http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:CinnamonSugarVampire&section=today deviantART RSS for by:CinnamonSugarVampire en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:15:28 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24401445/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/24401445/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:21:49 PDT
Just came back from watching Bye Bye Birdie with my godmother (it was awesome).

Wanted to change the damn journal. It's been sitting there, on my profile, mocking me.

Besides all the usual emo bullshit that I hide from everyone, I am feeling rather awful. My hormones are dicking around with me in a BIG way. Don't know what the hell is going on in my own head. Do I like him/her. Do they like me back. Why the hell am I bitching at a primarily anonymous audience. Why am I bitching at an audience. Ugh.






I am so, so sorry. I didn't know. It's not stupid to use a comp to vent. I am so sorry.

Fuck.

-mackie

(this account is only being used for watching/faving etc. my art account is ~macadamiasnuts; please visit there to see anything new I put up)

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/23880648/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/23880648/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 10:41:19 PDT
Um, yes, so after a very long two months or so pointedly not checking my account, I have managed to accumulate >4000 devs and >1500 journals. I was tempted to take the ages to look through them, but yeah, honestly? Not gonna happen.

I FEEL SO FREE.

Generally, life is good, fun, and wheelchair accessible. I have eaten about a pound of Niagara-on-the-Lake fudge in the last three days and it was all so worth the stomach pain.

Um, I'm sick again (O_O; ) with tonsillitis, no idea when I'm gonna get those little fuckers outta my damn throat >.>

In other news, I have been working a bunch on original character stuff. Even though I haven't updated his account in forever, I hope to eventually.

I want to force you all (who's even watching me that I don't know irl...? >.> ) to read and fall in love with The Less Than Epic Adventures of TJ and Amal, being by far one of the best things ever. Artist goes by *bigbigtruck here. Her stuff makes me so happy, seriously, she is my idol. Her art has influenced mine so much in the last little while, it's not even funny. She's also turned me on to the glory that is Elvis Perkins. Especially While You Were Sleeping, which is my new favourite song. And the band Elbow. aaaaaah so wonderfulll

Also, HI OMG

I'm going to go back to reading something now.

zs;dghvnj almost forgot the reason for this journal

i r can has alt account?

Will prolly post most of my new stuff up there, and my sexy things, and my digital things, and my KnB things...




ugh I am so lonely, fghsdjfsajdfhg

Take care of yourselves.

-mackie




PS I NEED SOMEONE TO HELP ME UPLOAD AN ICON FOR ~macadamiasnuts BECAUSE dA HATES ME

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22217001/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/22217001/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 21:06:23 PST
Yah. Late journal is late So yes. l haven't updated since... wow, October. Yeah. Ahahahahah um. Sooo, I'm +2 sketchbooks behind and l'm not going to bother with them. l think. I WANNA TALK ABOUT SOMETHlNG LESS WEIRD NOW OKAY

So.

For christmas, I got many good artsy things. I got a box of twelve sketchbooks from my parents (not counting the other two I got from friends and other relatives) so I'm pretty much set for the next age and a half Also they got me greyscale PRISMACOLORS. Holy shit. And then refused to tell me how much it cost =_=;;

AND BEST OF ALL

I GOT THE TABLET I'VE BEEN BEGGING FOR

HALLELUJAH LAWDY

i am so happy right now I could cry, I really could ;v;




Also on the two-and-a-half hour drive home, I listened to the Phoenix Quill Retrospective and cried. Especially to the last two songs on the first dics. And then Empty Chairs at Empty Tables had me bawling like a little baby, mmnnn aaah I'm tearing up just thinking about it

no more

MUST GO TO BED

thank you and good night





]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20895944/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20895944/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 19:09:43 PDT
OH GOD I'M SICK AGAIN THIS IS THE THIRD TIME THIS MONTH MY THROAT IS DYING

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=> ILLNESS, AND THE CONSEQUENCES THEREOF

I slept through first period today. Woke up at 9.30. MISSED A MATH TEST which I ended up doing at lunch and I probably booooommmbbeedd it like NUCLEAR SIZE BOMBS. auuuuuuugh my head it is killing me >.> I keep not being able to sleep and then waking up super-late and and and oh fuckit my head hurts to much to thiiiiiiiink.


=> ART

About that sketchdump I was gonna do before, I have the 1/2 of the 1 1/2 sketchbooks I need to scan done...


