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]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/24848228/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/24848228/ Tue, 19 May 2009 21:58:22 PDT No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are.
I will answer 100% truthfully or as close to the truth as I can.

Now here's the thing.
You must put this in your journal.
See what other people will ask you.
And you're done

PLEASE DONT ASK ME MY ADDRESS,PHONE NUMBER, SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT..I WILL NOT ANSWER THEM..
HAVE FUN!!"

-I reserve the right to answer in a note if I really want to.
-If you have awkward questions and don't wanna ask on here msn or whatever is cool too.
-You don't have to re-post it I was just feeling random... but you probly should.

Also, the title has little to do with the subject. I have (and may well always) used random lyrics which suit my mood for titles for no serious matter such as this.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/21469022/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/21469022/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 12:41:46 PST Cursed me with doing this journal.
Also my spell check seems to be broken.

Q

Quinticential: As in completing this quiz is not.
Quest: I prepare to embark on one for Queen and country!
Quandrary: "Can I think up 10 Q words? What a quandrary!"
Quizzically: It's how I look at people when they ask me to do things I have qualms with.
Quilted: The duvet warming my feet does not meet this qualification.
Quiznos: I do not like subs very much. I prefer a good quality grilled cheese sandwitch.
Quality: You might have noticed that it is declining rapidly as I grow queasy from my current illness.
Queer: As in strange not homosexual. Like the terms queen, gay and fag(got), I find this term questionable at best and absolutely unacceptable as worst.
Qualms: I have none when it comes to a lazy quip.
Quanity: I have reached the requirment but I could go on for ages. Next time choose a letter that really is querulous.

Comment if you want to continue this thing and I'll assign you a letter. Press 2 for grammar or spelling problems, press three for complaints, or just stay on the line to be automaticly connected to one of our highly qualified personnel.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20871386/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20871386/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 09:30:16 PDT lined-paper *grumble grumble*

Dear ~artistic-deathcat

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our horoscope doesn't match. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes in your camping car and I saw you ignore the crazy monk. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about your embarrassing rash .

Greetings to your frog Leonard

Logisticly speaking you've been tagged as well, if you want to here's the stuff you need to continue these shinanigans: [link]

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20696554/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20696554/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 23:08:55 PDT
a) tell you how I know you and a thing or two about whatever you have in your gallery OR Tell you why I friended you.
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal

Taken from 's journal as a direct result of g)

and I know I got the words of the song wrong, I did it intentionaly.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20572304/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20572304/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 17:11:02 PDT 002. Nickname → (in no order)Cree, Cri, The Hat, Cross, Damper, and Skirts Man
003. Status → Full Time student, part time Cashier at the Sheridan Bookstore
004. Zodiac sign → Sagitarius
005. Male or female → I'm a manly man!
006. Elementary → Munster Elementary School
007. Middle School → Goulbourn Middle School
008. High School → South Carleton High School
009. Smart → Genius
010. Hair color → copper
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → neither
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → I thrive on unhealth
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → is possible
018. Eat or Drink → of course not
019. Piercings → None.
020. Tattoos → None.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → I'm thinking it will be the bridge of my nose, or maybe a trio on the top on one ear.
024. First best friend → Jake
025. First award → Tee Ball participation award
026. First crush → Gillian
027. First pet → Thumper
028. First big vacation → Florida for Christmas
030. First big birthday → dunno

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating – candy corn
050. Drinking → kool-aid
052. I'm about to → sleep, maybe?
053. Listening to → I think its Dane Cook playing in the other room
054. Plans for today → installing MSN messanger, sleeping, loafing
55. Waiting for → OSAP

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Ambivilent
059. Want to get married? – Optimaly, yes
060. Careers in mind – Animation?

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → lips
070. Shorter or taller? – shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both?
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach, on the account I've never see an arm I didn't like
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant is very cute

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yes, it was terrible, couldn't find them because I needed my glasses to SEE!
081. Ran away from home → no
084. Broken someones heart → Sure hope not!
085. Been arrested → Nope.
087. Cried when someone died → I am heart of steel

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Mostly
090. Miracles → no
091. Love at first sight → No. Lust,maybe.
092. Heaven → not in the classical sense
093. Santa clause → not any more
094. Sex on the first date → ew
095. Kiss on the first date → dunno, could work

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → maybe, just a little
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → usualy, could do with a girl though
099. Do you believe in God → No.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → NO ONE! or everyone. There is no in between

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20243820/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/20243820/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 21:52:50 PDT
I've had this question haunting me for a little while now, if anger is the opposite of logic, then what is the opposite of intuition? I feel like if I figure out the answer to it then I whole bunch of things will fall into place.

Seriously

I think i just pulled a brain muscle ...

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/19273005/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/19273005/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 12:03:00 PDT
1. When I was young I made some bad decisions
2. I don’t watch TV (much) these days
3. I love psychedelic mushrooms
4. I love sleeping
5. I have loads of books
6. I once slept in a toilet
7. I love playing video games
8. I adore marijuana
9. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they’re adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool (some of them)
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a Jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with me
20. I’m really, really smart
21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones (unlike someone, hmm?)
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink milk
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don’t need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential
33. I’m pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I’m left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I’m one of them
40. I don’t like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw my computer out a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don’t like chocolate
52. I’d like to be more original
53. I’ve lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I’ve read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inches long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot
74. I hate government
75. I don’t have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I’m too nice for my own good
77. I love to read
78. I don’t trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I’m scared of American fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don’t trust any religion
86. I used to play with Barbies
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I’m very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don’t like spicy food
93. I write in a diary
94. I can’t do cartwheels
95. I’m very lazy
96. I’m sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I’m very sensitive
99. I love being “abnormal”
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue

36-38 in four years, disappointing. I guess I lost as much as I gained.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/19272669/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/19272669/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:46:39 PDT
or added fun read this with someone who doesn't know me and have them guess my gender.

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 3

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 4

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 5

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (It's been far too long)
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 8

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
( ) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 10

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School ( Sometimes i wish I could )
SO FAR: 14

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 15

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Jerk stole a pokemon card)
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood (It's much rarer that I's understood)
SO FAR: 18

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 19

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 20

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 22

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (I think I might have already)
SO FAR: 24

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep (just the once, honest)
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 26

Level 17
( ) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 26

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 28

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 28

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls (not yet anyways)
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 29

Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 30

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (ihatephone)
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (not recently)
SO FAR: 31

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree (whenever possible)
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 34

Level 24
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 34

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (not yet)
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (you make me laugh sir)
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 35

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Ha... ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/17232328/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/17232328/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 22:31:32 PST
Suddenly I feel really awesome, like I could conquer anything. It won't last (even that won't get me down right now) and I can't do anything much cause I have to work tomorrow. So I'm posting this to remind myself that I can still occasionally be filled with the joy and the awesome that I once knew. It's times like this that make me feel like maybe one day things could return to how the used to be. Never quit as I'd like them, there are bridges that have been crossed that I could never return to... but at least I could be truly happy again...couldn't I? Unfortunately this dizzying high can only lead the the lonesome lows. I may feel terrible for the next while, but at least I had this moment of complete bliss, reminding me of who I once was and who I might become in the ever brighter future.






oh, and I love you all!

