http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ChibiKinesis&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ChibiKinesis en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 15:27:46 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28992064/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28992064/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 01:31:13 PST
That thing is an ABOMINATION, and tomorrow, I'm removing it from this gallery D: (Though it will remain up on my old ~chibi-aeris027 account because it, too, is most old and stale and outdated and bad.)

God... it was so... so BAD D: WAY too fast-paced. HALF of it barely made sense to me! Vincent was pathetically out of character: so much so it actually made it (even more) difficult (than it already was) to read. And bipolar disorder/mood swings FTW apparently. And song lyrics that apparently inspired the chapters, but weren't reflected in said chapters whatsoever. WHAT was my 17/18 year old self fucking THINKING?! *tugs angrily at hair*

The good news? It kind of inspired me to start my second attempt at it <_< A couple years wiser, with more writing AND relationship experience under my belt, and HOPEFULLY a better grasp of character D:

KILL IT WITH FIRE!!!1!1!!
I feel dumber having read it in its entirety, even WORSE because I WROTE it in its entirety! AND THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD BACK THEN!
Seriously. Holy SHIT, dude.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28832424/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28832424/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 18:33:58 PST
AZURA:
Age: 20
Height: 5'7"
Weight: 150 lbs
Build: Average
Singing Voice: Similar to Shirley Manson

Almost always wears blue and black. Wears a vial of zydrate on a simple black suede string around her neck. Live in a small, shabby apartment, and works for GeneCo as a secretary (though she's actually there to seek revenge on the Largo family). Her scars are from a couple years back, when she and her family were attacked by two of the Largo siblings. She was one of Pavi's first attempts at 'face stealing,' during which he actually tried to remove skin from different areas of her body. She was actually one of Bones' first few "patients," and the vial of zydrate she wears is one that he left for her use to numb the pain from her surgery (she learns this later in the story). When the story begins, she has long hair, of which Amber cuts off a large chunk when the two get into an argument at the Masquerade. Shortly thereafter, she meets Bones, who extends an invitation to dance. He later takes her to meet Graverobber and Shilo, recruiting her for their cause.


BONES:
Age: Unknown (Looks as if he's around his twenties)
Height: 6'6"-6'7"
Weight: 134 lbs
Build: Tall, Thin, and Lanky
Singing Voice: Similar to Ville Valo

The tape around his stomach does have a reason for being there, so it's not for the look. But the rest of it is. The boots are like hip waders, and they feed up behind his belt and snap for support. He also walks with a slight limp, and almost constantly maintains a lazy posture. When he's "on the job" he wears a black rubbery overcoat and gloves, topped off with a black helmet with a skull-shaped mask. Uses an old set of GeneCo surgical tools and his extensive knowledge of medicine and the human body to perform illegal surgeries on people who actually need them, for little to no charge. He lives underground, under a seemingly inconspicuous mausoleum. He's working with Graverobber and Shilo to recruit a loyal following (for reasons to be revealed in the story), but he's working from behind the scenes. He happens to meet Azura at the GeneCo Halloween Masquerade, and recruits her for their cause.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28579401/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28579401/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 23:14:39 PST [link]

This really disappoints me. Seriously. Check out the synopsis of this movie called "Repo Men" taken from IMDB:

"Set in the near future when artificial organs can be bought on credit, it revolves around a man who struggles to make the payments on a heart he has purchased. He must therefore go on the run before said ticker is repossessed."

Just check out its IMDB page: [link]
It really pisses me off...

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28411840/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/28411840/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 11:06:14 PST I'm currently awaiting for MirrorMask and my Chrono Cross soundtrack... that's one soundtrack I HAD to order. Forealz, it's amazing: over the past few years I'd forgotten just how much I LOVED Mistuda's music. I pre-ordered Superjail! Season 1 DVD, which comes out on Joey's birthday, and I'm kinda' retarded over that too. SJ =

And, a side note for peronal use: Consolidate your collection, you damned stamp whore!

Projects:
Summer of War Comic
Helena's BC Portrait
Adrian Style Meme
O'Malley Family Portrait

Ideas:
Cleo/Methos picture (UPCO: Tension themed)
Santiago/Angeline picture (UPCO: Tango/Assassins Don't Date)

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27861900/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27861900/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 19:52:25 PDT
Each week, Cabela's distribution center has been training more and more new hires, and some of these said employees come to get lunch from our station located there. No big. Mellissa and I were sitting down chatting after one of our lunches had left, and a group of trainees came from the next room over, and in that bunch, I notice one in particular: he bears an eerie resemblance to my OC Adrian. I looked at her and said "That guy looks just like a character from one of my stories!" And she's kind of like "Whoa that's cool!"

He walks up, hands in pockets, kind of shy (he's even acting like him o_O) and I asked if I could help him with anything. He explains that he's new and doesn't know how our service works, so we explain it to him and talk to him casually, make a few jokes, and he opens up an talks a bit more. I snuck a peek at his nametag, and saw that it said "Arnold" something. If it said "Adrian" I totally would've shit bricks.

After he left I came to my DA gallery with my cell phone and showed Mellissa one of my pictures of Adrian and she just started grinning from ear to ear, saying how that was crazy, and how similar the guy looked to him.

I just thought it was surreal and cool. It felt like I was actually interacting with my own OC x'D I'm a loser, I know It kinda' made my day

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27658208/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27658208/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 20:08:58 PDT [link]

View through all the different categories They're amazing n.n

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27658018/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27658018/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 19:57:10 PDT
Speaking of managers, word around the department last week was that our head manager Kerri was transferring. I only heard it once, so I brushed it off as false, but one of my coworkers told me today that she really is leaving, and that she didn't want a new manager. I'm curious as to whether one of our other leads will step up and take her place or if we'll get a new manager.

