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                <title>What is your Top 5 Anime?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Dec 2009 19:25:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Please tell me your top 5 Anime, or top 10 whatever you wish.<br /><br />Could you leave a brief description as to why also? <br />I need recommendations on what series to watch next....<br /><br />Mine are so far :<br /><br />1:Get Backers - Just awesomeness - the right blend of Funny, Action, and story - EPIC<br /><br />2: Death Note - What more can I say? L? XD Love him and the story is frickin awesome<br /><br />3:Girls Bravo - What an absolute HOOT of an anime! It doesn't take itself serious AT ALL XD<br /><br />4:Wolf's Rain - I love wolves and this story was well thought out.... Toboui(sp?)<br /><br />5:Trigun - Funny yet satisfying and surprising. Love it.<br /><br /><br />HA! You're Tagged if you read this!!! Thanks guys <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Oct 2009 07:16:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from <a href="http://cougar-heart.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/o/cougar-heart.jpg?1" alt=":iconcougar-heart:" title="cougar-heart"/></a><br /><br /><br />Hair:<br /><br />[ ] Extensions<br />[x] Dyed at least once<br />[x] Dyed it more then 5 times<br />[x] Use hairspray, hair gel etc.<br />[ ] Change hairstyle regularly<br />[x] Have layers, hair feathered etc.<br />[ ] Straighten your hair<br />[ ] Curl your hair<br />[ ] Blow Dry your hair<br />[ ] Lots of clips, hair bands etc.<br /><br />So far = 4<br /><br /><br />Face:<br /><br />[ ] Foundation DARKER than your natural skin tone<br />[x] Foundation which matches your skin tone<br />[x] Mascara<br />[ ] Eyeliner<br />[ ] Blusher<br />[ ] Bronzer<br />[x] Lip gloss, lip stick etc<br />[ ] Fake eyelashes<br />[ ] Eyelash curlers<br />[ ] About a million makeup bags and brushes<br /><br />So far = 7<br /><br /><br />Body<br /><br />[x] A piercing<br />[x] More then one piercing<br />[ ] Fake tan<br />[ ] Have/had fake nails<br />[ ] Eyebrows waxed/threaded<br />[ ] Have used a sun bed<br />[ ] Have had a pedicure<br />[ ] Have had a manicure<br />[x] Legs waxed/shaved<br />[x] Tattoos<br /><br />So far = 11<br /><br />Others<br /><br />[ ] Worn/wear coloured contacts<br />[ ] Worn/wear contact lenses<br />[ ] Own fake designer stuff<br />[ ] Follow the latest trends<br />[ ] Look orange regularly (whut?)<br />[ ] Pretend your fake stuff is real<br />[x] Wear a lot of perfume<br />[ ] Wear flesh coloured tights so your legs look darker (LOL)<br />[ ] Wear a more then 5 pieces of jewellery at a time<br />[ ] Most of your clothes have fake diamantes on them<br /><br />So far= 12<br /><br />Have you :<br /><br />[ ] Considered a boob job (LOLZ)<br />[ ] Considered/had lipo suction<br />[ ] Wanted your lips to be fuller<br />[ ] Considered/had botox<br />[x] Gone on a diet <br />[x] Gone to the gym <br />[ ] Had your teeth bleached /whitened professionally<br />[ ] Bleached/whitened your teeth at home<br />[x] Had work done on your teeth so they are perfect<br />[ ] Had any plastic surgery<br /><br />Total = 15<br /><br />Now multiply your answer by 2<br /><br />I am 30% percent fake O.o<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Home again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:41:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Back!!! Tierd...I'll update later *huff puff*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Adois Amigos</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2009 17:37:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm off to Northern Ireland for a week - I have family there.<br />Gawd this is gonna be weird - I haven't been since my Gran died (I was 11 - I'm now 28)<br />It wont be much of a holiday...more of a catching up with places and family - I'm doing this as a favour for my Mother, as she's nearly 70 and it could be the last time she goes over... Sad isn't it?<br /><br />So anyways... Take care everyone, I doubt I'll get Internet where I'll be, miss you guys.<br /><br />I just hope I come home.... ~Clover aka Louise....x0x0x0<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bitter (Don't read if not in mood for my RANT)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Aug 2009 16:19:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I warn you now that I'm going to be hypocritical probably from the beginning.<br /><br />Isn't it strange how life's events change you? Mold you? The years go by and I've always thought of myself as a `good' person, but now I'm not so sure.<br /><br />I have become selfish, neglectful, bored with everything, obsessive with some things....<br /><br />I'm not gonna name names cause there are alot of people that this refers to - I am not the only one who has changed... People I thought I knew and were `special' to me have changed and become guarded, and unresponsive... But they ask, and TAKE and that's what hurts....