http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Chiu&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Chiu en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 14:34:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1204576/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1204576/ Thu, 25 Sep 2003 22:43:40 PDT It keeps ringing and ringing,
Full of love, or help, or a hug,
Given freely to whoever answers.
But no one answers and you drop the phone,
In the midst of a cool dark mist.
And you look at your feet and shift your head,
You look down as the phone disconnects and then there is silence,
And then-
You are alone again like you usually are.

One might wonder why no one excepts love. ]]> ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1187358/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1187358/ Sun, 21 Sep 2003 12:37:17 PDT
I just have this hollow feeling in my heart. It's black, so very cold. And...

I don't really care. I don't think I do. Do I? I want to go away. Go away like Lain. I want to live by myself and be free.

Free from what?

I don't know...

Will I be lonely?

Probably.

Is that good?

Who knows...

I don't.

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I feel like running away,
Running far across the field in front of my house and not looking back.

To be free of the cares of the world,
The cares of myself.

To not have to be afraid that someone will come to take me away,
That someone might touch me.

I will do it myself,
I will run without looking back,
Sigh and fly away...

High into the crystal-blue sky.

Never look back,
Never fight the aging sun. ]]> ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1173206/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1173206/ Wed, 17 Sep 2003 16:38:34 PDT
I swear, peoples, do you not notice people really don't like you when you do? Even if what you are bragging about is great, it's value goes down because you act like a total ass.

I'm sorry, it just really ticks me off, and being in some of the classes I am (now that sounds like bragging, lol, but really...) I have to hear it constantly. You just want to shove them down the toilet...(OMG, I almost forgot how to spell "toilet"! AHHHH!!!) And, it's not jealousy, (pets dictionary.com, yes, my friend...) it's pure annoyance. If someone did something great I would be happy for them, but if you are going to brag you look like a total worm. Yes, you do.

Now, you can be happy about your work in whatever, but there is a good approach and a bad one.

Good: "I am very glad I did so well"
Bad: "Haha! I got the highest score!"

Good: "Do you like this picture? I am happy at how it came out."
Bad: "I loove this picture! Look how well I did the face and the hair..."

But, the best is to keep it inside, tell your close friends if they even want to listen to you anymore, shut up in class.

Peace out, I'll be gone for a long, long time.

"Has anyone ever heard of being humble?" ]]> ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1166006/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1166006/ Mon, 15 Sep 2003 17:57:46 PDT
These people are refined, idealistic, peace-loving, and quick minded. They gravitate to music, the arts, writing, and other creative fields, and with training and encouragement, they could excel. They tend to be too idealistic and too easily influenced by others. If they do not have a strong background from which to draw, they drift along and have difficulty in being confident, decisive, and progressive. They rely a great deal on the support and encouragement of others to help them progress and to find understanding and happiness. As they do not like to create or be a part of issues and confrontations, they do their best to avoid conflict with others even if it means jeopardizing what they know is right. Many times they get drawn into situations because of a difficulty in saying no and meaning it.

Although they are kind people and are very desirous of association and friendship, they are really quite shy. It is not easy for them to express their deeper thoughts as freely as they wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know them well. Thus they feel lonely and left out. There is a tendency to day-dream to find solace. When things do not go well and their feelings are hurt, they become uncommunicative. They must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency to be morose. They would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. As they have acting and dramatic abilities, they can pretend they are someone else and can appear calm and happy outwardly, but it is not the real person beneath the facade.

They are very sensitive and intuitive, and struggle against a lack in confidence that comes with the use of these names. There are many things they are capable of accomplishing, but their fears interfere with completion of their ideas and plans. They tend to procrastinate, putting things off until forced to take action. They constantly measure themselves to others and seldom feel fulfilled. They struggle with nervousness and self-consciousness unless other qualities offset the extreme sensitivity they experience.

They are intrigued by the mysteries of life and they enjoy reading. Their imaginations allow them to live what they read in their dreams. They are romantic and thoughtful but suffer with jealousy and loneliness. When one gets to know them and draws them out with affection and encouragement, others will find a quiet, loving personalities with a depth of appreciation for nature, for people, and a great desire for peace in the world. They have a depth to their thinking which is rarely revealed.

While these names have very fine qualities, they are overshadowed by the sensitivity and the effect it has on their physical bodies. They are not robust because their inner nervous tension saps their vitality. If they do not eat well and are subjected to turbulent surroundings, they could suffer over weight, glandular disturbances, weaknesses in the fluid functions such as kidney or bladder problems, or problems in the heart, lungs, or bronchial area. ]]> ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1138404/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1138404/ Sun, 07 Sep 2003 17:58:37 PDT ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1135748/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1135748/ Sat, 06 Sep 2003 22:00:11 PDT
I am now with photoshop! YAY! I get it for a whole month, then I will go onto the others. Right now I am having fun trying to see what the heck it is I do in there...but the answers will come! *runs off to her dear photoshop* ]]> ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1134756/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1134756/ Sat, 06 Sep 2003 16:17:50 PDT ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1134563/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1134563/ Sat, 06 Sep 2003 15:06:09 PDT ~Chiu http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1133014/ http://Chiu.deviantart.com/journal/1133014/ Sat, 06 Sep 2003 03:47:03 PDT ~Chiu