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]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/10424730/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/10424730/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 15:10:42 PDT
and if thats not bad enough the guy i really liked...well still really like, ive stoped talking to him and i feel like shit. its so hard for me to turn away from any of my friends but i also understand that theres a point in time when you just cant take the shit any more. fuck...i did every thing i could to show him how much i liked and cared about him, and he acted as if he didnt care. and thats not what made me distence myself from him, what made me do that is he treats me like crap. one day its all fine that im there and talking to him, and playing around, and the next day he blows me off completly. and every time he does it it crushed me, and i hate to attmite it but i even cried because of it. and now i see him in the halls and i cant help but feel like a jurk. the only other person that knows how i feel about him is my friends lauren and becky. and both say that im doing the right thing. so maybe i am...maybe im not, guess ill just have to wait and see......but im still going to feel like shit, and i know theres no getting around that.

]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9888341/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9888341/ Mon, 28 Aug 2006 18:32:54 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9829722/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9829722/ Wed, 23 Aug 2006 16:32:18 PDT oh i havent wrote about being completly off my meds yet. THERE FINALY GONE!!!! it only took 5 years to get my mom dad and dr. to agree to take me off and that the meds wornt helping me no mater how much they cramed down my throat. oh and today i told some one i was sorry for how i treated her last year. shes dating my x bf, in witch i honestly feel bad for her but its her thing not mine. but she seemed pretty cool.



my classes

world history/biology 10th
classical ideas
photography 1
ceramics 2
act lab
A lunch
english 12th
us history 11th

yeah im in 12 grade and im taking my 10th and 11th grade classes over. like i said the meds really fucked me up and im so glad to be off of them. i can actualy think and be my self, act my self, and actualy be happy or sad, and not just cost though every day. ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9764655/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9764655/ Thu, 17 Aug 2006 20:17:23 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9665518/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9665518/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 14:28:41 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9591822/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9591822/ Thu, 03 Aug 2006 21:06:12 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9548031/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9548031/ Sun, 30 Jul 2006 22:14:00 PDT



MY FAV POEM

Paint Brush


I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn’t show.
I’m so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you’ll do - that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I’m afraid I might lose you.
I’d like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes,
I’ll strip off all my coats real slow.
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.
Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see,
You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush, though,
And hold it in my hand,
I want to keep it handy
In case someone doesn’t understand.
So please protect me, my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep my paint brush with me
Until I love me, too.

By Bettie B. Youngs
from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul
Copyright 1997 by Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen and Kimberly Kirberger ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9526926/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9526926/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 20:09:50 PDT me and my cuz sawyer went to the mall today and on our way in i kept pulling at my top and covering my belly.... i had on a red tight backless top and i had to wear my moms jeans (14) because all my jeans are way too big and are falling off and i couldnt wear the red top with jeans that wear so big, it just looked so bad.
well we got out of the truck and i was pulling at my top, i was really feeling weird because i i dont normaly wear thes kinda clothes. and my cuz told me to stop pulling at my top and that i looked fine. well there was this guy and he said really loudly "yeah you do look fine, ya gota nice chest too" well ive never really had any body really hit on me other than old old men. so i was really creeped out and i started walking quit abit faster. it made me feel so fucked up and creepy but it kinda feels good too. hell i dont know ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9442439/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9442439/ Thu, 20 Jul 2006 21:49:42 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9353474/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9353474/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 11:15:52 PDT

[link] ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9337678/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9337678/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 22:22:40 PDT my real problem is that the guy that im dating is best friends with my ex bf. and i dont want anything to go bad between us. i really care about him..... but i also really want to kill his friend.



i wont change for anybody but my self and i wont stop being friends with someone because of another friend, and i dont want ben to either, no matter how bad i hate that ass hole ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9296032/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9296032/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 19:45:06 PDT .
but anyways im heading back down to the lake tomorrow for the weekend and im hoping i can get a few more big cats for a family fish fry. ill talk to ya later ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9275259/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9275259/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 21:00:57 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9210052/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9210052/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 12:13:31 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9090542/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9090542/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 19:54:53 PDT

and the whole frozen spoon or piece of ice thing, well i used an ice pop so i didnt have water running down my neck, but it didnt work....grrrrrrrrr!!!!
oh well i know how to hide at my cuzs' house lol

jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9070840/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9070840/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 20:31:15 PDT
i love ya ben, and wait to see you friday
jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9049408/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9049408/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 17:30:32 PDT
Paint Brush


I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn’t show.
I’m so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you’ll do - that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I’m afraid I might lose you.
I’d like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes,
I’ll strip off all my coats real slow.
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.
Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see,
You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush, though,
And hold it in my hand,
I want to keep it handy
In case someone doesn’t understand.
So please protect me, my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep my paint brush with me
Until I love me, too.

