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I'm not dead, you know. In fact, I'm active all over the internet. Except on deviantart. Which makes me feel kinda bad. So allow me to update you briefly, since I can't remember anything of import that I should tell you.

Except this.


For the moment, I've sort of drifted away from the manga style of drawing. I've developed a more cartoonish sort of style that I really love drawing and am better at doing. I will be writing a weekly comic (ahem, I hope) and uploading it onto [link]

That's all I have to say for now. I'll keep you guys posted.

Peace.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/16334754/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/16334754/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 18:41:41 PST


So Marigold, my love, you've had too much to drink
And I need not remind you, our discount tickets for this sinking ship
Take-backs and sweet regrets, that's all that we have left
No one is looking out for anyone but number one
One to one, two to dance, we all get our sweet romance
Though sour grapes will turn to wine its all just vinegar with time
And oh, I want to know, we all want to know
How can anybody treat somebody so?
She said it hurts too much
I said it will never hurt enough
No one will ever see these cuts
No one will ever call this bluff
But that's just the way that it goes
And when he left us he said, "It's not so bad"
That motherfucker he took everything we had
And when I'm thinking back, I'm counting all the ways
Nobody helped us so we dreamt of better days
And we sang: "Yeah that's just the way that it goes"
Yeah, we used to be in love (my love!), but now we're just in like
And we broke all our promises and baby that ain't right
Because you don't know what it's like to lose it all
Take it back, take it back because you don't know what it's like to be on the receiving end of it all
No! no! You were not on the receiving end of it all
You beg and plead, but no one here can save you
Why would they try when they can't quite save themselves?
So Marigold, someday we'll have to write a script
But I won't stop denying ashamed of all the selfish things we did
Dropped out of every single friendship that you had
They nearly loved you, but you never could have loved somebody back
Tell me of your sorrows; tell me everything from the start
I'd like to do my part to help a friend in need
I said you could come to me, but when you needed someone most, I wasn't there,
I wasn't even...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/16231411/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/16231411/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 21:04:31 PST
So. 2008, huh? What do you guys think, huh? If you ask me, it's scary. I mean, I'm halfway through high school almost. Soon I'll be a junior. Then a senior. Then I hit the road. And same goes for a lot of my good friends. And of course, some of my freshman friends have longer to go, but still, the "end" is so near...And I'm scared.

Who would have thought that all these crazy things would've happened this year? Halo 3...Gorillaz D-Sides...4chan getting hacked...Me losing a girlfriend and going through therapy because of it...My friends going through shit and shine...And I might risk being cheesy, but tears, anger, laughter, hugs, kisses, love, hate, death...Pretty much every emotion I can think of has happened. I had expected that 2007 would end happily and crazy, all my friends close together and having fun. Turns out that I was really wrong on some parts, though, too.

Stephanie abandoned me and some of her friends. My grandma died. My friends have horrible problems. I am struggling in school because I can no longer concentrate.

I just hope so much that this year is better. And I hope the same for all my friends. Happy f***ing New Year, guys...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15766685/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15766685/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 14:55:52 PST
And also, think...It'll just mess a girl up if I freaking USE her to attempt to get over Stephanie, which would most likely be a failed attempt any which way. Let's just say, I'll feel terrible for the girl, and the girl would be upset too (unless she's a hardass XD). So yeah, no rebound dating for me.

In other news, I had an eventful weekend. I marched in the Festival of Lights parade which was, y’know…OK. Ten minutes of marching straight forward and playing Frosty The Snowman isn’t my idea of a great time. But hey, the bandies are always cool.

I also went to the East Winter Formal with Ali, Therese, and Lydia, and that was fun. We had some laughs, danced, caught up and saw old friends. It was nice seeing them all.

Oh, and on Friday I saw The Odyssey production put on by North. It was fantastic! It really made me want to act again, badly, so I’ll probably try to do Showcase, which is next up in the play lineup. The only thing with the play was, well, I found out that day that Stephanie was in the play. -_- The problem with that was, the whole play, I was distracted and taunted by her dazzlingly gorgeous looks. Eh…It kind of hurt. I had no idea she was into acting. See? Something we both enjoyed. We still have a lot in common.

But I digress. If all goes well, I’ll celebrate Nile’s 16th birthday party next this coming Friday, and that’s awesome. For now, peace, friends.

-Kyle

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15697431/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15697431/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 17:40:26 PST
So for Thanksgiving my family went to Ohio to visit my grandfather, Aunts, Uncles, and cousins, and other assorted friends to the family. All in all, it was a very eventful trip and I really enjoyed myself. Anyways, we hung out, ate tons of turkey, mashed potatoes, and other vital Thanksgiving foodstuffs, opened a couple early Channukah presents (some of us only get to see one another once a year) and just had a good time in general. I got to play some Assassin’s Creed, which was pretty cool, and helped myself to a little Halo 3 as my cousin had brought his Xbox 360. I spent the night with my cousins (22 and 25 years old) and we ate half of a cherry pie and played Assassin’s Creed until 3:00 am. Something that was fun for me this time around was the fact that my cousin, like me, is an internet geek, so there were a lot of inside jokes we could chuckle over behind the family’s backs.

On Friday, my cousins took my sister and I to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, and to me, that is where the gods reside. Like, the spirits of the gods or…something weird like that whatever. So that was really cool.

Yeah, basically, Thanksgiving was great. Now I require some input…regarding Stephanie again. Yup. Anyways, My mind has basically gotten to the point where I don’t act sad or miserable, etc., any more. It’s all just kind of hidden and it’s going to grow and grow until all my sadness bursts forth again, but not for a while. For now I can go on pretending to be happy and attempt to focus better. Inside, I’m completely torn up over this and it seems like she’s just hurting me over and over and over…and over again. I KNOW THIS ALL SOUNDS EMO BUT GET OVER IT. Anyway, my question is, should I “try” to “see other girls?” I’m not sure if I can. I know I still love her and I know that if some girl is convinced that I’ve changed my feelings for her, they’d end up getting very hurt in the end. I’m just thinking, though, whether it might help a little to, er, “see” some girl for a little a while, just to help keep my bursting bubble at bay. I really just NEED somebody to care for like I did for her, it feels so good to care for somebody like that, and I miss being able to do that. But if I end up with another girl, I’ll still have the same feelings for Stephanie, so I’m kinda worried that it’d piss off a girl to find out that I used her to help keep myself calm about a previous girl, one I’m not over at all. ‘Course, Stephanie did that with Derek (or so I hear) and, well. They’re still talking. Even though were angry at each other for a short period of time. Fancy that. BUT SHE STILL WON’T AT LEAST BE MY FRIEND. Whatever. I don’t get it. Anyways, I kinda rambled on and this ending bit probably doesn’t make as much sense as I hoped it would, but I had to hurry. Please give me your suggestions. BYE.

PS: STREETLIGHT MANIFESTO ROCKS.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15567447/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15567447/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 18:51:10 PST
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
Cos I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
Because they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
Because I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Tell me that you'll open your eyes

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15357579/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15357579/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 07:23:56 PST
Disc 1:
1. 68 State
2. People
3. Hongkongaton
4. We are Happy Landfill
5. Hong Kong
6. Highway (Under Construction)
7. Rockit
8. Bill Murray
9. The Swagga
10. Murdoc is God
11. Spitting Out the Demons
12. Don't Get Lost in Heaven (Original Demo Version)
13. Stop the Dams

Disc 2:
1. DARE (DFA Remix)
2. Feel Good Inc (Stanton Warriors Remix)
3. Kids With Guns ( Jamie T's Turns To Monsters Mix)
4. DARE (Soulwax Remix)
5. Kids With Guns (Hot Chip Remix)
6. El Manana (Metronomy Remix)
7. DARE (Junior Sanchez Remix)
8. Dirty Harry (Schtung Chinese New Years Remix)
9. Kids With Guns (Quiet Village Remix)

Oh man, am I excited. Just thought I might let you all know. ^.^

In other news: she still treats me like I don't exist. I don't want to take anti-depressants.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15283388/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15283388/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 07:03:50 PDT Death Note. DEATH NOTE.

I've been writing ideas in my notebook, guys. Expect nice things soon.

OH GODDAMN I CAN'T TYPE TODAY.


So yeah, more Random Comics, various doodles, blah blah...And maybe a surprise.



My therapist may put me on happy pills. D:

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15211887/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15211887/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 06:31:18 PDT
Don't expect me to be on here too often...I'll use the school computers when I can.




Bye guys.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15120206/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15120206/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 18:56:11 PDT
Tomorrow I have a trumpet party, which will kick ass. I guess. Keep my mind off of things, at least. We'll eat Zwanzig's and watch Kung Pow and play capture the flag. Plus, we're making tons of sweets, including my mom's mom's popcorn sweet ball recipe, and those are so delicious they're practically orgasmic. Erm, uh...

