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                <title>So damn close</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Jul 2007 00:34:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hell...<br />
<br />
Well, here I was so happy to be getting my DA stuff, but the shipping killed it.<br />
<br />
$5something for shipping?!<br />
<br />
My total came to $18something, so I had to cancel everything <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Oh well.<br />
<br />
Anyway, thanks to my seeing a back-to-school commercial tonight with Gammy, she gave me $10 for "blue books". So like I have $16 in my bank right now, my ten bucks from her plus my lunch money tomorrow from Mom'll equal $31 total.<br />
<br />
And I'm suspended from Ebay for supposedly having wrong contact info. I even printed out my ebay bills and everything's correct on there. I dunno if I should payoff my stuff or not.<br />
<br />
I could do serious shopping with $31...<br />
<br />
Oh well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Drop Those Bags</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jul 2007 14:33:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I thought against my leaving.<br />
<br />
I have too many new and old friends.<br />
<br />
I realized now why that pic was taken off.<br />
<br />
Good thing I still have it saved on my laptop! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
Anyway, I figure if I can't post it up again, I'll just writeup a backstory on it.<br />
<br />
I still feel hurt though...<br />
<br />
Maybe a poem or two on it also.<br />
<br />
Anyway...yeah, yeah...I'm staying home on DA. *drops bags*<br />
<br />
I guess good things can come out of bad things, kinda like you can learn from your mistakes...yeah.<br />
<br />
At least I got all my Ebay bills printed out! Guess I'll do my contest entry tomorrow afterschool, I was too pissy just now...<br />
<br />
So right now I have $20 in my wallet.<br />
<br />
Thanks to my calculations on my crappy barphone, I can still buy my DA pins/patches, the one-month sub, and still have some leftovers to buy 2 big bottles of Pepsi/Coke and a bag of chips (feeling the urge).<br />
<br />
The DA stuff I can buy at home, the junk food is first! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
Thanks for helping me get through the rough times, and thanks for the support you guys. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
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More to come...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Leaving DeviantArt</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jul 2007 13:59:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just now I was sent a note saying that Giant Gentle Hug was a copyright violation.<br />
<br />
Damn.<br />
<br />
I was very clear on saying that I was sent that picture by my distant cousin, and now its gone.<br />
<br />
I wanna cry. My feelings are hurt.<br />
<br />
I got so many nice comments on that particular picture.<br />
<br />
Sure I didn't take it, but it was sent to me though.<br />
<br />
Anyway, I'm so glad I didn't spend my $20 on DA now.<br />
<br />
This is just a slap in my face.<br />
<br />
I still can't believe this happened.<br />
<br />
Goodbye.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Finally Free!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:07:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In too few hours, say around 7:30AM, I'll be leaving today to make it in time to deposit my money in my bank account at 9AM over at BOA. Plus, I'll be making my payment for my first Ebay purchase today as well.<br />
<br />
The new list is:<br />
<br />
1. The Book Of Common Prayer - $4.34<br />
2. Christian Patch - $6.00<br />
3. Comic poster - $10.35<br />
4. Ultra Slim 640x480 8MB USB Digital Camera (yes!) - $29.98!!!!!<br />
<br />
Yeah, I went by lowest to highest on here. I feel uberlucky here.<br />
<br />
Today I'll payoff the prayerbook, then I'll save up my $5 from Tuesday-Thursday and payoff the patch and the poster, then next Monday I'll payoff my brand new slim digital camera! I gotta admit, I'm GLAD I didn't go through with that last transaction, very blessed to have found a cheaper priced slim camera! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
ALL WHILE KNOWING THAT I'LL BUY MY DA STUFF TODAY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Tomorrow Is The Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:22:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Looks like my bank opens at 9AM every morning (except Sundays), so, hopefully if I ask for $3 for "blue books" from Mom, that'll gimme $23, so that means that I can buy my DA stuff and hopefully a 3 month sub as well, with a little bit saved over.<br />
<br />
Good thing that there's just a lecture tomorrow, oh, but then we get our test results back. <br />
<br />
Well, since it was open notes I figure I did alright.<br />
<br />
