http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Chii-Kuroyoshi&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Chii-Kuroyoshi en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:13:59 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/28272182/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/28272182/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:15:12 PST Cieszy mnie to, aczkolwiek nie uważam, żeby był szczytem moich możliwości. Powiem więcej, w moich oczach jest kiepski.
Dlatego postaram się zostać przy tym stylu, ale go ulepszyć najbardziej, jak potrafię.

Szykuję w głowie opowieść o Mary Bell, inspirowaną jej zbrodniami z dzieciństwa oraz piosenką zespołu "Macabre", która w ogóle przedstawiła mi tą postać.
Pamiętajcie dziewczynki i chłopcy to czytający, we've only just begun...

--Dziecię Antykreatora-->in progress

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/28059460/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/28059460/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 06:54:45 PDT I barely started to get on with the fact that my great-grandpa is dead...
And yesterday suddenly...
'I don't know, how to tell you that, but...your great-grandma Maria died couple days ago. The funeral was already in Ciechanów, so you couldn't be there anyway, and you had problems in school, because of that students exchange.'
Yeah, my last great-grandma, this time from father's side...

Two deaths in one month.
Two funerals in one month.
Two funerals in one month, on which I wasn't able to be.

And now, 1rst of November, the day of saints, and 2nd November, the day of memories about those, who aren't with us anymore.

Too much for me.
I have to take a rest...

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27963255/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27963255/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 15:56:05 PDT
]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27756483/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27756483/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 03:42:03 PDT See you soon, I hope.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27698475/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27698475/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 02:07:34 PDT He had an attack, when medicaments stopped working in the hospital.
He was almost 93 and he was very sick tho...
Well...Rest in peace...
The worst thing is that I was supposed to go to the Portugal for student's exchange, and the funreal will be, when I'll be there.
I don't know if I should go or stay.
Bye for now...

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27404845/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/27404845/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 06:40:52 PDT What's the one thing I haven't got?
It's not a single thing in this world I couldn't buy.
That's when a gentleman caught my eye

Once, or twice we went around
But now I'll tell you the thing I found
You shouldn't make your move until you know the price
Because gentlemen aren't nice

Just because I won't agree to take his arm
And I occasionally forget his name
He likes to call 'inclemency', what I call charm
But I know they're all the same

I think I've realized my first mistake
When he cried that his heart would break
I would have thought that I was worth the sacrifice
but gentlemen aren't nice

Just because I leave him all alone for days
And go about with others of his kind
He dares complain about my evil ways
And drive me out of my mind!

What I relate is hard to bear
I only endure it so that I might spare you ladies
I'm not known from my good advice
but gentlemen aren't...

so agreeable
love ain't a paradise
and if I told you once
I won't tell you twice

Gentlemen aren't nice'

Emilie Autumn-Gentlemen aren't nice

I feel so bichty.
I feel like I could sing this song.
If you don't understand...
Well, this is an ironic song, showing a woman, who is a total bitch.

Cold, heartless, ungrateful bitch.

Thank you.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/26446824/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/26446824/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 14:32:30 PDT I, myself don't get all of sudden about marriage. People should have more freedom. 'Couples for the whole life'...yeah, right. Wrong times.
And I don't get it, when you spend so much money for one night! People, isn't it weird?
Well...no, I'm not romantic and I don't want ever get married. My parents divorced long ago, my uncle have serious troubles with that...I don't believe in good marriages anymore.

And I want that damn refit to end! I've got a real mess in my room.
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Stolen from

What is your favorite genre of music? = Rock, metal...

Why? = just because

Name your favorite band(s) = XodiacK

Name your favorite solo artist(s) = Emilie Autumn

What is your favorite album? = Owari no Hajimari(XodiacK)

What is your favorite album cover? = The Gazette Guren

Name your favorite song(s) = Kuroi Taiyou, Kimi no Koe, Obscure, Shalott

Favorite CD you own = Macabre (Dir en grey)

Favorite song on your computer = Kuroi Taiyou

Favorite song you DON'T have = Shalott

Favorite lyrics = too many of them

Favorite vocalist = Eros(XodiacK), Angela (Arch Enemy)

Favorite guitarist = Hizuki

Favorite bassist = Toshiya

Favorite drummer = Shinya

Favorite instrumentalist (any instrument not mentioned above) = Emilie Autumn (Violin)

Favorite classical / jazz composer = Dun have one

Favorite rapper = Eldo?

Favorite theatrical score = Dunno

Favorite of anything not mentioned = -

The bad stuff

What's your least favorite genre of music? = Reggae, R&B

Who's your least favorite band? = Feel, Happysad

Who's your least favorite solo artist? = Sara May

Who do you think is the most annoying musician? = Sara May

If you could shoot any "artist" or "band", who would it be? = Hannah Montana, all those morons from HSM-they can't even sing, Feel

Who do you think is the least talented? = Tola Szlagowska

Least favorite song = Too many of them

Most annoying song = Too many of them

Most repetative song = Du hast the shonsten arsh der welt, or whatever the title was.

Last song to be stuck in your head = Feel's song. I hell can't remember the title. W pustej szklance, pomarańcze, to ideał mój.

Did this survey just get that song stuck in your head again? (sorry) = nope

Worst band that used to be good? = Metallica?

A good band that used to suck? = Nega

Your musical background = ?

