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                <title>Nice seeing you DA</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Oct 2009 18:35:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Y!gallery is back up...so thats where i'll be <3 <br /><br />Im blowin' this popstand!<br /><br />Peace out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Y!Gallery is Down</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:39:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The only reason I am returning and posting art here is because my home, y!gallery is down. <br /><br />Anyone who I am not watching from there should let me know so I can watch you here <3<br /><br />Here's to hoping its back up soon!'<br /><br />*Edit:<br /><br />Looks like Y!Gallery has Twitter >w< Woot for me. Server is down cuz they are moving it so its on a bigger server to make it faster <3 Woot!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>DA: Douche Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2009 23:32:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I think im pretty much done being active here. Ive never seen such sass from someone I dont even know...And then the whole group thing. Yeah, no. I'll keep this account only to watch a few ppl here but dont expect me to upload shit here or update anything...<br /><br /><br />If you want to see my new stuff you can shimmy on down to MangaBullet and Y!gallery if you are old enough. Im Smiticiss on both of those. <br /><br />I'll see ya there, Buds <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>lol Oh DA....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 23:25:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i just got banned from the Paradox Club. Why? Because i faved some things there and DA said I didnt unfave them. So the bitch whoever he/she is was all like I have to ban you. So what do i have to say to that? I told them to go fuck themselves cuz I dont need their fucking club when DA is being a glitchy bitch. Whatever. And then they comment back calling me a "pottymouth" and that its not their fault i didnt follow the rules and had been warned. Im sorry but I believe you didnt hear me the first time. I believe i said to go FUCK yourselves. And that I dont NEED your fucking club. So what the fuck ever. If i get banned from this bullshit w/e. Ya'll know where to find me right?<br /><br />Im on red velvet curtain, i believe is what its called; Y!gallery, mangabullet and SheezyArt. <br /><br />RVC, MB and Y!Gal im under Smiticiss<br />SheezyArt im under Ookamikun<br /><br />so if i get banned from DA for cussing out some bitch for being banned from their bitch ass club ya'll can still find me.<br /><br />Peace out homes!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Back from Chambana!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2009 16:35:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So ive had two schools in mind for my degree. One in Bloomington and one in "Chambana".  I really wanted to go to the one in Chambana cuz I like their program a lot and one of my best friends live there. But really the campus is the city within the city and its just too overwhelming. So mom and I are going next week to visit Bloomington. <br /><br />Now the fun stuff lol. Cuz how could i go to Chambana and not see my girl? lol It was fun cuz we hung out with this 13 yo, Sam, because really she has a situation kinda like mine with my mother. Though I wasnt thinking about calling DCFS on my mother to get myself taken out of her care. Well she was a good kid and who doesnt love corrupting small children? lol Well the 3 of us went out for lunch and then to the mall after grabbing dinner for Aj, Aj's Matt and Me for later. The mall was nice. Big and a change of scenery. And course here I bought AJ pink and shiny things for her birthday since i cant come to her party on Friday or for her birthday on Saturday. And i got this nice white and black shirt. Well we had to get the small chicka home and then AJ and I went back to her apartment after taking a friend of hers home from work. We tried to take a small nap but her Matt came in, since she just leaves her door open for her friends,  and kinda woke us up.<br /><br /> Now let me explain the AJ's Matt thing before i get any further and you think im horrible lol. I call him her Matt cuz otherwise he might be mistaken for my ex who had the same name. Yes they had hooked up once but he had made it very clear that it wouldnt happen again with her and even though she has a liking for him knows that nothing would happen again with him and therefore gave me the ok to go for him if i so wish. Now AJ is the type of girl who if she says a guy she likes is free game she means it. Yes, because she's my best i would try not to but really the only jealousy from her is because of my boobs >w< Cuz they are bigger then hers by 2 cup sizes and therefore her guys zoom towards me. Now with that explained lol ...