<br /><br />It seems everybody is out for their own gain, and I wonder were the love went...Especially when I see someone I THOUGHT I knew, bask in the glory of being popular and adoration and forget their old friends who ACTUALLY care... Well I think I'm letting go of that person - they have taken all I can give and now I am of no further use to them.<br /><br />Why is it that to have a simple life you have to kick everybody down on the way up?<br /><br />It's so sad and angering.... Yes maybe I'm envious - But I can't stand people like that- if they are so popular why bother with little old me? I'm letting go gracefully...... I may have to let others drift away also... something is missing and I fear it can never be repaired....<br /><br />I HATE being the main attraction for 5 mins....then tossed aside... Don't put me on a pedestal just to watch me bleed and laugh at me.... I'd rather stay in the shadows and dream...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update on Cosmo Potrait!!! *Weeeee*</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 13:56:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My Cosmo Portrait is complete! The one I told you all about.<br /><br />Worship the artist - she did this in ONE DAY!!!! YES ONE DAY!!! <br /><br />Here she is - <a href="http://pannya.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/a/pannya.gif?5" alt=":iconpannya:" title="pannya"/></a><br /><br />Worship her! Thank you so much Megan. I Adore it even though it's locked up at the Post Office! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br />And here is the Cosmo Portrait as I promised - <a href="http://pannya.deviantart.com/art/Cosmo-133728225">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Another year older</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Aug 2009 17:45:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah It's past midnight here in the Uk and I'm another year older.<br /><br />I only wish I could say I'm happy, but I have spent most of my Bday so far crying over my late Cat Cosmo.<br /><br />People ask me what I want - I would tell them, I would give up EVERYTHING I loved to hold Cosmo well and alive for 5 seconds in my arms.<br /><br />This year has been the year of HELL for me...<br /><br /><br />Please if you want to do anything for my Birthday please say a prayer for my beloved Cosmo.<br /><br /><a href="http://fc07.deviantart.com/fs49/i/2009/176/1/8/Cosmo_Tribute_1_by_Reiketsu_Nakitama.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://fc01.deviantart.com/fs49/i/2009/191/0/0/Cosmo_Test_4_by_Reiketsu_Nakitama.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://fc02.deviantart.com/fs49/i/2009/190/d/1/Cosmo_Test_3_by_Reiketsu_Nakitama.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Forced to Take this....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Aug 2009 08:44:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Forced to take this by <a href="http://starcatcherxx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/t/starcatcherxx.png?4" alt=":iconstarcatcherxx:" title="starcatcherxx"/></a><br />*starcatcherxx<br />Thank you, Hawkerz -_-'<br /><br /><br />lol<br /><br /><br />Rule #1: If you open this you take it.<br />Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.<br />Rule #3: Be completely honest.<br /><br />Answer: True or False<br />Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? F<br />Q: Been arrested? F<br />Q: Do you like someone? T<br />Q: Held a snake? F<br />Q: Been suspended from school? F<br />Q: Sang karaoke? T<br />Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? T<br />Q: Laughed until you started crying? T <br />Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? T<br />Q: Kissed in the rain? F<br />Q: Sang in the shower? T<br />Q: Sat on a roof top? F<br />Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? F (If someone did I'd go mental!!)<br />Q: Broken a bone? F<br />Q: Shaved your head? F<br />Q: Played a prank on someone? T<br />Q: Shot a gun? T<br />Q: Donated Blood? F<br /><br />Last Person<br />1. You hung out with? Brian<br />2. You texted? Carol-anne<br />3. You were in a car with? Brian<br />4. Went to the movies with? Brian (I see a trend O.o)<br />5. Person you went to shop with? (Mother Haha something new!!!)<br />6. You talked on the phone? (Mother - whoops back on the broken record -_-&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />7. Made you laugh? I wrote something wrong on a rp site and it was rude! (By ACCIDENT!!!)<br />8. You hugged? EEEK! Random guy at work called Mikey hugged ME!! Not fair! <br /><br />Answer Truthfully<br />1. Sun or moon? moon.<br />2. Winter or Fall? Winter<br />3. Left or Right? right.<br />4. Sunny or rainy? rainy.<br />5. Where do you live? UK.<br />6. Club or pub? pub<br />7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? yes.<br />8. Do you want to get married? Been there XD<br />9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl.<br />11. Are you afraid of commitment? No<br />12. What is your greatest hope/wish? That my friends and family can live happy lives.<br />13. Do you cook? Yes - though rarely<br />14. Current mood? Tierd but Mushy....<br />15. Color of underwear? HUH? Uh...Black? OMG can't believe I answered that O.O<br /><br />In the Last 48 Hours, Have You<br />1. Sang? yeah.<br />2. Listened to music? yeah.<br />3. Danced Crazy? nope<br />4. Cried? Yes.<br />5. Liked someone you can't have? Yup *blush*<br /><br />25 Firsts<br />1. Who was your first prom date? Prom in Uk? We don't have them <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /><br />2. Who was your first roommate? Hahaaaaa My Cat - It counts <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? 20/20<br />4. What was your first job? An Usherette at the Odeon cinema - LOVED IT <br />5. What was your first car? Nissan Micra - Red<br />6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? 11 - I'm now 28<br />7. Who was your first grade teacher? Can't remember names now O.o<br />9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Ireland<br />10. When did you snuck out of your house for the first time? Never did<br />11. Who was your first best friend? Vicky Woods - now a total bitch and a single Mom with a drug problem.<br />12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school? Mandy Moffatt - Stole my First Propar boyfriend... She's still with him to this day...I Hate her<br />13. Where was your first sleepover? In Birmingham (England) at a Contest<br />14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? MOM <br />15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? My Brother's....<br />16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Yawned<br />17. What was the first concert you went to? NOPE Not saying it's EFFING embarrassing - Parents took meh<br />18. What was the last concert you went to? Dang that was...um...Cant remember ...<br />19. First tattoo or piercing? Ears when BABY<br />20. First celebrity crush? OMG - It was Shane from Home and Away...<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://uk.images.search.yahoo.com/images/view?back=http%3A%2F%2Fuk.images.search.yahoo.com%2Fsearch%2Fimages%3Fp%3DDieter%2BBrummer%26ei%3Dutf-8%26fr%3Dsfp&w=131&h=200&imgurl=www.hottiesnow.com%2Fthumbnails%2Fhome_and_away%2Fdieter_brummer%2Fbrummer-dieter.jpeg&rurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.hottiesnow.com%2Fsite%2Fhome_and_away%2Fdieter_brummer.html&size=5k&name=brummer+dieter+j...&amp">[link]</a><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz"... ]]></description>
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                <title>Running away - is there another solution? Help? =)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2009 11:28:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So....Hmm lets treat this as Hypothetical shall we?<br /><br />okay so there's this Role play site, and recently it has gained new members... Okay good you say... Well, uh... Have you ever felt AFRAID of one? Someone who is controlling and forceful? <br /><br />Yup, well me and another Member are scared to really step foot on the site!!! Haha! Yup....<br /><br />If you wanna know more or help out leave a comment <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br />I've been doing major overtime at work - Need the money.... <br /><br />Dang why do I always run away from the people I need most when I'm suffering? (You will know who you are - gawd I'm weird -_-&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What am I?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jul 2009 14:03:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from  <a href="http://chiakairotsuki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/h/chiakairotsuki.gif?1" alt=":iconchiakairotsuki:" title="chiakairotsuki"/></a><br /><br /><br />Centaur:<br />[ ] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.<br />[ ] You get drunk a lot.<br />[ ] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.<br />[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.<br />[ ] You like to read your daily horoscope.<br />[ ] You have a high level of pride in yourself.<br />[ ] In the woods is the best place for you to be.<br />[x] You are spiritual.<br />[ ] The horse is your favorite animal.<br />[x] You are possessive and territorial.<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Elf:<br />[ ] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.<br />[ ] You are very intelligent.<br />[ ] Your five senses are extremely keen.<br />[ ] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.<br />[ ] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.<br />[ ] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.<br />[ ] You look very young for your age.<br />[ ] You rarely get sick.<br />[x] You are a very hard worker.<br />[ ] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.