http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Cosmicwave&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Cosmicwave en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 03:14:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/13441728/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/13441728/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:19:21 PDT I am 18 years of age now.
I guess normally I should be at a bar right now, since it’s Friday night and I’m not “legal”. But nay~ I spent the whole day studying Physics because I have on more exam coming up on Monday. My friends did however treat me to lunch at La Porchetta and Denny’s. SO I didn’t celebrate a little bit.

What does this all mean?
I have officially reached the Age of the Majority
(The Age of majority is the threshold of adulthood as it is conceptualized in law. It is the chronological moment when children legally assume majority control over their persons and their actions and decisions, thereby terminating the legal control and legal responsibilities of their parents over and for them.
The time when the law allows persons to do acts which, for want of years, they were prohibited from doing before.)


i.e
The porn industry is now accessible.( Oh the possibilities! Er… Not much use to me)

No more free dental. (Big bummer, this one is.)

Purchase and consume alcoholic beverages. ( Alcohol makes me cranky)

May stand for election to public office at Federal, state or local government level. (I would never want to be working with a bunch of whinny, fickle simpletons…I mean, damn, have you seen the housing rates in New Zealand?!)

Able to vote. (Won’t make much difference anyway, since the poor and uneducated far outnumber the minority who knows what’s best for the country)

Able to marry without parental consent. ( Man…I don’t even know what a relationship is. I get the gist of things from books/comics etc.)

Buying/possessing firearms. (Now this one could be useful…e)

Entry into a casino and being able to gamble. (Also another useful one)

etc etc


...wow...so apparently it’s not going to make much difference (apart from the firearms thing, but those are hard to come by in little old “safe” New Zealand).
Wikipedia says that:
There are some qualities that symbolize adultness in most cultures. Not always is there a concordance between the qualities and the physical age of the person.
The adult character comprises:
• Self-control - restraint, emotional control.
• Stability - stable personality, strength.
• Independence - ability to self-regulate.
• Seriousness - ability to deal with life in a serious manner.
• Responsibility - accountability, commitment and reliability.
• Method/Tact - ability to think ahead and plan for the future, patience.
• Endurance - ability and willingness to cope with difficulties that present themselves.
• Experience - breadth of mind, understanding.
• Objectivity - perspective and realism.
… So yeah, I’m going to try working on those. Also I have a few things on my To-Do list: learn how to cook, get a job, act more feminine and so forth.

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http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/12331080/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:23:50 PDT save me! After spending about 4 weeks in University, I have come to realized that skipping a year was a very bad idea! The lecturers there spend around 50 minutes covering what high school teachers cover in 2 weeks!!

It’s stupidly overwhelming! And to top it off, I have a Physics test worth 7.5% this Wednesday, a Chemistry test worth 15% next Monday and then a Biology test worth, get this, 36% next Wednesday! Honestly, I don’t think I can pass! If I don’t pass that Bio test then it means that it’s bye-bye to my chances of getting an A average, farewell to getting into Neurobiology in the third year and sayonara to getting into the Honors Program.
My plans for next 3 years could all go down with this one test… I wish I could just curl up in my room and read fiction for the rest of my life, because currently, reality sucks.

Well the main point to this journal is, as you may have guessed already, I will be studying during every second of my waking hours and probably will not be on DA for at least 2 weeks. I’m be coming on to check deviations and messages and such in between doing my online tests so I won’t be completely gone. But I won’t be able to submit anything for a l-o-n-g time. I’ve got heaps of doodles but those aren’t very presentable…but what I mean is PSs things. Not that many of you will be missing much since I don’t produce much notable “art” (if you can call it that) anyway.

Well, just to let you guys know. Life is hell and it’ll only get worse.

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]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/11802156/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/11802156/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 17:05:54 PST
Ok first of all, I thought I'd try this CSS thing. My friend kindly sent me a template, so all I had to do was fill everything in. I really hope this works...I don't understand how you make the bg fit exactly into the journal box... it showed up nicely in the previews but as you see it now, it's repeating a bit...

Today is the dreaded time of year again: Valentine's Day~...
School hasn't started for me so I'm just going to stay home and ponder about why I'm spending it alone...
Honestly, it's not like I'm in particular need to find that "certain special someone". Personally, I think it would just be too troublesome...but it would be nice to get some chocolates and flowers and perhaps a candle-light dinner for two?
Hey people, no matter how immature and "unfeminine" (you have to know me in real life to understand) I seem, reading sappy shoujo comics is bound to rub off a little on me...

Well, I guess I make things hard for myself by being attracted to the quiet/cold types who wouldn't be likely to ask a girl out...but I really can't help it! That's just me~
I guess I'll be content with just admiring from afar...

It's ok, as long as I have my comics, I don't need a boyfriend!

Has kindly given me a Valentine's Day gift! He's so kind!! It has completely made my day~ [link]

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Yep..that sums it all up! Is the text too small?? Tell me if it is!
O btw, my cousin's always like that. He's really up himself and thinks he's really cool. But in reality he's ugly and...and...not cool!

EDIT:

Merry Christmas everyone on DA!!!!

Wishing you all a very merry Christmas!!

