deviantART: by:Chris-no-Baka

'Cause I know, you know
it can't get much better
Fireworks flyin' whenever we're together
I know, you know, that I know you love me...

I just wanna feel you tonight
making sure the moment's just right
I could die just staring in your eyes
I just wanna feel your heartbeat
hold you even closer to me
Fall asleep with you right by my side
We'll see fireworks tonight
We'll see fireworks tonight

Fireworks ~Plain White T's

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~Chris-no-Baka *bawls my eyes out* http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/20768849/ http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/20768849/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 22:26:45 PDT Hello mother,
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My hard drive crashed today. need i say more?

thankfully most of my 5000+ songs are backed up, and all my programs and stuff are backed up on the computer i'm on right now, but when the hard drive crashes in the 3000 dollar computer that you've had for 3 months, you cry. especially when it's a MacBook Pro.

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Tomorrow at six am, i'll be hitting the road for the three hour drive up to Lyndonville VT where my college Lyndon State, is located. I'll be starting as a freshman this year and i'm wicked excited! Currently i'm sitting in my bedroom which is extremely empty and my car and my parent's car (yes we packed two cars, one of which is an SUV...) are all packed up and ready for the journey! so yes, i'm off on my schooling adventure! *is nervous*

http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/20086858/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:11:08 PDT Hello mother,
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<... ]]> ~Chris-no-Baka Devious Journal Entry http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/20086902/ http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/20086902/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 22:15:23 PDT Hello mother,
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inebriated minds follow paths...

"Give It To Me"

It feels like something got in the way
And maybe i had something to do with it
There's not much that i can say
But there sure is something i've got to prove to you
I told you, that i'd try
And you said that i lie
Like i have something to sell

Come on wait a minute
You think i've been in this
For a little while
But now come on baby, please
I've been on my knees for a long time
So come on, give it to me
Just give it to me

There's always something i wanna say
But the words won't never come out
The way i want
Maybe i see another way
Or maybe i just see somethin you don't
These stories that you tell
Now i know them a little too well
You think i'll take what i want
Oh no

Come on wait a minute
You think i've been in this
For a little while
But now come on baby, please
I've been on my knees for a long time
Come on, give it to me
One more wrong will make it right
I don't wanna fight no more
I'm tired of sayin' please
This is all i need
So give me just a little bit
A little bit more
Oh, give me just a little bit more

Come on wait a minute
You think i've been in this
For a little while
But now come on baby, please
I've been on my knees for a long time

Come on wait a minute
You think i've been in this
For a little while
But now come on baby, please
I've been on my knees for a long time
Come on, give it to me
One more wrong will make it right
I don't wanna fight no more
I'm tired of sayin' please
This is all i need
So give me just a little bit
A little bit more
Oh, give me just a little bit more
Give me just a little bit more
Little bit more

~3 Doors Down

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http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/18868070/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 07:24:35 PDT Hello mother,
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A friend posted this in his journal. Please do the same.

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Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender. Feel free to add your own story to the end.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

"i am the girl afraid to love because i am bi " michiyo

"I am the girl that nearly lost the support of her parents because I am a lesbian. If my grandmother knew, she would probably disown me. One of my brothers is ashamed of me which might be the reason to why we fought so much, causing me to chose to move out of the house." - Linally

"I am the one who had to learn to be 'One of the guys' because at boarding school the alternative was... violence, abuse and social exile. I am the one who in the end got lucky enough to find a partner who understands - and I am the one who knows how lucky that is." - n

"I am the man who had to declare myself mentally Ill in court in... ]]> ~Chris-no-Baka What? http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/18806955/ http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/18806955/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 17:23:50 PDT Hello mother,
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Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence by Dream Theater. Possibly one of the best alums ever.

I don't know how Eric does it, but he can say so much with such vague expressions. Other times he's just damn confusing, and still others, he makes people think he's saying something about one person when in fact, he's saying it about another.

I seem to be a bit out of the loop lately.

I feel a bit misguided lately, as though I'm being mislead, Like there's something people aren't telling me.