<br />Total: 1<br /><br />Fairy:<br />[x] You are happy a lot of the time. (Believe it or not I usually am!People say I'm always cheery) <br />[ ] The best superpower to you would be to fly.<br />[ ] You are very shy. ( I nearly marked this - as I'm not REALLY a people person)<br />[ ] You love the forest and plant life in general.<br />[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.<br />[ ] You are young and short.<br />[ ] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.<br />[ ] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.<br />[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.<br />[ ] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.<br />Total: 3<br /><br />Gnome/Dwarf:<br />[ ] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.<br />[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.<br />[ ] You are short for your age.<br />[x] You are an isolationist.<br />[ ] You love to play practical jokes on people.<br />[ ] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry. <br />[ ] You look older than your age.<br />[ ] You love the woods and the mountains.<br />[ ] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.<br />[ ] You have a short temper.<br />Total: 2<br /><br />Harpy/Siren:<br />[ ] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.<br />[ ] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.<br />[ ] You often take things that aren't yours.<br />[ ] You are easily angered.<br />[ ] Death fascinates you.<br />[X] You are female, or a feminine-looking man. ( NOT the latter XD)<br />[ ] You associate yourself with the wind element.<br />[ ] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side<br />[ ] You love to trick others.<br />[ ] You have a ravenous appetite. <br />Total: 1<br /><br />Mermaid:<br />[ ] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.<br />[ ] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.<br />[ ] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater. <br />[x] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea. <br />[ ] You are good at swimming <br />[ ] You like to collect shells. <br />[ ] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.<br />[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it. <br />[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that. <br />[ ] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.<br />Total 3<br /><br />Vampire:<br />[x] You're a night person.<br />[ ] You have a fascination with blood.<br />[x] You are extremely pale. <br />[ ] You wish you had a bat as a pet. <br />[ ] You are not religious at all. <br />[ ] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.<br />[x] The sun's glare annoys you all too often.<br />[ ] You hate food with lots of garlic in it <br />[x] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips. <br />[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.<br />Total: 5<br /><br />Werewolf:<br />[x] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.<br />[ ] You have a lot of body hair.<br />[ ] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.<br />[ ] You prefer gold over silver items.<br />[ ] You lack self control. <br />[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.<br />[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.<br />[x] You like to be alone.<br />[ ] You have a terrible secret and you only tell people you trust 100%... ]]></description>
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                <title>Heartfelt gratitude</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jul 2009 16:28:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To all who responded to my Journals the last few times (Also by Private messages)- I thank you dearly.<br />Your words have brought me strength and I feel a new resolve, he is in my heart forever and always.<br /><br />I am asking a VERY talented artist to make a commission for me to commemorate him (Something I can frame on my wall) Please do not be offended Whimper - I ADORE your manips and appreciate them immensely.<br /><br />I am even gonna get Cosmo Mugs and keyrings <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /> It's time I tried to celebrate our love!<br /><br />Again thank you to everybody - And if you want to see the Commissioned piece when it is complete I shall give a link on a Journal entry...<br /><br />Whoops - Almost forgot.. The reason why I am typing this is to apologize for my absence on Rping sites the last few days. Unfortunately we have gotten more bad news and Brian's Grandfather has sadly just passed away...Plus the Car broke down and This `SURPRISE' overtime is no help at all - I'm working most of the week and I'm tired....But you should see me back again very soon...