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                <title>Need a favor....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2009 10:31:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate to ask this of you all, but if you know me, you know I rarely ever ask for anything. You see I got a phone call yesterday from my mother, one that gave me some really bad news. You see a couple of weeks ago my grandfather (the one I really like, not the one that drives me nuts with his ego and sexist ways) had a stroke. He waited a week before he even told my grandmother and another before he would even go to the doctors to find out what was wrong. They did a CAT scan on him and found out something really horrible, he has cancer in his brain. The kind that they believe there will be nothing they can do and that he will die from. Today he went in to get some more tests done to see if there is anything they can do.<br /><br />So here is what I have to ask... I know that most of you (my friends) are not religious or believe in something other than a god, you know me, I'm the same way. But could you put out good thoughts, pray to whoever you pray to, wish for him to be ok, to get better, that there will be something they can do to help him. Please, just do whatever it is you do.<br /><br />Growing up I would have sworn to you that he was invincible, that my grandfather was supper man... He never gets sick, never gets hurt, he's always been so strong, like nothing could ever bring him down. He's stubborn and hard headed, it's just so hard for me to believe that he's even sick, that there is something wrong with him, that there is a possibility he could die... <br /><br />I know that every day that goes by there is a chance it could be ANYONE'S last, hell every day that goes by IS a ton of peoples last. But he is my grandfather and I love him so much. My family is not ready, I'm not ready for him to go. So please, send him your thoughts, prayers, meditation, whatever it is you do....<br /><br />Thank you<br /><br />~Usagi-chan, Yumi, Stina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Too many emotions to name....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Apr 2009 06:22:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So last Saturday, yes the Saturday before Easter, April 11, Mike and I went out to dinner to Olive Garden. Had a great dinner, sat by some idiots, I had a salad while he teased me saying I was eating rabbit food.... Anyways afterwords we went driving up along the parkway, he said he wanted mo to moo at some cows but we didn't find any, and even on the way home they had somehow disappeared. The weather man had said it was supposed to be sunny all day and warm... So of course it hadn't been, but it had stopped raining long enough for us to go for a little walk and watch the sun set over the trees and mountain tops. So we stopped in front of this one trail and parked the car over a ditch, very small but the point of it came to the middle of the car. We went for a short walk but it was getting dark and quite cold so we headed back after awhile. I went to the passenger side when Mike suddenly said that he dropped the keys under the car. Well to annoy him I took out mine and unlocked the car door before going around to help him look for the keys. Now keep in mind I'm in my eighth month so I wouldn't have been much help.... I got down to look and when I looked up Mike had a box out, with a ring of course, and asked me to marry him. Now my dumb ass couldn't say anything I was so happy, I lunged myself at him and kissed him, to which he asked "So is that a yes or a no?" I of course said yes.<br /><br />So long story short.... I'm happily engaged to MY perfect guy, we're about to have a baby girl any day now, and I couldn't be happier!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Excited, Nervous......</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 22:02:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Is there really a difference? With any exciting thing that happens to me, nervousness follows closely.<br /><br />As some of you already know, I'm pregnant. Still sounds weird. My boyfriend and I are expecting a beautiful, energetic baby girl, due to come around May 1, 2009. We are excited and both nervous in our own way. He's been so great. Supportive, kind, annoying (which is a compliment in my case), and just all around wonderful. I really do love him so much.<br /><br />I on the other hand drive him bonkers every day, don't know why he puts up with me... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /> I'm nervous, and for me the girl who RARELY EVER shows her emotions, seem to be an emotional blob. I really don't have any confidence in myself, I really am nervous. Now don't get me wrong, I am SO happy! I am excited, but over-thinking and questioning myself non-stop.<br /><br />Well anywho. I moved in with him awhile ago and didn't have net on my laptop, thus the delay on my updating. Well that and I've been having a block that I can't seem to write my way through. But he got a wireless router for me for Christmas (the first Christmas together ~and it's been so great!~) and now I got net back on my laptop!!! YAY!<br /><br />Anywho, that's really all that's new.... well all I can think of at 1am..... Man I'm tired.... I HATE getting up early!<br /><br />~Yumi~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ER</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:40:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I just spent the night in the ER. Worried everyone very much so, my father, boyfriend, cousin and her boyfriend. I ended up having a 104 temp and my father made me get into a freezing shower which brought it down to 100.1 but by the time I got to the ER I was back up to 101. A lot of tests were taken and still waiting for 2 of them to come in. I still feel Kinda crappy but I'm slowly getting better. Just emotional from all the stress of being sick and having such a scary high temp....<br />Just thought I'd fill in some of my friends how I was doing.Or at least how I was somewhat doing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Grrrr!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:54:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dA won't let me upload any of my pics.... Don't know what is wrong but I'll just have to try again after dinner! Oh and just so you all know I'm having a great time! I'm in Yellow Stone now.... Holy cow it is HUGE!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Heading out soon</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Aug 2008 22:58:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everyone wish me luck.... I'm not sure anymore what all our plans are on this trip... All I know is that at least within a week I'll get to see my Kyo-chan!!! We'll be heading out soon.... Well as soon as my father wakes up.... But still. Then we'll be headed to my grandparents, then to Yellowstone I think... I'm so confused now. But my father is driving.... So any of you who have driven with my father know why I ask for you to wish me luck.... And wish I make it back alive.... lol<br /><br />So my mother bought me a new camera for a birthday/Christmas present.... So expect pictures from my road trip~!