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SPOILER FTW!!1

Anon Quote " none of us are as cruel as all of us "

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/17324805/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/17324805/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 00:34:43 PDT
nah ...so whats up anyway...im bak and seldom looking forward to skool ( which is an improvement to my usual feeling to skool) but yeah ...what have i missed...has kate asked christian out or vise versa yet???? bahahhahaha

Im a little tea cup short and stout here is my handle and here is MY POINT"
yes bahahahahah dont worry about that ...


i ask u all a question of major importance... " would u like to make love to my erotic half fish?>???

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/17233498/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/17233498/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 01:21:09 PST

bahahaha i knew that wood get pplz attentions ...well im off for about one week...so ill get bak to u all when i can

ill post another image before i leave tho...catch u all on da flip side

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/17125754/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/17125754/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 22:57:11 PST if anyone actually knows what i am talking about ( which i expect little of you do ) but omfg like sasuke has to be kidding himself, he coodnt possibly beat " Susano". its his last resort, what the hell, how much more powerful than amaterasu can it be...holy fuck ...people were rite itachi is truly a FUKIN OVERLORD OF THE GREATER GODS...

urgh im recovering from that chapter

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if ur interested in reading that chapter...and read the couple befor it ... i need to sleep on this...

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i saw ppl who wer dressed as the three remnants of sephiroth and sephiroth was there aswell... and there wer about 5 diff ppl dressed as tifa...

oh yeah and i saw zabuza...he had a cold

there was this girl ther who had dressed as vincent valentine from FF7 ...she looked amazing..she had red eye contacts she looked the part twas awsome

so wen i was leaving i was chatting to a mate and we passed a santa talking to a child...and she was wishing for a gift ...and santa sed make sure that u can share it with all of ur frends... and then i sed aloud..i wish for small pox...hehe they heard me ooopps

u guys dont kno what u missed out on... baha

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15898607/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15898607/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 04:12:47 PST
so skool is over, no more teachers, no more people AND I FINALLY GET TO HIBERNATE FOR A WEEK...oh yeah u heard right!!!!

so these holidays for me will include gaining a really big scar, bcoz iv started to push my thresholds with speed wen im riding...and so far its sorta worked and sorta jarred all my joints...MY KNEE"S ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR but meh, pain is what lets u kno that ur not dead...and it alows me to create a barrior at that level of pain... so maybe ill go get sum new wheels... the slashers are in green now...mine are yellow WOOT FOR YELLOW...

on tuesday i met luke howels younger brother Werm ( steven ) but i neva found out why is werm...anyway...he also bords and OMG i can easily say he is in the top 20 of the world... he might even be better than luke im not sure but its just the same with werm sept there is less hair ( lukes HAIRY) bah that reminds me of Hairy McLarey ..do u guys remember that... heh nice...

you kno... being witness to a 60kmph FB crash...it really really makes me want to do it...like i kno itd hurt and all..but think of the scar as an acheivment...showing that fear has no grasp on my neck...

i found out last weekend that there is a chance that i might go to china... for 3-4 years... and i thort thatd be awsome...and terrible..id be the only Fber in china i think...itd suk...oh yeh and my mates woodnt be there which wood kinda suk... no offence...
I DONT MAKE THREATS , i make promises

so until next time... BOMB THE HILL

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15822034/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15822034/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 14:09:47 PST This one opened twice
These two seem as smooth as silk, flush against my eyes
This one needed stitches and
This one came from rings
This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am Made Of Scars
Yes I am made of scars

This one had it coming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
This one was my fathers and
This one you can't see
This one had me scared to death,
But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!!

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

God, Don't you believe the hype?

And I will find a way
Everything you are I will betray
Oh, I swear that I will find a way
Everything you are inside me

This one was the first one
This one had a vice
This one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights
This one was the last one,
I don't remember how
But I remember blood and rain
AND I NEVER SAW IT COMING AGAIN

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

That's what I'm made of!!!

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ok...well as u shood kno wai-con 2007 is the weekend after this one now...so basically we need to organise when to go...where to meet...when to leave...and all that stuff...i vote for going on saturday ... we can train in from freo..and spend the day there.... so please get bak to me on this so we can all go together..!!!!

