http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Cristin&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Cristin en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 04:36:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/28928435/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/28928435/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 17:41:13 PST The psychiatrist in Silent Hill: Shattered Memories really ripped my bowels out and showed them to me. I play video games to escape my problems, not assert them.

Crippling depression.
Whenever I wanna know if a game is really good or not, I'll know to disregard any reviewer who gave this one a bad grade.

You know what I hate? I log in to DA and have 18 messages... and I'm all happy... and they're stupid journal entries made by YOU IDIOTS.
Nobody reads your journals!

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/26933683/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/26933683/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 10:36:11 PDT For the past half year, my laptop monitor has been stretching the image to fit its widescreen.
And I am a moron.
Why didn’t any of you care to tell me?

Why the HELL didn't I realize this sooner? I thought I was the planet's EXPERT on proper screen proportions.

So just now I skewed my tablet-done DA submissions and re-uploaded them so now they look right.
Expect me to make a tablet practice dump again, because now I hafta retrain myself to use the tablet.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/24088317/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/24088317/ Sat, 16 May 2009 07:45:59 PDT
]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/23720757/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/23720757/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 21:37:30 PDT
Though Kyle is literally ten times better than me at FPS games, and loves them while I grow quickly bored or dizzy with them, he insists on watching while I play Doom 3. All “scary” games are mine to drive, I guess. In spite of his constant criticism and rude NONSTOP backseat driving, as usual… I think he’s been impressed with me a few times. Adrenaline games are for chicks. Proven fact. Ever since I bought the new wireless modem (about two weeks ago) me and Kyle have been talking again. As if all the horrible bullshit his puberty and alpha persona have put me through. He’s still horrible, but not quite as often.

Anyway, back to the game. Last night, I entered a room, where a body in the dark caught my eye… because it was subtly moving. I approached the guy, and he looked up at me. Well, his eyes had been gouged out, but he talked to me before he was going to die. I effeminately covered my mouth and said “oh that’s awful” while Kyle and Travis, being 14 year old boys, were perfectly within their element. Looking down at the guy’s red-weeping eye sockets, only then did I realize that all the bodies I’d passed, scattered along the floors and hanging off of machinery, had ALL had their eyes gouged out. They had all been purposefully maimed by demons… in this habitual manner.

What a great game.
What a wonderful, wonderful game.

Oh by the way, yeah the new modem means I can play all my WiFi Nintendo games ANYTIME GUYS.
Someone please play with me.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/22215078/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/22215078/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 18:49:39 PST I’m sort of an apologist for many things I’m into, but not Reaper. If you don’t like Reaper, you’re a bad person. I sound like I’m trying to pressure people into it, but you know I’m just overbearing like that and I don’t mean nothin’ by it.
Anyway, because we have a way of violating the TOS just about everywhere, the forum has to hold up base at [link]
Yeah. But it’s time I stop sucking cocks and come up for air. HI EVERYONE! How’s it goin up heah in devianTART?
If you care to, please do copypasta everything in your old journal entries that you think is important for me to know and POST IT HERE. I usually don’t reply to things, but I think I ought to here. Anyone who fucking takes the trouble to update me personally shall be awarded many internets.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/22081361/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/22081361/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 08:38:41 PST I'm so fucking upset.

Remember her in the commentary on Pokemon 4? She was so funny, so clever, so perfect, so fucking cool.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/21634467/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/21634467/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 16:16:31 PST [link]

I'm just sayin. Like if you have one... like, you know add me and I'll hitcha back nigga.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/18495278/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/18495278/ Sun, 25 May 2008 13:19:18 PDT Smileys are a pathetic crutch for those many mentally handi-capable users who can’t express a mood using their own skills with syntax.
Instead of making your actual emotion clear, smileys distance the reader from your post and make them doubt your sincerity and your maturity. Rather than fulfilling their promised service, smileys cause an ironic, destructive effect. And make the phrases preceding them seem sarcastic, cheeky, or gratuitous and false.

Every time my intended text is molested by the replacement of a smiley, I feel deep, deep disgust. It’s like menstruation. Something so unnecessary yet ever-impending.
In fact, no, it’s like that gunk coming out at the end. That brownish after-period that’ll stain your underwear just when you thought it was all over.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/18300755/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/18300755/ Tue, 13 May 2008 06:31:54 PDT
I find it significant enough to tell you about the feeling I had last night. I had a feeling the night before Mario died but I ignored it. She’s just a mouse and I feel silly saying it, it looks silly to you I’m sure. But it would truly be stubborn and irrational for me to insist that it was a coincidence.

She lived two mouse lives and I’m relived she’s dead. But I’ll always be haunted by her behavior last night. It was like she knew this was her last night.
Well, Pinky’s dead, and she’s not real anymore. Gone into that same nothing we’ll all go to. Her whole long life, VERY long life, all over as if she hadn’t existed at all.

Don’t any of you overestimate yourselves and think you can say something meaningful. I don’t expect some sort of pity-party, and a million hopeless “I’m sorry” comments, even though I know yall are sort of like my friends. The only phrase that ever worked for me repeatedly was “better than snake food”.
Of course, now Pinky is equal to those mice who are snake food. All not real anymore.

I guess it might be appropriate to add here that a couple of weeks ago, my gramma was diagnosed with cancer. They said some people in her condition live as much as 10 years, and they’re giving her stuff for pain. That day she made clear she didn’t want nobody mourning about it and being all sad about it. So I was the first to obey that, and said that she was due in a decade anyway, to which she appreciatively agreed.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/17717180/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/17717180/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 14:25:41 PDT


Today I realized that Pinhead was another one.
Any intelligent observer might already have said this of me, but you’re always the last to know something about yourself.
Another one means another dad.
My dad pays his taxes and would more often than not brake if a dog was crossing the street. But I do not want him, or I at least have succeeded in convincing myself that I do not. I’m still a child in mind, and still I’m always looking for the next father figure. No not consciously, but only after I’m in admiration of someone do I realize that they have become “another one”.
Rarely I find it in other family members. More often it’s in school professors. But most of the time it’s fictional characters. The latter two are usually coupled with an attraction.
I don’t think that’s weird and neither should you. It’s sort of like when my sister and I will find a man attractive, and those men will have features reminiscent of dad. Like Jack Nicholson and Oliver Reed.

It must have started with Professor Oak at the age of eleven, and to this day he remains the most powerful figure in my memory. But, back on topic, only today did I realize that Pinhead was “another one”.
Usually it seems the more established ones fill a void with qualities my dad didn’t show me.
Professor Oak is nurturing and understanding, and is a safety net to all of my mistakes. The most wanted thing to me.
Kamek, someone wise but unproud of it. Someone old, someone graceful, someone perfect. He’s certainly risen by now far beyond anything I can describe, though. He’s friggin Kamek after all.
And Pinhead, for god’s sake, just might possibly be evenhanded discipline. Something I laugh now realizing I was definitely lacking from my dad. I must have the Kirsty-complex.

They all became, as many do, substitutes for the real father I’m persistently, and maybe inequitably shirking away from.
But The Hacker? It’s plain and obvious that Hacker is “another one”.
But if Hacker is anything, he’s a REFLECTION of my dad. Proof? Well, you will most often find my dad welding in the garage.

And today, with a second epiphany, I made a connection.
Shortly before moving out of dad’s house last year, I really got going on a CC fanfic that I’m sure I’ll never really finish. Today I read over what I did have completed, and confirmed my suspicions.
I had been purging myself of him. The things going on between Hacker and Jackie were reflections of my father and me, and/or my father’s romantic relationships with women throughout my life.
And hey, don’t judge. We all have creepy issues.

While the fic was as bad as my other fics, it was shocking how easily I had put my dad’s words in Hacker’s mouth. They suited him. Why then do I adore Hacker?
No they aren’t the same, but there is little void for Hacker to fill which I don’t already imagine my father to possess.
Selfish but not irrationally so. Arrogant, loud. Is sure that he knows how the world’s supposed to be. Aware of, yet at the same time oblivious to his own horrible flaws. Resourceful, hilariously inventive, and never satisfied with those who have worked for him. Almost too hard-working. And utterly alone.
But these qualities are superficial. Other villains can be described this way, as can any hated father.
But even more they are similar in ways I CAN’T describe. In the things they say and the ways they say it. For each of them the whole is greater than the sum of its parts, and different actions and qualities add up to two new and identical definitions of them.