<br /><br />...... I am sitting here waiting for my father to wake... freezing my ass off cause my dad has it set to south pole in here and the stupid thing is blowing right on me! Just thought you all should know.... And NO I am NOT moving!!! This is a comfy spot to sit!<br /><br /><br />I love you bluewolfmusketeer~! And I miss you~! TT^TT<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Please.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 16:02:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a favor to ask of my friends and anyone else who is willing to do this for me. Something has happened, I just found out that my grandmother has been diagnosed with something fatal. No I don't with to discuss what it is or any of that, but I do ask that if you believe in it, say a prayer for her to any deity you may believe in. And if you believe in none I ask for you to wish for her health, for some luck.... anything. I love my grandmother and this news has really saddened me.... So please, if you can find it in your hart to grant me this wish, just pray or make a wish for her, keep her in your thoughts...<br /><br />Thanks<br />~Stina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OW!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Aug 2008 19:59:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Does anyone know you someone would have reoccurring headaches?!?!?! Cause I have had one almost EVERY FREAKING NIGHT for about a month now!!!!! And Does anyone know something to make them better other than headache pain killers? Cause they're starting not to work! I took some about an hour ago and guess what.............. THEY STILL HAVEN'T KICKED IN! I am tired of these stupid headaches!<br /><br />Anyone who can give me any advice I will worship you for life! You will be my savior! No really folks.... Please tell me what I can do before my head goes BOOM!<br /><br />With lots of painful agony and sorrow<br />Usagi/Yumi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>-,-</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:41:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Once again a rant journal. If you don't care about my stupidity and my retarded rants then just move on to the more wondrous side to dA. I'm sorry but I need to vent. And if you do care enough to read. I'm sorry if this bores you. I am writing in hopes of figuring something out.<br /><br />Ever have something bothering you, something you wanna say but you just don't know how? Or even better.... YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS BOTHERING YOU?!?!?!?! Cause that's what's going on now....<br /><br />Ok Aug 13 I am flying back out to Cali and am spending a few days there to see some people I love and miss then my father and I are driving back here to NC but we are planning on stopping at a few 'historical' places. There are a few places that I'm looking forward to seeing, but my father and I are so different. I enjoy nature and what it has to offer in such a different way than my father. I don't know how else to explain it.<br /><br />Now on to part of what I know that is bothering me.... All I've been having lately are bad dreams. Not only about the trip, I've had a few that have NOTHING to do with the trip, but night after night I've had a bad dream. Most of which are about the trip. Most of those though I know wont happen, I mean they CAN happen, but I really don't think they'll happen. But there have been a few that just stick in the back of my mind and just keep bothering me.<br /><br />Now I've talked to Mike, my boyfriend for those of you bakas who are WAY behind, about a few of them. But that hasn't stopped them from bothering me. (Mike~No I haven't told you all of them and I'm sorry. But we haven't gotten to see each other and I don't want to fill our phone conversations with my stupid bad dreams.) But I know that there is something else that is bothering me....<br /><br />Today it just hit me that tomorrow is my last day of watching Des, my niece. Well at least watching her as her babysitter. There will more than likely be times when Char or Vic want me to watch her for them. But yeah that kinda made me sad. As much as the kid can drive me crazy... I love her and I LOVE getting to spend this time together with her! Yes, like any 4-year-old she has her down sides, being an oober girly girl is one of them in my books since... well I am SO not a girly girl. But those down sides don't even begin to put a dent in up sides.<br /><br />There is also the fact that I'll be gone for awhile, I'm just getting used to this being home. And now I'm gonna go back to Cali, where I grew up, and I just get this feeling that I'm gonna have to start all over again. I'm not too good with changes. And me moving out here was a big change. Yeah, yeah I know. 'But you've been out here for almost 7 months now'. It take time for me to adjust to thing's. It still doesn't really feel like home yet. I still feel weird calling it that. Cause in the back of my mind when I say the word home I still think of that green grass and the broken down wooden play house and all those rose bushes. I think of my cat's and those stupid fish my dad got me. To me I can't help but think of that as home.<br /><br />Ook... Moving on... Well now there's this whole I'm keeping a BIG secret from someone very important to me. One that I promised AND swore I wouldn't tell a soul. Grrr. This is the first time EVER that... I WANT to tell a secret I promised to keep. But I keep my promises. One of the worst things you can do is break a promise. I hate when someone does that. Nothing can hurt me more. Well other than lie to me.<br /><br />Anywho. Other than all those thing's there is something else that's bothering me. In the back of my mind I know there's something else. I just can't figure out what!!! It's driving me nutty! I can't write anymore. I start writing what sounds like it could be a great poem then suddenly in the middle of writing my brain just quits! That's a sure sign that something is wrong and I am hiding it from myself or something like that. Ok here I am getting to the end of my rant and I STILL don't know what else could be wrong. Gegerrrr! Niff Niff! <br /><br />Thanks for reading. If you got to this point I know you're a true friend! So thank you for caring enough to read!<br /><br />~Stina<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" />, Yumi<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" />, Usagi<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" />.... Whatever..... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Never know</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 17:45:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok all.... I need to vent.... So if you don't care or don't want to read my rambling and venting about the shit that's gone on today, well, all weekend really... just don't even bother reading this journal.