http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:CosmicZ&section=today deviantART RSS for by:CosmicZ en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 31 Dec 2009 20:06:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/29259791/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/29259791/ Mon, 28 Dec 2009 14:50:23 PST [link] Most likely my best ever so far... if youd like a download let me know ^^ i love this creation of mine.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/29117935/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/29117935/ Tue, 22 Dec 2009 22:13:38 PST
Make up your mind Z!

Aye AYe CAPIN Z O.O! most of my gifts are in anthro, so i gotta get my butt in gear and get this laptop off my lap for once. see.. lotsa you are lucky with your fancy pantsy desktops and a desk to draw on, and i have a big ol 17 inch monster on my legs XD just kidding. but it does get in the way of drawing..

i got this big plan for a Christmas gift to everyone, and im gonna make it with all characters in their original form not all one type like my 12,000 hit one... i felt bad about making shadow anthro for the first time in history >.> .

OMG gladiators!!!! *swords clash *PISH PISHINGK* O.o;; O.e;;

....anywho

ive spent 20 minutes on this journal cuz i dont know what to say.... GLADIATORS ATTACK MY PROCRASTINATION!!! gladiators: GRRRAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH *procrastination is brutally slaughtered*

-------end random smorgaflunk.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/29072622/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/29072622/ Sun, 20 Dec 2009 22:40:35 PST ChainedUnderwater ^^

[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend

[x] You have your own room.

[x] You own a cell phone.

[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.

[ ] Your parents are still married.

[x] You have more than 2 best friends. i have 3 XD ~ChainedUnderwater ~HondaWhiteFox ~JPword

[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 4


[x] You dress how you want to.

[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.

[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.

[x] You have never been beaten up.

[x] You never cry more than twice a month.

[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.

[ ] Your room is big enough for you.

[ ] People don't use you for something you have.

[ ] You have been to a concert.

T 0 T A L: 10


[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.

[ ] Your parents let you have a myspace. i choose not to use mine

[ ] You get allowance.

[x] You collect something normal. marbles?

[ ] You look forward to going to school.

[x] You don't wish you were someone else.

[ ] You play a sport.

[ ] You do something after school.

T 0 T A L: 12


[/] You own a car. not yet ^^ i wont count it though

[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.

[ ] You are happy with your appearance.

[x] You aren't self-conscious at all.

[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.

[x] You have friends.

T 0 T A L: 15

[x] You know what is going on in the world. ....sadly.

[x] You care about so many people. yes i do ^^

[x] You are happy with your life.

[ ] You know more than one language.

[x] You own a pet.

[ ] You know the words to 5 songs

[x] You don't have any enemies. not that i know of

[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 20

Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy

and i never expected 60% o-o

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28983835/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28983835/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 15:50:05 PST [link] Z, [link] Toxic Paws.

ignore their flickeryness....

other than making that, ive been making avatars for ~ChainedUnderwater's new club called "Elemental Wolves Club" so far i have a few wolves done, and even if these avi's themselves are impressive, ive still got alot to make! and no im not going by the stupid 6 witchcraft elements >.> im making as many as possible, one is even the element of the moon. XD so far heres a chart of wolves done

Ice: 100%
Moon: 100%
Darkness/Evil: 20%
fire: not started
water: not started
lightning: not started
earth: not started
light: not started
forest: not started
poison/toxic: not started nor do i have a design o.o
Air: not started (but i have a feeling this one will be very fun to make.)
Sun: not started. i dunno if i need to do this one thanks to okami >.> wouldnt hurt to make my own, plus these arent gods..

mentions.

Space?
time?
mind?
spirit?
alpha? like 'the one' it can have a pinch of everything

and your wolf can be anything. just like the moon character, he was out of no where. but i have lots of work now AWAAAAAAAY *randomly flies away*

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28950415/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28950415/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 19:46:27 PST Zach

2. Nickname(s)?
Z, Champ, Zach attack.

3. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
i think it was my great great grandfather

4. Age?
20

5. Favorite fruit?
I dont eat alot of fruit, but i like bananas or apples XD

6. For or against same sex marriage?
nope

7. Are you allergic to anything?
So Far, Grease or fry oil.

8. Are you bisexual?
i think not...

9. Have you ever slept in someone else clothes?
i think but i was too little to matter

10. How many U.S states have you been to?
all but Rohde island and Australia

11. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
1

12. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
not lived, but i have been to canada twice

13. Name something physical you like about yourself?
not alot >.>

14. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
If mentally yeah, i like the way i think XD

15. Do you have any pets?
i honestly only own 2 dogs and a bird. but my mom has like.... 8 dogs and 2 cats 3 horses and a sheep...

16. What is your dream car?
Audi A3 and up

17. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Michigan ^^

18. Are you bipolar?
it runs in the family.. but i highly doubt i am o.0

19. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive?
dont matter to me

20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
Movie, or a spiffy restaurant

21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
i cant....

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
nnnnnnnnnope

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
ive hardly EVER been kissed >.>

24. What was the last text message you received:
something about my brother.

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nope fraid of heights id puke at the top ._.

26. Have you ever white water rafted?
nope

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
>.> no way

28. Are you racist?
no. thats impossible these days. even if it was im not.

29. What song are you listening to right now?
well not now but earlier i was listening to the Gummy Bear song, and saying Wolf instead of bear XD

30. What's your favorite song at the moment?
always has and always will be, Adagio For Strings.

31. What was the last movie you watched?
Transformers 2

32. Where was the last place you went besides your hous?
work.

33. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
nope its pointless

34. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
No?

35. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
is she a player or a lover?