By Bettie B. Youngs
from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul
Copyright 1997 by Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen and Kimberly Kirberger ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9001904/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/9001904/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 18:15:45 PDT
pretty much when im with people this is how i act
when i seem happy the least i am is up set
when i seem like im bouncing off the walls from being happy, im really sad and im trying to forget anything and every thing that i can
when im sleepy, im either am or getting depressed...normaly, i but sometimes just dont sleep


i hate not showing who i am but its better than every body always asking if im allright or if i need a med change, of if i need to see my doctor...who hands out pills like their candy. i know that jenny can tell how i really feel, i just hope that my teddy bear can too.



i know that im rambling but after a dream i had last night i wouldnt let myself sleep and my brain just wouldnt shut off and all of that ^ up there came from not sleeping. the meds im on dont let me dream at night which is why the past few weeks have been so mest up for me. and all my dreams leave me so confuesed and somethimes scared even. i didnt dream tell after a really good friend came back into my life and became more than just a friend. and all my dreams are about him, and last night i had a dream that he killed him self and i never got to say good bye. and the ting is i havent talked to him in almost 2 days and the last time i did talk to him there was something the matter with him and i dont know what, i just hope i didnt do anything.

****ps**** i know that you read my journal's sometimes ben, and if theres anything that i can do, please let me know, ill be more than happy to do what ever it is that you need or want me to do!
jes
this is my fav poem, i think it can say who i am in more than just one way.



Paint Brush


I keep my paint brush with me
Wherever I may go,
In case I need to cover up
So the real me doesn’t show.
I’m so afraid to show you me,
Afraid of what you’ll do - that
You might laugh or say mean things.
I’m afraid I might lose you.
I’d like to remove all my paint coats
To show you the real, true me,
But I want you to try and understand,
I need you to accept what you see.
So if you’ll be patient and close your eyes,
I’ll strip off all my coats real slow.
Please understand how much it hurts
To let the real me show.
Now my coats are all stripped off.
I feel naked, bare and cold,
And if you still love me with all that you see,
You are my friend, pure as gold.
I need to save my paint brush, though,
And hold it in my hand,
I want to keep it handy
In case someone doesn’t understand.
So please protect me, my dear friend
And thanks for loving me true,
But please let me keep my paint brush with me
Until I love me, too.

By Bettie B. Youngs
from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul
Copyright 1997 by Jack Canfield, Mark Victor Hansen and Kimberly Kirberger ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8848930/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8848930/ Mon, 22 May 2006 20:17:16 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8845787/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8845787/ Mon, 22 May 2006 14:47:33 PDT and now that chelsea is in my life i really dont know what to do. my family wont treat her how she should be treated... hell when i told them about her one of the first things out of my moms mouth was "you know she cant come to any family funtions" well if im going to date someone, im not going to hide him or her away.
i think what im going to do is just try and turn off all my feelings to girls off and just go out with guys. i love my family so much, i just cant let them go again. even more i have feelings for two people. and only one of them would be excepted in my family. the two people i have feelings for is chelsea and tyler. but the thing is me and tyler have never dated or any thing i just really like him, and chelsea i dated for a week and things got really strested out in my family. in my familys eyes its tyler 2 and chelsea 0
tyler ......white and male
chelsea...mixed and female
i just dont want to have to tell chelsea how i feel. and i think she knows that if i date some one eles and the same thing happens in my family that happened with chelsea and and john that that person wont stay around either. im not lossing my family, it was too hard to get us were we are now to go back to how it has been for the past almost 3 years.


so if you have any thing to say please do so...and no im not hiding who i am or trying to take the easy road, im just making things easer and keeping my family. ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8772127/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8772127/ Sun, 14 May 2006 19:42:31 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8722794/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8722794/ Tue, 09 May 2006 16:39:06 PDT
i told my mom and dad last night, they werent happy. they dont like the fact that i walk both sides of the water, but i hope they will get over it. another thing that didnt set too well with them is the fact that shes mixed and im white, my family doesnt believe in mixing race (sothern roots) but thats them not me!