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Grief and Depression</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 18:59:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Still grieving.... Yup I think I'm clinically depressed. I got this way when I had to be given tablets from the doctor.... I cry nearly every night for the loss of my Baby boy Cosmo. I miss him so much and I find myself thinking of ways to blame myself for what happened. <br /><br />I think about him every second almost, I get flashbacks of when I took him to the Vet that horrid day - The Dog in the waiting room that barked and squealed it's head off - making the `Wait' to be seen by the vet unbearable almost - the noise felt like fireworks going off close by...<br /><br />The agonising noise that Cosmo made in his Carrier in the back seat of my car ( It wouldn't fit upfront) - It was as if he KNEW what was happening... He made the same pitiful yelp type noises during a nightmare he was having two weeks before the end...<br /><br />My God - did I do things right? Should I have done it? I killed him didn't I? Will he ever forgive me?  <br /><br />I have never loved a pet so much... He was my Baby, not just a cat.<br /><br />One in a billion - he never ever scratched or bit me... he used to sit on my lap and curl up whilst I typed on the keyboard....<br /><br />I miss the little things he did, his voice, his touch, his purr, the feel of his fur....<br /><br />This is agony...this hatred for myself...the longing to have him with me, well and strong again.<br /><br />3 weeks have gone by.....Only Stormy replied to my question about me being too hasty....now I wonder? Will anyone say I need to see a Doctor?<br /><br />I am becoming an Isomniac - because night time is when I remember him the most... Lying beside my head purring, pushing his nose to my hand for rubs... Lying on my back on the bed covers , purring loudly - his purr was so comforting....<br /><br />I can't seem to let him go...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ipod Shiffle fun =)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jul 2009 10:41:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from:  <a href="http://chiakairotsuki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/h/chiakairotsuki.gif?1" alt=":iconchiakairotsuki:" title="chiakairotsuki"/></a><br /><br /><br />Put a shuffle playlist on and go through the songs one by one to answer the questions. Go ahead and copy and paste and do it in your own Journal!<br /><br /><br />How am I feeling today?<br /><br />Falling inside the Black - Skillet (Right on - I feel horrid today - Like I just wanna curl up)<br /><br /><br />Will I get far in life?<br /><br />More than it seems - Kutless (Seems like I'll do better than I think I do/will)<br /><br />How do my friends see me?<br /><br />Electricity - Omd ( Lolz wonder why XD Care to explain anybody?)<br /><br />Where will I get Married?<br /><br />Blue Savannah - Erasure (Ooooo SO close - I was Married on the Discovery Link here -<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.rrsdiscovery.com/index.php?pageID=49">[link]</a>)<br /><br />What is my best friend's theme song?<br /><br />So in love - OmD (Hmmm maybe)<br /><br />What is the story of my life?<br /><br />Superstar - Jamelia (*BLUSH* could be Idk) <br /><br />What was high school like?<br /><br />Dying to become - Kutless (Yup - I always wanted to be like everybody else and not be me - The lyrics of this song really add up for that)<br /><br />How am I going to get ahead in life?<br /><br />Oblivion - 30 seconds to Mars (Oh dear oh dear)<br /><br />What is the best thing about me?<br /><br />I hate everything about you - 3 Days grace (Erm? *Looks around scared* HUH?)<br /><br /><br />How is today going to be?<br /><br />Everything's Magic - Angels and Airwaves (Yipee! I feel like crud but the day will be Magical! ^-^)<br /><br />What is in store for this weekend?<br /><br />The Safety Dance - Men without Hats (Either I'm going to a Disco *ROFL* or I'm gonna shun someone *Looks at lyrics*)<br /><br /><br />What song describes my parents?<br /><br />Mr Rock & Roll -Amy McDonald (ooooh Really? I did have my suspicions!) <br /><br /><br />My grandparents?<br /><br />It's the Fear - Within Temptation (They crossed over- so I can't comment - didn't know them well)<br /><br /><br />How is my life going?<br /><br />Going down in flames - 3 Doors down ( At the moment I'd have to agree -_-&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /><br />What song will play at my funeral?<br /><br /><br />Without a light - Plushgun (ROFL HAHAHAHA!!!! No lights??? Honestly the song lyrics don't suit this XD)<br /><br /><br />How does the world see me?<br /><br />Don't Let Go - The Rasmus (Sounds like peeps really want me to be better than I am- or at least cheer up)<br /><br /><br /><br />Will I have a happy life?<br /><br /><br />Greatest Day - Take That (Now I smile)<br /><br /><br /><br />What do my friends really think of me?<br /><br />If today was your last day - Nickelback (Yup I get the point - I need to stop moping right?)<br /><br /><br />Do people secretly lust after me?<br /><br />Lady Gaga - Just Dance (Um? What does this mean? *worries JK XD)<br /><br /><br />How can I make myself happy?