<br /><br />Ok..... So Des has gotten in so much trouble today. She's lied all weekend to both mommy and daddy. We were getting ready to go to the store, Char and I, and we were gonna take Des so she could pick out an new book for being such a good girl last week. Whatever.... Anyways she came out with these toys asking if she could take them with us. Char of course said no, so Des turns around and asks daddy the same question right in front of us. Char didn't even caught it but I pointed it out to her and Char lectured her about that and told her to go put the toys away and finish getting ready. Well as she walked towards her room she walked behind daddy and muttered something that only he heard at first. He asked her to repeat it then told her to go tell mommy what she had just said. Well after lecturing her again she had to stand with her nose in the corner for 4 min and if she talked or moved or anything but just stood there the timer would start over. Char and I left without her so she didn't get to get a book and she was told that after her timeout she had to go to her room, sit on her bead and the only thing she was allowed to do was read books on her bed, no playing with toys, doing dress up nothing.<br /><br />Well Char and I went to the bank to deposit my stimulus and get a print out of my bank statement so I could turn it in and get my health insurance renewed.... We went to the social service office after that and they were closed! So after that Char and I went to Walmart and got over $200 worth of shit. But anyways by the time we got back it was too late for me to go to school.... Well too late for me to not feel rushed if I went, besides we were about to have dinner and by the time that was over, which was about 10 min ago it's REALLY too late.<br /><br />Anywho back to ranting.... When we got home Vic told us that Des was caught numerous times playing with toys, you know being a normal 4-year-old and not remembering.... So Char went in there to talk to her about it... So Char went in there and asked, 'did you play with your toys?' to which Des told her no. Char looked at her and told her not to lie to her. then asked her again..... Des still said no. Char said, 'ok, I talk to daddy Vic and he told me that you were playing with your toys.' Des then admitted to playing with her toys. So she had to call her dad and tell her what she had done yada yada yada....<br /><br />Ok so on to another thing that's driving me nuts. We sat down for dinner and we've all been trying to get Des to stop chewing with her mouth open. I've been really jumping on her about it but every time we all sit down to eat NO ONE corrects her! And I'm 'off' so I don't want to have to keep telling her when mommy or daddy are sitting there not saying anything about it. It's just pissing me off.....<br /><br />And top it all off, I have a very VERY mad aunt visiting... Just shoot me now, right in the gut, that'd make it all better!<br /><br />Ok, I'm done now... Bye bye~!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2008 19:04:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can change my mood now!!! Just wanted to tell you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>........</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:46:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Found it! Just so you all know... I was just being stupid and dealing with a hard headed butt lick! That I love... HA! See *in a singing voice* I can say it, I can say it! I can say it! *does a little dance* And he said it back! 0.0, now that I really didn't think was gonna happen. But I couldn't be happier about it!<br /><br />I'm in a REALLY weird mood right now. Oh, and please can you all keep an eye out for my brain? I've been studying so much it decided to run away.... And I've been slightly brokeded! Kyo call me DAMN IT!!!! Or answer my calls! TT^TT<br /><br />Anywho, I want to go to the movies! I think right now, what I miss the most about not being in Cali with my friends is having someone who will go to the movies with me... Been a few horror movies that has come out lately that I've wanted to see, but no one will go with me.... and you all know me, I can't go to the movies without someone with me, safety reasons *wink wink* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Kyo, you may be the only one who remembers, if you and your gold fish memory remember....<br /><br />Just wanted to rant about that one.... that and my journal wont let me change my mood... TT^TT<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Waiting</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 21:45:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So last week I went on vacation to San Francisco. Ok, well first I went to Reno to stay with my aunt and uncle, whom are some of the few people in my family I enjoy being around. Well, this vacation was supposed to be my break from watching DesÂ. That SO did not happen. She and my cousin Leah were in the room right next to me, every time they woke up, it woke me up. Luckily my uncle decided to take over and take care of them. We went and got family pictures done and well, I actually liked some of the pictures. <br /><br />I stayed up with my uncle and sat out watching the stars and a space shuttle or whatever it was pass over us, my grandfather took me out ridding in his jeep, we saw wild horses and the beautiful western mountains that I didnÂt even realize that I had missed, and get this, my grandmother and I actually got along for a bit. I got to talk to my great aunt who has the same eye thing as I do, which it was nice to talk about it to someone who knew what the hell I was trying to explain. I got to meet some family that I didnÂt even know I had, and I got to spend time with and remember how much I do love my fucked up, crazy, none really caring family.<br /><br />Then we went to San Francisco, now that was fun and hell all in one. I shared a room with my mother, the deafening snorer, and my aunt Gail who broke her ankle a few days before our trip, and aced like she was the queen of the fucking world. You all know me, IÂm a sarcastic person, and yes I can be a mean sarcastic person, but itÂs all in fun, and my mother knows that. I said something to her, not even that mean, just being sarcastic, and Gail has the nerve to lecture me about it, telling me I needed to stop and not say that. When I told her that I was just being sarcastic and that my mother knew that and it meant nothing, she turned to me and said, ÂWell I donÂt care if that is how you are. You need to change. You canÂt talk like that anymore.Â Ooo I had so many things I could have said to her that would NOT have been said with sarcasm. (Sorry that one just REALLY pissed me off.) IÂve always hidden who I really am around my family, because my family doesnÂt really get it. And finally I let myself be myself, as retarded as that soundsÂ.  