http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3ACptCog deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:CptCog en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Mon, 20 May 2013 06:04:13 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Been-ever-loving-busy-361017735 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Been-ever-loving-busy-361017735 Fri, 22 Mar 2013 21:47:35 PDT Been ever loving busy!! nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2013 ~CptCog
Real life does that to ya, ya know?

Anyways, I've been strongly encouraged by a small number of people to go more into illustration than ever before. Maybe this might go somewhere??? We'll see; the scant time for silly things might be expanding a bit more by the end of next week, so it's a possibility. On the other hand, it may be entirely consumed by my recent obsession with the tower build. And on the other hand of that, I may not have the cash flow for the rest of it for a month or so... (internal depression and angst!! D:>)

Well, I decided to take a taste of inspiration via: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7JOa3dISg0&lis ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Learning-about-Dignity-336969745 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Learning-about-Dignity-336969745 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 23:20:40 PST Learning about Dignity nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~CptCog As usual, the old projects lay forgotten and incomplete, and I can barely look back at them without cringing and frustratingly trying to fix them.

And then giving up.

So here's to the next project! XD

You all will be impressed. It's not going to ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-pulling-at-my-hair-here-313812919 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-pulling-at-my-hair-here-313812919 Tue, 10 Jul 2012 09:57:41 PDT I'm pulling at my hair here... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~CptCog
If anyone's interested, I might start up a commission practice, just so I can... you know, afford gas money to keep looking for a job... :/ ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-m-back-from-Europe-302132466 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-m-back-from-Europe-302132466 Mon, 14 May 2012 13:04:49 PDT So I'm back from Europe nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~CptCog
Posted a pic that I did because I've drawn close to nothing while I've been traveling. Not even sketches. It's terrible, really.

I also wonder how many people see my stuff but I never find out... I just got 3 favs on the new "Sabia" I posted. Hmmm....

Anyways, it's good to be back at home. My life's been changed, that's for certain. And I know for a fact, it's for the better. :D ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Took-a-moment-from-writing-essays-to-say-291595427 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Took-a-moment-from-writing-essays-to-say-291595427 Wed, 21 Mar 2012 16:01:37 PDT Took a moment from writing essays to say... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~CptCog
I'm living up the Alps as we speak.

That's all I really have to say. :3 ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-a-legitimate-excuse-this-time-280281922 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-a-legitimate-excuse-this-time-280281922 Thu, 19 Jan 2012 08:11:04 PST I have a legitimate excuse this time... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2012-2013 ~CptCog
And then, lots of emotional traumas. Won't go into it, it's not worth talking about it to the air about.

and sadly, my computer had to be left behind when I traveled again, and won't be in my hands until the middle of May... along with my tablet... :(

On the upside though, I'M GOING TO FREAKING EUROPE!!!!

See you all then, I suppose. :) ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Reading-my-own-journals-at-5am-262673590 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Reading-my-own-journals-at-5am-262673590 Mon, 10 Oct 2011 02:57:56 PDT Reading my own journals at 5am... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~CptCog
On a different note... it's like 80 degrees out... in October... at night... What the hell? Where's my cold weather?!!! ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/At-6am-because-I-m-a-baws-258976790 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/At-6am-because-I-m-a-baws-258976790 Sun, 18 Sep 2011 04:37:41 PDT At 6am, because I'm a baws. nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~CptCog http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Doh-215547508 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Doh-215547508 Tue, 21 Jun 2011 22:13:19 PDT Doh... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~CptCog .<

Projects are idly getting done... but a lot more slowly than I originally planned.

And I should seriously stop promising artwork that I'm never going to finish or upload >.> ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/College-is-OUT-D-218650026 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/College-is-OUT-D-218650026 Thu, 19 May 2011 14:21:10 PDT College is OUT!!! :D nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~CptCog
Finals week killed me. I slept a grand total of 12 hours over the whole time, and there was a time where I was falling asleep with one boot still on...

It was fun.

I'll so do it again next year.