What was the first music you remember listening to? = Spice Girls

What type of music do your parents listen to? = Oldschool pop usually

Do you play any musical instruments, or sing? If so, elaborate. = Playing on people's nerves counts?

Do you take lessons for instruments or voice? If so, for how long? = Nope


Do you plan to / have you gone to college for music? = Nope.

Who are your musical inspirations? = Don't have any, I'm not an artist, but XodiacK inspired me to write some poems, that's all

Who was your first favorite band or artist? = Spice Girls. I was so young, so I cried when they disbanded...

Who is your most recent favorite band or artist? = LAcroix Despheres

What styles of music are you interested in learning about? = Japanese rock, Chinese Metal

What styles of music do you already know a lot about? = Japanese rock.

Do you know much about musical theory? If not, would you like to? = Nope.

If you take lessons, do you like your teacher(s)? = -

How many different music teachers do you have, or have you had? = -

This or that

Classical or jazz? = Classical

Classic rock or modern rock? = both

Rock or Rap? = Rock

Emo or Punk? = Well...didn't listen to real Emo, but probably I would pick Emo (real Emo, not MCR or something like that)

Funk or Blues? = dunno

Pink Floyd or Led Zeppelin? = dunno

Bob Marley or Michael Franti? = neither

Coldplay or Radiohead? = dunno

Guster or Dispatch? = dunno
~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25685868/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25685868/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 00:28:53 PDT -'Luck buff!'
-'Kosui, buff'!
-'Ranger, buff!'

....
Now I know how ungrateful is priest's job even if I am not one of them. I've got a skill, which raises luck even by 45 points.

-'It's nice to say ' please' sometimes.'
Answer: 'It's nice to not be a smartass sometimes.'

Luck buff is my prerogative, not a duty, assholes. How damn old are you? Even if you play Mmo, you're not free from basic politness.

Well, anyway it was better than in previous Mmo, where a noob gave me a sexual proposition on whisper. O_o'

What the hell is with you all, idiots? *facepalm*

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25580113/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25580113/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 03:18:11 PDT Die was just like the top model, lol...and Kaoru and Shinya...I didn't see Kaoru's face behind his hair and Shinya wasn't visible because of his drums, but he was looking cute, when he stepped closer to throw the drumsticks.

I can't understand people complaining that others were doing headbanging, that Kyo has spitted on them, and all their make-up drifted from their faces...girls...is that a rock concert, or not?! It's normal! CHILL OUT! It's a concert, it's an entertaiment, people want to totally lost themselves in music and feel the atmoshpere. I was glad that Kyo took the water into his mouth and spit to the crowd, it was so hot, because of the crowd, and water was sooooo nice cold...my make-up drifted too, I've never been that sweaty ever, but it was cool, I really felt that concert atmosphere...

Am I too disgusting for a girl, or the Jrock fans are too girly sometimes?

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25229924/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25229924/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 05:51:00 PDT Prose will be always in Polish, I don't think I'll translate them. It's kinda hard for me.
However, poems (or whatever it is) are always written in English from the start. It's because I hate Polish language, when it comes to poetry (except professionalists). When I read Kupicha's, or Happysad vocalist's (Don't look at me like that, I don't like Happysad and it's not gonna be changed) lyrics, I'm like 'wtf?'. Probably I'm even worse than them, but in English it always sounds better, than in Polish, heheh.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25121806/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25121806/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 09:07:47 PDT
'Solidarność' is not the same organization anymore. It's just the opposition. Dumb opposition. They're mad, because our goverment don't do anything to fight against The World Crysis. Wake up, you idiots! They don't do anything, because they can't! If America won't eliminate the crysis, nobody will stand up, because they're the center of the world's Economy!

Of course I know that they promised to do something, but they did that, because they wanted to win. PiS would do exactly the same thing! It's not that I think PO is so wonderful, because it's not. We just don't have the best choice, so we had to choose smaller evil.

All politics are the same.

And you know, what?
4th June '89 is not a date of the fall of Communism. Of course, we had our president, but everything was in communist's hands. The Army, the police, everything. The real fall of Communism was a result of Balcerowicz's reforms. 'Solidarność' and events of 4th June '89 were just a step to eliminate communism, so don't be so fuckin' big-headed.

Anyway, I've got a request. Please, don't throw firecrackers, when you manifestate in front of The Chancellery of Prime Minister. It's fuckin' dangerous and you can hurt someone. And next, what the hell was with that slogan 'We're saving you, who will save us'? Can't understand, who are you saving now? Explain, plz.

Thank you.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25064208/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/25064208/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 06:06:18 PDT
And yes, mother again.

'I forgot, I have to make a poster for school. I'll do it myself.'
'Since when have you have known about that work?'
'Uhh...I'll do it myself. I'm making it now, look!'
[a little argue]

'Don't speak to me today anymore. That's because of the tone of your voice.'

It's alright now, but I wish my mother sometimes listens to what I say, not HOW I say. That's just funny, blah. Most of my friends don't belive that I'm so obedient and look at me like on some kind of weirdo. Just only my family looks at me as on the Heartless ungrateful bitch.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24890661/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24890661/ Fri, 22 May 2009 13:15:03 PDT


- Przedstawiamy się
1.Imię: Marta
2.Nazwisko: A-Na-Ch**-wam-ono?
3.Klasa: I klasa LO
4.Dokładny adres: Nigdziesiów
5.Krótko o sobie: Nihilistka bez serca, mentalnie chłopczyca, miewa napady takiego doła i agresji, że chować się wszyscy pod biurka.

