http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:CuteGothy&section=today deviantART RSS for by:CuteGothy en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 17:21:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/28361426/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/28361426/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 19:41:20 PST thank you
i am going to take my shower.... and go to bed.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/24608387/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/24608387/ Tue, 05 May 2009 19:41:15 PDT And he wonders why hardly anybody likes Harrent Central, because it's such a lameass school! Those of us who don't act like 5 year olds get treated like were little kids anyways because supposedly were still young and don't know anything. Reality check: WE'RE SMARTER THAN YOU THINK!YOOHOO! WE'RE NOT LITTLE KIDS ANYMORE!.

In fact, it's the other way around. At least half of the teachers and almost, ALMOST all of the administration don't seem to know a DAMN THING about us and look down on us like we have no sense of reasoning. Honestly, we're 14-18 years old, and you'd think they'd understand that by that age, most everyone has enough sense to think on their own with some maturity.

anyways, enough of my ranting... Have a good night.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/23067418/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/23067418/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:15:26 PST OMFG!!!!!! THEY DELAYED THE SIMS 3 'TIL JUNE 2. WHAT THE FUCK, MAAAAAN, JUST WHAT THE FUUUUUUCK!!!

now, i'm not going to rage to ea about it, but it does kinda thin out my paitience.

ME WANT SIMS THREE TO COME OUT NOW!!!!

Français:

MON DIEU!! ON SE SONT ATTARDES LES SIMS 3 JUSQU'A JUIN 2! JE NE PEUX PAS CROIRE CA! C'EST STUPID!

Maintenant, je ne m'en plaindrai pas à EA, mais les nouvelles me font bien sûr un petite peu plus d'impaitient.

JE VOUDRAIS LES SIMS 3 ETRE LIBERE MAINTENANT!!!

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/22822621/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/22822621/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 12:18:53 PST I know guys, i haven't done nothin' in a long time, but i've been working on my art portfolio and my homework and i haven't been able to upload anything, BUT I WILL SOOON.

I CANNOT WAIT UNTILZ SIMS 3 COMES OUT, WAHOOOOOOOO!!!!


Français:

Excusez-moi, chacun, pour disparaître depuis une telle longue période. J'ai travaillé mon portefuille d'art et mes devoirs et je n'ai pas été capables de téléverser n'importe quoi, MAIS J'IRAI FAIRE BEINTÔT.

JE NE PEUX PAS ATTENDRE POUR LES SIMS 3!!!!

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/19201606/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/19201606/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 12:51:17 PDT yeah, that's all
tell me what you thought of my fanfiction, okay.
bye

edit: the two journals you probably saw were not mine. I forgot to log out on one of the school computers and someone decided to be immature and post those journals.
the content on those journals were not of my behavoir

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/18465031/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/18465031/ Fri, 23 May 2008 14:44:35 PDT the fact that made so mystical was 1( the Victorian house 2( the size of the town 3( the town's nightlife (there is a bar at the center of Hot Springs that have a lot of people going there at night and camp grounds about 100 ft away from it, which adds life to the night, but in a peaceful, homely sort of way; this helps with the fact that i'm partially nocturnal) 4( the French Broad River that runs through Hot Springs and a large creek that runs beside it (it's more beautiful during the night in my opinion) 5( the Pisgah National Park of Tennesse (western neighboring state of N.C.) sits right beside Hot Springs, within a walking distance.

we also went horseback riding for 3 hours- it was fun, but i wanted the horse to run. My horse kept trying to eat the grass off the egde of the trail, which was antagonizingly annoying T_T. Daddy wasn't too enthusiastic about the trip; I can't remember if it was while on their honeymoon or not, but my Mum and Dad went horseback riding, and during the trip, the riding instructor and Mum decided to let their horses run, and did so as they climbed up a large hill. Well, my Mum knows all about horses, including how to ride them. My Dad, however, only knew how to care for horses, and had never ridden one in his life before:

up the hill + running horses+plus inexperienced dad = falling OFF the horse
You see, riding-ranch horses are trained to play a constant game of " Follow the Leader" and when my Mum's horse and the instructor's horse took off running, so did my Dad's, and when that happened, not only did my dad not know he was suppose to lean forward while going up hill, he also lost his guard from the sudden surge of movment, and went " boing" off the horse, halfway up the hill. To this day, my Mum still laughs from that.
by the way, my Mum told me this; this happened before i was born.