But anyways. Desiree  stayed in our room, and nana told her she could suck her thumb and some other things as well that I donÂt agree with and I know mommy wouldnÂt approve of and whatnot, but whatever, then she had the nerve to tell Desiree that she didnÂt have to listen to meÂ that was another thing that pissed me off. <br /><br />We went to Alcatraz which was fun, did a shit load of walking and went to China Town, A LOT! I bought a bunch of stuff, mostly from China Town. We had 2 dinners with family that was REALLY good. One was in China Town; the other was at Black Angus. (Had the BEST steak there IÂve ever had!) But by the last few days, my aunt and I were on each otherÂs LAST nerves. She was snapping at me for the stupidest things. Like it was hot as hell in our hotel room so I turned the ac lower, she snapped at me for thatÂ and the way I ate my dinner wasnÂt acceptable (whatever the fuck she meant by that) I had my dinner, well part of it, right in front of me. I hadnÂt eaten all day, and then she suddenly wanted me to feed my 6-year-old cousin soup. Fuck that! I wanted to eat! She got mad at me for saying she was old enough to do it herself. Anywho, when it came time to leave, I was saying goodbye to my mother and started tearing up, and on the plane ride home I did the same.<br /><br />Ok now let me get something straight, I love Desiree! She is my little niece and I love her to death. But she ainÂt my kid, and truthfully IÂm a little tired of having her around 24-7. Even when Mommy and Daddy Vic are home, she runs to me for everything, she hurt herself, the dogs did something she isnÂt happy about, she can find something, she broke a toy, sheÂs hungry, or she needs to go to bed. Like tonight both mommy and daddy Vic were home, but guess who put her to bed? Guess who went and got her dinner and made sure she ate SOME of it. SheÂs sick right now, so every little thing makes her cry. She wakes up cranky and tired; I donÂt really know how to handle a kid who is sickÂ. She doesnÂt want to do anything but play in her room or watch a movie. And today I had to get her to clean her room, but ever since we got back from vacation sheÂs been trying to test me or somethingÂ.. Since nana told her it was ok, that IÂm not the boss, of course she just meant that for when she is around, but to a 4-year-oldÂ. She doesnÂt get the difference. IÂm tired of being the mean person, IÂm tired of being grumpy, IÂm just tired! So much so I canÂt wait to go on that road trip with my dad to get away. IÂm so frustrated and down, I guess is the best way to put it, right now. The only time I look forward to is going out with Mike.<br /><br />Mike thereÂs a whole other subject. I got to... ]]></description>
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                <title>Random~!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 11:08:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, tired of that rant! So I'm gonna ramble~! <br /><br />I got a new pair of shoes, the BEST kind EVER!!!! XD If you have never owned a pair of Earth Spirit sandals, then now is the time to buy a pair! I swear they are the most comfy shoes ever!<br /><br />That being said I passed one of my GED tests, one that I really wasn't too sure about.... Writing, yes yes I  know, me writing..... I write poems! Not essays! I suck at essays! I ramble too much for essays! I've got two more tests that are scheduled, then after that, IF I pass those I will only have 2 tests left......<br /><br />Umm, yeah..... not sure what else...... XP<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I GIVE UP!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 19:46:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I give the fuck up!!!! That's it, I'm done, I DON'T give a DAMN anymore! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /> A 'friend' of mine . . . Well, not sure I should call him a friend anymore. I haven't talked to him more than twice since I've been here. He is oober depressed again, acting like a freaking hormonal pregnant woman! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pissedoff.gif" width="40" height="20" alt=":pissedoff:" title="I am PISSED OFF!" />I am DONE trying to help him. I've tried, Kyo's tried, we've tried together . . . NOTHING works. So from now on I'm leaving well enough alone! I'm not going to even bother trying to talk to him. I'm done! Almost 3 years of this, I'm DONE!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boo.gif" width="27" height="29" alt=":boo:" title="BOO! Ha ha, gotcha!" /><br /><br />On another note, things are going good for me. Des is being the angel we all know her to be again. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/floating.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":floating:" title="Floating" /> lol well most of the time. She does have her moments. But I actually think I'm getting the hang of watching and teaching her. We did well today. We sat out on her new trampoline she got for her birthday and I had my laptop out there so we'd have music and she was dancing and bouncing around. I know next time she goes to her dads I'm gonna feel off (no pun intended my O.F.F.) I'm not gonna know what to do without her. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tears.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tears:" title="Tears" /> Ummm . . . . Yeah, met a guy some of you might have heard about bits of it, we're in a relationship. . . If you want to know more just ask and I'll tell, if I feel like telling. . . .lol <br /><br />I kinda feel like I've neglected my writing so I am gonna try and write tonight all that has been on my mind. Maybe finally understand some of the things going through my head, maybe finally get why the hell I cried AGAIN! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/u/upset.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":upset:" title="Upset" />So I'm gonna go on a writing spree and I am shooting for another Usagi joke from Kyo when she gets back and sees! Wish me luck~! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" />lol<br /><br />Also I am putting all these face thingy's up cause I feel I've been neglecting them lately! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sadangel.gif" width="88" height="22" alt=":sadangel:" title="Sad Angel" /><br /><br />Love and still miss you all in Cali, well, those still in Cali, miss those of you who went elsewhere too~! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> Hope you're all doing fine~! OH!!!! And Aug 13 I am going to be out in Cali for 3-4 days! Then about the 21st I'll hopefully be in SD! So Kyo I'll hopefully see you then! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> Kami I miss you guys! Keep being OFF!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> BTW that 'rant face' looks really funny! <br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Stina <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" />, Yumi <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" />, Usagi <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" /> . . . (I know I'm forgetting something! lol Too amny damn nicknames!)