- Tak czy Nie?
1.Jesteś zboczony: Tak
2.Lubisz zwierzątka: Tak
3.Lubisz zabijać zwierzątka: Nie
4.Masz zwierzątko: Tak
5.Zabiłeś zwierzątko: Komary i pająki się liczą?
6.Przytuliłeś zwierzątko: Tak
7.Zadźgałeś zwierzątko: Komary i pająki się liczą?
8.Wycałowałeś zwierzątko: Nie pamiętam
9.Zjadłeś zwierzątko: Jak każdy wszystkożerca

-To czy To?
1.Jajko, Madżo (majonez): Jajo
2.Żółtko, Białko: Żółtko
3.Zwierzątko, Morderstwo: Zwierzątko
4.Milusie, EMOwe: Milusie
5.Dresiarz, EMO: Emo
6.Hip, Git: Że co kuźwa?
7.Grechuta, Niemen: Grechuta
8.Lady GaGa, Flo Rida: Pierwsze nie, drugiego nie znam, więc też nie.
9.Nirvana, ABBA: Ani to, ani to
10.Pies, Kot: Oba
11.Święconka, spowiedź: Święconka
12.Ksiądz, Zakonnik: Zakonnik
13.Kiełbasa, Pasztet: Pasztet
14.Niedziela, Dyngus: Niedziela
15.Woda, Cóla: Cola
16.Lepkie, sóche: Suche (sóche?)
17.Kwiatek, Drzewo (np. sekwoja): Kwiatek.
18.Ja, Ty: Ja
19.Alleluja, Wesołych Świąt: Wesołych Świat
20.Wielkanoc, Boże Narodzenie: Boże Narodzenie
21.Dyngus, Wigilia: Wigilia
22.Ołówek, Kredka: Ołówek
23.Bazie, Borówka: Borówka
24.Gwałt, Morderstwo: To zależy...
25.Żele, CzekolAAAdAA: Oba
26.dA, NaszaKlasa: DA
27.Karmel, Ciastko: Karmel
28.Karmel, Czekolada: czekolada
29.Ciastko, Czekolada: czekolada
30.Koniec, Początek: Początek

- Narysuj coś literkami/cyframi/emotkami
NiE uMiEm TaK łAdNiE, nAuChYcHiE mNiE?

- Tak/Nie - Czy chciałbyś
1. Los Debilos Grandos: Nie
2. Los Wariatos: Nie
3. Blood Team: Tak

- W co jesteś ubrany? Wymień wszystko!
Po co rozmawiać o mnie? Porozmawiajmy o tobie.

- Ulubiony wokalista, wokalistka, zespół, aktor, aktorka
Wokalista: Eros (XodiacK)
Wokalistka: Emilie Autumn
Zespół: XodiacK
Aktor: Hugh Laurie
Aktorka: Żadna.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24664678/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24664678/ Sat, 09 May 2009 07:51:23 PDT *facepalm*
Yes, I want Dir en grey to be famous, every fan wants it...but please...interview in BRAVO GIRL?! Did you see the form, in which they wrote this interview?! You're looking like a really dumb and big-headed person.
And then YOU will be complaining that most girls of J-rock fandom are idiots.
And yes! I do care about what people say about me. I don't want to be a 'dumb emo girl, who listens to a bunch of gays from Bravo, which are fooling around the stage'. It hurts. I don't think that Jrock is for the elite, but I want to have friends to talk with how good is music, not only how cute/handsome/sexy the vocalists are. And I don't wanna lose my ears, when they will start screaming at the concert. Also, I don't wanna get hurt, when they will start pushing everybody to get closer to stage.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24662879/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24662879/ Sat, 09 May 2009 04:31:20 PDT
Blah.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24527344/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24527344/ Fri, 01 May 2009 08:42:40 PDT
My uke-chan can't be online this week T_T...I don't understand what's all sudden about Internet Addiction. She spends on the computer less time, than me! Maybe I'm a bit addicted, but I know, when to stop. I'm not online 24 hours a day, I eat, I drink and I have better sight than most people in my class, come on! It COULD be worse! I can always make friends with people from the blocks around me and start drinking alcohol and smoke. For now, I'm not interested in this kind of things and everything, what is needed for me to be happy is a computer, Morrowind, Thief, Internet and silence.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24457746/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24457746/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 06:00:14 PDT Let's think about the definition of the word 'fangirlism'. Maybe it seems to be simple, but in my opinion, it's not.
Can I call myself a 'fangirl'? It's very popular among female fans of Japanese rock, popular films etc.

I like to talk with my friends about my idols like they are perfect, and also in the way, that they probably wouldn't want to know (Yes, I like yaoi too). It stays among my friends and we all know that they are normal people and we don't know their real life. We don't believe in things we talk about, it's just kind of a joke.

I've met many fangirls, who are talking about their idols on the net sites, to the other people, like they know them (sometimes like they even live with them). Youtube, gossip sites etc. are full of them. 'Marry me!', 'Fuck me!', or even 'rape me!' everywhere. And...their stupidity are just making me laugh. Should I call myself 'a hypocryte'?...