by the way, it's the the tradtional American holiday of "Memorial Day", so here's to our troops, young and old, and i hope our military and govermental leaders get those in iraq and afghanistan out as soon as possible; we've got kids who need mom and dad; we've got fiancees who need their fiancees; spouses who need their spouses; families who need their family; friends who need their friends. Our soldiers deserve something, and it might as well be a life to keep.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/17562394/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/17562394/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 18:35:12 PDT Also, i'm finally getting over my fear of my crush. That's right people - i'm finally actually TALKING TO HIM. He'll give me this look like "you're srtange" whenever i show up, and he probably does think i'm crazy and weird, but guess what- he's right, i am crazy, figurtivly AND literally. He doesn't seem to mind me talking to him, though, in fact, he seems enjoy me being around, a little. But i'm not going to jump to conclusions - for all i actually know, he's probably just being nice.
To be honest with you guys, i feel kind of empty when i think about school. It seems that school has been getting more scary to me by the day........ it maybe apparent why, but, i just dont know. I guess i feel lonely.........

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/17104654/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/17104654/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 15:14:24 PST also, i have been accepted to the north carolina school of the arts summer program and i can't wait! 4 weeks at one of the best international art schools in the world, and very soon i'll be going to that school the rest of my two high school years, and ITS GOOD BYE TO YOU, HCHS! YOU CAN KISS MY BUTT! YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!

then i plan to go to collage in england or Japan (if i can find anything or anyone that'll teach me japanese).
also, my history class is extremely boring. I can't express how boring it is. all we do is write in the stupid class. My teacher is fun to be with personally, but as a teacher, he's just boring.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/16240534/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/16240534/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 13:34:51 PST i am here to inform you that i now have an account on FanFiction.net
i don't have anything on there but i will soon. (no, this is not the secret series i mentioned in the last journal - i said "c'est pas ecrive" which is probably bad french there, but it's supposed to mean "it's not written", which tells you somthing, right?........................ it's going to be a comic, you guys T_T)
by the way, the sweet icon down there should also tell you something. right now, i'm thinking about a guy that i've had a crush on for more than a year and a half, aaand.......well, you know, i've been thinking about him more- i can't talk to him, because i'm too damn scared. he knows i like him, and how he found out was an embaressment for me. english isn't his first language ands it's hard to talk to him anyways.......... theres just a lot of things.
i just wish i could be with him.
i don't know what i'm going to do.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/15230566/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/15230566/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 14:27:47 PDT
Also good to note that saturday is the day of the party in which i have been invited to by one of my gothic and awsome junior friends, and i am almost finished sewing my costume (i'll take a picture of it and post it later)

now i shall speak some french (try to, anyway).....

J'ai devoir..... le week-end. AHHHHH! JE LE DETESTE!!!!!



ya wanna know what i just said (unless you can speak french)- too bad, 'cause i ain't tellin' ya, HAHAHAHA.
figure it out yourself.

now i'm going to go watch some crap and do my homework........

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/14608072/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/14608072/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 18:35:21 PDT anyway, i have been drawing a little lately, and sometime soon(when i do have time) i'll work on them in my photoshop then post them on my account. But right now, guys, i'm just too tired :snore:
i'm still seeing my crush, whom is in none in my classes at a similar time as me, but i still see him!!!!!!!!!! one of the reasons would be that his locker is only a few feet down from mine!
you would think one year i seem him, and the next, i don't see him anymore and we get on with our little lives!
i don't know why i'm rambling about this, and to be honest with you, i don't think i should be talking about this, so i think i better stop.
and people- you have got to listen to this- are obsessing with the tag on my bookbag
i'll say more on this journal later but i have to get off the computer now.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/14269752/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/14269752/ Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:36:26 PDT plus, i had a permanent curl yeasterday so my hair stinks a bit
and there are a few school supplies i need to get still, like..........
calculator
a few more notebooks
and new shoes, which i'll only get if it's looks like it's from Hot Topic.
and i'm also am going to be working my ass of trying to get the top grades because i NEED THOSE GRADES TO GET IN TO THE NORTH CAROLINA SCHOOL OF THE ARTS *gasp* IN WINSTON - SALEM SO I CAN INTO A GOOD ART COLLAGE WHEN I GRADUATE FROM THERE AND BECUME A MANGA ARTIST, WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL IT.