I guess I'll do my notes now then and after that get back on here and do many replies to my commentwall.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Begin again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 14:19:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just checked my old Ebay account and thankfully the seller of the digitalcamera closed the transaction and no action will come of my account! YES! <br />
<br />
Another big win is that on my newest Ebay account I scored The Book Of Common Prayer for 99 cents! A total of $4.34! So I told the seller I'll send her the MO tomorrow!<br />
<br />
REMEMBER TO PRINTOUT THE PAYMENT FORM AFTERSCHOOL!!!!! PRINT REMAINING TOO!<br />
<br />
Now that I'm finally caughtup with DA, I'm gonna take a nap and then start on my notes.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Changes</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:49:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I received an interesting comment on my page today:<br />
<br />
YOU HAVE BEEN UPDATING SO MUCH <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" /><br />
<br />
FOR GODS SAKE WOMAN,<br />
<br />
YOU'RE ADDICTED<br />
<br />
It made me chuckle a bit, but I looked over my pics and I saw that I really *am* addicted to DA. And thanks to my many new friends here on DA, it's all for the better. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
I spent half the night uploading the pics from the San Diego Fair this year.<br />
<br />
Then I had a rude awakening this morning due to the fact that Ricky had his Chicano Rap high. But I woke up at 9:30AM (on a Sunday, mind you!) and decided to upload the pics from our Julian camping trip we took in 2001. Today was/is a lazy day. This morning I just washed dishes, cleaned the washroom mirror and took out the trash. Now, I'm just sitting here feeling lazy again. Now that I have EVERYTHING uploaded on my DA, I can finally look towards poetry and some ideas that have been in my head for awhile.<br />
<br />
Third week of school starts tomorrow, damn. I hate the Dog Days of Summer...<br />
<br />
Anyway, today I plan to finally reply to all my comments that have been left on my page. Then, probably take a short nap. Maybe burn some CDs tonight...<br />
Then tomorrow I plan to go and deposit all my money ($20 thanks to my $15 today and my $5 lunchmoney tomorrow) totaling an amount of $21 in my bank account, maybe a few cents more. <br />
<br />
With that I plan to FINALLY buy my DA pins ($5), my DA patches ($8), and a<br />
nice little one-month sub ($4something). Then during the week I plan to saveup $15 and pay for my poster and tshirt. I can forget about the digitalcamera and the limited edition DVD/CD...I figure if I can handle a disposable camera and have awesome pics from that, then I can sure handle a CD.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Jesus, Bring The Rain!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jul 2007 22:23:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As of now, I feel so lost.<br />
<br />
Before school I just *had* to buy a Pepsi bottle, damn pills. We had a quiz today, open notes. I felt I did pretty good. Afterschool I bought my JITB dinner, and managed to buy one Pepsi bottle and a bag of chips. And as of now I sit here with $3 remaining, $4 total.<br />
<br />
Ugh.<br />
<br />
To make things even worse, I might lose my only son. He's 5 years old, and as cute as a button. The reason why is because Mom is allergic to animals, she has a rash developing on her right leg, plus like she has diabetes...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Right, I think of my 5 year old cat as my son. Thanks to my disease, I can't have ANY children UNLESS I adopt. God, I suck.<br />
<br />
Anyway, tonight Mom's letting me keep Daniel in my room, see if that changes anything.<br />
<br />
I really hope I don't lose him. I feel awful at the thought even now.<br />
<br />
Anyway, Ebay gave me some slack, thank God <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /><br />
<br />
Tonight, I plan to drown my sorrows in chips with chili. <br />
<br />
Next Monday is the start of the third week of school. Dammit.<br />
<br />
I feel so damn LOST! <br />
<br />
All I do is write stories, why can't I be given a shot to work at or on DA?<br />
<br />
It'd be great to say "I have a paying job as a writer on DeviantArt!" <br />
That shut my familia up enough. I hate the way they put me down. <br />
<br />
All I live on is my $15-$20 Sunday allowance (if Mom has the money) and with my saving up $5 everyday Monday thru Thursday at school. <br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /> All I'm asking for is a miracle to happen here. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pray.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Too Hot</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jul 2007 12:35:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SDCC is finally here. And I can't even go. Nope, too busy with school.<br />
<br />
Anyway, I decided after arriving at 11:16AM to just do everything quick (2nd to finishup) and headover to the cool LRC. I decided to holdoff on the notebooks and Cheetos as well, but I'm taking my Jack's! So, this morning took my pills as always after buying a Pepsi from Gigante (I hate calling it Eduardo's, never shoulda changed it).<br />