Yeeeeeeahhhh... >_>



Anyways, This Saturday we'll be going to Scream Acres probably, and I might get to see Ali, Mal, and my East friends I haven't seen in a loooong time.




I really miss her, too...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15083821/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/15083821/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:12:23 PDT
Ummm. So I've been grounded from the computer for a while, so I apologize for my absence. But anyways, I got some stuff to say.

First of all, since I've been banned from the computer at home, I have been unable to write Quest which makes me sad (I may attempt to boot up my old piece-of-shit laptop, but I can't promise anything. Plus, it's not connected to the internet). Being grounded sucks, but hey, I have fall break to play around and, well, hopefully not be TOO lonely.

I've gotten back into my obsessive Gorillaz phase. I'll bet if you walk by me in the hallway you'll hear me humming some sort of Gorillaz tune. Well, I mean, that's considering you are a resident of Columbus North High School and are actually able to walk by me in the halls. *Hums D.A.R.E.*

Our band went to ISSMA regionals over the weekend and sadly, we did not make it to State. *sigh* But hey, we marched a good show, and that's what matters. I'm mainly happy that our band directors are pleased.

Tried talking to Stephanie. Still ignoring me...Cuddling up with other guys again, same old...I really don't get it. But I won't go into detail. Ugh...

Oh, wait! Something actually cool that happened to me, Garrett, and Barrett at the band competition was we met one of our friends from the internet! We once belonged to a website called Cerise Island (now [link] I think, correct me if I'm wrong) and we met a girl one there with the screen name Espeon Queen, and we added her to an instant messaging service (she called herself "Krystal") and she told us a short while before the band competition that she was moving to Lafayette Jefferson High School, and their band was competing that night as well, so at 9:00 pm we met her at the concessions stand and viola! It was pretty cool. I'd never met somebody I'd known only through the internet. (I think I'll try and meet Patrick next XD)

Guys, Super Smash Bros. Brawl has been moved to launch on Feb. 10. D: They must hate us. Dammit. I WANT MY BRAWL. I need some new characters to pound into the fucking ground to vent my frustration. >_>



Wanna see me do something cool off the top of my head?

I'm happy, I'm feelin' glad
I got sunshine in a bag, I'm useless
But not for long the future
Is comin' on, it's comin' on it's comin' on...

Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothin' cuz I'm countin' no age
Naw, I couldn't be there, naw, you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs and I'm under each snare
Intangible, bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view, look I'll make it all managable
Pick and choose, sit and lose, all you different crews

*Bell rings*

Oops! I'll finish that later. 0_0

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14976978/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14976978/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 19:55:04 PDT The player of this game starts with 6 weird habits/things about themselves. You then tag 6 people with listing their names, you have to comment their deviant page telling them they got tagged and to read your journal. They then have to tell 6 weird habits/things about themselves. Remember to state this rule clearly~

Oddity Uno: I am, surprisingly, into some emo music
Oddity Dos: My parents and sister can curl their tongue, and I can't! wtf
Oddity Tres: I have an entire other world inside my head called Enda, which is the world that my story Quest takes place at.
Oddity Cuatro: I still like the Pokemon video games
Oddity Cinco: I always put my left sock on first, my left leg through the left panthole first, and my left arm through the left sleeve first, every time i get dressed in the morning
Oddity Seis: There's something on my right angle that, when I move my foot a certain way, I can make a loud cracking noise

I tag:
- Sarah S.
- Barrett
- Kauilani (spelled wrong, sorry)
- Sarah H.
- TT
- Patrick

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14976754/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14976754/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 19:39:55 PDT



Here's this.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...

Opening Credits:
Mr. Moonlight - The Beatles

Waking Up:
Another One Bites The Dust - Queen

First Day of School:
Power of Love- Jimi Hendrix (lol wut?)

Falling in Love:
Sweetest Thing - U2 (Now everybody say: "D'awwwwwww")

Fight Song:
We'll Be Here (When You're Gone) - Goo Goo Dolls

Breaking Up:
I Did It - Dave Matthews (Haha, what? She did, not me lawl)

Prom:
My Wife - The Who (Hahahaha, what...?)

Life:
Run Away Child Running Wild - The Temptations (Bad omen... o_o)

Mental Breakdown:
This Is Halloween - Panic! At The Disco (OMG, if I ever go insane, this song would be perfect)

Driving:
Mother Goose - Jethro Tull (Huh?)

Flashback:
Hong Kong - Gorillaz (Umm...what?)

Getting Back Together:
Foxy Lady - Jimi Hendrix (OMG YES)

Wedding:
Argue - Matchbox 20 (DOES NOT BODE WELL BUT LOL)

Birth of a Child:
Love Of My Life - Dave Matthews (Woah, eww, incest what...?)

Final Battle;
The Battle Of Evermore - Led Zeppelin (OMG YES YES IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE)

Death Scene:
Autumn Cannibalist - Die Mannequin

Funeral Song:
Girl Like That - Matchbox 20 (Did I get a sex change...?)

End Credits:
Weasel Stomping Day - Weird Al (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14959257/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14959257/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 16:56:10 PDT not play a single note, my lips and tongue were so freakin' dry.


We stayed overnight at a hotel, and that was nice. I was with my close friends Garrett, Barrett, and Adam, and that was, haha, fantastic to say the least. Those kids crack me up. We stayed up until 3:00 am watching Adult Swim, doing things such as chuckling at The Boondocks and bitching about the crappy American dub of Bleach. I was sad that Harvey Birdman wasn't on, though. -.-


On the bus ride back, me, Garrett, Adam, Mitch and I discussed how it would be totally awesome if goats exploded. Hahaha, see, earlier we had been talking about a certain type of goat that, when you scare it, it falls over and plays dead as a defense mechanism. You can kinda see where it went from there; "Oh, wow, why don't they just explode?" We began discussing baby goat grenades and goatsplosions and goat-wielding terrorists. Man, are we terrible.


I was so exhausted when I got home that I collapsed in the living room and fell asleep for about a half an hour. When I woke up, "A Walk To Remember" was on the TV, and I left quickly thinking "Shit, that's the movie Stephanie used to tell me she wanted to watch with me."


Not much work on Quest, obviously, having been away from home almost all weekend, but tonight I'll try doing some work if I'm not too tired by the time my parents get to bed.


Oh, real quick. I have a complaint to make. What the fuck is with the people who make fun of the bandies for no reason? Can they not get a life or something? Seriously. They don't realize the smarts and the physical strength needed to march a good show, nor how aggravating the directors can be. I want to see those kids try a marching band practice sometime, see what they think. They think we're all nerds and dorks. Well, I got news for you jerks. First, it's a proven fact that musicians are better lovers. Second, the band kids are some of the coolest and most fun kids at our school. And guys, admit it; we have many super sexy band geeks. Geeks are pretty sexy themselves, but...band geeks are super sexy. Jerks. >_>




Oh my gawd, guys, long live rock.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14918897/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14918897/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 20:25:50 PDT
TRYING. TO. FIND. TIME. TO. FUCKING. WRITE. QUEST.

Band and life is getting in the way, and now I'm starting fucking counseling sessions, so I have even MORE to deal with, as well as guitar lessons! EEEEERGH.

So in other words, less sleep, more writing on Quest. It's not like I sleep much any more anyways. I always sit there in my bed, thinking about...things, and I don't get to sleep.

This Tuesday, we're-a havin' a Japanese cosplay Halloween party. So I'm a geek. I'm dressing up as L, from Death Note, and my friend Nile is probably gonna dress up as N. It'll be interesting to see people's reactions at school. I'll be wearing baggy jeans, a white shirt, wearing dark dark eye shadow, not wearing shoes, and I'll be carrying around a plate with a piece of cake on it. Yum.

But yeah, it'll be interesting to see some reactions to that. Lately, I don't give a shit what people think about me. I'm too tired of caring about other people and I've decided to focus on one main group of people to worry and care for.



OK, I'm off to finish homework and write Quest. Bye.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14876028/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14876028/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 18:58:06 PDT
Now you may ask "Silly Kyle, how do you deduce this?"

Well, lately I've felt empty and insane and I've watched friends and former lovers feeling the same way, or at least similar.


And you know what? In some sadistic and twisted way it has inspired me. I now know how I will write Quest. How it will begin. How it will end.

Oh, I get it. You people all think I'll be nice enough to provide you with a little excerpt. WELL GUESS WHAT.



Well, you're right. Here ya go:


The light danced and sparkled in mysterious, dazzling, and complex patterns, catching Crow's eyes immediately.