To those of you who are over the legal drinking age...and some who aren't:
May you all stay sober enough to remember it~!!


2nd EDIT

I got my first ever Christmas present via DA!!
has generously brought me 3 months subscription!
Thanks man!! Your the best!! And not just for buying me subscription! You've always been so supportive!
He has these unimaginably awesome photomanipulation skills and not to mention his very realistic 3D abstract modelling things that my simple mind can never comprehend.
Most of the time I'm just speechless, staring at the monitor. What more can I say? It's just something that you have to see.
O yea, and he has really pretty eyelashes

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]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/9787927/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/9787927/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 23:37:36 PDT

Ok I thought I’d give a little update on my life so far. It goes as follows…
EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Yes it’s that dreaded time of year once more. Constant stress, anxiety and depression every single day until about a week after exams, or may be longer if you’re teachers are slow at marking.
Damn this really sucks! I’ve been trying to get rid of some anxiety by watching some dramas and drawing but they just serve to remind me that I’m not trying my hardest to cram more information into my tiny brain…:

In my state of panic, I looked on DA and realized something weird…why is Naruto comic strips so popular?! I mean look at and Why?! Perhaps I should do more of those after exams...hmm
Also, why is DA all weird with the art views thing. It’s stopped counting “Full Views” completely…You know, I don’t particularly like this new layout. Does anyone?

Ah ah one more thing. I need help on hair! I really seriously can’t decide what style to draw. I keep on changing it because every time I see a new style that someone else uses I’m like ‘Hey I wanna do that” and BAM I change. See like from ---> --->---> and then finally to
Which one is actually better? I need to fix my style or else I'll never get better~

But anyway, forgive me if I'm slow at replying to your comments and commenting etc. I'm too busy trying to distinguish the difference between aldehydes and ketones...

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~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/9143427/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/9143427/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:05:19 PDT
There comes a time when one must stop and think about death. It’s inevitable that one day, one shall depart this Earth and join our ancestors in the land of darkness. Death, an inevitable side effect of aging (not that aging in itself is not abhorrent enough) comes closer with every passing year. As I sit before this computer monitor, I stop and think.

Today, I have lived on this Earth and reaped its treasures for a total of 17 years.
I have caused the destruction of acres of forests, the extinction of thousands of animals and plants, the total devastation of the world’s natural resources and have contributed to the ever-increasing carbon dioxide emissions.

For 17 years, time has sped past me like a whirlwind. The memories of the past and present have intermingled into something more abstract than Einstein’s Theory of Relativity. No longer can I look back at my reflection in the vast ocean of time. That ocean has grown so wide that it extends over the horizon and into the forgotten distance.

I am at a loss on this insignificant raft. Floating towards the horizon with constant acceleration. There is no way to stop as I have lost my paddle. I can only be carried by the waves towards what appears to be the edge of the Earth. Will I break free at that distant horizon or will I fall into endless darkness?
I will not know until I get there.

So now I ponder, though I have travelled for 17 years, the end is still far from site.
I am not approaching the end, but just floating away from the beginning.

I still have a long way to go.

In other words…
Today’s my birthday. I am 17. Is also 17. We share te same Bday!!I think that time flies by really fast. I don’t want to grow up. Next year it’ll be legal for me to drink alcohol, but I’m not going to drink because it’s bad for my brain cells.
Can’t remember what I’ve been doing the past year. What can I say? Time flies when you’re cramming for exams.

My friend at school took time off her cramming and drew me this [link] It’s got almost all my fav characters on it! She didn’t have time to draw the rest…well I told her about 15 so I’m thankful that she have time to draw more than one! I really appreciate it Bacon~~ She also gave me Meiji chocolate!! OMG!! I love her!

O I got this “mohair” scarf from my two friends. I don’t know what “mohair” is but it’s nice and warm!!

O o and a friend gave some chocolate and a car that said “Happy 12th Bday”. I said that I didn’t want to grow up and so he got me that card. Really, cute~ Perhaps too cute…

I’ll try my best this year!! Add oil!! (You gotta learn Chinese to understand this)

Okok, now back to studying, got Chem. Quiz tomorrow and I’m getting a cold

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Go to the ~http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/8885792/ Fri, 26 May 2006 17:14:21 PDT

You people leave so many nice comments that I just have to reply and then I can’t help but to look at their art work and then I can’t help but leave comments and then we have this whole conversation going on that I can’t help but continue…the only way to avoid this is to manually unplug my internet so I can’t even go online. Ah live is cruel

Update on my life so far. Mid-Year exams were devastating. I completely crapped out in AS Chemistry, didn’t even get a ranking (top 30% of the people doing the course get one..I didn’t even get top 30%!) and got bumped down to 5th in AS Maths, AS Biology was ok…got 3rd but if I didn’t screw up my Practical Test (got 60%) I would’ve gotten higher, in Physics, screwed up the Practical again and English….man I was never very good at English anyway.

So all in all, Mid-Years were quite the kick in the butt…now I got to start studying harder!!

