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deviantART: by:Crazed-Writer http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Crazed-Writer&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Crazed-Writer en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 06:41:01 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png bad first hand http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/28748935/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/28748935/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 15:26:18 PST problem? everyone in town has been somehow convinced that I am a drug scout luring young kids, mostly girls, into the drug scene and then pimping them out...
this is of course ridiculous. if i was in jail for that - i would still be in jail, getting cozy with the bars.
but i'm not. it's just a bad rumor. really bad rumor.

fucking twats.

...grr...

well let's hope 2010 looks better.

oh and i almost forgot...

...fuck.

dec 8th is going to be the big 2.0. for me...

..aging sucks.

I love you all....here's a new poem.

...blah.

stay tuned for updates in the next millions years...

...me.

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Full Update http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/27210994/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/27210994/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:40:06 PDT This is crazed-writer here, 107.7FM. lol
You all know me to be one to change my mind as fast as i made it up. & everything is always changing. true story. that's how my life works. I am very spur of the moment. But i have been trying to stay dedicated to my art. And My job.
I updated with some poetry today. Go me.
For those who care about what's going on with me personally:
2)
I got a raise @ work. making 8.50$ hourly, USD of course. Which is awesome, because I am also full time.
My Good friend is going through rehab for her hip/legs since if you read "brief update" she was slammed pretty hard by a truck crossing the street. She comes home soon. I miss her very very much.
I am getting my own apartment. I have one place in mind, but it's still very in the air I haven't made a full decision quite yet.
My car parts R going to be bought today, for the most part. I love my car. I collect "buttons" -like with quotes. On the ceiling of my vehicle.
Work is GOOD. but I is sick so I no can work today - sad isn't it? I need my moneys bitches.
Okay, well I have been writing again. I don't get online as much as I would like, but that's the way things go.
With Love!

"So You think it's not okay to be gay, well I think you're just evil" - Lily Allen
Good Quote today

-blaza out.

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Breif Update http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/27122458/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/27122458/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 20:01:44 PDT I mite not be soon.
The Girl I care about is in the hospital.
She should be home soon.
Getting Hit by a truck can be hard. Obviously.

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Girls Like Me http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/26655856/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/26655856/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 17:45:36 PDT What can I say...I'm a hot comadity...
thats sooo spelt wrong, totally.

well I don't get online that often SORRY!
but I TRY!!!!
anyhow...i miss DA...i need a computer that runs with el internet access.

I will update as sooon as possible.
With Love
The OH so AWESOme

me.

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Single White Lesbian http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/26031228/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/26031228/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 18:17:41 PDT My girlfriend went psycho and in time, well ex gf.
so ne one looking for a girl? hahahaha girls ONLY!
love all...
Im gonna go cruz!

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Pride is HERE http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/25180981/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/25180981/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 14:18:58 PDT
June 21st 2009 Kona Pride Parade, If you're going to be there LOOK FOR ME!!!

This is going to be a blast! :b0x0rs:

Rawk On!

]]> ~Crazed-Writer New NEW new NEW new New New http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/24396379/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/24396379/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 15:25:37 PDT
but give it a chance - at the moment ive a lil writers block due to stress and the like

and it would be just peachy if those of you commenting on my new photos try and be nice about it its called a critique not a friggin bad mouthing....okay thanks.

as for everything else im under alot of pressure and stress right now okay...dont make it worse for me.

yes i will have poetry soon and such but i dunno how soon and idk when.

ahblaza

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Holy Pineapples SpongeBob http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/24122787/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/24122787/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 02:12:14 PDT
...........
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...Or maybe I've got a whole 3 poems written and not a single finished drawing in site...

So I'm working on it? >>;

I think -_-;

In Other likely news:

Im am so sick of seeing the icon/avatar of the smiley face thats grey with the half smile with the dotted box around it!!! it's everywhere...its taking over like some kind of POX...and for some of you who have no idea what that is - i refer you to any junior high history book in american flip to the chapter about the whiteys killing the indians with pox blankies!!!

I GOT INSURANCE ON MY NISSAN SENTRA! FOr those who do not know the sentra is my new car that I bought when I moved from Arizona to Hawaii.
And I've been driving illegally for nearly 4 months

....
...
.......Don't give me those eyes...it's legal now.

=^.^=
ooooo Im getting married next year!!!! October 7th, 2010.
If i hadn't mentioned that.

getting my top oil gasket fixed next two weekss or so, soon as i get paid again hoping any how...small leak...nothing to major.

also for all my net junkies take a look at this [link] its a hell of a lot of fun. with drinks lounges and good music! and friends, take a look if ya like. join too

well it's time to go eat dinner my dearz...be backs on laterz to post my 3 poems hahaha! oh and scan the pics i DO have done

-blaza

ps: I hate my job

]]> ~Crazed-Writer 4:18AM http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/23895666/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/23895666/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 07:33:09 PDT
My head hurts. I'm sick of doctors, and managers, and pissy shit two-faced people.
let me start at the top.

* the lights are to damn bright, yet get this I know they're dim. and I haven't had a drop to drink.

* I spent a day in the hospital exactly two weeks ago, because a cyst in my ovary burst, after a night at the clubs. I missed several days of work - not happy.
- those who don't know what a cyst is or it bursting does to someone. you can look it up on youTUBE. believe me my girlfriend found multiple videos of this.

* I don't like people I can't trust with my life. Let alone, my car, my job, my anything.
- Adam GO FUCK YOURSELF. and you know you'll never read this, but i really don't care. AT ALL.
- I am not a STUPID DYKE WITH OUT ANY BALLS TO SAY SHIT TO SOMEONES FACE! and If I think IM HOTT, and "Im so not" as you say. please ask he 3 guys who grabbed my ass, the guy who hit on me playing Pool, the guy who danced up on me tonight, and the guy who asked me if i was single. Weird, what would have ever given me the idea i was even slightly cute???

Anyway, in other news this week:

* I tried hash brownies for the first time, and like a stressed out idiot, i ate WAY TOO much and tripped fucking solid hardcore.

* I continue to hate my job, and the ridculous uniform!

* Im trying to set up an appointment for my dr's office, good luck with that now. YA! omfg - taking me forever to even get through the phone line. on hold like 10 mins. whatever, calling again tomorrow.