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 13:01:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate not knowing what to put up here, but not liking my old journal. so . . . . . . . . BLA!!!! Hope you're all having fun wherever you are and with whatever you are doing~!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Family, the ones who care and love you, BULL SHIT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Apr 2008 14:37:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ They are the only ones that can reduce me into a puddle of tears and once again the succeeded in doing so. Even on the other side of the country, they still try to tare me in two. I thought I had gotten away from all this bull shit . . . Guess it was just a long shot dream, further that pot of gold at the end of every rainbow. Won't I ever get a break from them? You know the funny thing is I was JUST starting to miss them too. Then all this shit happened and I want to move away to a place they can NEVER find me. Can someone please take me there cause I don't know if there really is a place I can go. Maybe I should have run away when I was 16, hell I might be better off than I am now. Who knows. They'd of never found me. I'd be rid of this 'you're no good' feeling I get every time I talk to them. And hell, I never graduated to begin with so that would be no different.<br /><br /><br />Someone shoot me please<br />Take me out of my misery<br />Get me out of this hell hole<br />That the ones I call family<br />Have so 'lovingly' put me in<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>Dum di dum di diddily do . . . </title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Mar 2008 17:52:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, not much new. Found out I have this weird syndrome that makes it nearly imposable for me to read a piece of paper and comprehend it. So needless to say, I finally understand why I'll read things and SO not remember what I just read. There's a lot more to it but . . . <br />On another not . . . and a not so good one, the last couple of nights Des has been acting up and making the atmosphere COMPLETELY unbearable and I am so tired!!! it's only 9 here and I am ready for bed! But oh well. Hope all of my loves out there are doing fine~!<br /><br />Love and miss all my Cali people~!<br />~~Yumi, Stina, Usagi~~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I am ALSO A KakaIru Spawn</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 19:55:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, I stole this from a few of my friends  . . . Cruel and I are way too much alike. If you've read Cruels this will be much like that on . . . <br /><br /><br />NARUTO<br />[x] You're stubborn.<br />[x] You like ramen.<br />[ ] Are foxes your favorite animal?<br />[x] You're afraid of ghosts.<br />[ ] You're jealous of your best friend.<br />[ ] Are you a hands-on kind of person?<br />[ ] Do you have a crush on someone, who isn't interested in you?<br />[x] You want people to respect you.<br />[ ] You never give up.<br />[ ] Are you tan?<br />[ ] Were you born on the 10th of October?<br /><br />Total: 4<br /><br />SASUKE<br />[ ] You don't care about other people or their opinions.<br />[ ] Are you left handed?<br />[x] You prefer being alone. <br />[ ] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn? <br />[x] Are you talented? <br />[ ] Have you had to work on your social skills?<br />[x] Do you practice your skills?<br />[x] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for?<br />[ ] Do you feel like you're cursed?<br />[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?<br /><br />Total: 3<br /><br />SAKURA<br />[ ] You like the color pink.<br />[ ] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?<br />[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person. <br />[ ] You're smart.<br />[ ] You have a five-finger forehead.<br />[x] You usually repress your emotions.<br />[ ] You insult people just to annoy them.<br />[ ] You're aiming for a medical career.<br />[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.<br />[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?<br /><br />Total: 1<br /><br />KAKASHI<br />[x] You read romance novels. <br />[x] You like to spend time in the fields. <br />[x] Have you separated from some group? <br />[x] Is your personality hard to describe? <br />[x] Are you often late?<br />[ ] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth?<br />[ ] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."? <br />[x] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one? (One eye is a darker shade of blue than the other and when I am weird moods my right eye ~I think~ changes to green, purple, and sometimes grey.) <br />[X ] You only have one hobby. (That I can think of Â )<br />[ ] Were you born on the 15th of September? <br /><br />Total: 7<br /><br />ITACHI<br />[X ] You like red and black.<br />[ ] You wear purple nail polish.<br />[X ] You paint your toenails.<br />[X ] You've been the leader in a group.<br />[ ] You're a lot more advanced than other in your age class.<br />[ ] You're unforgiving at times.<br />[ ] You judge people.<br />[ ] You hang out with a certain crowd.<br />[ ] You have a little brother.<br />[ ] You dress in overly long clothes.<br /><br />Total: 3<br /><br />GAARA<br />[ ] You like sand.<br />[ ] You could care less.<br />[ ] You feel like no one loves you.<br />[x] You're alone a lot of the time.<br />[ ] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.<br />[ ] Your name means death in Japanese.<br />[ ] You have one reason to live.<br />[ ] Your life has had a significant turn.<br />[ ] You have red hair.<br />[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?<br /><br />Total: 1<br /><br />LEE<br />[x] You believe in hard work.<br />[ ] You're decisive.<br />[ ] You have large eyes.<br />[x] You're a unique person. <br />[x] You've seriously decided to do something. <br />[ ] You have a huge crush on someone.<br />[ ] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.<br />[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.<br />[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.<br />[ ] You like green.<br /><br />Total: 3<br /><br />JIRAIYA<br />[ ] You write and sell romance novels.<br />[x] Are you a pervert? (isnÂt everyone on some level?)<br />[ ] Do you like alcohol?<br />[ ] You're somewhat famous. <br />[ ] You have long/white hair.<br />[ ] Do you spy on people for some reason?<br />[ ] You're specialized in some field.<br />[ ]You're over 20.<br />[ ] You're in some way great.<br />[x] Do you have an ambiguous way of thinking?<br /><br />Total: 2<br /><br />OROCHIMARU<br />[x] Are you pale? <br />[ ] Do you like snakes?<br />[ ] Is one of your hobbies fencing?<br />[X ] Are you strong?<br />[ ] Are you sadistic, power-hungry and egoistic by nature? <br />[ ] Do you use people as pawns?<br />[x] Do you have a dream?<br />[ ] You don't feel empathy for other people.<br />[ ] Do you lust for someone else's body? <br />[ ] Are you over 20?<br /><br />Total: 3<br /><br />TSUNADE<br />[ ] Do you like to play gambling games? <br />[ ] Do you like snails?<br />[ ] Do you have a pig/pigs at home? <br />[ ] Are you afraid of blood?