<br /><br />Matt went back to his apartment and we started dinner, leaving for a booze and smokes (for them) run when Matt came back while we left him in charge of dinner. From there, rough housing with some making sure that my industrial didnt get hit with Matt ensued. Now this is a guy who is 6'3", works out, cute smile and plays back roughly as he can take it. So yes...his stubble def made him a nice interest for me lol. Course the smoking kinda put him in the maybe one night stand list lol Cuz really you were crazy if you didnt get SOMETHING from him. So dinner, play fighting, movies and smoke breaks were the highlight of the night as we consumed booze lol. Matt took out most the 12 pack of Keystone, while i nursed a bigger bottle of Smirnoff cooler. Another friend of Aj's came over with this dog- i think it was a schnauzer...but lets just say it was an energetic ugly thing. Well whatever, I had play fought my way to win a spot laying in Matt's lap lol And really it was funny cuz really our faces were so close and there were SO many chances to kiss but we were the type NOT TO in front of not only ppl but AJ too. So seriously we went all night me lounging on him and him play fighting/molesting me when AJ wasnt in the room. Until it had gotten late and AJ had gone into her room for a phone call. That was when he, quite smoothly i might add >w<, shifted to turn up the tv or down or whatever and course it made me shift up since my legs were in his lap. And we kinda made out/kissed/molested for a few minutes. It was nice, i must admit i got a little too excited about it lol and get a little aggressive with the kissing lol but we soon settled back down to just watching the movie as AJ came back out. Now i must admit as much as kissing Matt felt nice it made me feel guilty regardless. Ik AJ wouldnt care like for reals but idk i guess im that kinda person.<br /><br />So he ended up crashing on her couch as we migrated into AJ's room. I burn her a cd with some songs and the recording of her singing (seriously her singing is the only way i listen to church or jesus songs). And course I told her I kissed him and she said she didnt care (and meant it) and then we both kinda passed out talking about everything of course lol. Well her work volunteered her for a 530am shift and so she left me in the apartment with Matt and one of her roommates which had himself locked in his room at about 510. I felt odd just sleeping so i shyly poked Matt to come sleep with me. He course came and omg the snuggling was sooo nice >w< It took a little bit for me to find a spot for my head cuz his pecks were a little in the way lol but i got comfy, he had his arm around me and his head on top of mine as his other hand rubbed then laid on the arm of mine around him. And i was so bold as to lay a leg over his. lol Cant help it...its the way i snuggle- I ENGULF you...Well he left me at about 630 cuz he had w... ]]></description>
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                <title>So...my room....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 19:44:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is tornado alley in the house...All my shit is spilling out in piles down the small hall and blocking other members of the family's rooms. And it seems my cat has claimed my bed as its own.<br /><br />My room is the smallest in the house and at about 12pm mom took me out shopping since we're apparently redoing my room from what I originally had it at as mom's way of helping me fully put Matt behind me. Which i appreciate and am excited about. We found this awesome Chinese Lion lamp, this cute blue comforter, a striped blue and green quilt, storage boxes in teh colors i want, and shelving units we are slowly buying piece by piece because they are like 40$ a piece. On top of getting new furniture, im getting bamboo shades for my window that my bed is now next to- hence why my cat has claimed it. The only problem is trying to sort through all my shit. We're starting with just the boxes that were under my bed and under my small table that my printer was on but is now sitting ontop of my box of yaoi in my closet....<br /><br /><br />the bad thing? Yeah ive gotten through 1 maybe 2 boxes...and Ive got like 5 more to go...its 925pm...At least theres a cute shelf thinger next to my bed until my tables are redone...Oh yeah and painting the walls this pretty lime color from the blue gray it is now commences in a week or two. Im excited ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Movin on and Feeling Free!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2009 09:00:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Matt and I broke up like a week or so ago. I was kinda torn up about it and so I went partying with some friends. And the next day I actually felt a whole lot better. I had realized all the leashes Matt had on me and all the rules. I loved him, I did, but I was losing myself and so I was just unhappy. That and it was like his main focus was on sex...which didnt make me feel ne better...