* I hate money, its evil.
List of things that I need costing money:::
- car insurance
- GAS
- new shoes before mine cut my ankles til they bleed
- a new camera, so kristina can have my shitty one like she wants and i can make her the awesome model like she wants.
- moving money
- car payment
- CELL PHONE BILL
- utility bills!
- doctor co-pays
- A LIFE!!!

***okay some of those aren't needs, more like wants, whatever***

I'm fucking tired, so FINALLY!!! good nite my dears. fuck economy. Good nite.

0-0; Blaza out

4:31AM

]]> ~Crazed-Writer xTheRavenStoryx http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/23219013/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/23219013/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 15:35:52 PST Hey Guys/Girls!,

CHECK THIS OUT!!! ~xTheRavenStoryx
This is my Fiance's modelling shots! TAKEN BY ME O_o'
Take a look leave some love, leave some critism!

]]> ~Crazed-Writer ..::..::..UPDATE..::..::.. http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/23130760/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/23130760/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 22:31:48 PST *I live with my girlfriend now.
*I love Queer As Folk
* And I have access to Internet.

-love- Ahblaza

]]> ~Crazed-Writer abo0ut to beach bum http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/22787880/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/22787880/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 17:54:01 PST
ive noticed my poem "MY DARK ANGEL" has become suuuuper popular!!! crazy...well not super hahaha about super as a poem of my can get, like 30+ favs in a few short months. not as pristine as drawn art or such as the like, but ya know.

idk if i like the new dA version O_o;;;;
i figure they're not done editting.
I dont like not having a advertised deviation....

]]> ~Crazed-Writer i have time 4 an update? http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/22128895/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/22128895/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 19:23:28 PST but anyway, i had to call off work today soooo ive been doing nothing but resting and abusing my girlfriends laptop while she plays on the desktop...she's play diablo II. we're actually at her job, she works at a little hole in the wall called Video Delights, it's a porn shop. But the job is pretty sweet 2 days a week 80 bucks a week. but she's getting more hours now too. so idk how much her new check will be. she pretty much makes bank go her. I make about 5 days a week 7hrs a day, only 325 after taxes every 2 weeks.
so i've been playing runescape all day, along with feeling like a pervert watching pornos...hence the non-lack of sex drive, lol. i know Im a perv-. anyway, as ive said before im living on the big island in Hawaii. I really like it I guess, Im working at a mcdonalds, cuz it was the only job i could find!

but i love my job believe it or not, my boss is fuckin' awesome. he also burns! go him.

im so zonked out...

ive been watching this showtime HBO tv show called QUEERasFOLK, if you havent seen it...u should, even my straight friend craig loves it! it's sweet.
anyway i lost my train of brain, im getting a new phone friday hurrah! lol

-blaza

]]> ~Crazed-Writer im sooo bzzy http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/22090871/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/22090871/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:07:19 PST

blaza

]]> ~Crazed-Writer heres the list: http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21924050/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21924050/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:44:02 PST
a 19 inch flat screen monitor
a box of cookies
a gay/lesbian pride t-shirt
a home cooked dinner
a wireless card (tho its for laptop, and it doesnt work 4 me

)
oh and my girlfriend has a surprise for me tonight, more on that when i know what it is!

]]> ~Crazed-Writer the countdown til 19 http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21748608/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21748608/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 12:46:04 PST lol not really....
but im going to a concert at the bar "shooters" on the 7th. it'll be fun. well love ya
blaza

]]> ~Crazed-Writer So it's about time for an UPDATE http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21641403/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21641403/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 03:02:38 PST Work, yes im working YAY!
Tired? hell yeah I am.
So Ill catch up more with U all later. Leave me a comment Im always checking my page for updates.
also, check myspace if u wanna message me privately? lol, EDDIE!

-b-l-a-z-a-

]]> ~Crazed-Writer I'm On My GirlFriends Computer http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21526972/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21526972/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 22:25:35 PST

's all watchers! MISS YOU GUYS!
So I'm going to upload some poetry now, if anyone is interested in how my life is going drop by my myspace page, links on my page.

Love ya,
B-L-A-Z-A

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Subby >.<; http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21023170/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/21023170/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 20:20:39 PDT

-GAY/LESBIAN PRIDE-

]]> ~Crazed-Writer Love < Haters http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20865137/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20865137/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:48:02 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

idunno if ive ever mentioned to anyone (which i bet i have) but i use to think i was bisexual...Im not, Im a lesbian. Accept me!

lol, if you don't you can suck a nut.

Idk why i felt like saying that, but hey im odd.

I have to pee - and myspace is being stupid!

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

~Crazed-Writer HEY DAWATCHERS! http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20526535/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20526535/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 18:01:24 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

Just wanting to let you know since Im not on to much that if you post something you want me to check out, I will make time and look at it, but you totally need to send it to me in a comment (the http) or a note! I know it's personal, but hey, otherwise I aint got time to go through all my deviations on my watch. and I love you guys. but i dont have internet at my house so we have to go to the internet cafe in town and use the laptop.

<3 blaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20413740/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 20:01:31 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

okay, so here i went again and uploaded and updated! omg

lol thanks for all the favs from those who have, and the comments!

love to all.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

~Crazed-Writer So much to do...such little internet access! http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20297921/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20297921/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 20:03:58 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

okay I have like a million more poems to update on here, omfg! but i only get online very occassionally! so i updated some the other day and some today. what Im doing to save time is texting the poems to my e-mail so i can copy and paste them really quickly into my gallery! im sorry to everyone who may feel ignored I havent looked at many deviations or journals, i was forfiet i had to delete them i was at 500...and like 100 journails, so ill try to keep up now if i can. If you have something you REALLY want me to take a look at and comment then please note me with it!!! i do not ignore notes or comments! so that is the easy way to do this! Okay for all you out there ive got places to be, and i still need to check my myspace....sooooo im out for now I love you all!
"

-blaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

~Crazed-Writer Mahalo. http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20242413/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/20242413/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 20:10:44 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

To all of You supporting me n my abscence thanks! I appreciate the comments, favourites, and watches. to my recent watchers, I am actually going to post some recent works today.

to those old watchers, OMFG I WROTE SOMETHING NEW AND IM POSTING IT! haha

take care, until we meet again
with love - ahblaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

~Crazed-Writer I put the capital O in out-going! http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/19547571/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/19547571/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 01:11:05 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

my last few days before my move have been like 110% the best, 2 parties, one sexual incounter with my hott best friend, and it was awesome and not in the least ackward actually!, and one crazy night on the town going just totally insane, cops involved, a movie theater roof, and omg the fun choas of fucking with peoples minds. I am leaving tomorrow night around 9-10 pm, and will be headed to pheonix to catch my flight to hawaii. my best friend, yes her, is taking me up there. she rocks and i love her.