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/16558836/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/16558836/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 21:37:29 PST
Directions:
1. Put your iPod, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
(Christian's provisional ruling) if it makes no sense then get another one.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Burn -Abney Park

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Different Wings -Trans-Siberian Orchestra

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Cool Blue Reason -Cake

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Waiting for the Night -Depeche Mode

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Twisted Logic - Coldplay

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
INSANITY -Ryan

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Dancing Mad -The Black Mages

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Yes! I am a long way from home -Mogwai

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Moments in Love -The art of noise

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Tender Lies -Freeze Pop

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR Bfffls?
Face to Face -Daft Punk

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Part of Me -Tool

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Farewell Fire -Boards of Canada

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Busy Child -Crystal Method

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rise Above it -Afrocelts

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Prime Time of Your Life -Daft Punk

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Steam Machine -Daft Punk

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Stripped -Depeche Mode

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Evil Little Girl -VAST

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Ride on a Star -De/Vision

Christian's provisional ruling implies two things:
A: its less random
B:even answer is 100% truthful to how a feel about the questions asked, if a little oblique.

Bet no one person could ever figure it all out

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/16481408/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/16481408/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 21:11:12 PST
...and then they danced in the light of the final setting of the sun.
There would be no tomorrow so they threw away all their chains.
They did what they would, and did they ever. All but one,
he stood alone. So very alone, unable to free himself for himself.
Chains and restriction winding so close, boy and sanctions are nearly one.
"Free me, free me" these are the last sounds heard as another damp rock,
covered in apes is burned by another dieing star. A scarred soul is finally free.



]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/13700248/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/13700248/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 20:08:44 PDT
Some stuff isn't even going to be changed

+TAG one+

.thingsyoulike/makeyouhappy.
Sugar
Friends
Techno
Music
Making art
Cream cheese and bacon (together or separate)

.thingsthatangeryou/thatyouhate.
Broccoli

.factsaboutyourname.
I was named after Hans Christian Anderson
I guess that means I could have been called Hans but my parents prolly desided it was to strange
If my last name was two letters longer all my names would 9 letters long
In Gr. 5 were two Chrises (Chrisi?) and I could have been a third. There were also to Alexes (Alexi?) but it was really their middle name so I could have been a third there too. ( I'm really streaching now)

.randomthoughts.
I wanna be a super-hero when I grow up, not just any ordinary super-hero though, one who can travel through time and space and to other dimentions! ...\
Sphere...\
I'm thinking about making one of those animations where you take a bunch of still shots of something moving bit by bit and joing them up in flash so it looks like things are moving on their own accord...\
...\

.songyou'relisteningtoatthemoment.
Spread Your Love by Black Rebel Motorcycle Club


+TAG TWO+

1. Full Name – Christian Alexander Southin
2. Hair Colour – i shall call it mahogany
3. Eye Colour – hazel
4. Height – around 5'3"
5. Weight - 150ish
6. Piercings - nope
7. Tattoos - I don't think I could ever find something I liked enough to get a permanent tattoo of
8. Braces/Retainer -ain't happening
9. Contacts – never!
10. Glasses – I like my glasses. They are metallic green
11. Birthday – December 10th

Have You Ever...

1. Skipped school? – nope
2. Broken someone's heart? – yeah..shut up
3. Been in love? – I'd like to think so
4. Wanted someone you know you couldn't have? - yeah
5. Run away from home? –
6. Cried in school? - only tears of pure rage
7. Been rejected? – no, not really
8. Been used? - yeah, as a human shield
9. Cried when someone died? – no
10. Cheated on someone? – nope
11. Hurt yourself on purpose? –sometimes I almost wish I could
12. Done something you regret? - very yes
13. Done drugs? – no
14. Smoked? – no
15. Drank? – no
16. Kissed someone? -yeah
17. Shoplifted? – no
18. Been fired? – nope
19. Been in a fist fight? no
20. Driven? - yeah, its underrated

Favourite

1. Colour – Most bright oranges and bright greens
2. Animal - gecko
3. Season - Autumn
4. Song - n/a
5. Drink - Mountain Dew
6. Food – bacon
7. Place – Sheridan
8. School Subject – ART!!!!
9. Band - Incubus

Random

1. Do you believe in God? - sorta
2. In a relationship, does age matter? – not at all
3. What are you most afraid of? – its tie up between going blind and going deaf(er)
4. Do you play an instrument? – air guitar (I'm quite good too)
5. Do you play sports? – no
6. Do you believe in love at first sight? – if you think you love someone at first site its prolly lust (but then what do I know?)

+Bonus TAG +

4 FUN/STUPID FACTS & 1 LIE:

1. I was, for a time, a Timmy Ho (worked for Tim Horton's)
2. My ring fingers are double jointed for some reason
3. Actually and seriously wish I could turn back time to fix somthing
4. Am currently mentally stable.
5. Should, if all goes well, be rooming with and in September

still angsty, but better

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/13699880/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/13699880/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 19:35:02 PDT
Who do you become when you lose the person you used to be?

I mean, the human mind, every bit that makes you who you are, it can be changed if you really really want it to. I myself have managed to improve the person who I am at certain points. But when it comes down to it you can change yourself to become perfect because it impossible to say (and truly convince yourself) that this bit or this bit needs to be changed to something else. It easy to say "I need to be more competitive" or " I need to eat more carrots", but harder to absolutely know it needs to be changed. Even at the top of my game I've only changed one maybe two things about myself, now I don't trust myself so I can't progress because I doubt everything I think. I guess, with my thoughts flying in circles and already thinking about deleting this and going to my room to read or do something to get my mind off the pain, I want to try to convince people to try and look at themselves and improve upon what they see. Anyone who really thinks they are perfect is crazy. But at the same time its not good to be too sure of you thoughts, thats really what got me here in the first place. If you believe every though that comes in to your head you will destroy yourself. ARR< PARENTAL distraction! #ty-------- completely derailed my train of thought. *Reloading* Heh, and when you find all you can think about it going back to fix the mistakes you made instead of miving on like you should, what do you do? Yeah, what do I do now? What do I do now? What do I do now? What don't I do now? Can't give up, can't give in...*recursive loop enacted* It's hard to translate thoughts into strait text ya know! I've remained terribly cranky, no..um, what's the word?....... irritable! I hate being so irritable, I though I was done with that years ago! Bugger, eh? Interesting how, no matter how hard you try and how much you lie to yourself you can't con your way out of depression. So if you can't move back to fix the problem retroactively using the mighty power of hindsight and you can move forward without either getting over the problem or making things right again...well, how do you make things right again? I can't think of a way...no thats not true, I can think of lots of ways, infinite ways, just none that will work. I suppose some of them might work, but I can't convince myself that they won't jsut make it all hurt so so so so much more. D.d.d.d.danger zone again. Even if things are going well ( or if not well then at least unwell within acceptable parameters) and something will come up and surprise me and nearly kill me. The other night, after driving practice I went to bed with very little supper and many hours early with a SUPER-MASSIVE BLACK HOLE of a headache. Sure the heat and the poor conditions of camping and the stress of driving didn't help but... Something happened that should have been a blessing thrice over (at least twain over anyway) but was a surprise never-the-less. It should have made me happy, or maybe slightly concerned. Or whatever. When it first reveled itself to me i was so shocked and scared I sat down and did nothing for..half an hour? And that night, the aforementioned black hole of a headache, felt like dieing. So far as I understand the feeling anyways. And fresh waves of depression followed it. I know I can't keep living like this but I have no idea how to stop it. I doesn't seem like it will just fade away. Every time the wound seems to be closing something comes along and opens in up again. I dunno, maybe it is slowly healing around the edges. Maybe the hurt is still great enough that I still complain about it when I can find a suitable medium for it. Crap, I'm angsting again...I suppose this is a good enough point to close the direct communication of my thoughts, no matter what they may be, and move along to the part when people (should they be willing) give me vague but really useful advice! Or am I just dreaming, eh? Eh, whatever, time *((&(* to fill my time with mindless entertainment again. At least I'm not getting drunk and doing more things to be ashamed and depressed about...sorry, I don't really mean that, sorry, good things can come from terrible choices.