Though I admit lately I've not been pleased with Kerri's attitude and performance. The way she's been treating the Distribution Center employees is really nerve-wracking, especially when it's the employees on my level that end up dealing with their grumpiness. For example, she made us bring the plastic forks back to the main store, and we took sporks over to replace them. Tell me, how are people supposed to eat salads and alfredo with SPORKS? It's possible, yes, but when you have a half-hour lunch, it's pretty irritating. They get pissed off at US because "WE" brought them sporks to use, when in reality it was Kerri who made us do it. When we told her how they were acting, she just essentially shrugged, and said "Such is life. They'll get over it." They might, but no time soon. Oh well, if we lose business, it's not our faults.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27323821/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27323821/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 16:11:14 PDT I ordered a 360. It's a refurbished one, but it's got a 30 day money back guarantee, and the seller has wonderful feedback, so I don't think I'll have a problem I've already registered my Gamertag on XBOX.com and I've got my account all ready to go for when it comes in I'm so anxious x]

And of course I'm "ChibiKinesis". I wouldn't have it any other way

I'm working on a list of games I want to get (foremost) as well:
Fable 2
Mirror's Edge
The Orange Box
Devil May Cry 4
Lost Odyssey
TES IV: Oblivion (even though I have it for PC)
Silent Hill: Homecoming

If anyone has recommendations for me go ahead and let me know And if you have a 360 let me know your Gamertag or go ahead and add me.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27078372/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/27078372/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 15:47:42 PDT
I need another vacation D:

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26954698/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26954698/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 10:23:58 PDT got it [link] :3 Congrazzles, Dan 8D

Now you get to pick something for me to draw >: D

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26846029/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26846029/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 21:13:15 PDT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Rach
2. Rachel
3. Chibi / Cheebz / Chibs (What most people online who don't know my real name call me)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Chibi_Aeris027
2. KawaiiKinesis
3. DaeliaDwinAnea

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My maturity
2. My multiple talents
3. My wide range in tastes in movies, music, etc.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm socially awkward.
2. My round midsection
3. I'm overly emotional.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. Native American
3. Italian

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. People.
2. Why some of the crappiest anime have the biggest fan bases.
3. Business patterns at my place of employment... oh, wait... WHAT patterns?!

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Narrow-minded people.
2. The majority of customers at my place of employment.
3. Yappy dogs that won't shut up.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. The thought of being alone. (not just in a romantic relationship either.)
2. Bad driving.
3. Being short on food when we serve lunch at the DC. The employees get really angry and yell at us a lot >:[

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cell Phone
2. Wallet
3. Keys

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jack Skellington t-shirt
2. Blue basketball shorts
3. Socks

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. TV/Monitor
2. CD Stand
3. Aeris and Vincent

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. "What?"
2. "I'unno."
3. "Piss off."

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Peter Gabriel
2. Steve Conte
3. Björk

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. One Headlight by The Wallflowers
2. The Mummer's Dance by Loreena McKennit
3. Unwell by Matchbox Twenty

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Joey

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
1. I can be my awkward self around them and they don't care.
2. They give some of the best advice ever.
3. They just GET me.

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. 50/50 effort
2. Appreciation
3. Loyalty

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. The fact that I just generally get along with males better for some reason.
2. The fact that I can talk to other girls about certain things guys just wouldn't get.
3. Pretty eeeeyes OwO

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Ride a bike T_T
2. Drive (yet )
3. Play FPS games

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Gaming
3. Writing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. A vacation from work
2. A space art print.
3. To finish learning to drive

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Web Design
2. Something with a magazine
3. Just about anything graphics related

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. France (Specifically to see the Notre Dame Cathedral )
2. Ireland
3. Germany

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have something of mine published.
2. Go to a convention.
3. See at least 2 of my favorite musicians in concert.

And now I'm going to bed.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26711273/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26711273/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 10:55:55 PDT
Pictures: [link]

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26453065/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26453065/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:32:18 PDT )

Aaaanyways I figured it's time I do another (another? Have I ever done one? xD) kiriban picture

So, loyal watchers/followers, keep an eye out for my 11,111th pageview because that's the magic numbah ^^

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26432958/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26432958/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 21:32:39 PDT
Helena BC Style Portrait
Color version of my birthday present from Nikki
Commission @ IMVU for Grounded
Commission @ IMVU for Nice
Commission @ IMVU for Teenager

Yeah, I should maybe try to work on letting some of the built up air pressure out of my head :'B

Also, Joey called me and said he wants to work on things and make the situation better. I'll believe it when I see it, and I'm not jumping straight back into things... and if he thinks I am he's messed up in the head

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26381437/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26381437/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 13:31:32 PDT
That is all.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26303226/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26303226/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 17:35:34 PDT
And I finally broke and called Joey >.< *kicks self* But only because I heard word from Jazz that a certain someone may be trying to get back with him But that lead to a conversation about our goings-on and now my stomach's all floppy. I still don't know what to make of it. I mean just because I did so much in a couple weeks' time, I figured he may have figured something out too, but not really. He applied for another job so he can pay off his bills, which kind of surprised me, but I don't think he's really worked on anything with his emotions (which I really should have expected). I told him that mostly, I just need to know if me waiting is going to be worthwhile or if I should just go ahead and say to hell with it. So I dunno...