=> NUIT BLANCHE

Nuit Blanche was fantastically fantastic. I spent the night wandering around with friends, laying on the ground, and singing. While laying on the ground. Unfortunately said friends started getting high and my darling Mattsiedoodle's bf showed up [WHO BY THE WAY IS A CREEPY DRUG DEALER/PUSHER AND IS AGAIN SO SO CREEPY WHAT SHE SEES IN HIM I WILL NEVER KNOW] and he gave her E and then I skipped out on them due to me being extremely uncomfortable around drugs of any kind, promptly leaving all of my stuff at my friends house. When I got home there were muffins. Yum, muffins. :]


=> SCHOOL

I am falling back into the not-doing-homework routine again. Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit this is not good, but I can't bring myslef to change my own habits. Goddamnit I hate having hormonal shit and procrastination disease.


=> IN OTHER NEWS

- I am totally getting into reading the OCTs around dA now... started paying attention to Law of Talos, which is freakytastic and made of win. I am now watching over 200 people, most only for their incredible comics. [I've recently found that comics really are my favourite art form. Pictures and art and stuff are great and all, but I jump around inside my brain when I see a comic with PLOT and GOOD ART and GREAT CHARACTERS and I have a fangasm over really great ones~~~] And also = HOLY SHIIIIIIT AUGH THIS IS FABULOUS MY TWO FAVE ARTISTS (*Coelasquid, *BlindKnight) IN THE ENTIRE OCT ARE COMPETING IN THE FINAL ROUND AND THIS IS ACTUALLY SUCH A BIG DEAL TO ME OH GODDDDDD

- is awesome. We must talk sometime.

- I MISS YOU OTOUTO I KNOW IT'S ONLY BEEN WHAT EIGHT HOURS MAX BUT STILL

- Mimit needs to get a dA account.

- ...FLASHING LIGHTS ARE DISTRACTING DAMN YOUR ICON MIFANG DAMMIT ALL

- I should really be doing homework right now.

- It amuses me how much I make references to weird shit and then no one ever gets it. But not only that I have a strange reference to almost everything, seriously... and they're all really odd... Like whenever I hear Djibouti in my head it turns into Shipoopi from the Music Man.

- WOW SARCASM. THAT'S ORIGINAL.

- Om nom nom deelishus potato.




http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20796829/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:50:08 PDT
Long time no update, ahaha... Well, life's been busy, and nee-chan's been very lazy. I offish have a sketchbook and a half to scan tonight (hopefully O_O; and I also want to eat pie. And I have about two hours to do this in. Oh noes.

In other news. I have a recently discovered hair-fetish, a new pair of boots that are too big for me (along with some lovely rainbow suspenders), and a total lust for Chad, Grimmjow, Ulquiorra, and Yoruichi. Hot damn they fine.

Shockingly, I am BORED. Why am I bored?! I have the internet, I should not be bored, dammit.

...Someone just knocked on my door. Whaaaaaaat.

Anyways. I am also writing, and stuff...



...



GAAAAAHH I can't think right now.

Will try not to sketchdump in a really massive way. Probably will not succeed. Need more tea.

Off to scan.



-CSV



PS THERE NEEDS TO BE SOME WAY TO USE PLZ ICONS ON LIKE FACEBOOK IT'S STARTING TO PISS ME OFF THE NUMBER OF MESSAGES I SEND WITH dA-CODE IN THEM GODDAMNIT.

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20048285/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/20048285/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 19:33:45 PDT
SO. Recent updates. Yosh.


=> ART.

I have finished the sketchbook I was scanning from before and have moved on to a shiny new one. As well as using a new pencil and eraser, seeing as I managed to lose mine in Orillia.

...I'll probably sketchdump soon if/when it comes down to it.

Also, during work doodling [see below] I started coloring Solution. Just FYI.


=> WORK.

I officially finished my first job (!!!) as of Friday. We got a hell of a lot of filing done, I had my first underling [my work buddy's 10yo son], I earned my first grand, and I succeeded in eating more pizza per week than I ever have before. Also, I wrote a lot of random drabbley things and did a lot of screencapping and MSpaint doodling. Wheeeeeeeeeeeee.


=> INTRANET.

GUESS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS GAIZ. That's right. Stalking people on dA and LJ. I'm a creeper little creep. Oh dearie me. >.>

But anyways. I have recently re-fallen in love with Bleach. I read through til chapter 239 on the seventh but nothing since then, and today I sat in my room and watched the first eleven eps in a row, which considering my internet ADD, was quite an astounding feat. BOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!