And I have an annoucement to all J-rock fans in Poland!
As you probably know, Dir en grey is gonna come to our country. I know that it won't help much, but maybe it's not an annoucement. It's a request. Let's show our respect to the band and don't scream so much, just listen to music and everything, what Deg wants to tell us! Don't be childlish, they won't marry, nor have sex with you, so why showing the stupidity, when we can show our respect and wiseness? Come on! I belive, we can show our enthusiasm in more silent way!
___________________________________
Come on, you can write your opinions. I love to discuss!

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24404878/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24404878/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 03:43:14 PDT There was a gossip that we can go home earlier. To make sure, I went to the teacher and asked and he told me that however we were going to have a lesson with him. When I went back, girls were asking vi-ce director if they can go earlier. Of course, no one listened to me, when I was talking about that lesson is going to start...
She probably didn't know that and she let us go.
I have bad feelings about this, especially that it's not a first time, but I didn't stay, because it wouldn't change anything. A bunch of stupid idiots. They can organise a trip, but they don't think about basic things, when it's about going home earlier.

Sorry for mistakes.

_________________________
I love torturing neighbourhood. NOw I torture them with my voice. Yeah, I'm singing. I don't know, if they hear me, but the vision of them, running from my voice is funny!

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24389743/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24389743/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 07:08:39 PDT -czekaj ty, już ja cię dorwę na dnp!

Zasady:

1. Zamieść te zasady.
2. Każda stagowana osoba musi napisać 8 rzeczy o sobie.
3. Na końcu musisz stagować 8 ludzi i zamieścić ich icony w swoim dzienniku.
4. Powiadom ich o tym, że ich stagowałeś
5. Nie zwracaj tagów!

coś o mnie:

1.Chcę wakacje
2.Kocham zawierać nowe znajomości
3.Kocham dowartościowywać się, demonstrując wyższe IQ nad istotami z IQ rzędu -10
4.Chcę koncert Dirów
5.Nie chce mi się pisać charakterystyki z angielskiego
6.Nie chce mi się czytać jednocześnie Makbeta, Hamleta i Potopu do szkoły.
7.Martwię się, gdy moi przyjaciele są zatroskani (czasem bardziej, niż oni sami)
8.Jak jestem wkurzona i mam zły dzień, gryzę, gryzę, gryzę i lepiej do mnie nie podchodzić.

A ja powiem, że kto chce, to niech se robi, zmuszać nie będę

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24165042/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24165042/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 12:49:47 PDT
Dir en grey is gonna come to Poland!
And the gig will be in my city!
Can't wait for it!
My dreams finally come true!
Just hoping that everything will be alright, I'm worrying, because last time I wanted to go for the Calmando Qual gig...and it was canceled...

We will see.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24130018/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/24130018/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 13:37:00 PDT
Few days ago, I've read Sara May's blog. She is an independent pop singer. Sometimes her notes really make some sense. She is an inteligent woman, as I can see, but...Damn, she's so big-headed, cheeky and childlish. I mean, come on...she criticize other 'showbusiness stars', who sells their body, when they doesn't even have skills for their job, but...she is doing exactly the same things now. I don't like her voice even if she was at music school. Now she's acting like she's an empty-headed idiot, what fame can do to people minds...
______________________
I remember about a year ago I started listening to Jrock. I heard only about those more famous bands like Gazette, Diru, Miyavi, An Cafe, Screw etc. Few months later I realised that those bands...(except Gazette and Diru)are just boring for me. I was afraid that I won't find anything new in Jrock...and then, my friend showed me Japanese Indie rock (and metal) and...I started to search for more.
The sad thing is that...a lot of those bands were really cool, maybe even better than those all fashionable famous bands...but most of them are disbanded, mostly because of they didn't get an attention...uhh...
_______________________
Because of that, I have an annoucement:
Go XodiacK! You guys are wonderful! It's rare in japanese bands to have so good growl live as on the recorded version...I beg you to record more songs, please!

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23798543/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23798543/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 15:04:34 PDT in progress.
Zwierzenia mordercy-->Written already, now just rewrite it on the computer.

I give up drawing, I'm thinking about deleting these scraps. I think I'm better at writing than drawing, even thought I can't write.

________________

Dear God, I hate when my classmates make fun of my voice. THIS IS NOT MY FAULT that it's lower than Gallhammer vocalist's voice and sounds sometimed manly for a girl, I didn't really want it, dammit!

The new Grono.net layout sucks, I want the old one o.O...

My hair are hopeless.

Thank you.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23689757/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23689757/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 07:41:53 PDT
Pierdolę to wszystko, oczywiście, jestem kurwa beznadziejna, nic nie potrafię zrobić, najlepiej upierdzielę sobie łeb nożem i cała moja rodzina+otoczenie będą mieli kurwa święty spokój, przynajmniej przysłużę się jebanemu środowisku.
Dziękuję za uwagę.
Chii/Samara/Hotarubi/chuj wie, jaki jeszcze nick.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23680098/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23680098/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 16:32:09 PDT
I don't wanna write this fuckin' essay for history! It sucks...


_______________________________________________________________

Today (because it's already after midnight) someone from Japanese language school is gonna check my japanese skills...damn...I'm so nervous. I feel like a dumb idiot, since I haven't passed JLPT.