Do subtle messages feel sad if they don't get understood// no, rather>
What happens to subtle messages if they don't get picked up? Or if they are never read by the right person?

For that matter, why do I try to use them? Can't I just say it unsubtly?

**If you are lazy and just scrolled down to this part because it bold and all..well, all you really need to know is that 'mood' thing has two meanings, only one of them has anything to do with the unbearable heat around here**

mein gott! look at all those words! will anyone read them all?



*edit... ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/12942754/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/12942754/ Sun, 13 May 2007 14:35:00 PDT
1.YOUR PORN STAR NAME
(name of first pet + street you live on):Thumper Munster

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack): Tom Candy

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant): Volume Jack

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied): Crybaby Oakville

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name): C-sou

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(first word of the name of your middle school+ second word of the name of high school): Goulbourn Carleton

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink): Fruitbar Dew

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born): Alexander Ottawa

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name): Mars Einziger

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(ask your parent's what they would have called you)+(Mother's Maiden name): Sara Gene Olsen (thats Gee-na, not jeen)

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name) Sousen

I changed some of them around so that they worked better. See if you can guess which ones

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/12733789/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/12733789/ Wed, 25 Apr 2007 17:44:33 PDT
In fact, I don't know anything. 0.0
But i won't rant on that.

I just can't wait to get back to Sheridan. Even if I'm just working I really want to be with my friends. They mean a lot more then I usually remember to tell them. So while I remember:



awesome people all. Thanks for the support you've given me and the support I hope they will give me in the future. I'll continue to support you guys, if you need something of me all you need to do is ask. Also I own Kal $35, Mel $2.50 and Nick Mistform Ultimis and two Endemic Plagues or trade him something for them. You're all my witnesses so I can't forget.

And my classmates:
who I've neglected

and while I'm at it, honorable mention to:

who don't go to Sheridan but are still super awesome. I'm sure I've missed a few people but I only used the list of people who watch me so... ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/12030108/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/12030108/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 17:33:21 PST
Anyways, good luck to everyone applying this year. Good luck with head turns if you got in last year. Um...digital turnips to everyone else who reads this.


And Greg, the answer to your question is 76.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11942008/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11942008/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:02:10 PST
"It is gone

how? what could have happened to it? why?






no, please, no...

*transmission ends*"

What do you make of it?

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11823353/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11823353/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 22:58:10 PST
I know some people thinks its a bad holiday cuz its been over commercialized and twisted from its original meaning, etc. I like to celebrate holidays, I don't really care what anyone says about them.

Anyways, back to my reaction to my first real valentines day, or more accurately some more background information so you know where I'm coming from. (not that many people actually read my journals and ever needs to be clarified.. but I like to make sure things make sense for the make good of whats left of my sanity) I've never had a girlfriend, or even really thought of dating. What can I say? I'm a shy guy. Sure I've had my crushes and what not but even those were no more than minor and passing infatuations.

Back to today, I still know nothing of dating or how I would go about even the very basics of such things. But this Valentine's day I actually had a bad time because it was..well, Valentine's day. I won't go into details ( I know that should send off all sorts of warning bells cause I usually love to ramble on and on about stuff) but I was actually lonely because of the day. Worse still I had expected to have a good day.

Ah well, days over now, I can only hope this new one will be better.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11729852/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11729852/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:06:11 PST
Go to your iTunes/iPod/media player and put it on shuffle. Say the
following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the
answer to the question.

1) What do you think of me? Memento

2) Will I have a happy life? One Caress

3) What do my friends really think of me? Clean

4) Do people secretly lust after me? The Hardest Part

5) How can I make myself happy? Key of Twilight

6) What should I do with my life? Strength Through Wounding

7) Why must life be so full of pain? A Lack of Colour

8) How can I maximize my pleasure during sex? Nothing

9) Will I ever have children? Useless

10) Will I die happy? Gone

11) Can you give me some advice? Facade

12) What do you think happiness is? Warm Sound

13) What's my favorite fetish? Anticipation

14) How will I be remembered? Original of the Species

15) What's the secret of life? You Could Be Happy

16) What's the best gift you've ever received? End of the World Party

17) Describe your perfect mate. Devil in a Midnight Mass

18) What's the worst thing that's ever happened in the bathroom? Vengeance and Fashion

19) What's your take on the socio-political ramifications of the North Korean nuclear threat? Shut Your Eyes

20) What would you do if you had a million dollars? All Things in Time

21) Describe your love life. Comfortable Liar

22) When's the best time to buy real estate? At a Glance

23) What was (will) your first date like? All You Want

24) What will your funeral be like? Black Celebration

25) If you had one wish, what would it be? Somewhere I Belong

26) What do you look for in a friend. The Holy Egoism of Genius

27) What do you simply NEED to survive? Cave

28) What do you think about the world today? Spitting Games

29) What do you hate in a person? Temptation

30) Who is your role-model? Billy Liar

Actually I hardly had to mess around with them at all, I am pleased.

Good-bye to the Circus!

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11729641/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11729641/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 00:28:56 PST one single bond
ah I would that I could break it and... and be free
I can't selfishly ignore it, so
promise me you won't miss me after
its not like I could really mean much in this particular respect anyways,
I've proven this to myself.
but just in case I need this promise...how shall I get it?

bah, this is meant in a way you can't understand and to a person who is very unlikely to read it.

I shouldn't post it but it makes me feel a bit better, like taking out the garbage in my mind.

delightfully vague isn't it? I'm interested in what assumes shall be made, how far away from the truth they will undoubtedly be.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11265807/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11265807/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 21:49:44 PST
Maybe I'm jaded or, more likely, still pretty distracted by things that matter ( to me). Whatever. New Years just doesn't seem very exciting.

ah well, happy 2007! I wish all y'all good friends, good times and good luck!

Oh, and for those of you who are in the game, the first point awarded this year will be doubled

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11224484/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/11224484/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:40:08 PST
]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10856707/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10856707/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:58:21 PST
Yeah, my last two journals were kinda emo. The reason? While I loath admiting it...I think I was actually depressed for awhile.

But that seems to be over, thanks to T. I'm still in a bit of a bind though. Which means its metaphore time once more.

I feel like a chunk of metal, blemished and oddly shaped, caught in a magnetic field. Strong magnets are pushing me toward the other. They both have equal strength, so I'm just stuck spinning round like an idiot.

Worse still, eventually I have to choose one.

Funny story though, last night I was, once again, caught between to strong forces, A and T. The reason its funny is cause as a result of high tension, on their part and on mine, I was left in near-hysteria. I was giggling like a hyena, stuttering and my leg would't stop jumping up and down. To the other people I must have looked like a gibbering fool, not that that has ever stopped me in the past. On the bright side everyone invovled survived in more or less one piece.

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10780485/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10780485/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 17:03:59 PST ...but my emotions got the better of me. It got so bad the I zapped MSN. Me and the four people I was chatting with on msn got booted off at the same time. My roommate and I managed to get back online, but I still havn't figured out what happend to the others.