If ~Tenshii saw this journal she’ll probably tell me to suck it up and get over it and probably kick me. But oh well, I like to whine…

OK things that should have been interesting since my last journal entry….Oh yeah, I was woken up at 5 in the morning by a friend at school saying that a tsunami was coming…can’t remember the exact date but it was on the day of my Physics exam.
Apparently the Tsunami-watch people in the States issued a warning to New Zealand and then the BBC wrongly reported that Gisbourne (a city on the East Coast of New Zealand) was already evacuating. Man this got everyone up in a panic.
I was all worried saying stuff like But I have a Physics exam tomorrow! and But I don’t know how to swim!! and then Shit what about Eugene (My PC)!!!.
The warning was called off after an hour though

What have I learnt a valuable lesson since then…
1. I must backup all my files on to a portable HDD so I can take it with me incase of an emergency.
2. Must learn how to swim properly. [I apparent swim like a rock]
3. Move to a larger country, preferably not on a great big fault line and in the Pacific.

O yea and I finally watch the Conqueror of Shamballa Soooooooooooo cool~ I kept on crying at random bits of the movie...

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]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/8069889/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/8069889/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 23:15:03 PST To everyone on DA

Due to the increasing workload at school, I have to face the inevitable…I have to temporarily suspend myself from DevaintArt so I can concentrate on my school work.

I have to get ready for University or A Levels next year so I have to study hard this year. And in order to get into this “Senior Scholars” group at school next year, I have to get at least 85% in all my subjects. I was stupid enough to choose AS Level Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Mathematics and English Language for this years subjects and I’m definitely regretting it.
I can’t back out of it now…dropping a subject isn’t an option for me, as I will have to face the prospect of dishonoring my country, my family and my ancestors.

There leaves me only one option: Cutting out everything in my life that isn’t necessary.
The three leisure activities that are taking up most of my time are reading books, reading manga and Deviantart. I can’t cut out reading because it is required in my English class…there’s no way I’d stop reading manga…and that leaves DeviantArt.

I think I’d be able to log in once every fortnight (…or month depending on homeowork) to check a few messages and submit something (will be rushed work most likely).
But I won’t be able to return everyone’s lovely comments and I won’t be able to thank everyone for the favorites and watches.

So please forgive me! I’m not ignoring you all, I'm just busying trying to cram an unimaginable amount of facts and figures into my tiny head!

Thank you all for your support!! My art (if you can call it that…) has improved heaps because you guys! I really appreciate it!!

I’d like to thank everyone in advance for visiting my humble gallery!!


P.S
I’m found out that I’m Calcium deficient…but I really don’t like …Ugggh~ It just keeps getting better doesn’t it?!
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~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7746098/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7746098/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 17:53:32 PST First things first… HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!:dances:

Nooooo~ School has started and it feels like living hell~

WE got homework on the first day and it just keeps on increasing in magnitude as the days pass~ I have no idea how I’m going to survive this year…and I’m only been at school for 3 days!!!

Due to school starting, my time on DA will be very..very..very limited. I’ll probably only be able to log in on Wednesday during the weekdays and the weekends…I usually log in at least twice a day during the holidays you see.
Anyway, so if you leave a comment and I don’t answer for 3 or 4 days, it’s just that I’m being held captive by a whole giant heap of homework

O by the way, I’ve recently been reading a lot of shoujo manga and I have to say that they’re very different from the usual shounen manga I read.
I’ve tried to look up summaries on good shoujos but have recently have met up with a bit of a problem…*coughcough* I’ve realized that there’s a lot of vocabulary that I don’t understand…but I have a faint idea so I’m not stupid enough to “google” them.
I’d appreciated it if you guys on DA who are familiar with these terms help me out~ What on earth does “smut”, “m-preg”, “lolita-complex”, “bondage”, “ecchi”, “angst” and “Mary Sue” mean?!
I may seem a bit stupid for asking this…what? I don’t usually read shoujos~ How am I supposed to know?! No one I know at school knows what they mean either~

Something that I have to do for ~rachh-doodle...

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
>> The path of glory lead but to the grave

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
>> What? No!!

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
>> This ad about hair removel

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
>> 2:10pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
>> 2:41pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
>> Cicadas..lot’s of them

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
>> 7:35am, was going to school~

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
>> The computer screen…still am actually~

9. What are you wearing?
>> T-shirt, shorts, socks..

10. Did you dream last night?
>> Probably

11. When did you last laugh?
>> At one of those Sasuke-is-gay comics strips~

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
>> Naruto and Saiyuki posters.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
>> The Sasuke-is-gay comic strip.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
>> Lacking in logic…

15. What is the last film you saw?
>> Howl’s Moving Castle

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
>> A bazooka…or some shares to get more money~

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
>> I’m 171cm~

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
>> Kill off those on my “To-kill” list…O and to take over the world

19. You like to dance?
>>I have no control over my limbs…

20. George Bush:
>> “Fight against terrorism and everyone else who gets in our way!”

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
>> Alice

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
>> Shrubery

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
>> I’d have to at one time or another~ No way am I gonna stay in this forsakened country~

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
>> “Ah~ My replacement has arrived…” (It's a joke!! God don't smite me!! I'd be happy if you just let me in!!!)

