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hit me up or something maybe I'll use this damn thing agian.

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what did i do?

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]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/3094371/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/3094371/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 20:08:11 PDT also i'm working on a drawing. rough draft looks good. maybe i'll finally put a drawing on here

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]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2958373/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2958373/ Sat, 24 Jul 2004 16:27:14 PDT
"Southern Girl"

Is everything a baited hook?
And are there locks on all doors?
If you're looking for an open book
Look no further, I am yours

We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to tree
We can do anything
That turns you up and sets you free

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl
Could you want me?

So come outside and walk with me
We'll try each other on to see if we fit
And with our roots, become a tree
To shade what we make, under it

We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to tree
We can do anything
That turns you up and sets you free

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl
Could you want me?

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My sanity is gone.
All hope is lost.
I've given in.
The battle was won,
But not by me.
I'm still breathing,
My heart still beats,
And my icy blood still flows.
It flows through my viens,
And through my skin.
Down my wrist, into my hand,
Off my fingers, and onto the floor.
I watch the blood flow down the drain.
Its followed by my dreams and life.

]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2953370/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2953370/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 21:59:06 PDT Why would one hurt you?
Have you ever smiled?
Why are you so blue?
Troubled little soul,
I feel you bleeding.
What is it they stole?
Tears are misleading.
I'll take you in me,
Heal your broken heart.
I'll set your soul free,
Give you a fresh start.

]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2909974/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2909974/ Sun, 18 Jul 2004 09:36:25 PDT . anywho I'm off to work on some of this shit.

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]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2841219/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2841219/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 12:31:18 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2836446/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2836446/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 19:51:43 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2796920/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2796920/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 18:13:52 PDT Destroyed by what I create
It left the nerve exposed
Feels like a lost cause
Frustration's all I have left
It's what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
It's still a lost cause

I can't keep doing this to myself
But it's the only way to forget who I am

Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what's so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away

I will keep doing this to myself

'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help

This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts

I won't give into, I won't give into...
I won't become one with your lies

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I will keep doing this to myself
'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I have become one with your lies

Spineshank- Asthmatic




join. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2746826/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2746826/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 10:51:37 PDT ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2740789/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2740789/ Sat, 26 Jun 2004 12:04:21 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2735788/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2735788/ Fri, 25 Jun 2004 18:20:34 PDT . Any who....I don't know. I'm rambling. I need a god damn subscription. Anyone want to give me one? I'll make love to your leg. oh well.... I'll be around most of the night. Peace. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2704649/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2704649/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 14:23:11 PDT
say what you need to, save your soul
but don't fuck with me,
i'm loosin' control
i'm so tired of this, so sick of you
my tongue is battered and bruised from all these attitudes

teach me the magic of your sacred poems
conjuring a voice of signs and omens
prophecies got debris
the syllables and symbols breath
and as we climb, divine
to sacrifice our wounded minds
this awkward chance to seek, insanity
i can't save you, cause i hate me

the lord is my weapon
and i see him shoot pawns
womyn is the devil
your god is a fraud
everyone you knew
everything you've ever done
suffer for your freedom
die by the law

the lord is my weapon
and i see him shoot pawns
womyn is the devil
your god is a fraud
everyone you knew
everything you've ever done
suffer for your freedom
die by the law

say what you need to save your soul
but leave your religion at the door
smokin all of christians weed
i'm sick of these weak anarchys
you see me as a place to make a bruise
but in my reality i'm a slate of the muse
fuck these hypocrites, and together will fight

tyrannist swears, as quick as your knife

the lord is my weapon
and i see him shoot pawns
womyn is the devil
your god is a fraud
everyone you knew
everything you've ever done
suffer for your freedom
die by the law

all you sinners
blasphemers
burn in the pit
burn
burn
burn

the lord is my weapon
and i see him shoot pawns
womyn is the devil
your god is a fraud
everyone you knew
everything you've ever done
suffer for your freedom
die by the law