He said he'll try to call me once a week or so and talk (haha yeah right :/) and that he needs more time to figure out what he wants to do. Which irritated me because just a few weeks ago "I love you" slid off his tongue soooo easily... it pisses me off that people throw the phrase around so carelessly and don't even really think about what they're saying. That's probably part of the reason I got so angry that he never performed actions to back up his words. I just feel like they were completely empty. He said something along the lines of "I wanted to text you" and I cut him off at that point. This 'texting' bullshit's getting old. If I'm not even worth the effort it takes to access your phone book and talk, then don't even bother. Another thing that pisses me off.

And once again my nerves are shot >.< I wish I never would've called him... but no more. From this point on, that's his job, and I told him this much. His lack of communication is our prime problem, and if he's truly working on that, he'll show it.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26237661/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26237661/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:26:03 PDT

Nothing's changed with my other situation though
It's been about a week and I've already taken the first step to completing my goals. Wonder what that asshole's done?

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26131519/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/26131519/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 14:14:11 PDT
I already set my main goals: Learn to drive, crack down on getting a license and a vehicle, work on getting things lined up to go back to school, and learn to loosen up. But I'm not too happy that he hasn't made HIS goals clear to me yet. I really don't think he set any: I don't think he's going to change. He's quick to agree with me on what I need to change, but part of me thinks he believes I'm the only problem in the relationship. But time will tell, I suppose. A week isn't really enough time. Who knows how long will be long enough for him.

I'm letting HIM take the initiative to start patching things up. That's one of our biggest problems; he never takes the initiative for much of ANYTHING lately. He doesn't DO much of anything lately. We sit and watch tv for the most part. It's become pathetic. I understand that the Ohio Valley is a boring shit hole but that's no excuse. He complains that he's tired of people walking all over him and making his choices for him, yet when he's given the opportunity to make a choice, he shoves it over onto me. That's partially his own damned fault. SO many things that make him seem like a shell of what he once was, in some obscure way. I don't really know HOW to put it. He's always so down and he never tells me why. He never talks to me about anything that stresses him. We barely talk PERIOD anymore, and it's all taken an incredible toll on me. I just can't keep doing it. He needs to sort his head out, and he needs to start talking to people. He needs to start appreciating what he's got, and taking pride in those close to him and the things he does. It seems like the better he gets it the worse off he is? I really just don't know.

And I'm not even getting into the whole smoking situation: I have a feeling the day's going to come when I FINALLY shove a pack of those godawful cancersticks up his ass. Or as Nikki suggested long ago, make him EAT them.

I'm TIRED of begging, pleading, worrying, and stressing over it all. I'm TIRED of feeling like second best all the time, and feeling like complete crap about it. If it doesn't change I'm done.

The song that describes my emotions perfectly: [link]

I could rant all day but I don't feel like typing it anymore.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25743321/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25743321/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 21:46:36 PDT [link]
And @ Nikki: Sorry I disappeared all of a sudden :[ My phone died on me ;_;

Just got back at around 2 yesterday morning. It was a fun little vacation :3 I just hated the long ass drive xD Though on the way down it was quite interesting. Me - sleep + caffeine overload = BAD. Joey thought I was high or something because I was so giggly spaced out it wasn't even funny. Seeing hilarious road signs like "The Nut House" and "Wholsale Body Parts" didn't help either xD

I'm a total beach newbie. The first night I could barely walk straight on the sand because I felt it keep shifting under my feet. We basically just visited the beach, went shopping and had dinner, then went to the hotel.

The rest of it was mostly spending time at the beach, shopping, and dining. But it was a nice getaway from this crappy place D: I bought more gemstones, a nice amethyst geode, collected quite a few nice shells for making jewelry, and I even found a shark tooth But I also got a nice big sunburn that was quite painful D: Still is actually xD

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25615450/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25615450/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 20:05:08 PDT
This was probably amplified because the main manager was on vacation and 2 of the 3 other leads can't do their jobs properly, and I was stuck with the worse of those 2 for the majority of mornings that I worked.

I'm really frustrated with her >:/ She screws me over when it comes to hours and breaks (one morning I worked 8-4, she scheduled me for an hour long lunch at 2, so why bother?), she bitches and nitpicks me for everything, and she likes to leave me by myself to run the deli when I work mornings with her.

Buuuuuuut I'm leaving with Joey's family for Myrtle Beach in about 5 hours Loadin' up my phone with good tunes and getting ready for the 8hr drive.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25392960/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25392960/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 12:20:18 PDT ) to get some of my things, and I'm finally getting settled into the basement here. There was a HUGE thunderstorm lastnight and my ceiling at Vicki's house caved in 8D! Glad I put a tarp over my new mattress while I was there getting furniture >.< God knows they'll just probably leave it sit there. There isn't any room to move it for all the clutter in the rest of the house anyways.

I'm so fuming pissed right now. Soon I'll have to go get the rest of my stuff and cram it in the basement here. I don't have all that much but that's really not the point. When you give someone $200-250 a month for bills and spend more for them on top of that, it should be reasonable to expect them to keep things in decent shape around the house. To hell with that. No one should have to live that way. To put up with 10 cats, 2 dogs, and a rabbit, a dirty, smelly house (it reeks of cat piss and feces), constant clutter, on top of a dirty, damp, moldy, slowly-falling-apart bedroom is just ridiculous. And to give them that much money per month? To live in a shithole like that? OH HELL NO.