"And," said Crow slowly, "What's that?" His head turned grudgingly from the beautiful sight back towards Fross.

"That," he said, "Is your emotion all bottled up and manifested. Don't touch it," he added, quickly, as Crow's hand drew nearer to the orb of light. "If you take all your emotion in at once, it'll kill you almost instantly." Crow drew back.

"Good. But maybe you're wondering what this practice is? That emotion of yours is the prize of completing this test, Evermore. However, you must earn back your emotions slowly and in tiny portions."

"What are the rules?"

"Kill May."

May drew back, and her eyes widened. After a few moments of silence:

"What?!" Crow cried, appalled. "I won't do that! Never! I couldn't ever do that!" Fross smirked at this.

"You must," he said, "Within approximately two hours. Or you'll die. Each blow you land on her will win you back a bit of emotion. Go." And with that, Fross vanished.

Crow's eyes were still fixed where Fross had once stood. He swallowed, like there was a lump in his throat, and turned toward May, toward his love. He got into a fighting stance.

"You know I won't kill you," he said, "Let me die."

"Too easy of a choice," said May, also drawing into a fighting stance, "There's got to be some catch. Fross needs both of us. You know that."

And with that, she charged, slamming her staff straight into Crow's chest.

Yeah. That's all you get for now. I'll upload perhaps 3 or 4 chapters on here. If you want to read the full thing eventually, then you'll have to ask me to give you a hard copy when I get about ten chapters in.

In other news, "You Could Be Happy" by Snow Patrol is perhaps the third song to ever make me cry. Hard.

You Could Be Happy

"You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go.

And all the things that I wish I had not said,
Are played in loops till it's madness in my head.

Is it too late to remind you how we were?
But not our last days of silent screaming blur.

Most of what i remember makes me sure
I should've stopped you from walking out the door.

You could be happy I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think just do

More than anything I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world"

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14851801/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14851801/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 07:11:31 PDT
'Salem's Lot.




This book even horrified Ruel Pedigo. It is amazing, and none of that stupid romance crap. VAMPIRES WILL SUCK YOUR BLOOD OR KILL YOU. Not fall in love. Sheesh. GET OVER TWILIGHT ALREADY. I'm looking at you...Laura-Beth, Stephanie K., Sarah...


But anyways, I haven't really had a real journal in a while due to multiple things:

a. Inability to create a complete drawing and color it
b. Lack of inspiration (kinda the same as a)
c. Dealing with life (which kinda sucks right now)
d. Stress

Sorry, I know I should try harder, but right now I simply don't feel like trying, and I simply attempt drawing, but then I decide that's what I don't want to do at the moment. Then I try to play video games, watch TV, read, talk to friends, and I simply end up not wanting to do those things, because I know what it is that I want to do yet I can't do it. So I sit on my ass, trying to figure out what to do to keep myself occupied and stop myself from thinking and thinking and thinking and wishing.

But wishing never got anybody anywhere. Oh well.



Yesterday we marched a show for an ISSMA competition at East. We took every award and won. It was a great show, I must say, and it was too bad we couldn't have marched as well the weekend before, because we really fucked that show up.

So it was pretty good, and I was happy to hang out with that big family we like to call band (despite the fact that some of us in the "family" are forcibly disbanded/too afraid to talk to each other). So some stuff has been depressing, but whatever. I can't help that I really want to care for her when I sit and watch her get sick, and I can't do a thing to make her feel better, etc. etc., blah blah blah, I still love her, blah blah etc.

Oh yeah so I'm listening Catch Hell Blues by the White Stripes. My Chemical Romance, White Stripes, and The Beatles have been my saviors as of late. I'd otherwise be listening to Coldplay or Snow Patrol, but they sing too much about love.

I think I'm a little sick...Stomach's been achin' a lot lately, getting headaches at band. I used to never get headaches, ugh.


Oh, and I do have one picture to upload. John Lennon portrait. I've been too lazy to upload it yet.

GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT GO READ 'SALEM'S LOT

Martyr:

A person who is put to death or endures great suffering on behalf of any belief, principle, or cause.

A Martyr For My Love For You, The White Stripes. You guys should listen to it.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14804592/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14804592/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:17:23 PDT



Not to make me feel worse.








What happened to the people who told me "it'll get better?" Because those people were wrong.






No thanks for not being there.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14693556/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14693556/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 20:20:11 PDT
Sarah dressed me up as an emo today. 'Twas, how you say..."hardcore." As in hardcore homosexual. I'm never doing that again. EVER.







Ever get that feeling that your thoughts are so loud you can never hear yourself speak?

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14678084/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14678084/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 18:19:13 PDT
I really hate it. I have no idea where it's coming from, but I sit there for perhaps an hour trying to stop shaking. I don't want to see this shit any more.

I think that simply my worry about her reached a boiling point. I always had nightmares where she was hurt or killed, but nothing so gruesome as that. I'm pretty much tired of being so worried sick over her, but it's that kind of feeling you get where you don't want it, but you want it so badly. Sort of, like, to remind you that you still have what she decided she'd so easily leave behind.

Enough of that, though. Same old story. I have some nice stuff to upload that I'd forgotten about, and I'll get it up here at some point, hopefully soon. Another Random Comic, a portrait of John Lennon, and eventually I'll finish my picture of the Led Zeppelin guitarist, and yeah, I'm using the pic that's my display ID.

So, yeah, wish me luck on the picture and...whatever.


]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14548302/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14548302/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 16:00:48 PDT Laying everybody low with me a love song that he made
Finds a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like "You and me babe; how about it?"

Juliet says "Hey its Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack,"
He's underneath the window,
She's singing "Hey la, my boyfriend's back!
You shouldn't come around here singing up at people like that
Anyway, what you gonna do about it?"

Juliet, the dice were loaded from the start
And I bet and you exploded into my heart
And I forget...the movie song...
When you wanna realize it was just that the time was wrong...
Juliet...?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes, and the dream was just the same
And I dreamed your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me as if I was just another one of your deals?

When you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin, yeah
Now you just says "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know I used to have a scene with him..."

Juliet, when we made love you used to cry
You said "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
There's a place for us, you know...the movie song
When you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong...
Juliet...?

I can't do the talk like they talk on TV,
And I cant do a love song like the way its meant to be
I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you
I can't do anything except be in love with you

And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All do is keep the beat and bad company
All I do is kiss you through the bars of a rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time

Juliet when we made love you used to cry
You said "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
There's a place for us, you know...the movie song
When you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong...?
Juliet...?

A lovestruck Romeo sings a street-side serenade
Laying everybody low with me a love song that he made
Finds a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like "You and me babe; how about it?"

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14535953/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14535953/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 19:38:19 PDT
And why the fuck did it leave in the first place?

Speaking of the recesses of my mind, I know that for the past couple months I basically lost it, went insane, went to the dark side, came back, lost it again, tried to kill myself, blah blah blah...I think I've regained control now.

Not that I won the argument between me and my brain or anything, but lately it's been easier to control my urges to elicit negative responses from my ex. Aaaaand...I think maybe control those stupid fucking urges has, you know, produced a sort of "absence makes the heart grow fonder" effect on me, and I suppose I'll wait until she decides to talk to me again, but my God, lately I've been having these moments of super-love for her, as well as some explicitly detailed remembrances of good times we had, such as good times in Phoenix, or even the good times we had when we were just friends.

Oooh, but I bet none of you really want to hear that. Sorry. I felt like sharing.

If it's of any interest to...anybody, I've re-re-re-re-re-re-re started Quest. AGAIN. And this time, I actually have a strategy. I promise I will not get to page, say, 15, and scrap that fucker. I'm gonna do it this time. Sure, there'll be editing, but hopefully this time I'll be able to produce what I consider a satisfactory final product. And maybe somebody will listen...and maybe I'll get to publish it. I have some friends I could talk to, yes. *pokes Sarah*

Oh hey also Elite Beat Agents is psycho-awesome go get it NOW.

I edited my ID and wallpaper and webcam and shit.




Woah hey. Did I just really actually make a top 50 playlist of my favorite songs? Well hey that's...well, that's some tough choices.

Ooh, man, I'm listening to Collide by Howie Day and also some various Coldplay tunes about XX/XY you know, and it's giving me that feeling of looooonging I feel every day. And that feeling of worry and horror and sadness but love too.

Ho hum I'm gonna go listen to something groovy and ponder my next move in Quest, for, I shall conquer you, cur! Har.

-Kyle (is out of his mind, please leave a message)

PS: If you don't understand half of the last two or so paragraphs, don't worry, you probably wouldn't/shouldn't/don't care.