i really like her and she likes me, for who i am! and the whole thing about getting me to draw again, well i cant draw unless im really depressed or pissed off. but im so happy that i cant stop smiling and im drawing something i have never been able to do happy. and i dont have to force a smile like i normaly do, because i cant make myself stop smiling. ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8691480/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8691480/ Sat, 06 May 2006 13:15:15 PDT
well anyways i got to see her and she looks so good, she looks like she's lost a lot of weight, but looks good. when i saw her i didnt think i would cry, i hardly ever cry but as soon as she left i bersted into tears. im still alittle upset because i didnt get to talk to her for very long. but im some what happy she left when she did because i couldnt hold back the water works for much longer, im also kinda happy that she couldnt hear me when i started to cry. i think to day was the day my mom and dad saw how much i love her and how much she means to me.my mom would get upset when i would say shes like a 2nd mother to me, but today she didnt, i think she see that i feel the same way about her as my dads mom means to my mom. i love her so much!!!!! ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8473157/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8473157/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 20:39:37 PDT my best friend came up to him and went off. i told her not to say anything and she did it anyways, so im kinda mad. i dont want him to feel preshered or something like my best friend is doing. i want him to want to go out with me for me. i never had anyone actualy WANT to go on a date with me so i feel really off and my friend isnt making any easer. well its 10:30pm and he still hasnt called, my guess is he wont call......but thats ok, he's just a guy and i do just find alone.....not tring to be a bitch, just being truthful, even my dad thinks he rased me to be TOO INDEPENDENT. i dont think you can be to Independent. ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8442264/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8442264/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 20:00:27 PDT
oh and my cuz is/was getting married, she has already paied for almost all of the dresses. the colors are white and really pail green, the reason i said was is because my uncle talked her into wating a year. she said no at frist but then he said he would pay for the whole wedding if she waited. when i went to get fitted for my dress the lady that worked there wasnt very shy. i came out of the dressing room and she told me that with that dress you dont wear a bra! im a person who doesnt show hardly any skin and this dress was strapless and was very low. so i went and took off my bra and when i came out the lady started pockin' and pullen and liftin' and my face ternd red and when i get like that my skin gets really red and blotchy. and then i was told who i was going to walk with. the guys name is danny and hes really tall! im only 5'5'' and the shoes that i have to wear ar ballet sleppers. *****barfffff*****

and more bad news, i got a letter fom my insurant from when this guy at school saverly sprange my wrist when he twisted it tell it popped. the insurants company wants to know who did it and make him pay for the doctor bill. i told my mom not to even worry about the info because i wouldnt give it. she's just going to tell them thata all we know is his first name. some people my think its not right and i should make him pay for what he did, the guy my mom baby sets for asked if i was scared of him. and no im not scared, i know some things about the guy that i wont tell.

the day before he had twisted my wrist he asked me a personal question, and i dont think that he exspected me to answer hounestly, and i think i scared him when i told him the truth. i think he was scared that some one might actualy have fellings for him. ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8398437/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8398437/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 14:05:22 PDT ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8348096/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8348096/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 21:33:43 PDT saterday my mom and dad went to the bar with my aunt and i was stuck in the hotel. thank god theres a strip mall about a 1/4 of a mile from the hotel. so i went and i got a matel car, 1956 thunderbird, and some red and black paint. i did the body in the red and inside in black. it was the only good car they had and its one of my dads faves. he left to go back to st. louis at 7 and i just finished the putting it together at 10pm. my hands are coverd in red and black paint and supper glue. but i know that my dad will like it. and i had fun putting it together. untel the phone ring and i jumpped glueing the motor to the frame...i was holding it in place and when i jumpped my finger sliped and i didnt know that the glue had flowed out. so lots of fun there.
bye jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8273453/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8273453/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:21:02 PST when we went to get our hair cut my sister asked me if what i want is going to get the two of us killed. i laughed and told her maaaaybeeee! well my hair is really short but its one of those "choppy" hair cuts. when i found the picture of the hair cut my sister was like yeay i can still make you girly! and you can still do you goth thing. i dont see why she has a problem with the way i dress, she likes color and i hate it. she has damn near nothing but pink and i have black, gray, and blue for the most part. but i like my hair and my sister likes it too. my mom and dad on the other hand dont like it too much. i keep pulling my bangs be hind my ears and my mom screams not to. but the way the lady dried my bangs it makes them curl ..... and they curle right up my nose! but i can fixs that.

jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8250381/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8250381/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 20:56:23 PST
like i said my best friend keeps telling me to go out with him that she wants me to go out with him and so on. and i told her that one of the reasons i dont want to was because before john and me started going out i had almost all A's and B's and after we started going out i had almost all F's. and i have to pass all my classes this quarter or im not going to graduate on time. so i really dont know what to do and im not sure if im scared of being rejected (which i know i can handle and that actually wouldnt bother me) or if i actually just want to work on my grades and try and get everything done like i should..... i have an IEP and im in classes that are about 2 levels above were i should be because i know i can do it...if i would just do the work and get it in on time.

hell i dont know what im going to do...if you have ANY ideas please help!

jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8142117/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8142117/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 18:06:46 PST im so worried about her because i life in the middle of columbia and the tornado hit the east. and we have windows taken out my families car is nothing but dints and so is my sisters. on of the tornados that hit was about a mile from her house, she lives about 30 mins from here. i did have a bay window that had 8 windows ....now it has 4! so im really worried about janice. i hate to say it because it would hurt janice to know.... that i wish john got sucked into the sky and was never found! mean...but true! well the storm should be here in a bout an hour or so. and i have 2 cats and a dog that i have to get up to my aunts a little befor the storm gets here.