Also, I'm gonna cut my hair short, they are too long, they're annoying me.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23638772/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23638772/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 06:53:59 PDT

Zasady:
1. Napisz tag w 'journalu'.
2. Wybierz 8 osób, które powtórzą tag.
3. Wstaw ikony tych osób do 'journala'.
4. Powiadom te osoby o tagu.
5. Nie 'oddawaj' zabawy

8 rzeczy, które lubię:
1. Ostatnio pisać-bezpośrednio, krwawo i obrzydliwie.
2. Pisać "rpgi" z moją uke-chan
3. Rozmawiać z przyjaciółmi
4. Czytać yaoi
5. Grać w thiefa
6. Oglądać dobre filmy
7. Stawiać na swoim
8. Bazgrać, bo rysowaniem tego nazwać nie można

Kto chce, niech taga łapie.

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]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23490271/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23490271/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 13:46:47 PST W kolejce wygnietli mnie całą, a i tak szczęście miałam, że znajome zajęły mi miejsce, bo stałabym jeszcze za zakrętem. Niestety, gość przede mną miał taki denerwujący plecak, miałam wrażenie parę razy, że na mnie spadnie, raz stałam na palcach, na jednej nodze, a parę razy stałam jak krzywa wieża w Pizie, co nie najlepiej robi na kości miednicy...ale w końcu się dostałam. Ogólnie organizacja tej kolejki była jednak do d*.

Bufet...hm...zamówiłam tam gofra i nie dostałam go przez 20 minut, czy może nawet dłużej, a ponieważ zbliżała się jakaś aktualnie-nie-pamiętam-która atrakcja, toteż odżywiałam się ciasteczkami i czekoladą Adźi-san.

Panele były dość interesujące, żałuję jednak, że nie byłam na panelu o wkurzających ludziach na konwentach, "Milionerzy" byli świetni, choć grały tylko chyba 3 osoby z 10, to i tak pytania były przednie xD. "1 z 10" też było niezłe. Pytanie: "Dokończ zdanie: Mokon..." -"ssie!".

Klnę się, bo nie poprosiłam o żaden kontakt Alex i jej uke, której nicka akurat nie pamiętam. Fajne były i dobrze nam się growlowało polski opening "Pokemonów" na Karaoke xDD, no i zabawne były, Kupicha i PedoFeel xD.

Nie weszłam na cosplay, za mała sala -.-...a mówiłam jej, żeby darować sobie ten panel o engrishu i przyjść wcześniej.

Zapomniałam o konkursie Fanservice T^T.

Ecchi cosplay ssał! Ale to było dobre:
Alex:

Ja: Naprawdę uważasz, że Kyo źle wygląda?...
Alex: Zmieniam zdanie, przy nich jest bogiem sexu...

Wywalanie z Main Roomu podczas Hentai Night też ssało (trza było dobudzać Yari i Pati i zbierać manatki).


Ogólnie było ciekawie, poznałam kilka fajnych osób i spotkałam się z moją ekipą, więc było ok.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23462602/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23462602/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 03:19:40 PST
Dear God, next virus? What the fuck is so funny about it? Damn you hackers, just get a life, you morons. Go outside with your friends (if you have any, but I believe, you don't, or they are stupid just like you.), read a book, watch TV, and don't play that kind of games. They make me sick.
Ok, so this is the journal entry for people, who doesn't like reading Notes. I have a new computer and I don't want any viruses on it, if I will get this virus, I will kill someone, who is the reason with pleasure.

And if it's a joke...die, you damn joker and go to hell.
END.

PS. I got an information that the account of this guy has been already banned from DA, but I'll leave this warning message.

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New computer, and I'm back into Thief game.
History test tomorrow. It sucks.

Can't wait for saturday and next Disorder Night Party! This time I can stay 'till midnight!

Also, next convention-Ecchicon 4! I can stay the whole night, it will be so much fun ^_^.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23064466/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/23064466/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 15:38:26 PST If you will get from me a message with link "Click here" DON'T CLICK IT! It's a DA virus, I've clicked and I don't know, if my account won't be hacked! The same will happen to your account, if you will click it!
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Thought, DA has blocked this site before I clicked on the link and I didn't write my password, so FUCK YOU, anyone, who infected DA with this virus.
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But my warning is still actual. If you will somehow get the link to this site from me, don't click!

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22320695/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22320695/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 00:04:26 PST [yes, I know, my English sucks]

How did you spend the last night in previous year? I stayed at home with my friend. We were talking, watching clips on youtube and watching TV all night. I'm a bit sleepy now.

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22280313/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 13:16:14 PST But everything is gone now. He likes me, as a friend.

Feelings are useless things, they just try to take control over the mind, making eyes blind. I don't want them, you can take them, if you want.

Now, it's harder, I still want to cry. But...screw it up, fuck it up. I'm not gonna play this game anymore. I give up.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22219160/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22219160/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 00:25:51 PST
Christmas gifts was really good, among clothes, jewellery, candies and money, I got new loudspeakers, a watch, a bottle of japanese wine and ingriedents to make sushi.

My mood is a bit bad, because my friend wanted to be my classmate, but I think, it won't work, he has to make a change with someone from my class, and I don't think, anyone wants to take part in this change.