"Come on everyone we gotta get together now
Oh yeah, love's the only thing that matters anyhow
And the beauty of life can only survive
If we love one another..."

Tommy James and the Shondells

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14502346/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14502346/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 13:07:27 PDT
I sat around all day feeling lousy, inside and out, emotionally and physically. I think I need some chicken noodle soup and lovin' from my friends. *sigh* My feet feel really cold. Maybe I should get a blanket... ._.

Not much to say here. I've been drawing a bit, so hopefully some inspiration will fly into my brain suddenly and I'll draw you all something pretty. In fact, I think I have the inspiration, what with all my deep thinking lately and music to...cheer me on? Depress me? Inspire me...? Whatever.




I'll tell you all more later. Ja ne.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14477136/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14477136/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 18:43:04 PDT Beating Heart Baby

Beating Hearts Baby!
Beating Hearts Baby!
Beating Hearts Baby!
Beating Hearts Baby...

You, you want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me

I, I don't know what to do with you
'Cause you don't know what you to do to me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart baby,
The beating of your heart baby...
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby,
The beating of your heart baby...

Girl, you really got your hold on me
Girl, you really got your hold on me
You, you gotta get away from me
cause you, you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart baby
The beating of your heart baby...
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
Your beating heart baby,
The beating of your heart baby...

In spite of you, even out of view
Still I love all of you, I do, yeah...
In spite of you, even out of view
Still I love all of you, I do, well...

You want nothing to do with me
You, you want nothing to do with me

Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
your beating heart baby
the beating of your heart baby...
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating of your heart baby,
The beating of your heart baby...
Baby, is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating hearts baby,
Ah!
The beating of your heart baby...

Cemetery Drive

This night
Walk the dead
In the solitary style and crash the
Cemetery gates
In the dress your husband hates
Way down, mark the grave
Where the searchlights find us drinking by the
Mausoleum door...
And they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Back home
Off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun
Staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying
Won't stop lying
If you want I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, (WAY DOWN) way down (WAY DOWN)!

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

WHEN WILL I miss you
WHEN WILL I miss you, so far?
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard,
Made it so hard...

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way... down...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14452130/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14452130/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 07:41:38 PDT
Kingdom Come

Still my heart and hold my tongue
I feel my time
My time has come
Let me in
Unlock the door
I never felt this way before

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know which way I’ve come

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you I’ve waited all these years
For you I’d wait till kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thing
And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know what I’ve become

For you I’d wait till kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

Swallowed In The Sea

You cut me down a tree
And brought it back to me
And that's what made me see
Where I was going wrong

You put me on a shelf
And kept me for yourself
I can only blame myself
You can only blame me

And I could write a song
A hundred miles long
Well that's where I belong
And you belong with me

And I could write it down
And spread it all around
Get lost and then get found
or swallowed in the sea

You put me on a line
And hung me out to dry
And darling, that's when I
decided to go to sea

You cut me down to size
And opened up my eyes
Made me realize
What I could not see

And I could write a book
The one they'll say that shook
The world and then it took
It took it back from me

And I could write it down
And spread it all around
Get lost and then get found
And you'll come back to me
Not swallowed in the sea

And I could write a song
A hundred miles long
Well that's where I belong
And you belong with me

The streets you're walking on
A thousand houses long
Well, that's where I belong
And you belong with me

Oh, what good is it to live
With nothing left to give
Forget, but not forgive
Not loving all you see

All the streets you're walking on
A thousand houses long
Well, that's where I belong
And you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

You belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea
Yeah, you belong with me
Not swallowed in the sea

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14432168/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14432168/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 20:52:04 PDT Square One

You're in control, is there anywhere you wanna go?
You're in control, is there anything you wanna know?
The future's for discovering
The space in which we're travelling
From the top of the first page
To the end of the last day
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are

Under the surface trying to break through
Deciphering the codes in you
I need a compass, draw me a map
I'm on the top, I can't get back

The first line on the first page
To the end of the last page
From the start in your own way
You just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are

You just want
Somebody listening to what you say
Oh, you just want somebody listening to what you say
It doesn't matter who you are
It doesn't matter who you are...

Is there anybody out there who
Is lost and hurt and lonely too?
Are they bleeding all your colours into one?
and if you come undone
As if you've been run through
Some catapult, it fired you
You wonder if your chance will ever come...
Or if you're stuck in square one...?

What If

What if there was no light.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side...?
That you don't want me there in your life...?

What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong...
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side...?
That you don't want me there in your life...?

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a break jump over the side
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life...?
That you don't want me there by your side...?

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side.

Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worst?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you...
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it when you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the inside
Oooooh, that's right
You know that darkness always turns into light
Oooooh, that's right...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14350653/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14350653/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 14:25:48 PDT
1. Nightmare Before Christmas (Special Edition) ((The one with Panic! playing This is Halloween and FOB playing What's This? Marilyn Manson and She Wants Revenge...Bleh. Plus, I love the NBC Soundtrack itself quite a lot.)

2. Dreams, by Evermore: I'm gonna assume nobody knows this band. Very obscure alternative stuff. Go and preview summa dat shit on iTunes, though, because I think they sound great.

3. Ga Ga Ga Ga Ga, by Spoon. It was on iTunes under a list of artists that were recommended due to my taste in music. Preview'd, pretty nice. Someboyd tell me, if possible, if I might like this album.

4. The Score, by The Tender Box. I got the free version of "Mister Sister," and my God, that tune is HAWT. Please tell me if this is a good choice.

5. We Are The Night, by The Chemical Brothers. Also recommended for me.

Please, if you have any of the above albums, BURN THEM FOR ME. I'm a Jew, and that means I try to spend my money wisely, or in this case, as little as possible (that's a joke, mind). Also, there's some stuff I know at least one of my friends has and could burn for me/let me borrow, so if you've got any of these, tell me, burn it for me, I need new music badly: The Killers (any album, really), The Fratellis; Costello Music, My Chemical Romance; basically any album that came before Welcome To The Black Parade, Beck (anything), Muse (anything), OK Go (anything), and Snow Patrol; Eyes Open. If anybody has those and is willing to burn them for me or let me borrow them, then I love you so very very much. Very. Very. MUCH.





In other news, I finally cracked and got Elite Beat Agents. AWESOME.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14330995/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14330995/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:31:49 PDT
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are
So far from you

Burning on,
Just like the match you strike to
Incinerate...
The lives
Of everyone you knew
And what's the worst to take? (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if i stay
So long and goodnight
So long, not goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are,
The very hurt you sold
And what's the worst to take? (worst you take)
From every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well, I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I STAY
So long and goodnight
So long, not goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I STAY
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave, then...
we'll meet again
When both our cars collide

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I STAY
So long and goodnight
So long, not goodnight

Well if you carry on this way
Things are better if I STAY
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14309730/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14309730/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 19:54:37 PDT If I did we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or whether the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...

Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or whether the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall...
If I fall...
Down
Wooooooooaaaaaahhhhh

At the end of the world
Or whether the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I....
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna.....

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14257859/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14257859/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 14:38:55 PDT in the Hollywood hills and the boulevards.
Her parents threw big parties. Everyone was there.
They hung out with folks like Dennis Hopper and Bob Seger and
Sonny and Cher.

She feels safe now in this bar on Fairfax.
And from the stage I can tell that she can't let go and she can't
relax.
And just before she hangs her head to cry,
I sing to her a lullaby
I sing:

Everything's gonna be all right.
Rockabye, rockabye.
Everything's gonna be all right.
Rockabye, rockabye, rockabye.

She still lives with her mom outside the city
down that street about a half a mile.
And all her friends tell her she's so pretty
but she'd be a whole lot prettier if she smiled once in a while.
'Cause even her smile looks like a frown.
She's seen her share of devils in this angel town.

Everything's gonna be all right.
Rockabye, rockabye.
Everything's gonna be all right.
Rockabye, rockabye, rockabye.

I told her I ain't so sure about this place.
It's hard to play a gig in this town and keep a straight face.
Seems like everybody's got a plan.
It's kind of like Nashville with a tan.

Everything's gonna be all right.
Rockabye, rockabye.
Everything's gonna be all right.
Rockabye, rockabye, rockabye.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14236839/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/14236839/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 07:40:14 PDT
For some odd reason, I'd lost all my drawing ability for months on end, and I couldn't tell you why. I couldn't draw a single decent picture for the life of me. Just last Thursday and Friday however, I drew three new Random Comics in resource class, so I'll upload those soon, and have been making some anime doodles. For now, I'm content. I'll keep drawing until I'm back on par with the skill level I once had.