WELL HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASEY RAE

the next storm is less than a county away and i just came in from outside and my mom was calling the light company...the street lamp infront of my home is still working but the actual metal that holds out the light is bent! i just say it and damn do i wish i had a camra right now.
THIS IS OWR NEWS
[link]

]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8115086/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8115086/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 18:22:41 PST jes

]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8095954/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/8095954/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 17:16:18 PST but if thats not bad enough my best friend mike doesnt want to go in to the army and all that but the recuters and others at school wont leave him alone. some ass hole who did sign up gave mikes number to a few recuters and they all have been calling his house and he is so fucking pissed and alittle scared because of the shit that the guys have been saying to him about him not signing up and all. so this all is just great. lovely week....dont ya think!
jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7994574/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7994574/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:05:35 PST and if the rest of the week didnt suck bad enough my best friend mike tried to kill him self. he went to his cuz's house and went out in the field with a loaded gun and when he pulled the triger he said it just made a shhhh sound. it made him mad and he fired a round into a tree then he tried again...the same thing happened shhhhhhh. he said he finaly just started to cry and gave up.
i was wondering why he didnt call me for a few days and then i found out on the 21st what he had tried and i almost kicked the shit out of him. what really scared me was the day he tried that it was only a few hours after getting of the phone with me.... and he seemed fine.......but then again thats kinda how i acted when i tried to kill myself. then i told him about howi got all the scares on my rist and arms and legs....im a cutter and im no longer ashamed of it....he was a littel dumbfonded and the look on his face was wierred like he was going to try it and i asked him not to try it. but mike will do some things just to try it. it is a grate reless and it does feel really good but its some thing that is hard to stop...thats pretty much what i told him and i hope he takes it to heart. ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7956788/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7956788/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 20:10:06 PST my whole life iv been a fighter and i was always on my own, no one beside me! and then tonight she was there for me, she had my back! hell i cant remember not once when john had my back and stuck there. he went off on my mother once *over the phone* and when he came over to my house and they screamed at him, i sware he couldnt get deep enough in between the cusions of the. i understand saying "yes your right and i had no right to say what i did" but he could have at lest sat there and taken it like a man, and not have tried to hid from them. hell im a girl and im more of a man than he is or ever will be!
maybe my dad was right, maybe he did bring me up to be too independent. hell hes the one that showed me how to throw a punch. and were to kick a guy...when i was 5! but i still dont see any thing wrong with that. he wanted me and my sister not to have to rely on any man or any person but owrself. the only down fall i can see in that is most men want some dantie girl, not some woman that can kick the shit out of them! lol! ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7948337/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7948337/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 23:40:16 PST mike has been calling me almost every day and it really gives me something to look forwards to. we were talking today about on friday how his x-girl pretty much got her self cought in a lie (that she doesnt love him or want to be with him and that she doesnt care who he is with) when she thought mike and jenny had something going on between them. well the three of us are like brother and sister(s) so we all laughed when some girl asked mike what was going on.
so friday was a good day for him and a bad for me. friday i was told by a friend that on tuseday she and a nother friend asked john if he still loves me.... he told them something like "i dont think i was in love with her" and they said that you either loved someone or you didnt. well he said he never loved me then. my hart sunk and i started to cry. but then i thought about what an ass hole he was and the tears stoped. if he never loved me; as he told them that he never loved me, then why would some one keep saying it over and over. i mean we hardly ever had sex so i know that wasnt it!
i just want to know why someone would tell them that they loved someone when they didnt. or is jenny right when she said he might be scared to say he does and then look like a fool, or is mike is right when he said that maybe hes doing the same as his X-girl.....just wanting to sleep around or is just testing how much we really love them................. or testing how much they really love us.
it doesnt really matter what the reason is! why would someone tell you more that once a day, every day, for over two years that they loved you if they didnt. the only thing i can think of is that, that person is just cold hearted! but i guess it doesnt matter any more.
jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7932697/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7932697/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 09:14:38 PST her little name change; is finally home + her boyfriend willy and there huge marmaduke dog daizy. my sister lives about 20 miles away so we dont get to see her very much. so on every friday they come and stay the night and on saterday morning my dad and my sister take turns cooking. well i havent cooked in a will so i said i would help my sister. well my sisters damn dog wouldnt get out of the way and we have a really small kitchen and a full grown american bull dog in the kitchen is never a good thing, i almost fell on my ass about 5 times and got my feet steped on ever other step she took, but im still happy because i miss my sister..... i just dont miss her dog ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7905142/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7905142/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 12:19:52 PST jes ]]> ~Craf-Tee89 http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7871944/ http://Craf-Tee89.deviantart.com/journal/7871944/ Sun, 12 Feb 2006 08:58:05 PST ~Craf-Tee89