-im tired as hell its been a long couple of last few days or so and ive had barely any sleep. so love to all <3

Night.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/19489905/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 20:51:19 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

"&& with my friendship comes one garuntee whatever happens to you happens to me!..." - unknown

Time for the fill in:

so i am pretty sure i have been like totally absent from my beloved dA since like fucking february....insane! so here is the low down!!! I have been living away from my parents since feb. and we didnt have internet at this house for like the longest time because lets face it we are poor mudda bitches...I was working at a Panda Express near here for like 6 -7 months and well they fired me over some bullshit i asked for a day off and they didn't give it to me, and so i was outta down on the day i needed off, and so of course i called someone the DAY before called off and got someone to cover me, needless to say my boss used it as an excuse to fire me because apparently he was fire off alot of people because heis a moron and hired like 20 people for a job that only requires 10...bastard! anyway by the end of my firing i had started working two jobs, lucky me i had something to fall back on! I was working at for my previous emplooyer again because she had called and told me they needed people, fyi. so I was doing her a solid, whateva....this is the bee box i just quit that job a few days ago, because I am leaving arizona for good in exactly 4 full days!!!!!!! i am moving to hawaii, which if anyone remembers i had said i might possibly be doing, well i already have a bought plane ticket and i will be boarding at 8:15am thursday the 24th...until then i am spending much time saying good bye to everyone here in the 928...
---so i am going to be 19 this year, lol in december of course. Im alil excited 2 year l8r ill be 21 hahahaha, okay so now you know the jist of my life like job and living wise here is the other hand ful of whats been going down (yeah you dont care, but i need to bitch a lil)

a while back i went to this party and had like 5 shots give or take, vodka and some southern comfort.....oie, omg under age drinking blah blah, well i was feeling fine for the most part not even buzzing, so i ended up having to leave and go hang out with some co-workers for a kick back at a friends house, yada yada..anyway i drove to Panda Express where i was working because it was r meet up spot. well by the time i actually got there the alcohol had kicked in and i ended up falling all over myself. Nadia, my best friend of like all time, is like YOU ARE NOOOT she repeats NOT driving any more, so she makes me get in her car...no bitch from me, i was to fucked to think. anyway we get to this kick back and yeah im drunk, and i have no idea to remember but i ended up making out with EVERYONE at the kick back, 2 boys and 2 girls, and well one of the girls it seemed had a huge thing for me like forever and always, and i always thought she was joking, fyi i was still convinced i was straight...hahahaha,hahahahahahahaha,haha! well we start playing topless twister, and the girl who i will refer to as courtney and i fall on top of one another, this leads to us making out again, and some vigerious fore play! we ended up dating for a few days before she and i ended it because she turned out to be a raving loony...moral of the story I am bi-sexual border line gay (i always knew i was bi, but for safety measurers i convinced myself i was straight...)

okay/....../now youre updated.whether you wanted to be or not!

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/19432863/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:55:19 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

soooooooooo...

I have a HUNDRED THINGS to say,but no time to say anything. or im just to lazy to type it up, lol

* i discovered that I am who I am no matter what anyone has to say, also i discovered that I know why guys and I never work out. haha Im BI with a tendency to be more gay rather.

* katy perry rocks

** im moving to hawaii. Thats final.. FIIINALL, i leave arizona the 24th of this month

* i love my peeps, and I am moving away from my best friend, intense!

*** im tired ***

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

~Crazed-Writer not quite dead yet... http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/19424231/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/19424231/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 08:46:21 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

I am still ALIVE. yes yes I know i know.

I don't know when I will be returning full time. But I will probably come back at full force. I have a million and one things to upload and to say

I love you all. And I miss the dA.

Oh and I fucking love the new layout V6 is fucking awesome.

blaza-

ps: i hit 10k hits...lol

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17764674/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 13:56:56 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

alot of stuff has been going on as of lately, and I'm sorry to say I still have no internet at my house. I am bumming off my mom's

. thanks mom! lol....anyway I hope to be getting Internet soon, my roomy and I are going crazy do to lack of myspace

aww to be a teenager

lol I am working alot, and have had alot of life situations going on. Some rather tramatic and painful memories to add to my life-story. But then again I have a few good ones.

One I just can't hold back is....dun dun dun I got my tongue pierced!!!! Go Me!

anyway more later I'm getting the brakes replaced on my truck right now. and have a date-like thing with a guy from work at 4p.m. ok talk later. love to all. Blaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17456631/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 10:34:54 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

i will not be on evryday as per usual, im in the middle of moving (O_O); so i will only be on as i can afford to be, via my roomates lap top over at her moms place glomming off the wireless there.

love - blaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17347713/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 13:25:16 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

Okay I'm a bit of a religious person and I believe god has reasons for everything. And just recently I've been in a fight with my best guy friend, who is like my brother, and without that fight id still be stuck in my writers block, but because of the fight it's broken my writers block, wierd. almost worth it. I wish it could have been a better way, but he has his reasons. and im hoping me and my boy can work it out, he's my everything without him I dunno what i'm gonna do. I love him, he's my brother and he will be forever.

But good bye writers block, the words are flowing once again RAWK!

anyway, I'm back on top of things, reading Dominic Deegan on a daily basis, juggling work, working on my trailor, and writing all at once. yay!

peace time to go.

blaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17248527/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 23:32:49 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

Waiting for more entries, i've had alot of people say they were entering but only two people come through, and one of these people has left dA. whether for good or not I am not sure.

So if you're looking to join there is no deadline date posted it just says open, but I promise I will be closing the contest by MAY 2008. so please respond, and hopefully enter, I was hoping my 1yr and a 3mnth would be worthy of enteries

-blaza

also Note me if you plan to participate!

ABOUT THE CONTEST:

In this contest the challenge is simple, Go to the link provided below and draw the 4 main characters from my books ÂLetting GoÂ There is no pictures of them done by me, just a description Profile of them. So itÂs open to interpretation. Draw them as you think they should look.