36. Do you smoke?
nope

37. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
well i think the last thing ive ever drank from there, was a french vanilla latte. (i think)

38. Say something totally random about yourself:
I DO ANYTHING TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPEH!!! XDDDDD

39. Do you have an iPod?
yep SHUFFLE FTW

40. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
no >.> if i did then the celeb might be out of style XD

41. Do you have freckles?
nope

42. Are you comfortable with your height?
no >.> im short to alot of people younger than me...

43. Do you love someone right now?
Yep, but shes not my date *zips lips*

44. How tall are you?
6ft

45. Do you speak any other language other than English?
i wished i could speak german

46. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no actually.

47. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
....shes not going to if i have anything to say about it.

48. Do you watch MTV?
Nope

49. What's something that really annoys you?
well alot. but being criticized for my individuality pretty much ticks me off then and there

50. Do you like Michael Jackson?
well i thought he was a nice guy. very misunderstood.

51. Have you ever surfed?
Nope salt water hates me

52. Do you know how to pump gas?
yep

53. Do you drive?
YEP

54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
1 am

55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
no T.T

56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
once.. i think i popped my neck out of place really bad. and i couldnt hold my head up at all.

57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
yeah but i was little

58. What's your favorite s... ]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28834452/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28834452/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 20:26:43 PST
but it is about time i payed more attention to em, again, and again... and...

ive been using a mechanical pencil here lately, puts a sharper edge around areas, if not all over the page. very useful on long hair.

also been straining my money lately, low on cash, im sure everyone is because of the holidays. im having to buy the rest of my car now, $535 to go now, and ive only got $10 period to last me all week, but everytime ive said that to someone, i get lectured about how much that "they" get to keep. sure its hard everyone has their own issues but i say (talking to the person who has it worse) HEY! IM NOT USED TO THIS YET. so you are going to hear me talk about my issues until im used to it.

i dont like being that way but someone telling me that my problems are nothing, when my problems are something to me, is degrading T.T

anyways im so sick of complaining im sure all of you are tired of hearing like everyone at work.

ive been drawing in back drive thru on receipts and putting the small pics on big paper later on, ive really been experimenting with multiple stances and actions which is exactly what i need. and being so active in the back brings alot of ideas pumping in my head, ive been carrying pens and my mechanical pencil in my pocket from now on to "be prepared for anything so epic, that must be drawn instantly then and there without hesitation!" lmao! XDDDD

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28641753/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28641753/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 00:20:45 PST
ive drawn a few things, but ive been 'thinking' on pictures before i draw them, and ive been drawing em while im working too! XD!! 1st window in drive thru, theres a surprising amount of waiting on the line to move o.0; and i can draw a ok good shape in a few seconds ^^ which had me surprised, but i hate bragging >.
realistic stuff has really been in my mind, which is good because even my fantasy characters like Toxic is becoming more real (mainly on the hair detail) and Z is (as i said) gonna be changed alot around his head. but after im done thinking about it, and actually put it on paper, i feel its gonna look very nice ^^.

small out of no where rant now: dont have to read this

grrr, i. errr. ok! a friend at work, she draws stuff too. well i dont know what she calls drawing, more like looking at something and drawing it. she had a picture, that was what looked to be a woman under a sheet like fabric, that was originally drawn by leonardo devenchi (couldnt spell it) she took a small printer sized paper print, and 'drew' it on a much larger paper. problem is. it sadly looked the EXACT same as the smaller one, as if it was only printed on a bigger page. and i know what kind of gleam graphite or charcoal has, and that looked printed... another thing is, EVERYONE BELIEVED HER! and was RUBBING IT IN MY FACE!! T.T people come ON! not to mention when her parents found out that i was an artist, they made sure to boast about hers. i really wanted to come up to her, and tell her and her parents very politely, draw something without looking at ANYTHING. then talk to me T.T... artists can draw in many forms and be appreciated the same and i acknowledge that. but I find the most quality in art when they don't have to see anything or have a Reference to draw it. the only image that should be used is the one you have in your mind, to me. i know people work differently, and they have their reasons, im not putting anyone out in saying those things.

but when someone of the likes come up and RUBS a stupid (could be) PRINT in your face and tells you that they drew it, how would you feel? what would you say, or like to say? o.o simple. you would get a tad upset. but i let it roll off my shoulders like everything else... but its sad though, they were all about my art until then. now they're all quiet, until they see me making something new!! XD!!!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28518572/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28518572/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 20:56:13 PST 3 i dont have alot to say on other subjects so just thought id let you all know..

also, in order to make these changes on certain characters might render their original design, one is Z. because ive noticed drawing his hair all over his head, has made him more look more 'furry' than a wolf around his head. so i will attempt to pull his appearance on the 'wolf side of the force' XD!!! might even quit with the 'all over the head' hair and might just leave his 'wing' as my brother says.

toxic paws sadly wont look very realistic hardly. its tough to make that much hair realistic: and have two colors like green and blue to tend with. but i will try my best ^^.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28401351/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28401351/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 18:21:21 PST
Im very sorry for that everyone. -.-

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28378316/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28378316/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 15:28:12 PST
is everyone just in a slum or what? ive been trying to stay happy, but from what ive heard from alot of my friends, it just isnt what its cracked up to be anymore...

i feel like everyone is getting tired of me trying to help them too... and i feel weak, because im not getting the acknowledgment that i used to.. sure same tactics can get old after a while, but IF they WORKED then THEY CAN WORK AGAIN! deny it all you want. but its the truth. God never gives up!!

this explanation is meant for everyone not one person. bottom line, i have put in Alot of effort to make everyone happy and at peace. but its not a one man dance, YOU have to do your part too. by not thinking of whatever might be putting you down, when ever it comes up and say 'no' in real life, if you have to SCREAM IT and dont be shy. because you are telling that negative force (a demon of torture) that is making you sad, that you WILL NOT believe what it is telling you will happen, and that God will come through with it.

friends in need, ive been in every way possible trying to be nice about this whole ordeal, and its hard to be nice with such situations. and the only way anything that i do can be effective is if both parties are participating. so uh "hint hint"