<br />[ ] Do you have an object that you believe brings bad luck?<br />[ ] You're in the medical field.<br />[ ] You're dependent on something.<br />[ ] You're a blonde.<br />[ ] Do you use rejuvenation creams?<br />[ ] Are you over 20?<br /><br />Total: 0<br /><br />SHIKAMARU<br />[ ] Are you l... ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Dec 2007 00:02:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ . . . . . . -_-''<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>WELL . . . . </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 09:53:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oddly enough I have nothing to say, but that sad poem, my ex broke up with me, emo thing I had up was getting on my nerves. I'm no longer hung up on him, though his ego seems to think otherwise, but who the hell cares?!?!?! I have a date tonight with a really hot guy! He's taking me out for my birthday. I'm so excited. In the Navy and has a REALLY nice car! I can't wait!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What's In Thine Name . . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2007 00:12:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I thought I was in need of a new one . . . <br /><br />I stole this from <a href="http://cruel-alchemist.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/cruel-alchemist.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcruel-alchemist:" title="cruel-alchemist"/></a><br /><br />A : Easy to fall in love with.<br />B : You like people.<br />C : You are really silly.<br />D : one in a million.<br />E : Great in bed.<br />F : You are dead sexy.<br />G : You never let people tell you what to do.<br />H : You are Quirky.<br />I : Great in bed.<br />J : People Adore you<br />K : You're wild and crazy.<br />L : Unbelievably great in bed.<br />M : best kisser ever.<br />N : You like to drink.<br />O : Crazy<br />P : You are popular with all types of people.<br />Q : You are a hypocrite.<br />S : You love to drink<br />R : Fucking crazy.<br />T : You're loyal to those you love.<br />U : You really like to chill.<br />V : You are not judgmental.<br />W : You are very broad minded.<br />X : You never let people tell you what to do.<br />Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.<br />Z : Always ready.<br /><br /><br />My Real Name :<br /><br />C - You are really silly. (am I really?)<br />H - You are Quirky. (huh?)<br />R - Fucking crazy. (OK, maybe just a little)<br />I - Great in bed. (umm, if you say so . . . )<br />S - You love to drink (Tea yes)<br />T - You're loyal to those you love. (yepidy do da)<br />I -  Great in bed. (then why is my boyfriend giving me the cold shoulder?!?)<br />N - You like to drink. (water too huh?)<br />A - Easy to fall in love with. (umm, if you say so, there's still that whole boyfriend thing)<br /><br /><br />My deviantART Name :<br />C - You are really silly. (OK still haven't received an answer)<br />R - Fucking crazy. (crazy? I was crazy once, they locked me up in this little white room, there were rats in that room rats make me crazy, crazy I was crazy once . . . )<br />E - Great in bed. (-_-'' )<br />S - You love to drink (life well on occasion)<br />E - Great in bed. (Dear god! get over that!!!!!)<br />N - You like to drink. (OK now what are you trying to imply?!?!?!)<br />T - You're loyal to those you love. (I have already agreed to this)<br /><br />Well, it seems God's trying to say something about MY sexual performance . . . and And Drinking habits . . . . And yeah . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Neh!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2007 23:07:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gobobblesnich!<br />
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(=','<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br />
('&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ('&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />    Yumi~chan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>PLEASE GO VOTE!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 22:02:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The local radio station in NC is having a baby idol contest and Desiree, my niece,  is competing against approxamitely 60 or so other young kids and babies. <br />
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When you go to site you will be asked to rank each childs picture. 1 through 10, 10 being the cutest of course. <br />
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Desiree is the 17th picture that comes up, so vote for her! Please! I am adding the pic her parents sumitted to my art gallary so you can look at that and know who I am taking about in case you don't know or remember what she looks like . . . <br />
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Also, you can vote as much as you would like, although it is time consuming because you have to go through every picture before it starts the round of pictures over again. I did it 3 times and it took me about 15 min.<br />
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Thank you all for your support!<br />
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We aren't sure exactly what the first prize is yet because they are still adding to it they said, but so far there are gift certificates to toy stores, and baby stores, as well as tons of baby item and kid items. <br />
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Here is the link.<br />
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<a href="http://www.star1043.com/cc-common/rateapic/Baby_Idol.html#">[link]</a><br />
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~Usagi~<br />
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Please vote! Thanks a bunch!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Danm me and my BAKAness</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 14:38:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So . . . I am sick, AGAIN! I have a very low immune system so I am always getting sick . . . though I have a high tolerance to medication . . . Isn't that ironic? I really hate it! And I feel like crap!<br />
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Yeah, just thought you all should know . . . Of the stupidity of being me!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Neh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Apr 2007 21:24:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bla, I really don't want a journal up right now so here is this<br />
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BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>-_-;;</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Apr 2007 22:31:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *insert the monotone voice* Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla! I was just tired of looking at that journal so I thought I would write a VERY short and brief note/update thingy.<br />