Also spent a lot (and I mean a lot) of time reading fics. I started reading a bunch of really dark and angsty SasuNaru ones, and have rediscovered my angst fetish. Mmmm angst. There's one which is fantastically fantastic, called Roommates... Warning for angst and really disturbing stuff. But yeah. Yummy.

Also in a sweeping fit of Jetko at the moment. Read Perfect Information. NOW. Seriously. Warning for citrus-ey fun. :>


=> GUESS WHAT RELATIONSHIPNESS YOU PROBABLY DON'T WANT TO READ. FEEL FREE TO SKIP.

So. I am single like a single thing. Rawr. Ph33r. My only problem is that I really don't know if I may have just screwed over another potential partnership. With the girl I was completely stupid over for months. Eeuuuugh. Totally spontaneous 'LOL DO U LIEK HER' things always catch me off guard and when I go deer-in-headlights I always end up sputtery and 'um wait what ah um no? WHAT WAS THE QUESTION WHAT WHAT AAAAAAH' and end up screwing myself over.

Romance sucks. Too complex. And I am assured that it only gets worse from here. >.> I repeat, eeuuuugh.


=> RANDOM FUN TIMES.

Went to the Exhibition with Gaara-my-luv. Went on lots of rides and went on fxcking insane foot-massagers and had fun drinking alien guts and discussed a potential AU Drarry fic (DM is a bleach-blond with bondage pants, HP is a [fairly] innocent farm boy at the stables. STRANGE HATELOVE SLASHY ROMAAAAAAHNCE ENSUES). Fun times. Veeeeeeery fun times.

ALSO! I have my cosplay for Honshou Chizuru almost done! I just need to modify the top and attempt to find glasses that resemble hers more than mine do. XP



AND THE APOLOGY.

I APOLOGIZE ENTIRELY FOR WASTING YOUR TIME ON THIS RANDOM MYSPACE SHIT. I DO HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL, BUT I DON'T KNOW ANYONE THERE SO I HAVEN'T UPDATED. AT ALL. AHEH HEH HEH UM.


~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/19378858/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/19378858/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 20:05:02 PDT NOTES;

This was mostly written three days ago at the office I'm working at for the summer. Just FYI. Also, my laptop space bar hates me.


WARNING THIS REALLY, REALLY, REALLY LONG JOURNAL WILL BE UNSETTLING AND POSSIBLY TERRIFYING IN ITS SPONTANEITY. AAAAAAAAH [waves plunger]

Ohayooo, internetly buddies. I am currently seated at a small circular table on rolly-wheels which holds a:

Computer;

Pair of Speakers;

Spiffy Comp Monitor;

CD Case;

Small Pile of Official-Looking Papers now covered in doodles;

Keyboard of Doom.

Awesomesauce.

SO.

I haven’t really updated in that long. I plan to totally sketchdump on Sunday, as a warning. THIS IS WHY I AM TYPING THIS. SRSLY. I AM NOT SLACKING OFF WORK AT ALL. >_>;; Which is why I am doing this when I am supposed to be filing boxes and papers. Oh god. Because of this job, I’ll be terrified of boxes forever. And files. And storage rooms in cod, spooky basements. Aaaaaaaaaaaaagh.

In other news, I am extremely in a goodish mood. Yay. My playlist on this comp loves me . ~LUCY IN THE SKY-Y WITH DIAMONDS…~

I am in a bit of an emotional spot right now. [SKIP THIS PARA IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO READ ME ANGSTING. IT IS PAINFUL AND WILL NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ANYONE NOT IN MY HEAD. D8<] I, um, I don’t know if certain feelings I have are good or bad, or lack of feelings, actually. It’s hard to say. “Sometimes the things you must wish for are not to be touched.” That’s what the witch said. I believe her. Sometimes, you want something and it looks so, so perfect, and you work and work and work on the slight possibility that you might get it eventually, maybe one day when you’re an old fogey. So you reach, higher and higher, and then something happens and the apple falls into your hand. But you’re not prepared, and even though you bite into it and it tastes sweet, you’re already full. You can’t put it back on the tree. You won’t let yourself drop it on the ground. So what do you do? You keep eating it until you feel sick. And by then you might not want another apple ever. (You can just give them to the shinigami, he likes them…

Yeah. If you read that and it made sense, shhhhhhh. If it didn’t, don’t even try. ♥

Also. MSWord on my laptop is dicking around and not letting me open it or any of the word!files… I really wanted to bring the Vatti story to work today. Damn.