To discredit this entire essay I have to say that some of Hacker’s traits I have probably constructed on my own, subconsciously and over time, to match my perceived qualities of my father. And still Hacker is so very different, and so uniquely his own character. And the link I placed between them is only whimsical. I am much more fond of Hacker, and I wouldn’t draw pr0n of my dad.

Still as this essay ends it stands that, in the way that Cyberchase punctually filled the void made when Pokemon left me, The Hacker has become just as real and important a figure to me as Professor Oak, and yet for just the opposite reasons.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/17535077/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/17535077/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 02:19:45 PDT Yeah, isn't deviantart stupid for making polls only available to subscribers? Fuck you deviantart. Cause in polls everyone replies anyway!
So vote by giving me your opinion on the following.

Since the very farking beginning, three or four years ago, I, Cristin, have had Meowth on my DeviantArt page.
He has never not been featured.

One time I mentioned changing my avatar, and was met with fervent NOs. I can live with that. I agree with it. How could you imagine me any other way?
But is the featured deviation really that important?

Who here rotates their featureds? Do you ever? How often? Should I start rotating my featured deviations to give some of my other favorites much-deserved attention? Or stick with Meowth out of fucking Dedication?

I don't care either way really. I suspect most people will say I damn well better not upset things. That it's great to have some sort of constant somewhere in life.
Or maybe the majority will say they really don't give a diddly. Or maybe nobody would mind a small period of me switching around till I get bored with that activity.

Oh... but you know... I prefer to have just one art to catch all those empty faves anyway. Don't you hate those empty faves...

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/17292217/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/17292217/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 17:49:30 PDT the friend code is:
4253 3212 9292

UPDATE!
Just now, Kyle was playing online with strangers as Wario. And he's been kickin ass and takin names. But this time some IKE ASS! I HATE Ike... won, but you know how at the end of a match everything slows down to a freeze? Well, Kyle ended that last slow-mo second in midair, farting on Ike's head.
After that match, Ike left the game. Cause he knew in his heart that he lost simply by being farted on.
Kyle is awesome.

END OF UPDATE
________________________

I previously stated that there was a problem with my discontinued USB by Buffalo, but today I just fought three perfect strangers.
One was Marth, the other was Falco, and the other person was... well I can't remember(edit: I think they was fakin Sonic-ass)
But I , of course, was Luigi.
And Everybody was fighting hardcore. But I won in the end, and the difference between me and them was that I won with friggin STYLE! I got the smash ball, and "Dinged" them (up+B), it was swell.
I hope they remember me, that one goofy Luigi who didn't deserve to win.

Anyway, it's a new level of bonding, if you play Smash Bros with me.
Right now I'm ALL nervous energy. That was groovy.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/16849930/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/16849930/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 14:44:07 PST Cow-Broccoli got into my folder, where I’d saved all the ripped Urbane website images to make a background out of. He took some and made him a friggin Urbane PLAYSET of chaos. He submitted his endeavor:

[link]

It also features cutouts from a drawing I made. And an apparent accusation on the fact that none of the Urbane images are my property...
It’s madness!
No, this is spa...

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/16398640/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/16398640/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 06:45:45 PST









Obama makes me horny, but the blackies already got the vote before us women. It doesn't matter as long as we make the republicans pay for Bush's reign of terra.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/16134175/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/16134175/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 06:31:30 PST I can't remember.

I know I had a slot machine, or a computer tattoo... and some sorta Western cactus character, and I think Big Tex, and an old-school Porky Pig by my elbow, and a really lame Link one up high on my arm, and they just sucked. But you know how if something sucks enough it becomes awesome? And I was GONNA show people but I was also looking up online how to get them removed and how much scar tissue and stuff... and then I woke up.

So friggin relieved it was a dream. And for the first time since I was 9 or 10, I wasn’t completely positive that I want to have a Triforce tattoo on my shoulder.
Half of my life I’ve known I want one, except now.
Now I hafta get a friggin old-school Porky Pig.

Nah, I’m just saying... like, is a Triforce really that great now? I should probably get Kamek out of Dedication.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/14949535/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/14949535/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:05:23 PDT
]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/13226582/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/13226582/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 11:01:21 PDT

1) What was your first Pokemon game?

Blue. I picked Charmander. The first time I played it, I used it in the Super Game Boy on the TV

2) Can you remember who your starter was?

I Picked Charmander. The fire type has always been the least gay up until this one… so I finally bred a Charmander thru my bros pal park. I rock.

3) Did you ever complete the Pokedex in any games? Which one(s)?

Blue and Crystal. HELL YEAH!

4) Did you watch the Pokemon anime? Who was your favourite character?

That’s how it started. I automatically loved Team Rocket.

5) Do you still watch the anime?

It’s not the same show anymore. To me, the Pokemon cartoon is dead.

6) What's your favourite Pokemon type? Explain.

I don’t have one.

7) Who's your favourite Pokemon? Explain.

I think it’s Eevee. And I don’t have to explain that to you.

8) Which Pokemon do you dislike the most? Explain.

These new legendaries look ultra-gay.

9) Which is your favourite region? Explain.

KANTO!

10) Which is your favourite Pokemon series (ie, Kanto 1-151, Johto 152-251, Hoenn 252-358, others)? Explain.

Kanto! No one would say otherwise. Orange Islands and Jhoto was okay, I think there was enough Oak-ness. And the late ones up until the show died for me, they embarrassed Giovanni a lot which was great.

11) Can you say a series Pokedex, without a reference, in order?

I thought I could. I used to get pretty far on the original… Bulbasaur, Ivysaur, Ven… agh. I don’t hafta prove it to you. I quit when they started switching them around numerically. Fuck them. I useta know the pokerap.

12) Do you know all the type advantages, disadvantages and all the super-effective moves for each type?

I decided there was no reason anymore with all the help online. I’m so mad about that. I’ve actually forgotten shit.

13) Did you prefer Pokemon before the new ones, or after?

The original 150 or so suits me fine. I could actually never get tired of them. But I do like Jhoto. Some of those you KNOW were made with the original. And then I could fill up with eevee pokemon.

14) Have you got an Original Character who is a trainer?

I am me. If it was my choise I’d be either a lowly grunt who spends their time in the game corner. Or… even more like me… I’d be the collecter I am, always set on pleasing Sam, and groping all over him on my seasonal visits.

15) Have you ever wrote a fan fiction story about Pokemon?

I think I have!

16) Was the OC based on yourself?

There was no OC. I don’t do that. No one cares about that in stories.

17) Who is your favourite gym leader?

Giovanni! I love The Boss.

18) What about Elite Four trainer?

Meh. I dunno. They’re all losers. Why don’t they get lives?

19) If you lived in the Pokemon world, who would you starter be? (Please choose out of the normal starters, excluding Pikachu and Eevee).

Charmander. Definitely.

20) Which city would you live in before you started your journey? Why?

Celadon.

21) Would you travel just in the one region, or spread to other places?

I’d go around, but always return to Pallet, or wherever Sammy is at the time, to show him my Pokedex and unusual caught Pokemon! Maybe I’ll work for Team Rocket at the same time! Oak would either never figure it out, or not even care.

22) Would you train just one type, or different ones?

You know… I have like 2 boxes full of bred Eevees. I’d train lotsa types, idiot.

23) What kind of Poke-Person would you be? Trainer? Breeder? Gym leader?

Um. I don’t know all my options.

24) Would you collect gym badges? Or keep Pokemon as pets?

Both.

25) Who is your ultimate two-on-two team? Explain.

I dunno. Usually, me and my brother’s Pokemon all end up looking good together.


I don’t tag anyone. As a matter of fact, if you read this then you ARENT allowed to fill it out! HA!