<br />
I feel I did well after my flop yesterday, damn. Anyway, now I have $6 in my sweaty damp pocket, and after awhile I plan to eat my first JITB food in 2 weeks. After that I still plan to buy my 2 Pepsi bottles (I think the people at Gigante are getting sick of seeing me every morning!) and also a bag of chips, I deserve it, mainly cuz things went so smoothly today and I really feel I did well on my test this morning too.<br />
<br />
I'm thinking...4 tacos and bacon-and-cheese potato wedges! Yummy!<br />
<br />
Also, I plan to attend Saint Paul's Cathedral sometime next month and *drumroll* become a born-again Christian! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /> Thanks to Vic-sama, I've been listening to K-LOVE nonstop since the beginning of this year and one of my resolutions was to change a part of myself. My biggest sense was when Onee-sama and I were trading music one night, and I "accidently" sent her a Third Day song which was "Your Love, Oh Lord". I was so happy when she listened to it, even though she's a nonbeliever. That there was a sign in itself.<br />
<br />
Since Onee-sama loves singing, I wonder if they'll be a day when she'll sing that song. I think it'd be nice coming out of her. She has a really nice singing voice! She probably wouldn't, but it'd be a nice surprise! ^_^<br />
<br />
Anyway, looks as if Ebay is giving me a bit of slack thanks to school. Mom went to the doc's early this morning, luckily I got to see her and wisshed her good luck. She has something wrong with her legs. She has diabetes, so I figure it must be common to have skin probs.<br />
Hopefully the doc will give her that cream, she said its helped the first time.<br />
<br />
Getting hungry, so I'll be off now...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>Holy Shit In A Blanket!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jul 2007 05:24:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah, I hate thinking up titles for my journals when I'm tired. Yesterday was pure hell <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Started off great though since I had printed out my report in the LRC downstairs, but bad because I was up till about 3AM, fell asleep till 5AM, then write my report and finished at 7AM. But then we had to present our stuff, which I found teh horrible. Oh, we also had a test. I didn't study as usual. Today should be fun cuz we have an actual quiz, good thing is it'll be open notes. So I pulled an allnighter again. Got a new planner for next semester, too. Also, I gave $3 saved up from today, and with the lunchmoney MomÂll give me, excluding the $3 extra (for my 2 Pepsis) and including the $1 I have left in the bank, IÂll have $9 in my bank account by today afterschool. This Sunday IÂll get $15 (allowance Â yeah, I know -_-) instead of the usual $20, plus next Monday with my lunchmoney IÂll have around $30 by next Monday in my bank account afterschool. So, now looking at my Ebay, I plan to tackle my probs and go ahead and payoff my very first purchase, my Vivitar digicam. Ugh, I bought it on July 17th, I hate being late on payments. Hopefully if I write a note to all my sellers theyÂll accept my lateness.<br />
<br />
So now off to bed, hopefully IÂll get a few hours sleep before I hafta get up at 9:30AM.<br />
<br />
After the quiz we getta go home. The LRC works for me.<br />
<br />
Buy new notebook afterschool, plus hot Cheetos. Then some Jacks!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>So Far So Good</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jul 2007 14:40:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today seemed a bit better. Class was easy. Test tomorrow. <br />
<br />
Some days I feel like just dumping everything and getting my $60 back. Nope. My classmates and sensei are way too nice. Maybe because of the heat...but then I see I'm doing OK so far.<br />
<br />
Presentation tomorrow. Study tonight, allnighter. <br />
<br />
I just feel like giving it up, but then if I do it'll screwup my now clean streak. Ugh. But then I always remind myself that I really can't let this class go, cuz I'd be letting everyone down. <br />
<br />
This I have to say. I feel that, in and out of school, certain classmates and some of my fave teachers are kinda like my guardian angels. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I know it sounds weird, but...I guess I feel it's true.<br />
<br />
Like, I feel like Reyes-sensei (my College Success Skills teacher) is my Confidence Angel, mainly because I was in really deep shit over my low GPA and I was about to get kicked outta school, and both he and his class saved me from my bad streak as well as from myself. Plus, I also feel that another great teacher of mine, Akers-sensei (my Chicano Studies teacher!), is like a Truth Angel, I guess, mainly because he taught me to truly believe in myself; and also because he taught me that I should be proud to be a Mexican-American, and that I should be proud of my heritage. Even thinking about him makes me feel happy, calms my nerves. I have other fave teachers, but out of everyone I've had and will have, Akers-sensei will always be my ultimate choice! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I really do look up to him...<br />