<br /><br />So Ive been feeling awesome lately. My rents and sibs are gone for a week (well theres 3 days left of the week they are gone), Ive got an appointment next week for my hair to get fixed up so its not just OMG BLK and OMG BLONDE (they will MINGLE!), and im starting to get things I wanted that Matt had thrown a fit about! Starting yesterday I started replanning my tatoos I want and I got my industrial bar...omg it hurt to get, well the second hole did, but for the most part it wasnt that bad. But it looks awesome <3 and really good on me like i thought it would <3 <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://i407.photobucket.com/albums/pp158/smiticiss/5211_513567576414_211300326_3095261.jpg">[link]</a> <- img there for ya'll. And Im thinking that while in San Fran, if Fluffy and I can save up the money, that I will get a tattoo on my left ankle/foot. IK it will hurt like a bitch but its gonna be awesome <3 Im going to want it in like a anklet/ rosery type style with the chain links around my ankle, with a thin chain that dangles down to the batman bat symbol on my foot. (huge batman fangirl btw >w< lol) and then I was talking to my friend Angie and I kinda want a tramp stamp (the tat that goes above your ass), and well i had originally wanted the bat symbol there. Ya know, the bat light above the "bat cave" lol yeah i think only i think thats funny >w< So Angie's like do it! lol So i decided I want like an elongated Batman bat there with BATMAN letters in it. And i def want a yaoi something tattoo on me. LOL But Angie and I were talking and shes like "You should get the triforce on your inner thigh with an arrow pointing up. 'Triforce goes HERE'" lol cuz we're not pervs no...>w< <br /><br />But on top of those things, I'm working on getting a screw-buddy. Cuz im sooo not wanting to date, I just need to ya know "relieve some stress". Except trying to do it with Shaun is just as frustrating...A.) he lives 2 hours away B.) He's 18. He keeps reminding me why i dont do younger. A.) Most younger for me are Jailbate or just barely clear of Jailbate B.) They have to ask their parents' permission for everything C.) The immaturity level is astounding...What's keeping me from just walking away? His bone structure is OMG yummy...and somethings are just as...Im sorry if you have hips like that, you got my attention hard core...I just want to ravish that...and when I think i want to just say SCREW IT, he flashes those hips and im like hehe...mmmm....and Im right back to waiting...At least his mom and sister will be on vaca next week so I just have to make my way down on my day off...<br /><br /><br />AND THATS what ive been up to lol <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>GRADE @ BULLSH!T</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 01:46:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes. It is. My boyfriend of 4 years found this survey i did on y!gal and in it i stated i thought a co-worker of mine was "f*ckable". Now, its some guy i dont remember but that he was dumber then a box of rocks- which would never be worth my time. AND I was only his for those 4 years. So that was 7 days ago. Thats 7 DAYS of him not talking to me except to tell me that I need to be an adult and call him and apologize for it. Im like "What? Apologize for having a thought that some other guy is attractive for like a whole minute, when YOURE the one in my bed and by my side? Um...no." I did nothing wrong there is no apology needed. Its just his insecurities blowing shit out of proportion again. So i refused. And then yesterday I told him i wanted us on a break. He ignored me. Now I give him this ultimatium that he either sees how ridiculous he is being or im done. One of these small shit into big fight every month for 12 months for 4 years. Yep. Im done. So he has a day. And im so serious. I told him that and hes still saying that he isnt wrong that I need to apologize because I was at fault. No. You get ur day to realize how dumb youre being or im walking. He doesnt believe me....He'll learn tom. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And ill be fully broken...dont think for a minute i wont. Because I will. I just am not caving when Im not wrong. I have too many times.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Drawring...lol</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2009 14:17:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy cake! I actually drew stuff >w< ...course they werent what i meant to draw >w>...as you can see lol But i still need to ink one i did mean to draw ^_^<br /><br />But...Arc and Blaine now have Char designs! WOOT<br />so really thats all i wanted to say lol<br /><br />so im running off before the ppl i owe stuff to find me...