EDIT: Pissed even more in one aspect because my mom said Vicki told her all she did about it was sent my niece in to get the cats out, and shut my door. Didn't bother to pick up the sopping festering mess or anything. How lazy does a person have to be...? Your house is collapsing from the inside, but you'll just leave it sit there?

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25298126/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/25298126/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 20:33:03 PDT
I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!

EDIT: Oh, and the new Star Trek movie was awesome :3 Spock X Uhura is one of my new favorite couples <3 So cute

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/24524856/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/24524856/ Fri, 01 May 2009 03:59:10 PDT
I'm NOT happy at the moment. 2 days ago I fought and struggled to get my old mattress out, and to get my new one in. It's been raining since yesterday, and of COURSE a new fxcking leak springs in my ceiling... RIGHT in the middle of my new damned bed!

THIS is the kind of shit that makes me never want to keep my room picked up and clean; Everytime I do something to make it nice, a new leak springs, or the cats piss on everything while I'm at work and stink it up. I AM SO TIRED OF THIS!!! >:[ AUGH!!!!

Just felt the need to get that out...

ಠ_ಠ

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/24224235/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/24224235/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 16:38:22 PDT
We didn't get the trailer I mentioned. I was upset but I realize not everything works in your favor, and that we'll eventually find something else. One speed bump shouldn't bring things to a halt!

Otherwise, I'm somewhere between happy and depressed about the latest chapter of Bleach xD The only reason I started reading it again was for the Ulquiorra/Orihime factor (though I'm becoming an Ichigo/Rukia fan as well), and Kubo kind of just killed Ulquiorra off... but in the most UlquiHime of ways <3 It's really sweet and touching.

[link]
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Buuuuut I've a firm belief we've got more to see of Ulquiorra though My gut tells me so.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/24006381/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/24006381/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 14:00:55 PDT
Where to start?

2 funerals this week. Roy's pap, and Joey's great Aunt. Kinda' fudged up D:
But one good thing came out of Roy's pap's passing: Roy's oldest son, who he hasn't seen for 6 years, came back home today. I'm sure he's an emotional trainwreck right now, though. Here's to hoping he learns to lighten up a bit now that one of his children is back.

Joey and I found a potential place We went and checked it out to see what kind of condition it's in, the size, and whatnot. We just need to get the loan for it! I'm praying we get it somehow, because I have a gut feeling that it's the right place for us.

And lastly I'll be working on an online portfolio. I'm going to try to get a work-at-home graphics job while I continue to work at Cabela's. If we get the trailer, we'll definitely need the extra money.

That's about it Short and sweet.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/22954544/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/22954544/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 22:57:52 PST
So all of his bitching is about Pudge, Ziggy, and how dirty my room is. I'm sorry, but I might get something done on my days off if I wasn't kept up all night by his drunken bark-rants. He can't seem to fathom that him keeping people up at night really has an impact on their daily routines. It really sucks fat smelly balls when you don't get to sleep until 4AM, and you have to be up to get ready for work at 7AM, let ALONE when it goes on for 2-3 nights in a row until I pretty much just faint on my bed before he starts his sh*t. Most people think I'm in a drunken stupor most of the time, and, really, it's no wonder. It's really bullsh*t. He has the luxury of working mostly evenings, so it doesn't affect him. But I've taken about all I can handle. I'm keeping my room clean, and I'll make sure that Pudge and Ziggy are pretty much trapped in it all their waking hours just because they're a pain in his ass.

Really, I don't understand why my sister puts up with his bullsh*t. Love can only take you so far. I'd have said f*** that a LONG time ago. He treats my niece like crap, and my sister too. He's a total ass when he drinks, and when he doesn't, he sleeps half the day away, then gets up just to play Diner Dash or watch shit on YouTube until he has to go to work. He might carry over wood and coal occasionally, but that's ALL he does around the house. He doesn't deserve either of them, and I can't wait until my hands are clean of this.

I've been looking around for houses, online and around town. I hope we can find one and start moving when the weather breaks. Really, I don't know how much more of this I can take.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/22252710/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/22252710/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 00:19:40 PST
Christmas eve was better than christmas day for me. Joey and I went to his house to open gifts and whatnot. It was the same as last year, pretty much; sitting around the living room, taking turns opening gifts, and exchanging stories/conversation. Then we watched Wall-E xD It was nice. Peaceful.

I stayed up late that night and finished wrapping gifts with my sister.

Christmas day pretty much sucked D: I got a gift I didn't quite care to recieve; my period decided it'd start, and it'd be BAD. So bad that my cramps almost had me in tears and my sister had to give me crushed up Midol (I can't swallow pills). Then Roy decided to get into an argument with me. But I won't get into that one. It went off and on from about 11PM-4AM, so I didn't even go to bed before I had to go to work. Why bother? I had to be up by 7AM anyways, and I'm a DEAD sleeper.

Then, of course, we got our asses kicked at work to top it all off. But I'm still here, so yeah xD

Other than that things've been okay. My contest is still ongoing for anyone else who wants to participate ( I need to update the list again D: )

But for anyone curious, I got:
- Speed Grapher box set
- Silent Hill 4 on PS2 (one of my new fandoms <3)
- The Sims 2 Open for Business
- 2 T-shirts
- 1 Sweater
- 2 big toss pillows
- $20 Michael's Gift Card (More stuff for my necklaces, and maybe part of a set of new Prismacolors? )
- Electric Blanket

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/21937071/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/21937071/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 09:46:10 PST
Design a hairstyle for this guy >:]

Here's the character info x3 !
Name: Jeremy Maitland (as homage to Jeremy Renner, the inspitation for my OC, Adrian... don't ask )
Age: 38
Personality: Warm, caring, open minded, and easy to get along with country boy... er, man... <.<
Style: Casual; generally wears flannel and jeans. He doesn't usually dress to impress anyone, but on the occasion, he cleans up very nicely (and definitely knows how to sport a suit )I want his hairstyle to show this somehow @.@
Features: I have the main shape I want his face to be, and I have that template ready for use for the contest. Facial hair is optional. Draw him with some if you see it as fitting. But I don't want TOO much xD
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ENTRIES:

punkmetalmage:
- [link]

Helenovision:
- [link]
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Prizes:

First Place - Colored artwork of their choice.