Also, I'm feeling lonely again. I seem to be spending a lot of time alone and I've read almost half a book in two days. It's odd, I read and I write to escape reality. It's like an alcohol addiction to books. I've been reading a lot and I've started writing again.

I graduated last Saturday. It could just be some weird side affect of being free, of losing the structured guidance of high school and moving on into the world where people no longer expect things of you. Maybe it's the thought of having to fly on my own because no one's there to catch me when I fall.

Distance is making itself apparent. They said it would happen after that oh-so-anticipated day in June when we all walked out those doors for the last time... together. I didn't think t would happen so soon.

Let's just say that i can feel my supports begin to fall away. Some of them I'm pushing and others are doing it all on their own.

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever...

http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/18717154/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 16:10:57 PDT Hello mother,
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well i officially did it. i graduated high school. It's so nice knowing that i'll never have to go back. i know i will, but it's just nice to know that they don't control me anymore! Also, as a gift, my yiayia, who loaned me the 2000 for my car told me that it's no longer a loan, but a gift so she bought my car for me! and my grandparents gave me 500 dollars! *faint* i seriously almost did.

tonight i'm going to gradventure which is all night. we're going to sign yearbooks and then theres a hypnotist and then we go cosmic bowling and theres a sunrise cruse on the merrimac river and then breakfast and then i go home to sleep. i may have to work tomorrow, but whether i make it or not is subject to how i feel in the morning. i have to keep my strength up so that way i can party. XD

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever...

~Chris-no-Baka I got a new car! :EDIT: & Graduation! http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/18339211/ http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/18339211/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:22:19 PDT Hello mother,
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so i finally did get a new car! It's a Mitsubishi Galant, 1991. It's a five speed! i'e been driving it for about a week now and i havnt stalled it in two days *blush* first gear is the hardest! ayway, it's green and has a nice sound system in it. I have to upgrade the subwoofer because it's just a shade too quiet for my tastes, but for now, it's working just fine.

Unfortunately, i had to put my new car in the shop for breaks. when i bought it an test drove it, it showed no problems, but my mom tried to drive it and slammed on the breaks and knocked loose a stuck break caliper and the pad had wan down to nothing, so i have to get the front pads replaced and possibly a rotor replaced, not to mention if they can't getthe caliper unstuck then i'll have to get a new one of those as well.. t's gunna be expencive... >.< but worth it, cuz it's the breaks and i want them done right, especially since the original owner used midas for the breaks every time and they're not the best ever. i used my own mechanic who's done great work for me before.

anyway, i'm graduating tomorrow!!!!!! w00t! four years finally over! i remember the summer of my freshman year thinking " shit, i have three more years of this shit! It's gunna take forever!" Not su much apparently, it's flown by.

http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/17879294/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 11:36:21 PDT Hello mother,
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I'm just here to brag that in an hour or so i'm off to the Apple store to get my new laptop. ^^ i'm excited

Like, yes!

In other news, (oh i have to do that!) i'm calling the housing department at Lyndon to change my rooming form so that Dan is my roommate. I'm glad i found someone who i at least know a little bit about. From talking to him, he's pretty cool and i think we'll get along.

http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/17662573/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:16:04 PDT Listen to the tide slowly turning
Wash all our heartaches away
We're part of the fire that is burning
And from the ashes we can build another day

But I'm frightened for your children
That the life that we are living is in vain
And the sunshine we've been waiting for
Will turn to rain
The Story In Your Eyes ~Moody Blues

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I just realized that i hadn't updated my journal since february.

Current Events:
I've been accepted into college at Lyndon State, in Vermont and i plan to go there. I've sent in my housing deopsit and tuition deposite and i'm just waiting for the recipt so i can get my MacBook.