Letting Go Profile Characters

Starting Date
October 2nd, 2007

Deadline:
NEW DEADLINEPEN 2008

Rules:
1. Any style of art is accepted, but no nudity.
2. WeÂre just drawing the characters so no yaoi or yuri.
3. DonÂt change their skin colors. Because I want to use the winning pic in the book, credit will be given of course.
4. DonÂt downgrade the characters, even if one is a lowlife.
5. No cursing.
6. HAVE FUN!

---Choosing the Winner---

Judges:

What IÂm looking for:

1. Effort
2. Spontaneous
3. Color, though it doesnÂt have to be
4. My 4 main characters

PRIZES:

1st:
1st place winner will receive A 1yr subscription to DA, and a spotlight from me for 3 months in my journal and in my shoutboard.

(The character add-on has been removed because of the extensive wait for the contest, I have to get on with the book, sorry. I hope a 1yr sub and a 3mnth spotlight is still fine!)

2nd:
2nd place will receive a 3 months subscription to DA along with 1 poetry or short story gift arts from me and a spot in my journal footer for 2months.

3rd: 3rd place will recieve 1 poetry or short story gift art, and honorable mention for a month.

--CONTESTANTS!:--

Contestant #1

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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... ]]> ~Crazed-Writer added to my header http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17141642/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17141642/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 00:36:25 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

"Love and friendship met one day, love asked, "Why do you exist?" Friendship answered, "To put a smile where you leave tears." Then love asked again, "Well, if that's what you do, how come there are still so many people crying?" Friendship replied, "It''s my fault. Instead of doing my job, I sometimes end up doing yours." - Unknown.

you know thats adorable and you love it. had to add it (stole it froma friends myspace page, HELLO!)

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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~Crazed-Writer I just puked in my mouth... http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17126285/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17126285/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 00:04:46 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

almost a literal title, I feel nauseous. Anyway, My parents are almost finished fixing up this house, and it's starting to look pretty damn good, once theyre done and everything is moved back to where it belongs ill post some after pics, no before images, cus i just dont have any.

anyway, Im exhuasted and have a busy day tomorrow. So Im going to post something and then hit the sheets.

as a side note, I love working Drive-Thru, I flirt with every hotty I can

cheh-ching

some HOT guys too :mmm:

:naughty:

night && love

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17091835/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 16:15:15 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

So If I listen to hip-hop or rap for an extended amount of time I stop writing, I don't just loose the ability to It just stops....and it suuuuuuucks. i am listening to rock, and such at the moment, and I have been for the last week, let the writers block dissipate, give me so fucking INSPIRATION BITTTTTTTTTTCH!

-blaze maze

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/17091624/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 16:00:16 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

'm doing another contest yay! please note me for all questions and entries

also Note me if you plan to participate!

ABOUT THE CONTEST:

In this contest the challenge is simple, Go to the link provided below and draw the 4 main characters from my books ÂLetting GoÂ There is no pictures of them done by me, just a description Profile of them. So itÂs open to interpretation. Draw them as you think they should look.

Letting Go Profile Characters

Starting Date
October 2nd, 2007

Deadline:
X>>Febuary 28th, 2008<<X
NEW DEADLINE: March 15th, 2008

THERE WILL BE NO FURTHER EXTENSIONS ON THIS DEADLINE! SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO JOIN HAVE YOUR ENTRY(S) IN BY MARCH 15TH!!!

Rules:
1. Any style of art is accepted, but no nudity.
2. WeÂre just drawing the characters so no yaoi or yuri.
3. DonÂt change their skin colors. Because I want to use the winning pic in the book, credit will be given of course.
4. DonÂt downgrade the characters, even if one is a lowlife.
5. No cursing.
6. HAVE FUN!

---Choosing the Winner---

Judges:

What IÂm looking for:

1. Effort
2. Spontaneous
3. Color, though it doesnÂt have to be
4. My 4 main characters

PRIZES:

1st:
1st place winner will receive A 1yr subscription to DA, and a spotlight from me for 3 months in my journal and in my shoutboard.

(The character add-on has been removed because of the extensive wait for the contest, I have to get on with the book, sorry. I hope a 1yr sub and a 3mnth spotlight is still fine!)

2nd:
2nd place will receive a 3 months subscription to DA along with 1 poetry or short story gift arts from me and a spot in my journal footer for 2months.

3rd: 3rd place will recieve 1 poetry or short story gift art, and honorable mention for a month.

--CONTESTANTS!:--

1. entries: {{WITHINDRAWN}}

Lily: [link]

Chris: [link]

Mabel: [link]

Bryce Version 1: [link]

Bryce Version 2: [link]

Contestant #2

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/16979825/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 14:22:38 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

Interesting way to spread your browsing habits on dA

RULES:
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 19

2. A place you'd like to travel: New Zealand

3. Your favorite place: Best friends house

4. Your favorite object: pillows!

5. Favorite food: Italian!

6. Your favorite animal: Kitties!

7. Your favorite color: green&ink

8. The town/state/etc in which you live: Kingman Arizona

9. Name of past pet: Arya

yes i did name my cat after a character in Eragon but before the movie WHICH SUCKED came out

10. A dream come true: Freeeeeeeedom

11. Your nickname/screenname: crazed-writer

12. Middle name: dawn

13. Favorite Smell: white roses
http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/16922801/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 01:22:31 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

okay i have 820$$$ for my deposit, the deposit is 975$$$ i am short almost 200$$$, and if my roommate doesnt come up with the money by march 1st I'm fucked out of the 100$$$ i put for the guy to hold it, and a place to live, which sucks HUGE donkey DICK!!! anyway, I am taking money out of my savings account for this bullshit! this better go through, or I'll be making Sweeney Todd Meat Pies!!! (spoiler Sorry)

anyway::::::::

for anyone of interest....this place i am getting is just temporary, because Lisa (my best friend) and I are getting student Visa's and immigrating to Canada, yeah I'm sick of the states. Anyone who has any information on how LONG it will take to get through immigration after I have a passport and or a student Visa, wtfever I need to get lol. Let me know, I will Googling this shit as soon as I can. Because I am taking basic classes here and what not, also anyone who knows about student loans and grants in Canada (if any) fill me in and you get a fucking cookie!!! anyway, these stupid fucking ass fucks at work threating to kick my ass are pissing me the fuck off so sorry about all the fucking fucks in this fucking journal, not that I give a fuck if this pisses any of you the fuck off, i can fucking say fuck as much as i fucking want god fucking dammit!

fuck!

as for work:::::::::::::::

work is okay, but half of my co-workers are ILLEGAL MEXICANS, and I made one comment because one of them said he was a construction worker, i said that everyone knows Mexicans are better at construction than white boys because white boys are lazy, and the Mexican guy went bligerant or wtfever on me, and im like Uhhhhow am i being racist? thats a fucking compliment, but anyway what the fuck ever, im tired as fuck its 2am here been up all day Im totally stressed, im out.