2nd and 3rd will only take effect depending on how many entries I recieve.

Second Place - Line art of their choice.
Third Place - Sketch of their choice.
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Rules:
One person may make as many entries as they like.

Contestants using Tablets may draw right over my Base, which can be found here: [link]

Those not may trace it, or use it however they see fit? lol

That's about it, really. Just follow the ToS and be curteous? xD
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Deadline: Some time near the middle or end of January. I haven't decided yet.
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I dunno what else to say ._. Will be edited as needed xP !

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/20447097/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/20447097/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 21:44:07 PDT
Honestly, though, it made me kind of happy. With all that's been going on lately, I could use a break from school. AP isn't the best way to get it, but still. I'll be getting more hours at work, and hopefully it'll give me more time to look and see if I can find somewhere for Joey and I to go. It'd be so much easier if Pudge weren't involved, but there's no way in hell I'm sending her to the pound or giving her to someone else.

Plus, with all the stress my parents have been giving me, I don't know how well I'd handle school this quarter anyways They've barely been home, and somehow they STILL manage to make me miserable.

On a positive note, I finally got to see one of the Jeremy Renner movies I've been DYING to see; Neo Ned. (It's so rare, I couldn't even find the DVD on EBAY!)[link] They showed it on Starz Thank gawd for DVR. In this movie he plays a Neo Nazi in a mental institution who falls in love with a black woman who thinks she is Hitler reincarnated. Probably sounds weird, but I loved it xD It didn't end how I thought it would, but it wasn't a bad ending either.

I'm working on a small new series of inspirational poster-like images, but that's as far as I'm going until the person they're intended for sees the first few of them ;3
They're (hopefully xD) going to be giggle-worthy.

That's it, really.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/20207512/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/20207512/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 18:47:25 PDT
Isn't it ironic that the day of orientation, after I came home from Cabela's, my sister calls and tells me that my Aunt Adrienne contacted her about getting me an interview at American Bonding? Where I've been trying to get hired for over 6 months?

Being that I've already had orientation at Cabela's, I'm not going to American Bonding unless something goes wrong at Cabela's. If that weren't the case, I'd go to American Bonding in a heartbeat. It's a lot closer to home, but gawd, Cabela's seems SO awesome. The store itself is enough to make you smile when you walk in, and it's such a friendly atmosphere. Everyone seems so open and talkative, and a few even struck up conversations with me in the bathroom

My parents, though, as I thought, are giving me a hard time about it. Mostly my father. See, the manager is making mine and Joey's schedules pretty much synchronized, so my means of getting there is going with him. But the training sessions start at 8AM, and Thursday, he doesn't work until 4PM, and I don't want to make him get up that early just to take me. So I asked my dad if he could drop me off that morning, and he FLIPPED on me! He started yelling at me about how "Oh, you have a job now, so you're dependent on everyone?!"

Uh... pretty much. I'm getting this JOB because I need a CAR, so I can take MYSELF. For now, YES, I AM dependent on others, and he KNOWS that. He kept yelling about how "I TOLD you to buy yourself a car and get a license!" With WHAT?! I need MONEY for that stuff, jackass, and to get MONEY, I need a JOB. Now I finally have one and he can't even be just a little bit happy for me? I seriously hate him. I suppose he caught me when I told my mother I just learned to ignore his bullshit (when I used to let all of his criticism and degrading remarks get to me) and decided he needs to work harder to upset me, and if he possibly can, squeeze some tears out of me. Son of a bitch D:<

Anyways, we've been looking at a trailer that we would like to buy. It's up for Sheriff's Sale in September (I think it's up for auction on the 9th). It looks pretty junky, but it'd be somewhere to live. Then we wouldn't have to fight with people over where Pudge is going to stay anymore, and have our own place. I'm sure once Vicki, Roy, and Danielle move into our current house, Vicki would let me stay in the basement until we get the trailer (should we actually get it) fixed up. As long as I get my parents out of my hair, I'd be happy. I'm ready to shove my father off a bridge. My mother's just... augh! They're both being so ridiculous; it's like they don't want me to work, or for Joey and I to get our own place. It's just bullshit. Seriously.

If anything else comes up, I'll update again :3 This is it for now!

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19865547/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19865547/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 16:34:35 PDT
Aside from that, there's not much going on. Still... blah about almost everything. I've been trying like crazy to work on chapter two of A Place of Its Own but it's hard. So I sketched a new picture of Adrian instead. I actually like it! I'm going to King's Island with Joey, Connie, and Amanda again in a few days, and Joey and I are going camping once we get back, so I hope that helps me. Right now I'm just in a state of absolute... blah!

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19479497/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19479497/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 09:12:39 PDT
I want to thank:

For all of their dedication to Zutara and for keeping the hopes of many Zutarians alive. Especially Kat, because, DAMN, her Zutara Evidence for the Intellectual Dummy [link] lessons are nothing short of amazing. The fact that she sits and MAKES them is amazing to me. And to the other three at the Zutarian Oasis, their podcasts are awesome :3 They, too, have given a great hope to the Zutarians who have lost hope.

