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]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/11370224/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/11370224/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:08:47 PST
]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/7921580/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/7921580/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 00:41:58 PST and you never really appreciate what you have until you've lost it,
but until then
what you have isn't completely appreciated
just in small parts
but in time it'll peice itself together ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/7247417/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/7247417/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 13:43:01 PST quite odd i guess but oh well
at least i know i have what i want and i love my life well a good deal of it right now and no matter what else is thrown at me im not giving this one thing up because i love it more than nething else i thought i could've wanted...and yes, not to be sappy or nething but it is a boy and i love him dearly.<3 ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6824481/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6824481/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:32:00 PDT and i miss you real bad.
"favoritest" u r
<3<3<3 ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6578300/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6578300/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 02:12:29 PDT
*when it hurts it hurts real bad*
<3's
~*Bailey ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6054416/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6054416/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 03:31:25 PDT there was a pretty princess,
one day as she was skipping happily through the clouds,
she tripped over a rainbow
......and died

now isn't that a happy ending?
don't u ever wonder what the world would be like with fairytales like that?
yea, kids would be corrupted in kindergarten
oh well
at least the rainbow survived

see....happy ending. ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6008523/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/6008523/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 21:39:52 PDT
logic lacks oppurtunities.

~*Bailey ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5593521/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5593521/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:41:10 PDT
sooo..... i havent gotten many photo oppurtunities recently so sry to say i wont be posting ne new pics for a while however now that its summer i find myself with many blocks of free time in which i think i shall share with u something i havent really posted yet, also known as my designs, for most of u who know me my sort of dream is to become a fashion designer and move to NY and get out of this rock in the middle of the pacific ocean. but yea so i figure ill start posting a few of my designs as i go along and once i get a hold of my moms sewing machine i may even show u a few finished products but for now we'll just wait and see how lazy i am this summer. lol ok well talk 2 u all laterz.

<3's
~* Bailey

different views ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5418114/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5418114/ Sat, 21 May 2005 05:29:50 PDT i <3 everybody who bothers to look @ my shitty site!

~* Bailey ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5367694/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5367694/ Sun, 15 May 2005 19:27:34 PDT ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5134476/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/5134476/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:00:05 PDT sry i havent been posting many more pics but i havent really had many opps cept battle of the bands in which case i still can't beleive i forgot to take pics, but i've been goin to more shows lately, and actually sorta focusing on skool which i might add is a pretty big turn around from what my life had seemed to have turned into. but yea i promise u all more pics coming up soon. okay well thats all.
laterz people.

much <3's
~* ShOrT oNe *~ ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4974630/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4974630/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 22:07:14 PST
laterz.
~* ShOrT oNe *~ ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4773538/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4773538/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 22:22:25 PST lol wow i haven't posted a journal for a while.lol. so heres the newest news, i've been in skool with not much time whatsoever to take pics but i will be out on spring break on march 11th however i will be on a class trip thingie to mexico on the 20th im hoping ill have fun but i know for sure that there will be many great photo opps there and i will promise u all many new and hopefulyl fun and interesting pics. and i'll be back around the 31st. and ill probably still take more pics once i return seeing as break goes till the third, not much time but it'll do, so yea for now the pics ive previously put up are still available and comments will still be responded to before the 20th but ill check back with u people with some new stuff in a few weeks.

<3's to all of u...