On the plus side, the utter confusion helped me get distracted from my maddening thoughts. I feel much better already. I am still unable to move forward but I think I can at least move from side to side while I am here.

I also suspect a good deal more time has just passed that reality lets on, but its difficult to prove seeing as the clocks all side with it. Even so, another hour just passed without any interaction on my part.

It's worrisome but I'm sure ...[static]... my way to...[static]...
[Transmission Ends]

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10779127/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10779127/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 14:54:38 PST It's metaphor time again.

My mind is like the needle on a compass is a box built of magnets. Its spinning around so fast, back and forth to polar opposites withing seconds. Its paralizing. One second I'm feel like dancing and singing, the next I feel like curling up in bed and never moving again. AH! It's completly maddening! I know exactly where and what I want to be doing right now, and what's worse is the only thing that is stoping me from being there is myself.

I'm so angry and so at peace.
I'm so happy and so very sad.
I'm so full of energy and so dead.
I'm so strong and so weak.
I'm so nervous and so calm.
I'm so lucky and without a chance.
I'm so busy and so bored.
I'm so hungry but I can't eat.
I'm so tired but I can't sleep.



Maybe this is what ...[static]... in L...
[Transmission Ends]

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10613780/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10613780/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 12:28:45 PST following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the
answer to the question.

1) What do you think of me? Waiting Hare

2) Will I have a happy life? I Will Survive

3) What do my friends really think of me? The Silent Nutcracker

4) Do people secretly lust after me? Pat & Joe

5) How can I make myself happy? Cuba Libra

6) What should I do with my life? Float On

7) Why must life be so full of pain? Voices of Violence

8) How can I maximize my pleasure during sex? Mephistopheles' Return

9) Will I ever have children? Combat Baby

10) Will I die happy? Painkiller

11) Can you give me some advice? Perhaps Vampire is a Bit Strong, but...

12) What do you think happiness is? A Question of Fate

13) What's my favorite fetish? Technologic (Peaches no logic mix)

14) How will I be remembered? Out From Under

15) What's the secret of life? Zooropa

16) What's the best gift you've ever received? Halo

17) Describe your perfect mate. Here in My Room

18) What's the worst thing that's ever happened in the bathroom? Magdalena

19) What's your take on the socio-political ramifications of the North Korean nuclear threat? The Edge of Night

20) What would you do if you had a million dollars? All I Found is you

21) Describe your love life. Useless

22) When's the best time to buy real estate? Face to Face

23) What was your first date like? Travel into the Nexus

24) What will your funeral be like? Swallowed by the Sea

25) If you had one wish, what would it be? Eternal

26) What do you look for in a friend. Part of Me

27) What do you simply NEED to survive? The Psycho Smart Chimpmunk Funk

28) What do you think about the world today? Agoraphobia

29) What do you hate in a person? Judas

30) Who is your role-model? American Idiot


Good-bye to the Circus!

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10428375/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10428375/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 21:03:05 PDT
Please don't anyone think I'm just watching you for your letter, I only watch awesome people.

Speaking of which...


EDIT*

I've got something like 48 journals now, creepy eh?

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10343066/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10343066/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 00:33:30 PDT

60 Random Questions

01. Who is the last person you high-fived?
Maybe...Kal?

02. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
Well... I am invincible, so yeah

03. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Never.

04. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
I like to pour it out first to make sure its not rotten. Some people sure the smell test for this but I can't smell rotten milk.

05. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
AHAAHahahahahahaHAHAhahahahAHHAAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
ha aha ah aaaaaaaaH! *cough*

06. How random can you be?
I are pant

07. BLAH:
and how!

No #8?

09. Eye color?
Hazel

10. Stroganoff or beef pasta?
KD?

11. When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
Awhile ago, I forget OK?!

12. Do you knock on wood?
Only while playing Crazy Eights

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
Fope

14. Do you think you're attractive?
Fuck no

15. Can you hula hoop?
Fuck no

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
If you count forgetting I was told....nah, I kid, I'm good.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
There was somthing I wanted...um, I forget what it was

18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
You kidding me? I worked for him for awhile

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
Not that I'm aware of

20. Who wrote the book of love?
*singing* You did baby!

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
many a time

22. Roamed the city?
many a time

23. Would you rather wear a barrell or conservative apparel?
What she said

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell?
0

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
I'm a guy

26. Plans for tomorrow?
Painting class *sigh*

27. Don't you hate it when questions are missing from surveys?
makes them really easy to answer

28. Missing someone now?
yeah.....lots of someones

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'?
Either a couple of hours ago or about 24 hours ago, I'm not sure

30. Cookies or cream?
Cookies!

31. How are you feeling today?
Unwashed.

32. Are you black?
How raicist!

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
Nope.

34. What are you looking forward to?
Um, seeing people tomorrow?

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
I hope so

36. What's the toughest decision you made in life?
Way back in Public School I had to choose between Cream Cheese and eatting with my friends (they ate with this guy who was deathly alergic to cheese), it was so hard because I was so young

37. Ever been in a school musical?
I wish

38. Can you handle the truth?
Mostly, though sometimes it makes my system crash

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
Lego

40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places?
Wallet, iPod, Keycard

41. Any cool scars?
I have a scar from grating cheese (curse you chedar!), a scar from washing a knife (it was wet ans slipery), and one on my forehead (they say I fell out of my stroler and/or fell on a boombox)

42. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
3

43. How many kids do you plan on having?
Who plans on having X number of kids?!

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
Steal their souls

45. One random fact?
I still qualify as suicidal

46: Do you talk to yourself?
FUCK YEAH!

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
Souls

48. Three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
Face, one boob, other boob, in that order (hey, at least I'm honest )

49. Who are you thinking of right now?
Sara cause she said "How cold my hands and feet are. I have shitty circulation." here

50. Who did you last hug?
I hugged a bunch of people when I came back to school so I'm not sure

51. Who di... ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10106959/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/10106959/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 23:49:12 PDT
[link] ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/9943065/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/9943065/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 17:12:38 PDT as number XIII

some people I know may wish to join as well ( I'm looking at you D)

positions open are: II, III, IV, V, VI, VII, XI and XII

or you can be a nobody

or maybe an Affiliate ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/9630720/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/9630720/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 15:37:05 PDT
[]You hate the world.
[x]You hate society.
[x]You think vampires are cool
[x]You write poetry.
[ ]You have colored your hair black Hallowe'en
[ ]You wear black/blue eyeliner At times.
[x]You write poetry that's not for school.
[x]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness. (well maybe not freakishly, but I do like the dark)
[]You think love is a waste of time.
[x]You've given up on the world. (several times, but I just keep going back)

Total = 5

[x]You've shopped at Hot Topic
[]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[]You wear more bracelets than a Russian
[]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog
[x]You're extremely pale.
[x]You are a member of a poetry site.
[]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x]You are an atheist or agnostic.
[]You don't believe in god.
[]Your screen name has/had X's in it.

Total = 4

[x]You have been referred to as scary.
[x]You have been referred to as demented.
[x]You have been referred to as weird.
[x]You have been known to hate teachers.
[ ]You have been known to cause trouble.
[x]Your hair has been dyed a color that was not natural.
[ ]You have at least one photoshopped picture on myspace.
[]You think pictures look better in greyscale or sepia tone.
[]You are scared of yourself sometimes.