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15772829/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15772829/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 23:55:23 PST Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can't stay - because I can't be stopped
Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us
I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses
Let me tell you how it's gonna be
I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam
Same ol' shit in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - SHUT UP
Nobody gives a fuck
it doesn't change the fact that you suck

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But waht's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

I AM HATED
YOU ARE HATED
WE ARE HATED

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Idividuals, indispensable
I'm the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground

(We are) The anti-cancer
(We are) The only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what's inside of me, you'll never know
(We are) Bipolar gods
(We are) You know what we are
My life was always shit
And I don't think I need this anymore

(We Are) The source of conscience
(We Are) Distorted sentients
There's only one thing left
And I can't leave until it's sated
(We Are) The absolute
(We Are) Controlling you
They're closing in, I can't escape
I AM HATED

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ok so i decided for christmas im going to draw sasuke and garra..altho sasuke is santa and garra is rapped and the little tag on it ses amy hehe

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15730848/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15730848/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 05:57:30 PST so ...im going to spend this weekend drawing Orochimaru ( WHO RULES )
Itachi ( who i drew tonight but wont post til sunday night) Sasuke ( bcoz he is just a way to ledgendary shinobi

but yeah today i had carrot for recess altho i didnt bring any Bri supplyed me against her will. heheheheh im and teh boogey man FEAR MEH !!

" Now my dance moves will be twice as pop'n'fresh!!!!"
ROCK LEE AYE


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Left To My Ambitions I Find Myself Feeling
Short Of Breath And Losing Hope Again

When Will I Be Free
When Will I Feel Alive
I Am At My End And I Can't Breath

I Can't Breathe Everything I Do Is Useless
I Can't Do This On My Own I'm Fading
Too Many Times I've Left In Silence
This Time I Won't Give Up So Soon

Crying Out For Some Relief
I Keep Breaking My Own Heart
Giving Up On My Resolve
I Keep Trying But I Keep Failing
This All Seems So Familiar
I Think We've Been Here Once Before
Saying Sorry Once Again
Saying Sorry Once Again

I Can't Breathe Everything I Do Is Useless
I Can't Do This On My Own I'm Fading
Too Many Times I've Left In Silence
This Time I Won't Give Up So Soon

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15687990/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15687990/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:42:08 PST I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me
Wait a second and you'll settle down
I'm just waiting 'til you really let your guard down
You're relaxed, you're sublime, you're amazing
You don't even know the danger that you're facing
If I'm quiet, I'll slide up behind you
And if you hear me, I'll enjoy trying to find you

I've been with you all day
I'm trying to stay calm
I'm impatient and it's really hard to breathe
I'm going to empty you and fill you in with me
Just keep the violence down
Not yet - don't make a sound
Oh, God I'm feeling it
it's reaching fever pitch
My skin is caving in
My heart is driving out
No mercy, no remorse
Let nature take it's course

Watching - bring me to my knees
Waiting - I am your disease
Lover - Set my symptom free
Covered - You won't feel a thing
You can't stop me

I'm sweating through my veins
I'm trying to hold on
It's unbearable, it's almost worse for me
I'm gonna tear you apart and make you see - make you see

Watching - bring me to my knees
Waiting - I am your disease
Lover - Set my symptom free
Covered - You won't feel a thing
You can't stop me

This is the virus, the virus of life
This is inside us, the crisis, the knife
This is the virus, the virus of life
This is inside us, the crisis, the knife

It's almost time to play/it's time to be afraid
I can't control the pain/I can't control in vain
Oh God, I'm ready now/you're almost ready now
I'm gonna love you now/I'm gonna put you down
I see you in the dark/I see you all the way
I see you in the light/I see you plain as day
I wanna touch your face/I wanna touch your soul
I wanna wear your face/I wanna burn your soul

Watching - bring me to my knees
Waiting - I am your disease
Lover - Set my symptom free
Covered - You won't feel a thing
You can't stop me

This is the virus, the virus of life

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15643679/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15643679/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 01:12:28 PST Soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
As this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
And the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But oh, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
As We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed the cold mirrors
A Queen of Snows
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me for
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand in between?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
Their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She was Ersulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15598933/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15598933/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 01:21:20 PST So down like I’m drowning, so down like I’m dying
How about a song to pull the rug from under me
When I was O.K, when I was sane
When I found my way, Yeah
How about a warning when the body’s already dowsed
And It’s ready for burning, to late to learn
How about a reunion when everybody’s gone away
They don’t want to see you, They don’t want to find out that you’re doing O.K
Will you be the first one when things get me down
Will you be the first one to bring me around
Resurrect my sense of believing
Cause’ I sure could use the feeling
Got to get a handle, got to climb up another rung
I’m tired of being down, I don’t want to drown
I’m gonna walk, gonna walk, like a walking time bomb
I don’t want to go off, but I will if I’m forced to run
Will you be the first one when things get me down
Will you be the first one to bring me around
Resurrect my sense of believing
Cause’ I sure could use the feeling
Something in the way I feel, makes me want to run
There’s something in the way you lead me.
That stop’s my head from making my body go
How about a sad song to make me get further down
Got to get ahead got to climb another rung
Will you be the first one when things get me down
Will you be the first one to bring me around
Resurrect my sense of healing, Cause’ I sure could use it
Will you be the first one when things get me down
Will you be the first one to bring me around
Resurrect my sense of believing
Cause’ I sure could use the feeling

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15557143/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15557143/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 03:24:09 PST Five words to change your heart and mind.
In the heat of the sun I know you’re the only one.
You still can’t hold yourself together.