I dedicate my latest piece to these four
[link]

Either way, I just hope that the finale leaves everyone happy ^_^

Now, on to the Dark Knight o.o

I don't have much to say about it because I'm still processing it's super awesomeness, but my GAWD! Heath Ledger's performance as the joker was just.. wow!
The movie itself was amazing, but his portrayal of the Joker just made the movie for me.

That's all ^^ Mostly just felt like updating.
Tomorrow's my birthday, too, but seriously, I don't even feel like it is. I haven't for a few years, to be honest. Does anyone else just stop giving a damn about their birthdays after so long? lol

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19147141/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19147141/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 12:59:51 PDT
For some reason, that kind of pisses me off. I feel like it was stolen from me. I shoulda' signed up a few months ago when I meant to, but now I can't use the name that I coined.

Am I right to be upset? Is it just coincidence or might they have just seen "I like that name! And it's not registered yet!"

I'm really upset right now D: I don't know what to register my new name as either!!!

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19111515/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/19111515/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 14:49:51 PDT
Not much has been happening lately. Same as always. Putting in some job apps, not getting hired... bored out of my mind, and... *looks down at belly* getting fatter :B I SO need to get out more D:

I've mostly just been sitting around the house, feeling dead.

One plus is that Joey and I went to see the new Incredible Hulk movie. Boy, was it good O: I could sit and watch it another 5 times x3 It got some creative juices flowing, too. Thinking up some new ideas for metamorphose o3o Awesome, no?

But, that's about all I feel like typing (TOLD you I feel dead -3-)

Art trades/commissions:
*Ryugexu : BC Style Portrait
~kotsu-direngrey : Jeremy Renner ( Working on it D; )
~Evanescent-Child : BC Style Portrait
*Rhoey : AerVin trade
Morfelisia @ IMVU : Couple art for 25k creds ( Sketched )
Headshots for the UPC Organization ( Almost finished )

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18444279/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18444279/ Thu, 22 May 2008 08:56:59 PDT
I'm not sure when I'm going to, but I'm going to rewrite it. And, most likely, it will be a metamorphose of its own I HOPE so, atleast. For now, anyone who would like to can read my original fic. I'd REALLY appreciate it if you would, and give me some comments and constructive criticism. I want it to be in tip-top shape!

Art trades/commissions:
~Ryugexu : BC Style Portrait
*kotsu-direngrey : Jeremy Renner (Sketched, will scan for confirmation ASAP!)
~Evanescent-Child : BC Style Portrait
~Rhoey : AerVin trade
Morfelisia @ IMVU : Couple art for 25k creds
Headshots for the UPC Organization

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18302091/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18302091/ Tue, 13 May 2008 08:54:02 PDT
Art Trades:
~Ryugexu BC Style Portrait
*kotsu-direngrey Jeremy Renner
~Evanescent-Child BC Style Portrait
~Rhoey AerVin Art Trade (?)

Art Ideas:
Vincent and Aeris as Jareth and Sarah

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18211537/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18211537/ Wed, 07 May 2008 12:54:21 PDT
~Ryugexu : FFVII:BC Style portrait
*kotsu-direngrey : Jeremy Renner

Kotsu finished hers to me, and OMIGOD is it GAWGEOUS! <3
Lookit this thing!: [link]


]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18098828/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/18098828/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 09:09:20 PDT
Other minute details...
- My grandma gave us her dog, Bear. So now the mutt-count is up to 8. Yay.
- I'm in a generally crabby mood. Feeling under the weather D:
- I've realized that MPreg scares me D;

I dunno. I lead a busy, boring life xP

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17852467/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17852467/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 16:49:04 PDT because it looked interesting

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Ann Joe

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Ray Walter ( I can't guarantee this; I don't know for sure. )

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Strra. ( Wow. o.o )

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Green Wolf ( Better than Green Ferret, I suppose xD )

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Lynn Bellaire ( OMG D: )

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Purple Sweet Tea! ( )

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Ragt. Wow.

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Cookie Dough Macadamia (sp?) Nut?

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Pudge Patterson

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Kissable Skittles. :LMAO:

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Angel Patterson.

No tags. Just have fun.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17801728/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17801728/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 19:56:37 PDT 's latest journal...

http:// mag.awn. com /index.php?l type * pageone&article_no=3605& pa ge=1
(Copy and paste in your browser, then remove the spaces.) Since DA's emotes interfere with the link D:

Just read. You'll know. I am SO angry right now! D:<

SPREAD THE WORD!!

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17571032/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17571032/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 10:03:09 PDT

Rules: Post eight reasons people might think you're crazy (or different, odd, strange, weird, ect.) Tag 8 people.

1: I'm an AerVin supporter.
2: The way I usually dress.
3: My hobbies.
4: I have to look at some form of light to sneeze.
5: I have vertigo-like symptoms when I look up at the sky or down from a height.
6: I'm into anime.
7: I'm into video games.
8: I am (yeah, I copied this one from Mike for lack of creativity xD)

I shall tag...
Whoever feels like doing this.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17435167/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17435167/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 23:26:51 PDT
Nothing much else going on. Just felt like posting about that. Short and sweet, no? D;

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17312060/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17312060/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 06:52:40 PDT
I have some things to go work on now, so I'll end this. It's just senseless miscellany anyways xD

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17217208/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17217208/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 21:29:18 PST
[link]

Go. Watch. Now!