Total = 5

[x] Suicide has crossed your mind
[x]you have screamed before
[x]You use big words that no one has ever heard before on occasion.
[]you've seen The Exorcist.
[]You liked The Exorcist.
[x]You've seen Saw. (I saw Saw 2 so I'm counting that instead)
[x]You liked Saw.
[ ]You've done voodoo.
[]You hate sports.
[]You dress up as the most morbid thing posssible on Halloween.

Total = 5

[x]Halloween is one of your favorite holidays.
[x]You have an obsession with fire.
[]You have only a couple of actual friends.
[x]You're not afraid of spiders.
[x]You have had a conversation about how you want to die.
[]You've painted your nails black
[]One or more of your myspace pics had writing on them.
[ ]You have had the word "...." in your display name.
[x]You love art.
[x]You like art with negative meanings

Total = 6

Grand Total = 25

therfore: 50%

I realize that most if not all of the things on this list have nothing to be with being emo but its good to realize how much of the things you do could be seen as emo by someone stupid. The only reason I don't generaly seem emo is because I'm generealy manic ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/9372511/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/9372511/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 06:51:14 PDT I'm going to use italics on the ones I want to see

1. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
2. Amelie
3. Blade Runner
4. The Shawshank Redemption
5. Donnie Darko
6. Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope
7. Pulp Fiction
8. The Princess Bride
9. Gone With The Wind
10. Fight Club
11. The Sound of Music
12. To Kill A Mockingbird
13. 2001: A Space Odyssey
14. Casablanca (or at least the importaint parts)
15. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
16. American Beauty
17. Doctor Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
18. Monty Python's Life of Brian
19. Lawrence Of Arabia
20. Apocalypse Now
21. Cinema Paradiso
22. Doctor Zhivago
23. The Matrix
24. The Castle
25. Singin' in the Rain
26. A Clockwork Orange
27. The Blues Brothers (I saw the new one, does that count?)
28. Withnail and I
29. Life is Beautiful
30. The Godfather
31. Moulin Rouge
32. Some Like it Hot
33. Lost in Translation
34. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
35. Local Hero
36. The Third Man
37. Brazil
38. Serenity
39. Breakfast at Tiffany's
40. A Room with a View
41. The Rocky Horror Picture Show
42. Dead Poets Society
43. Harold and Maude
44. The Big Lebowski
45. The Wizard of Oz
46. Out Of Africa
47. Picnic at Hanging Rock
48. The Usual Suspects
49. Cabaret
50. Forrest Gump
51. Monty Python and the Holy Grail
52. The Piano
53. Pirates of the Carribbean - The Curse of the Black Pearl
54. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back
55. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory both versions
56. The City of Lost Children
57. The African Queen
58. Love Actually
59. Strictly Ballroom
60. Wings of Desire
61. Raiders of the Lost Ark
62. Babette's Feast
63. The Fifth Element I own it, its one of the two in my collection
64. Spirited Away
65. Aliens (Im not sure)
66. It's a Wonderful Life D:
67. Napoleon Dynamite
68. Rear Window
69. Romeo And Juliet
70. Dirty Dancing
71. Kill Bill: Vol. 1
72. The Good, The Bad and the Ugly
73. Trainspotting
74. Muriel's Wedding
75. When Harry Met Sally
76. The Great Escape
77. Ferris Bueller's Day Off
78. Gallipoli
79. Lantana
80. Garden State
81. Sin City
82. Chariots of Fire
83. The English Patient
84. This is Spinal Tap
85. Chocolat
86. Fargo
87. Look Both Ways
88. Goodfellas
89. Aliens (wasn't this on twice?...) (yeah it was)
90. Grease
91. All About Eve
92. Citizen Kane
93. Stand By Me
94. Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels
95. Mulholland Drive
96. Back to the Future
97. High Fidelity
98. The Thin Red Line
99. Being John Malkovich
100. Dead Man

There maybe be a few I've seen but I forgot the title of...

33/100 ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/8712480/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/8712480/ Mon, 08 May 2006 16:18:47 PDT
Sea the first: No one wants to hire me, maybe I need another hair cut, the first one doesn't seem to have done the trick. Its funny cause I followed the old spell exactly.
the Get a Job Spell:
-Get a Haircut
Bah! I'll have better luck asking Kevin Poulton to hire me!

Sea the second: Now the we have fancy new high(ish) speed internet we get the wonderful things that come with high speed: completly loosing connection. This means I only get on the Internet when I'm at my grandparents.

Sea the Third: The self-doubt returns! Should I really go into Illustration? Maybe I shouldn't, too much "selling yourself' stuff, I can't even get a freaking summer job and I'm dressing up all fancy and stuff.

Sea the fourth:I miss everyone from Sherridan, and Kingston for that matter. Sure I have friends here, but I don't get to see them much anymore. My family gets fairly boring fairly quick.

Sea the fifth:Well, I'm running out of importaint things to complain about... but I must press on! My mp3 player has a new feature! Aside from being tiny (memory-wise). I don't know why I wasted money on the thing to being with, its breaking down already. I'm going to get a iPod!

Sea the Sixth: Uuh...driving? Everyone wants me to practise driving and get my G2. Honestly, I'm not too big on getting driving, I'm pretty happy with walking when I'm in or near a city. Crazy people and their fancy contraptions, they'll never catch on, mark my word.

Sea the seventh: I'm sick and tired of painting. I've nearly got the dinning room done and now my mom's talking about doing the kitchen, the family room and the office. At least its not outside in the boiling heat. If you really must know, heat is my weakness, but don't tell no one or the next thing you know eveyone will be trying to light me afire.

Well, that was fun, if only I could rant and get money for doing it. Or better yet! Solve all my problems by killing all humans! Muahahahaha ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/8618709/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/8618709/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 07:20:01 PDT ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/8420591/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/8420591/ Sun, 09 Apr 2006 18:33:24 PDT
Anyways, down to the though part... some questions to ask youself:

Ten years ago did you ever thing you would wind up where you are now?
How about ten days ago?
Or even ten hours ago?

and while you've got you brain swiched on, why not spend some time making predections about where you will be in ten years.

or even ten days from now.

So, whats your conclusion from all this thinking? ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7808703/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7808703/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 01:21:50 PST

What I'm talking about is 's crazy commuity projects where in a bunch of people do a simlar pose (a very amusing pose) and good ol' Chezza sticks 'em all together for our viewing pleasure

I don't know when the next one will be, but when it come I'll be sure to badger you about it

Thats right, if you'r reading this for any reason I want you to get involved! It will be awesome!


EDIT
the next project is in case you interested. SO get your cameras out and start snapping!
Chezza sez: February 28th is the cut off day! send your photos to skylightcreations@gmail.com - don't forget to add your dA name in the subject bar. hope to see some new faces this time round! get going!

or if you don't feel like sending it directly to Chezza (for some odd reason) e-mail it to me at cri.dragonrider@gmail.com ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7808671/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7808671/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 11:57:40 PST ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7743434/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7743434/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 16:14:54 PST
1.What are you wearing? A toga
2.How long is the playlist you're lisening to? 12 hours
3.Ever fell like there are little gremlins that randomly steal things? yes!
pi.How many Mike's do you know?8
pi and a half.Walked in the rain? Just this morning I did
pi and three quarters.Turtle. wtf?


more to come in the near future! ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7726635/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7726635/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 19:56:51 PST
1.The Capering
When bored or too full of energy or lisening to music or jsut randomly feel like it I caper about and do weird things: anything from elastic fighting to dancing (I can't dance!) to this crazy little walk where I fold my legs up and walk around at about 2 feet high.