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22156652/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 04:45:01 PST

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~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22083155/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/22083155/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 10:40:40 PST I'm a new person now.
My first love problem, but It's ok now. Damn, that was a handsome guy, but whatever, if I was just a toy. I don't really care 'bout him anymore.
I think, a boy from school likes me. He's maybe not very handsome, but still, he has nice character and he's funny, this is the most important thing...and he's listening to metal, like me and he borrowed me Behemoth CDs xD.

25% of my complexes is gone! That's a miracle!

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<... ]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21897362/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21897362/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 12:04:07 PST I feel so fuckin' hopeless. I can't even help my beloved people. Same situation, as with somebody from DA, she probably remember this not nice argue. I'm loosing my fuckin' patient and temper, when I see that I can't help. So why the fuck I'm still alive? WHY, if I have to look at my friends, when they are suffering so much?! It sucks.

Loosing my patient again.
A bit more and I will hurt myself, seriously.
I shouldn't be alive, I'm just useless being.

Fucked up.

P.S. Something for people, who want to call me 'emo': FUCK YOU. Everyone sometimes acts like emo, so get the fuck out of me.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21794633/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21794633/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 05:33:56 PST , sorry my dear

1.) What's your real name?
Marta

2.) What state do you live in?
Eee...Mazowieckie? How to say "województwo" in English? O_o

3.) Are you a virgin?
Yes

4.) If not, are you happy with the person you gave it up to?
Error! Not avaliable!

5.) If you're still a virgin, how would you like to give it up and why?
Access denied

6.) What's your biggest fetish and why?
Yaoi ficks and arts, Japanese/Korean guys

7.) Do you think you unconciously connect it to something from your childhood?
Don't know

8.) What do you hate most about yourself?
Everything?

9.) Why?
Because I'm horrible

10.) What happened to make you hate that aspect of yourself?
Because of people and I have a mirror.

11.) What is your religion if you have one?
christian

12.) Why do you choose to worship in said way? ((if you don't have a sepcified religion, what would you like to believe?))

Frankly, I didn't choose it, it was my family.

13.) Do you worship because it gives you hope? Or perhaps meaning to your life? (( Once again if you do not have a religion, why don't you have one?))
I'm not thinking as usual religious person right know. I think, I haven't found true meaning of this religion yet.

14.) Honestly, has the thought ever crossed your mind that God has abandoned you?
Probably yes.

15.) If so, are you ashamed of said thought?
No, I'm not

16.) What do you think your meaning is in this life?
Eetooo...

17.) What if there is no meaning?
It there any meaning?

18.) Does that scare you?
Nope

19.) Does that make your life seem pointless?
Bleh.

20.) What's your greatest fear?
Loneliness

21.) Why?
Because I tasted it. It had a horrible taste.

22.) Would you ever be willing to face your fear?
Don't know

23.) What happened to make you afraid of that particular thing?
Primary school and (a bit)Junor High school

24.) Would you ever re-live it, to understand
No, I wouldn't

25.) What are you afraid of losing?
Friends and family

26.) Why?
That's a very very stupid question

27.) Would it make you feel alone in this world?
Yes

28.) Do you believe you're ugly on the inside?
Yes

29.) If so, why? If not, why not?
Because of my character.

30.) Do you think you truly know and understand yourself?
No, I don't

31.) Does it scare you to know you really might not know who you are?
No, it doesn't

32.) Does the thought scare you that someday you might find someone who wants to know everything about you?
Rotfl.

33.) If it does, why? If it doesn't, why not?
Rotfl again.

34.) Do you truly believe you have nothing to hide?
Everyone have secrets

35.) If so, tell me the most horrible thing you've ever done and why.
If not, why are you so ashamed of it that you think you must hide it?
ERROR! ACCESS DENIED!

36.) Does it bother you that eventually you will die?
Eh? No.

37.) Have you said everything you want to say to those you know before you die?
Don't know

38.) Does it scare you that you might not get to tell those you love how much they matter to you before you die?
Don't know

39.) What do you think you'd be like if you lost total control of your temper?
Omg...Suicidal?

40.) If you're not sure, does that scare you? If you have lost total control of your temper, are you ashamed of how you got?
No.

41.) At the same time, do you really want to just lose your temper?
Yeah.

42.) Is the thought of doing so liberating in some way?
?

43.) Have you ever had suicidal thoughts or feelings?
Yes.

44.) If so, why? If not, what do you think about suicide?
Access denied

45.) Have you ever partook in self-mutilation?
There was no blood, but yeah, I have.

46.) If so, does/did it give you some sick pleasure?
If not, does it disturb you? Why?
It wasn't a pleasure, but...relief?

47.) Do you believe it's some how slightly fascinating how one person can hate something so much that they take their own life or hurt themselves?
Yeah

48.) What do you think compels them to look so much at the bad in their life?
Erm...because their life is bad?

49.) Do you like to act 'tough' online?
Sometiiimees
<... ]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21714532/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21714532/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 13:12:49 PST
My mother told me that I have really good language skills. I believed her...I choosed Portuguese...and it was a mistake, I should choose Russian, it's similar to Polish.
Now, because I'm learning three languages, which are completely different, I feel like my head is going to explode. On a last class work I could write almost every sentence correctly...but not in Portuguese...and I think, teacher won't accept Japanese...

And this week we have Biology, Maths (that's ok, I like it)and I have to write that stupid essay for the literature, daaaaaamn!....