<br /><br />F**k You - Lily Allen (ROFL True - I should care less about what people think of me & Stand my ground and tell peeps where to go XD)<br /><br /><br />What should I do with my life?<br /><br />Stephanie McIntosh - You should have lied<br /><br />(Be less Honest???)<br /><br /><br />Will I ever have children?<br /><br /><br />Mystery of you - Red <br />(????)<br /><br /><br /><br />What is some good advice for me?<br /><br />Comotose - Skillet <br /><br />(Hmmm *stumped)<br /><br /><br />What is my signature dancing song?<br /><br />Better for you - Kutless <br /><br />(Huh?)<br /><br /><br />What do I think my current theme song is?<br /><br />Feels like tonight - Daughtry <br /><br />(Good choice ^-^)<br /><br /><br />What does everyone else think my current theme song is?<br /><br />Poison Prince - Amy McDonald<br /><br />(Okay....)<br /><br /><br />What type of men/women do you like?<br /><br />Dance with the Devil - Breaking Benjamen (Bad boys???)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Am I being Too Hasty?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jul 2009 07:50:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everybody is going on holiday <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> Unfortunately I can't afford it this year so No Holiday for me!<br /><br />I'm gonna miss all my Rp buddies, well until they get back of course ^-^<br /><br />I'm still feeling the hurt of losing my baby boy Cosmo, I'm starting to wonder if getting a companion for Suki is a good idea? She seems lonely and me and my Husband both work, there are days when Suki is on her own for 9 hrs at a time....<br /><br />I'm never REPLACING Cosmo in anyone's affections, I just worry that Suki is missing him more than she let's on when we are there.When we come home she is at the top stair shouting down at us (But her voice sounds Hoarse - like she's been calling while we're away....)<br />I'm considering getting her a companion around September time...<br /><br />They grew up together from 9 weeks old, although they aren't siblings they always treated each other as them. (See my pics of them on my gallery)<br /><br />What do you guys think? Am I being too hasty? Or do you think she'll be alright on her own?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>How do?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 15:15:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You make a Deviant Id? <br /><br />And how do you change your avatar?<br /><br />Can another person create your Id? If so how do you make it yours?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cosmiccathorse</author>
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                <title>Horrible day</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 05:55:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Many thought (Even me) That I couldn't go through with it....<br />But I did. I Miss my wee boy SO much, but now I know he isnt in pain and wont starve himself to death.<br /><br />Sorry If I sound so emotionless or cruel - I've cried my heart out over the last week and I think heartache effects everybody differently.<br /><br />So I may or may not be around in rp or otherwise... I'm too emotional to Roleplay safely with.<br /><br />Thanks go to all who supported me through my darkest of days.<br /><br />Rest in Peace my darling Cosmo. 5 years 10 months old <br /><br />19/6/09<br /><br />(If you don't know what this journal is about visit the last one please)<br /><br />(It wont let me change the mood thing - I am heartbroken still)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update on me and how I am....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 13:16:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, as most of you know my Cat Cosmo(6) was diagnosed with Cancer. He has two lumps in his Intestines (Stomach) and it is un-treatable and inoperable. <br /><br />I had a choice last Friday, to take him home (From the Vets) or end his suffering.<br />I chose to take him home,as his scared face pained me and he was still so full of life.<br /><br />The first couple of days home he was doing fine, eating,toileting fine, scratching (Pole), playing, purring and generally seeking attention and being normal Cosmo...<br /><br />Suddenly today it hit me hard - He hasn't eaten since yesterday, he's huddled into a corner and hardly recognizes who you are until he smells your hand... His back legs are buckling too.<br /><br />It hurts so much to see him in that condition, he's lost so much weight it's unreal.... It only showed up 2 weeks ago...so it was and still is quite a shock.<br /><br />Cosmo is like a SON to me - Not a Cat... <br /><br />He has a Vet appointment tomorrow morning, me and my Husband have talked and KNOW it's the right thing to do now... He won't be returning with me from the vets.<br /><br />I Love my little boy, and I hope he will be free from pain and wait for me at Rainbow Bridge.