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28324037/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/28324037/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 22:50:35 PST
]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27969660/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27969660/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 22:32:09 PDT
this is a verse i feel everyone can use for encouragement. i had a feeling the Bible had SOME THING in it that could speak of this more bold than i could in my life. i just didn't know where to look until now

Philippians 4:6-7

Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything; tell God your needs, and don't forget to thank Him for His answers. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will keep your thoughts and your hearts quiet and at rest as you trust in Christ.

and when you think the time is right... pray this out loud, [link] the combo together feels truly amazing. SO! take those verses and Prayers to heart! im gonna set em as my signature and stuff like that to spread the love XD!.

a 'new me' has hit the earth this week o.o not only am i fixing my relationship with God. but i have changed eating habits too! ive been trying to eat Salads, YES salads... i had the first salad in almost 2 years yesterday ! that's gonna have to change, because see for the first time ever, i experienced heart burn, for a day and a half. reason i say a half is because that's when i eat the salad, surprisingly i felt refreshed. i didnt feel like there was a rock or something the size of a baseball in my stomach, nor did i lose my appetite as quick. because usually if i eat alot of particular greasy food, it feels like i get full all of a sudden o.0; or like if i eat another bite il puke. >_>

but yeah things are looking a little up for me, but i gotta stay focused and try not to slip up. lately Okami was great. its an excellent game and story but after playing it for a total of 30 hours in game play, it tends to get old... not to mention it is big on supernaturals, and is not good for Christian's trying to stick to the first commandment... because good ol' Ammy though i denied it all through the game is considered a "god".. but knowing me i played it for the wolf, not the god.

anywho that's whats been up with me, theres alot o.o

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27919871/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27919871/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 09:09:23 PDT
ive been going through alot of pressure this week over numerous things ranging from my job, to home, and back to my job again. i had to call for a day off because i couldnt handle it, im trying to set myself right with God is a small reason of it, lately it seems like ive needed him alot this week... and my boss is in the air about my mom not getting me to work on time and blaming me for it, though im not the one driving! -.- he had to cut my raise over it. i told him i was getting a car by the end of the month and that i was to start driving myself to work, his eyes lit up and said "you getting that car is the most awesome thing to happen right now, you could be here anytime you wanted then!" and he also said "when you get that car, im gonna start writing a new review to see if your timing has improved, the minute you get that car is the minute i start the camera rolling." so...

as for art, ive been kinda dead over reasons that i cant discuss, i could be going down for a while, mabye...

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27676699/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27676699/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:58:27 PDT Wolfsister333

1- Post these rules.
2- Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves
on their journal.

My 10 Stuffs:

1. I need to pay more attention to my wolves.
2. i have a funny animation idea.
3. Ive been making animations on sites to get views here.
4. I have been working on an album called M.O.D.E: Breaker.
5. i know Someone who is willing to buy that album.
6. I have been craving Chicken lately.
7. i love fixing Computers
8. I have two custom tags, "proud to be a wolf" and "Z the wolf"
9. I occasionally play my piano.
10. i love spongebob YTP's

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27606597/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27606597/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 21:42:35 PDT
one word of three. WTF! i am doing what i did again sometime. i put my link on another site, but i linked it FROM something else hard to explain so i wont. no im not stealing, its my media but im putting it on others sites. very active ones apparently o.o;

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27582245/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27582245/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 16:02:39 PDT [link] took me a while to make this one night but this is a Adventure Level on Spore Dedicated to that little Angel. XD

ive been drawing in photoshop ALOT, well ive been hand drawing stuff and scanning it into the computer, then editing it with that. but ive come up with some wicked fur design patterns i might look a few up, mabye get some new brushes to make a better turn out IF this photo shop version is able to get brush downloads o.0; if not i will have to wing it...

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27476337/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27476337/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 20:13:17 PDT
Tags me

YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!
Here are the rules:
-Post these rules in your journal.
-Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
-Tagged people should write a journal/blog about these facts.
-In the end, tag and name 8 people.
-Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged! (i dont feel up to doing this sorry)

1: Im in to BLT's (hold the T) lol
2: My "Skin" is allergic to Grease.
3: I have Two Dogs with names that are other names for my favorite Elements, Misty (water) And Snow (Ice)
4: I would love to own a Sophisticated Wolf one day...
5: 10.000 PV's is SO around the corner
6: Sickness has impaired my concentration on drawing x.x
7: Im Back into Pokemon. (everytime i have posted a journal i dont think ive said i wasnt o.0)
8: I just had a really sexy picture of rose just hit my mind o.o;;;;;; DONT WORRY ITS CLEEEEAN!!!!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27429012/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27429012/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 13:03:18 PDT [link] this baby! part of the MODE series i came up with! il make an official cover sometime later. this is number 9!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27160351/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27160351/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 22:21:36 PDT [link] !!! =3 art video!!!!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27100448/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27100448/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:37:40 PDT
but i will say this.. Both my sister and my brother quit working at McDonalds in a month period and its wore down on me, my sister got in a fist fight with my mom and ended up moving away, while my brother violently blessed everyone out at mcdonalds. i was the one that referred them for the job so hopefully i wont get looked down upon for two wastes of time... -.-

As for Art, Every time i pick up my book something just HAS to stop me... im working on so much and i cant finish em. im trying so hard because i want to stay sane.

thats all i got today...

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27013100/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/27013100/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 10:56:22 PDT -What's your most embarrassing moment?
-What's the scariest moment of your life?
-What's the most hilarious thing you can think of?
-What's your idea of a fun night out?
-What's your idea of a fun day out?
-What do you consider boring?
-What, in your eyes, is utterly disgusting or inhumane?
-Do you own a pet? If so what's his/her name?
-What do you aspire to be?
-If you could change one thing about yourself, what is it?
-What's your greatest fear?
-If you saw someone's wallet on the road, would you return it or take it?
-When's your birthday, and what's your zodiac sign?
-What's your favorite (anything)?
-Who's your greatest enemy?
-Who's your best friend?

