask me.

School REALLY sucks. Really. So much fucking homework, i couldn't finish it all in seminar. Still have liek 20-40 questions to answer and read two stories. Maybe more. Im just glad i got a locker. Any longer with those oboks and i think it might of gone deeper into my skin. i swear anyh longer wiht that backpack and its weight and either my back would snap, or some skin would tear off and it'd bleed.

Other then that, Nothigns new. Still grounded. As i sadi though. DOn't care. GIMMIE MY COMPUTER! *Sobs*

And some chocolate. I'm having a huge chocolate craving. GIMMIE CHOCOLATE! Even if i've had tons this week. Chocolate is a girl's best friend ._. Oh well.. Poor poeple effected by Hurricane Katrina.....

Edit: I did do a quick write of some poems, not sure if i'll post any, but i'll try to get some. THough, a couple seem too funny XD ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6360475/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6360475/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 02:41:49 PDT
So, Best way to get in touch with me is e-mail XD

Ta ta.

PS. Don't fuckign call me and be like "LETS HANG OUT" until the 13th of sept or after. Seriously. And don't ask me to play with you on a MMORPG till after on/after September 3rd.

EDIT: Wee. Love edits. Anywhooo. I wont be posting on journal here till a litlte hwile alte r(at bare min, till after saturday, but probably later). To read alll about my live, i'll make my posts public on LJ tlil i go back to here. Till then, [link] and enjoy. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6330388/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6330388/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 01:40:06 PDT
Gary ended up spending liek 45 dolarls ond ddr.. (he payed for both of us, he's nice).

Good news: I was playing standard 99% of the time, and i owned him 90% of hte time. So i'm doing better.

Bad news: It was a total of liek.. 4hours. My feet are KILLING me.

...more bad news: I have shopping tommorow. NUUU YOU FUCKERS. i wanted to talk to him too .-.; but probably when we come back, he'll be sleeping.. sunday is brunch.. NUU! I must talk to him at least once this weekend! *Pouts*

...Damn feet.

EDIT

Well. ended u going otu for dinner. 2 hours staring at houses (God i was about to die), then 2 hours with food. me:...and i have to go SHOPPING tommorow? Fuck Marco Polo. I NEED REST!

Feet are still hurting like ever... -.- ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6320990/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6320990/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 01:25:32 PDT
Its so..so..pretty. But fucking short. Didn't get my hair trimemd for alls ummer so i had like TONS of uneven hair.. feels so short now even fi its long.

I'm so happy... He still likes me... ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6284064/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6284064/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 23:55:51 PDT ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6268538/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6268538/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 06:58:48 PDT
Other then taht, I've just came to terms i'm pretty much in a hole of depression. Gotta love those.

...Wonder how long it'll take this. time.

*just goes to bed grumbling wanting to play gba* ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6249350/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6249350/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 03:59:39 PDT
Too tired now to continue. Off to bed. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6193750/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6193750/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 01:14:18 PDT
Explantations:

For above, orca's been trying to convince me to submit my doodles into DA. I personally hate them, or highly dislike. Its crap! And for poems.. I'm having problems on inspiration. Just can't do things off the top of my head. and....

Atelier Iris <3333 So clsoe to the end! but it means mroe training ._.; oh well.

Bah. i feel like posting the doodle. One of them anyway.

DAMN YOU ORCA!! ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6183910/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6183910/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 00:37:44 PDT
Guess i'll have to do some doodle while at work for it. XD ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6159354/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6159354/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 13:37:01 PDT
Friday night: Don't feel like talking about it. Lets just say we have one depressed guy, and one single girl. Done.

Saturday: Watched stupid charlie and the chocolate factory. Then my stupid friens left me for diff friends, who could hang out longer. Not like i blame them.

Sunday: YAY FINALLY A DAY HOME! (Ohter thent he hour mom dragged me out.) Then. I go start up my laptop... at about 7pm. One hour before bed.. then.. IT GOES IN A FUCKING LOOP! A fucking god damned loop. It goes to Windows XP loading screen then.. RESTARTS! Argh! Then my mom pushed some F button.. and for some reason, my OS was uninstalled on my laptop. So i had to reformat and reinstall it. Bloody hell, I'm so pissed off. I had a couple games i wanted on that thing.. some logs... some games... more logs... pics.. more logs.. oh yeah. And my damn installations for some games. and of course, more logs.