AND WITH THAT... not that anyone stalks me or reads my updates, but I'll be back on the artwork!! ^_^ I've got a crap load of sketches filling a binder that I want to go back and look back over... that, and I probably should start uploading some of this artwork... even if there's a b ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-219323757 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-219323757 Wed, 20 Apr 2011 02:27:50 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~CptCog
On the positive side though, it's been immensely enjoyable and I've never been as social as I have been in my life. I think...
Quote of the day:

"The large print giveth and the small print taketh away" ~ Tom Waits ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/A-great-way-to-start-the-new-semester-221228021 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/A-great-way-to-start-the-new-semester-221228021 Thu, 03 Feb 2011 00:30:51 PST A great way to start the new semester nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2011-2013 ~CptCog
So basically a couple friends of mine did a radio show last semester, from midnight to 2am. One of them, this semester, went off for international studies (is in Europe, at the moment), and so as the new semester started, I guess the other guy didn't know about the fact that he had to renew the show with a new application or whatever the process is. So we did our usual getting into the building, as common place as it is getting into a locked up building when it's below freezing out. Thankfully, there was a nice guy who let us in but insisted we called the campus police, because he wanted to make sure he was ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Because-school-is-out-for-the-holiday-222219895 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Because-school-is-out-for-the-holiday-222219895 Fri, 24 Dec 2010 02:54:11 PST Because school is out for the holiday nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/A-revelation-222454750 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/A-revelation-222454750 Mon, 13 Dec 2010 00:08:00 PST A revelation: nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
I heard Atmos's song "The Best Day", and now I feel like crap: Slug wasn't changing for the worst; he was just changing. and it's not like he hasn't done this before.

I really should be used to people changing by now... oh well, life goes on.

(Is feeling much bett ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Know-what-s-got-me-really-excited-222504000 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Know-what-s-got-me-really-excited-222504000 Fri, 10 Dec 2010 15:05:57 PST Know what's got me really excited?! nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
:D

I can't believe he came to me about it! We spent a while brainstorming about it, and I mean... I'm really excited about doing it, much more the fact that I get to work with him. Depending on your tastes, he's pretty damn good: sort of electronica, down-tempo, trance... 'ish.

here's his Band Camp: http://bensteed.bandcamp.com/ ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-that-time-of-year-222544107 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-that-time-of-year-222544107 Wed, 08 Dec 2010 11:40:08 PST It's that time of year!! nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
Essays.

-_-

as a freshman in college and experiencing this first hand, for the first time... I really need to develop some better study habits. :d ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Watch-me-expell-all-over-the-journal-I-lt-3sSeras-222873108 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Watch-me-expell-all-over-the-journal-I-lt-3sSeras-222873108 Mon, 22 Nov 2010 01:49:06 PST Watch me expell all over the journal: I<3sSeras nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav* fav*

(that's me favoriting many deviants... get your damn mind out of the gutter)

*ehem*

Fan boy moment over... now for the rant.

I have a complaint.

Seras is awesome not because she's clad in a clingy, wonderously awesomely, only-stalking-tear-able, outfit (though that's a plus). She is NOT sexy because she can pose up against the wall like the best of the porn stars. Oh no.

She's fucking beautiful because she totes warmachines like child's play, because she flies through the night on a lucid bit of dark energ ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Guess-What-223054569 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/Guess-What-223054569 Fri, 12 Nov 2010 11:50:02 PST Guess What?! nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
And I have thousands of sketches and uncompleted pieces everywhere.

I need a scanner...

Anyways, here's to more artwork in the future! Can't wait for the holiday season to really kick in! ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-been-simmering-on-some-thoughts-223762475 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-been-simmering-on-some-thoughts-223762475 Mon, 04 Oct 2010 01:05:20 PDT I've been simmering on some thoughts... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
In my art, however, I can't sto ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-think-I-ve-stumbled-upon-something-224607415 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-think-I-ve-stumbled-upon-something-224607415 Thu, 19 Aug 2010 19:17:56 PDT I think I've stumbled upon something nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-need-new-ideas-227372166 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/I-need-new-ideas-227372166 Sun, 28 Mar 2010 22:54:06 PDT I need new ideas! nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2010-2013 ~CptCog
In the mean time, I need some material! Anyone got any ideas? I'm just so sick of doing my alternate reality and sexy ladies, and despite the fact that I'm not that much of a perv, nor am I a narcissist, I can't seem to think of anything else to draw... Also, I'd like to get better at drawing in general PERIOD, so a difficult piece is more welcome than an easy one.

,Cheers! ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/A-proper-introduction-is-due-231611002 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/A-proper-introduction-is-due-231611002 Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:50:39 PDT A proper introduction is due... nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2009-2013 ~CptCog
And has invented a soundtrack for each adventure. (Music Junkie [audiophile] here)

I explore the facets of the world to my greatest ability, ever eager to fi ]]> http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/In-the-begining-234394212 http://cptcog.deviantart.com/journal/In-the-begining-234394212 Tue, 23 Dec 2008 01:25:56 PST In the begining nonadult journals/personal CptCog http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/p/cptcog.jpg?2 Copyright 2008-2013 ~CptCog
I sense a big boost in my artwork in the near future, so here's to my hopeful improvement!! ]]>