~* ShOrT oNe *~ ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4602136/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4602136/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 20:44:15 PST
if nobody loved you,
you wouldn't know what it was like to feel someone's sorrow.
if nobody EVER noticed you,
you wouldn't be alive.
if you spent your whole life in a dark corner,
you wouldn't want to because you'll never had felt the light.
if nobody held you,
you wouldn't miss being held.
if you never heard the words, "I love you,"
you wouldn't feel unloved.
if you never smelled a rose,
you wouldn't know that it was sweet.
if you had never felt happy,
well then you just wouldn't know what it was to be depressed. ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4576257/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4576257/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 05:01:19 PST
and to all of us including myself who do not have the wonderful advantage of someone to share with a kiss or a hug, or the feeling of being loved............CANDY EATING PARTY AT MY HOUSE FOR PATHETIC FUCKS LIKE ME! WOOHOO!

party? really? no..... i just like to make myself feel better......wait no actually screw dat we should have a party! yay! ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4529493/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4529493/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 13:07:54 PST
if you were my parents, I'd say just one thing............."FuCk YoU!" ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4516976/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4516976/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 00:28:13 PST
bye
~* ShOrT oNe *~ ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4402046/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4402046/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 11:41:57 PST ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4390437/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4390437/ Sun, 23 Jan 2005 02:16:45 PST pitch black.
then at last,
a light is uncovered!
filling the room with warmth.
tears dry up quickly.
but just as quickly,
I have found myself drowning in the salty wastes of- sight

the glass is clearer on the other side.
really?
no it isn't
for it has fogged up in confusion.
gone?
no,
you are nearest to my deepest memories,
and at the same time,
you seem to be slipping away.

if i had shot you with an arrow
would you have caught it within a sweet second
or had it already fallen before reaching your essence.

it seemed so right,
yet my mind has somehow been left in simple- confusion,
to hell with all these questions
for the answers lay scattered amongst a million- unsloved thoughts and dreams.

so do you really?
or do ever even bother to think about it.
and after that
will you just leave me here?
sitting,
sleeping,
dreaming,
in sweet sweet confusion ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4364673/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4364673/ Wed, 19 Jan 2005 21:55:29 PST ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4331290/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4331290/ Sun, 16 Jan 2005 00:17:51 PST ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4311173/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4311173/ Thu, 13 Jan 2005 14:36:17 PST is it?
i mean really,
people beleive whatever the hell they hear.
it goes in one way,
comes out a whole different story,
and it passes on and on,
until eventually,
the truth has dissapeared
and no one really knows,
no more than they have heard.
lost in connection,
words passed on,
within a matter of days,
even minutes,
seconds?
who knows anymore?
no one,
though they think they do,
so they beleive,
and they take it to be what it's assumed to be,
and its not
not even close,
because somewhere along the line,
through words and sentences,
it was lost,
and i never really came back,
because people thought,
people assumed,
and they beleived,
through only that of words
words that travled far
far from the truth.

~* Bailey Harada-Stone ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4282676/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4282676/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 01:23:17 PST
~* Bailey Harada-Stone ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4270240/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4270240/ Sat, 08 Jan 2005 14:13:21 PST
sry if i sound a bit emo, just thinking...

laterz.

~* ShOrT oNe *~ ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4223644/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4223644/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 19:06:06 PST we shared
fireworks lit up the sky.
litterally.
well it was new years.
we got wasted.
wasted and happy.
and it was all good.
i think i love you.
im not really quite sure.
but you.
you were just having a good time.
you wont remember.
wish you did though.
because then you'd know.
that i think you're wonderful.
never could figure out why, but i do.
and then again,
i know.
that you feel the same way,
not now.
but you will again,
with a couple of sips.
and then ull go to sleep,
and wake up in your right head.
and i'll just be another face.
another freind.
that was there.
and nothing more.
and i know that you do secretly feel it to.
but you wont let it out,
until that next sip.

but i wish you could.
i wish you would.
because i don't really know.
but i think that past that sip.
i might.
even if you dont.
and i think.
i think i just might be in love with you.