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Yeah, so My boyfriend and I have our 2 year anniversary coming up of the 17th of next month. *sighs* I am not sure what to do. I wanna get a nice new outfit for that night but I need MAJOR help! And Miharu, as my sister, please don't bring up what we talked about in my emails on here. I really don't want some people to know. -_-;;<br />
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OK next, prom. *sweat-drop* Ugh, how I loath the thought. Though I just got my dress for it today and actually LIKE it! I know amazing! But yeah. So Cameron, my boyfriend, said he has decided to actually go! Crazy huh?<br />
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OK yeah, out of things to say already . . . So<br />
Ja Ne!<br />
Yumi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>UGH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Mar 2007 16:36:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK so Robotics is officially starting. Tomorrow starts our first competition! It's here in San Diego, the first time EVER having a regional here! Thing's are going to get so hectic, words are going to fly and maybe even some tools. Then I come back for a grand total of 2 school days and then leave at an ungodly hour to head out to Hawaii with Choir! I have too much stuff going on in one month! Really!<br />
Today there was a rehearsal for all Hawaii students and, well only 2 first sopranos showed up. it was kinda awkward. I have been having issues with my voice lately so she was singing some of the higher notes by herself.<br />
OK so then I get back from Hawaii with Choir and leave a little over a week later to go to Atlanta with Robotics for Nationals! Ack! That is going to be so much fun! But again, words are going to fly and there, you can count on tools flying, along with pillows, blankets, males dressed in female clothing and Shane coming to your room in nothing but a thong. o.0 So, needless to say, count on NO sleep, so Erica, don't get bitchy cause people wont go to sleep! It's Nationals and I can guarantee that people WON'T be sleeping!<br />
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Anywho, Love you all who read this!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Yumi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Journals, journals, journals . . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2007 18:09:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fork.gif" width="37" height="18" alt=":fork:" title="Stabbed with a Fork!" /> Why do I even bother putting these things up?!?!?!?! The only people who ever read them I talk to through other thing's or are there for all the CRAP that happens around me! So it's not like I need to look for counseling on here . . . and it's not like my friends REALLY need to read <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blahblah.gif" width="37" height="15" alt=":blahblah:" title="You talk too much!" /> this cause all they have to do if they really want to know what is going on at ANY time of the day is ASK!!!!!!!! So 'why bother?' I ask . . . . <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frustrated.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":frustrated:" title="frustrated" /> IT'S A FRUSTRATION RELEASE!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> <br />
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Ok so now that I got that out . . . what to say? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /> hmmmmmm, it's not like it really matters what I put on here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blahblah.gif" width="37" height="15" alt=":blahblah:" title="You talk too much!" /> . . . I could say I hate all of humanity, but the people who read this know me WAY too well, and know I can't bring myself to really hate anyone . . .<br />
well except for that BITCH <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tombstone.gif" width="21" height="25" alt=":tombstone:" title="I'll be your huckleberry!" /> Tina<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tombstone.gif" width="21" height="25" alt=":tombstone:" title="I'll be your huckleberry!" />, but if you knew all the crap I went through with her, you'd hate her too, plus she made the mistake of saying something bad about one of my closest and best friends, and Yuri don't you dare tell her! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shh.gif" width="17" height="19" alt=":shh:" title="Shh" /> ok? I don't want her to know . . . <br />
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but anywho, off that note before I go ballistic!<br />
you know writing here and the way I put my words together and all this stuff sounds kinda sounds like I am trying to talk to some higher power in prayer, very vulgar prayer but still, kinda creepy!<br />
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ok so I am trying to get out to see Krystal sooner than originally planned, and ummmmmmwell other than that I don't know what to say, Robotics is well crazy like it always is, choir is boring as usual, and classes are classes!<br />
so yeah that's the end of this journal *excuses herself to kill cat that wont stop licking her hand and tickling her* ok so now that that is done, here's the end of this stupid thing!<br />
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~Yumi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jan 2007 18:34:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, tired of see that journal! Needed a new one! So, drama, drama, drama! Life happens and then more FREEKING DRAMA! Please tell me, does the drama EVER end?<br />
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So yeah short this time, but don't really wanna spill my guts out. everyone here in Cally is having their own drama right now. don't need to trouble them with mine . . .<br />
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-Yumi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Everything</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Dec 2006 19:24:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everything is going to change huh? Everything we do, everything we know. The years almost over, things are changing so quickly this time around its scary! I feel like I am on a carnival ride, and its spinning faster and faster and it wont stop. Like the person in charge of stopping, of watching over this crazy ride disappeared and in the end its all going to blow! Sounds crazy huh? But its true for me. I feel like everything is out of my control and I dont know how to stop! Why does Krystal have to leave?!?!?! Why does Charlene have to do what she is doing?!?!?! Why do I feel like the walls are all collapsing around me and I am going to be crushed by the weight of the ceiling? And why . . . please tell me why . . . why cant anyone seem to help me leave this darkness closing in? Camerons tried, Ericas tried (even though I am not sure she knew it), and most of my friends have tried. Am I alone on this one? Must I pull myself out? And what if I cant? What if I am not strong enough?<br />
No! I know this will pass, typing this out and posting it here kind of helped. For those of you who read this, dont worry. Ill be fine. And thanks for caring enough to read it in the first place.<br />