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>RIP NutmegPie</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 May 2009 15:50:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We had our 16.5 yo golden retriever put to sleep today at 1030am. She had two strokes, was 90% blind, and 95% deaf. She had bad arthritis and was highly allergic to grass. Hadn't been eating and could barely move. She's been half dead for a year- developing everything slowly until my parents couldnt be in denial anymore...Dad should've known it would be soon. He had started shopping for a new cat 6 months ago...So it will be 3-4 months before you will see new pictures of a new cat here...>w< Its how shit works in this fucked up family. My sister and mother have been crying all day. Im just eh...Im not a dog person and I kinda knew she would be gone. But its kinda just now settling...and so im getting a little choked up but I wont cry for something that shoulda been put to sleep a year ago, forced to live because my family refused to "see"....<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a358/Crazy4Free/1123082149b.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>New List for the Summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 May 2009 20:01:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol go me >w>...doing some interwebs things before chilling before bed before I have to be up at 4am for the 5am shift >w<<br /><br /><br />for RL:<br />GET A BETTER JOB<br />Save money for yaoi con<br />save money for school<br />get set up for school in the fall<br />figure out where i'm living in the fall<br /><br /><br />for teh webz:<br />~birthday pics for Rin <3<br />~Commish for Thunder<br />~Commish for Jamison<br />~Art Trade for Dark<br />~Art Trade for Hakkai<br />~comic update >w< (i really wanted to kill this but ppl are commanding i continue lol)<br />~lol time to rp now back in spfld<br />~lizard smecks for mah Fluffy <3<br /><br />[lol that bottom list didnt change >w<]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>WHOO SUMMER LIST OF THINGS TO DO</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 May 2009 22:52:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol yes...its summer and i havent really rested...but yessss there is a to do list<br /><br /><br />for RL:<br />GET A JOB<br /><br /><br />for teh webz:<br />~birthday pics for Rin <3<br />~Commish for Thunder<br />~Commish for Jamison<br />~Art Trade for Dark<br />~Art Trade for Hakkai<br />~comic update >w< (i really wanted to kill this but ppl are commanding i continue lol)<br />~lol time to rp now back in spfld<br />~lizard smecks for mah Fluffy <3<br /><br /><br />and i cant seem to destress yet cuz my family is Satan herself along with her spawn my sister, and her bitch my father...lord help me find an apt!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cowers in the fetal position in head...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 May 2009 11:51:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FINALS WEEK.<br /><br />They are in 2 days. And I so think Monday should be illegal to be a finals day. I have a 36 page accordion fold book from scratch, a typography test and a psychology test due Monday. That book was dropped on me tuesday last week, while the stupid redos were due originally thurs at 4pm...So I was working on those until thurs when she restated that she would move the redos due til friday at 3pm. So thurs I spent 28 hours in the Art building only to come home and pass out in a coma for 14 hours. Now I have to spend the next two days finishing that damn book and study...<br /><br />So I will apologize to my rp partners if i a.) Disappear, b.) snap for no reason, and/or c.) sound completely intelligible. My brain is dying a slow death and will only recover by thursday night...<br /><br />That is all...wish me luck! Cuz Goddess knows I'll need it...>w< <br /><br />EDIT:<br />I just realized while talking to my boy about all the shit that needs done that im already way past due for a mental break down...I think it will happen before thurs night before he takes me to see Wolverine: Origins...Yes ive heard it sucks...but its Hugh Jackman...as WOLVERINE....thats all i go to the movies for...As the comic fan I already know how off the movies are...I dont care as long as Jackman is in them and being his devilishly sexy self <3 *drools*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>*dances*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:08:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guess what im working on this weekend? ^_^<br /><br /><br />CARAMELLDANSE! Blaine and Sam edition <3<br /><br /><br />yeah its not drawings i owe ppl...sorry am working on those tho! Its just this is a little easier to do lol since Hakkai gave me the bases and i d/led the song the other day ^_^ its just a matter of putting it all together! Gawd it makes me excited! ^_^ It will be my first flash! ^_^ Yes i have the program and NEVER played with it lol Go me! But Ill post it here since its my boys from an rp with Hakkai <3 lol Poor lil Mockingbird is not amused! lol <3 >w<<br /><br />and i managed to eat something today! Orajel is a life saver along with excedrin <3<br /><br />tho if it works out well- be sure to look forward to Rhys and Dare version, Smite version, Smiticiss and Squirriciss version, and Aqua and Kiwi versions....