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RULES
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must do this meme.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
(I won't go that far)
5. No tag-backs


The Name Meme

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
dantemustdie

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Thomas William

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Linma
4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Purple Fox

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
N/A London

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Black Guiness

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Mang

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Rum n Raisin Oreo

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Duke Church Manor Way....(WTF)

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Africa Peanut Butter Kit Kat....(LMAO)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Bekki Eddington

I Tag Jeni-katsuya-chan and Ringthane Cree

]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/17962447/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/17962447/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 16:03:48 PDT 02) Your nickname in dA: dantemustdie, because im a dmc geek xD
03) Birthday: 21st January
04) Horoscope sign: Aquarius/Capricorn
05) Birth town: London
06) Religion: Agnostic and by that I mean the Stories arent important, but believing it exists is enough.
07) Nationality: English/Irish
08) Parents: Mother- shes pretty cool unless shes in a mood, which is alot more frequently.
09) Do you love them: Spose I do yeah
10) Brothers or sisters: 2 Sisters, one half sister, one half brother, one step sister and one step brother (the last two dont live with me though)
11) Do you like the place where you live: Its a decent place.
12) Hair color: Dark Brown, dyed Black
13) Color of your eyes: Dark Brown
14) Height: Around 6
15) Weight: fairly big i guess
16) What school/grade are you going to: Technically im Year 14...Uni next year
17) What marks do you have: 3 As, 5 Bs, and 2 Cs at GCSE, and 2 Cs at A level so far
18) Do you work anywhere: Not right now, im searching
19) What do you want to be in your life: Lawyer/teacher
20) Your life: Is a little repetitive right now.
21) Personal quote: I dunno...i Dont think i have one
22) Lucky number: 2
23) What are you interested in: OH god...this list is huge...
24) Good side of your character: I dont know...I suppose Im fairly good at listening
25) Bad side of it: Moody, Whiney Emo....
26) Is your life happy: It has its ups and downs
27) Do you think that you are crazy: No not crazy, but then the truly crazy never really know....
28) What is the time: 23:32
29) What is the date: 21st April
30) What's the weather like: I just checked, tis clear night sky
31) Favourite day in a week: I do like my saturdays
32) Favourite music: Swing/Jazz, Instrumental, J-pop,80s, Emo, Metal, pretty much anything that isnt complete shite
34) Band: Hmm...I'd say Funeral For A Friend
35) Song: Hmm...Tough...I dont think I have one
36) Best concert you have been: Hmm...maybe MCR, but Fightstar is close
37) Actress: Miss Angelina Jolie
38) Actor: Zack Braff, Johnny Depp, Andrew Lincoln
39) Film: Mean Girls, South Park,
40) TV serial: Scrubs, South Park
41) Theatre play: An Inspector Calls was really good, Our Country's Good, or any Shakespeare play
42) Film director: Roman Polanski, or Guillermo Del Toro, or Tarantino
43) Do you want to be famous: Half yay, half nay
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Nope
45) Do you want to be a singer: Yeah, lol but i cant sing so it wont happen
46) Book:Umm...American Gods, Dante's Inferno, LotR
47) Colors: Purple
49) Food: Spaghetti Bolognese
50) Drink: Guiness?
51) Sweet: Hmm...refreshers
52) Fruit: Bananas with strawberries!
53) The worst food: Peas and Beans
54) The Worst drink: Ribena.
55) The worst Singer: Ever? Hmm...No idea...
56) The worst Band: No Idea...
57) The worst Actor: Nicholas Cage...he needs to stop taking every film they offer him
58) The worst Actress: Carmen Electra is a bit of a wank actress
59) The worst Movie: Epic Movie sucked ass
60) The worst book: Hmm, Washington Square, but i know id like it if i wasnt taught it
61) Do you drink alcohol: Of course
62) Do you smoke: Irregularly
63) Do you take some drugs: Nope.
64) What do you adore to wear: jeans, i love my jeans so much
65) Do you think you're pretty: Nope
66) What languages do you speak: English, some Spanish, various words/phrases in French, lol
67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: seen personally? Jared Leto...
68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: Fearne Cotton
69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: Hmm....EthanOrion
70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: lil-munchkin-jen
71) 5 of your best friends on dA/male: EthanOrion and Ringthane Cree, neither of you actually use it anymores
72) 5 of your best friends on dA/female: ~Jeni-Katsuya-chan, Sephiroth mage, ravenmocara and Inkedandpierced88
73) The ugliest person on dA/male: That's a mean question
74) The ugliest person on dA/female: Same as above.
75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: Soundwave, Starscream and Ravenmocara
76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: Ringthane Cree
77) The person on dA who you don't like at all/female: No one.
78) The person on dA who you don't like at all/male: See above.
79) Are you in love?: Only with myself
80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Noes
81) How does he/she looks like: A blank space...
82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): No
83) When was your Very First Kiss: Jasus...i was about 8/9 ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/17701905/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/17701905/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 16:04:33 PDT
1. The character you first fell in love with:
2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now:
3. The character everyone else loves that you don't:
4. The character you love that everyone else hates:
5. The character you used to love but don't any longer:

1. Final Fantasy 7
1. The character you first fell in love with: Reno
2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now: Zack probably.
3. The character everyone else loves that you don't: Aeris
4. The character you love that everyone else hates: Reeve, or Tseng
5. The character you used to love but don't any longer: Red XIII, I kinda stopped liking him by the end of the game.

2. Shadow Hearts
1. The character you first fell in love with: Yuri I still love him
2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now: Roger Bacon, i love him so very much now.
3. The character everyone else loves that you don't: Blanca
4. The character you love that everyone else hates: Zhuzen, because you gotta respect old sages
5. The character you used to love but don't any longer: Joachim/Keith

3. Digital Devil Saga
1. The character you first fell in love with: Serph
2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now: Gale
3. The character everyone else loves that you don't: Ciello
4. The character you love that everyone else hates: probably Gale
5. The character you used to love but don't any longer: Heat

4. Transformers G1
1. The character you first fell in love with: Wheeljack
2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now: Prime/Shockwave
3. The character everyone else loves that you don't: Bumblebee
4. The character you love that everyone else hates: Grimlock, for entertainment value.
5. The character you used to love but don't any longer: Rodimus

5. Devil May Cry
1. The character you first fell in love with: Dante
2. The character you never expected to love as much as you do now: Virgil
3. The character everyone else loves that you don't: Nero...arrogant dante wannabe...fuck him xD
4. The character you love that everyone else hates: HOLY MAN JOE!!! (Unsure of actual name, but the priest from DMC4)
5. The character you used to love but don't any longer: Trish

]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/15679099/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/15679099/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 12:54:49 PST
Axel >.< it should be Luxord though

2.) What is your favorite pairing?

Xaldin Roxas >.<

3.) Are you a Kingdom Hearts yaoi or hentai fan?

Sometimes, not always

4.) Ever cosplayed Kingdom Hearts characters? If so, who, where and how many times?

No i plan to at some point though

5.) List your collection of Kingdom Hearts junk and merchendise, if any.

Games, Axel plushie, Crown Pendant thing

6.) Have you ever felt that you were destined to be with a Kingdom Hearts character? If so who?
>.< no...no i havent

7.) SoraxKairi or RikuxKairi?

Too hetero and normal for my tastes.

8.) AxelxKairi or AxelxRoxas?

Axel Roxas, mon the gay!


9.) Which path is your favorite? Light, Darkness, Dawn, or Twilight?
All 4 simultaneously resulting in some kind of twisted Never path that only the truly bizarre and self-questioning people can ever hope to arrive at

10.) Do you support the XemnasxSaix theory?

Nope, its all a lie...all of it.

11.) Do you support the 'Axel is gay for Roxas' theory?
Naw, hes jus attached in some kind of hope that "friendship conquers all" and in actual fact hopes that since Roxas is Sora's nobody, he will somehow gain a heart. >.<

12.) Your favourite Organization Xlll member?

Axel

13.) Are you pro-Kairi or anti-Kairi?

Anti-Kairi to the level of which i want to shoot her in the face.