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12954812/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12954812/ Mon, 14 May 2007 15:11:23 PDT forced me to. Had to name 10 things that started with Q

1 Q. from star trek TNG
2 Quagmire. giggidy giggidy!
3 Quicksand. Cyberquicksand 2.0 from the cartoon! GO HACKER!
4 Quilava
5 Queen. I see a little silhouetteo of a man!
6 Queers. Environmental adaptation at its finest.
7 Quebec. Deevolution at its finest
8 Queue. Tastefully pronounced as “Q”
9 Quake. a game I’ve never played
10 Quasimodo. “Why invite their calumny, and CONSTIPATION!!!”

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12756449/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12756449/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 07:57:34 PST Update! We are very eager for to play the Karts online wif joo.

Mario Kart Wii is on my brother's Wii instead.
The code for Mario Kart Wii is:
4038-6748-3035


My Wii code:
Name: PCE
0301195466888179

Smash Bros Brawl:
4253 3212 9292

Animal Crossing
My Name: Cristin (not allowed, put whatever you want)
Town Name: KHAAAN!
Code: 0688 9737 9967



DS:

Animal Crossing:
Name:
Cristin
Town:
Limbo
Code:
3308-0364-3765

Pokemon:
Name:
Cristin
Code:
3608 7552 7273

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12141722/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12141722/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 09:53:02 PDT I paid for just about half of the family Wii, and I really pimped it up. I have $10 worth of Wii points on it, and the opera browser, and I have attatched the Wii code to my email address. I may be able to attatch more than one Wii code to my email address though.
I also registered the Wii on my Nintendo account thing online.

I cannot re-register the new Wii when I buy it. I will not be able to register my new Wii when I buy it.

MOST of the stuff I can just transfer to the new Wii, and I can reinstall the Opera browser, it will just be tedious.

I am attatched to the old Wii, and I almost want to buy this new one and give it to them, and take the old one with me.
The current Wii is all hot and dusty, and probabaly worn a bit. It IS plugged in 24 hours a day. But it's probably in fine shape, just a bit of fingerprints on it, know what I mean?

1) Would it be crazy to go out and buy a shiny new Wii, and to trade it for one that's already yellowed from cigarette smoke? The old one has cooties on it.
2) Or am I being petty to think this old Wii is really worn much at all, since Nintendo products last forever? The old one has all my love in it.


Which one should I have?

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12019082/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/12019082/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 20:08:16 PST
I don't want to overstretch it. Might as well leave while they still want you to stay, am I right?

Well, it's been a good run. I had a couple more NOBODY ones, but...
We've had our laughs, or head-shakes, our panicked darts across the field... uh... kay then.
*blows kiss* It's okay, we've had enough chocolates to die of diabetes together.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11913485/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11913485/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 19:34:33 PST


I have never gone ice skating.

The only soda I will drink is Coca Cola, and Sprite occasionally because it belongs to Coca Cola.

My baloney has a first name.

If I eat fresh pineapple a few of my tastebuds will swell up, turn black and hard, and fall off. They grow back so don’t worry.

I just saw Tron for the first time, and to be honest I thought it was awesome.

I am actually more into Kamek than you think I am.


EDIT: LOL, chalupa pointed out that I can't make icons, and she's right. Just for that, I tag NO ONE!

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11662806/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11662806/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 18:15:33 PST It arrived just now. I shoved it into my computer and set up my Wii and Nintendo DS for it. It should work.

When I finished setting the Wii up there was nothing to do but check the weather and news.
"33 degrees.... clear"
The most beutiful thing I ever did see.

My Animal Crossing friend code is:
3308-0364-3765

tell me yours and we be friends, yes?
So NOW I gotta start playing AC again. Yuck, what was I DOING the last time I played!? Jesus!

Oh yeah I forgot, my name is
Cristin

And the town name is
Limbo

wtf? Limbo? Who made that? Look at all these little furniture leaves I left on my porch...

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11651605/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11651605/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 18:33:34 PST Zoicytes-Shadow tagged me.

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic 6
weird habits/things/hates about yourself and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly.



In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged
and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that
says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell
them to read yours.

1.I don't own any makeup.
2. I have unimpressive boobs.
3.I often hear things that people say are not there.
4.I exhibit antisocial behavior on online RPGs. I actually avoid people.
5.I make this “khh” sound a lot outta my nose, like kind of blowing it. It’s very annoying and it runs in the family.
6.I am not goint to follow these rules by tagging anybody. Fuck these rules and not in a pleasant way.

People to tag: Fuck you. If you wanna do it, then sure I tag you.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11468682/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11468682/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 06:37:34 PST So I transferred all my numbers, (way more than I thought I would have, I mean come one, I’m ME) and turned it off to plug it in to charge it. And it didn’t work, and suddenly it gave off this soft, high pitched ring. Which no one else heard. I tried again, same thing. Then turned it on and it started charging perfectly and then started ringing again, like BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
No one else could hear it! Except Kyle put his ear to it and said he could kinda hear it. My phone s 100% healthy and 100% sexy. Pretty chic for being the cheapest one on the list.
But, I guess I’ll just have to keep away from it when it’s charging.

You know, a big thing to know about me is that if I go into the living room and too many electronics are on, I’ll freak out like a bat.
*cries* I suck so much. You'd think that would be cool because it's unusual how hypersensitive I am, but it really, reeeeally isn't.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11352506/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11352506/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:04:55 PST
My sister is a HUGE anti-gamer. She will occasionally play Super Mario Bros 3. And Tetris of course, and she's played a bit of two 64 games, but she mostly only goes retro. And she says she HATES games, says it in so many ways, even though I tell her gaming's in her blood.
Well last night she admitted she was going to have to get her own Wii controller.

Side note, on Wii bowling... my ball makes a curve to the left at the very end EACH TIME. Then my sister reminded me that when I was little and our dad made us bowl... I did the exact same thing +_+.

---------------------------------------

I’ve passed by a couple of console wars already. Don’t make me a part of it. My only statement concerning the console wars right here:

While they’re arguing about Xbox and PS3, I’m having way too much fun with the Wii to care.

I’m not even participating in THIS generation’s console wars. Because Wii is SO DAMN fun!
No friggin' contest.

Oh today my aunt and Uncle were over.
My aunt always hated video games, and she's horrible at them too and she won't let my uncle play... but she came in to yell at him and saw us playing Tennis on Wii sports, and she actually said it was interesting. I flipped out.
Half an hour later she was playing tennis, trash-talking on bowling, and beating me on boxing. (I'll never live THAT one down)
Then she wouldn’t stop swinging that poor cow on Rayman Raving Rabbids. And giggling her butt off.

I know Nintendo kept saying they planned to bring in people who weren’t into games. But this was like a MIRACLE! This was the picture perfect example of what they promised to do.

I hate making too many journals. Usually if I have something to say I like to draw a picture and then say it in the comment... sometimes even if it has nothing to do with the actual picture.

I should update my grope list journal, right?

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11224523/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/11224523/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:43:53 PST
Oh but maybe I'll be ona little on weekends, shoot. That will at least allow me to fulfil my obligations to a certain twisted forum.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/10810833/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/10810833/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:00:00 PST Disturbing the pile and turning the hose on over it in a very methodical manner. It was interesting and novel, so I watched without being troubled much.
But then I saw them, whole bunches of them, crawling from the ground up the side of that old swing-structure long put out of use. Crawling up from the anthill and the water in a display of uncharacteristic self-preservation.
I left.

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/10775183/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/10775183/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:26:24 PST They handed out tickets, I had the 10th to last one. Whew, just in time.
It was nice bonding with all the weirdos in the line though. I talked endlessly to this one man who had had serious problems with his wife over his Zelda obsession.
And after a couple of hours I got to use my college grant money to buy a Wii.

That's right, since about 10:00 this morning I've now owned a Wii.

But here's the rub. I can't play it. I have to hide it in the closet and wait for christmas... and also for mom and my sister to pay me for their half of it.
This really sucks waiting. Its killing me. So I got Yoshi's Island 2 to tide me over. Kamek is almost as sexy as the Wii.

Oh yeah when I got home, my gramma and grampa were the only people home and they helped me hide it. And I showed grampa Zelda Twilight Princess and he got all excited.