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http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7606873/ Sun, 15 Jan 2006 00:59:00 PST

Mood: *groan* School...
Listening to: The Lumber Jack Song
Reading: AS Cambridge Math Text Book

Wow first post 2006!
So a new year already, what will this year bring? Well all I can say is that I’m not looking forward to it.

This year I’m going to have to work my butt off and try and get a good mark to get into the course I want in university. In New Zealand, we don’t have College here. We just have 6 years of elementary school, 2 years of Intermediate and then 5 years of high school ad then it’s Uni!

I’m on my 4th year of High school this year, but I’m hoping to skip 5th and go straight to Uni. Why? Coz I’d save NZ$13000 or about US$6500 if I skip a year. My high school is not that generous to their student *sigh *

Oooooo on a lighter note, here’s a list of manga that I’ve started reading recently and have enjoyed very much!!
D.Gray-Man (Kinda remind me of FMA but it’s really really cool! Character development is good and very funny )
Please Save My Earth (Confusing, old shoujo...but I like it )
Hanazakari no Kimitachi E (Such a good shoujo manga! I don’t usually read shoujo manga but this one is really cute. Funny as hell too! Join the club *see at bottom of journal *)
AirGear (Very perverted Shounen manga about Skating...the bits without the nudes girls and guys peaking at skirts are really good and exciting. Storyline's pretty good too~ Akito/Agito Is adorable beyond belief!!)
Aishiteruze Baby(Awww so sad but cute, it's quite short too only 33 chapters)

Fullmetal Alchemist Is honestly the best anime ever!! I’ve just finished watching all 51 episodes of the anime and hell it was good!!! I’m not gonna give anything away here, but let’s say that I cried more than once in it..and that’s amazing coz I don’t usually cry…I laughed during Titanic..enuff said

BTW this is very important! Okok not really, but it’s important to me.
You guys know that Action contest held at *anime-artists Well apparently the pool before was just the prelims…so winning the poll by around 15 votes didn’t mean much.They completely burst my bubble man!! Now they all gotta be voted again*whine*~

So, as usual, I’m in dire need of your support everyone!
Please go and see the poll and vote for the one you like *nudge nudge *(that may not be me…you might think that that my picture… isn’t all that great…I’m trying not the say the word “sucks” here but the more votes the merrier right?) Just to show you all that I’m not forcing you to all vote for me, I’m not gonna tell you which Contestant I am. You’re just gonna have to click the links and look at the pics first to find out! That’s fair right?
Vote here! [link]
Anyone can vote! There’s a lot of great art to see!

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http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7398961/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 15:49:51 PST

Mood: Ne~...
Listening to: Jingle Bells
Reading: Harry Potter and The Halfblood Prince
Watching: The Grinch who stole Christmas

Ho ho ho! Merry Xmas!

It's about 1:19am here is New Zealand! Christmas for us now!!

Wishing everyone on DA a very merry Christmas! May all you Xmas wishes come true...except if your wish is to take over the world or marry Cloud or Reno or Vincent from FF7 coz those are my wishes!!!

Be good kids everyone! If you're over 21 and reading this...be good proper and decent human beings~ or else!

Here's a moment of Christmas spirit from me~


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Go visit, all you little narutards out there!!! ]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7265726/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7265726/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 14:24:01 PST

Mood: Soo~excited!
Listening to: Melissa
Reading: Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire
Watching: Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge of the Sith

It's SO SO SOOOOOOOO hot! It's like the middle of summe rhere in New Zealand and might I say that this is not the type of Christmas that I like!

Damn me for being in the Southern Hemisphere! I was supposed to be going back to China these holidays but nooo~ my mom said that it was a waste of money if I went on the point that I have no friends there and that I'm only going back for the food and shopping. SO what dammit?! Take away my white Christmas why don't you!

O and did I mention that my mother dismantled my computer and removed his (yes his. My had named my computer Eugene) motherboard to give to this guy who apparently needed an old motherboard to go with his old CPU.
At first I thought it was ok, coz then I'd be getting a new motherboard but guess what? My CPU is so old that new motherboards are not compatible! What the hell?! I haven't been able to use Eugene for 4 days! FOUR DAYS DAMMIT!
I can't draw, all my comics and anime are in Eugene not to mention that my FFVII game is on there! I haven't played my game in 4 days~!! *mental breakdown*

O I had a new hair cut~ It's short and I kinda look like a guy Kinda like Train from Black cat...I'll upload a photo...when I get Eugene back...*sniffle*

Okok last thing. Entered a contest
Go vote! Anyone can vote! [link]

*whispers* I'm number 2 btw...*nudge nudge wink wink*

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Go visit, all you little narutards out there!!! ]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7076947/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/7076947/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 01:40:48 PST

Mood: Soo~excited!

I'm alive again~~

Exams are finally over, which means that school is over, which means that I have more free time, which means that I can FINALLY draw and comment on art work at DA!!

I promise from now on I'll be very active and draw my little head off...not sure if that's a good ting though..