Stupid thing.

I'll update later. Trying to work on a poem. It just doesn't work when you cuss every second in your head.



...DAMN YOU NEO! ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6108602/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6108602/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 03:30:14 PDT
1. On the ps2 playing Atelier Iris: Eternal Mana.
2. At school.

Explanations
~~~~~~~~
1. this game is awesome <33 i love it XD and i'm addicted!
2. Antoni called me saying he kinda needed help about some of the comp shit, Sean got grounded, so i ended up going and its hell. Computers that dont' wanna start... comptuers that have to be formatted.... computers that you do ctrl alt delete every second, and even more. Like.. soon we gotta ghost stuff. Let me know if i need to explain ghosting... acutally i'll explain it later. But by morning my ost should be done downloading~

Anyway. Fun times.

Ghosting
~~~~~~

I"m not really sure if this is correct, but anyway. At school we use some program (Ghosting for short, i forgot the title). It basacilly clones all of the things on one computer, and puts it onto another. So its like copy and paste... just doing that with a whole hard drive. Okie? Ookie.

Aww that looks cute. Ookie... XD

Bloody hell i have a headache. Eariler it went away when i was playign Atelier Iris... Main reason i'm staying up is to see if i can reach toni so i can hopefully get a time to go to the school. If not well... I can wait awhile. I learned that. XD

Ciao Ciao! ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6018069/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6018069/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 03:51:58 PDT
Ah well. Life's ok.

I hate athlete's foot (The medicine is fuckign cold.)

Ciao. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6010664/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6010664/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 06:14:48 PDT
If a repeat of yesterday happens, i'll get about 2 hours of sleep at min. Ugh. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6003982/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/6003982/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 11:11:38 PDT
oh well. thats life for you ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5989500/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5989500/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 19:17:44 PDT
All things i was planning on makign to post are now delayed. FINALLY GOT HP6! FUCK YOU COMPUTER! *pets it..even though mom has it righ tnow*

Purrrr.

Me? leave house? only for work. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5982498/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5982498/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 00:07:30 PDT
Who knows. Maybe if this continues i'll go to the scary people, also known as doctors. I doubt that though.

Oh well. I"ll eventually post somethign else up... when I stop playing games. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5920373/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5920373/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 05:30:01 PDT
Its where i rant... There will be public postings but.. if you want the other things, leave a comment there or here with your username and i'll add you to friends list...

Also, I hate my thumb. Damn folder fell on it and it went deep. Hurts like heck. Its what i get for having no pain tolerence. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5888791/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5888791/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 18:57:46 PDT
Anywho, I'd thought i'd put soemthing in here for Tabbie, my first best friend, ever. Well, the first ie ver considered a best friend.

DepressedChibi (1:28:58 PM): wakey
DepressedChibi (1:28:58 PM): wakey
DepressedChibi (1:29:02 PM): i let you sleep to long
DepressedChibi (1:29:02 PM): so
DepressedChibi (1:29:03 PM): wake
DepressedChibi (1:29:03 PM): up
DepressedChibi (1:29:04 PM): wak
DepressedChibi (1:29:05 PM): eup
DepressedChibi (1:29:08 PM): whats wak?
DepressedChibi (1:29:10 PM): and eup?
DepressedChibi (1:29:17 PM): and now ima go over the limit
DepressedChibi (1:29:18 PM): as
DepressedChibi (1:29:18 PM): shown
DepressedChibi (1:29:37 PM): wake
DepressedChibi (1:29:38 PM): up
DepressedChibi (1:29:39 PM): wake
DepressedChibi (1:29:39 PM): up
DepressedChibi (1:29:40 PM): wakeRyoTifferz (1:29:40 PM): The last message was not sent because you are over the rate limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.

about 5 hours later of nonstop iming...