The sixth question is always:
-We're done with this Q&A, what did you think/how did you feel?

here's my 5:

-What's your greatest fear?
Z: hmm! well uhh. either fire, or bee's....... Damn those bee's!!

-When's your birthday, and what's your zodiac sign?
Z: VERY good question o.0....... that would have to be the very first time that i was drawn... which was.... March 7th.

-Who's your greatest enemy?
Z: honestly it would have to be my brother..... Nitro... we've had some epic momments...

-What's your favorite song?
Z:

-Who's your best friend?
Z: That would be few people actually ~HondaWhiteFox ~Wolfsister333 and
~Kit128

-We're done with this Q&A, what did you think/how did you feel?
Z: i feel like ive let people know me alot better.

I tag

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26997519/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26997519/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 14:10:29 PDT
]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26866989/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26866989/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 22:55:26 PDT
not to mention my week or weeks per say have been a living nightmare. (warning barrage of complaints) ive constantly been mentally psychically tired, my eyes wont stay open, my moms dog keeps bombing my clothes everytime i wash em, my mind is squash, i can stay focused, i feel like im letting alot of people down, ive became very careless over everything, ive missed everyone here, im highly uncomfortable, and on top of it all im dodging my dermatitis the best i can.

if your still reading this im willing to do anything to draw. or sleep... ive been studying anatomy again only not on the body but this [link] the true anthro.... i dont consider it a werewolf though... werewolves to me are the more violent, less intelligent type. but this will hopefully help me improve.

im gonna go fall on my face now, aaaaand not get up until i can move.

*THUD*

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26724095/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26724095/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 22:40:37 PDT
ok mini Spazz over... art went to a stop again but something will make me draw again. hmmm *thinks of a few ideas* well i dont have alot that most would be interested in honestly. some have nothing to do with OC's and im afraid they wont get 'as much' attention.

oh man i made the most devastatingly evil looking creature on Graffiti Kingdom... im may or may not post him. his name is Choan, a blue and black fire wolf with LIME green accents. aaaand his ears almost looks like horns.. o-0

one of my ideas was. ive wanted to honestly........ change Z's Appearance dramatically......... but its not permanent. arctic white color and black Tiger like stripes, his hair is white as well, and glowing bright blue and yellow eyes. left eye is yellow and right is blue. of course! he is still going to have his hair style X3 thats NEVER going to change.

this makes Z and Toxic Pawz have a second style. and Z's is a BIG Difference. hm.... i dunno about alternate Jackson and Rose... >.> nah.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26657216/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26657216/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 18:56:05 PDT
but now im going to be sad..

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26473320/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26473320/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 21:50:40 PDT
The Pictures they want are. *sorted by most recent*:

Thomas the Train, by Maria.
A Tattoo of a Cross appearing through Ripped skin, By Robbie.(this i will have a hard time handling.)
And a Dolphin jumping Out of the ocean, by Fred.

Now i feel there's another one i just dont remember who it was or what they wanted.

To tell you the Honest to God truth, i would have never expected to draw Thomas the Train in my life! this was a shocker yet a unique favor. i will definitely need a reference to look at before i start drawing it, or while im drawing it.

And Get this! Robbie wanted his as a tattoo! A TATTOO!! something that lasts until you are dead and gone. i ought to charge him a little more over the intentions. but there could be something to throw a wrench in the situation, he could get moved or fired from a things he had done in the past.

im patiently waiting for someone to request one that goes on my level. y'know Canine or furry in general. id be glad to do that.

but i look at it this way. at least im making my step dad eat his words. ^^

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26326581/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26326581/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 21:13:27 PDT [link] Took 3 days including the the amount of time i had to work. other than that total process would've been 1 1/2 hours or so. Tetris VS Hungarian Dance!! Composed by Moi.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26271262/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26271262/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 07:57:36 PDT
Art is Stalled. its not an art block but my Art book's Zipper broke and i can hardly get it open, leaving me with hardly any motivation. il get a new one as soon as i can.

my brother has moved away so im collecting pokemon cards again, hopefully i can get back to where i was.

music has been booming, new stuff everywhere. but i never finish it. XD *needs to do so.*

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26073769/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/26073769/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 19:40:51 PDT XD

~Rules~

{1}.Post these rules

{2}.Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.

1. I eat Ketchup, mustard and Sweet'n'sour sauce Double Cheeseburgers.
2. Im Highly HIGHLY jealous over [link] il explain why later...
3. im working on a picture i hardly consider posting here. il explain later
4. Total up my Being Single years might rank up to 15 years.
5. I love to Raise peoples Spirit's through Enthusiasm.
6. i have a new signature. ;3
7. me Meeting Another furry is like meeting someone I've have met before.
8. I own 6 Wolf Shirts now

And the people I tag are no one, i dont have enough friends that will do this to match 8. i have like only 4.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25927950/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25927950/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 19:07:19 PDT
ok im happy now. ive missed this place! I got alot of photos!!! il post most of em, i didnt make as many drawings like i thought i would make. =/ i was occupied by everything under the sun... most of it has been with the new Spore expansion, and my brother getting married as well.

i got 6 new wolf shirts! they are ALL very beautiful! im gonna post a photo of them all too.

thats all i got to say right now.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25682330/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25682330/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 20:24:06 PDT

im saying this because last time i forgot to and it had EVERYONE worried sick. 0.o; but yeah its gonna be neat and ideas will flow out on paper like wildfire, i hope. right now im working on one with Jackson and Rose called *Precious Moments*. I wont say! XD hopefully I'll have it up before camp.

SEE YAL LATER!!!!!