save me
save me
save me
save me
save me
save me
save me ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2688510/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2688510/ Fri, 18 Jun 2004 08:07:02 PDT
see ya, Ben. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2678346/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2678346/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 21:46:59 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2668942/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2668942/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 18:40:31 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2604099/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2604099/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 11:10:53 PDT actions become bolder heart got colder
chip on my shoulder that I dared a nigga to touch
didn't need a click cause I scared a nigga that much
One deep went to for kicks
catchin' vicks throwin' bricks gettin by bein' slick
used to get high to get by used to have to puff my L
in the morning before I get fly
I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethin'
I did some coke now I'm ready to take something
3 years later showing signs of stress
didn't keep my hair cut or give a fuck how I dressed
I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life
Shit like this kept a nigga with a bloody knife
wanna make records but I'm fucking it up
I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up" - DMX - Slippin ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2598030/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2598030/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 16:00:02 PDT Please rest tomorrow,and bring a satisfied day.
The restless urge of love that's worth, the burning for.
Surely it's that one comforting, love to give you more.
And this thought can be that begins, the brand new tangled web you're spinning.
Anyone can be your brand new love.
Any time the force can be broken, to tear your bitter world to be open.
Anyone can be your brand new love.
You won't be the first.
Your twisted change is normal...gossip, dirt.
Whisper to the nodding head, thrilled you fell apart instead of them.
But they will,'cause any hope for love can be killed.
If you need a different face, it's definite time to destroy this place.
Follow what you feel, you alone will decide what's real.
Anyone can be your brand new love ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2595146/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2595146/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 08:08:22 PDT a blade over my head
reminds me
what to do before im dead
night consumes light
and all i dread
reminds me what to do before im dead


sun reclines, heats my mind
reminds me what to leave behind
light eats night and all i never said
reminds me what to do before i'm


to see you
to touch you


epochs fly, reminds me
what i hide, reminds me
the desert skies
cracks the spies
reminds me what i never tried
the ocean wide salted red
reminds me what to do before im dead


to see you
to touch you
to feel you
to tell you


the sun reclines.....remind me
the desert skies....remind me
the ocean wide salted red
reminds me ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2591521/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2591521/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 18:20:46 PDT i'm crazy, crazy for feeling so blue
i knew, you'd love me as long as you wanted
and someday, you'd leave me for somebody new


worry, why do i let myself worry
wondering, what in the world should i do
crazy for thinking that my love could hold you


i'm crazy for trying, crazy for trying, and i'm crazy for loving you. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2588592/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2588592/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 10:27:46 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2576681/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2576681/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 18:36:26 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2556667/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2556667/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 08:55:24 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2553318/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2553318/ Mon, 31 May 2004 20:13:45 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2535252/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2535252/ Sat, 29 May 2004 11:08:54 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2468553/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2468553/ Thu, 20 May 2004 09:13:54 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2450040/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2450040/ Mon, 17 May 2004 17:18:42 PDT And rain falls as my tears run down my cheeks and fall to the floor.

1 of 4. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2446352/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2446352/ Mon, 17 May 2004 07:40:17 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2426565/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2426565/ Fri, 14 May 2004 09:01:32 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2424299/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2424299/ Thu, 13 May 2004 21:20:06 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2412421/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2412421/ Wed, 12 May 2004 08:54:52 PDT Not a soul in sight.
No good mornings today,
No good at all..
All seems to be lost,
The question lingers in my mind
Is it over?
Is this so long?
Nothing was said,
But that is as bad as "Fuck yourself."
Is that what is next?

