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sorry i havn't been on in a verrrry long while^^
Hope u guys had an awesome thanksgiving and are ready
for Christmas
i am hehe
]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6724094/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6724094/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 19:18:00 PDT no one at all...
no holds me up
they just let me fall
all of them
all of them stare
not at me!
through me!
like im not even there
but when im pain they see me
they laugh at me too
they dont care for my feelings
or anything i do
im shadow
walking this world alone
without a shred of hope
only hate to the bone


no one would ever shed tears for me
if i died...they'd probably be tears of joy... ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6650200/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6650200/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 10:35:33 PDT ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6548258/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6548258/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 17:42:29 PDT ...well sort of
im sorry...i haven't even been on for weeks
its weird actually...anyway i missed you guys(and girls)
hey...tell me what u guys think of this poem


Passion

How i've longed
for that burning flame
when lust-filled thoughts
of passion came
to me--my heart
full of my deepest desires
heats up my soul
like a kindle of fires



this came to me when i was just sitting down, taking a test in class....weird huh?....i have to admit...it seems kind of mushy to me...lol ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6211280/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6211280/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 21:02:03 PDT no matter what pains life pulls you through
But if your friend should stab your back,
then a pure heart she dares to lack
but if the heart can be replaced,
and all of the past troubles faced
with the hatreds of the heart erased...
then the only question here at stake
Is whether you allow your friendship
to take its place? ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6211279/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6211279/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 21:02:00 PDT no matter what pains life puts you through
But if your friend should stab your back,
then a pure heart she dares to lack
but if the heart can be replaced,
and all of past troubles faced
with the hatreds of the heart erased...
then the only question here at stake
Is wether you'll allow true friendship to take its place ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6015448/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/6015448/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 18:50:33 PDT i was sent on a very unpredicted trip
to my dad...and didnt even get to say bye...
how rude and now have hundreds of stuff to read
...anyway im glad to be back. and if you ask me that trip did alot of good...i fell happier than ever before...i dont even want to kill myself anymore...for now...

home sweet home ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5908702/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5908702/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 21:44:59 PDT i have noticed lately that most of my journals have been a bit...
depressing in a way, and that, thats basically all i talk about...stuff thats depressing...i tried stopping....but i've been so hateful lately and i dont know why. maybe im just wierd..anyway
i was wondering...well...is it wronge to hate a person for liking them...or to hate a person just out of spite?...u know...just looking at them or talking to them and just...hating them
(not racism though) ill die before i become a racist...i just...really need to know
]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5887452/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5887452/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 15:48:28 PDT and what i loved
i now hate...
i have no emotions
and pain is my fate
for me to change my life
its far too late...
friends for the future...
i dont care to make
if i go to bed...
i dont care to wake
because the pain took
i can no longer take
and the life ive been living
was just a fake
like being betrayed by your lover
your partner....or mate...
but of all these things
i still cant help but think...
what makes life worth living? ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5860239/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5860239/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 19:28:27 PDT everytime you get over one
theres always another right after it
whats the point of living
if you do nothing but suffer all your life?
sometimes i wonder if living is actually worth
all of this pain i feel over and over again...
some people say it is
some say its not...
but i guess it depends on how bad u have it...
but no matter how hard it gets...
someone always has it worser...
...so i guess if the pain i feel
is this bad...
i feel sorry for everyone else
because this pain is horribe ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5851400/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5851400/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 21:12:12 PDT i didn't know what to type
my hands are numb
and i feel dumb
cause i don't know to type

i don't know what to do
i didn't know what to do
my friends are gone
and now i'm all alone
cause i didn't know what to do

i lost my heart that day
i lost my heart that day
but the pains still here
and now i live in fear
cause i lost my heart that day... ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5848464/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5848464/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 15:10:38 PDT can one take the blame
for their friend who wont stand up?

why should one
keep encouraging another
if all they want to do is give up?

is it wronge to love?
or right to hate?
your life if it doesnt go your way
if you dont like your fate?

would you change it to make it better...
even if it means making someone else's worse?

can a person truly be that heart-less?
can the heart even hold such darkness?

on this dark, cold, world
in the dark shadows of death
nothing for sure is certain... ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5785444/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5785444/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 20:42:30 PDT i feel love...
and yet, so much pain...
i feel so many things...both wonderful...
and horrible...
sometimes i have so much hope and joy!....
and then in a flash...
its gone...only a deep hopelessness of pain, sorrow and despair remain...
i question my worth and sometimes my existance....
and even the existance of others...
do i really feel...
am i really here...
if this is a dream...
i wish it was...then the pain isnt real...the pain ive felt for so long...endured for so many cold and dark years...wasnt real...just a vast dream from my subconcious mind...one i am soon to wake up from!...but
it isnt...and the pain is real and it will follow me.....
though eternity...i truly am...
alone
]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5785265/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5785265/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 20:22:07 PDT a stranger walks alone
down a frozen path
to him unknown
should he ever rest and stop
or turn around
he'll forget place
and lose his ground
even if he doesnt
and he stays on track
he'll never see his home
he can never go back
an outcast to his native land
a lost soul never to be found again
he will wonder on
cold and alone
until there's nothing of him left...
but ash and bone... ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5784678/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5784678/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 19:13:34 PDT just as they are easy to mend if you know the right words to say...but a wound near the heart will need to be tended with much more then words of love to mend itself...to find the solution u must know the problem...as they say however, a wound that is nothing but skin deep can be satisfied with an apology of the one who caused the wound but has to be accepted by the wounded...
the deeper the wound is
the more pain it'll cause later on. even if it may seem harmless at first glance,
mend the wound anyway
say your sorry, ask for forgiveness
forget the past and focus on the future ahead
u'll never know where your going if you're walking with your head down...
so hold it up! ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5773633/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5773633/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 16:27:21 PDT say something...
do something...
see everything...
feel anything...
just be! ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5736659/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5736659/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 17:40:14 PDT "they say a persons anger grows only to hate...
and that hatred knows no bounds...
nor the destruction that
could result from a blind heart,
even though the eyes can see...
just as the tounge can tell a story,
but not all the words be true
and just as the mind can show an image
and the person holding it believes it...
only a fool would believe in anything...
and the greedy believe in nothing...
but only a true wiseman can tell the boundry
between what's foolish and what's true... ]]> ~ComicQueen http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5736652/ http://ComicQueen.deviantart.com/journal/5736652/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 17:39:11 PDT i never want to leave the dA even for a sec...but i always end up having to go to bed or somthing . but ive been having an awesome time and have made alot of new friends...im so glad! ]]> ~ComicQueen