If, by some crazy chance, my cousin reads this.... do NOT tell Kyle or ANYONE I got it, do you understand!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/10580938/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/10580938/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 10:30:00 PST And then he asks me my shoe size and gets down and pulls my shoe and sock off… and we compare.
And I’m just getting a kick out of all of this, yet a bit embarrassed ‘cause my socks are stretched out and old and worn.

And then he wants to swap socks.
And I’m like okay. He mentioned if I wanted to trade both or not... but didn't wait for an answer.
And then awhile later he comes back… and wants to switch back. I ask him what this was all about but he doesn’t really answer. I was disappointed, I kinda wanted to keep his socks as kind of a memento. It was freaky and all that, but you have to admit it was cool.
He shook my hand like a bazillion times throughout all this btw. And he asks me a question. I think he asks if I usually wear longer socks or something. I say “Well, uh, I guess… I don’t, uh. No, usually smaller…” And he then asks if I usually wear smelly or smellier socks. Okay, I pray to GAWD he just misunderstood me saying “smaller” or that I misunderstood him.
Now that I think about it, he probably just wanted new socks and mine weren’t good enough for him.

ANYWAAAY….
The new Cyberchase episode aired yesterday! It was great. I was always pairing those two, but I had no idea they would ever, ya know… I was only joking when I talked about them like that! Oh and if you didn’t watch just ignore what I said.
Thats all I did on halloween was watch Cyberchase, but when I went to pick mom up I saw a crash. Another uninsured mexican must have run ared light, cause i saw them drive off as soon as they could. So on the way back the police were there and so I told what I saw. Though it probably wasn't helpful.

Hey I think our culture should make sock-swapping a sign of respect and friendship from now on. Don’t you?

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9996650/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9996650/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 21:11:16 PDT Yeah.
Because I keep seeing people and characters and going "Oh they're on my list".
But I haven't the energy or memory to add them.
I think I just might as well delete it. Even though I itch to share those many folks more worthy of my list than some I'd listed previously.
I sorta grew out of it. It's a silly and autisticish thing.
Yes I DO still shout "Oh they're on my list" IRL. But yall aren't real, are you?
No. You're all virtual, pretend-people who would never lend me money nomatter how sure you are that you would. Because you can't anyway. You're all imaginary...

]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9960377/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9960377/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:44:09 PDT A stingray attacked him, pierced his chest. Stopped his heart. 42 years old.

My cousin was a bit of a fan and we'd watch him, god he was crazy. I can't believe I never put him on my list. well he is now.
I mean, have you WATCHED him!? It so turns me on, like, when he gets injured and calls his scars "souvenirs"
It's good that he didn't die on the toilet or something. A stingray attack is a fine choice really. It's still very sad though. That guy was great, and hot, and nice to animals, and funny and delightfully insane.

Me and my sister were taking about him, and we're like stupid-ass stingrays. So I'm like BOYCOTT THE STINGRAYS!
And she agrees. So everybody support anti-stingray-ism. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9728895/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9728895/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 12:16:53 PDT No its not there anymore. it was another cyberchase doodle page.
Every time I submit it, it only shows the preview. And yes everythings jpeg!!!
Someone on the forum said it was a known bug with the NEW GODDAMN VERION!!!

AGH! Godamnit deviantart!
You're ruining my art!!!!!
FUCK!
So y'all are just gonna have to wait to see it.

Previous things on this journal:
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Yep, it was the browser. It looks perfectly fine using another one.... so um... yeah i feel like an ass but im just glad to be able to see crap again. Thanks all.

Why can't I stop making sick parings on Cyberchase?

Previous thingies on this journal:

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I didn't wanna put an entirely new journal but I wanted to bitch some more.

sone of the problems are any better on here. I still cant view what any artist had writeen about their own artwork. and I still have a hard time replying to anyone's comments. maybe im just being stupid, so in case anyonw is reading this, tell me if this is actually how yours looks.

[link]

see theres an image, and you can see there at the top how the menu covers the picture (whre is says to brwose my favorites) and my authors commetns is missing.
It just has the pic, then a advertisement, then it lets others comment. WTF!?

anyway the old journal is under here

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I stayed off a couple of days, but I'm not gonna be as active on here for awhile.

Because the new DeviantArt is really pissing me off.
I know they're gonna work on these problems... and I'll be visiting to see when things are better.

Right now, I can't fullview some things, and I can't reply to people's comments, which really bothers me 'cause FaroreV2 recently said some interesting shit.
And text is always overlapping. And the menu, for faving and zooming, overlaps the picture.
And I can't see the Author's comments people make on their own work, and I can't see my own! So I assume others can't see mine either.

So whatever.

I've been thinking of putting all of my Grope List into a journal, but truth is I don't think anyone cares, or maybe it's just better as a little thing in some of my submissins, ya know? ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9649542/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9649542/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 14:19:37 PDT Watching the 10th Anniversary celebration in Bryant Park reminded me of that rumor that I REALLY should have taken more seriously.
About Pokemon moving to cartoon network?
Well, I finally did some research on it, and I'm so full of guilt now that I didn't look into it.
About the recasting. New voices and episodes for season 9 and onward at cartoon network... and yes I DID see the 10th anniversary special back in april, I just could never face such a horrible idea.

I've been watching Pokemon since I was eleven years old.
8 years of episodes. You know how many episodes I missed out of those that were aired on WB Saturday mornings? A total of three. I remember when it used to air on channel 21.
Well, for me, the entire Pokemon series just ended at season 8.

I'm still going to wear my dog tags every day, and I suppose I'll still buy many of the games.
But the cartoon series was so important to me.

I cling to my childhood, and Pokemon was a huge link holding it together. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9625389/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9625389/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 06:40:28 PDT But I paid attention to it, because it was a pleasant distraction from the usual depression and meaninglessness of life, etc.
But its funny, the therapy, it has me having to do exercises that really suck, and because of it, I started my period way late! I didn’t know that really worked! XD So I told my sister about it, and she’s all like, “too much information”.
And I got really pissed off.
I get angry enough about guys feeling uncomfortable about our cycles, but why the hell are girls pretending that it’s something unnatural and unclean.
Periods aren’t a sin, people!
GAWD! And you know, a lotta issues that concern us ultra-femminists, often half the problem is WOMEN who accept or contribute to their own injustices!

I have a question for anyone who's reading this... um, how often do you, and how seriously do you, personally, think about suicide? That may be a question you don't wanna answer though, I'll understand I guess.

By the way, I only wrote this journal because I was sick of looking at that other stupid one XD

One time I asked my cousin ~dhorsegirl about periods in other mammals and she said that, like, dogs and cats do. And I'm like "where's the mess?"
and she's like, "Duh! They lick it!"
And I'm like.... well, you can imagine.

having my mind on it just now, I typed some in on wikipedia and there was a spot for products... and one was:

"Sea sponges - Natural sponges, worn internally like a tampon to absorb menstrual flow."
oookaaaayyyyyyy ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9499685/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9499685/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:50:13 PDT
My stalker came over today, and gave me a T-shirt he made just for me. It has Kamek, on his broom. He painted him on there, it’s really good. I may take a photo okay?
I’M LIKE THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WITH A KAMEK SHIRT!
So of course I accepted it, and yeah it was very thoughtful… but I didn’t really act very nice to him for it. ‘Cause I wish he wouldn’t give me stuff like that. I wish he’d leave me alone.

I think I’m infatuated with my therapist at the pain clinic. I find my mind on him a lot. And when I leave therapy, I turn even more depressed than usual. I just feel so empty. Empty and alone and hopeless.
I’ve never felt this before. It’s a new kind of pain… heh, he sure has given me a lot of new kinds of PAIN I never knew about. I’m always telling ~KaiKitsune that I just don’t get why she’s always upset over boys and stuff. I don’t really know what it’s like to really like someone. And yes, that counts for every single one of my boyfriends… except one and a half I think, I never really gave a damn about them. Yeah there were long-term friends I had, and I usually had guy friends, who I did end up thinking ‘yeah I would get drunk and do him’. There was only one male I ever liked… and it was Chad Stanton at Kimball High School. I mean, mostly as a friend, but occasionally there was this… well I dunno what it was. And I kind of enjoyed the agony of liking him a little and never telling him… it was sort of a game to me. But he was the whole package, it was more of a pure admiration of him as a person than anything else. Hell, Candyce, who was my friend, a SHE, yes, she was valedictorian, and I think I may have been a little gay for her. She accused me of it too.
But I couldn’t feel it as deep as people always write songs about. It was no big deal, about as strong as the characters on my grope list. But this one, about my therapist…something about it makes me ache.
…. Maybe I should be a little nicer to my stalker from now on…
I’m not one to really talk about males much. I’m just not that way. I seriously think I’m not human. So this is really weird for me. And kind of gross.