2.Talking in general
Those who have actually spent time with me will disagree with me on this but I've changed. I just yammer on about whatever strikes me as amusing to almsot anyone ( that right, even more so that before!). The theroy behind it being: the more I say in general the more I say will actually be funny. Plus I'm getting to the point of completly abandoning sanity so its usually pretty amusing.

3.Music
Music+ Christian= Airguitar
it doesn't matter if there is a guitar in the song or not. I'm getting pretty good too

4.Musical influence
I sorta get into different bands and such totally randomly. For example, I found a CD the other day and it was totally awesome. Some of my favorite bands come from getting randomly intrested in a CD at the shop, lisening to it and falling in love with the band. Somtimes my friends, or the dreaded Ffeog will introduce a cool group to me. The result, a strange mix of music: From Art of Noise to The Arcade Fire, from Gorillaz it Incubus, from Muse to Metric adn so much more. Well it seems weird to me.

5.Paperclips
I've started puting paperclips on all my cloths, usualy only one on a shirt or pants and I try to get a coloured one that will fit the colour of the article of clothing. Nevermind my complete disregard for fashion in general (mustard yellow and royal purpul go lovly together) ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7625413/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7625413/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:21:45 PST
you have to blaim for this.

+TAG one+

.thingsyoulike/makeyouhappy.
Sugar
Friends
Techno
Music
Making art
Cream cheese and bacon (together or separate)

.thingsthatangeryou/thatyouhate.
Broccoli

.factsaboutyourname.
I was named after Hans Christian Anderson
I guess that means I could have been called Hans but my parents prolly desided it was to strange
If my last name was two letters longer all my names would 9 letters long
In Gr. 5 were two Chrises (Chrisi?) and I could have been a third. There were also to Alexes (Alexi?) but it was really their middle name so I could have been a third there too. ( I'm really streaching now)

.randomthoughts.
I wanna be a super-hero when I grow up, not just any ordinary super-hero though, one who can travel through time and space and to other dimentions! ...\
Sphere...\
I'm thinking about making one of those animations where you take a bunch of still shots of something moving bit by bit and joing them up in flash so it looks like things are moving on their own accord...\
...\

.songyou'relisteningtoatthemoment.
Tetris on Speed by HouseMasta XD


+TAG TWO+

1. Full Name – Christian Alexander Southin
2. Hair Colour – maybe..ginger
3. Eye Colour – awesome hazel
4. Height – around 5'3"
5. Weight - 120
6. Piercings - nope
7. Tattoos - I don't think I could ever find something I liked enough to get a perminent tatoo of
8. Braces/Retainer -I have good teeth! cept that one sideways one...but its 90 degrees crooked so its all good
9. Contacts – never!
10. Glasses – I like my glasses. They are metalic green
11. Birthday – December 10st

Have You Ever...

1. Skipped school? – nope
2. Broken someone's heart? – I doubt it
3. Been in love? – Only a crush or two
4. Wanted someone you know you couldn't have? - no
5. Run away from home? –
6. Cried in school? - only tears of pure rage
7. Been rejected? – no, not really
8. Been used? - yeah, I think I've been used as a door stop, a paperweight to name a few
9. Cried when someone died? – no, not that I've known alot of people who died. Plus I'm a guy, we're supposed to be emotionaly unattached for the msot part
10. Cheated on someone? – nope
11. Hurt yourself on purpose? – does banging my head on hard surfaces count?
12. Done something you regret? - yeah
13. Done drugs? – I do hard advil XD
14. Smoked? – no
15. Drank? – alcohol dunt suit me
16. Kissed someone? - someone kissed me, and then, much later she invited me to see a movie
17. Shoplifted? – noo
18. Been fired? – nope
19. Been in a fist fight? no
20. Driven? - not yet

Favourite

1. Colour – Most bright oranges and bright greens
2. Animal - gecko
3. Season - Autumn
4. Song - "El Mañana" by Gorillaz atm
5. Drink - Mountain Dew!
6. Food – cream cheese
7. Place – the Internet
8. School Subject – ART!!!!
9. Band - Incubus

Random

1. Do you believe in God? - sorta
2. In a relationship, does age matter? – not at all
3. What are you most afraid of? – its tie up between going blind and going deaf(er)
4. Do you play an instrument? – air guitar (I'm quite good too)
5. Do you play sports? – no
6. Do you believe in love at first sight? – if you think you love someone at first site its prolly lust (but then what do I know?)

+Bonus TAG +

4 FUN/STUPID FACTS & 1 LIE:

1. I can see about a second into the future, this means when I ask a question I know the answer jsut before I get a responce. it more annoying than useful really
2.My ring fingers are double jointed for some reason
3. I'm proactive
4. I'm actually pretty feminine
5. I am really good at the ball and cup game, really good.

For kicks I'm tagging anyone who reads this who has a birth date with an even number (ex. April 18th) ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7605050/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7605050/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 19:57:54 PST and there ain't a thing I can do about it

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"Her hair did look a little strange, Sophie thought, peeping..." Howl's Moving Castle by Dianna Wynne Jones

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
oddly enough there's a printer there

3. What is the last thing you watched on tv?
*shudders* you don't want to know

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
10:54

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:45, what can I say: I'm alittle dislexic

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
techno

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
It was a while ago, I was stepping outside cause I was too warm from the elastic band battle

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Newgrounds.com audio portal, where the techno is coming from

9. What are you wearing?
my most comfortably clothing, and my new headphones

10. Did you dream last night?
I can't even remember dreaming last night, though I know I did

11. When did you last laugh?
out loud? last night. to my self? a few hours ago

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a few old things a made and my growing paper monstroity (its formed by taping old movie stubs, bus tickets and other random peices of paper to these sheets from an assignment I messed up at the inking stage)

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yeah, my roommate XD

14. What do you think of this quiz?
I like how it has random things that othe quizes don't

15. What is the last film you saw?
Stuck on You, it wasn't too bad

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
an iPod and amybe a better computer

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I once ate a strange meal comprised of spagetti, katsup, tabasco sauce, onions and orange peppers

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'd make it so I don't need to sleep

19. Do you like to dance?
hell yeah!

20. George Bush:
he is a constant source of inspiration (read laughter)

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
how bout Circe

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Ethan

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
no

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Why the head trauma man? Did I really deserve that?

25. Who do you tag:
EVERYONE WHO READS THIS ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7549487/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7549487/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 22:25:29 PST
2. Painted your room? yup

3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no

4. Driven a car? no

5. Danced in front of your mirror? yup!

6. Have a crush? many

7. Been dumped? no

8. Stolen money from friend? no

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? it seems possible

10. Been in a fist fight? nope

11. Snuck out of your house? there would be no point, it takes a hour to walk anywhere intersting.

12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? no

13. Been arrested? nevaj!

14. Made out with a stranger? no

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex
somewhere? yeah

16. Left your house with out telling your parents? sure

17. Had a crush on your neighbor?

18. Ditched school to do something more fun? no

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes, not like that you sick, sick minded person!

20. Seen someone die? on TV

21. Been on a plane? yes

22. Kissed a picture? no

23. Slept in until 3? I wish!

24. Love someone or miss someone right now? yeah

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yup!