RyoTifferz (6:36:43 PM): o.o;
DepressedChibi (6:36:50 PM): There you are
DepressedChibi (6:36:51 PM): >E
DepressedChibi (6:36:54 PM): you didn't wake up
DepressedChibi (6:36:56 PM): when i imed you
DepressedChibi (6:36:58 PM): s-238502938 times
DepressedChibi (6:37:00 PM): and kin likes you and me
DepressedChibi (6:37:01 PM): XDD
RyoTifferz (6:37:10 PM): i couldnt hear it i think cuz of my screensaver
RyoTifferz (6:37:11 PM): XD

That was last year i think..
This year?

RyoTifferz (11:38:22 AM): i have been
RyoTifferz (11:38:22 AM): for a while
RyoTifferz (11:38:22 AM): o.o
RyoTifferz (11:38:22 AM): hmmm
RyoTifferz (11:38:23 AM): all the doughnuts are gone
RyoTifferz (11:38:24 AM): and its up to
RyoTifferz (11:38:25 AM): uhh
RyoTifferz (11:38:30 AM): ..i dunno
RyoTifferz (11:38:37 AM): WTF @ aisha's doodle on YIM
RyoTifferz (11:38:42 AM): its like akiller dust bunny with drool
RyoTifferz (11:38:45 AM): O.o;
RyoTifferz (11:38:58 AM): or like a really pissed off cabbit that just got out of a dryer..?

Yesterday?

RyoTifferz (12:30:29 PM): *cries*
RyoTifferz (12:30:40 PM): *complains cause ryo had to go away for a few days*
RyoTifferz (12:30:49 PM): ..well that means i can get some stuff done as a 'welcome back' thing...
RyoTifferz (12:30:54 PM): *plans*
RyoTifferz (12:31:09 PM): AND OH M GOD THIS STUPID MOVIE
RyoTifferz (12:31:11 PM): NEEDS TO FINISH
RyoTifferz (12:31:16 PM): &*sobs at the first half which isnt done yet*
RyoTifferz (12:31:24 PM): OMFG IT SAID 16 MINS LEFT BEFORe
RyoTifferz (12:31:26 PM): NOW ITS 30?!

Sulkage.

Now, heres a little inside joke of her and i, but why not show the world. Please don't let aisha read this... well. I can go run to uh.. germany again if she does... though china sounds better. That or just stay here...

Tab's and my explantion for hte letters of boobs~


A is for absolutely small
B is for big for Aisha
C is for chests are big
D is for damn those are huge
DD is for DAMN DUDE THOSE ARE HUMUGOES
E is for extravagant and enmerous
F is for freaking huge XD
G is for gigantic
H is for HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEee or HUMONGOUS
I is for impossibly huge
J is for just omg
K is for kay, you got an implant
L is for Lmao you are lying, or Liar.
M is for monstrous
N is for no way
O is for OH MY FUCKING GOD
P is for papa, did her back break yet?
Q is for "quite a large set there"
R is for its too big to ravage
S is for super sized
T is for TOO MUCH
U is for Unbelievable
V is for VOOOOM you took your best friends boobs and added it on to yours
W is for WHOA! WTF?!?!!?
X is for Xtra large or, x-ray check on your back is recommended.
Y is for Yep those are the size of Texas
Z is for Zeeky boogy doog, so big it blew up the planet, and blew everyone's just fill in the blank. ]]> ~ChibiGato http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5813658/ http://ChibiGato.deviantart.com/journal/5813658/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 16:31:05 PDT
Not sure what to put. Yesterday i watched hitchhikers guide to the galaxy (the movie duh), it was acutally better then i thought it'd be. Marvin is so..so..cute. And bloody depressed.

Well, Life's freaking great. Have friends who are mad at me for a reason i can't understand... sigh.. why am i thinking of that at 8:30am?

Well, Iunno waht to put. WHen i find something, i'll most likely put it here.

Later.

PS. Theres always my lj, just go there and my username is ChibiGato like here. If you want to be added, let me know here. ]]> ~ChibiGato