~* Bailey Harada-Stone
hope u all had a happy new year! ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4223183/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4223183/ Sun, 02 Jan 2005 18:12:39 PST we shared
fireworks lit up the sky.
litterally.
well it wuz new years.
we got wasted.
wasted and happy.
and it wuz all good.
i think i love you.
im not really quite sure.
but u.
u were just having a good time.
u wont remember.
wish u did though.
becuz then you'd know.
that i think ur wonderful.
never could figure out why, but i do.
and then again,
i know.
that u feel the same way,
not now.
but u will again,
with a couple of sips.
and then ull go to sleep,
and wake up in ur right head.
and i'll just be another face.
another freind.
that wuz there.
and nothing more.
and i know that u do secretly feel it to.
but u wont let it out,
until that next sip.

but i wish u could.
i wish u would.
becuz i don't really know.
but i think that past that sip.
i might.
even if u dont.
and i think.
i think i just might be in love with you.

~* Bailey Harada-Stone ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4181825/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4181825/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 23:30:49 PST
everything sucked once.
it wuz all just stupid, boring.
no point to it.
but then.
oh then there wuz more.
there wuz everything,
everything that wuz never there before.
it wuz all different and so so wonderfull.

couldn't feel the ground,
so you'll fly away in weightless eternity.
couldn't feel the rain,
so u'll run around ecstatic as if the sun were out.
couldn't hear the words,
so the pain of insults will never ever reach you.
couldn't smell the smoke,
so u'll never ever burn.
couldn't really stand,
so u'll hover above the clouds.

and then it all comes together,
pictures turn to colors,
a rainbow in front of ur eyes,
words,
why they'll merge into a song,
happy sounds to ur ears.
feeling,
what feeling?
u could ben lying on a bed of needles for all you care.
its just awsome
its wonderfull,
it's,
well
u'll never forget it,
because u'll never remember it.
but what u do remember.
u'll regret,
u'll regret with a passion,
but for a moment in time,
all wuz wonderful,
a fantasy,
but in a fantasy
u always have to find a way out,
or be locked in a fairy tale.
forever.

~* Bailey Harada-Stone ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4154288/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4154288/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 12:31:53 PST
happy christmas,
losta luv and candy canes.

~* CrackledMoonlight
:reindeer:
]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4124167/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4124167/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 00:53:06 PST ooh i;m so happy, everythings so christmasy! finally finished my christmas shopping. omg frnds are expensive during december. lol. im still thinking bout getting this really awsome present for this one guy that im thinking bout goin out with again, i unno he's really special so it's hard to find him stuff. i keep asking his best frnd, but well he gives me odd answers, lol he likes to joke around alot i suppose. so yea christmasy everything. omg i had no idea it would come so soon. u know i got outta skool for winterbreak thinking, ooh lotsa free time, and then before u know it it just jumps right into christmas. well i must say people, i'm pretty damn broke, plus i already used all possible advances on allowence, omg being legal to work this summer and having the time to will make funds much easier. lol. well i hope u people all feel happy.
happy chrismahanakwanzukah 2 u all. lol.
sry i watch to much tv lol.

<3's to everybody! ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4105539/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4105539/ Sun, 19 Dec 2004 19:21:58 PST i'll never admit them.
some things i did,
i'll never tell a soul.
secrets inside,
just don't seem to escape.
the lock on the door,
where's the key?
we'll never know.
oh my oh my,
oh how could this be.
I've done this and that.
still secrets not shown.
and where do they go?
well they've got nowhere to go.
they stay bottled up in there,
and all that you can do,
is ponder them forever,
and think,
oh my oh my,
how fun that had been.
could I do it again?
i shouldn't!
but i would.
because it's awsome.
it's wonderful,
it's beyond spoken words.
but it'll just fill up that bottle.
of regrets and secret lies.
will the cap ever pop?
not like i know.
not like i care.
i know it's gonna get to me.
but who gives a shit anyway?
I'm having fun right?
I seem to be happy.
and hey, I only get these chances once in my life.
not like I'm gonna be young forever.
so if i screw up.
please tell me.
because i wouldn't have noticed.
i wouldn't have cared.
but u know in the end.
it'll help me alot.
and i'll thank u for stopping me.
before it was to late.
fun is fun.
it's okay to enjoy yourself.
once in a while.
make a few mistakes.
and learn from them.
cuz then l'll have known.
and i'll remember.
that one time i screwed myself over,
and i'll tell myself.
hey,
that wuz fun.
don't ever do it again.