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Vent</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jun 2009 08:33:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have to say something, to somebody....<br /><br />I will not give names etc but lately people online have been really annoying me....<br /><br />My closest friends (Cyber) leave without saying they are gonna (THAT TICKS ME OFF - Especially when Sitemeter tells you who is on or not)<br /><br />Another thing is people higher in the food chain (More than my status writer/Mod etc)<br /><br />Doing NOTHING to stop spam and stuff that ruins roleplay pages...<br /><br />I HATE waiting DAYS, Hrs WEEKS on replies... If your going on god $%^% Holiday or even getting kicked off the pc TELL SOMEONE!!! <br /><br />I'm seriously planning quitting roleplaying... Seems like I'm wasting my time and I think I'm just `THERE' a part of the furniture so to speak - I have feelings even though I dont show em much.<br /><br />It's polite to say goodbye instead of leaving me hanging or COMING ONLINE FOR FRICKEN AGES AND DOING NOTHING TO THE SITE OR THREADS - ARRRRGHHH!!!!<br /><br />If you have other commitments  - BLOOODY SAY SO!!!<br /><br />Another thing.... This week I joined a rp site and meet a few old friends...and all they seemed to talk about was Mystic wolf warriors and how `Nice' it would be to see the site again *FUMES* No hiya clover long time how are you wanna rp? Just YOU YOU YOU and what YOU WANT!<br /><br />I'm too selfless...letting the kids run rings round me.... &*(&(!!!<br /><br />Not happy Bunny<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Help needed</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 May 2009 10:47:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from  <a href="http://lillywmw.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lillywmw.jpg" alt=":iconlillywmw:" title="lillywmw"/></a><br /><br /><br />Apologies because this topic doesn't really belong here, but it's important to spread the word about this campaign everywhere, even more between people that learned trough the years to love the actors who represents Harry Potter's trio on the screens, please read all this post and spread the idea:<br /><br />As you all know, Rupert Grint filmed an indie thriller/drama Cherrybomb last year; but the film hasn't been released yet. IceCreamMan site have received word from the Cherrybomb production team, The Little Film Company that there's been a problem with securing a distribution deal, because the old dudes who run distribution companies think that there isn't enough interest in Cherrybomb. So, The Little Company asked for our help!<br />We need to prove these old dudes they are wrong!<br />Thus a campaign has been launched in order to ensure the widest possible cinematic release for Cherrybomb. Here's how you can get involved: IceCreamMan(and they are not asking for any credict) has composed a petition and they need your signature to show that, if given the opportunity, you would actually go and see this film!<br /><br />There are six separate petitions targeting the US, the UK, Germany, France, Italy and Brazil. If your country is currently not on the list, please sign the petition for the country nearest to you (for example, if you're from Argentina, sign the Brazilian petition); have no worries, they will be adding more petitions in different languages soon, but it is important that we collect as many signatures as possible before the Cannes Film Festival screening of Cherrybomb (14 May).<br /><br />Please sign this petition to bring Cherrybomb to a theatre near you, and invite your friends, fellow Rupert fans to sign it too! Also, spread the word about the petition: if you are involved with any of these: Rupert and HP sites, communities, forums; celebrity and gossip sites, movie sites etc. -- please post these links there!<br />Post the links in your DeviantArt journal, LiveJournal, Insane Journal, MySpace, Facebook, Twitter, Orkut, any other social page you have!<br /><br />Here are the links to the petitions:<br /><br />US: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.petitiononline.com/cherry09/petition.html">[link]</a><br />UK: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.petitiononline.com/cherry10/petition.html">[link]</a><br />Germany: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.petitiononline.com/cherry12/petition.html">[link]</a><br />France:<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.petitiononline.com/cherry13/petition.html">[link]</a><br />Italy: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.petitiononline.com/cherry16/petition.html">[link]</a><br />Brazil:<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.petitiononline.com/cherry15/petition.html">[link]</a><br /><br />You can also join the Cherrybomb official Facebook group, set up by The Little Film Company:<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.facebook.com/pages/Cherrybomb/82980346229">[link]</a><br /><br />Note: When you sign the petition, you can leave a comment. It is not compulsory, but it would be great to state why you think this film deserves a wide release, and why you would love to see it.