Later everyone, I hope to have more poetry eventually, sorry I havent had the time to write, working all the time and all.

anyone curious about why i dumped my now ex, its cus he was a liar, possesive, and totally fucking controlling, and i suspect he was cheating on me. so fuck him, i wish he would stop calling me.!!!

night.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

<... ]]> ~Crazed-Writer random-1 http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/16873246/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/16873246/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 00:27:36 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

------broke up with my boyfriend today. on V-day. Guess i was wrong about this one too

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/16404898/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:26:18 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

IM BACK!!!!

miss me?

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

... ]]> ~Crazed-Writer Letting Go Information http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15904077/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15904077/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 13:50:41 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

Ive redone it a little and I am reposting it now.
Please take the time to reread qand tell me wat you think when you have the time.

Happy Holidays!
love

and I'll be back online in january. Love.

ciao, ahblaza

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15569684/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 12:30:34 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

eh-hem. i am still alive. but will not have internet on my computer until january.
love all, ahblaza

PS: i will pop on as much as possible.

We had an emergancy with my uncle's step father. he's in the hospital. anyhow the floors at my house still aren't done. so I am on a friends computer. I will be back on my own sumday soon i hope.
still no job for me.
Love me.
Ahblaza

I would like everyone to know That i will be away for a few days, and I am not sure how long. It's depressing to not be able to go on dA and check at what all of you have done.
But whatever. be good

Maybe ill have some inspire to write while I am away.
You have my regards all.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15565354/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 16:18:54 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

if anyone can find me a 300 stamp, i would love you forever! one thats really super cool.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
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~Crazed-Writer I'm a horrible person...AWESOME! http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15549760/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15549760/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 14:54:44 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

[x] 1. Smoked.
[x] 2. Consumed alcohol.
[x] 3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] 5. Kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] 6. Had sex.
[x] 7. Had someone in your room other than family.
[x] 8. Watched porn.
[] 9. Bought porn.
[x] 10. Done drugs. (if you wanna know which just ask)
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] 1. Taken painkillers. (not for a high)
[x] 2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. (just vicadin but i was hurtin'
[x] 3. Lied to your parents.
[x] 4. Lied to a friend.
[] 5. Been to rehab.
[x] 6. Done something illegal.
[x] 7. Cut yourself. (not in the emo way, it was a bloody accident, literally)
[x] 8. Hurt someone. (both emotionally and physically)
[] 9. Been to a club.
[] 10. Seen someone die.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[x] 1. Missed curfew. (a hundred times)
[x] 2. Stayed out all night.
[x] 3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[x] 4. Been to a therapist. (school insisted)
[xxxx] 5. Snuck out of the house.
[xxx] 6. Dyed your hair.
[] 7. Received a ticket.
[] 8. Been in an accident.
[x] 9. Wished someone to die.
[x] 10. Been to a bar.
TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[x] 1. Been to a wild party.
[] 2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] 3. Drank more than four beers in a night.
[] 4. Had a spring break in Florida.
[x] 5. Sniffed anything. (lol not to get high, but hello scratch and sniff?)
[x] 6. Wore black nail polish. (all the damn time)
[x] 7. Wore arm bands.
[x] 8. Wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] 9. Listened to rap. (sorry but eminimen has a point)
[x] 10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. (it was bought for me lolz)
TOTAL SO FAR: 32

[]x 1. Dressed Gothic.
[x] 2. Dressed prep.
[x] 3. Dressed punk.
[x] 4. Dressed grunge.
[x] 5. Stole something.
[] 6. Been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] 7. Blacked out.
[] 8. Fainted.
[x] 9. Had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL SO FAR: 39

[x] 1. Snuck into someone else's room.
[x] 2. Had a crush on your friend.
[x] 3. Been to a concert.
[x] 4. Dry-humped someone.
[x] 5. Been called a slut. (arent my friends kind hearted?) wait...i am a slut....nvm...
[x] 6. Called someone a slut.
[] 7. Installed speakers in your car.
[x] 8. Broken a mirror.
[x] 9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[x] 10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush.
TOTAL SO FAR: 48

[] 1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] 2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. (i'm 17 hello)
[x] 3. Cruised the mall.
[x] 4. Skipped school.
[x] 5. Had surgery.
[x] 6. Had an injury.
[x] 7. Gone to court.
[x] 8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] 9. Caught something on fire.
[x] 10. Lied about your age. (sort of, i just dont tell people my age and let them assume i am 18. or older)
TOTAL SO FAR: 57

[] 1. Owned/rented an apartment.
[x] 2. Broke the law in the police's presence.
[x] 3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. (yeah but when we made out i was drunk and he didnt mention the girlfriend >>
[x] 4. Got in trouble with the police.
[x] 5. Talked to a stranger.
[] 6. Hugged a stranger.
[] 7. Kissed a stranger.
[x] 8. Rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] 9. Been harassed.
[x] 10. Been verbally harassed.
TOTAL SO FAR: 64

[x] 1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online (yeah and that guy is one of my best friends EVER!)
[x] 2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight.
[x] 3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] 4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] 5. Been to a fair.
[xxxxxxx] 6. Been called a bad influence.
[] 7. Drink and drive. ( negative, but ive been in the car while someone else was)
[x] 8. Prank-called someone.
[x] 9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] 10. Cheated on a test. (l... ]]> ~Crazed-Writer Don't ever let your life pass you by... http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15548546/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15548546/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 13:11:51 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