14.) Have you played all the Kingdom Hearts games?
Not the final mixes no

15.) Have you read the manga?

Yup

16.) Do you beleive Sora has ADD?

Naw, he can concentrate way to much on Riku's tight ass for him to have ADD

17.) Japanese or English?

Japanese please.

18.) Pro-Namine or Anti-Namine?

See the Kairi question

19.) Demyx = Annoying or funny?

I loves Demyx

20.) Do you believe Demyx's Somebody was from Atlantica (Splash Island)?

Nope! I dont think he was, i have a feeling he was from a completely place actually, probably some descendant of the singing italian from lady and the tramp O.o

21.) Zexion = Sexy beast or Emo?

Sexy Emo...but not really....so perhaps Sexy Fringed Philosopher applies

22.) Which character would be the best crossdresser?

Xaldin...especially if he had Axels hips....

23.) Axel = Gay or straight?

Neither.

24.) Which character would be best OOC? Who and how?
I would love Saix to be OOC, no idea why, it jus amuses me.

25.) Do you like Kingdom Hearts fanfics?

Some, but im biased cos i write them irregularly

26.) Do you write Kingdom Hearts fanfics?

See above.

27.) Do you like lemons?

If they're well written.

28.) Do your parents know any Kingdom Hearts characters?

Nope

29.) Have you watched the Kingdom Hearts Crazy Files?

Yeah, most of them, slowly beginning to fail at amusing me

30.) Have you seen the 'Axel Falls For Kairi' series?

O.O no

31.) Have you ever got someone else hooked on Kingdom Hearts?

Yeah a few people.

32.) Have you ever been drawing the characters in school and have someone randomly say "WOAH! you like Kingdom Hearts too!?"

No...because i dont draw.

33.) Have you ever been in class drawing any of the characters and the teacher comes up to you and says "WTF is this?!"
Nope, see above

34.) Has Kingdom Hearts affected your school life and grades?

>.< yeah

35.) Are you broke thanks to Kingdom Hearts?
Nope, im jus broke in general

36.) Do you want to eat sea-salt ice cream?

Done that!

37.) Would you ever join Organization Xlll?

No id miss my heart too much

38.) Do you draw Kingdom Hearts fanart? If so, count how many there is in your gallery.

None, but i have thought about it

39.) Is Riku still sexy even possessed by Ansem the Heartless?

Yush...i think so

40.) Do you have a Kingdom Hearts OC?

No.

41.) Looking back at some of your answers, do you think Kingdom Hearts has taken over your life?

Nope, it does for little periods of time though....

]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/11989074/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/11989074/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 14:57:56 PST

FINAL FANTASY XII IS LIKE REALLY REALLY GREAT SEX...ESPECIALLY BALTHIER/FRAN/BASCH IN MY PARTY

and now thats over with my life XD

A) My parents are going to the isle of wight...soon, earliest the 6th march, latest the 26th march...I has to find me a place soon as so my life is filled with screaming matches with my arguments and constant fear that I'm going to want to run away from it all but my parents wont be there to help...

B) OMG my exam results come in next thursday HOLY SCHMOKES im probably gonna have to resit them in May...which sucks major Fawking ass

C) Thanks to everyone whos helped me get a grip on myself the last week, i couldn't look ahead if it wasnt for you, and i love you guys more than anything

]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/11711251/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/11711251/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 14:40:05 PST 1. Organisation XIII, pretty much anything involving them is whey cool XDDDD

2: Bleach XD

3: Legacy Of Kain

4: Shin megami Tensei

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
No, i cant sleep in cars, fawk knows why

3.) Have you recently dyed/cut your hair?
Not recently..unless like 6 months is recent

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.

1: Gackt

2: Jesus The Ninja

3: Rikku142 (Darci)

4: My law Teacher

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
One

6.) Which do you prefer: white or black?
I Wear both!

7.) Who is your most player character?
Eh? Do you mean the most like me? They havent invented a character that fawked up yet i dont think XD,

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
1] Being stuck on an island with your best friend
2] Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintances

Best friend, i dont know who though, i could have fun with anyone XDD

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.

1: I worry too much

2: Insecurites

3: Love of games

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
Invisibility XD whey for robbing stuffs! XD Yay for villainy!