huff, huff, huff............... okay.................huf..................i'm done rambling................huff........................
okay, what else........... oh yeah, i really don't like the school i'm going too, becaue a lot of ............. okay i'm just not going there, anyway, i can't wait for the day i leave that stupid school two years from now to go to the arts school that i know is a hell of a lot better than the stupid HCHS. at NCSotA i'll actually feel like i'll become an artist............ you see i feel that a lot of metro N.C. has little respect for the arts, except for the Raleigh and the Winston - Salem area that i know of.

but anyways, i just hope i survive this year in high school.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/14073003/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/14073003/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 10:03:57 PDT but as soon as i feel better, blue rocker, your garaa request will be up and i'll have another peice of fanart that i did three years ago up as well
i forgot to mention that i am to go to the dentist office for the 2nd time in two weeks because i braces weren't properly redone

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13884385/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13884385/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:25:02 PDT

1. i will not do any hentai art; in other words the farthest i will go to draw a romance peice is a kissing scene, that is IT. (for those who are yaoi and yuri fans, i will do gay scenes because i have no problem with gays)
2. i will not draw anything that involves partial nudity, i will do short skirts and sleeved tight shirts, corsets, etc. for girls and pants and t - shirt for boys as my farthest will point.
3. i will do bloody, gorey, violent scenes or macrebre scenes to a point - which means i will not show something like someone who has been ripped up into peices and a massive amount of blood and flesh covering the whole floor/room , unless it is to be like someone whos been ripped and turned into a puppet because then i don't have to put a truamatizing amount of gore in it.



there......those are my rules, have fun with me (not THAT why of course)

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13817870/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13817870/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 07:27:46 PDT i know i have stated i'm not much of a harry potter fan but even the most non-fan of peoples are so easily touched by the series. i'll probably read all the books through and buy all the video games for it and get all the movies, and if i can't do that then i'll draw a detailed manga of the whole series - just so i can get over this ............ you guys probably would hate me for doing it, but still, it would be like therapy for me. i have a very senseitive psychology.
anyways, i can't beleive i am saying this..........but i beleive i am ready to go back to school..............thats right people.................i'm ready to go back to school. because i'm depressed because i havn't been able to do anything, etc..... i would also like to tell Mrs. Rowling that i hope she is able to come up with a different but as facsinating book as her classic story, Harry Potter.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13597444/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13597444/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 19:51:36 PDT ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13340470/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13340470/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 19:26:51 PDT (oh and by the way, i feel a little bit nervous about it)
Edit:
they didn't pull my tooth out, they just did a compensation check on me for the surgery, which is on the 9th of July

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13268557/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/13268557/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 17:41:01 PDT though my graduation from Middle school sucked cause my parents weren't there, plus my crush, Li Jiang, wasn't there either. so i got depressed today, but oh well, i probably won't see him again even though he isn't moving (i hope not).
still, i'll have another piece of art up soon.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/12849589/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/12849589/ Sat, 05 May 2007 08:18:11 PDT and by the way, i have a scanner now so you guys should be seeing my art work soon