Alone... Alone...
You have this conversation to satisfy your most intimate inner thoughts.
Then you bite your lip when it matters most.
A shade of red in sight.
Can you taste the blood?
Taste it on your lips.

Rip the seam then I’ll show you,
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.

Your growing imagination preparing you for what your heart requires to say.
Then you bite your lip when it matters most.
A shade of red in sight.
Can you taste the blood?
Taste it on your lips.

Rip the seam then I’ll show you,
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.

Five words, repeating over in your head.
That’s all you ever have to do.
Five words. Is it really that hard to say?
You’re worth more than this
You’re worth more than this.

Rip the seam then I’ll show you,
How the strings become the stitches in your mouth.
In your silence we are louder.
When the strings become the stitches in your mouth.

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15555371/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15555371/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 22:54:29 PST Life is skittles and life is beer.
I think the loveliest time of the year is the spring.
I do, don't you? 'Course you do.
But there's one thing that makes spring complete for me,
And makes ev'ry Sunday a treat for me.

All the world seems in tune
On a spring afternoon,
When we're poisoning pigeons in the park.
Ev'ry Sunday you'll see
My sweetheart and me,
As we poison the pigeons in the park.

When they see us coming, the birdies all try an' hide,
But they still go for peanuts when coated with cyanide.
The sun's shining bright,
Ev'rything seems all right,
When we're poisoning pigeons in the park.

We've gained notoriety,
And caused much anxiety
In the Audubon Society
With our games.
They call it impiety,
And lack of propriety,
And quite a variety
Of unpleasant names.
But it's not against any religion
To want to dispose of a pigeon.

So if Sunday you're free,
Why don't you come with me,
And we'll poison the pigeons in the park.
And maybe we'll do
In a squirrel or two,
While we're poisoning pigeons in the park.

We'll murder them{ all }amid laughter and merriment.
Except for the few we take home to experiment.
My pulse will be quickenin'
With each drop of strychnine
We feed to a pigeon.
It just takes a smidgen!
To poison a pigeon in the park

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]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15528019/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15528019/ Fri, 16 Nov 2007 00:18:41 PST Inviting me inside of your life to grow

Everlasting setting sun
You’re my angel, you’re the only one
No one close and nothing compares in the end
We will be together again

I'm so mesmerized by the light you expose
Igniting a fire deep inside of my soul

Everlasting setting sun
You’re my angel, you’re the only one
No one close and nothing compares in the end
We will be together again

Darkness shall fall with the strength of us all
Darkness shall fall
Darkness shall fall with the strength of us all
It shall fall

I raise my white flag
It’s the last flag I’ll ever raise
Don't stay away
Staring at you and all you are
I believe
Yeah I believe
Yeah I believe

(So much sadness, what happened to happiness...)
Everlasting setting sun
You’re my angel, you’re the only one
No one close and nothing compares in the end
You’re my angel, you’re the only one

We will be together again

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15514874/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15514874/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 00:21:20 PST Oblivious to my outstretched arms. I would never do you harm.
Beauty beyond compare, tragically unaware.
Perfect, sublime, my chance lost for all of time.

SWALLOW more of the bullshit he feeds
I've seen you broken, crying down on your knees.
HALLOWED eyes, tears down a face so lost,
How I would kill to rip that motherfucker's face off

This is the last time i will try
Again, to reach for you.
The thoughts, they haunt, I see your face,
They never let...me...be!
I craved your touch, but all hope is lost,
I watched you fade away.
From the blackest depths, I say goodbye.
Lamentations for you...and... I

INHALE, suffer the endless neglect
I always wondered how much of you would be left.
YOUR WAY out was always known,
Why were u so frightened just to be... a...lone?

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15486980/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15486980/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 23:24:40 PST
im going for a Freebord now...and dont blame me if my reactions wernt fast enough to dodge the car

im so over this im considering options i shouldnt...

what are your opinions on suicide

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Woot i feel so refreshed ...i jsut got gome from a swim and i feel sooooooo good...( in a good way, so shut up terrence) ummmmmmmmmm...dot dot dot.

at the moment im just drawing a pic of a new sort of character that i hav in mind...she carries a weapon which is a like a hoop...but its a blade all the way around...and im also trying to get good at drawing KISSING woot
........PEACE OUT PEEPS


Your plague on my soul. Constant. Never ending
Oblivious to my outstretched arms. I would never do you harm.
Beauty beyond compare, tragically unaware.
Perfect, sublime, my chance lost for all of time.