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?
Myself, i said ouch, i kicked the table...>.<

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Umm...i dont know, probably Jeni on msn

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head.
1.Egg, 2. Toast, 3. Law, 4. Squall, 5.Jesus(Ninja not religious)

Heh

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
everything...but i guess id like to be able to write better
15.) Do you like the way you are?
Naw
16.) Choose: summer or winter.
Winter! TIS SNOW!

17.) Choose: rain or snow.
Snow, but i dance in the rain

18.) Water or ice?
Water XD

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
1: I'm actually alot less confident than i pretend to be

2: I often wish that real life was more like Final Fantasy 8

20.) Now list 4 people who should do this quiz
Jeni-chan, Jessie, Ringthane and Bowie Spawan

]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/11224404/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/11224404/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:31:00 PST
IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie! Lying is baaad DX

Opening Credits: Cubicles - My Chemical Romance

Waking Up: Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine - The Killers

First Day At School: Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco

Falling In Love: Two Beds And A Coffee Machine - Savage Garden

Fight Song: Chicago Is So Two Years Ago - Fall Out Boy

Breaking Up: Kono Daremo Inai Heya De - Gackt

Prom: The Beer Song - Weird Al (Whey-hey for prom! X3)

Life: Kimi Ga Oikaketa Yume - Gackt

Mental Breakdown: Choose - Stone Sour
Driving Far Away: Blow Me Away - Breaking Benjamin
Flashback: Fallin' - Alicia Keys

Wedding: Stop Looking Start Seeing - Papa Roach

Birth of Child: Sugar We're Goin' Down - Fall Out Boy

Final Battle: Sana ni Tatakau Monotachi (FF7:AC) - Nobou Uetmatsu

Death Scene: Home - Pencey Prep
Funeral Song: Capricorn (A Brand New Name) - 30 Seconds To Mars

End Credit: Always & Never - Coheed and Cambria

------------------------------------------

My life sounds pretteh emo XD

]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/10315798/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/10315798/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 15:14:01 PDT
02) Your nickname: Mattie, JackQ

03) Birthday: 21st january

04) Horoscope sign: Aquarius

05) Birth town: London

06) Religion: Not for me

07) Nationality: English with some Irish
08) Parents: Mum: Cool
Dad: A complete wanker

09) Do you love them: My mum yeah

10) Brothers or sisters: one brother, 3 sisters

11) Do you like the place where you live? Yeah i guess so, tis pretty cool

(where is 12?)

13) Colour of your eyes: brown

14) Height: around 6'0

15) Weight:dont want to know

16) What school/grade are you going to: Second Year of college

17) What marks do you have: 3 A's 5 B's 2 C's at GCSE and a B and 2 Cs as A/S

18) Do you work anywhere: HAHAH Me work?

19) What do you want to be in your life: Barrister!

20) Your life style: Stay true to myself

21) Personal quote: Its not that your stupid...well it is really

22) Lucky number: 2

23) What are you interested in: games, music, Frank Ieros hair...too much

24) Good side of your character: I dont know...ill leave that for people who know me

25) Bad side of it: Not so confident when im not with friends

26) Is your life happy: ups and downs

27) Do you think that you are crazy: Yes.

28) What is the time: nearly 11pm

29) What is the date: October 7th

30) What’s the weather like: *shrugs* was ok when i came in

31) Favourite day in a week: Whenever

32) Favourite music: My Chemical Romance, Gackt, Trivium etc you get the gist

34) Band: My Chemical Romance

35) Song: Welcome To The Black Parade

36) Best concert you have been: Lostprophets

37) Actress: Hmmm...hard

38) Actor: Johnny Depp! Duh! (nice answer Isa..*is yoinked*

39) Film: Nightmare Before Christmas, Pulp Fiction,

40) TV serial:Scrubs

41) Theatre play: i dunno?

42) Film director: tim burton

43) Do you want to be famous: I want to be famous but like band famous not spotlight famous

44) Do you want to be an acter/actress: Yah

45) Do you want to be a singer: Yeah would like to be

46) Book: The Dante Club by Matthew Pearl

47) Colour: Black

48) Flower: Lillies

49) Food: Pasta!