Well anyway, just posting up a few of my sketches...see? I have been practising my drawings...mostly on exam papers though... I hope the Cambridge markers like cartoons~

Oh and I got my hands on FFVII game on PC!!! I love Cloud so so sooo much!! I also got the FF7 Advent Children DVD~ But I'm not watching it until I've finished FF7~ I don't want to ruin anything!!! Oh I am sooo excited!! This is gonna be the best holiday ever~ Just me AND my computer! Together. All day long!! O I can't even express my happiness!

Anyway, um...yea that's about it...o wait wait~ I had this weird dream a few weeks ago~

Apparently I was standing in the middle of an empty field waiting for something and then Cell (er..that green guy who was an Android from Dragon Ball Z) appeared out of nowhere and said "Prepare to meet your doom!!" I was thinking "O crap! Where is Goku when you need him?!" and started to run until I found refuge in then girls' toilet...I have no idea why I did that...to think that a cold blooded killer like Cell would actually stop trying to kill me just because I was in the girls' toilet is beyond logic. Okay anyway, then I suddenly woke up to see Sanzo (a guy from Saiyuki...you must read the manga!) by my beside. He said "How are you feeling" and I replied with "Er..fine" and he then says "Ok. Marry me then." I woke up smiling!!
Yes I was very happy that day~ Even though Sanzo is a monk and he can't actually get married...but hey it's ok!

SO THE MORAL OF THE DREAM IS...Don't read 6 hours of comics or watch DBZ before you sleep (Not that I watched DBZ....I just happened to tlak about it at school and it got into my head..personally the antomy scares me..)

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Admin at http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/6824138/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 23:33:58 PDT

Mood: Soo~excited!

I know I know, I'm supposed to be studying my a$$ off for exams but this anime-con-ish only happens ONCE a year. New Zealand is kinda stingy when it comes to anime so these conventions are rare…*mumbles about wanting to move to Canada or the US* I’m going to go tomorrow morning!!

This is my first EVER anime convention and I’m sooooooooooo excited! I never new that “Armageddon”, it’s what the convention is called…something like “Armageddon Pulp Culture Expo”…anyway, I thought it was just a convention for Star Trek, computer games and Star Wars fans. Little did I know that the main theme of the event is actually Anime and Manga!!

Apparently there’s gonna be a huge line tomorrow morning (around 100 m, or so I hear) seems like it’s gonna be pretty lively. Though I really don’t want to be on of those rabid anime fans girls who get there 3 hours before…but heck dammit! I’m NOT gonna miss out on anything!! I’m going to be more laid-back though and get there 30mins before. Hopefully I’ll only be the 150th person standing in line.

And no, I don’t think I’ll cosplay. Since it’s my first Anime Con I think I’ll take it easy. Unfortunately I’m not going to the day the Cosplay contest is on, but maybe they will dress up tomorrow anyway…probably will.

I’m going with and we’re gonna take heaps of pictures for you all!! I’ll post up the pictures soon

Anyway, gotta go and do some Physics before going to bed…what am I going to bring? How much money should I bring? DO they accept credit cards? What am I going to wear?!?! I heard that there were sleazy old men hanging around there …maybe jeans and t-shirt will do..

Okok! Wish me luck on exams guys! I’m be pretty much inactive for the next few
weeks or so, but I’ll definitely be back in mid-November.

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OMG!! I went today!! Got there 30 mins early and stood in line!! But I had already brought my ticket so I didn't have to wait too long. IT WAS SO FUN!!

The manga and anime there was pretty cheap and I brought
X/1999 volume 2 and 3
Immortal Rain Volume 4 and 5

I also got to watch the Inuyasha Movie!! I met heaps of really cool people there too!!

There was this "Kameihameiha" contest. I'm not sure how you spell it...you know that thing that Goku does on DBZ? No not the "Spirit Bomb", the other one~
Anyway, it was hilarious!! The two finalists had to "face-off" against each other. They were on opposite sides of the stage and they both did the Kamei-ya-thingy. This one guy was dressed as Vegeta and the other was a little asian kid (around 12 to 14 maybe). The Vegeta guy and the kid both took steps towards eachother, as if they're over-powering each other. They ended up so close that their hands were touching!!! :rflo:
It was a close match, but the Vegeta guy won coz he was older and put more effort into it (cosplay and everything). Plus he must have had a few years practice too~

I'm so going for the whole 3 days next year!!




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I LIVE~~!!
Wow I didn’t think I’d survive the End-of-year school exams but somehow I pulled through! I actually got pretty good grades! I’m doing IGCSE Cambridge exams and taking Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Mathematics Extended and English Literature and Language…anyone notice that I like science a lot? I would’ve taken English if I didn’t have to but noooooooo~ it’s “compulsory”! It’s absolutely ridicules! I hate English! It’s stupid! What the hell is the point in finding “the meaning behind the poem”?!?! I don’t care!! I got two Cs for English….TWO Cs!!! How did I get Cs in such a meaningless and stupid subject?!?! O did I also mention that my English teacher is an incompetent fool who’s fondness for English is enough to make one vomit!

