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        <pubDate>Fri, 04 Dec 2009 20:22:05 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>A New Beginning</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Jul 2009 21:01:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I don't know where my roads are taking me I'm just allowing my wings to catch the wing. Idon't really know where I'm going or how I'm getting there, I just know I'm in no rush. I'm still and enjoying it. My life has me pretty busy just in general.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Still single but life is going okay-ish....</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 21:38:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, as most have learned in this life. It always does something to someone. I stood by a dear friend of mine who was only 47 years old. She lived a strong, powerful life. In 2004, I was told she was going in for chemo and radiation for Cervical cancer. She laughed and joked around about it but said she would beat it. Unfortunately, in 2008, it came back this time in her lungs...Stupid cancer. Again she swore to everyone not to worry she would kick it in the ass again! Again, she was right, Cancer went bye-bye!!! Unfortunately, in the same year a few months later she was diagnosed with Brain Cancer...It had travelled again. she for the third time said she was going to beat it. Unfortunately, becasue she had just gone through the chemo and radiation she could not do it again. So, she fought a hard battle. The tumors on her brain began to make body functions fail and eventually, shut her lungs down. she fought for almost a year but sadly, she could not defeat her final battle. <br />I was very close with Lynn. She was like a sister, to her I was the daughter she never had. She spoiled me all the time and she did her best.<br />Now its time for her to rest until I see her again.......<br /><br />As for myself, I have a job I love bathing and drying dogs in a pet grooming salon, I am trying to get myself a Conformation Show Yorkshire Terrier. but I have suffered from the loss of Lynn.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Single but Lovin' it</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2009 12:19:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As I wrote last time my fiancee have broken up. However, we are still Good friends and life has been quite interesting. I am going to be her fiancee's bridesmaid and everything. We all now hang out often and we are always seen picking on each other and laughing. I am actually kind of glad I am single. Life is very interesting cuz I do not have anyone saying who I have to be or what I have to act like. I can just be me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Heatbreaks</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Nov 2008 23:48:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As everyone knew I was in love with a woman on here named Suicide DeathWish. I really thought she loved me and really did beieve she was the one. Now however, we are no longer together, she found a new girl that she loves and I am just yesterday's paper. I am hiding all my feelings and hiding my heart from the world.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Another Misery</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 May 2008 17:43:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yet again I am let down by my own body. It turns out i will never carry a child full term. On April 29th I miscarried the baby. I guess its just not meant to be. That' s life, I suppose. Not really talkative today so I'm going to finish it up on a good note. My Fiancee made it to my house for my birthday.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Birthday and lookback through my life.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Apr 2008 22:09:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Even though my birthday is Officially April 30th  every year at this time I think back over the years. I think about the loneliness the obstacles I overcame the facts i survived another year. I guess you can say, I had one of those "Unfortunate but fortunate lives." This year I'm happy its my birthday but scared. Its the year I become 21. For years I had planned to go out and have a Drunk 21st with my friends. Well, my friends aren't in my life as much as they used to be, money isn't the greatest now and I'm pregnant. So how can this be the greatest birthday ever? its because  I finally found the love of my life. This is the first year I actually have someone in my life. Someone who loves me for who I am not for what I do get. A girl whom I love so much I can barely stand the distance between us because I want to be with her. Never in my life had I needed someone there. Now, I do and its the most strangest feeling needing someone other than myself but its the MOST Wonderful. I'm so happy its not even funny. <br />To be honest my life used to be just heartache and being alone. I've been beaten and hurt. That I thought I was ugly. Then eight years ago, Life hurt me once again. I got jumped and beaten Badly. The girl whom did it destroyed my right hip but worse a career that would of sent me out to Alberta. After being forced onto bed rest and told I'd never have the strength to ride again, I fell hard. Who would want me when I didn't even have the strength to walk across a room? Well, like they say, Life goes on. In eight years I forced myself to walk without a cane, got myself back into the saddle of my horse and have even started to run again. BUT it was never the same. I still will never be strong enough to compete in a Horse competition or a marathon. I am supposed to use a cane. before my fiancee came into my life, I still wondered who'd want me? i had the odd person come but it was the same thing over and over. Telling me, I couldn't be such a "Guy" or that I should give up and accept that my leg will never heal. I'd tell them no and fight would erupt and they'd end the relationship. I learned to survive on my own after my first pregnancy, I prepared myself with the strength of an army. I got kicked out of school cuz I refused to put the child up for adoption, I had a job and was prepared to do whatever it took, I had a stillborn and fell down. This time i didn't think I'd survive.  Tears fell and my boss just held me that day. her daughter had my shoulders neither woman had shown much emotion at work as that day. When I stood there my head on my boss' shoulder. For weeks after I laid in bed at night tears soaking my pillow. I finally got up and realized I couldn't change it and everything happens for a reason. I bit the bullet and went on with my life.  That was last spring. I still have the hurt there but learned once again to hold a high head and be proud of myself.<br />So this year is quite a happy birthday. I am still telling people its just another day but under those words its the greatest birthday ever, it actually is a new start of a Chapter in my life and I'm Pretty sure this one will have a happy ending<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Pregnant</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Apr 2008 22:38:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep more than likely, I am once again pregnant. I am hoping for a girl and if I do i am leaning on the name Kaliska Jayn. I am wanting a Native name and would not mind any Suggestions you can offer<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>VENT about a "Street Aunt "</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:20:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, today was quite full of "excitement" Started out my street "aunt" decided to do "wake up call" to my fiancee and I....GRR She bangs on the bedroom door Roaring at us to get up and starts counting to 10 like we are kids. I am NOT A quick mover even at best of times, preferring the stretch, wake up morning coffee and smoke....So pisses me and my fiancee off....the to top it off she starts freaking on us for not keepin house spotless, as if its our full responsibility to keep house clean. We were up last night doing dishes and washing tables and did the living room..........NOT Good enough apparently. So okay, my girl is smart jumps boat and high tails to mom's thats cool cuz I have always enjoyed cleaning when I'm home alone and my dad had gone to work. So after a few hours of my "Aunt" bitching she calms down, my house is now sparkly lol...So peace is now regained. Except now she wants to give my fiancee a lecture on cleaning and not jumping sail...I tried to talk tot he woman about how i prefer doing cleaning on my own, etc. So she brought "uncle" into it to talk to me. Its starting to seems as if they just wanna pick me and everyone in my life to pieces. I  just wish people understood, I like being alone when I clean I don't like the "being Watched" feeling and i don't like help. Other than that it was a good day once she was out of my hair. Yet, on a good note about her, she made dinner and had a coffee with me and we talked and had a laugh. Just wish shed lay off my girl.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Crystal-Chandeliers</author>
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                <title>Hey y'all</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Mar 2008 16:58:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks for checking my page out. <br />I basically write poems, mostly I get my creations from events, life experience and my own heart. <br /><br />Well, today's been a pretty boring day, got up late and talked to my girlfriend for a few hours which really is a great way to wake up, other than when she's with me of course. Basically, I've been adding some poems. Finally dragged my butt away long enough to get dressed and stuff. Other than that not much else to tell. <br />So y'all have a good day and come on back anytime. <br />Take care<br />~*~Crystal~*~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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