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-----Yumi Fujiwara<br />
-------Usagi T.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Creepy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 07:23:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok only 2 weeks and 4 days! Scary! I am going to be 18 . . . I don't wanna! Time is going by so fast. . Its scary! Sooner than most realize, we here in CA will be loosing Kyo! I am going to be 18! I am starting to work for my DAD! O.o and then I am getting my diving thingy . . . -_-* cant think too tired! Oh! And I am going to my grandmothers and grandfathers house for Thanksgiving! Everyone on that side of the family will be there! They are all major Christians! And my dad found out I am not . . . Usa ~ prepare for the most evil part of hell! Oh god! this is going to be torture! I have no idea what I am going to do! and there is the fact that I am turning 18 so they're all going to ask how school is going and I am going to have to tell them that I am not graduating and knowing them they'll find out some way to twist it around so that 'the fact I am not following in the "light of god" I am being punished!' Screw that! But if I tell then the real reason, my parents are crappy, get me all depressed and verbally abuse me, they wont believe me!<br />
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Life is HELL!<br />
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Help?<br />
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Usa-chan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 08:07:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ People in this class are Such BAKAS!!!!!!!!!!! yes bolloons pop! OMG thats amazing! guy's . . . why do we like them? BAKA BAKA BAKA!!!!! just thought you all should know!<br />
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So I have a new favotire saying! Anzuru yori umu ga yasushi! It means you never know till you try! Love!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:02:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah, I just felt like putting that as the title/subject thingy . . . .  well I really have Nothing to say but the typing isn't green anymore . . . that was weird! ANYWHO! So Who loves Silent Hills?!?!? What, me? Well DUH!!!! Of course I LOVE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> it! Why else whould I ask? *wiggle, wiggle* So . . . I really seem to like to type ". . . " don't I. in case you are wondering, no I am not on ANY drugs! I wouldn't ever do that! Drugs make you stupid and well, I am already stupid enough! I am just high on well not life but air I guess . . .  <br />
(-)_(-) there I go again with the ". . . " Y^Y that looks funny, and Yes this IS just a random Journal!<br />
Love you All!<br />
Wanna Go to the movies!<br />
Llamas look funny!<br />
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HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY YURI!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>Withdrawal</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Oct 2006 07:03:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, not last night but the night before I wasn't feeling very good. Ok so I felt like shit! Well my boyfriend came over after he got off work at around 11 to try and calm me down . . . . we cuddled and I laid my head on his lap, he played with my hair and calmed me down so much it took everything in me to not fall asleep <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sleep.gif" width="38" height="22" alt=":sleep:" title="Sleep" /> and get up to lock the door as he left. I fell in bed and immediately fell asleep! I didn't dream at all that night so I woke up completely refreshed and I was in the greatest mood ALL day! Well last night I was too tired to have him come over, well at least to get up and unlock the door . . . . So he went strait home . . . . I had the worst headache! Luckily I fell asleep right away! But I had a nightmare; I woke up like 4 times . . . . My alarm freaked out and went off at like 2 in the morning! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tombstone.gif" width="21" height="25" alt=":tombstone:" title="I'll be your huckleberry!" /> And I am soooooooo tired! So yeah lesson learned! Get my lazy ass up and let Cameron in!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>Everyone!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:06:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everyone is writing new journals! I felt left out! I am such an oddly good mood! I wanna go dancing in the <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." />! I love the rain! It's been so hot lately it's driving me nuts! Sooo yeah . . . . . bored! My teacher just lectured us non stop all period and I even fell asleep! So the happiness from earlier have diminished! Yes I did just use that big word! Kyo stop staring at me like that! I do know a FEW works that are longer than 10 characters! Anywho . . . yeah I am bored . . . wait I already said that . . . . Ok . . . I want some <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lemon.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":lemon:" title="A lemon." />ade! And my stupid mom threw away my apples for today! I am so pissed! So I dont get my apple a day today so I hope the doc is cute so I can say screw the fruit!<br />
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Ok all done! Love you all!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> Usagi-Chan<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>Toast!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Oct 2006 06:47:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want some Toast . . . . . just sounds really good right now! *yum, yum* <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/snowing.gif" width="27" height="37" alt=":snowing:" title="It's snowing." /> I wanna go to the snow! that would be cool!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." /> rain would be great too though! I just want the sky to do something other than make everything HOT! O.o<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/poke.gif" width="44" height="14" alt=":poke:" title="Poke!" />I poke at all who read this! ha ha you have been poked!<br />
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TT^TT<br />
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Just random tid bits of info!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Cresent-Alchemist</author>
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                <title>TT^TT</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Oct 2006 07:29:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ UGH! I just realized! I can put my Poems on my Journals! I am such a BAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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SO that's what I am going to do from now on!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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