Okay. yesterday was a fun filled day . Me and lisa went to the park , then I went up to Payless Shoes, and got a pre-interview done, the boss lady likes me, hope thats a good sign. keepin' my fingers crossed.
I went and practiced the 3-point turn at the MVD, and i can do it just fine, but Lisa's car is HUGE so its almost impossible for it to be done in her buick. lol oh well, she gave me so good pointers for backing up.
then we went to the library cus i had to get my card renewed, just to find out that you have to be 18 or have a parents signature to get it redone. sooo lame....>>; but oh well...haha
then we were off to the movies, we saw Mr. Magoriums, wonder emporium. It was really good, cute too.
at that point however i ran into my old best friend Amanda, who is a total slutty whore now. I said hi, but all she did was look at me with some nasty ass look and go "oh hi" and walk away. i was like ,whatever, i did not just get dissed by her. And then it was like it all came flooding back, lol fuck that bitch.
anyway after the moving we went to Taco Bell, and we go there every friday night and the people are starting to recognize us...time to get a new place to eat LOL!!!
after that we looked around petco.....chameleons are only 60$ right now, I need a JOB!!! >>; i need a chameleon!!!
then we went to the park, and walked around for a bit taking pictures on the santa fe train memorial and what not. then we did the gay thing and talked for about 3 hours about just about whatever. deep emotional conversations ya know.

anyway that was yesterday now you know why i wasnt on til 10:30 lol

as for today!

I totally dig the way the galleries are on dA now, it's a badass feature! I went thru all 500+ of my deviations and put them in albums, so it shud be a hell of alot easier to go through my art now. hurray!!!

okay do a little dance for dA's en genius!

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
There's no better club...for writers anywhere.

http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15527655/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 23:13:44 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

I feel like I am just writing the same stuff over, and over again. The lack of imagination here is killing me.
i need a little help, fuck some divine intervention would be nice too. how about a job >>;
Im so damn depressed lately.
well im suppose to hang out with my friend lisa tomorrow, she wants me to help her do something. We'll hang out saturday K kitty? well...my eyes grow tired friends. please read my recent poetry, and enjoy.

Love.

PS: if anyone can find me a seriously cool 300 the movie, deviant stamp. i'd love you forever! and i'd do a gift poem/story on whatever you want for ya.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
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~Crazed-Writer Inspiration Wanted: Apply Within http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15514132/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15514132/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 22:16:17 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

I've looked around dA for some Inspiration today, and i am not finding it.
I know what it is no need to say it. I have writers block, and there isn't many other ways to break out of. I need to take a break. I need a moment to just pull my thoughts together.

Any help would be happily accepted.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15447832/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:01:07 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

So there is a small ren fair festival in Laughlin today and tomorrow. Im suppose to be going to it, along with getting my bronco back from the "shop" and such.

I'm still down on my luck as far as jobs go. I suppose I need to keep my hopes up however, its only been 5 days...not even a week. I hope i get a call back.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

*RawEm0tion
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]]> ~Crazed-Writer Stop bitchin...DO SOMETHING BOUT IT! http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15395085/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15395085/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 17:09:33 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

MY CONTEST HERE>>[link] <

So I woke up this morning and wieghed myself, and to my horror I had gone back up to my original wieght And All day my self-esteem as be lower than the knees of a halfling. So I said "what the fuck is wrong with me, why gripe and get sad about it when my bitch ass should be fixing the problem if i dont like it!"

So I am, One thing I love to do is RUN, and if i wasn't so outta shape it wudnt be such a problem, im like a fucking dwarf good at running short distances, short and stocky too, oie. My ankles are killing me but I ran a good 20-30 mins today, not bad for starting out, I've gotta get back into my good eating habits I had too. Instead of now where i eat all the time, not having a job is killing my eating habits. lol dammit. anyway, so Im going to run on our tred for 20-30 mins every day til my stamina is up then I will run for longer periods of time. no joke. Im going to run until I look like a skinny little elf. til Im not this big fat blob, grrr.

DONT LEAVE ME COMMENTS SAYING IM NOT FAT, the only thing thats gonna keep me running is if i think i am fat, lucky for me Im not a psycho I handle my wieght problems the right way, I work it off instead of puking it off

On a diffrent note:

I got my hair dyed today and cut into a diffrent style, I wasnt digging the emo look to much, so I got my hair done like josies from josie in the pussycats, except a darker burgundy. hehe. Ill post picture tomorrow, I just got out of the shower and my hair is still wet.

Also my uncle bought me the new Monster Manual for D&D Monster Manual IV, it's got some bad ass new creatures in it...needless to say I am in love.

let it be known that I am a 2nd edition D&D player, its old school or no school at all for me. BUT I do know how to play 3.0 and 3.5 because I was playing with some people who only knew that and they were the DM. hence forth I know how to take all 3.5 and such and turn them into 2E, CUs Im badass like that.

Much love.

{/Edit}I finally beat Twilight princess. HURRAH! and its definitley the best LOZ game so far waaaaaay better than windwaker, ocarina of time, any of um.

also: Me and my friend found a place, 425$ a month. 2br 1bth. Its in a semi-nice area, old town kingman tho. So Ill prolly never WALK down my street, and the doors will be locked all the time lolz. BUT its still sort of a nice area theres a church and a park, and a kid care place. should be nice. can't wait!!! Im tired yo's lol and it's only 7pm...lolz.

alrighty then. love ya'll wish me luck for the future!

So as it goes

- Well I spent fri-Sun just relaxing and kickin' back. a little reprieve until monday. (yesterday) when I went to town and put applications into Hallmark, JC penny's, payless shoes, Kmart, Taco Bell, Hastings, and safeway. The lady at payless said that I am pretty much in it for the job, Im sure she will be talking about me to her boss once the boss lady gets back from Flagstaff. Which would be awsome (anyone who knows me knows my love for shoes, hehehe) So I can't wait.

_ getting my hair dyed and such on Thursday and then this weekend There is a ren fair out in Laughlin. http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15336086/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 18:36:40 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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God. I've been in a bummer mood lately It's been super sucklicious. dammit. But it will be a good thing, it's time for a change. That's right, and I'm thinking I'm ready for it.

So on a more deep note:

Im laying on my bed, My two cats, one young not even a year, the other older, almost 9 in fact, and both are looking at me. And I can just see so much wisdom pouring from the eldest eyes, and the younger is looking to him with such soft new innocent eyes. One so knowing the other so ignorant. He looks to the elder cat as his mintore(sp?), and as a friend. It's a curious thing to see actually. I kept thinking, just maybe if we could stop using our mouths to say the words that fall out of them and just learned things for what they are. Just moments of staring into anothers eyes could tell you stories more inept than they could ever tell you themselves. The emotions shown through the eyes, through our souls. It's amazing to think about it. You know they say cats are half-in/half-out anyway. Do you think it's possible they may no more about the world than me or you. They may no more stories in their short life-times than we can ever have known in our many many years. Just to think, these animals who though may not even have ever seen the stoop, know more than we do in a lifetime, it's astonishing. They probably know every secret that we ask ourselves everyday.