For now, I suppose that's it. Tell me something happy; I'm really sad right now.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/13538342/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/13538342/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 11:32:28 PDT
1. Who is your favourite Naruto character(s)?
I'd have to say, in order from most favorite to least: Kakashi-sensei, Kimimaru, Orochimaru. =3


2. What is your favorite pairing?
I'm not TOO into the pairing thing, but I'd have to say NaruHina.


3. Are you a naruto yaoi or hentai fan?
0_0;;


4. Ever cosplayed naruto characters? if so, who, where and how Not yet, but if I did, I'd probably be Itachi, because he seems easiest, but is still really damn cool.


5. List your collection of naruto junk and merchendise, if any.
I have all the American volumes out so far (1-14), I have Naruto Anime profiles volume 1, and a poster. I want to get some more posters and some trading cards! >_>


6. Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Naruto character? If so who?
0_0 LOL no. Wtf.


7. Naruhina or Kibahina?
NaruHina. KibaHina is just weird. Like...bestiality or something. 0_0


8. Sasusaku or Sasunaru?
Neither. Ick. Eww. THEY AREN'T GAY OMFG.


9. Which team is your favourite?
Team 7 ftw.


10. Do you support the Tobito theory? (Tobi=Obito)
No. *Yawn* Dumb idea. I'm sorry.


11. Do you support the 'Yondaime is naruto's father' theory?
Yes, actually.


12. Your favourite akatsuki member?
I LOVE ZETSU HE IS A BEAST. Oh, and Deidara is cool, too. NEITHER OF THEM ARE GAY GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULLS. Yaoi pervs... <_<


13. Are you pro-sasuke or anti-sasuke?
I'm pro. I just think he's pretty badass. >=3


14. Have you seen all naruto episodes so far? (including shippuden and fillers)
I was like "FUCK THIS" with the fillers, so not all of them, no, only teh cool ones. LIKE KIMIMARU! FWEE!

15. Have you read all the chapters so far?
Almost. ALMOST. I'm getting there...


16. Do you beleive Naruto has ADD?
No.


17. Sub or dub?
Sub, plz. Kthxbai.


18. Pro-Sakura or Anti-Sakura?
Pro. She's really quite awesome now in Shippuden, but I used to just be completely uninterested in her character.


19. Tobi = annoying or funny?
Hilarious, I think he's quite funny! =3


20. Do you even know who Tobi is?
NO NOT AT ALL LOLOLOL. Yes, dur.


21. Gai= sexy beast or ugly nerd?
I THINK HE'S JUST DISTURBING.


22. Which character would be the best crossdresser?
I'd have to say...Orochimaru. HE STILL PWNS, OK?

23. Rock Lee = weird or awesome?
Weeeeeirdooooooo.


24. which character would be best OOC? who and how?
Gaara. OF THE FUNK. (I kid)


25. Do you like naruto fanfics?
Absolutely NOT.


26. Do you write naruto fanfics?
No.


27. Do you like lemons?
...?


28. Do your parents know any naruto characters?
They know Naruto and Sasuke and Sakura, because I used to have a poster with all three of them on my wall, but they don't know them by name, sadly...


29. Have you watched the Naruto Abridged Series?
All of it: LOL FUNNY STUFF.


30. Have you seen The naruto Ultimate Fanflashes?
Yarrr. (That means yes)


31. Have you ever got someone else hooked on Naruto?
Yeah, my friend Ruel.


32. Have you ever been drawing Naruto in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Naruto too!?"
No.... ((


33. Have you ever been in class drawing Naruto and the teacher comes up to you and says "wtf is this?"
No...


34. Has Naruto affected your school life and grades?
Nope.


35. Are you broke thanks to naruto?
No.


36. Do you want to read icha icha Paradise?
Whazzat...?


37. Do you support the 'yondaime is the akatsuki leader' theory?
Eh, no...


38. Do you draw naruto fanart? If so, count how many there is in your gallery.
I haven't yet, sadly, unless you count Random Comics...


39. Is Sasuke still sexy in his second stage of the cursed seal?
Replace "sexy" with "badass," and I'll say yes.


40. Do you have a naruto OC?
No...


41. Looking back at some of your answers, do you think naruto has taken over your life?
Eh,... ]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/13386375/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/13386375/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 21:27:03 PDT
2) Male/Female: Male

3) Were you named after anyone?: Sorta, but not really. My parents heard the name Kyle in the first Terminator movie and they were, like, "Hey, that sounds pretty beast!" They were RIGHT.

4) Does your name mean anything?: Hmm...I think so. I think it means "Handsome." No lyin'.

5) Nick Name(s): Crow Evermore, K-Dubbs, Carl, other random stuff...

6) What do you think you look like: Me...?

7) Date Of Birth: May 25th.

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Cleveland, OH. Current location is teh Columbusxxorz, IN.

9) Nationality: I got some o' dat Russian in me, plus, if you travel farther back, my descendants are from Israel. So there.

10) Astrology Sign: Gemini ftw!

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Monkey.

12) Religion: Jewish.

13) What’s your favorite smell?: CINNAMON. OMG CINNAMON.

14) Political Position?: Liberal Democrats, ftw.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Water.

16) Hair + Eye color: Brown hair/eyes change color according to the shirt I'm wearing.

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: I don't think so...

18) What do you look like?: A human being...?

19) Any unusual talents?: I am a fucking manga-ka. Oh, and I can make weird duck noises, too.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: All righty.

21) Straight, Bi, Gay or Other?:
Straight

22) What do you do for a living?:
Umm. School.

23) What do you do for fun?:
Drawing, hanging out with friends, swimming, marching band, fucking up the internet.

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?:
Mechanical pencils, erasers, coloredpencils/art markers, and paper.

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: Photoshop and copic markers.

26) Have you met your grandparents?:
Yes...

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend:
Yes.

28) Crush:
Stephanie, I guess....?

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?:
None of them. Well, maybe Johnny Depp. (That's a joke)

30) Current worries?:
Stuff. You don't need to know, that's personal.

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s):
Hahaha. Darth Snickers, ManualSearch, Naoko, kmsgameboy, sea-of-tears, and other various people on DA and Hyrule Forums.

32) Favorite place to be?:
...Don't say I'm cheesy. *cough* In the arms of Steph.

33) Least favorite place to be?:
I dunno...The middle of the ocean or outer space.

34) Do you burn or tan?:
A bit, yeah.

35) Ever break a bone?:
Nope.

36) What is your favorite cereal?:
Cap'n-fucking-Crunch.

37) Person you cry with: Myself, and myself alone.

Do You Have…
38) Any sisters:Ha, yes, one younger one.

39) Any brothers: No.

40) Any pets: I used to have two lizards, two hamsters. But they're, um...dead. Do fish count?

41) An Illness: I tend to get Strep throat real easy, and I have a weird disease that inflames the skin underneath my fingernails.

42) A Pager: no

43) A Personal phone line: I have a phone in my room

44) A Cell phone: N/A

45) A visible birthmark: If you peeked in a certain area, yes, but nobody's goin' down there. That's just sick.

46) A Pool or hot tub: n/a

47) A Car: No

Describe Your…

48) Personality:
Based on who's opinion? I suppose I'm a somewhat funny guy, umm...I'm an anime and manga geek. Um, apparently I can be very sweet at times and hateful at others, and I'm very "day-dreamy." I could lay in my bed and fantasize about life, reality, not-reality, everything in-between, my friends, Stephanie, anime, books, movies. I could just sit and think for hours on end. That's me, I guess.

49) Driving:I haven't started driver's ed, but I begin next week!

50) Your clothing style:
Eh, whatever. I like wearing punk stuff, but my parents don't usually let me get by with that...

51) Room:
White walls and carpet, but I have a loft bed with black and red sheets, and everything else is, like, locker room-style...ish.

52) What’s missing: A bit of my mind.

53) School:
North.

54) Be... ]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/13148128/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/13148128/ Wed, 30 May 2007 07:26:54 PDT
Umm. Hmm. My birthday was last Friday, on the 25th, so I'm fifteen now! So far, I've been too lazy to update this journal, plus I have 366 deviations to check and 50 messages to read. Damn, I haven't done ANYTHING on DA for a while; I apologize to anybody who has been missing my lovely comments on their art. ;_; I promise, I'll get right on it!

My drawing skills have disappeared. I seriously have not been drawing at all for quite a while now. I wanna know who the culprit is here! Who took my skillz, eh?! Ah, I'll get it together.

Band is here, band is here, band is heeeeeeere! This means many things. I'll get to see Stephanie. MAJOR PLUS. BONUS POINTS. I'm happy 'bout that. Plus, you know, band is just AWESOME in general. I'm a band geek and proud of it!

Maximum Ride 3: Saving The World And Other Extreme Sports, by James Patterson, came out on my birthday, and whaddaya know; I used the $20 I got for my birthday to get it. That's right, Sarah - BE JEALOUS.