On a lighter note, I got all As for the rest of my subjects Bio, Math, Phys all above 90%…Chem was 85% but that’s till an A…a low A…

Oh and even better news!! I won the ID Contest at and I get a 3 months subscription soon!! Oh everyone go and see my ID design!! Go go go~

You may have noticed that I haven’t been very active lately…it’s all due to a great manga website that I’ve found and I’ve been reading manga nonstop Here’s a list of all the new manga that I’m reading:
Prince of Tennis
Busou Renkin
Fruits Basket
Death Note
Shaman King
Shinshi Doumei Cross (Wow so weird)
Saiyuki
Shinsengumi Issan Peace Maker
As you can see, I’ve been very busy I have been drawing heaps, just haven’t scanned any of it in…and I also haven’t been commenting much, please forgive me!! I will try to draw more and comment more during these 2 weeks of school holidays but I need to study for the real Cambridge Examinations in October.

Wait wait! One more thing!! I’m lacking motivation right now so I think I’ll start taking some art requests…I don’t know what kind of crazy people out there want to see me kill their beloved characters, but I just need characters to draw due to a lack of imagination. So note me if you’re interested!!

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OK fine, be that way then!!

Anyway! I've just finished reading Harry Potter: The Half-Blood Prince and I have to say....well what more can you say about the greatest story on the earth? Though I'm not going to mention anything so that I don't spoil anything for anyone!! I'm sooooooooooo obsessed right now~ and I keep on drawing pictures of Sirius on my school work and poeple think I'm weird...

IF I still haven't expressed how obsessed I am, let me give you another example...I SWEAR I saw this guy who looks like Sirius in Starbucks!! He's even has long (well not too long, but long for a man) black hair!! N he's really tall and I have the say quite the looker~ But for those of you who haven't seen any anime drawings of Sirius, you'd probably disagree with me....but I really really really think he looks like the anime version of Sirius!!

Only thing is....I have a sinking feeling that he's gay... there's just something about the perfectly manicured nails, the long hair and the leather pants that gives me that idea...but he doesn't speak funny or anything... well he's still hot though..in an anime kinda way~~ He's the closest thing to a real Sirius right now I think I'm gonna go to Starbucks a bit more often now


Ok one more thing~ I have found the coolest Naruto website EVER!! Now I believe that everyone knows that in Japan, they have these Naruto radio talk-shows that the naruto seiyuu go and have interviews and stuff. The show's called "Oh! Naruto Nippon!".
This website has the records of practically ALL the radio shows!! There's this recording of Sasuke's love confession and oh he sounds sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet! There heaps and heaps of other really cool stuff there too!! Oh like Neiji's confession of love and the seiyuu(s) doing the Orioke no justsu!!
You must all go to www.naruto-nippon.net

Enjoy!

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...Actualy I'm not really excited at all...I don't really wanna grow up~
Being old means that I'll soon have to...

i) ...Get a job
ii) ...Learn to do grown-up things...like cook and do the laundry..
iii) ...act more "mature"...
iv) ...go to University in 2 years
v) ...stop watching cartoons coz I'll get hasseled
vi) ...get my driver's liscence
vii) ...stop acting like a kid a whine about everything

The only good thing I can think of is that I'll be able to get into R-16 movies...BUT I DON'T EVEN WANT TO WATCH THOSE MOVIES ANYWAY!! There's no point~ Finding Nemo and Disney cartoons are WAY better. R-16 movies are stupid and have stupid adult themes that my virgin eyes can't handle...

I don't want to grow up! Does anyone realise that I'M OVER HALF-THIRTY?!?! Nooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Damn and I have to have a party coz apparently 16 is a special age..like i really give a damn~ I don't like parties...to loud and messy and I HATE people touching my stuff (only-child you see)

O gawd~ whatever!! i DON'T CARE~ I'm still going to pretend I'm 15 and act like I'm 12 (12 yr-olds in the 1990s.....12 yr-olds these days are utterly idiots who ar little pop-star wannabes) and I'm still going to watch Disney cartoons on Saturday morning and watch Naruto and Bleach and Fullmetal Alchemist and RUROUNI KENSHIN and cry watching them! No can stop me! I may be 16 on the outside but still a kid on the inside!!

As Lee says "The springtime of youth" will always be with me!! FOREVER!


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Go visit, all you little narutards out there!!! ]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/5565618/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/5565618/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:36:23 PDT

Mood: Happy
Listening to: Go! (From Naruto)
Reading: Harry Potter~
Watching: Zoolander!

Greetings loyal minions!!

Hey hey~ Deviantart gave me 1 week free subscription!!!!!

Yay! I've been messing around with all the new options and stuff for the last few days
Subscription is soooooooo cool! I really don't have much news but I wanted to try out this journal thingy. Maybe it'll work with a banner or sumthing

I'm still studying my butt off~ but i get distracted sooo easily!! I mean, you just can't work properly with Bleach on your computer!! It's impossible!!!

Apparently, my schools is going to have a "Common Test" for this term and I've basically learnt..what, 10 % of the work so far??! Man i'm starting to panic!! Get into the fetal position!!!!!

Also, you know I don't get asian guys who pretend to be "cute" and "adorbale" to get girls, does it actually work? I mean, I for one think it's stupid and I just wanna tell them to grow up. But do some girls think it's cute when a guy "pouts" and say "Pleeeeease? If you don't come to [insert place here] with me I'll be sad and cry"
I seriously don't get this~~ I know like 3 guys who are like this now and just wanna kick them!!