In other news, apparently Caleb met this kid from Lyndon that lives on Long Island, and goes to Lyndon who started hitting on him. So what does he do, he immediatly tells the kid about me, being that he's straight and i'm not. ^^ Thanks Caleb, i'll look into this. XD

I suppose i should also update that my car was fixed and it was only like 150. It's back in the shop for something else now, but what can you do? I got into an accident recently. Some lady backed her 2005 Audi TT into my shitbox and i got $600 from hewr insurance company. Can't say that i was all that happy about it, but free 600 dollars isn't bad, right? It's going to be put twoards a new car for Vermont weather and i spent some of it on a new 80GB ipod because the hard drive died in my old one. On top of the $600 from my car, i'm also gettingf $3-600 from the government apparently, aside from my tax returns. It's exciting.

Thats all for now, maybe i'll update in another month. XD

http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/17022027/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 08:41:04 PST Listen to the tide slowly turning
Wash all our heartaches away
We're part of the fire that is burning
And from the ashes we can build another day

But I'm frightened for your children
That the life that we are living is in vain
And the sunshine we've been waiting for
Will turn to rain
The Story In Your Eyes ~Moody Blues

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#3 ~Chris-no-Baka That Was Fun http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/17000255/ http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/17000255/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 20:42:08 PST Listen to the tide slowly turning
Wash all our heartaches away
We're part of the fire that is burning
And from the ashes we can build another day

But I'm frightened for your children
That the life that we are living is in vain
And the sunshine we've been waiting for
Will turn to rain
The Story In Your Eyes ~Moody Blues

JWoO! Today is my eighteenth birthday!!!!! To celebrate and are going to all get body disfigurement! i'm getting my ear pierced with wither two in the lobe or one in the lobe and one in the cartilage, i haven't decided. Jenna's getting one in the cartilage (to complement her others XD)

My plan is to eventually have six rings going from the top of my right ear down to the lobe so each ring can be a color of the rainbow. ^^ i'm so devious XD Eric is getting something done too, but i cant tell you what because he wants it to be a surprise and pplz from school read this ^^ and for the record, anyone from school who does read this, don't spread it that i'm getting the piercings because i want to see how many people notice.

i'm also going shopping! hehehe

in other news, i'm getting 300+ dollars back in taxes!
In other news, I'm spending 300+ dollars on my piece of shit car which needs a wheel bearing

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Jenna and Eric, you know what im talking about ^^

(and no, i didn't have sex with either of them FYI)

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Journal Graphics Made By ^http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/16958325/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:14:16 PST Listen to the tide slowly turning
Wash all our heartaches away
We're part of the fire that is burning
And from the ashes we can build another day

But I'm frightened for your children
That the life that we are living is in vain
And the sunshine we've been waiting for
Will turn to rain
The Story In Your Eyes ~Moody Blues

Jenna, Eric, Brian, and i all went to the Linkin Park Concert last night at the Verizon Wireless Arena in Manchester NH. They played with Coheed and Cambria (which werent very good live) and another band that no one knew which kinda sucked. It was totally worth it though, because once LP got on stage it was awesome. they put on a great show and Chester looks hot without a shirt on XD. We had genral admission seats so we were right up to the stage and there were mosh pits, though unlike at Dragonforce, i steered clear of them this time. I screamed myself hoarce by the end of the show along with everyone else in the audience. It was an awesome concert and i Jenna for that awesome Christmas Present. ^^ I'll have a hug for you whenever you get up (ATM you and eric are still asleep in my basement....) love ya!

~Chris-no-Baka Cold http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/16925607/ http://Chris-no-Baka.deviantart.com/journal/16925607/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 07:56:00 PST Listen to the tide slowly turning
Wash all our heartaches away
We're part of the fire that is burning
And from the ashes we can build another day

But I'm frightened for your children
That the life that we are living is in vain
And the sunshine we've been waiting for
Will turn to rain
The Story In Your Eyes ~Moody Blues

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It's really cold in my room and i don't know why. The rest of my house is warm, but not my room O.o

anyway, i was bored so i decided to let you all in on that. XD I just asked a memeber of dA to post a pic of hers that i colored and i hope she gives me permission, though i don't know how long it's been since she's been on so i might post it anyway but i'm proud of it and yeah.

sooooo bored......