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21624659/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 03:44:46 PST My mother returned home...just hoping that everything will be alright now.
Ghrrr...school...pain in the ass. I want a winterbreak...or even better-holidays.
The only one nice goth skirt on allegro and it's gone already T_T.

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21493731/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 23:45:05 PST 2. My dog is squeaking from time to time, and I don't know what's wrong with him...
3. My beloved friend is grounded and she can't even turn on the computer...
4. Our car is an old crappy piece of shit. It's broken again.
5. When I'm nervous, I'm eating too much...fuckin' chocolate...

And also, I screwed up the mission in game, but it's not important...

Sorry for swearing, but I'm fuckin' frustrated.


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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21311156/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 03:30:17 PST
Jak wiadomo, GG ma swoje wybryki i czasem nie dostarcza wiadomości, a do niektórych nie dochodzą nawet moje smsy, więc piszę to tutaj, gdyby znowu coś nie doszło. Nie będzie mnie do jutra, albo do czwartku. Moja mama jest w szpitalu, a ja między wizytami siedzę u babci, gdzie o dostep do komputera jest dość trudno, bo w sumie nie mój, a szczerze powiedziawszy nie chcę się modlić nad laptopem, żeby nie stracił w pewnej chwili zasięgu sieci, bo różne rzeczy się zdarzały.

Całe szczęście, mama wraca do zdrowia, ale zatrzymują ją jeszcze na obserwacji, zwłaszcza że jest słaba, ale w najbliższych dniach ją wypuszczą, a wtedy wrócę i ja.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21186932/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21186932/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 13:32:14 PDT Too much for me, I'm already exhausted and it's just the beginning. Everything because of my opinion about 'good marks', I'm getting mad for every worse (imo) mark and it kinda destroys my health, 'cause I'm so nervous.

I started playing Metin 2. 'Grymuar' server, if someone is interested.

Just discovered Kagerou, damn, they weren't bad, sadly, they disbanded...

Japanese lessons started! I have to work hard to pass the exam (but probably I won't pass it, I'll take part in it because I want to check my skills) But I think...I'm an outsider, 'cause I don't even know, what the rest of the group is talking about (Yeah, because I don't have Nintendo DS or PSP)so I feel a lil' bit alone. Ok, that's all, 'cause someone will call me 'emo' again -.-'.

And one more thing...
I WANT DECEMBER AND DISORDER NIGHT PARTY 11!

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/21186926/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 13:31:44 PDT Too much for me, I'm already exhausted and it's just the beginning. Everything because of my opinion about 'good marks', I'm getting mad for every worse (imo) mark and it kinda destroys my health, 'cause I'm so nervous.

I started playing Metin 2. 'Grymuar' server, if someone is interested.

Just discovered Kagerou, damn, they aren't bad, sadly, they disbanded...

And one more thing...
I WANT DECEMBER AND DISORDER NIGHT PARTY 11!

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20945682/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 23:42:23 PDT
My neck just hurts like hell now T_T...too much headbanging...



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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20916138/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:47:45 PDT
I'm still thinking about that party on saturday...I don't deserve that, I think, it would be a good punishment...


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~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20885520/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20885520/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 06:59:35 PDT I took my dog for a walk. I know, he is very nervous, so when I see children, cats, or other dogs, I reduce the dog-lead distance to minimum. But today, I was keeping him in a short distance too, because he started barking on other dog, when...one child ran to us and started roaring on Lucky (my dog) O_o. My dog was afraid, so it growled, and the boy ran away, laughing like an idiot -.-'...he was maybe 7, 8 or 9...

And sorry for any mistakes.




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~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20834884/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20834884/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:36:49 PDT >'...ech, whatever.

Yesterday I met with my friend from the Internet, I bought a Dir en Grey CD from her, then we went for a little walk and we talked about many things...that's good to have someone with similar interests, who live so close to me.

The revenge...Many people say that it taste was sweet. I didn't belive them until yesterday...that guy from the forum...so fuckin' annoying. He teased me, he hurt me, but yesterday everything changed. Yesterday it was ME, who told HIM that I didn't like him, nor care about his damn feelings, just like he didn't care about mine, when he teased me. Even if his rage was just an acting, I feel satisfaction now.




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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20697048/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20697048/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 00:15:16 PDT _______________________________________________________
No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.
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But I think myself, I have true friends on DA, because nobody else would want to watch me. I'm not an artist, neither a writer.
I just don't wanna lose my friend, who posted it in her journal.

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I think about someone, who told me these words: 'Don't fell in love, because it's the only way to see, how horrible it is'. I think, she was right, but what about the future? The only human destiny is to die alone?

And finally...Am I the heartless, cold bitch, if I'm closing on love? I feel like my soul is in prison of my mind. Cold mind.

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20465329/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 03:07:47 PDT -sorry, my dear xD.

RULES
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterwards.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU?
1. Perfect?
Nobody is perfect.

2. Tall?
No, I'm not.

3. In your pajamas?
Now? Nope, but I'm sleeping in pyjamas.

4. Left handed?
No, I'm not.

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Joanna

2. Talked to on the phone:
With my mother, I think...

3. Person to text you:
Mobile Phone: I don't remeber, probably my mother...
Communicator: Insane Lady-sama

4. Was today better than yesterday?
I don't know, it is just the beginning.

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
4 and 7 because of my birthday.