26. Made a snow angel? I claim to be the first to make on in '05!

27. Played dress up? once

28. Cheated while playing a game? maybe

29. Been lonely? Yeah

30. Fallen asleep at work/school? its possible

31. Been to a club? nope

32. Felt an earth quake? No, but it was there

33. Touched a snake? I think so

34. Ran a red light? nope, need my license first

35. Been suspended from school? not happening

36. Had detention? nope

37. Been in a car accident? not really

38. hated the way you look? I am so beautiful that some people can't even tell

39. Witnessed a crime? nothing really (underage drinking and smoking, posession and consumption of illegal substances, internt pirating, vandalism, defacement of Govn't property, disobeying traffic laws, trespassing, theft, shoplifting, public brawling to name a few)

40. Pole danced? No

41. Been lost? no, the great Cri-dini is never lost

42. Been to the opposite side of the country? if you mean BC, then yes

43. Felt like dying? once or twice

44. Cried yourself to sleep? yeah

46. Sang karaoke? not yet

47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? its probable

48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? I'm glad I havn't

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?I think so

50. Kissed in the rain? I tried but she slapped me

51. Sing in the shower? I tried once, but I havn't a head for lyrics

52. Made love in a park? no

53. Had a dream that you married someone? I have dreamed many things, and forget them all in time

54. Glued your hand to something? yeah

55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? I tried

56. Ever gone to school partially drunk? no

57. Been a stripper? no

58. Sat on a roof top? quite a few times

59. Didn't take a shower for a week? I try not to

60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? I guess

61. Played chicken? Nope

62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Sound fun

63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? I've been called cute at best

64. Broken a bone? Nope

65. Been easily amused? ussualy

66. Laugh so hard you cry? once in a blue moon

67. Mooned/flashed someone? nope

68. Cheated on a test? nope

69. Forgotten someone's name? I don't think so, though I forgot my name once

70. Slept all day? I try

71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? prolly never

73. Blacked out from drinking? No

74. Played a prank on someone? Yup

75. Gone to a late night movie? not really late

76. Made love to anything not human? nope

77. Failed a class? once, and it was music so it don't count

78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? water

79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? it... ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7451682/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7451682/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:33:01 PST [link]

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 63%
Orderliness || 10%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||| 23%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||| 16%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||| 16%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity || 10%
Female cliche |||||| 30%

And for the most part I agree with it! Its fun stuff, try it out yourself! ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7451338/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7451338/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 18:52:02 PST
Go ahead, get annoyed at me, angry even! I really should have tried harder ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7130572/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/7130572/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 08:49:55 PST

I can only hope that works.

Now on to several improtaint points:

Point the first: the point of what I hoped worked up there is my plan to make and orniment form the contest thinger. Which I may give up on or forget but..we can hope.

P2: I plan on making online Christmas cards for many people which (should you recive one) you can print it out and display it on you mantle or secret shrine (you never know). If you want one and you think you not already on my card-list then leave a comment and I'll prolly include you on the premis that I forgot to add you to the list the first time around. I'll be starting a few today and hopefully I wont have to resort to sending out duplicates because I want to make an original piece for each deserving piece (and maybe something really crappy for someone undesirving, should I feel spiteful).

P3: I honestly don't rember what this point was supposed to be so..ONWARD!

P4:To anyone hwo has noticed a general lack of updating from me: I'm pretty busy and I'm pretty lazy. That consumes the majority of my time.

by December's end I hope to have a digital camera so I will have the capibility of posting anything I do ( we paint and draw in large scale) as well as take pictures of things. Joy!

I'm sure I'm still forgetting a few things...but I'm running out of tim ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6928226/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6928226/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 16:50:33 PST chezza-t18 because she's either really good at making them or finding them.

Its a fill in the blank!

I wish __________ grew on trees.
I wish I was the King/Queen of _______.
If I could master one type of dance it would be (regardless of your capacity to do so):
Likewise, with a sport:
My five greatest achievements:
If you could eat your weight in one food, what food would it be:
Nine of your favourite things:
Eight of your favourite songs:
Your favourite kitchen appliance:
I don't want to live in a world without _______.
When I was little, my ideal career was to be a _________.
If I was a colour, I would be _________.
You have a tail, what do you use it for:
A year ago I would never have imagined that ________.
I'm really looking forward to _________.
The best and worst thing that happened last week:

my answers
I wish bacon grew on trees.
I wish I was the King of Quandary.
If I could master one type of dance it would be: something that involves wall running
Likewise, with a sport: (american) soccer
My five greatest achievements:continuing life from day to day, making friends, some of my artwork(s)
If you could eat your weight in one food, what food would it be: bacon and cream cheese samiches
Nine of your favourite things: bacon, cream cheese, making art, my friends, (most) music, candy corn, breathing, swimming, and looking at other peoples art
Eight of your favourite songs:
Trodor by the Brother Chaps
My December by Linkin Park
Deep Channel by the Afrocelts
The Warmth by Incubus
In the End by Linking Park
Annonymous Skulls by MM+W
Megalomaniac by Incubus
Feel Good Inc. by Gorillaz
Your favourite kitchen appliance: Bacon Maker
I don't want to live in a world without computers.
When I was little, my ideal career was to be an artist.
If I was a colour, I would be ACID GREEN.
You have a tail, what do you use it for: evil
A year ago I would never have imagined that I would be in Oakville.
I'm really looking forward to supper.
The best and worst thing that happened last week:
best: Halloween D and D party
worst: this morning I woke up and my clock said 8:06 but it was really 6:06, and I was so confused and had jsut woken up and it was strange o0 ( well, its only Tuesday, something Worse is bound to happen sooner or later)

vah! It is complete! and ther will be a quiz later ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6822262/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6822262/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:28:32 PDT
Everything seemed to fade today, like the colour was being drained out of the world. So I when for a walk with my sketch book in hand (pocket actually), I wanderd through the woods, left a message in the tree folks fen, sketched some stuff, explored the creek, and desided i need to organize I clean up, cause nice, wooded areas jsut shouldn't full of garbadger..er, garbage. After awhile the bright colours warmed me up again, I wrote some stuff, which I may eventually clean up and post. I walked back to the res. drew some wings and watched futurama. Life is good again. Though there seems to be a small tree growing in my room... ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6813369/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6813369/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 20:07:40 PDT ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6633440/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6633440/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 11:23:49 PDT


ANSWER USING ONLY SONG LYRICS


1. Who are you?
"Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening"

2. What's your secret?
"I have a problem that I cannot explain"

3. What can't you do?
"wake you from your slumber"

4. Where do you live?
"Here in my room"

5. What is love?
"we experience anti-gravity"

6. What is friendship?
"All those people that you know."

7. What are you afraid of?
"I, cry, when angels deserve to die"

8. What would you tell the one you love/who loves you?
"I'd sell
My soul
My self-esteem a dollar at a time

One chance
One kiss
One taste of you my magdalena"


9. What would you tell your enemies?
"You're such an inspiration for the ways
That I'll never ever choose to be"
"If I met you in a scissor fight
I'd cut off both your wings on principle alone"

10. What do you want to do?
"nothing to fear and nothing to doubt"

11. Where do you want to go?
"Further down the river"

12. What questions do you ask?
"Do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
And throw a wrench and spokes by
Leaving the air behind me clear?"
"Evil home stereo, what good songs do you know?"

13. What advice would you give?
"Don't let the world bring you down
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came
And while you're alive
Experience the warmth before you grow old."