WAAAIIIIT WILDFIREZ BURNS PAPERZ!!!! NOOOOOO STOP!!! !!!!!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25307171/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25307171/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 10:55:25 PDT
me really im not too excited, the past few years have been pretty dang boring. it would tickle me to death though if everyone would do something to make it more memorable ;3 *hinthint*

but because i didnt know if my job was gonna interfere with it, we did a few things early. I got an ice cream Oreo cake this year. tasty as EVAH. and i got a huge collection of 'Initial D' musics, bout $60 in birthday money so far, got my hair cut, went to see a movie, and had a few fireworks. XD

YYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY............... lol

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25261988/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25261988/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 20:09:42 PDT -----------------------
(add one point for each item)
[x] You have a fursona.
[x] You are active in 1+ furry communities.
[] You own a fursuit.
[x] You want to own a fursuit. (just to try it)
[x] Every day you check a predefined list of furry sites.
[x] Anthros are what sparked your interest in art.
[] You have accidentally used some piece of furry lingo in public.
[x] Your friends and/or family know that you are a furry.
[] You have played furcadia.
[x] You HAVE to pick something other than a human when playing RPGs...
[x] You have thought about the practical inconveniences of being part/fully animal-like.
[x] You have written any kind of furry fiction.
[x] You have read a furry comic strip.
[x] You can identify different furry artists from thumbnails of their art.
[] You have more than 1GB of furry art on your computer.
[x] You have worked on some kind of 3D modelling/ game development with a furry theme.
[x] You dream about furries.

Total: 13!

Nerd Checklist
-----------------------
[] You know the following acronyms off the top of your head: HTTP PATA TLS SCSI ATM ATAPI PCMCIA
[] You own a t-shirt from thinkgeek.com
[] At one point or another, you were at the top of a math class.
[] You took accelerated/AP math.
[] You own a multimeter.
[] You have watched more then 100 episodes of star trek.
[] You have played Dungeons & Dragons
[x] You are often asked to perform computer repair at family functions.
[] You use Linux.
[] Your copy of Windows is heavily customised.
[x] You are into electronics.
[] You read XKCD.
[] You own a binary clock.
[] You speak Klingon.
[] You are fluent in more than one language.
[] You own a pocket protector.

Total: 2

Divide the furry total by the nerd total and reduce.

yeah im not fluent on that kind of math, but look at the odds. IM definitely A FURRY! every bit is true!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25132784/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/25132784/ Thu, 04 Jun 2009 20:17:24 PDT
the problem? i am really not sure. on days off all i do is sit around or play games all day. on days i work, i get there, i eat, then i get to work. nothing in between, not even on my break......

*hates self*

the last thing i drew, it was a line art picture and i never got around to color, more less finish drawing it. then i did a small head shot entirely out of a ink pen, that just give me another idea. bsdlkakbdaklbfabf!!

might not GET to do it. thats the thing, i say il do it but getting to or wanting to is the problem.

the stuff with my Audi A3 on Trackmania was only to try to suppress the fact in the back of my head that i havnt posted anything here in a long time...

*FACEPALM*

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24932372/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24932372/ Sun, 24 May 2009 21:18:15 PDT [link] mine, [link] his... i was 30% Shocked 65% disappointed but 5% happy that he did this. asking first wouldve been WAY better bub!

BTW check out the rest i have. theres not alot now but its only because my songs have ALOT of issues. mainly around volume.

art wise ive been drawin what i can without work interfering with it. ive honestly just been coming up with tons of random characters in my head but cant put em on paper. DX but thats a block for ya.

other than that ive been fighting an ear infection on and off, and my hands are all clear except a spot on my knuckles but it seems to be going away as well.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24734582/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24734582/ Wed, 13 May 2009 09:29:57 PDT
im gonna start posting my music on Furaffinity.net cuz MABYE! JUST MABYE, you can finaly hear the 'GOOD' techno ive made. ones ive worked like 3 hours on, and more. i has no icon or anything but, im drawing the album cover right now, as soon as i get my pen back it will be finished. im not sure really what to name myself as far as a DJ like name. DJ Z, DJ Cosmic, it just sounds too corny. Z The Wolf or somthing that has somthing to do with Z.

ART:

as far as this goes. ive been pretty crazy over the Puppy Toxic Pawz idea, and thought seriously about working on puppies of all types just to get a grip on the skill again. and a few Disney canines have came to mind too, i like the toony style of the eyes, and i might do a few of "the Style VS. my characters" as well on that. i made a Cute Dalmatian pup from memory. XD

Pokemon:

well as if anyone is even interested ive been training my poke's in various ways to make em stronger. theres these things called EV's (effort values) where when your pokemon level up fighting certian wild pokemon, and get bonuses on particular stats. as an Example: my Ninetales base Sp.D (special defence) is higher than her base Special Attack. well now ninetales has WAY more Sp.A than Sp.D, though some might say its impossible, she has exactly 23 Sp.A stats higher than her Sp.D. still going too. but only if i 'level up' on certain poke's is when il get a bonus. as goes the same for all other stats.

oh and Darkrai or any legend is not much to me anymore with her.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24615463/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24615463/ Wed, 06 May 2009 09:37:01 PDT
]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24615454/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24615454/ Wed, 06 May 2009 09:36:28 PDT
]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24538194/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24538194/ Sat, 02 May 2009 06:37:23 PDT its really awesome. i love the sound mixer XD

it surfs the web too so no matter where im at, most of the time il be connected! its a little slow though...

anywho.. ive honestly had a small stop on my art cuz until just now, i didnt get any comments for a while but im not blaming anyone, i understand everyone was most likely very busy, as was I... im still pulling off alot of Feral characters, most are of Z because i dont have alot of characters that can be either or. whenever i have time is also a factor.

i made this really awesome techno from scratch, i encourage everyone to listen to it [link] run to my beat! lol i couldnt think of a better name. listen to it all, i cant get enough of it. the link WAS broke but it should work now because i went to it like 5 times as a test.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24334150/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/24334150/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 21:06:22 PDT
NEWS:

JOB:
I GOTTA RAISE XD a whole .10 cent more to my $7.00/hr lol better than nuttin, and my boss said there should be another sometime in august or October. its not cuz i worked hard but because ive been there for a while. thats how Mc'Donalds rolls. for the past 2 months or so ive been in first window and its pretty tough, both mental and physical. but i love every minute because it makes you forget what time it is then the next thing you know its been 2 hours in what seemed to be 30 minutes XD its called being 'in tha zone.' lols

HANDS:
ok about 2 or 3 weeks ago i completly ran out of ways to apply my medicine (kept losing it , no gloves, not eating at the right time, etc.) and it got bad VERY FAST. so fast i couldnt bend my fingers again without them cracking and bleeding. more less touch the computers at work without my finger bleeding on stuff from the slightest pressure, (including on the computer, and money i was handing out). *gross* but i have finaly found everything (short one tube) and bought three more pairs of gloves (which are going in a box i use alot) and im gonna wash em with my bed sheets. might end up going and buying more of my lotion cuz im runnin out.

ARTZ:
OK Here goes. *deep breath* now ive been kinda jealous last week cuz everyone was drawing the most sexiest pictures ive ever seen em draw, (my watchers?) and i was like 'well i havnt done a naked body in ages so why not?' now to some it will be very revealing and blunt but it was a pretty hard pose i wanted to draw and its NOT FOR PLEASURE IN ANY WAY! just hard to draw. and i know i dont seem like one to do this so this will hopefully not phase my reputation.

hell im making it sound worse than it actually is... but no its not bad... its just naked...

ALSO ive been strumming up with more complex poses with couples, like cuddles, and other hard ones; also ive been finding myself drawing em looking to the left a little much.. its getting kinda old so to the right with you! *pushes on of his Characters muzzle to the right* there! lol i iz crazy.

Wii?!:

okey dokey this freaked me out. i went to best buy the other day and was going to buy some Wii points, only to find out they were out... ok but thats not it. i went over to try and get a SD card but that was out too, so! went to photography section and the guy told me these SD's would work with the Wii aswell! so i got me a 4GB SD and found out i now have 25,354+ blocks to my Wii's 1500+ blocks!! ok thats freakin awesome cuz my largest N64 game in size was 321 blocks.

oh and my bro bout bought me a new Wii cuz it cut off and wouldnt turn back on no power what-so-ever. i think it was a little protocol to keep the game or somthing like that, safe from getting to hot. and we had to unplug the wii for a while then plug it in and play. as said in the manual (ok i just realized thats the fist manual ive ever opened up and actually looked at on anything ive bought lol)

and thats about all i got

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23959743/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23959743/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 21:38:08 PDT





the Wii!! i finally got one so yay! and i bought it pre-owned so it was only $213.93! but came with no games ={ but im getting some very soon! =3 Super Smash Bros Brawl, Mario Karts, and just mabye if i can squeeze it out of my money, Animal Crossing: City folk. cuz im a anthro/furry and its a must have for those who like to relax. XD if not this check, then next check. but im happy i got one.

well my hands are doing alot better though ive had no way of correctly apply my full medication, due to no white cotton gloves to cover my lotion. but all in all im feeling great though my hands look bad because they're recovering, but in such a way like shedding off dead infected skin in certian areas, leaving my hands looking like a expired minefield of good, bad, and fresh skin. but at least it feels better than fiery, sharp, electric, stabbing shock pains. (thats about how much i can explain how it felt... only tenfold)

art is on the way cuz now that i feel better, my ideas are hitting paper no matter if it even makes sense as to what it is.

lol XD i kill myself sometimes.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23899101/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23899101/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 12:33:37 PDT
it helped out alot, so well, that i could ball my hand into a fist without pain or tightness.

does this mean i can draw agian? most likely =3

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23840306/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23840306/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 21:11:17 PDT
im seeing some progress though im having to muscle through the pain. im getting this stuff very soon to help it, one of my boss ladies had it herself once and shes giving me the name of the stuff that helped her. and she aint had it since she used it, so im gonna go to the doctor and give them the medicine they give me (which unsurprisingly made it worse), and tell em to get me the RIGHT stuff, ive got the name of it on paper.. mabye then i can draw without suffering, or more less work at my job without feeling helpless to anything involving heat, cleaning supplies, or salt. *ugh salt *shivers*

you know its a time like this i wished i actually had ice powers, XD because one of the ways to calm its stinging is to run my hands under very cold water. i wished i could just 'keep' em cold. lol Irony.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23785732/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23785732/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:26:09 PDT
OK. ive got a few ideas up in my head for drawings, one of em is a new look on Z. i decided to make the fur different and give a more wolf-logical appearance if a wolf had his style, but im not sure how to express the new look in a pic. ive also been trying to express Z's Ice Power in pics but all failed, so i think im gonna do like mini comics of little training sessions on some poor target. also! ive recently volunteered to do a tutorial on Paws for ~Wolfsister333, i might do hands on the same page too, but no promises cuz hands are Evil lol jk, i simply dont like drawing em cuz i feel i embarrass myself when i screw up and cant fix em, but its a part that must be done!

on a side note. DHBUOASVJUDNJUDIGJIJASIPF!!!! _*random*

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23686290/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23686290/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 23:26:09 PDT
the newest things ive been into from most recent to not: EVE (space game advertised here), Track mania, FATE (not online btw), and playing Galaga or Chuzzles on my cell phone.