(C) Bailey Harada-Stone 2004 ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4085105/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4085105/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 01:09:08 PST that when u think u've finally gotten somewhere,
or that u've finally reached what u've waited so long for,
that once its obtained,
the thing u were trying to escape before comes back,
and follows you everywhere,
and then u begin to think
when the hell is this ever gonna stop?
when can u actually finally, really get away and break free of this madness?
What the Fuck are u doing here when u wanna be there?
because u tried so hard,
for so long,
and what u get isn't what u thought it was,
because u never really had a freedom.
right?
but how could that be?
u know its there.
u can almost feel it.
yet somehow,
for some odd reason.
its unexplainable,
and that freedom u thought u could have,
wasn't really free.

life just confuzes us that way.
just one of them unsolved mysteries.
don't u wish they'd be solved?

~* Bailey Harada-Stone ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4084490/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4084490/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 22:12:37 PST
goodbye ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4059149/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4059149/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 15:45:06 PST ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4052206/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/4052206/ Sun, 12 Dec 2004 18:18:33 PST don't get in trouble,
don't screw up your life,
you can do it really,
if only you try.
but then they ask you:
why are you so stupid?
how could you be so messed up?
why'd u go off and do that?
Why can't you just do what we ask?
but do they realize?
that they're trying to control you,
you know their secrets.
but you don't want to be that,
what they want you to be,
because its just not you.
the last time you recalled,
you had your own mind, your own life,
you were your own person.
and no matter what they say,
take your own road.
do something for yourself for a change,
and be your own person,
if you're gonna screw up,
then thats your own choice,
not theirs.
independence is a virtue.
you are your own person.

~* Bailey Harada-Stone ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3995843/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3995843/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 14:39:26 PST
hehe its amazing how much more fun and awsome everything is when ur not "normal" omg its like a whole new world! ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3952089/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3952089/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 21:52:48 PST a poem by CrackledMoonlight

You can't really tell,
you can't really say.
It's just so complicated.
Everything.
whatever happened to the simple life?
you think you get there,
but you can't really reach it.
You think you've have it,
but you can't really see it.
you think it's finally clear,
but you can't really see through the fog.
you think you've finally finished.
but you can't really see the finish line.

you can't really anything,
you can't really everything.

but when you finally get it you realize.
you realize what you've been trying to get is what you already have.

but then again,
you never really have what you've got.

~* (C) Bailey Harada-Stone 11/29/04 ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3873353/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3873353/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 18:13:23 PST
as i always said.
"The world looks better upside down."

~* mE ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3608279/ http://CrAckLeDMoOnliGht.deviantart.com/journal/3608279/ Sun, 17 Oct 2004 04:26:25 PDT
(c) Bailey Harada-Stone 10/12/04

crimson velvet,
petals await in a vast sea of roses.
touches of synthetic cyan breezes
smothered in floral omniscience
a bed of waning starlight
slowly sinking into oblivion.
Tear-stained, feathered pillows,
lie empty behind a practical dream,
interpreting the sounds of scilence,
brought together by the blacklight of silver moondust,
sprinkled ever so sweetly,
divided into two worlds of deception & delight.
so sweet the the taste of sin,
yet, bitter the knowledge of what will become.
In the eyes of one whom never seems to look back,
clouds shall darken for thou shall force he not to look ahead.
So drawn into the chains of lament.
The rose may prickle her concience.
all that is known, vanished into repetitating breaths.
For insightment shall not call upon tears.
The red printed on the soft skin of redemption,
from the beauty of language,
waxy and smooth
last, one shall not depart here to know,
The color of seduction, would soon grasp tightly around her waist.
soft petals of crimson velvet would fall to the floor. ]]> ~CrAckLeDMoOnliGht