Oh by the way, time for a monthly rant:
I was watching Greece the other day and I realised that Sandy, the perfectly nice girl turned into a skank to be with that guy!! Why would a girl abandon her morals just to be with some guy?!
And that guy, what's his face...Danny was going to become a nice gentleman to be a good boyfriend for Sandy, but noooooooooooo~ she just has to go turn into a tart!! What in the world is wrong with those people?!
Have they no pride?!
No sense of dignity??!
Why must someone who was perfectly fine and a class citizen start wearing tight leather pants and a super low-cut top?!
That Greece movie must have made such a bad influence on the kids around the world! I eman no wonder there was such a high teenage pregancy rate in the 80s!!

I am utterly speechless!!!!!!! Just i know I must sound like a naive little girl right now, but guess what? I am and I don't plan on changing anytime soon!! Everyone should be like some characters in anime when they all live in a perfect world and there's always a happy ending and everyone always find true love and they al liv happily ever after!!! (If you exclude those really sad manga and anime stories which are just plain sad and annoying )

Anywho!! Adios, sayonara, zai jiang and goodbye for now!!!! (P.S I would use more languages..but I can't coz i'm stupid...)

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People from NZ that I actually know!

-This guy is sooo good!! Only thing is that he doesn't have a scanner...by the photos of his drawings still look impressive!

- The guy who introduced me to Bleach!! I thank u Tappers!!!

- See you in Maths and Chemistry!!!

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Visit my friends l... ]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/5462542/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/5462542/ Wed, 25 May 2005 23:49:36 PDT
Actually i changed schools on monday..i just didn't say anything coz I'm too busy studying!!

Anywayz, I changed from my boring normal school to this hard-out academic one~ So now i have to get up at 6:50 am, be at school by 8:30 am and then return home by bus at...wait for it.. 6:00PM!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS POSSIBLE TO HAVE SUCH A LONG SCHOOL DAY~

Good new is that the people there are all pretty nice...so far anyway..*cough*
Oh but but but i met a girl who had a DA account as well!!! OMG!! Ain't it cool??? This is her Visit her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's cool!!!!!!!!! Really!

O and here's a few of my school friends who are good at drawing!!

-This guy is sooo good!! Only thing is that he doesn't have a scanner...by the photos of his drawings still look impressive!

- The guy who introduced me to Bleach!! I thank u Tappers!!!

Let's see...anymore notable news? O right!!!
I'm sooooooooo sorry to everyone that I haven't been commenting!!! I've got 78 deviantions to see and 10 comments to reply to but I'm just sooo swamped right now!! Please don't hate me if I don't sign in for like a week, I have about 17 weeks worth of Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Math and English to catch up on!! Forgive me!!

P.S

I've been getting complaints that my ID does't reflect my personality at all..so I will do a new one later!! SOmething to avoid in the future eh?
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]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/5037949/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/5037949/ Fri, 08 Apr 2005 21:02:28 PDT I've been quite busy with school and..er...*cough* reading Harry Potter *cough* ^^" My friend made me read the first book and i got hooked and read all 5 books non stop... I take back all the bad things I said about Harry Potter (The movies were not quite the same as the books). For those of you who thought the HP movies were ok but haven't read the books, READ THE BOOKS, THE BOOKS ARE WAY BETTER!!!

O I can't wait till book 6 comes out~ Order of the Pheonix was so sad~ JK Rowling better make up for it in Book 6~

Anywayz, apart from my obsession with HP (During Chemistry on friday I waved a thermometre around pretending it was a wand ^^") I'm quite busy with school.
Our Chemistry teacher had to be rushed to hospital coz she had er...a infected appendix or sumthing and we have the most incompetent reliever~ I'm soo gonna fail my end-of-topic test~

Hm...o right, I'm starting to go to this Christian Youth Group thing on Friday nights, the kids there are sooo nice though we spend a lot of time arguing with the priest about theories O_o But it's fun nonetheless!!

Let me see~~ Anything else I need to say...hm.. Oh yes! I'm sooo sorry that I haven't been commenting a lot lately~ My time on the internet has been very limited due to some technical difficulties and lack of spare time~ I'll make it up to you guys somehow~ Any suggestions??

Well that's it from me. Ciao!

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Well first of all, I GOT COREL PAINTER 9! I'm soooo happy! I still don't really know anything about it though O_o so far i've jst been messing with the brushes and i'll jst menton that THEY ARE SO COOL!
If anyone know any good Corel Painter 9 tutorials please tell me ^^" So far i'm quite confused about al the new buttons

Erm..let's see...O i feel out of bed last week ^^" I was trying to find my clock one morning and i didn't realise hat i ws too close to the edge so i suddenly went *FLOP THUD* onto the floor~ XD Don't worry, my room has carpet so it didn't hurt that much~ I just crawled back into bed

Oh oh big news!! I got my hands on the Full Metal Alchemist manga!! I read up to chapter 34 in two days!! ^^" I want more~ FMA is sooo cool~ I like Edward~ He's such a shorty *Gets hit by Ed's automail arm*

O and I'm sad to report an extremely bad news...High School start on Feb 2!! I have arund a week left of freedom and then I'm back under the control of tyrants and slavedrivers~ :tear: Nooooooooooooo~

Erm..ok..*sniffle* I'll await the day of dooooom~

Stay in tuned for more of Bonnie's News Update!! Dan dan daaaaaaaaan~~

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]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/4254825/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/4254825/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 14:11:15 PST Every time I put up a journal entry, I neglect to thank my dear friends for their support so this journal entry is to thank all of them!
I love u guys to pieces *glomps everyone* Thank you all soooooo (x100) much!