<br />
Anyway, I plan to go back to BOA and get my overdraft paidoff. I owe $7, and by then I should be with...$7 or $8 as a new positive amount. I spoke with Mom about it last night, she warned me to be careful from now on. *sigh* <br />
<br />
After that, guess I'll just save up the $5 from tomorrow and Thursday, so I'd probably have around $18-$20 by the end of this week. I sure hope so.<br />
<br />
Maybe sometime next week I'll pick up a book on how to read or sense guardian angels. I hear they can come in human form, or any form for that matter. My kid cousin died in May, and like Yessenia says that he always contacts them somehow...it makes you think.<br />
<br />
I need a new cellphone. I got my eye on the T-Mobile Red Samsung T219 on ebay. The faster I get it the better. The phone I have now is teh shitty. It's a candybar phone, and everytime I try to get it in or outta my pocket it'll fly somewhere. Like this morning it fell outta my hand while on the bus, and the lady who gave it back to me really looked as if to say "You almost lost your phone, I shouldn't even give it back to you."<br />
<br />
Weird thing this morning, too. Thanks to my overly religious grandparents, I'm named after a saint who's very popular in Mexico, and now here too. My Abuelito chose my name, but it was originally going to be called Lucesita De Jesuscristo, meaning Little Light of Jesus Christ; Abuelita wanted to do a mashup of Abuelito's choice and throw in the Virgin Mary somehow. Thankfully they both saw it as too long, and just named me Lucesita. Hmm...I should write about that. Anyway, they both call me by their original choice name inside the family, but at times...I feel like dropping my religious significance.<br />
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Like at times I'll be walking to the LRC, and I always have to do a courtesy headnod whenever people look into my eyes. I have no idea why I do that, that's the other thing relating to my holy name my Abuelitos picked out for me. Weird story on that. Also, many times people will actually pray to me, I have no idea why this happens either. This morning on the bus an elderly man was getting on, and I motioned for him to come over to me for a seat, and he did. The first thing he says to me is "Alleluia, alleluia!", and then he said it again as he sat down.  So right then I turn and look at him, and what do I get? A holy prayer in Latin. Like old old Latin. I just smiled at him and carefully looked out the window. I had alot of thoughts as I was listening to him pray...but my most famous thought is "Why Me?" Why was I chosen like this? But, I kinda like it though. It's really very weird...and then as I was about to leave, he made room for me to move and I said "Thank you", and the guy blessed me as I was leaving. Again, I gave the courtesy headnod, smiled at the man and hopped off the bus. <br />
<br />
Thank God that this sort of thing only happens randomly. I wouldn't call it an everyday type of thing, but who knows? I'm just glad my family treats me normally. <br />
<br />
This "Living Saint" stuff sure is weird, but it's also kinda fun too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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                <title>Broken and Begging For More</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jul 2007 23:27:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, afterschool I experienced a huge bombshell...<br />
<br />
I had decided to go and deposit my $30 that I had in my bank account...but it wasn't to be.<br />
<br />
I was overdrawn by $36! I had no idea, but since I had already deposited the $30, I only owe $6 now, which doesn't sound bad, but I felt like shit inside. My plans were off the wall.<br />
<br />
Thankfully, Mom'll give me $8 tomorrow, but that'll only give me a positive amount of $1.00 in my account due to late fees and junk. So, if I saveup my lunch money for Wenesday and Thursday, that'll be ten, which'll then turn into...$11 by the end of the week.<br />
<br />
Damn I suck <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Anyway, here I thought that I would have some of my Ebay junk taken care of, but now THAT will be heldoff, but hopefully I'll get my poster and shirt paidoff by next Monday.<br />
<br />
So, now, I was gonna ask for donations, but like my Paypal account ain't working anymore, plus my BOA online account is screwy, and I can't sell thru Ebay yet, I gotta ask for money somehow here on DA. I gotta get a hugeass miracle here.<br />
<br />
I still hafta payoff a digicam and Silverchair's limited edition album. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Well, I have a huge paperback version of Harry Potter and the Goblet Of Fire for $15...<br />
<br />
-_- Yeah, who the hell would buy an HP book for $15? Pfft... -_-<br />
<br />
I hate asking for large amounts of $, but $15 is all I'll be selling it for...I don't wanna seem like a moneyhog.<br />
<br />
And I can't work in a "real" job...I never get hired anyway.<br />
<br />