Hopefully dad will have fixed it by the time I get home. (“Dad? I love you. Now fix my computer.”)

…WOW LOOK AT ME POINTEDLY NOT FILING WOOOOOOOOOOOO

In terms of uploads, I scanned a bunch of stuff two days ago and hopefully I’ll submit it today. I love my scanner. It’s so fucked up. ♥

SHAMELESS PLUGGING GOES HERE.

Surgeon General’s Warning just updated and I am so frigging happy it’s not even funny. Read it. Unless you don’t like yaoi. Or funny things. If you do, read it right. fxcking. now.


[THIS IS THE NEW STUFF.]

I am sunburnt. Again. This is all your fault, Giggles. A shoutout to her bf who is undoubtably one of the most awesome guys whom I have met in my meager existence and whom I have inexplicably managed to associate with pickle jars and ginger ale in my head. I love you in an entirely platonic way, Gluestick.

I should be sleeping right now.

...

...

BUT SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK.







SKETCHDUMPING NAO.

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18974498/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18974498/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 22:16:19 PDT
Even though I went through a lot of crap, I did my French presentation but not the assignment, what and my English and Geography assignments. WOO-CHA! My average might drop a few points due to the inherent 68% in Gym, but who really cares about a Gym mark? Srsly.

Just a few things to say. WITH TOTALLY DRAMATIC HEADERS FOR EXTRA DRAMA OR YOUR MONEY BACK

I am withdrawing.

It's been, what, two days now since I last saw my bffs at school? Already I'm going insane. Oh god. Mnh. *fetal position* WHY DOES NO ONE LOVE ME *sob*

I am in a lot deeper than I thought.

I dreamed about my girlfriend last night. I miss her, dammit. RAR. >E CALL ME LORETTA I LOST YOUR PHONE NUMBER AND MY CELL IS SPAZZING OUT GNRKGHUAHAUAHDJUASDFHa:sdG Krfg;kds;

I am still in shock.

I'm still reeling over lack of grade nine. WTF. There isn't any work to put off. This doesn't make sense. If this keeps up, I'mma hafta ask my mom for homework assignments just to keep myself sane.

I am an idiot.

Well, maybe not an idiot, but I'm up at one in the morning on a gorram laptop typing overdramatic shit on my dA journal. I haven't had more than four hours of uninterrupted sleep in months, due in part to a genetic predisposition to Not Sleeping Ever and in part to a strange addiction/obsession with the internet which involves me getting up at five every weekday to read fanfiction or CFUD.

AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT

I AM TOTALLY PIMPING OUT off*beat BECAUSE IT IS UNBELIEVABLY WONDERFUL AND AWESOME

AND WOLF'S RAIN, BECAUSE IT MADE ME BAWL LIKE A LITTLE KID AND IT IS ALSO INCREDIBLE TO THE POINT OF UNBELIEVABILITY




...That is all. HAVE A GREAT FIRST TECHNICAL DAY OF SUMMER KIDDIES~ I LOVE YOU ALL~

PS YOSH!

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18841280/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/18841280/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 16:24:22 PDT
In other news, I am dead of procrastination. Seriously. I have... three culminating assingments and two presentations due Monday, and I haven't started... let me see... three projects and one presentation. Go me. Wooooo.

So, I am sitting here, typing away, when I am supposed to be doing my English and Gym essays [wtf, seriously, why does my gym mark involve essay writing aaaaaagh] and I decided to do WHAT?

But of course! To waste my time on dA!

So I am scanning and uploading a crapload of stuff now. I am considering TOTALLY SKETCHDUMPING on you all, but I may upload at a timely pace... Hmm...

Also? Be warned the majority of the art I'm doing now is FANART and possibly OC bl. If you don't know what that is, then you are missing out on a lot.

AND OH YEAH I HAVE A GF HOW FREAKING AWESOME IT THAT

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/17699209/ http://CinnamonSugarVampire.deviantart.com/journal/17699209/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 12:52:00 PDT
This is my first journal. Geh. I should really be doing the three overdue projects which I have to hand in on Monday. Double geh.

But, I HAVE FIGURED OUT MY SCANNER. AND I AM GOING TO POST A CRAPLOAD OF OLD PICS I SHOULD'VE PUT UP AGES AGO. OH BOY~

Anyways. So I am going back through my last two sketchbooks now. Aheh heh heh. (It's mostly fanart~ )

I love you my dears, and goodnight~

-CSV~

]]> ~CinnamonSugarVampire