THUS! i have been bringing my art book to work, not my laptop cuz that will make me want to draw on my breaks cuz i get bored after eating.

lol just to tell you how bad this is, i have a picture and its takin me 2 days since i drew it to color the characters shirt! and not many are finished before it. thats why i say its almost pet peeve worthy.

well another thing is i have a skin infection called Dermatitis and it makes my hands sore pretty much all the time, and even worse, they ooze. and it sometime gets on the paper. its highly irritated by heat and pressure and its unpredictable, its on and off. like one minute you think its gone forever then its back and worse before you know it. and the medicine im putting on it (since its on my hands) gets everywhere, on everything i touch.

thank God its not contagious.

anyways im working pretty much all week so chances are things will turn up soon. k?

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23631502/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23631502/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 17:45:01 PDT
lol

it true. i can now speak to yous. ANYTIME!!!!!!!!

i got pictures!!!! lots lots =3 posting as of today! i brought my scanner in my room so i dont have to kill myself getting to it over my moms junk. so


YYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@!@!@@!@

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23424201/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23424201/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 21:06:32 PST but thats beside the point...

lemme ask somthin though what would you like to see?

inked AND colored?

or

sketch and no color? cuz my color pencils are WAY too bold for plain-ol-pencil.

i mean, i want to give you guys the best quality in every picture! im just stumped. i hardly keep ink pens and when i get em i dont have enough time to use em and they get lost again, curiously.

my little fav with the 'Ice Wolf' theme is back and im pretty much basing alot of ideas around it, and theres some pretty epic stuff in mind. but somtimes i feel like im over rating my skills thinking about em, some might be freakin hard, others pretty easy but no art i know of is easy. exept a stick man, rock on... lolz

things at the job are going great my brother comes in and begins working with me the 27th. and im still at register the majority of the time. so far ive done everything but 1st window.

thats all for now be expecting some art soon i hope and "Have a great day!"

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23169609/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23169609/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 07:28:55 PST
... T.T i hate it when she does that... TURNS-ME-INSIDE-OUT inside. im like "mom i just told my friends im getting internet in a few days!! you just made me lie!" so, sorry for my mom making me lie. i HATE lying to you all. she has done this every time she brings up the subject. we was gonna make it wireless and everything!

i dont know when im gonna get internet, hell i may end up buying it myself. this is ridiculous, utterly ridiculous.

so im just writing this journal to say, sorry...again.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23040133/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/23040133/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 12:46:32 PST
ok here is the new events SOON TO HAPPEN. new laptop, internet and some other neat stuff ive REALLY needed.

ok heres about the laptop. this one im playing now is currently drilling a hole in my paycheck $168.00 A MONTH for 10 more months. so ive accumulated $172 in my safe and my mom decided since ive showed such dedication to my job and my other responsibilities, shes gonna help me buy a newer better laptop with $629 down payment no extra charge. SO! this little financial vampire is gone, and im gonna get one that isnt gonna cost me no more than what i paid on the spot.

in comparison on this laptop and the new one is

CURRENT 3GB RAM and 200 GB space. the new one is 4GB Ram and 250 GB all around better.

OK FINALY INTERNET! IN MMMMMYYYYY HOUSE!!! thats part two.. but its awesome!

part three....... people this is Epic. (to me) my brother has a fursona.... you will see it. but not often. hes so impressed by the way i drew him, he thought about naming one of his dogs puppies after him. you will see...

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/22184759/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/22184759/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 08:13:55 PST .>

ok check out what all i got: not much really.

new Electric Shaver, wooden wolf plaque, a load of candy, cheap pencils, earmuffs (although its not that cold around here.) $95 that i put with my last paycheck. and last but not least. a VERY special present that is possibly the best i ever got to date, is a blue pickup RC car from ~HondaWhiteFox which he built himself. really the best i could for anyone else was take em out for pizza hut. and a gift card or two, im saving up for somthing big. not to sound greedy, but its about time i have some cash to my own.

anyways i hope yours and yours to come is the best one ever

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/22055885/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/22055885/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 19:29:36 PST
anyhow no art hardly because of reasons i dont want to explain. but i will say this. i almost lost the privilege of ever drawing art where i lived. even IF im 19 years old, my brother started it. and if it accelerated more than it did, no one in my family would EVER see me the same agian...

but i digress. things have been looking up at my job! im on cash register now most of the time. and not many people has asked for prints but im sure they'l come up when i least expect it.

i got a new Art book to learn from but before i go into it i want to know something... What would you rather see me draw? real or toony? not a tough question but i just want to know what would make my art look better to everyone else. and i have another question but im gonna wait a while before i ask it, it really all depends on who all comments on this.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21901806/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21901806/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 16:21:46 PST
like how was it founded? was it based around another persons fursona? was it from an idea from a cartoon and you changed it a little? was it something that first come to mind when someone asked you if you had one? or if its just an RP thing? did a picture someone made inspire you to make your own because you thought it was cool to have one? was based around your favorite animal? or did you just want to be different? i want to hear how your fursona was born!

Me? i found and created mine around my Personality VS my favorite animal on earth. he first started as some Dog in a chatroom... not many features. but then something didnt seem right at all, sure i love dogs, i love to draw Jackson and the crew. but something about My fursona didnt seem to fit me. seeing that fursonas were suposed to resemble you the most in every way thinkable, i started looking at how i treated people, then to my personality, my personality was like i was a wolf. lonesome alot of the time, quiet, likes his best friends as a 'ack' so to speak, really aggresive when offended, or if someone he knows is offended by someone else, playful in times when friends are of need, and a little selfish sometimes...

then after the obvious confirmation on what animal. i started thinking on what he would be, Feral or Anthro well i chose both depends on how i want him to be in a pic. and then what Wolf like features and my own unique twist i could put to him and his fur. well his current one is pretty natural, i didnt want to change much, just enough to make him different lol. and he is just like me, only taller and a wolf... im mabye 5'10 he is 6'2... i have actually wanted to draw him in a different tone for once, like totally different.

the name.. well it came like the minute i made him, instead of Cosmic Z, (which was a little much for a wolf in itself) i went with my first intitial, Z! and at the moment i thought no other fur had that name. and later i was corrected. like 50 others.. but that didnt stop me. ^^ Z, is Z, is Z. lol no matter how many use the name theres only one like my Z!

so tell me... Whats your story? if you want to, write a new journal, or just tell me in a comment. ^^

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21835149/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21835149/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 17:01:45 PST
ive had a little bit of anxiety going on around me lately. but its nothing.

