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Hello everyone!! Just a lil' bit of news. I have just opened a new account:

[link]

(dollydaire . deviantart . com)


'Dolly Daire' is my brand *SPANKING* new model name, I hope this doesn't confuse people...
The account is purely for new, high quality photo's of my model work, (glamour/pin-up/fetish photography etc.). It might be a while until I do some photoshoots, but add 'DollyDaire' to you friends list if you want to keep an eye on my future glamour work.

As for my 'Dair' account, I will be updateing that more often, but most pictures will be more casual and mostly my own photography.

Lots of Love
Dolly Daire ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/8129265/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/8129265/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 09:26:23 PST
My mood:

:::Wanted:::
Photographer who is passionate about gothic/fetish/Pin-up Vintage style glamour modelling.
Must live in England, Must be willing to do photoshoots with me without expecting to get Paid. Must have a professional manner but friendly enough to make me feel comfortable. MUST NOT be a pervert who trys to get me to do things i do not want to do. Must be someone i can relate to creatively.

Goals: To achieve stunning fetish/gothic/vintage pin-up photo's, To have a shit load of fun, To make lots of money out of my body.

If you're confident enough in yourself to believe you can achieve all this, message me! xxxxxxxx ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/7864632/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/7864632/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 12:15:28 PST
Hi everyone again! BLIMEY it's been such a long time since i could be arsed to write in my DA journal! Spring is beginning in england, at-bloody-last, the sun is out and everything glows and looks much more positive and all i want to do is smile and hug friends and make sweet love !! I have this predomiant realisation that I'm going to be 19 years old this summer, and I need to get my act together and start accomplishing things in my life that will make me a worthwhile and happy human being. Change is essential for growth.

On photography/modelling:
Well I've been doing a little bit of photography at my flat, but nothing special. I really don't think it's possible to achieve anything really amazing because the shite quality of my camera, and unfortunatly i don't have rich parents or a credit card or a nice fat wage to pay for a better camera . however I can work with what i've got i suppose! As for modelling, I'm getting tired of it, and i want to achieve amazing feelings within people, not be praised for physical value.
Future Projects:
"Knowing you, Knowing me" - a project invloving simple portrait photos of shit loads of people that i know in oxford. the idea is to achieve strong emotive photographs of local faces, old and young, scars n all! The main objective words are: character, emotion, natural, honest. each picture will be based on the personality of the person.
"Vintage Glamour" - the title says it all, progression in vintage glamour modelling of myself!

and thats about it my darlings! ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6999615/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6999615/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 12:23:32 PST
In a couple of months i should have a proper storyboard style photoset up on my gallery for you all to enjoy.

x ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6694232/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6694232/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 10:35:35 PDT
An amateur digital photographer/prof digital photographer who can do a glamour photoshoot with me.

* Must live within a 50 mile radious from Oxford (that kind of area)
* Must have access to studio or good background scenery
* Must have some experience/enthusiasm with glamour modelling

The purpose of this photoshoot would be for both the photographer and me to build up our own personal portfolio's. So therefor I will not be paying the photographer, and will not expect to be paid by the photographer.

Send note to my deviant username: Dair
or email: evilicecream@hotmail.com ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6668847/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6668847/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 13:12:12 PDT Today, a fishnet bodystocking arrived through my door today that i had ordered from a company called 'the sensual woman' in America. wow, i guess that means i'm sensual. hehe.
The reason why I ordered one, is because I saw a 1950's illustration of a woman wearing a seamed bodystocking, and I thought it looked really nice. Hopefully in a while I'll be able to find a photographer and I can do another photoshoot, wearing my body stocking, and pull off a set of 1950's vintage style photos.
So this is sort of a plea for:
*any portrait/people photographers out there living in the south/east of england (near oxford) who want to do a photoshoot with me, let me know *.

And on a more meaningful note... I met a really nice man walking back from work the other day, he just randomly came up to me and was insistant that i should be more happy - (this is why i love oxford, because, besides all the posh stuck up uni students, there are a few genuinely unique characters).
Anyway, we got talking, and he told me that the best way to have a happier state of mind, and what he called a "light heart" is to be greatful for everything in your life. And to think positivly about every moment. he said "You know why i'm happy today?! Because I woke up in good health". He told me that god is like energy, and you can treat clothes like your god, or drinking, and other such shallow things, but your real god is always with you, in your inner soul, and that is what you must always listen to and follow, and give thanks to.
I came away feeling happier and much more light hearted, and I couldn't stop smileing all the way home.

and his name is Joel.

x

]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6623682/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6623682/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 08:49:37 PDT i watched the 'anarchist CookBook' the other day that i had rented out from blockbusters. SOMEBODY (and i won't mention names) told me it's an amazing insight into anarchism in america.

I personally think the film was the worst piece of pooh i have seen in ages.