Ok if anything think that all these icons are annoying and takes a long time to load, comment and I’ll stop^^”

Good Friends:
~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/4199025/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/4199025/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 03:54:31 PST

Well guys, 2004 is now behind us and we look forward to the endless possiblities that 2005 will bring! I hope you all have a memorable year and I wish you guys all the best wishes for the year 2005!
Well I will always remeber this year and the year I signed up to deviantart! I made so many new friends and you guys are all just swell! Love you guys sooo much!
For everyone's who's reading this, I thank you for visiting my humble gallery and I hope that you have a great new year

Hm....my New Year Resolution would be.....
1. To work harder at school. Which means that I wil have to review all my weeks work every Saturday.

2. To be more tolerant of people ^^"

3. To be less judgemental of people...

4. To ignore annoying mindless people.

5. To improve on my art work!! Namely, to get at least 3500 page views by the end of next year!

6. To do reduce the amount of stupid slip-ups that I do during exams

7. To get 1st in at least 2 subjects in my high school.^^"

8. To get into the Intermediate A tennis team.

9. To have less mood swings/control my emotions better.

10. To have a great, happy, bountiful and memorably year!!

All the best for 2005!

Lots of Love
Bonnie~

Great Artists:

3D Artists:

Clubs:

My Good Friends (I missed out a lot of people, forgive me! But basically everyone who’s watching me! ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/4052160/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/4052160/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 18:12:57 PST
It's apparently a Wacom, Intuos2 9"x12" tablet. I was hoping to get an Intuos3 tablet coz it's newer and has more functions but it's WAAAY more expensive~ So i'll settle for this one

O btw it's summer holidays in New Zealand so I have time to draw heaps and heaps of pics!!! So tune in for more of Cosmic's weirdo art works!!!

*Dances around the room* O I'm just so obesssed with Final Fantasy VII Advent Children right now~ I can't wait till it comes out on DVD!! I think my obsession is the result of reading to much fanfics.. O well

Let's see...what else...erm...O right!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! glomp:

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On monday I have the first part of my english exam, which is creative writing and i suck at creative writing!!! I suck so so sooo much~ last time i managed to write a stupid story about a boy freezing to death on a mountain -_-;; i got 24 marks out of 40...I hate hate exams~~ argh must study so please exuse me for not drawing anything~
I also have my Math exam on thursday~ 6 papers to do in 3 hours~!!! As if exam perperation isn't bad enough, I have my graphics assignment due in on friday which is worth 10% of my final mark and i haven't even started! I would be working on it right now but no, my graphics teacher decides that she would take them in during to weekends so she could "check where we're up to" I mean come on people! How do u except us to finish them on time??

To make things worse, my incompetent english teacher decides that she wants us to do a "History of English Literature" assignement! Damn teachers are so stupid~ Who care about the history of literature anyway??

Ahhhhh well i'm gonna go study now and i probaby won't even be on devianart for the next 3 weeks so don't miss me too much~~ (yea right hah).

O by-the-way, I've put up pictures of my neighbour's kittens in my scraps folder if anyone wants to see them. They're really cute~


My friends:


People I watch coz they rock~
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No deviations lately because i have to attend this stupid "table tennis tornament", yea i know, you're thinking.."wow table tennis, how much time does that take?" But it's really hard and tiring~! Right now school holidays for 2 weeks but stupid table tennis will take up 1 week and then i gotta spend the last week doing revision for exams~~
Doing line work with a mouse takes way too much time so i think i'm just going to put it off for awhile~ I'll still chat though and browse deviations so please send me notes~!! I love notes~

People that are too good~~


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Well here's a list of people that I want you to go see...it's...well..no words can describe how good they are...i suck and everyone knows it...

People that are...GREAT!



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]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/3104816/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/3104816/ Thu, 12 Aug 2004 02:29:43 PDT 1. I had to get my C drive cleaned out coz it was totally cramped full of i don't know what.
2. My scanner is missing it's extension cord and I don't know where it is.
3. We have heaps of tests at school right now...o did i mention i think i failed my Chemistry exam?
4. I'm waiting for my friend to lend me her photoshop 7 CD so i wouldn't have to use PS 5.0 anymore.
5. I'm too busy reading my new mangas that i got :laugh:
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More to be added soon, jsut not right now coz I don't have time to browse that much now...coz..well..school exams coming up *sigh* ]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/3095813/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/3095813/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 23:30:06 PDT ]]> ~Cosmicwave http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/3062524/ http://Cosmicwave.deviantart.com/journal/3062524/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 01:44:50 PDT ]]> ~Cosmicwave