I'm waiting for the words to slip,
Smoothly out of your mouth.
They slide from your lips,
But like broken glass
The jaged words shread my heart to nothing.
And thats how you left me.
Laying there a large mass of nothing.
And thats what I'll remain.
For all time.
No love.
No hate.
Nothing. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2233671/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2233671/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 06:57:47 PDT ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2061578/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/2061578/ Mon, 22 Mar 2004 10:34:09 PST ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1973663/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1973663/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 10:46:54 PST On impact you open your eyes to find yourself back in your eyes to find yourself back in your room all alone. Looking arround to examine the walls you notice they are covered with cutouts from magizines. Pictures of all the things you use to love hang on the slipshod walls. They dangle and slowl fall to the floor. There are traces of pictures of the clique you use to envolve yourself with mixed amongst the hap-hazard piles of clothes and other posesions long forgotten.
Shaded by the conforts of your sheets you stay in bed. Sleeping away the day, the sun rises and falls agian. Awakened by the moonlight a venture to the kitchen is useless. There is no food.
Walking down the hall you run your fingers across the faded paint and over the fist sized holes. Each crater in the dry wall brings back memories of past arguements and breakdowns. It becomes to much to take. As you walk into your room a tear falls to the floor.
You sit on the edge of your bed staring at the floor. Your eyes stray to a bloody towl. The tears stop and a smirk grows. It all becomes another scar on your skin. Hidden by your sleves. Confined from socity. Conceled from yourself. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1944584/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1944584/ Wed, 03 Mar 2004 10:51:01 PST ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1915105/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1915105/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 10:35:48 PST ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1915047/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1915047/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 10:22:21 PST ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1860525/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1860525/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 10:41:59 PST ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1822718/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1822718/ Tue, 10 Feb 2004 10:35:01 PST ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1787435/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1787435/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 10:45:28 PST Theses limbs fall dead.
My mind goes numb,
And this ship is brought under.
Druged down by the endless cycle.
The current takes my breath away,
And it steals my lungs.
In and out, the oxygen is tainted;
It turns the world dark deep blue.
But the sun says that I'm still alive,
I know the sun will fade away.
And a bright hallway will apear.
I'll have to pick a door,
But, I'll only be reborn agian. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1761400/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1761400/ Thu, 29 Jan 2004 10:41:40 PST Last summer was rough on my grand parents, well the whole family. My grandmother was diagnosed with limpnode cancer, and my grandfather was diagnosed with alztimers. That is when I realized i was loosing one of the most cherishable items in my life. I spent many late nights sitting in my dark bedroom just thinking about it.
At that point in time I decided to get to know my grandparents. I started visiting my Grandpa at thier home while my grandma was in the hospital. Me and Grandpa would play cards, talk about anything, and I'd listen to his stories. The conversations would just restart every 30 minnutes. He wouldn't even notice that we had already talked about each subject 5 times already. I was just happy to hear his voice.
I went to go visit my Grandma as much as I could. She was in the hospital alot. I would just sit there and watch her. I would watch her sleep, eat, and struggle to do just about everything she had to do. It made me sad. The glue to the collage that makes up my family was disolving, and there was nothing I could do about it. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1761392/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1761392/ Thu, 29 Jan 2004 10:39:50 PST Last summer was rough on my grand parents, well the whole family. My grandmother was diagnosed with limpnode cancer, and my grandfather was diagnosed with alztimers. That is when I realized i was loosing one of the most cherishable items in my life. I spent many late nights sitting in my dark bedroom just thinking about it.
At that point in time I decided to get to know my grandparents. I started visiting my Grandpa at thier home while my grandma was in the hospital. Me and Grandpa would play cards, talk about anything, and I'd listen to his stories. The conversations would just restart every 30 minnutes. He wouldn't even notice that we had already talked about each subject 5 times already. I was just happy to hear his voice.
I went to go visit my Grandma as much as I could. She was in the hospital alot. I would just sit there and watch her. I would watch her sleep, eat, and struggle to do just about everything she had to do. It made me sad. The glue to the collage that makes up my family was disolving, and there was nothing I could do about it. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1761385/ http://DOA-DeadOnArrival.deviantart.com/journal/1761385/ Thu, 29 Jan 2004 10:38:43 PST Last summer was rough on my grand parents, well the whole family. My grandmother was diagnosed with limpnode cancer, and my grandfather was diagnosed with alztimers. That is when I realized i was loosing one of the most cherishable items in my life. I spent many late nights sitting in my dark bedroom just thinking about it.
At that point in time I decided to get to know my grandparents. I started visiting my Grandpa at thier home while my grandma was in the hospital. Me and Grandpa would play cards, talk about anything, and I'd listen to his stories. The conversations would just restart every 30 minnutes. He wouldn't even notice that we had already talked about each subject 5 times already. I was just happy to hear his voice.
I went to go visit my Grandma as much as I could. She was in the hospital alot. I would just sit there and watch her. I would watch her sleep, eat, and struggle to do just about everything she had to do. It made me sad. The glue to the collage that makes up my family was disolving, and there was nothing I could do about it. ]]> ~DOA-DeadOnArrival