IVE SOLD MY FIRST THREE PRINTS!!!! 2 of Birth of Ali and one of Jacksons 2nd anniversary pic. $5 a piece!!! my fellow workers at McDonalds got ahold of my art book and gathered a crowd looking at my pictures! no joke! one even asked me if i had been in contests before, and sadly no i havent not many, and they werent official. but anywho i sold some prints of my art. (SO FREAKIN AWESOME TO ME) i was SO enthusiastic afterwards, i couldnt shutup! the one about Ali being born was so Demanding that ive considered makein another one of her, or one of Jackson and Rose in Bed together. (not havin sex for those whos minds are twisted)

sorry gotta RANT on that sex subject.

ive had so much trash over that subject, sex, yiff, whatever the hell you call it. i tell em simply. "LOOK im not like these dumb Furvert Artists that waste their God given talent on anything but lust.". and sure i draw naked bodies but i dont draw it for lustful purposes. i cant say im completely innocent of the subject, but who isnt? and im not posting it here or anywhere else! the first place it goes is straight into a fire! besides none EVER include Jackson or rose because they are too important to ruin like that.

but please bear with me i dont want this to make me look bad. sex or porn is everyone's sin.

ANYHOW im gonna try to post something soon i just dont know how soon...

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21723744/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21723744/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:30:27 PST
ive been thinking.... ALOT. lots of thinking. about my traditional pictures... theres somthing missing on my wolves... or something not right compared to others work... and it has me a little concerned... mainly the shape of the head. i know im getting it right in my own way. but the others are just cooler more realistic than mine. *continues pacing* i dont like to admit, i get jealuos, but here recently its got to the point to where i want to SEE more than MAKE it, because its better than what i can do. (NOT GOOD!)

i know some would say y'know no one should 'lay favorites' or 'the better artist or art' but in a sence thats what got me started. i seen pictures 2 years ago that inspired me tremendously, i wanted to be able to draw it, make my own, and be AS good... ok got that far... but now its a whole new experience with all these unbelievable digital artists or traditional ones who are just plain better than you. it kinda irks me to know, that all this time your thinkin "man i so got this down" and then someone like makes one for fun and it blows yours away in the ratings...

im not saying im not satisfied with you all veiwing and commenting on my art, i absolutly LOVE the fact that you would take time to do so when everyones lives are so busy. every 'thank you' i say to you is from the heart, i mean it. every comment, even the old ones is as good as the the first, or that the surprise you even got one.

so from here on im gonna be asking for critique. i havnt ever done that before but i figure its about time i shape up my act and get it together, with the help of my best friends of course.

also im gonna TRY (i dont know how often it will happen but) from here on im gonna comment on your deviations more. but if i have like 20 and i cant see all before i disconnect then im afraid i wont be able to say anything. K? sorry for leaving most of you in the cold cuz ive been too busy to comment.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21660291/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21660291/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 14:58:20 PST
i was lucky to get the internet at all ever since i got this job! its been hell trying to get here and ive hated every minute i wasnt here. i dont hate the job though this is the funnest public job ive ever had! im gonna beg my mom even if i have to walk to get on here more. IVE HAD DREAMS ABOUT TALKING TO YOU GUYS IM THAT MISIRABLE!! i hope that dont creep you out but seriously! nothing should get me to that point. because that means ive been away for FAR FAR FAR TOO LONG!!!

anyways im on a 30 minute break i havnt had time to check or comment everything and i might not catch any of your comments on this for a little while, but that doesnt mean dont say anything.

HEY and ive got these EXTREMELY funny Pic ideas coming up about my Fursona at my job XDDDDD they're gonna be more like comics made in MSpaint but they're hilarious. ppl stop and ask me whats so funny when i laugh at one in my head, i just tell em, my mind is making me crazy lol it makes the job tons easier.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21473102/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21473102/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 16:54:50 PST [link] hehheee!












im the FRY GUY!!

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21362005/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21362005/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:50:51 PST
GOTS A NEW LAPTOP *drools* eets so purdy and runs like a bolt of lightning! 8P Stepmom helped me get it and now i MUST get a job. $169.99 does not come easy for 12 months 0.o;

so! I went to Mcdonalds today and they REALLY needed some help around there (they had 4 open areas!)and so i talked to the manager and asked about the midday position and if it was still open. he said yeah and we talked a little while and got to know the situations and stuff needed for the job. then he told me to go ahead and fill an application and come back tommorrow at 10:00am! it was like super easy. especially for one who hasnt quite finished his GED due to several reasons his first thing he wanted me to do was shave my goatee (which was no problem on my part cuz i hate it) but the awesome thing about this was it might be my first job and ironicly it was the first one i tried XDDD.

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21286093/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21286093/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 15:17:02 PST
im gonna make a whole big section in my gallery for all the story pictures over the years. from episode 1 to 5 so this can get very busy. this will widen the outlook on everyone ive ever made. even characters you may not remember.

so is this a good idea? or should i spend weeks/months redoing all the stories then the pics?

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21248203/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21248203/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 12:13:40 PDT
im not gonna dress up either but im not gonna go into the reason why other than im 19. so Happy Halloween *says in a deep voice* GETS LOADS OF CANDY *runs away with hands waving in the air like a maniac.*

]]> ~CosmicZ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21190159/ http://CosmicZ.deviantart.com/journal/21190159/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:42:57 PDT its been really quite around here and im just curious.

so hows ya been? watcha been up to? anything awesome going on? i just might be in chats tonight ;3

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