^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>WHOO!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Apr 2009 11:38:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So almost a month worth of mono and Im back to feeling like me! >w<<br /><br />so i have a late Easter thing to post, some char designs and an ID im working on...course they are nothing I should be working on lol But hey I draw when i can damn it >w< At lest im a lil out of my funk kinda >w<<br /><br />well this is just a im not ded yet thing lol (yes dead was misspelled...lol on purpose)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Startings of teh Mono...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Mar 2009 18:04:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ugh i hate sore throats- like more then stuffy noses...<br /><br />and i thought this was a normal sore throat until it tried to kill me with the pain...not even swallowing liquids or spit felt nice...I was going through hot and cold flashes worse then a menopausal grandma. Not to mention i couldnt move my head from the straight looking position without it hurting and dont even get me started on talking...<br /><br />So today i woke up worse from the craziest dream...I webcam with my man and with some friends so it wasnt weird when i dreamt i was in his large video chat thing with a lot of ppl. But they were all weavers. And i told them about my sore throat. So they kept telling me things to do to make it better and i would do them. Then i was tired so they told me to sleep. I did but i kept the computer open so they could watch out for me. I woke up at 3am cuz my throat was cracking and it hurt so bad so i got some water. I thought it was so weird that my comp was closed and i was like awww they went away...& pouted. then i cuddled back up in bed and pasted out. I had my comp open again and was talking to the weavers how i had to get water and that i was sad that the comp was closed. They said it was ok that i could sleep now they would keep me safe. <br /><br />So weird >w><br /><br />so where was i going with this? Oh yeah...<br />So i get up this moring and its even worse...and now i feel like shit- all my joints are achy and not wanting to bend. But i was like class...or ill fail...so i went and refused to talk- Jas took delight in this and making it hell for me >w< lol gotta love ur friends even if they are the bitches you love lol<br />So at like 9- an hour into my class i couldnt take it ne more...I left early and went straight to the infirmary on campus cuz my dr is 2 hours from me >w> & i got a 915 appt. I had to write down everything cuz it hurt to talk and i havent really eaten since yesterday lunch when i could still swallow...and shes like um...its not strep like i originally thought...She tested me for mono.<br />And god help me they needed blood...IM TERRIFIED OF NEEDLES. I told them so and they were like u wanna lay down? and im like i can sit up...I just tense up and cry. Well they wanted to lay me down cuz i paled so pasty from my sickly complexion but i fought them to let me just sit there knowing laying down would make it worse. So the lady taking my blood chuckles cuz im pasty, tense and its making finding my vein easy as pie. It took her 4x's to get me to relax my fist tho...lol she laughed at that too. So then 10 mins after they test my blood they were like eh its negative but all ur symptoms point to mono...that just means its too soon to test ur blood. So they tell me there isnt meds to just treat my symptoms and to just go home and to bed. Mostly cuz my liver and spleen are swollen. Tell me to stay hydrated and how ur supposed to do that when it hurts to even swallow spit it beyond me...<br /><br />So now im in a art lab doing a project for tom so i dont over work myself tom before class. Really im starving and tired....but eating isnt easy and ive been sleeping all day >w< oh and now my boy is sick with mono too! exact symptoms as me >w< lol im amused by that...ok now im done being distracted and going back to work now...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Just Spamming teh Inboxes &gt;w&lt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Mar 2009 12:15:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rules:<br />If you open this you take it. (or whatever...I'll read if you do it and link it to me asking me to read it cuz im amused by these >w&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br />Rule for the first set:<br />Translation: Only answer True or False<br /><br /><br />Q: Been arrested? false<br />Q: Do you like someone? True<br />Q: Held a snake? True<br />Q: Been suspended from school? false<br />Q: Sang karaoke? True<br />Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True<br />Q: Laughed until you started crying? TRUE<br />Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true<br />Q: Sang in the shower? True<br />Q: Sat on a roof top? false<br />Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false<br />Q: Broken a bone? false<br />Q: Shaved your head? false<br />Q: Played a prank on someone? True<br />Q: Pointed a gun at someone? foam ring shooters...true<br />Q: Shot a gun? True- BB!