Firstly - if you're living in a western society, i don't believe it is physically possible to have a true anarchist way of life.
secondly - the characters are caucasian american kids brought up from middleclass family's - (they're just rebelling against their conservative white american upbringings by trying to call themselves anarchists.)

and thirdly - in the film i don't think they tried to define anarchism once, and ya know why? because if they really did explain the true deffinition of anarchism, they would be publicly prooving that they are infact NOT anarchists what-so-ever.
I would go on but i havn't studied this film enough to give a reasonably good deffence to why i think it's stinks like mc donalds beef burgers.
But if anyone agrees or diagrees please reply to this journal!

]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6552431/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/6552431/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 06:33:35 PDT ‘I’m eighteen, why am I not heading towards uni, why am I not being reckless and rebellious.’
I suddenly feel out-casted from the mass majority. I try to categorize what the mass majority of 18 year olds are like and find myself stumbling over teenage characters from ‘Neighbours’ and ‘Hollyoaks’. Keep having flashbacks from when I used to go to school, and then my life as a home educated hippy child – I seemed to be so much more intelligent a couple of years ago. Have I somehow lost my memory, because there are so many chapters of my childhood that I’ve forgotten? Sometimes I wonder if all the dope smoking my mum did when she was pregnant with me didn’t help. I think about how the hell I ended up here – watching day time t.v., eating wheat-free pasta and obsessively playing with my dressmaking pins. Is this what I’m supposed to be doing? What am I supposed to be doing??! Perhaps I lacked direction as a child, perhaps I psychologically analyse my life too much and THAT’S why I end up feeling confused.

I do know that as young people, we should never look at the media for answers into who we should be. “All people who work for the media should go kill themselves – no really, KILL YOURSELVES” – Bill Hicks.
I do know that this western society is fucked up, and ruled by middle aged upper class white men with lots of money, so no wonder teenagers can feel anti social.
I do know that if you find a passion for something, you will eventually find a place where you’re accepted by like-minded people, that’s why it’s important to have a passion.

I also know that I’ll have these down moments all throughout my life now and then, but I know I shouldn’t let that stop me from experiencing the best moments of my life. ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4718147/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4718147/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 09:42:19 PST ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4543956/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4543956/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 06:47:26 PST

but it was, kinda, I feel like I've matured a bit now, and I can actually relate to her a lot and understand her, sort of like a friend. I feel it's important for me to start getting to know her as a mutual adult now, and not just as my ‘Mum’.

Expect some more photographs from me in the next couple of weeks. I’ve just decided to take my digital camera everywhere on the off chance that I might actually take a good picture *hehe*

“With Life you must struggle and suffer and learn, death is to look forward to if you have been the best human you could have been." ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4343453/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4343453/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 13:58:07 PST Your Soul is sold like sex sells

Life is wasted like the waste you produce
Your Heart goes black like the black of your true ancestors

Posessions are used, like you are used by the govornment

Take a break before it's too late. ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4243243/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4243243/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:35:02 PST Pain is Like
Your Pain
It's Like

an unwakeable dream,
an unwanted surprise,

RED
HOT
SHOCK!

and all I want to do is Help you,
Heal you,
All I want to do is control this,
Control you,

it's unidentifyable
it's somewhere unknown

FUST STRATE
CON STRAINT

Pain like,
Your Mind it's like
Pain is like
Your Mind.

This is a poem that i wrote really for my mum.
She has to suffer with a lot of pain. and it reflects my inability to help her, and the feelings that i bare with this fact. ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4202134/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4202134/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 12:19:44 PST


posessions will be consumed - as will you one day



indeed it is wonderful to love and to be loved



singing and dance is my soul feeling cheerful ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4192828/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4192828/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 11:28:18 PST
All because I tried to fit into the mold my 8 month long boyfriend wants me to be.

"I like rock chicks"

"I think you should have a fringe"

"Wear this"

"have your hair like this"

"i prefer this kind of red lip stick"

well I prefered myself before I met him!


my mother warned me about MEN. ]]> ~Dair http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4161816/ http://Dair.deviantart.com/journal/4161816/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 13:16:18 PST
Just to let you know that "DAIR" is really a username i share sometimes with my twin brother Daniel, Yes we really are twins.
No we're not identical, obviously!
we were born in the same womb, but we were in two different eggs
no we don't have telepathic minds
no i'm not reading his mind right now
we're not the same people
we don't wear the same clothes
I know, we don't look that alike...after 17 bloody years i have begun to notice this.


Anyway sometimes daniel might use the username to add some stuff to the journal or gallery, Or i might. Sometimes I might write long boring gobble-de-goop in my journal. But I've recognised the beauty of simplicity, so I will mostly use this journal for short, and simple, but not nesersarily -sweet- notations. By the way, I'm a typo whore. I've got such a good vocabulary, but my spelling and typing skills have gone down hill since i've stopped using hte computer... see look at that! hte, hte, hte...THE!

I'm not stoopid, it's the computas fault. ]]> ~Dair