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17186673/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17186673/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:26:38 PST tagged me xD So, here I go!

1. Put these rules
2. Say 8 things about yourself
3. Tag 8 victi...er, people
4. Tell these 8 poor souls that they have been tagged (and laugh at them)


1. I write and draw best when I stay up into the wee hours of the night.

2. I work best under pressure.

3. I'm have yet to post any pictures of the other characters from "The Mind is a Place of its Own"... >.>

4. I've loved Aeris X Vincent since I was 12 xD

5. VH1's Celebreality is one of my guilty pleasures.

6. It's pathetically easy to make me cry when I'm PMSing.

7. I'm practically addicted to tea.

8. I needs to lose some weight D:

TAGGED:
I'm too lazy to tag certain people xP

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17161402/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/17161402/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:37:04 PST
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Tagged me, so here we go

Rules

1. Pick 20 quotes from your favorite movies.
2. Other people can then try to guess what movie they are from.
3. Bold out the quote when someone guesses correctly.
4. Tag 5 people to do this.

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1. "You swung at me?!"
"You DUCKED?!"
"Because you SWUNG AT ME!!" Dante Hicks & Randal Graves, Clerks 2

2. "I feel like a little worm on a big fucking hook." (Don't remember his name xD), The Crow

3. "We were just killing time with those classes! One semester we took Criminology, for Christ's sake, what the fuck were we training to be, Batman?" Randal Graves, Clerks 2

4. "My girlfriend's sucked 37 dicks!"
"In a row?"Dante Hicks, Random Customer, Clerks

5. "You don't frighten us, English pig dogs. Go and boil your bottoms, you sons of a silly person. I blow my nose at you, so-called "Arthur King," you and all your silly English K-nig-hts." - The French Taunter, Monty Python and the Holy Grail

6. "Eat shit, you old fart." Miyuki, Tokyo Godfathers

7. "Exact science, Mr Angier, is not an exact science." Nikolai Tesla, The Prestige

8. "Do you think I wear this wig to keep my head warm?" Governor Swann, Pirates of the Carribean

9. "Crippled elves do dance around a devil covered by blue dress, dairy causes diarrhea, chunky, creamy, butter cheese, Bad Billy does dope, bitches and brews but can't even build a cigarette boat, All a bang booze every day above a bridge behind a cave, carpet crawler can't eat eagle, before chicken during day!" The Cheat Song, from Cheats.

10. "Strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government!" Monty Python and the Holy Grail

11. "Oh no no no, dead broad OFF THE TABLE!" - Shrek, from Shrek xD

12. "I would've made a sexy chick." Brodie, Mallrats.

13. "What if a miracle like the Virgin Mary getting pregnant... was to happen to a homo?" Hana, Tokyo Godfathers

14. "Everything that you wanted I have done. You asked that the child be taken. I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for *you*! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?" Jareth, the Labyrinth

15. "If you were waiting for the opportune moment, that was it." Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean

16. "What's brown and sounds like a bell? Dung!" Monty Python's Flying Circus

17. "I stand before you knee-deep in the bullshit." Victor, Cheats

18. "Where can I buy a phone?" Vincent Valentine, FFVII:AC

19. "I'm a pervert. I'm an exhibitionist. I'm a masturbator. And a killer... Like you." Jeffrey Dahmer (Jeremy Renner), Dahmer.

20. "Good morning, sir. Are you feeling all right?"
"I had a little trouble with the fireplace." Phoebus, Frollo, Hunchback of Notre Dame

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16979354/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16979354/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 15:06:06 PST
Sunday, her stomach was hurting really badly, and she had a bad case of the shakes. So, my mom took her to the hospital. They left around 2PM, and my mom didn't even call until around 8. So, by that time, it was evident that they were keeping my grandma at the hospital.

The doctor now says that there is a clot in one of the arteries going into her brain; 90% blockage. So, I'm hoping that when they do surgery and clear it up, it helps out with her hallucinations and her spaciness. It's so sad seeing her in such a mental state.

Same old home issues; my dad threw a fit about my time in front of the computer and my mother stole my power cord again. *sigh*

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Aside from this utter shittiness, I logged into DA earlier and I had a new note; I read it and it appears that some kind soul has nominated me for a chance to win a 1-year subscription!
To see the poll, you can go here: [link]

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16754497/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16754497/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 13:10:48 PST tedious and quite annoying...

I also arranged my gallery with the lovely new 'folder' system. That's quite convenient O.o I originally thought it was just for subscribed members, but then I noticed that little blue "Edit" button when I clicked "Browse Gallery." Ahh-mazing.

I have $20 left of the $50 that my grandmother gave me. I plan to buy Dahmer on DVD and buy some IMVU credits with the rest to hold me over on my products for a while, so I can atleast upload *some* of what I'm making. Gah.

That's about it. Plus I wanted to clean up the language on my gallery front page >.> Though that's really my own fault, haha.

Anyways... yeeeeah... I dunno...

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16544790/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16544790/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 23:23:43 PST
I try to stick to doing my chores, schoolwork, and minding my own business. But is that good enough? No.

It's been building up for a while and today it completely exploded and my mother and I got into a huge fight.

I pray to God that I get hired at American Bonding so I can move the hell out... for the sake of my own sanity. All of the stress my parents are causing me can't be healthy. I've been miserable for years now... don't get me wrong, it's all right sometimes, but when there's tension, boy is it thick... and it takes everything in me not to get up and jack smack my dad when he calls me "lazy" or tells me "Go get a job!" He's been out of work for over a year, and we're lucky to scrape by with my mom's paychecks. We BARELY manage to pay the bills!