<br />Q: Donated Blood? FALSE<br /><br />Just be 100% truthful<br /><br />LAST PERSON.<br /><br />1. You hung out with? teh Fam<br />2. You texted? Mattchu<br />3. You were in a car with? Mattchu<br />4. Went to the movies with? Mattchu<br />5. Person you went to shop with? Mattchu<br />6. You talked on the phone? : Mattchu<br />7. Made you laugh? My fam---good god we all dont need sugar >w<<br />8. You hugged? Mattchu<br /><br /><br />ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...<br /><br />1. Sun or moon? Moon<br />2. Winter or Fall? Fall<br />3. Left or Right? Right<br />4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy<br />5. Where do you live? IL<br />6. Club or pub? Pub<br />7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Mayhaps 3<br />8. Do you want to get married? Degree is first, after that oh def<br />9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? SWIRL!<br />10. What time is it? Spring Break Time<br />11. Are you afraid of commitment? I dont think i ever was<br />12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Get my BFA with no more troubles, land a job in AZ and live happily in the Desert with my one only for me<br />13. Do you cook? From a box >w< lol<br />14. Current mood? meh..lol<br /><br />IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...<br /><br />1. Kissed someone? YEP<br />2. Sang? lol yeah<br />3. Listened to music? Psh when dont i?<br />4. Danced Crazy? lolum....no that was 72 hours ago<br />5. Cried? nope<br />6. Like someone you can't have? nope<br /><br />25 FIRSTS .....<br /><br />1.Who was your first prom date? Mattchu<br />2. Who was your first roommate? my sis<br />3. What was your first job? Oak Terrace Retirement center<br />4. What was your first car? 92 Tempo<br />5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Great Grandma- i didnt know her but i cried like it was pouring<br />6. Who was your first grade teacher? um...<br />7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? 2yo from Az to IL<br />8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with/for? LAWLS Mattchu- we got me back at 12 and then i left at 1230 >w< I was home for curfew only to leave again >w<<br />9. Who was your first Best Friend? Kathy<br />10. Who is your best friend? AJ, Jas, Mattchu, and a few others<br />11. Where was your first sleepover? Amanda<br />12. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Mattchu or AJ<br />13. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? None<br />14. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Groaned and was like "GOTTAPEE"<br />15. What was the first concert you went to? Dredg<br />16. What was the last concert you went to? Dredg (too many ppl scare me)<br />17. First tattoo or piercing? lobes<br />21. First celebrity crush? Joey and Chris from Nsync<br />22. Current Celebrity Crush? Hugh Jackman and Hugh Laurie<br />24. Current crush? Mattchu<br />25. First pet? either the gold fish or my cat Tabby<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>So Im back &gt;w&gt;</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2009 15:23:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah im back kinda...just to watch some ppl cuz i <3 them so! and not all their stuff is on y!gallery...<br /><br />But im still mostly on y! but i decided to be nice and update my gallery since I've been doing quite a bit of digital work since i first joined like what? 5-7 years ago? Shit i feel old...<br /><br />Mon, March 2nd- i really did get older...22 yo to be exact. <br /><br /><br />I guess I can offer up commissions for art trades or a lil money...since im still practicing with my tablet...If you hadnt noticed I havent been touching the skin tones when i shade >w> its cuz i dont like how the tablet does it and i dont have my tablet figured out 100%...Ive only had it a month and a half and its like 80% different then my friend's whom i was borrowing from.<br /><br />Something new i guess would be the following:<br /><br />The Rasmus- awesome finnish band, sing in english= go look them up! In the Shadows, Dangerous Kind, Ten Black Roses, and Sail Away are some of my faves by them<br /><br />Im an rp whore >w< and some of my rp partners are on here! U know who you are and I <3 you >w< <3 <br /><br />I currently am in 8-9 rps and thinking of adding 2-3 more...It gets a lil hectic yeah when u have like 5 of them on at once but its a good rush! >w< <3 I really dont know where my sanity would be without my rp partners- some have become very good friends of mine and are very dear to my heart! <3<br /><br />Im lazier then i used to be...I maybe might post rp logs here to go with the characters you all see popping up from me...gotta ask the partners tho! <3<br /><br /><br />My closing thought is that spring break starts fri and i cant wait...im so done with this week....