Why are we here?

What's our purpose?

Is god real?

What is the afterlife like?

All the questions that swirl through or minds on a daily basis.
I often wonder what it is my cat is chasing, that I cannot see. But then I wonder if I even want to see it. Suppose reincarnation is real, maybe cats are people from past lives, but when you come back as an animal you get to keep those memories but cannot access them until you are an aged animal. Who Knows, we cannot understand what "meow" and "bark" means...maybe theyre trying to tell us something. They know more than you think. We take them for granted. It's curious really....

Just something to think about.
I am having a bit of a lack of inspiration for poetry today, and I am still working on where to go next with my book. so I am trying to occupy myself, and keep me happy. seeing as I am unemployed for the time being. Love to you all. 's

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15322421/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 16:51:19 PST "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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If no one noticed I changed the deadline til febuary, that way you all can do your enteries after the holidays if needs be. Well ciao
*Crazed-Writer

Ps: thank you to those who responded to my POLL

I'm doing another contest yay! please note me for all questions and entries

also Note me if you plan to participate!

ABOUT THE CONTEST:

In this contest the challenge is simple, Go to the link provided below and draw the 4 main characters from my books ÂLetting GoÂ There is no pictures of them done by me, just a description Profile of them. So itÂs open to interpretation. Draw them as you think they should look.

Letting Go Profile Characters

Starting Date
October 2nd, 2007

Deadline:
Febuary 28th, 2008

Rules:
1. Any style of art is accepted, but no nudity.
2. WeÂre just drawing the characters so no yaoi or yuri.
3. DonÂt change their skin colors. Because I want to use the winning pic in the book, credit will be given of course.
4. DonÂt downgrade the characters, even if one is a lowlife.
5. No cursing.
6. HAVE FUN!

---Choosing the Winner---

Judges:

What IÂm looking for:

1. Effort
2. Spontaneous
3. Color, though it doesnÂt have to be
4. My 4 main characters

PRIZES:

1st:
1st place winner will receive A 1yr subscription to DA along with 2 poetry or short stories Gift arts from me, a character of their own in my book as a 5th main character, and a spotlight from me for 3 months in my journal and in my shoutboard.

characters for the story must be of modern era, they can have different personality quirks like vampires or werewolves, but they cannot be vampire or werewolves, etc.

2nd:
2nd place will receive a 3 months subscription to DA along with 2 poetry or short story gift arts from me and a spot in my journal footer for 2months.

3rd: 3rd place will recieve 1 poetry or short story gift art, and honorable mention for a month.

--CONTESTANTS!:--

1.

entries:

Lily: [link]

Chris: [link]

Mabel: [link]

Bryce Version 1: [link]

Bryce Version 2: [link]

Contestant #2

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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In honor of ~http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15316662/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 13:30:03 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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I am officially quitting work tonight. Im sick of being threated that i will be fired. just because Im out spoken and enjoy my freedo0m of speech a little much ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT THE ASSITANT MANAGERS ARE TWEAKERS!!!! tell them to stop doing meth and then MAYBE just fucking maybe! we wont have a problem.

I will go back if my boss robin calls me and offers me a raise, but i will never work with Nick or adriana, and she will have to deal with that. because i love my job. working at sonic is a blast. But

It's just gotten to a point of no return, and I've worked there for almost a yr and half. this shit is fucked up. Wish me all luck on the job hunt will ya'll. I love you peoples.

Don't worry contest goers I will have a job by january and there will be Subs as contest gifts, and I will redo my contest prizes in a little while.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15287840/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 14:03:11 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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So here's an update for ya'll:

- work has been shitty. But I do love the job. We're most likely shutting down the GV branch of the stores

because of lack of business....I only hope we don't i need the job.

- I am getting my car fixed this saturday, and then on to getting my license, hurrah!

I love my bronco

- my contest is still going but i most likely am going to extend the deadline, because after my birthday I can get a debit card and a credit account, so I will be offering subs. New dealine will be in Jan. Sometime. I'll update it later. Hopefully Ill get more people with sub prizes

- halloween is tomorrow, and im totally stoked!!!

going to a WHOLE lot of haunted houses hahaha woo-hoo!

- haha I am hunting for a good guy, and ive decided none exist in this area....god i cant wait to move to flagstaff, arizona

-lol okay im done.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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~Crazed-Writer It took to long for you to call back... http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15232430/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15232430/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 16:51:10 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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Tagged by:

Â You have to answer all the question below (if you donÂt understand the questionÂ.donÂt worry, you can make it up or leave it out )
Â After you answer the questions. You have to pass on the tag to 5 or more Deviants you wish to tag. ( it can be less if you want )
Â You can put in your own question if you want (it doesnÂt have to be the sameÂ.be creative!! )
Â To pass on the tag to the Deviant. You have to tag it on the Deviants front page or send a note to them .
Â You must show the person who tagged you on the top left comer. (it could be texts or icon)

________________________________________ __________

1)What is you Star sign?
Sagittarius

2)Who is your favorite characters and how long have you know them?
Gir from invader zim, since i was 9
and um...idk

3)Which characters would you like to see together walking on the streets?
uuuum roger rabbit and his wife and zim and gir

4)What color represents you? Explain why.
Yellow and Purple.
Yellow because im energetic and loud when out with friends
Purple because Im down to earth and calm

5)If you could be in any anime, which would it be?
um...inuyasha but just cus i want that necklace "SIT BOY!" yeaaa....damn that'd be great on all my ex's lol

6)Write something incredibly wild or funny?
Whatever smokes your pancakes

7)Choose your favorite song and sing the main part?
lose control - evanesence

Just once I'd think it'd be nice to lose control - just once...

8)If you had a second life, what would it be?
I'd be me again, cus i fucking rock! lol

9)What do you like to do in you spare time?
Chill with friends, and have fun!

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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~Crazed-Writer I'll keep you my dirty lil' secrets... http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15191044/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15191044/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 16:44:07 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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Tagged by

RULES:
-Post 10 things or facts under each heading then tag 3 people.
Feel free to add your own questions.