14. What mistakes do you make?
"Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded"

15. What do people think or say about you?
"They'll think I'm insane "

16. What do you want?
"Please repeat the message
It's the music that we choose"
"I wish you were here"

SONGS
01. "Nobody's Listening" Linkin Park
02. "Roulette" System of a Down
03. "Sleeping Beauty" A Perfect Circle
04. "Here in My Room" Incubus
05. "Summer Romance (Anti-Gravity Love Song)" Incubus
06. "This Devil's Workday" Modest Mouse
07. "Chop Suey!" System of a Down
08. "Magdalena" A Perfect Circle
09. "Judith" A Perfect Circle and "Megalomaniac" Incubus
10. "Pyramid Song" Radiohead
11. "Aqueous Transmission" Incubus
12. "The Warmth" Incubus and "Bukowski" Modest Mouse
13. "The Warmth" Incubus
14. "3 Libras" A Perfect Circle
15. "River Below" Billy Talent
16. "19/2000" Gorillaz and "Wish You Were Here" Incubus ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6565518/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6565518/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 16:37:41 PDT ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6092420/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6092420/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 18:44:04 PDT ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6092261/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/6092261/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 18:28:41 PDT
I also feel a bit loopy...hmm ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/5839583/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/5839583/ Mon, 04 Jul 2005 16:18:29 PDT () been drunk
() kissed a member of the same sex
() crashed a friend's car
() been to London
() ridden in a taxi
() ridden in a limo I should have but...
() been to a football game
(x) Met someone famous guess who!
() been in love
() been dumped
() shoplifted
() had your heart broken
() been fired
() been in a fist fight
() snuck out
() ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
() ever dated someone of the same sex
() had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
() been arrested
() made out with a stranger
() stole something from your job
() celebrated New Years in Time Square
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x had a crush on a teacher
() celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
() been to Europe
() skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
() gone out with one or more co-workers
() cut myself on purpose
() been married
() gotten divorced
() had children
() seen someone die
() been to Africa
() Bitch slapped someone you love
() Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada Cana-what? nope, never been there
() Participated in a protest
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been on a train
() Rode the metro
() Gotten lost in DC
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
() Thrown up in a bar
() Thrown up on a friends Lawn
() Purposely set a part of myself on fire
() Eaten Sushi
() Been kicked out of the library for being too loud
() Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
() Been moshing at a concert
() had feelings for someone you knew only online what kind of feeling?
() lost a child
() gone to college
() graduated college
() had sexual intercourse
() tried killing yourself
() taken painkillers
(x) had blood drawn
() intentionally burned oneself
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
() went to a prom I should have but...
() Bungee jumped
() made out in a movie theatre
() have been to a pop concert
() have dated someone for a year or more.
() sold naked pictures of yourself
() been in a car accident
(x) Slept in the nude
(x) eaten cheesecake mint cheese cake is evil
() had jury duty
(x) hated someone without knowing them.
() been to Maine
() been to Atlantic City
() shot a real gun
() had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
() made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
() done ecstasy
() done cocaine
() done heroine
() gotten my ass kicked I am un-ass-kickable!!!
() been caught smoking
(x) milked a cow
() got in a verbal fight
(x) lied one time in this survey it was the milking a cow one
() Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
() Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
() Done something wit a bf/gf's sibling
() Committed a major crime
() Dated someone older than you are
() Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
() ran away
() Ever had a flat tire
() Ever given someone a hicky
() Ever gotten a hicky
() Been caught making out with someone
() Ever got super drunk
() Went skinny dipping
() Lied about where you're going
() Ever lied about your age
() Ever been pantsed
() Had mono
() Beer bonged
() Got into a physical fight w/ a parent
() Ever bought a lotto ticket
() Ever been to a family reunion
(x) Peed in your pants/shorts I'm sure just about everyone has at some point ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/5629919/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/5629919/ Sun, 12 Jun 2005 18:36:53 PDT Mood: energized
Listening to: Anonymouse skulls by Medinski Martin and Wood
Reading: The Lazarus Effect by Frank Herbert + Bill Ransom

yay! free trial for Cri! this means I can play with all this stuff ^
and prolly figure out how to make a poll and all that jazz.

In a couple of month I'll be headed away to college, Sherridan to be more percise. I'll be taking a year long course called art fundamentals, I don't know if I'll be able to keep up to date on DA, depends on if I get a computer. I'm in residence and that supplies an internet connection.

All of this is madness to me, but I'll enjy it all the same

]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4714363/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4714363/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 19:22:18 PST ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4305247/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4305247/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 18:51:02 PST ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4289742/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4289742/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 20:23:34 PST -I died from suicide:
-I said I liked you:
-I kissed you:
-I lived next door to you:
-I started smoking:
-I stole something:
-I was hospitalized:
-I ran away from home:
-I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
-Personality:
-Eyes:
-Face:
-Hair:
-Clothes:
-Mannerisms:
-Family:
-Body Image and Self-Confidence:

WOULD YOU:
-Be my friend?:
-Lie to make me feel better?:
-Spread rumors about me?:
-Keep a secret if I told you one?:
-Loan me some cash?:
-Hold my hand?:
-Take a bullet for me?:
-Keep in touch?:
-Try and solve my problems?:
-Love me?:
-Date me?:

EXTRA BONUS QUESTION
-what do you hate most about me?: ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4098093/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/4098093/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 21:43:04 PST

Mary Krismus everyone! Heaux heaux heaux!

resent

if that isn't an emote it should be one

EDIT: and I'm going to post a bunch of experiemntal desktops, if you think they are crappy please tell me and at the least i'll movethem to scraps ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/3697516/ http://Cri-Dragonrider.deviantart.com/journal/3697516/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:40:06 PDT "/.'>">'>">"?>":>"?>":>"?> "/';.'.;.'.;`````````..`

BASICS

Name: Marco Raimey

Birthday: December 10th

Marital Status: Whats thw ord for when you ate your spouse..?

Sexuality: Straight

Occupation: Ruler of all

Hobbies: Breathing comes to mind..

GENERAL

The last time you...

Laughed: uh...when David was rambling on about funnt stuff he saw on Newgrounds.com

Smiled: when i started reading Aaryn's latest journal

Cried: my eye malfunction and leak all over the place

Hugged someone: ...several billion years ago in my youth

Kissed someone (and who): ditto

Snogged someone (and who): -requires definition-

Had a bath/shower: 13 A.D.

Got pissed off: when the bastard-coated bastards with bastard filling started sticking cheese in each other hair

You ate (and what): a minor deity
Watched TV (and what):Monarch of the Glen..durring supper

You saw a movie at the cinema(and what it was): i forget...

You saw a movie at home (and what it was): the Ladykillers?

RANDOM

What shampoo do you use: a rock

Do you use any beauty products: a razor

Favourite Shop: I don't have one

Favourite Designer Label: Same as above

Do you shave/wax/use Immac: I shave, otherwise i'd have a poor and scruffy beard

Who do you fancy: no one in particular

Who is the kindest person you know: ..I forgot

Who is the funniest: Sara?

Who is the cutest: I was cute once..

Who is the strangest: Sara maybe...possible aaryn as well

What perfume/deoderant do you use? live skunks

What you look for in a potential gf/bf: a pulse

What are your biggest turn OFFS: headlessness

If you could be a celebrity for a day who would it be and why: Donald Trump. SO I could transfer a few billion doller to my bank acount and be rich when i got back into my body


FINISH THE SENTENCE:

I'll never forget the day when...I ate the Frog God, it tasted funny..

If I could make one thing out of my life it would be... an origami piano, i used to rock a making them

In a perfect world...I would rember things

From now on....I shall be known as ...Douglas the Deffiling One

The best thing about today was... certainly not sitting at school for a solid hour, wondering why I didn't get on my bus and just go home...

and yes, I AM alive and mostly well, thanks for asking ]]> ~Cri-Dragonrider