Of course, you NEVER check your DA anymore. >_>

But I can't talk.

Let's sum it up, everybody. Stephanie - Fifteen - Band - Modest Mouse -MR3:StWaOES

LET'S ALL GET UP AND DANCE I'M A SOPHOMORE THIS SUMMER. *Dances*

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12991803/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12991803/ Thu, 17 May 2007 16:48:24 PDT
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeeking Solace
6. Breaking Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink [link]
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me? [link]
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12974734/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12974734/ Wed, 16 May 2007 07:46:57 PDT
I thought, again, as always, religion sets us far and wide apart. We can't cooperate, can't discuss. We end up trying to force others into our religion. We end up totally blowing somebody off because they worship something different.

My decision, for now, is that I am agnostic. Please don't try and change me. Please don't attempt to make me Christian, Buddhist, or tell me to go back to Judaism. If I want to fall back on religion, I will, but my choice is set for now.

So...All I can say is this. I've said it before. Religion separates us. I don't want to be separated from others because of my differences. And it's just what people tend to do. I know this doesn't go for all people, but majority, yes, and that's the truth. If you think that you're required to force your beliefs on another, discrimnate against others, or whatever, because you have found God, then you haven't found God; you've found a damned lie. And I won't believe in God until it comes down from the heavens with a chorus of angels and licks my face. (Sorry for being vulgar. I'm a bit upset).

WAIT. One last little rant. I was approached by a kid yesterday, whose name shall not be revealed, and he found out that I recently had decided to be agnostic. He told me I ought to confess. Confess! He said something along the lines of "If you confess, it will help you find Jesus and God, and help you take one step closer to finding the truth and becoming a Christian." Again, I use the word: appalled. He also told me that I'll go to heaven if I confess. Yes, only if I confess. Obviously, I'm screwed if I don't! Oh, yeah, I gotta say sorry to their God for being Agnostic. Definitely. Otherwise, I'm goin' straight to hell! Thanks, man, you must be a TRUE friend if you think I'm going to hell. Thanks a bunch. Listen...I find confession to be the stupidest practice EVER in religion. OK? Don't hurt me; let me explain WHY. God will not give a care if you say you're sorry. God doesn't listen to everybody's sorries, their complaints, etc. He/she/it does not micromanage, and anybody who thinks God does is in need of some help. If you want to apologize for something bad you've done, apologize to the person you did it to. Or, if you hurt yourself, apologize to yourself! I mean, come ON. I am not going to hell because I'm agnostic or Jewish, or whatever. But people have to be IGNORANT and tell me I will if I don't. It's enough.



I'm sorry, I really needed to get that off of my chest. In other news, I'm seeing Steph this Friday, which makes me a happy man indeed (and I hope she is, too, except for the man part). Hmm. That's about it. Death Note is awesome. Goodbye.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12950224/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12950224/ Mon, 14 May 2007 07:52:05 PDT
I've joined the Death Note bandwagon, which is quite possibly the third coolest anime I have ever seen aside from Fullmetal Alchemist and Naruto (my top favorites). It's just way awesome. You people out there should watch it. A good site where you can watch it is here: [link]

It's way cool, I mean, seriously.

Umm...I'm stale art-wise, currently. It would appear that Stephanie has stolen my drawing ability! *gaspeth* She can keep it for a while, but I'll need it back. X3

Um. American Pie was super fantabulous, especially since I got to hang out with Stephanie. Great music, a lot of fun, and then I went to Ruel's house and we raped each other in Guild Wars. Which is not as fun as mind rape.

I know, I know. I just talked allllll about Stephanie. Hate me if you must, but I don't care.

Goodbye.

PS: No more contest, due to lack of interest.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12792191/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12792191/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 15:31:55 PDT
I'm in a state of utter confusion about religion. First off, however, don't think of this as an opportunity to turn me into a Christian or something, because I'm either Jewish or I'm nothing at all.

So anyway, here are my conflicting sides. One side says to just forget about religion altogether. It only rips people apart and separates, and in the worst cases, makes them hate and kill others as well. It goes on to say, Kyle, look at yourself, and look at Stephanie. You two are so differentiated opinion-wise when it comes to religion. Your false promise to never ever bring up religion when you're around her will not work, and you know it. So why care about religion at all? If you have no religion at all, then you have no reason to bring it up in conversation. If you discuss it with Stephanie or some of her friends, it will only tear you apart, and you don't want that.

Now for the pro-religious side's rebuttal. Ho'kay, Kyle, here's the deal: how would being faithless make any difference whatsoever in those regards? Just because you have no faith doesn't it mean it won't tear you apart just as much. And think about it! You were happy when you had your Jewish faith! You saw light and truth in it, and that makes it a necessity?

A necessity?! How "necessity?!" No, seriously! All we ever did was worship something that we can't even prove exists! And anyway, I'd be happier without any connection to religion, because then I won't feel like I have to shout "You
re wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong!" to everyone! I mean, in topics regarding homosexuality and whatnot, I'll still think the same, way, but...

Hey, hey, calm down. Listen...I think the reason you're so eager to give up religion is the strife and bullcrap you have to put up with. "I hate you because you're Jewish!" "Stupid Jew!" "Go kill yourself, you stupid Jew!" Stuff like that. And it's hard, I know it's hard, but the Jews are God's chosen people and-

Now there's no proof of that. And anyway, people hating me for being Jewish only makes me want to be so even more, because it's kind of a way of saying that even if they hate you, you'll still persevere, because you know that "what you believe in is true!" But that's MY argument here. Personally, I'm starting to really really doubt religion of any kind. Why worship ANYTHING when there's no proof to back it up? And when people THINK they have proof, it's some TOTALLY ASININE reason, like, er...they "feel Jesus" or something. They think Allah was walking with them that night and saved them! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

Yeah, but it's OK to have faith!

It's OK to have faith, but when you're doing it in such a way that it's glaringly obvious how STUPID it is to think that the ghost of Jesus is with you, or maybe like, Adonai (Jewish word for God) is standing at your side. No! How stupid!

But you've never felt that way.

No, and I used to think that God existed and all those miracles happened with Moses and whatnot, but I look back...It's impossible. If those miracles supposedly happened, then why don't we have miracles today as well? Because they never happened. And you can't call me ignorant. All faith is blind faith, simply believing in things do not make them happen.


***

And that's basically where my mind's at right now. I'm leaning more to the side of no religion at all...Please help me by giving your opinions and whatnot, but understand...Though your opinions may sway me, ultimately it is I who decides where I'll firmly stand, and when I decide, there may very well be no going back... (besides, responses to this journal will probably be very biased, considering most people are either pro-religion or pro-atheism...)

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12766207/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12766207/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:55:05 PDT 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.

Characters Chosen:
1. Crow Evermore
2. Fross Iceaheart
3. May
4. Thursday
5. Micheal Ramonofsky Koronoff (technically not my character, but, heh, he's in Quest, soooo...)

1) How Old Are You?
Crow: 16...
Fross: That's something I've been wondering myself...
May: 15.
Thursday: 16.
Micheal: Oh, I dunno, a couple thousand years old...

2)Height?
Crow: Hmm...About 5'11"
Fross: Why would I bother making useless measurements?
May: 6'...Heehee, I'm taller than Crow actually...
Thursday: 6'2" Gotcha beat there, May.
Micheal: 6'7". All your asses are short.

3)You Got Any Bad Habits??
Crow: I bite my nails when I'm angry, actually...
Fross: Yes. Killing people. *Laughs maniacally*
May: Hmm, well, I tend to be a bit of a worry-wart...
Thursday: I like to give people the cold, straight-up truth.
Micheal: I'm not bad, just bad-ass. Feh.

4)You a virgin?
Crow: .......No comment......
Fross: I have no need for sexual interaction with the opposite gender, nor do I have any desire. And if you make a gay joke here, any of you, I'll bloody you up so quick, you won't know what hit you.
May: ...
Thursday: Yeah, but Sien's tried to get into my pants a couple-a times. *smack from Sien* Owwww...
Micheal: God, I've, like, gotten laid too many times to count over the span of my immensely long life.
Crow: *cough*liar*cough*
Micheal: I swear to God, Crow, I'll rip your lungs out through your nose.

5)Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Crow: May! ^_^
Fross: ...
May: Crow! ^0^
Thursday: Uhhhh...No comment.
Micheal: Pfft. That'd only hold me back.

6)Have Any Kids?
Crow: ...
Fross: ...
May: Not yet! But someday, of course! ^_^
Thursday: lol. No.
Micheal: Haha, yeah, riiiiight.