Then there's the whole Pudge situation... my dad's STILL mad because we're keeping her here while Joey (and I?) can get things together and get a place of his (our) own. Yet, he agreed to let her stay if Joey paid a monthly... rental fee kind of thing... yet he still wants to bitch about it? The bastard was telling my (almost) 5 year old niece "If Rachel and Joey don't get their shit straight, you can take Pudge home with you!" How f*cking ignorant is that?!

I'm just sick of things... earlier I almost felt like I wish I were dead. Just because I'm nothing but a burden on my parents. A lazy, immature, self-centered, fat, good-for-nothing, never amount to anything by wasting her time on the computer with her stupid IMVU and DeviantART bullshit burden.

So, with that, my crazy beyotch mother takes my computer's power cord, KNOWING that I had an assignment for one of my classes to do ON the computer. Just because "I can't concentrate on one thing at a time, and I'm always straying off doing my no-life bullshit rather than my homework."

I hate my HOME life at the current moment... I feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown or something... I had various bawling fits earlier to vent my frustration... but it's all I can do because neither of my parents will listen to a damn word I say. I don't know what I could possibly do to bear this anymore...

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16204579/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/16204579/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:46:58 PST
My christmas and new years were nice. I basically just spent them with Joey and his family, which was fun. Sitting around watching them all open their presents was good fun Joey got me a tamagotchi LMAO Now he wants one.

I was flipping through channels one night and caught the movie "Dahmer" (obviously, about the serial killer Jeffery Dahmer) about halfway through. I figured it would be terrible, but I actually found myself glued to the couch O.O I want to get it on DVD now. Dahmer was played by a man named Jeremy Renner. I think he's my new favorite actor xD I realized that I'd seen him in more than that, and I think he's an extraordinary actor. He takes the roles of offbeat and peculiar characters. A few nights later, I saw him in an episode of CSI as well. Go figure!

Things are atleast looking up in the job department. I found a place that's quite close to my house and my aunt and cousin even work there. So I'm definitely going to apply there. If I get hired, I'll be a telephone secretary. So that means I get to sit on my ass and answer telephones xD So I hope I get the job.

I've also been brainstorming some ideas for an original story as well :3 So after Metamorphose is over (maybe even before so), I just might start work on it and see where it's headed. I guess being deprived of internet can get one's brain pumping? Haha. Seriously, is it pathetic that I have to type up my entries and paste them into this box in order to post them? xD

School picks back thursday for me, though, so I'll be uploading my late stuff in my class downtime!

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/15984449/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/15984449/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 09:40:25 PST
Yesterday, Joey and I celebrated a 3-month anniversary type thing, which was going nicely. It was nice all day, but something he told me irritated me quite a bit. At his new job, there is a girl who likes him. And makes it blatantly obvious. She got his name for the gift exchange, and told him she bought him like 3 things (though the limit is $20 ) and that one of them wasn't appropriate for work, so they'd have to hang out sometime so that she could give it to him. She told him something like her parents were ready to let him marry her. What in the sam hell is wrong with her? She's barely worked there, she KNOWS he has a girlfriend, but she still tries so hard. He's creeped out by it (with good reason O.o) This girl, during our lovely day, text messaged him quite a bit, which began to piss me off. I wish he would've just answered with one saying "I'm TRYING to celebrate an anniversary with my girlfriend" or something like that D: But he's too nice. I know he'd never do that unless she really got under his skin. But what he said he should say to her, I totally agree with. But I don't think he could do it. What he said made me happy as well:
Something like 'You don't know me outside of work! I'm crazy! There's only one person that can handle me and that's my girlfriend, and I think I'm lucky that she does! She barely manages to, but I'm glad she does' And then something about how she'd have to atleast have similar interests anyways.

He also said that he's starting to show his true colors at work; and some fellow employees think he's strange and/or schizophrenic! Wow. How does that look for me? xDDD

What makes me mad is that he said one of the managers seems to be encouraging this girl. She was hired as christmas help, but after she talked to one of the managers about her liking Joey, the manager put her on the schedule longer. THAT gets to me. He *needs* to speak up in SOME form... or I'm gonna' lose it. I dunno. I've already told him my standpoint on it, but I felt like sharing this.

Pictures will be coming sooooon! Most in sketch form, but atleast it's something D:<

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]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/15779647/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/15779647/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 13:19:32 PST
My 'family issues' are slowly clearing up. That could be because I go to Joey's house any opportunity I get and I just ignore my father once I get home... *shrug* He's still a dick D: *stabby-rip-stab-stab*

Still job hunting *sigh* I need one. Desperately D; I wanna' move out!!!

That's about it really.

]]> *ChibiKinesis http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/15667075/ http://ChibiKinesis.deviantart.com/journal/15667075/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:25:07 PST Aside from that, I've just been feeling under the weather. Dreadful, really. Plus I've been having some family issues again... the typical daddy situation, but... tenfold ;_; I've been really emotional for some reason. Just thinking about a lot of things and getting myself depressed again, probably. *sigh* I don't know why I do that. But once this quarter's over, I have quite a few pictures to upload, including the one I owe Nikki (and the one I drew as hopeful compensation for this one taking so long). I feel so shitty over how long this is taking. I've got backed up commissions as well ;_; I'm busy with the magazine, as well as homework... so my vacation's not really going to be a 'vacation'.

I just hope this infection clears up and my dad stops being an ass v.v I'm in uber-shitty mode right now ;-;

]]> *ChibiKinesis