Right about the title… Earlier this week the therapist, while torturing me and laughing at my pain, started talking about cartoons! Like he-man and thunder cats -_+ and he said, looking at my PKMN dogtags, “Now, see, Pokemon’s dumb, it doesn’t make any sense. Even inspector gadget made sense.” An oddly silly moment for him.

Anyway I just poured my heart out here. And I will probably regret writing this journal. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9456238/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9456238/ Sat, 22 Jul 2006 08:51:22 PDT If you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you are fearless.

[]The dark (I like the dark and I like it more when the dark does scare me)
[]Staying single forever
[]Being a parent (I don't want it, but I don't fear it, except that it would mean responsibility)
[]Being myself in front of others
[]Open spaces (make me a little nervous)
[x]Closed spaces (I have nightmares of being buried alive)
[x]Heights (I'm so scared of heights I can't stand up straight)
[]Cats
[]Dogs (I only dislike them)
[]Birds (A little bit! those soulless eyes)
[x]Spiders and/or other insects (I am grossed out by them, nd I hate them. but theres no mortal fear. but because im so creeped and dont wanna touch them i put yes)
[x]Driving or being in cars (since the car accident)
[]Flying (Iwouldn't know. probably)
[]Flowers or other plants
[]Being touched ( just hate it. human contact makes me nervous, but its not a phobia) I almost clicked this though.
[]Fire
[x]Water
[x]The ocean
[x]Failure
[x]Success
[]Germs (My feelings on germs are very complex)
[]Thunder/lightning
[]Frogs/toads
[]Mice/rats
[]Jumping from high places (?)
[]Snow
[]Rain
[]Wind
[]Cotton balls (LOL)
[x]Cemeteries (I like the fear, though)
[]Clowns (I love clowns. I even like Tim Curry)
[]Large crowds ( a little)
[]Crossing bridges (depends. a little)
[x]Death
[x]The Afterlife
[]Being robbed (I am afraid of rape and assault and being locked in someones basement for 5 years, but not robbery itself, however I have a great fear of these things. more, more a fear for the other humans subjected to such things. its a strong fear I feel, for, for everyone else.... its odd))
[]Men (see above, but for men in general I simply have a deep loathing)
[]Women
[x]Having great responsibility
[]Doctors (only going to the doctor only and being made helpless to these peopel who dont even care what my name is)
[]Tornadoes (these things relate to my fear of death, but i wont click them)
[]Hurricanes
[]Diseases
[]Snakes
[x]Sharks
[]Friday the 13th
[]Poverty (Maybe im not sure)
[]Ghosts (a little)
[]Halloween
[x]School
[]Trains or railroads
[x]Odd numbers but something about their contradictory habits and chilling presence I find oddly attractive)
[]Even numbers
[]Being alone
[]Being blind (im not sure)
[]Being deaf
[x]Growing up
[]Monsters under my bed (a little)
[]Creepy noises during the night (a little)
[]Bee stings
[x]Not accomplishing my dreams/goals (Therefore I have no goals)
[]Needles (they make me so queasy and grossed out)
[]Blood
[x]Long words

I stole this from ~demonuncle

I don't like this test, there should be like half points for things, right? and most of these fears are so related, ya know?
MY total is 18. but if i couted halves id probably be mid- twenties. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9386459/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9386459/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 15:15:32 PDT I miss our rat. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9347102/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/9347102/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 19:11:01 PDT I don't mind if nobody reads it. But if you actually DO, you pathetic being, you... best responses would be silly, humorous observations and questions on life and things like it.

Tonight I watched a little show on String Theory on PBS.
I love PBS, and they certainly dumbed down and prettied up the flick so’s idiots like me can follow it.
Though I still don’t understand a damn thing about it.
And readers, don’t bother going to Wikipedia on it. It will make your brain burn.

I always did and probably always will hold on to my romantic and easy idea that whatever answers there are for anything in life, in the universe, in everything… are inherently simplistic. That everything is simple when you really see it.
But maybe I hold on to that idea because I was never one to wanna think too hard on anything.

But the only major idea I truly have is that there is no true reality. Watching that thing on PBS made me wonder on it a little, and made me a little less eager to openly express that idea. But I still can’t help believing it. After all it agrees with my idea that there is no absolute truth and there is no right and wrong. What I mean is, well… like, my little brother has a little bit of colorblindness… it actually helps him focus in first-person shooters, believe it or not… but he says that the cup of water I have is purple, and I tell him it’s red. And mom tells him it’s red. Well to him the damn thing is purple, and you can’t change it. It’s purple to him, in his world and in his mind. Besides, isn’t it supposed to just have something to do with light… causing most to see it as red, would another species of creature see it as a color we don’t know about yet? Then again… I don’t know anyone on Earth at least to have jumped off a cliff and simply bounced right back. And Nomatter how hard I try I can’t fly off the roof, or grow a prehensile tail or make my pet rock do a backflip and neither can anyone else.

…. Okay… hey, HEY! I knew this would be nonsensical rambling from the moment I opened up Word. And please, don’t argue with what I’m saying. I bet I already see the types of arguments you would make. I’m just not gonna waste my time typing out all those things to discredit my own sorry self.
But I like to hear other people’s equally silly ideas. I know mine are incomplete, and not expressed the way I’d like them to be.
Funny, earlier today my cousin said something about “Well THEN you wouldn’t even exist” or something like that, and I told my cousin “Maybe we DON’T exist and we just think we do? Yeah, argue with that!”

The whole show tonight only seemed to explain how they came to making the string theory… and whatever the hell it meant seemed to get past me. I don’t like that. I want it to be explained VERY SIMPLY! It should be possible… according to my reality.

Um…but the show described parallel universes, sort of like that idea of tons of different outcomes I saw on the X-Files once…. but parallel universes!? And an exact number of them? Wouldn’t THE UNIVERSE consist of whatever parallel dimensions there could be if there are any? What the hell does the universe exist IN, anyway? ‘Member that idea that the universe expands and contracts, and that life has been and stopped being before? Maybe someone like me has typed this before. But if mass and stuff really cannot be created or destroyed like they say, how would the universe have ever begun, if it is indeed like a rubber band?
And no, don’t you ever say “God” to me. If there is a God then it must be very lonely… unless we are individuals and not a part of it.
If we ARE a part of that being… we’re simply cells to it? Unless we really have been created separate with free wills and all, able to go beyond and try to understand it all… so in fact Jesus COULD cook a burrito so hot that he himself could not eat it… -_+

The universe... they say it’s expanding, you know. Well then what’s it feeding off of? What it expanding within?
We’ll never understand it. It IS “elegant”, a single equation that would explain existence. And there probably IS one, again, according to my reality… but we won’t find it. ‘Cause we’re still thinking in such simple terms aren’t we? Being and not being. I’ll bet there ain’t no difference.
Where’s the wall to the universe? If something is there… then doesn’t there have to be someplace where it isn’t?!
Maybe there is no universe.
Maybe we don’t exist and we just think we do.
Argue with THAT, bitch! ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8856926/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8856926/ Tue, 23 May 2006 18:06:02 PDT KaiKitsune ! CURSES!! somethgin about your tags is oddly comforting though almost unbearably irritating! ^_^
I hate these, and some of these were hard to do. i know ill regret some of my choices later but i absolutely refuse to think hard on it.