So, hopefully I'll postup some junk here on DA, and hopefully some kind person here will take a look at some of the junk I've written and say "Hmm, I think she'd be perfect to write my comic"-- but that's just a simple stupid wish...<br />
<br />
Anyway, glad to see that the DA avvies are working.<br />
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Well, gonna post up a few things and drown my sorrows in chips with Tapatio.<br />
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Cheddar Cheese Ruffles drowning in Tapatio hot sauce. My drug of choice. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Fellow deviants, alms for the poor starving student?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The First Morning Of The Second Week Of School</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jul 2007 09:20:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damn it sure is going by fast.<br />
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Anyway, as of now I have $30.<br />
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Last night I was thinking of spending them on buying my first 2 DAshop purchases and a 3 month sub, but like I made a wishlist just for the buttons and the patches, maybe some kind soul here on DA will surprise me? ^_^<br />
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Anyway, figured that my Ebay purchases are more important, so I'll kill two birds wil one stone by spending the $30 on my new SDSU shirt ($11.48) I bought and my very large Third Day poster ($13.94), then I'll hafta wait and save up again for my last two ebay purchases of the limited edition Silverchair CD/DVD of Young Modern ($26.90), and my brandnew Vivitar digital camera ($38.12)<br />
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I think I need to redecorate my room. As soon as I get my poster I'm taking every Lupin drawing down. Except for the official poster, that stays.<br />
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I can't wait till I get my digicam. But glad I'm getting my poster and shirt paidoff...<br />
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After I get the MOs I plan to stopoff and buy myself my fave chips so I can drown them in Tapatio...plus buy two more Coke bottles! Yum! I'll make sure when I get my digicam to take a pic of my fave chips drowned in Tapatio, same as always <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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OK, I'm getting hungry already, ugh.<br />
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Damnit, I want junk food right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rage.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rage:" title="Rage" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whirlwind Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 23:26:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A lot of things have happened today...*sigh*<br />
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Good things, bad things too. But over all, everything is neutral at best.<br />
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Tammy Faye died yesterday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> I always used to watch her on TBN. And now she's gone.<br />
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Plus, when my parents came back from the quincenera reception they got into an arguement (not a bad one, but I had my feelings hurt). Dad got on my case about cooking.<br />
Right, I don't know how to cook. Then Dad left, back to the Channel Islands to do more scientific research for 2 weeks. Dad'll be back on August 4th.<br />
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Ugh, I feel like going to church. I haven't been in a LOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNGGG time...<br />
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I recently found out about an openly gay church, Saint Paul's Cathedral, right in walking distance between the Museum Of Man and Balboa Park <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I feel like going, right now.<br />
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I also scored some 25 cent books, totaling $1.50.<br />
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They are -<br />
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The Tempest by Shakespeare (YES!!!!!)<br />
By The Light Of The Moon and Winter Moon by Dean Koontz <br />
The Alibi by Sandra Brown <br />
Dark Angel by VC Andrews<br />
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Plus, I scored $20, plus my $5 from my change from my Starbucks Frappucino = $25!!!!! <br />
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Of course, those $25 will go directly towards my ebay purchases...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~DaisyRoseSakura</author>
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                <title>A True Angel In Heaven</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 23:06:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tammy Faye Messner dies at 65 (taken from Yahoo News) -<br />
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By STEVE HARTSOE, Associated Press Writer <br />
57 minutes ago<br />