SWALLOW more of the bullshit he feeds
I've seen you broken, crying down on your knees.
HALLOWED eyes, tears down a face so lost,
How I would kill to rip that motherfucker's face off

This is the last time i will try
Again, to reach for you.
The thoughts, they haunt, I see your face,
They never let...me...be!
I craved your touch, but all hope is lost,
I watched you fade away.
From the blackest depths, I say goodbye.
Lamentations for you...and... I

INHALE, suffer the endless neglect
I always wondered how much of you would be left.
YOUR WAY out was always known,
Why were u so frightened just to be... a...lone?

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15414311/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15414311/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 23:46:07 PST
Yea woot SLIPKNOT are coming next year...its going to be so ZOMFG'ly awsome i cant wait....its going to so freakin insane ill be going with amy...( not amy-chan ) and 2moro night (which is friday) IM GETTIN STONED FUKING WOOOOOOT!!!!! i cant wait coz then i can forget my problems

These are some lyrics which relate to how i feel atm

"You All Stare, But You'll never see. There's something insinde me"
Slipknot/Purity

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]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15348808/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15348808/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 16:06:42 PDT 1. Freebord in SanFran
2. Snowboard french alps
3. See Terrence, Kenece, AMYNATRIX on a FREEBORD!

Three Names You Go By:
1. Daniel
2. Marvin ( please use it )
3. Dan ( kenece is the only person who calls me by it )

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1. Chromaztic
2. Lethal-Dosage
3. Chromazone

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1. My Hands
2. Ability to FREEBORD
3. Ability to talk well

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1. English
2. GOD ( thats why im so GODLY/LEDGEND/AWSOME )
3. FOX ( thats why im so modest )

Three Things That Scare You:
1. Rain
2. Wet Roads
3. Angry dad

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. Verble expression of my awsomeness
2. MUSIC
3. To see friends

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. Im not..no one is home so im writing this journal naked OH YEA U JUST CHEESED URSELF DIDNT YA!!! lol


Three Of Your Favourite Bands/Musical Artists:
1. 36 Crazy Fists
2. Still Remains
3. Slipknot

Three Of Your Favourite Songs:
1. Sleepless Nights Alone ( Still Remains )
2. Eyeless ( Slipknot )
3. Stitches ( Haste The Day )

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1: No Clingyness
2: Ability to sing
3: Asthetically Pleasing

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order) [Guess which is the lie]:
1. FFR ROCKS
2. I enjoy the company of oxygen
3. I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1: PURPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( one persone will get that )
2: Eyes
3: Their Figure

Three Of Your Favourite Hobbies:
1. Freebording
2. Drugs'n'Beer
3. Drawing

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1. Oh u kno exactly what I want to do
2. Get stoned..coz iv felt like crap latley
3. FREEBORD ( with slide gloves )

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1: Blizzard matinence/ designer
2: GOD
3: Awsome Freeborder

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1. San Fran
2. Japan
3. France

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1. T.J
2. Sandro
3. Temari

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1. My love for sandro ( current god )
2. My interest in Lingerie
3. Oh and I just love pillow fights when im in my silkies...ROFL WTF!@

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1. I like being naked
2. I like being half naked
3: I'm OVERLY AGRESSIVE

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15311188/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15311188/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 04:04:43 PDT circle of self destruction
I wait for no one
move away or follow close
cursed with the thoughts of 'what could have been?'
the past has taught me you never... will... change

what you thought was love
haunts you just before you close your eyes
This crushing weight on my chest
I suffocate to speak your name
tie tight the noose around my neck
hold deep the knife within my back

you never heard me scream out to the sky
left alone in the ashes of my life
you never saw my soul ripping in two
as i destroy myself to be with you

The wasted time
i've spent on you
left me with nothing
to hold onto
the memories carved
on this face of stone
in my life's ashes
i burn alone

The friends
the fights
the sleep -
less nights
the love
the loss
the pain
the strife
the blood
the sweat
the tears
ive cried
our start
my end
our last
goodbye

you never heard me scream out to the sky
left alone in the ashes of my life
you never saw my soul ripping in two
as i destroy myself to be with you

The face you wear for me comes crashing down
i'll watch you cry and laugh without a sound
in the burning ashes of our lives
i say to you my last goodbye

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15311132/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15311132/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 03:55:32 PDT Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying
Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it

HANDSONMYFACEOVERBEARINGICAN'TGETOUT

Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying

You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die

]]> ~Chromatic93 http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15310300/ http://Chromatic93.deviantart.com/journal/15310300/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 01:14:00 PDT
Now im just getting angry...not at the problem at myself
Thanks again to all my mates who hav offered there help...

Now this is the last time ill be like this...*cough cough* the last time

***SSSIIIGGGHHH***

]]> ~Chromatic93