SEVEN THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
- Meet Shigeru Miyamoto
- Get Shigeru Miyamoto drunk enough for me to take advantage of him
- play Twilight Princess
- see that banned episode of Pokemon where James has boobs
- go fishing with my brother just him and me
- learn to ice skate
- marry a black man just to piss some of my family members off

SEVEN THINGS I CAN'T (OR WON'T) DO:
- won't dance or sing unless drunk
- won't play Playstation
- can't touch my nose with my tonge
- won't let my brother see me cry.
- can't stay at the bottom of the pool, I just float up.
- won’t shoot a deer for sport. I don’t like killing anything, even a cockroach. I will, but I really think it has a right to exist however pathetically it wants to.
- can’t watch the news without getting pissed off at the sensationalism

SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO MUSIC:
- When it don't repeat itself too much.
- or really brilliant melodies that CAN be repeated without annoying me
- when the musician can play his instrument to get a laugh out of you. (example: when Heifetz actually played the violin funny like)
- When they're weird and unique. like Bohemian Rhapsody
- when a while lot of things are going on at once. when you can't catch all the parts.
- when it's not too popular
- when notes follow each other in a way that gives me goosebumps

SEVEN THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
- Learn your place
- get away/ don't touch me
- aww he's so prut! (an odd word i made up)
- You're a liar and a thief!
- I've had enough of your tomfoolery!
- Tesselation! No gaps or overlaps!
- I hate y'all.

SEVEN MOVIES I COULD (OR DO) WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:
- (do) Young Frankenstein. mustve broke a record with that one
- (could) Rocky Horror Picture Show
- (could) Plan 9 from outer space
- (have even though I didn't care to) Galaxy Quest.
- (could) the shining and nightmare before christmas
- (do.... well, did until one point) Brave little toaster
- and i dunno im tired i dont wanna type no more

SEVEN VIDEO GAMES THAT THE STORY JUST GRABS YOU:
- Zelda
- Final fantasy I guess
- Pac Man. Hurry! Eat the dots or I'm pretty sure something bad will happen!
- Paper Mario 2. The characters had me. I got all teary when TEC was shut down.
- I can't do seven of these! It's not like games really rely on plot much anyway!!
-Mario Teaches Typing
-yeah I know I only did 5

i tag ~Zoicytes-Shadow because I really wish I knew more about you.
and naw you don't gotta try to do all of em cause i shure as hell didnt. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8853912/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8853912/ Tue, 23 May 2006 11:32:42 PDT delete-lover's rant on DP true fans and anti-fans [link] I just had to say something.

Anti-fans are haters. They’re the people who make those online games where you shoot Pikachu.
Slash writers are not anti-fans. And these purists need to go re-read the definition. Does drawing Kamek in handcuffs mean that I hate him? No! It means I have a sick, unhealthy attraction to the character and want to make fellow fans both grin and puke.
I didn’t even know this category existed. This category of “true” fans.

Sometimes I myself have found things online to be, well, sacrilegious. My little brother will say stuff about a character that is undeniably funny, but eventually I will have to scream, “Knock it off, that’s just goin’ too far!”
It’s like he’s crossed that line, where I feel as humiliated as the characters.

But that’s the whole point of fandom!
Expressing what you really want to happen on a show but you know never actually will. Pairing characters that you know were meant for each other.
Completely degrading a character you adore just for the sake of degrading them. Just for the sake of grossing yourself and everyone else out.
SLASH of all kinds. Incest, bestiality, a dash of necrophelia, and a hell of a lot of pedophilia.

My GAWD! What do these purists actually do with their time? What’s the point of writing a fic or drawing fanart if it doesn’t have an interesting twist to it? And I absolutely refuse to believe they haven’t looked at two enemies in a series and had a dark moment of realization that there just HAD to be some sexual tension right there.

How dare they say they are truer fans than us? Just because they aren't brave and imaginative enough to have a sense of humor about it? Especially on this website.
Because we are here to deviate.

I asked my little brother what he thought. (He's 11) and here's what he said:
"They’re all idiots.
They just care about perfection, not being INDIVIDUAL.
Just matching socks… instead of not matching socks.
We’re trying to make it alive, and we’re trying to make them laugh. Stuff that'll make them go doubleyou tee eff."


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btw I know I ain't drawn nothin' in a while. I hope to do something soon. And my cousin joined! I can't believe her parents let her! ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8766990/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8766990/ Sun, 14 May 2006 09:36:18 PDT
So we were in an accident yesterday about 2:00. Yet another uninsured Mexican ran a red light. I was with my sister, who was driving, and my two cousins. The car is done for by the way. Destroyed, it’s gruesome.

Anyway, I have to admit something that proves what an idiot I am. I had my feet up on the dashboard. I always do, and mom’s always telling me not to. Well when we crashed we found out that the airbags do indeed work. And my left leg, they say there’s nothing broken, but we dunno if there’s like torn tissue or anything we’ll just have to wait and see. But I can’t straighten my knee and I can’t manage to put weight on it… or bend it or move it much. And all this pain medicine does is make me nauseous. I threatened my mom that I was gonna projectile vomit all over her and her paperwork.
So yeah I guess I won't be puting my feet up on the dashboard anymore.
What's funny is that my little brother had acted up and my sister took him home, so it was because he is a spoiled brat that he didn't get injured. Karma my ass.
It seems I remember the incident better than anyone else, probably ‘cause of the pain. I actually remember the look on the little boys face in the other car before we hit into them. Oh yeah and why the hell does someone who won’t spend money on insurance go and buy an SUV?
Anyway I didn’t cry when we crashed. I had no interest in crying. I was screaming. I didn’t want to but I think it was the most pain I have ever been in. And this low gutteral scream just came out. And everyone else had gotten out and my 13 year old cousin [link] saw smoke coming from the car and was all like “Your gonna explode!” and she got the door open cause I couldn’t and got me out. Thirteen freakin years old, man. So now she’s a hero who saved the dummy, it’s actually pretty awesome.
So my cousin who we call Ratty is okay, but me Justina and my sister have some back neck and shoulder stuff, which is to be expected, (btw a verti-something in my cousin’s back was slipped outta place but it popped back during the cat-scan, which is so freakin’ cool!) and my sister has minor burns from the airbag. But it was a pretty nasty wreck, so we can all pretend the glass is half full.

Now I'm sure it goes without saying that I'm wallowing in self-pity, self-loathing, regret, and anxiety and all that good stuff... But now I would like to rant about one little thing that just happened.


I told everyone about my feet up on the dashboard and told them many times in many ways that they should NOT give me bullshit about it.

I was in the living room and gramma mentioned how I might be nervous about letting anyone else drive me now. And I mentioned something like oh great job, now she was making me wonder what woulda happened if I had been driving and stuff. And grampa said something similar to a get-over-it.
After a minute I started to get up saying “You know I left the room to get away from the voices in my head, but I’d rather hear their crap than hear y’all.” And grampa said “Get over it” And that I’m not gonna hurt his feelings, and to just go wobble on to my room then.
Get over it? He sure as hell ain’t helping me get over it.
I wasn’t trying to hurt nobody’s damn feelings, I just had to let something out. Because the other day, and then today while I was in here, my aunt has insisted on bringing up the obvious fact that I was a doofus for having my feet up there. I have reminded her time and time again that I don’t need to hear it, and I don’t need a story that relates to it and I don’t need a lecture or a fucking reminder because the pain reminds me every second I’m conscious. But she won’t shut up. And to make things worse for me in there, grampa was stupid enough to say if I hadn’t had my feet up on the dashboard I might not be hurt like this.
Yeah, and the sky is blue and girls have vaginas and Jesus died for our sins. Tell me something I don’t know. Tell me something I haven’t heard already. Tell me something that might actually be a little helpful. Does he have any idea how much pain I was in? And maybe I deserved it. Maybe I deserved that pain, but I don’t deserve THIS. I don’t deserve their bullshit.

Anyway, those who were patient enough to read this, thanks. But don’t think you have to go into all that “Oh I’m sorry” to make me feel better, because it won’t. And anyone who dares give me a lecture I am removing from my friends list. But humor is appreciated. Humor of any kind. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8619055/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8619055/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 08:17:51 PDT but, dude its on right now. But I had to post this!