<br /><br />With that im done spamming your boxes for now...>w<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Moved-Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2009 16:30:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so im not even at sheezy really anymore either....<br /><br />im at y!gallery...cuz well lets face it yaoi is hot. >w< lol and its all i draw and write ne more...<br /><br />so need me im there. Im only here to watch a few people...<br /><br />^w^<br /><br />link to my account there is on my profile<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>T_T IK Its Tragic</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 12:34:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO ive moved to <br />
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SHEEZY ART >_< <br />
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& Ive taken all my new characters there with me ^_^ <br />
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We've got the lovers Seiai & Bunsho *cat & rabbit*<br />
& Their AWESOME >_< Friend Baka & Buns bro Ookami ^_^<br />
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SO i will be posting comics & characters there....will make the website link to my sheezy account if ne one cars =_=<br />
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TOOODLES ^_^ ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>ugh.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Sep 2005 16:38:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://bebop85.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/bebop85.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="bebop85" /></a><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/coffeemachine.gif" width="21" height="31" alt=":coffeemachine:" title="Coffee Machine" />                 <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." /><br />
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                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>&amp; So I smile....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Jul 2005 11:27:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Friday was Squirrel's & My 3 month anniversay! ^_^<br />
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So therefore All is right in the world & life is good ^_^<br />
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<3333333x1000000 & kisses x 100000 fur meine Libe! ^_- ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>Erp ?_?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jun 2005 06:59:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ BLLLACCCC! O_o<br />
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Um idk. today is a very...sad day...<br />
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Most of my friends are off!<br />
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To Ireland & England....<br />
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Without me. <br />
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TT_TT ]]></description>
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                <title>Grrr...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 May 2005 12:38:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Garsh Darn it. <br />
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Last one to know, first to freak.<br />
My Grents in town & not knowing theyd  appear on the doorstep I open the door  not thinking it was them but rather my  brother- oblivious that its might be an  hour early for him- & about crap the  crap outta my pants. *sighs* Why am I  last to know? Ive been home like every  night this week....grrrr....Why do they  hate me?<br />
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- When its free its got to be crazy. ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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                <title>*thinks*</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 May 2005 12:57:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Lets see now. Im REALLY new to this  kinda stuff so heres me taking a crack  at it! <br />
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I write:<br />
Novels (romantic/action)<br />
Poetry (occationally, altho I have a  nice stash already)<br />
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I can be:<br />
Amusing <br />
Bitchy<br />
Hyperactive<br />
ADD<br />
Kiitie Like ^_^<br />
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hm..<br />
I DO draw when I feel like it...<br />
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I think that covers it O_o *rethinks*  YEP! ^_^ ]]></description>
                <author>~Crazy4Free</author>
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