<br /><br />This is about us Rupert Grint fans to show we care for him and his career and that we know he is and will be more than Ron Weasley!<br />So,<br /><br /><br />WE WANT TO SEE CHERRYBOMB!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://screencrave.com/2009-04-06/rupert-grint-gets-sexy-in-new-cherry-bomb-trailer/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dang it's nearly Christmas!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2008 06:40:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow nearly only a week til the big day?!<br />Crept up on me, and if anybody's noticed most of my Role play characters don't like this time of year!! Think it reflects my state of mind -_-<br /><br />I have a bit of a Drawing block in m head at the mo and cant even get doing Gifs or anything cause I feel so lazy....<br /><br />I'm considering paying somebody on here to do some work for me.<br />Commissions? Is that what its called?<br />PayPal of course....<br /><br />Feeling very Kingdom Hearty recently.....<br /><br />Wish I could draw Humans but im rubbish at it.....<br /><br />Any info on Commissions? Do I just message a random Artist or what?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ah Love!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2008 12:27:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah I've gotten a little soppy recently, all Role play sites fault of course. <br /><br />So I wrote these two literate pieces BEFORE the fictional romance happened, of my characters feelings. It's a little hard to understand if all you think of is Paint and Canvas. It's more Love, life and emotions.<br /><br />Sigh -_- I`ll probably edit them loads of times just to make em look and sound right.<br /><br />"Ode to Visaya" was my original title but I changed it to go with the general feel of the piece.<br /><br />Be gentle - I know it's mush and corny but I like it.<br /><br /><a href="http://midouban-fanclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/midouban-fanclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmidouban-fanclub:" title="midouban-fanclub"/></a> <br /><a href="http://ban-shrine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/ban-shrine.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconban-shrine:" title="ban-shrine"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Chilling</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 06:42:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nothing`s happening - Just Chilling XD & Moving house-Boo!!<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://midouban-fanclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/midouban-fanclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmidouban-fanclub:" title="midouban-fanclub"/></a> <a href="http://ban-shrine.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/ban-shrine.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconban-shrine:" title="ban-shrine"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cosmiccathorse</author>
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                <title>Gifs!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 16:13:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow I love technology!!! Especially when he`s that cute! LOL<br /><br />My two new Gif`s are of my Ban Midou... & Let`s not foget the wicked but so awesome Dr Jackal!!! Mmmhahahah...<br /><br />Im obsessed ^-^ <br /><br />*Drools* The eyes have me....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Emotional</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 07:53:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I found two old pictures I drew when in my teens. I really wanted to submit then so others could appreciate them.<br /><br />It was Emotional finding them and adding them, As I get all teary over my first cat`s death. In some ways I blame myself. But where my Parents live is a busy road out front and behind the house behind theirs is a road too........<br /><br />I REALLY wish drivers would slow down and think about animals crossing the road. I lost my second cat "Tiger" to the road also. He was only 2 years old too. He had followed his female friend across but only she made it.<br /><br />She is still alive and crosses the road with care all these years later.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>1st Picture</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 13:39:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow it`s been ages since I drew anything.<br />I loved drawing the fat wolf. I hate drawing eyes - the left eye gave me so much trouble.<br />Since im new to the whole drawing stuff please go easy on me. Hello to all my friends. More to come (Maybe LOL)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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