7)Favorite Food?
Crow: I love fish, actually. Any kind of fish.
Fross: I don't eat very often, I don't need to.
May: I really really like any sort of veggie that's cooked and put on bread. Weird, I know, but Crow's a good cook, and I love to eat anything when he makes it.
Thursday: Hmm, well...Steak. Big. Damn. Juicy. Steak.
Micheal: Blood. Dleicious. Especially the younger ones...

8)Favorite Ice Cream flavour?
Crow, May, and Thursday: What's ice cream...?
Fross: I don't like human foods...
Micheal: I had strawberry once when I was back on Earth; it was pretty good.

9)Killed anyone?
Crow: No, and i'll try to avoid ever letting that happen...
Fross: Many people.
May: No! That's horrible!
Thursday: Well...does a werewolf count? I mean, it was self defense...
Micheal: Haha. My favorite past-time.

10)Hate anyone?
Crow: My father...
Fross: Everyone. *smirk*
May: Fross... *glares*
Thursday: I don't want to discuss this...
Micheal: Pretty much everyone. Except the lucky few.

11)Any Secrets?
Crow: ...
Fross: Like I'd tell you.
May: Yes...
Thursday: I'm not telling.
Micheal: Well, duh. Doesn't everybody?

12)Love Anyone?
Crow: May... *eyes go dreamy*
Fross: Snap out of it, you love-sick bastard.
May: Crow.... *eyes go dreamy*
Thursday: Goddamn, you guys... -_-;;
Micheal: ...

13)TACOS?
Crow: Wha...?
Fross: ...
May: ...?
Thursday: Uh...
Micheal: -_- ...

14)Ever slept in All day?
Crow: No.
Fross: No, but I have gone a month without sleep. Does that count?
May: Yeah, I did, but technically, I was knocked out.
Thursday: Hell yeah! And it felt good to do so....
Micheal: Yeah, to avoid the light.

15)Favorite Show?
Crow, May, Fross, Thursday, Micheal: What...?

16)Favourite Movie?
Again...They've never seen movies.

17)Favorite Band?
N/A, again...

18)Eye Colours?
Crow: Green.
Fross: Grey.
May: Blue.
Thursday: Brown.
Micheal: Green. Red when in bloodlust, though. *wink*

19)Skin?
Mimiko: white...
Tama: white blueish...
Tam²: white... P_P

20)Fat/Average/Slim?
All of them are basically slim.

21)Rain, sunshine?
Crow: I like rainy days, actually, but I prefer snow...
Fross: I will make it rain with everyone's blood.
May: I'm with Crow on this one. *huggles Crow*
Thursday: Sunshine. Easier to move around and less annoying.
Micheal: I really don't care.

22)Pool, Beach?
Crow: Both! Haha...
Fross: Neither.
~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12746680/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12746680/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 18:45:01 PDT
I don't want to hear your measly complaints about the immaterial and uninteresting tiny, tiny little problems you have. Stop complaining. Stop talking about "how much your life sucks." Stop it...Stop it....Just stop!

I don't want to hear it! Your life doesn't suck; you made it that way! All of you! You know who you are! And you may never read this, but you people who complain about the smallest things and you think you've got it just soooooo bad....Aww, boo hoo. Cry a fucking river for me.

I know someone. No, no, I know many other people who have it so much worse than you. They receive beatings from their parents. Or maybe their father's a heavy alcoholic. Or maybe they're being strangled from their friends by their family. Or perhaps somebody in their family is a psycho, destroying the family from the inside out. You most likely don't know these people, but I DO, and do you know HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO HEAR HOW HORRIBLE IT IS FOR THEM? Do you KNOW that feeling? No, you don't!

PEOPLE. ENOUGH. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR HOW INTOLERABLE YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW BAD IT COULD BE.

I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT ANYMORE. DON'T COMPLAIN AROUND ME. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I DON'T CARE AND YOUR LITTLE WHINY PROBLEMS DON'T MATTER.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12701479/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12701479/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:29:31 PDT
My pants are all of a sudden so baggy. Did I lose weight...? (I hope so).

Anyways, just thought I might attract some replies with that journal entry.

Soooooo, I have been drawing, just so everybody knows, but I haven't drawn anything that I personally deem worth uploading. I'm on an artist's block in general; can't write, draw, color, etc. I feel so stale. And it sucks.

In other news, I was in a band concert last Friday with a bunch of people. It was fun, we played some fairly good pieces (Light Eternal, Persistence, and The Klaxon). And, hey, if it's not going to sound like bragging, we played them WELL, too. Oh, and before the concert, me, Sarah, Kaitilin, Stephanie K., and Nile ate at Mark Pi's (Clayton was our waiter LOL). That was might entertaining, too.

Sadly, because I had the concert on Friday, I didn't get to see Stephanie at the skating rink, which made me kind of upset. Though, I did see her on Friday, because it was a half day for North and I walked over to their school to hang out with them during lunch. That was pretty fun, but fleeting...I miss her. *sigh*

I need to get in shape, mentally and physically! Marching band's gonna start up again soon! Crack the whip! Punishment! *Crack*

I'm gonna go draw Kimimaru now, or something...Sayonara.

-Kyle

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12646288/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12646288/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 18:25:07 PDT But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12635764/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12635764/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 18:04:30 PDT Tomorrow carry along a card
that reads the following:

"Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence, a national youth movement protesting the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies in schools. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by harassment, prejudice, and discrimination. I believe that ending the silence is the first step toward fighting these injustices. Think about the voices you are not hearing today. What are you going to do to end the silence?"

It's not that hard.
Just give up 7 1/2 hours of talking.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12609234/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12609234/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 17:45:36 PDT
Today's been a depressing day. I did literally nothing. And I mean literally. I'm such a loser....I had no motivation to do anything, or any reason. I feel like an ass...

Well, er, the play, Wonderful Town, yesterday, was absolutely fantastic, and for half of it I got to sit with Stephanie, which made me very happy.

I'm new to this relationship stuff...I've never really felt this way about somebody, and I've never been in any relationship like this ever before. It's so...new to me. And I don't know what to do half the time.

I'm such a loser...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12535988/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12535988/ Tue, 10 Apr 2007 07:27:14 PDT
[link]

NO. I do NOT want you to submit a colored drawing of your own! As nice and as pretty as that may be, the ACTUAL IDEA of the contest is to COLOR MY DRAWING, OCTOBER: MAN OF NIGHTMARES.

I thought I'd made myself pretty clear! Ugh.

Anyway, in other news...

So, I had one of the greatest days of my life last week...It's been a while since I've been that happy...Actually, last time I was that happy was in December, and that was for the same reason.

I got to go ice skating for three hours with Stephanie! ^_^ And even though I can't skate for my life, it was very fun....And that's all you people need to know about that.

Last Thursday and Friday morning was lol. I stayed up for 24 hours at a lock in with my friend Jon, where I just happened to meet a couple of Stephanie's friends. It was a good time, we played a lot of games, and, er, around 5:00 in the morning the girls kinda managed to make me tell all these dirty jokes. @_@;;; Did they drug me or something? I was probably just tired.

Ha. Guys, I keep making Random Comics! LET ME STOPPPPP! HELP MEEEE! I MUST DRAW ANIME TO SUSTAIN MYSELF. AUUUUUGH!!!

Over and out for now.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12346808/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12346808/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 07:43:00 PDT
Anyway, you can still enter the contest, all the info is here:

[link]

Anyway, there really isn't anything interesting to report. I had a fairly boring spring break in which there was much playing of the video games. Mostly Twilight Princess. I finally got over the bitch-of-a-dungeon, the Water Temple, and now I'm in Arbiter's Grounds, and let me tell you, Arbiter's Grounds is quite beast, and I'm enjoying it thoroughly.

Anyways....To sum up: I miss Stephanie, I played a lot of video games, I slept, I ate. 'Bout it. Sad, I know, but the truth. And I'm not afraid to deny it. Ohhhhh wellllll....

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12177869/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12177869/ Wed, 14 Mar 2007 07:26:27 PDT
[link]

That would be the drawing you'll be coloring. So, er, rules...

1. Please don't add any sort of text to the drawing. It's already got enough.

2. Please don't be a jerk and color, like, really stupid stuff on the drawing. That would make me very sad. This is a serious drawing. If you make it look silly, I won't accept it.

3. Be appropriate, plain and simple. I really don't want a submission to have mature content for osme odd reason.

4. You can add in a background, if you so choose. It may even give you a leg up when I judge each of the submissions.

5. Have fun!

So, yeah. The date I'm gonna cut off the signing up is April 1. The date for the actual submissions to be turned in is not decided. Be checking for updates often!