Ten Things I Hate About TV:

** Commercials
** half hour shows are really 12 minutes
** The media is fucked up, Im sick of being deceived
** MTV
** Reality TV
** Lindsey Lohan
** Chris Crocker && Britney Spears
** E! TV
** Whenever theres a presidential speech there is nothing else on TV
** censors

Ten Things I Hate/Love About My Hometown:

1. Could walk anywhere **LOVE**
2.Friends lived next door **LOVE**
3.It only took 15 mins to walk to the otherside of town**LOVE**
4. Nothing to do so we all got into drugs and alcohol **hate**
5. Everyone knew everyone's business **HATE**
6. The town cop use to sleep in his car and never patrolled **lOVED**
7. Skinny dipping, and parties **LOVE**
8. LACK OF GOOD LOOKING GUYS!!!! **hate**
9. The old electric building that was in the middle of the woods we used as a club house **love**
10. winter snows, snow ball fights, and snow days **love**

Ten Things I Admire About The Person Who Sent This:
**Shes an amazing artist
**She draws sentimental and not disgusting yaoi
**She always has great advice
**She works at SONIC and so do i...lolz
**Even when shes depressed shes still a caring person
**She's funny
**compassionate
**Loving
**modest, very
**her comics are genius!!!

Ten Music-Related Things I Like:
-=-Evanescence
-=-punk rock
-=-Guitars are beautiful
-=-It makes movies way more kick ass when they have a trippin' soundtrack
-=-Playing the air guitar and singing notes you just can't hit just because you can
-=-You can hear you best friends favorite song play as a ring tone when they call
-=-Going to concerts
-=-When hot band guys rip their shirts off

-=-It makes the day go by faster
-=-It's never to early or to late for it!!!

Ten People I Hate:
<>George W. Bush
<>Eric Braziel
<>My father
<>Chris crocker
<>My Brother
<> Pedafiles
<>Tweakers
<>Liars
<>Theives
<>ASSHOLES!!! who are good lookin!! dicks... X|

Ten Things I Love In General:
**Cuddly critters**
**Penguins**
**Music**
**Halloween**
**Gore and Horror Movies && Books**
**TyP3!nG L!>|3 T|-|!z!!!!** LOL jk on that**
**Amy Lee**
**Computers**
**Working**
**My family**

Ten Things No-one Should Ever Know:
~Heartbreak
~Loss of a mother/father/loved one
~Underage pregnancy
~Miscarriage
~That their brother/sister is hot
~Where you were conceived
~what it feels like to hurt someone
~what it feels like to be hurt
~what a corpse looks like in real-life
~whether or not Dumbledore was gay or not

Ten People I Love:
- - - - - -<

- -<

The First Ten Things In My Favorite's List:
PCS Halloween Toon
by ~trojanmoose
Obsession
by *Moony8... ]]> ~Crazed-Writer Pros. Dumblemores a FRUIT!!!! http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15179330/ http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/15179330/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 19:44:14 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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OMG!!! OMG!!!

OMG!!! O_O

I just found out!!! I cant believe dumbledore is a homosexual man. That explains why he was never with a woman, i always thought him and mcgonagul...omg

I screamed when i found out and stuffed myself in the dark of my room in my bedroom...I was horrified.
But I will come to accept it. eventually. since when did characters get prefrences shit someone make the yaoi NOW!! GAAAH!

<3 Ahblaza

I'll have a new css soon.

Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/14884851/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 13:13:10 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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If you're looking for my contest It's still going and I accidently placed the wrong link into the news article so please go to my latest journal: [link] <<
Bonjour,
Ahblaza D. Mayes

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http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/14879535/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:38:39 PDT "If I was your soul, would you sell me to the devil? If I was your heart, would you let someone break me? If I was your body, would you let someone hurt me? If you said No, then why do you do it to yourself?" - Ahblaza D. Mayes

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Runescape

COMIC SPACE

My PhotoBucket

My Drunk Duck

_{Just playing with a new css, can anyone make me one special?? i'd give a free gift art Prose or poetry for it! please}

_{This is the book I am writing I will be uploading the chapters in parts, to make it easier for reading pleasure. Im going to have a contest for character drawings so keep a headÂs up for that. Winner will get a character part in the story. And 2 short stories or poems of their choosing. But I have to write up the contest still. Anyway here is my story. PLEASE COMMENT AND GIVE YOUR SUGGESTIONS! THEYRE TOTALLY WELCOMED!!! I LOVE CRITIQUES!! IM ALWAYS LOOKING TO IMPROVE, PLEASE TAKE A LOOK!!!!!!

Letting Go

Letting Go Part 1 chapter 1

part 2 chapter 1 letting go

Chapter 2 part 1 Letting Go

chapter 2 part 2 letting go

My 200 Theme Challenge

1.Introduction

2.Love

3.Light

4.Dark

5.Seeking Hope

6.Hell On Earth

7.Heaven

8.Innocence

9.Drive

10.Breathe Agian

11.Memory

12.Insanity

13.Misfortune

14.Smile

15.Silence

16.Questioning

17.Blood

18.http://Crazed-Writer.deviantart.com/journal/14878242/
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because its like the most kick ass TV show ever. its the only thing id ever watch regular TV for, like ever.

okay except the show CHUCK that comes on before it.

lol, but yeah...SPOILERS FROM TONIGHTS SHOW

The one chick who can heal herself, claire, cuts off her pinky toe because she wants to know if itll grow back like a lizards tail, and it does...sooo cool.

and hiero, is the coolests japanese guy like ever...he totally disarmed a bunch of people and saved a princess...lol. sweet hardcoreness.

Oh peter is back, he's like superman he absorbs peoples powers by just being near them...all he has to do is think about them.

Im totally stoked about the show...a couple of the hereos from the 1st season havent shown back up yet, but we will see it's only the 2nd episode of the 2nd season....

well anyway, thats my update. Everyone catch hereos next monday on NBC 8/7 central!

[edit]

Also In my footer I have my book stuff links and such, take a look!

Bonjour,

Ahblaza D. Mayes

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Mon, 01 Oct 2007 16:36:11 PDT

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I really do, hereos is totally great.

I cant wait 8/7 central...woot!

Bonjour,

Ahblaza D. Mayes

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,,

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