NONE of the voices are the same! How come!? WTF!!!
HAHAHAHAH!!!
and while it was on my cousin called and was like "Are you watching this!?"


edit: just now:

ME: Mom, mom, you gotta come in here and see pokemon!
MOM: (she NEVER does) Nope. (NEVER does)
ME: But... but, none of the voices are the same, mom.
MOM: *runs in to see* ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8552349/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8552349/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 15:28:56 PDT tagged by ~KaiKitsune
im sick of these. i think more than half my journals are gonna be tags.
eventually im gonna stop doing them.


[my name is]: Cristin. M-O-O-N, that spells Cristin.
[in the morning i was]: laying around waiting for pokemon to come on
[all i need now is]: to inherit a bunch of money so i never have to work
[love is]: a word too loosely used.
[i'm afraid of]: Death. And life in a way.... uh never mind.
[i dream about]: zombies. And rat tail cereal

You:
-- Middle name: its gay. and nobody's business.
-- Birth time: i was too young to remember
-- Birthplace : some hospital... you damn stalkers.
-- Last place traveled: heh. the pool at whatshisface's house got lotsa water up my nose
-- Eye Color: theyre actually a kind of hazelish brown... but lets just say brown.
-- Nail Color: um whatever color nails are.
-- Height: almost 5 9
-- Zodiac Sign: Gemeni

Describe:
-- Your heritage: well, my last names french so you can bet theres alotta that, but ive actually got more german blood in me than that. also theres a good deal of native american... like chikasaw or choctow or some crap like that. then there's the irish and scotish and a little dutch. i personally think this questions dumb. ANSWER: I'm white.
-- The shoes you wore today: same 2 year old sneakers i always wear that used to be white once.
-- Your hair: brown. used to be shorter but i keep forgeting to cut it. so its been getting longer... i used to cut it short every summer but now my devart pics of me all have this ponytail so i cant change it.
-- Your weakness: probably how insecure i am
-- Your perfect pizza: meh

What is:
-- Your most overused phrase: I hate you/I hate y'all
-- Your thoughts first waking up: Lately= Can't wait for Cyberchase today!
-- Your current worry: all the crap i can never get around to doing.
-- Your plans tomorrow: goof off on the internet while everyone else is at church.
-- Your best physical feature: My hourglass figure that i hide under huge t-shirts
-- Your bedtime: sometimes between 11 and 12
You prefer:
-- sunrise or sunset: although i love night much more, sunrise is the one that doesnt make me sad
-- gore or horror: Horror when it works. (but gore is always guaranteed to work)
-- eastside or westside: of what?
-- stripes or polka dots: stripes!
-- Planes or trains: fart-power
-- metal or hardcore: what? theres a category called hardcore? The HELL!?
-- Pools or hot tubs: dark rooms.

Do You:
-- Do you think you've been in love: Never.
-- Want to get married: No.
-- Type w/ your fingers: no i type with my fucking nose.
-- Like to take baths: No. But i dont like being too icky so i have no choice.
-- Get motion sickness: Yeah sure.
-- Like talking on the phone: I HATE it!
-- Like thunderstorms: Yeah.
-- Play an instrument: just what i taught myself to play on my keyboard once every few months. not bad for someone who hardly plays at all and had nobody to show them what to do actually.
-- Workout: you couldnt pay me to.
-- Like reading: enjoy it whenever i get around to it, which is rare.

Favorite:
-- Body part:
-- Kind of fruit: cantalpoe
-- Music to fall asleep to: I fall asleep to metallica and nirvana because they were my lullabies as a child.
-- Car: a car's a car. dunno the difference. but i like those old ones like thunderbirds and stuff theyre cool. adn also those butt-ugly station wagons.
-- Number: 64. i dunno. oh no 42, right? is the ultimate answer.
-- Thing to do: play video games. submit deviantart and wait for whatever few comments come up. stare into space and do absolutely nothing. i do nothing alot.
-- Horror movie: plan 9 from outer space.
-- Color: Green. Luigi rules.
-- Food: dunno. i eat a lot of food. no the bacon ultimate cheeseburger is NOT my fav food. i had one today. i feel so guilty.

The Future:
-- Age you hope to be married: i plan to live with 20 cats. never get married.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: if I ever had a kid, im pro-aborton (pro choice and pro life are dumb terms. just call it anti or pro-whatever) but i don't think i would get an abortion if it wasnt completely necessary. so if i DID have a kid, Girl= Zelda. Boy= Bubbah. I could just hear myself saying "Bubbah, get yer butt in here 'fore I get that hose! I'll sorry you good!!"
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: something gothic.
-- How do you want to die: With a game boy in my hands.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: I... ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8497402/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8497402/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 08:08:04 PDT tagged by ~WitchyWanda

1. I've never dyed my hair.
2. It takes very little for my lips to start bleeding for some reason
3. I only display affection towards my brother's pet rat.
4. I hate my father.
5. I pronounce roof like "ruff"
6. I always pick the yellow pictionary peice because nobody likes yellow, and neither do I.

I've decided that im gonna tag ~Zoicytes-Shadow now! HEEHEEHEEE!!!! ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8437626/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8437626/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 11:49:58 PDT It's actually kind of dumb but not entirely, cause this is a for-real survey. Typed it from a paper that was passed to me today. So take it. ^_^ so that I didn't type all this out for nothing!

1. How strongly are you attracted to members of the opposite sex?
0 = Very Strongly
1 = Moderately
2 = Not at all

2. Have you ever had a dream about a sexual encounter with a member of the same sex?
0 = No
1 = Yes

3. Have you ever had a waking fantasy about a sexual encounter with a member of the same sex?
0 = No
1 = Yes

4. Have you ever voluntarily had sexual contact (such as kissing or petting) with a member of the same sex?
0 = No
1 = Yes

5. How frequent are your same-sex fantasies or dreams?
0 = Never had them
1 = Rare or Occasional
2 = Frequent

6. Have you ever felt sexually aroused when you had any exposure to two people of your same sex having a sexual encounter (through gossip, a video, or some other means)?
0 = No
1 = Yes

7. Would you be willing to have sexual relations with someone of the same sex?
0 = No
1 = Maybe
2 = Yes

8. How frequent are your same-sex encounters?
0 = Never had them
2 = Rare or occasional
3 = Frequent

Now add up the numbers and see where you stand.

0-1: Exclusively heterosexual
2-3: Predominantly heterosexual
4-5: Predominantly heterosexual, with homosexual tendencies
6-7: Equally heterosexual and homosexual
8-9: Predominantly homosexual, with heterosexual tendencies
10-11: Predominantly homosexual
12-13: Exclusively homosexual


Wanna know what I got?
I'm a 5! -_+ To be honest I'm not too suprized, but I never really thought much about it before. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8436012/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8436012/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 10:30:46 PDT But my stalker hasn't bothered me for an entire week!
Okay no he's not exactly a stalker but he was pushing it.

So on valentines day this guy, sort of like a friend, asked me out so I said sure what the hell. Well he's been bothering me every fucking day since then.
He isn't a deprived weirdo. He's actually hilarious and weird and in no way at all socially awkward, he has a hell of a lot more friends than I do. He's just... I dunno.
I've been getting meaner and meaner to try to get him to understand that I don't want to be with him. Yeah I never REALLY wanted to hurt his feelings but he deserved it.

Fucking delusional EMO, convinced that if he bugs me every fucking day it'll somehow change my mind! Getting on my LAST nerve!

...Well last tuesday I think I was finally mean enough.
He hasn't even called my cell. So it's officially been a week that he's left me alone... and sure, sure I'm glad.

But a part of me is kinda distressed... because him showing up really boosted my ego! And he was my only source of narcissistic supply.

Who shall boost my ego now!? -_+



EDIT:
Woops! Like right after I wrote this, he showed up again. It seemed he intended to go missing for an exact week. Grrreeeeeaaaat.......... ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8268552/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8268552/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 19:48:24 PST canadian-pirate-girl's journal entry. shoot.