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RALEIGH, N.C. - Tammy Faye Messner, who as Tammy Faye Bakker helped her husband, Jim, build a multimillion-dollar evangelism empire and then watched it collapse in disgrace, has died. She was 65. <br />
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 Messner had battled colon cancer since 1996 that more recently spread to her lungs. She died peacefully Friday at her home near Kansas City, Mo., said Joe Spotts, her manager and booking agent.<br />
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A family service was held Saturday in a private cemetery, where her ashes were interred, he said.<br />
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She had frequently spoken about her medical problems, saying she hoped to be an inspiration to others. "Don't let fear rule your life," she said. "Live one day at a time, and never be afraid." But she told well-wishers in a note on her Web site in May that the doctors had stopped trying to treat the cancer.<br />
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In an interview with CNN's Larry King two months later, an emaciated Messner Â still using her trademark makeup Â said, "I believe when I leave this earth, because I love the Lord, I'm going straight to heaven." Asked if she had any regrets, Messner said: "I don't think about it, Larry, because it's a waste of good brain space."<br />
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For many, the TV image of then-Mrs. Bakker forgiving husband Jim's infidelities, tears streaking her cheeks with mascara, became a symbol for the wages of greed and hypocrisy in 1980s America.<br />
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She divorced her husband of 30 years, with whom she had two children, in 1992 while he was in prison for defrauding millions from followers of their PTL television ministries. The letters stood for "Praise the Lord" or "People that Love."<br />
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Jim Bakker said in a statement that his ex-wife "lived her life like the song she sang, 'If Life Hands You a Lemon, Make Lemonade.'"<br />
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"She is now in Heaven with her mother and grandmother and Jesus Christ, the one who she loves and has served from childbirth," he said. "That is the comfort I can give to all who loved her."<br />
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Messner's second husband also served time in prison. She married Roe Messner, who had been the chief builder of the Bakkers' Heritage USA Christian theme park near Fort Mill, S.C., in 1993. In 1995, he was convicted of bankruptcy fraud, and he spent about two years in prison.<br />
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Through it all, Messner kept plugging her faith and herself. She did concerts, a short-lived secular TV talk show and an inspirational videotape. In 2004, she cooperated in the making of a documentary about her struggle with cancer, called "Tammy Faye: Death Defying."<br />
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"I wanted to help people ... maybe show the inside (of the experience) and make it a little less frightening," she said.<br />
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More recently, Tammy Faye kept in the public eye via her Web site.<br />
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"I cry out to the Lord knowing that many of you are praying for me," Messner wrote in a July 16 post in which she indicated she weighed 65 pounds. "In spite of it all, I get dressed and go out to eat. ... I crave hamburgers and french fries with LOTS of ketchup! When I can eat that again, it will be a day of victory!"<br />
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In 2004, she appeared on the WB reality show "The Surreal Life," co-starring with rapper Vanilla Ice, ex-porn star Ron Jeremy and others. She told King in 2004 that she didn't know who Jeremy was when they met and they became friends.<br />
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Messner was never charged with a crime in connection with the Bakker scandal. She said she counted the costs in other ways.<br />
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"I know what it's like to hit rock bottom," she said in promotional material for her 1996 video "You Can Make It."<br />
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In the mid-1980s, the Bakkers were on top, ruling over a ministry that claimed 500,000 followers. Their "Jim and Tammy Show," part TV talk show, part evangelism meeting, was seen across the country. Heritage USA boasted a 500-room hotel, shopping mall, convention center, water-amusement park, TV studio and several real-estate developments. PTL employed about 2,000 people. <br />
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Then in March 1987, Bakker resigned, admitting he had a tryst with Jessica Hahn, a 32-year-old former church secretary. <br />
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Tammy Faye Bakker stuck with her disgraced husband through five stormy years of tabloid headlines as the ministry unraveled. <br />