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10933599/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10933599/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:35:52 PST we went to my godparents house for thanksgiving this time. Grechen(my god mother) made a nice meal even though we didn't have any turkey, though she did have cranberry sauce and I LOVE THAT STUFF! Arnie(godfather) was his funny, southern american self. the two got themselves a new dog, a beagle to be exact, and she just got out of puppy mode(in other words, he just bacame an adult beagle) though she is still as playful as a puppy.
after thanksgiving, we shopped a little at Mayfaire, a of what some of you at deviantart would call the american version of a village. it has a nice shopping district, a movie theater, and a few resteraunts(and a pub ) and just beside it is the residential district, where the people of Mayfaire live, and it only takes them a short walk to get to the shopping district. the place is so nice a perfect little town, i don't now how to tell you how nice it is, i wish to live there someday.
anyway, after the shopping my throat became really sore and so i lived with it for three days being like that, i couldn't even swallow my own saliva without it being painful, and i missed monday the next week of school, my whole thanksgiving break was ruined because of it.
but anyways, school wasn't so hot either, i was just depressed most of the time and off in my own little world. i had this one day where i had a boy in another class at lunch staring at me as i was getting into the lunch line, my class had just gotten into the cafateria for lunch. i won't say who he is, but i will say he's one of the most popular boys at the school as far as i am concerned. he is cute and all but i usually don't pay much attention to him, as i am most of the time with any other boy, mainly because i know he dosen't like me so why bother, because i'm not even close to being desprate for a lover, and because i really have no intention of finding any lover and rather live my life alone. now if i am to end up with a boyriend who really loves me, i'm fine with it. but as far as i have gone in my life, i'm going to end up a lone wolf and i don't care.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10801673/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10801673/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 15:31:48 PST when i was a little girl i used to be jumping for joy ecxited about the holidays, now i'm all like 'meh'. i don't unserstand it. guess it's because i'm now an semi - anti social, somewhat emo, dark thinking goth(though i'm still quite the chatter box sometimes). but, really, i don't care, i'm growing up, and one of these days i'm going to be able to live by myself with a few cats and possibly a dog for the rest of my life, if i ever get rich and live in a fancy house, then maybe i'll adopt some children, all just like i want it to be, mainly being alone. i can still have my friends, but still live alone and nicely. that would help me alot. and now that it's winter, i feel calm and peaceful cause i like cold weather, it's just makes it seem i'm the only person in the world.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10556171/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10556171/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:16:54 PST and saturday, mom said me and krista's behavior was nutrosious "WELL FYI TO YOU, MOM, KRISTA AND I LEFT BECAUSE WE HAD ENOUGH OF IT".
anyways, on saturday, i hosted a small party. the guess were painting most of the time, which was my moms idea. we had fun.
i don't like being around my mom and my dad much anymore because i soon end up doing something they don't agree and then they get mad at me, and usually it's either a little thing or it's nothing to get mad at at all.


i just wish i was now 18 going to collage and leaving my parents behind, so that i can live alone and without them.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10414302/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10414302/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 16:00:38 PDT one of the people at the agape center was facinated by me, and by that i mean she thought and said that i was a cool kid. Nobody has ever really told me that before, since i've always known myself as one of the most unpopular kids in the school, it made me happy.

It's weird, ya know . . .
i live through years
of rejection, and pain. . .
and nobody really
notincing, or caring about me....
and all the attention i get are
negitive comments. . . .
and then i start getting all of this friendly attenion,from boys and everybody, and even when i don't get it, i feel as if a lot of people are notiocing me in some way. i still get negitive comments once in a while, but that dosen't bother me.
i don't know what's going on, but, it dosen't matter if they start being nice to me or not...........................
it's too late, i don't want much of society around me any more(except for my friends and family), and nothing they do for me can change that.




The silence of winter snow has fallen
in my mind. . . .

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10392134/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10392134/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 15:37:25 PDT I feel like listening to music some while i do a little bit of work, then i'll get some rest. on the 16th my homeroom and my math class is going to a sci. center called Agape, which sounded really boring when it was explained in the letter. i hate having to do the sci. activities with miss Kallop, she makes it so boring, since she uses the the expairiments in our text book, in which the authors didn't seem to reallize makes you wanna go 'Zzzzzzzz'.
anyways i'm sick, and i would like to work on my story.
i forgot to add that while me and Mama were leaving the store, i realized that a group of what i could guess of high school seinor boys were looking at me in their car. then one of the boys stuck his head out of the back door window and yelled "Say that you love me! I know you do!" to me. i was surprised they thought i was good looking, sure i was wearing my favorite white blouse, but i'm kinda chubby(i'm not overweight or anyhting, my shirt size is mainly a medium but i get large shirts because of our washer having a tendacy to shrink my stuff, and my pants size is an 11 juniors which is smaller than it seems)and even my blouse couldn't hide that(i promise you though, my stomach was not sticking out or whatever).