2. Color(s):
Black. Just only black.

3. Fruit:
I don't know...

4. Places:
My home.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Turn on the TV

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Too many things.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Uhh...I don't remeber.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Grandparent's home.

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: No. Probably this is the reason, why everyone is asking me 'What's going on?', 'Have you got a problem?', 'Why are you sad all the time?'.

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: No.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I don't know, maybe we should ask other people about it.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: In my home, in my bed.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Two days ago.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Ehh...Everyone leave the communicator, so maybe I should go to sleep too?...

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: It depends on my mood, now it's like 6 or something...

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: TV, I don't even know, what is it...Scooby Doo, or something like that...

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: Nope.

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: June. Because it's the beginning of holidays.

Q: What did you do last night?
A: Uh...sleeping?

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
Yeah, Daiyou-chan and Mana-chan..

2. Are you happy?:
Maybe...

3. Are you sad?:
No, but people say that I seem to be sad almost all the time.

4. Are you bored?:
Yeah, a bit.

6. Are you nervous?:
Unfortunately, yes.

8. Are you tired?:
Nope

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Marta (I hate that name...so call me by my nicknames)

002. Nick names?
Samara, Jenova, Chii-Kuroyoshi

003. Eye color?
blue

004. Zodiac sign?
Cancer

005. Male or female?
Female

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007] huh?

008. Slut?
No, I'm not.

009. Smart?
I don't know, maybe we should ask people, who know me?

010. Hair color?
Fuckin' brown...

011. Long or short?
Fuckin' short...

013. Sweats or Jeans?
Jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
Camera

016. Drink or Smoke?
Neither.

020. Tattoos?
No

021. Righty or lefty?
Huh? Righty?


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
First? I think, Samui...but we haven't talk for so long...

025. first crush?
Nope.

027. First pet?
A guinea pig (I don't remeber how to spell it) called Rudka, but she is dead already...

028. First big vacation?
In Greece few years ago.

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
Cake

050. Drinking?
tea

052. I'm about to:
Do my homework

053. Listening to?
Nothing

054. Plans for today?
Stay at home.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
Whatever, but not too tall.

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
Don't care.

074. Sensitive or loud?
Sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship...I think so...but I'm really closed for feelings like love or something, so...I don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
Huh?

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
I don't wear glasses, nor contacts
~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20286462/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20286462/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 09:03:39 PDT
I was the best in class in english test, but it also means, that I will go to the best group...I have to work hard! I wanna say 'thank you' to all people, who talked to me in English this holidays! Thank you all! I have to prepare 3 minutes speach about my interets, but what can I say about my love to Japan in 3 minutes?...it's impossible!

Tomorrow we will have a guest...the Mayor of Portugal will come! And maybe I will see him, because I choosed Portuguese language! Cool!

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20194900/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/20194900/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 02:11:02 PDT I just hope, I won't be treated like weirdo again. because I'm listening to Jrock, I love Japan and (probably most important) I didn't have boyfriend yet.
Wtf?! I'm trying to write crappy pieces of shit, that are supposed to be "poems". That's freaky!

Good thing: In October, I'm gonna continue Japanese lessons...maybe here, I will find people, who understand me.



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Someone uploaded short film from yaoi contest xD...but why just only 25 seconds? T.T

I even found myself in the Aftercosplay film...4 seconds of my fat and ugly person, rotfl.

That's all of me from this convention (luckily, 'cause on my photos I'm looking horrible!)

I was cosplaying a man...next year, my mother want me to dress up in girl cosplay...geez...if I have to wear a dress, I want a Gothic Lolita style dress!

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http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/19947838/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 07:21:12 PDT What have I done?! I didn't even know her and I'm trying to get in conversations about HER problems! And I made things even worse...my fuckin' character...I didn't want it, I swear!...

It seems that I am a fucked up bitch now...

-san...if you will read it someday...please, forgive me...


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Screw it up! I will never pay attention to anyone, who doesn't ask me for it ever again. Just call me 'Heartless', whatever! I've tried to help many people, but I see, this is not a right way, 'cause you will always be that evil one, because you will just try to say, what are you thinking about it.

Really precious life lessons:

1. Don't get in someone's problems, when you don't understand the language, in which the problem was described.
2. Don't care about people, who you can barely know.
3. Being neutral is the best way of life.

]]> ~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/19910043/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/19910043/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 05:24:27 PDT When I met them...I didn't recognize them, and they didn't recognize me, because we were in costumes xD.
Cosplay contest was really cool! I was cosplaying too, but I didn't perform on stage, because my costume was a bit lame...
In the evening, me and my friends went to a pizzeria. Everyone, who had a costume, went in this costume. 'WTF?!' looks on people's faces were awesome!
Midnight..yeah...the best thing in whole convention...YAOI CONTEST! Damn, it was perfect! I don't know, how to describe it...Guys, you were great xDDD!
Then...anime maraton with Marron and I went to sleep...I slept 2 hours.
2nd day was a bit boring, so I won't write about it.

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~Chii-Kuroyoshi http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/19810679/ http://Chii-Kuroyoshi.deviantart.com/journal/19810679/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 14:36:44 PDT -chan...don`t do that kind of things to me anymore...I was really worrying about you...

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