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Sitting here, legs sprawled across her. She snores away lightly and cutely. She is the best girl I have ever met.

I've been seeing her for almost 3 weeks straight, day in day out, and I can't get enough of her. She does things for me other people would consider me a freak for.

I want to see her every day for love, lust, and the beauty she provides in my life. I feed on it, live on it, without I am no longer who i am.

This is the happiest place I have ever been in my life. So sleep away my beauty, for you will wake up and I will be here.

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/20616986/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/20616986/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 10:08:55 PDT
My girlfriend that was is now gone forever. I am a free man and moving on.

Will get back to writing more often just for all my special watchers lolies.

talk to all you awesome people who bother to read this later.

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18832519/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18832519/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 05:09:25 PDT
Thats all I really have to say. Being away from home sucks, being away from the gf sucks even more. I miss her insanely. I'm writer her a journal while im down here, I might put it up here, I don't know if anyone would be interested in my daily thoughts and actions though.

I have started something i really wanted to finish. A book (if it turns out to be a book) called the graveyard of flies. I will upload what i have so far and see what anyone thinks of what i have got. Its kinda a science fiction, but more heavy on story then action and fight scenes.

thats all, Wish me luck.

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18460079/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18460079/ Fri, 23 May 2008 08:39:22 PDT
Going to be off working in newbrunswick...and earn somewhere around 10 Grand
w00t...see yeahs later suckers

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18447869/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18447869/ Thu, 22 May 2008 13:36:30 PDT matt will be taken out of the situation and we will get along just like we used to!

today it a happy day

Now about that writing I need to get done, maybe I'll some love dovey poem, or a thesis of sorts on life and love.

or maybe I'll just procrastinate for another year

who knows, who cares, I'm in a good mood so it does not matter

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18435632/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18435632/ Wed, 21 May 2008 17:44:17 PDT
first we had the issue of me going away for the summer and not seeing her for 2 months. she brought up the idea of an open relationship (thinking that i could get lots of ass on my own...true story) and then after we taslked about it she decided to withdraw on the idea of me having sex with random ass people.

THEN one of her friends she tutors in french decides to get inbtween us....and boy did he ever...theres a little background story to this.

so Theirs the facebook account for someone named Clyde stone. One day Clyde stone married my girlfriend on a weekend I was working, and therefore I was not on facebook to see this.
A couple days later i come home to find this on facebook, get appuled, and tell my grilfriend to stop being married to this guy on msn and be in a relationship with me instead.

She flips out becuase "its just facebook" and then i come back with the same argument and tell he i would just like her to. After a huge argument she tells me the facebook account is a fake account she made to mess around with peoele on facebook. THANKS for telling me that in the first place....jeese.

oh its not done yet. I later find out after doing some reseach that the facebook account was made by her ex bf (and a good friend of mine) and then I go back again at her and we get into an arguement over that and how I dont need to know everything tahts going on because its not my life. BLEH WOMEN!

it gets even better from here. Not even a day later someone names Clyde stone adds me to msn and tells me he is real. I dont know what to think at this point. It can't be her ex from face book, becuase its a different e-mail address. Plus i talked to Pat (the ex) about it and he told me he had nothing to do with it. I know he would not be lying to me becuase hes my brother from my fraternity. The world is a small place i know.

So this new "clyde stone" tells me hes going to do my gf on her birthday and i should forget about her real soon. After me calming him down, getting some information out of him, and passing it onto my gf we found out it was one of the people she tutors.

He exclaimes his love for her and now she gets phone calls day in and day out from him talking about fuck knows what. All i get to do is sit back and wait for it to all blow by becuase shes busy all the time.

I'm just about ready to get my military buddies and my fraternity buddies (becuase im in the army and in a fraternity) and find out where he lives and give him a royal ass kicking.

hes talking to her on the phone right now as i sit on msn and get told from her that she can't hold a msn conversation and a verbal conversation at the same time. I thought women were good at multitasking,

I bet you hes telling her right now hes going to go emo or some shit if she does not break up with me for him.

fuck life, fuck women, I try and help and i just get told to shut up and wait and told i can't know whats going on. Im ready to give up on this shit.

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18413965/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/18413965/ Tue, 20 May 2008 11:42:36 PDT I have a really good idea still about a book i want to write, but i can not bring myself to write it.

I should be writing, why am i Journaling!?

BLEGH!

write write write write write write write write write write

my writing teacher taught me to write what i wanted to do on a page to get some incentive going...is it working?

I guess I will find out

]]> ~Czain http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/17350241/ http://Czain.deviantart.com/journal/17350241/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 16:22:26 PDT I need to make a presentation in 2 days and I've barely started. And i have a website due on Wednesday, which i need to make another page for and correct all the grammatical errors on it. ><

I think I'll go and write something retardedly angry. heh!

Oh well i got to make the presentation on anything i want, so im going with the history of heavy metal music

whoo hoo! and i made the website completely about me and my life. OHHH YEAH!

If you have a choice might as well do something you can have fun with.

if anyone wants to see how the sit is doing its at
[link]

have a nice day suckers!

]]> ~Czain