So, uh, here you can tell me if you want to enter the contest.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12170472/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12170472/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 15:28:55 PDT
So, uh, yeah...Tuesdays are the days Stephanie can get online, so, uh, basically she can drop all her comments off at this journal here.

Oh, and I'm uploading the material for the contest sometime tonight, OK everybody? So if you wish to participate, come take a look at my new Deviation I'm uploading tonight....

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12153464/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/12153464/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:59:02 PDT
Yeah, so it's been a while since the 1k actually HAPPENED, but I'm still going to celebrate. For starters, I'm gonna draw something as my 1k special happy fun-time picture. I'm also gonna hold a contest. What that contest will be you may neeeever knoooooow!!!

...

That is, until I start it. Then you'll know. Mwahahaha.

Oh, and by the way:

[link]

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I recently learned some things about somebody, and I feel so bad for them...Well, make that multiple people and multiple things. I just want to hug those people really hard and make them happy. But I never get to see those people...I won't be able to until next year.

Why's life so hard? I used to be so selfish and only cry for myself, but now I only want to cry for others. And even though my life is really tough as it is, somebody's taught me how much worse it could be. So I don't fear my own life any more, I'll only fear for others...*Sigh*

Go see Guys and Dolls at East this weekend. I'll be there sometime.

Well, shit, now I'm depressed.

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There's also some not-good things. Found out last Friday that my girlfriend has a heart murmur (she was having these chest pains). Anyway, I've been worrying about that non-stop since she told me, and I won't stop worrying until she calls me tonight to tell me how her doctor's appointment regarding the heart murmur went today.

That's about it. I drew a fairl cool picture of some guy with a robotic arm/gun. Pretty cool. Oh, and Sarah, I promise to get a colored picture of those characters ASAP!

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11918210/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11918210/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:40:22 PST
My life was just changed by a short book written by Jerri Spinelli. It's called Stargirl. I'm not even going to bother telling you about it; just go out and read it as fast as possible. If you're like me, you'll have a very deep revelation about the world and the people living in it. You'll want to BE a Starboy or Stargirl. This is the second book that I finished with tears in my eyes. It's also made me a lot happier; I no longer feel I have to care what others think, no matter what they think of me. I'll just be myself.

Jerry Spinelli, you are amazing. Thank you SO MUCH for giving me the chance to discover your heartwrenching story. Thank you soooo much....

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11845839/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11845839/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 17:52:52 PST
But that's just a bit of fun (I hope to God none of you know Russian).

Well, I'm feeling a bit better now. Stephanie called me today, and I told her that I was sorry and how I felt and it turns out that all the things I worried about never crossed her mind. Oh, for God's sake...I need to take it easy.

Anyway. Anybody else notice how, like, all these different users post "I don't get it" over and over on my Random Comics 5 page? Because it's really pissing me off. IF ANY OF YOU SPAMMERS ARE READING THIS I SWEAR TO GOD THAT IF YOU DO IT AGAIN I'M GONNA SEE TO IT THAT EVERY ONE OF YOU IS BANNED.

Anyway. I've had a spur of creativity in the writing department; I finally am writing Quest for real now. I'll post it sometime when I get a decent amount of it finished. Oh, and I want to give every person who has been awesome and commented on my pics and whatnot a big Thank you all so much. I really enjoy hearing from you all.

Oh, new pics coming soon. I've got a couple of good ideas. One of these is Fross Iceheart sitting in an insane asylum smoking a pipe. Oh dear. Fross, Fross, Fross.

OK, I'm done for now. Sayonara until next time.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11829694/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11829694/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 13:14:49 PST
BUT I BLEW IT!!!! I'M SUCH A LOSER!!!!!! OMG....So I had her gift there for Valentine's Day, and I forgot the picture I'd drawn for her at home!!! I'M SUCH AN IDIOT AAAAARGH! Plus, I just kind of stood there nervously hoping she liked the present that I DID have, and....well, she had to go off to her flute lesson, and I had to go home and prepare for my audition for North's musical, and well...she gave me a kiss on the cheek! AND ME! ALL I DID WAS TELL HER I LOVED HER AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! I should have given her a kiss too, but I was too nervous AAARGH I'M SUCH A LOSER!!! I mean...I just....And after I'd read the unbelievably sweet note Stephanie had written to me, so sweet...I felt worse, and then I remembered that I'd forgotten to write "From Kyle, to Stephanie" on the little tag on the stuffed bear I'd gotten her. I AM SUCH A LOSER AAAAAARGH!!!!!

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But there's nothing me or anybody else can do. At least she's in a better place now... *Sigh* I'm just worried about Papa and how he fares on his own.

But enough with these depressing thoughts. Today I get to see Stephanie because she had to change her flute lesson at North to today, considering school was cancelled on account of snow Wednesday when she usually has a lesson and we can see each other. Oh, man, I miss her... But anyway.

Sometimes I wonder if the school administration has no balls. They gave us a two hour delay yesterday, cancelled school Wednesday, and let us out early on Tuesday (oh and there was that two hour delay on Monday, but I wasn't at school that day. Oh well.). That's pretty weak. I mean, the roads were clear on Wednesday after a little while. But hey, I'm not complaining; I got to go sledding instead of work my ass off in Biology. But I was depressed when I realized that it meant me and Stephanie couldn't see each other that day. Oh well, today's that day and it makes me happy.

I'm reading Ender's Game and it's soooooooooo amazingly good. I'm 75 pages away from finishing and I just love it. DON'T TELL ME WHAT HAPPENS IN THE END OR I'LL RAPE YOU.

Kidding. I'll probably murder you. Viciously. But yeah, it's that good. Can't wait to get started on Ender's Shadow. Teehee.

Peace.

PS: KMS, I wanna know what's up, you've been really upset lately...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11537924/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11537924/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:51:58 PST
The recent situation has only convinced me of one thing: God can't possibly exist.

Where is the bastard, anyway? Can't he/she help her? If he/she does exist, well, he/she can bite my ass. And I'm not going to hell for this, so all of you who say I will....Just STFU.

I guess now I'm an Atheist with Jewish tendencies.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11485946/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11485946/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 18:25:49 PST
My Grandma has cancer, in case some of you didn't know. But...Yeah, they've been doing tests lately to see if the cancer has spread. The first three times it was all good, but now the newest test shows that it has spread. Despite all the work and treatment, now it's certain she's going to die. At this point they aren't going to treat her; they've moved her to a hospice and she's basically just waiting. So we're going to visit her this weekend, and - God forbid -maybe longer for a funeral if it happens while we're there.

So goodbye for a while, everybody.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11278647/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11278647/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 17:39:50 PST
But best of all, I have a girlfriend, and she is the sweetest, most beautiful, most intelligent, amazing girl I have ever met. It's so cool, especially since I haven't had a girlfriend since third grade, and then, that wasn't actually a girlfriend, but whatever.

But yeah, it's awesome. Haven't drawn anything good lately, I'm afraid, but I'll start working on stuff again, soon enough. Anyway, that's about it. I simply wanted to talk about how amazing my girlfriend is. Yup. See ya.

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11142302/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/11142302/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 18:40:15 PST
[link]

Also, the last night of Channukah ends tomorrow. I've scored big so far:

-The Nintendo Wii
-Coldplay X & Y
-LoZ: TP (Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess)
-X-Men: The Last Stabd (DVD)
-Digital Camera
-A board game called "Attack of the Killer Bunnies." It's real, I swear.

Thanks, mom and dad, love you. I hope you feel better very soon, Grandma/Bubby. God, I'm depressed despite the holidays...

]]> ~Crow-Evermore http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/10867633/ http://Crow-Evermore.deviantart.com/journal/10867633/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 12:13:29 PST
Let's be happy, though! On a lighter note, I purchased with what little money I have Gorillaz: Rise of the Ogre (it's the Gorillaz' autobiography), and Fullmetal Alchemist Profiles (it's a basic book on the art of the FMA manga, and it has the basic storyline, explanation of alchemy, etc., and bonus stuff). So, yeah, I'm enjoying reading these things, and I am so inspired by Hiromu Arakawa's work. Next purchase (aside from the Nintendo Wii) has to be the Art of Fullmetal Alchemist and the Art of Fullmetal Alchemist the Anime. Oooh, lucious FMA art. So inspired, I can't begin. Arakawa-sensei is a phenomenal artist and storyteller. Ahh.......

Hmm, what else is there...? Well, noithing, really. Oh, wait, yes! My cousins are in a band that's pretty cool! Aside from the fact that the tools they use to record aren't high quality, they still sound good. Look them up on Myspace; Gentlemen of Leisure is the band's name. Speaking of Myspace, I recently got an account. Look me up if you are a user! [link] <-----(what did you think?!)

Sayonara friends.

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