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10381596/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10381596/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 15:37:37 PDT I got to have a little conversation with Li, a chinese boy who's family i think just moved from china a year ago, and who also dosen't know english very well(but he's learning). during first period, he realized of my cat-faced boots that i had got from Hot Topic(and for those of you who don't live in america and have no idea what Hot Topic is, it's a national gothic stuff store chain) and he pointed to them, i said 'Cat faces' to him, even though i knew he wasn't going to catch what i was saying. later, i asked he bring his translator to gym so that i could talk to him. i asked him if he liked my kitty-faced boots, he nodded, and then i told him where i got them. I dont' talk to Li much 'cause every time i'm around the boy(which is like the whole day, even when were switching classes and going to electives) i feel like i'm the weird, obessive sometimes, and non-stop talkitive girl people have considered me(which i used to be). and i also think that's exactly what he thinks i am('cause of Bryan Hadwin, his friend no doubt, which i dont' hate but i'm Sure bryan dosn't like being around me like everyone else).
anyways, i'm tired and i'm going to continue on with my story, and i think i have a fear of talking to boys and then saying something stupid(like i always do 'cause i can't keep my mouth from making a stupid, damn comment that always have people complaining to me) i wish i had the fear of talking in public, then i wouldn't have the damn problem all together.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10305990/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10305990/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 16:32:40 PDT in consideration to deviant art, i had typed the prologue for my story and i got a good comment and a fav. YAY ME! I'M SO HAPPY.
though at school today i had to go to the nurse, and then go to my counseler who was with the school counseler. the reason is that yesterday i had 'hyper ventalated' persay at gym class. but i didn't get any help until band when Mr. Greider, my band teacher asked me if i was alright, because i was taking big gulps of air, and i had to come up to him because he put the wrong grade on my prctice record. and i told him no and explained the anxiety i experienced in gym. he sent me straight to the nurse, since i had told him somthing like this before, and he got worried. and since the nurse wasn't there, i had to go to the eigth grade counseler, and she was at a meeting. so i went back to band, Mr. Grieder carried my stuff for me back to L.A.(language arts) class(i like Mr. Grieder, he talks a lot, but that's just him ^_^) it wasn't after lunch that i had come to the counseler. we talked for a bit. she called my mom after dismissing me to get ready to go home, and then today i talked with the nurse, and i HAD to explain to her about my eating habits(i'm not eating a lot, i'm eating little) and it's basically caused my brain and body to shut down.
then i had the grade and school counslers to talk to, i told them about my past expeiriences in social life(which mostly was really bad)my artistic abilties(i don't just write stories, everyone, i can draw manga and i've decided to start sewing some of my own clothes) and how my feelings are toward boys(when most American girls go looking despratly for a boyfriend, i'm waiting for the right guy) and the fact that i feel happier when i'm alone or with just my friends.
i feel tired but happy today cause i'm finally having some serious help for my life and my sanity.



I'm a happy Kitty.

]]> ~CuteGothy http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10263138/ http://CuteGothy.deviantart.com/journal/10263138/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 17:58:05 PDT i have a boy in my class that will not stop talking about 'minners' or minnows. a boy with ADD.and i have to run just to make it to band class on time. i'm trying to finish sewing a dress, i'm now going to do a Holloween party, i have homework(though most i finish at school) and i want to do the things i want to do. My class talks WAY too much(as any other class i've been in).
i am driven to complete insanity.
i want to be alone.
i cannot stand the constant talking.
and being constantly tired.
after i finish the dress i'm doing i'm going to start another dress. though i'm not sure what type i should make.

i have to finish the sleeves now.
and go to bed. T_T

]]> ~CuteGothy