EVERYONE That reads this journal entry have to do this things:

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie
2. an artist (books or comics)
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8258077/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/8258077/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 17:30:44 PST I wasted all this time doing it, and then when i sent it in all that showed up was a blank piece of crap!! NO FUCKING WAY I'M TYPING IT ALL UP AGAIN!!! Hell no!!
Damnit i poured my heart out!!
see ~KaiKitsune tagged me, and damnit i did it but it didn't show up. well the hell with it.
.....
.....
.... alright fine I'll do it again.
10 weird things about me I probably haven't mentioned before.
1) I don't like white chocolate
2) I don't like people touching me
3) I have a cowboy hat. got it last weekend from uncle. so drunk i was.
4) I can probably recite all of Young Frankenstein.
5) I remembered Shigeru Miyamoto's birthday but not my mom's.
6) I almost always have socks on.
THE FOLLOWING ARE MY DARKEST SECRETS. Honestly I don't just tell people this stuff!!!!! I dunno how it got to this... but here they are. I can't believe I typed these.
7) I'm a bit nervous around water. Childhood trauma.
8) I have this obsessive issue with washing my hands alot even though I'm a truly filthy person.
9) I like flowers, and I don't want anyone to know. So don't tell anybody.
10) And finally, my darkest secret... I have a thing for Paul Lynde.
I'm gonna go hide in a hole now. -_+
so I guess if you wanna be tagged by me then you are.
it was such a drag trying to remember what i had put before... i think i changed one or two. oh well who cares. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/7698844/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/7698844/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 16:30:31 PST What you do, if I tag you I guess, is you copy this and put x on what all is true. the things in parenthesis are just my own little comments.
Oh and i recently edited some info i messsed up on... uh...

Appearance
[] I am shorter than 5'4".
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (I burn easily)
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tatto0.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles. (not enough to count as anything)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

Sk0ol/Work
[x] I'm in sk0ol.
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/sk0ol.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of sk0ol.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than one class last year.
[] I've stolen something from my job.
[] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (almost but not quite)
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. (only a tiny little bit of tinke, like, a drop)
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples. (had forehead glued...)
[x] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I've had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.
(wow I go nowhere! I suck!)
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a sho0ting star.
[] I've wished on a sho0ting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower. (not sure, dont see much in the city anyway)
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (UTA pajama party. Wore tank top and short shorts in 40 degree weather)
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a r0of top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (all the time. did screamer lines)
[x] I've eaten sushi. (gag)
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(actually, ive only had other people have feeling for me when i didn't have them back)
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promis... ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/7376466/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/7376466/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 19:30:34 PST
Okay, does anyone have Animal Crossing for DS yet? If you do, you can probably get a wifi connection at yer local mcdonald's, if you don't have it at home. Anyway, I'm not completely sure how the whole friend code stuff works, but I'm sure if you knew our friend code, you could join in.

The thing is, my little brother is very good at forcing out tears, and he has really been acting well the past bunch of days because he really, really wants to meet someone in AC.

If you would like to visit our town, please PM me. It will probably be Kyle you'll talk to. And we will be sitting at stupid mcdonald's at exactly 3 o clock pm, from 3 to 3:30 probably. If you have a job then, well im sorry.
And if I'm missing some sorta rules about the whole wifi thing, well go ahead and tell me how dumb i am. -_+ ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/7248278/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/7248278/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 15:26:07 PST ... someone make me feel better.... and no i am not deleting her.
anyway its cool i got it though, i dont have a usb thing or a router yet, but itll be fun anyway. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6926957/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6926957/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 14:38:29 PST thats what my brother said today...

For halloween, Kyle was Popeya and I was Olive! I make the best olive. I should do Olive on stage. Strangers have freakin told me I look and move like her.
Anyway... like 3 or 4 strangers took our pictures, hehe, creepy. Anyway it was cool.
... um oh about what he said...
“If-if you weren’t born yet and you didn’t have a brain… you’d just think you’re free.”
hahah, hes so insane. Mom taught him what a prostitute was just a while ago... he said he kinda already knew... he's only 10 fer Din's sake!!!
... and then he got to learn about condoms. and I think that statement had something to do with it, cause after the discussion he acted like a widdle sperm gleefully swimming along and then bumping into the, uh, blockade he'd just learned about. it was funny. never mind I guess you'd have to be there.
I remember when I first learned about condoms... I was younger than 6 thats all i know. And i saw a commercial where a condom package went "shh" or something... and mom talked about how something (probably sperm) has to find the egg and if it doesn't it dies... so I just imagined the condom package I saw on tv, inside a Jabu-Jabu like area, with a basket, hunting for easter eggs in a panic. No wonder I'm so screwed up.
...
...
god what a long pointless journal. ramble-ramble

The Nintendo forum is really pissing me off. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6821967/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6821967/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 18:54:03 PDT canadian-pirate-girl did a journal, and I participated so now I have to do this... but I swear, I don't remember a Goddamn thing about any of you people!
I really really don't!

Leave a comment on this journal and.....

1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6757238/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6757238/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 12:08:19 PDT Where's the Arthur fandom!?
Yeah... we turn on Arthur every weekday morning. And it rocks. It's the best PBS cartoon in history. I mean, this cartoon had an apisode about cussing! The whole episode had BLEEPING all in it!!!
We somehow all fell in love with Arthur before even realizing it. And so yesterday I thought I'd go looking online. And Arthur deserves way more than this!

Where's the fandom!? Hardly any real deviantart. IIIIIIIIIII..... am on a mission!
I always wanted to do a Buster pic anyway.

Hey mom's finally started playing Paper Mario 2. Now I get to go through the same crap I did with Laurin. But it's fun seeing mom act even more chidlish that usual anyway. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6650358/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6650358/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 10:55:15 PDT
.... Kill the Oysters!

...
... I really do love it here. This is the best place on the internet. ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6531265/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6531265/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 18:50:13 PDT
So I've been bored all day... (watched Nightmare Before Christmas and is infatuated with it again)
And so I go look and see if theres any new Beetlejuice fics... and I'm just sitting here... ready to search fanfiction.net...... and so I type in Magic Schoolbus. And there was some!! Too bad I didn't really care to read any... I just don't think Magic Schoolbus fics would be all that fun. -_+ maybe later though, I dunno.

Then in my twisted mind I thought it would be fun to look for more unlikely fiction.
And heres some of the wirdest I found...

I never expected there to be fanfiction on the following things:
Rocky Horror Picture show
Care Bears
Diary of Anne Frank
Tetris

It just doesn't make sense. The only one there that could ever make sense is probably those goddamn Carebears!!

I also saw Some like it hot, and Marx Bros fanfiction. Marx bros fanfiction? You're kidding, right?

Anyway, if anybody's reading this, maybe you'd like to list bizarre choices to write fics for? ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6345068/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6345068/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 20:04:37 PDT The rat started licking the cup... but then lost interest...
I can't believe she did that.


oh man. she did it again too... and the rat just lapped it up, and cupped it with his hand.... oh i wish i charged my camera. He didnt stop until i made mom take it away!!! ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6143138/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6143138/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 15:43:43 PDT *runs into wall*
sugar!!
I luv sugar!
if i love anything it isnt you!!
bovine!!! cults of fish!!!
heeheehee!!!(
how come symphony is made by hersheys, but is better than a hershy bar but costs more.... how come bottled water costs a fucking 1:75?
I feel so annying!! i got aadvanced copy of nintendogs a couple of days ago...


candeh!!!! ]]> ~Cristin http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6115998/ http://Cristin.deviantart.com/journal/6115998/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 19:21:52 PDT 2) Exceeded data transfer on geocities.
3) Little brother got bored as well. Decided to find glitches in PM2. Gave his hammer eyes, made the screen shake for a long period of time, deeply confused poor Koops. That's my brother.
4) Decided to look for naughty Wuya/Jack Spicer fanfiction. Could only find Jack/Kimiko fics. Not much either. Very dissapointed.
5) Brother began taunting his rat.
6) Rat fell behind desk after eating Q-tips.
7) Typed this journal.

Yeah I just did this cause I was bored. I'm scared of tomorrow, I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of growing up....
oh well, as bored as i've been i expected to get depressed sooner... ]]> ~Cristin