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Prosecutors said the PTL organization sold more than 150,000 "lifetime partnerships" promising lodging at the theme park but did not build enough hotel space with the $158 million in proceeds. At his fraud trial, Jim Bakker was accused of diverting $3.7 million to personal use even though he knew the ministry was financially shaky. Trial testimony showed PTL paid $265,000 to Hahn to cover up the sexual encounter with the minister. <br />
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Jim Bakker was convicted in 1989 of 24 fraud and conspiracy counts and sentenced to 45 years. The sent... ]]></description>
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                <title>It's Been One Week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 13:47:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, usually by now I'd have a few things up here, but due to school being in the way, it can't be helped much. Anyway, as I'm writing this I'm at my very local library over by Memorial - the Logan Library. And also, I've just found out that it has wireless internet! So, meaning I can take my laptop and come over here when things get hectic at home! Yay! Also, I didn't hafta pay for my late books. Right now its a mixed atmosphere of stoner kids on Myspace in front of me (on the wireless) and cute kids singing the Peanut Butter Jelly song...which makes me wanna get it as a ringtone in the near future. Hmm.<br />
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Anyway, this first week of school has been very eventful. I have a new teacher for my 2nd half of my Black Studies class, and he's really cool! Things have been really fun so far and my classmates have been very friendly with me, already up to the fact that I'm very shy. No doubt they'll push me to be the first presenter next Wenesday for our book project. But I like them all, thanks to them I have more confidence. <br />
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This morning was both a blessing and a curse. A blessing in the fact that Dad came home today! Around 10:35AM I woke up and Dad was right there. I was so happy! But it was also a curse in the fact that <br />
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1) Dad has to leave tonight around 9PM sooner/later <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
2) Mom woke up with a swollen hand and is doing everything in her power to get it better in too few hours to make it to my cousin's Quincenera.<br />
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*yawn* So, after a quick bath some hours ago I feel much better and very relaxed. I plan to really catch up on my project chapter. Good thing it's short. I love history. I can't wait till Fall semester! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Anyway, what else? Oh, I plan to buy a new/used phone offa Ebay. The Samsung...something. But it'll be a flip phone, red with silver, I think. Yeah. Also, hopefully I can get Daddy to get me to Supercuts so I can finally get my haircut I've been wanting for years and years. It'll be a boyish cut, too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
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So...guess that's it, then. Love for me, none yet. Not for a long time now. Just trying to get things done as fast as possible so I can go to SDSU hopefully in 2009. I hope so. I need to move outta here quick...<br />
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Also, thanks to the constant pestering of my other cousin Yessenia, I finally gave in and got a brand new... -_- Myspace -_- Yup, too true.<br />
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Plus, I plan to keep closer to home, as it were. I plan to do my banking over here at the BOA near the Logan Clinic, my spare time spent here at my local Library...I just have some fears about Downtown that I know I shouldn't have...oh well.<br />
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I spotted an old VC Andrews book at the dollar booktray that I plan to buy, I like VC Andrews, I hope to buy more of her books soon, <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Well, guess that's it then. My first DA journal post. <br />
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After this (time's running out - library closes @ 2 on Saturdays) I plan to buy a Chocolate something, I think it was a Frappucino, from Starbucks, with the $5 Dad gave me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> then hop on the bus home.<br />
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Well, hopefully I'll make some new DA friends here and post up more things in the future as well as being active on the forums as well as in Chat. I really hope to buy some DA stuff as well. What I've really been wanting but can't afford are those DA patches and those DA buttons, and maybe the lanyard too. Maybe I'll get some use outta my wishlist <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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Well then. Goodbye.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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