50) Drink: Vodka

51) Sweet: Has to be pocky or peanut butter kitkats

52) Fruit: strawberry

53) The worst food: bPeas

54) Drink: Vodka...again?

55) Singer: Gackt or Corey Talor....or Gerard Way...or noooo too many

56) Band: Yet again...My chemical romance..or slipknot

57) Actor: JOHNNY FRIGGIN DEPP AGAIN!!!

58) Actress: ....i give up

59) Movie: My god this is annoying

60) Book: ANOYYING

61) Do you drink alchocol: Yeash
62) Do you smoke: not nemore!

63) Do you take some drugs (and what): No

64) What do you adore to wear: Clothes?

65) Do you think that you are pretty: Naw (and Isa your not fat so shhhhh XD)

66) What languages do you speak: English, and a tad of some others

67) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/male: gackt, Johnny Depp, Frank Iero, Matt Heafy, Mikey Way...the list goes on

68) The most beautiful person you have ever seen/female: Angelina Jolie, Amy lee, Michelle Rodriguez, Milla Jovovich

69) The most beautiful person on dA/male: Too heard

70) The most beautiful person on dA/female: Ahh too hard, Isa, Jeni...Jessie...Rikku!!!!

71) 5 your best friends on dA/male: Steve and *shrugs*

72) 5 your best friends on dA/female:Rikku, Isa, Jessie, Jeni,

73) The uggliest person on dA/male: Me?

74) The uggliest person on dA/female: Me?

75) The person on dA who you love the most/female: All of the best friends

76) The person on dA who you love the most/male: Steve

77) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/female: what a silly question

78) The person on dA who you don’t like at all/male: me?

79) Are you in love: Always

80) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Naw

81) How does he/she looks like:

82) Is he/she from dA(put avatar): Naw

83) When was your Very First Kiss: Too long ago, around 12/13

84) How was it: heh was fun

85) Are you virgin: Nope

86) Do you have cell phone: Yush I do!

87) E-mail adress: It's on my page.

... ]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/8275291/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/8275291/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 13:49:49 PST A - Age: 17
A - Annoyance: Really stupid people

B - Best Friends?: Kaan, Danielle, Maz, Martin
B - Bar: I dunno
B - Birthday?: January 21st

C - Crush: Yeah...not mentioning names though
C - Car: None
C - Cat: not anymore

D - Dead Pets Name(s): Bekki, Bonnie and Roxie
D - Dad's Name: Tim
D - Dog: Duke

E - Easiest person to talk to: Katy or Ash
E - Eggs: Fried
E - Email: dante_must_die101

F - Favorite color?: black
F - Food: Pasta!
F - Foreign Slang: I dont know?

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Probably the worms
G - God: Gackt...hes very godlike to me
G - Good Times: Wassat?

H - Hair Color: Black
H - Height: 6'0
H - Happy: not right now,

I - Ice Cream: Rum and Raisin!
I - Instrument: Meh...
I - Idol: Gackt...Dante...people that are hawt

J - Jewelry: 4 rings, 3 earrings, 2 wrist bands, 1 bracelet and 1 necklace
J - Job: Unemployed
J - Jokes: aren't always funny?

K - Kids: not for me
K - Karate: if i could be bothered i would learn one
K - Kung Fu: Love watchin it...cant do it

L - Love: Lotsa people
L - Longest Car Ride: Cant remember,
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: neither...i use vaseline O.o

M - Milk Flavor: Milk?
M - Mothers Name: Lisa
M - Movie Last Watched: American Pie

N - Number of Siblings: 4
N - Northern or Southern: Southern Uk lol
N - Name: Matt

O - One Wish: To earn lotsa gil? O.o
O - One Phobia?: Spiders
O - Otter Pop: eh wha?

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Divorced
P - Part of your appearence you like best: None of it
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I'm a pretty good listener

Q - Quick or Slow?: Pretty quick i think
Q - Queer or Straight?: Bi!
Q - Queen or King?: eh wha?

R - Reason to smile: My mates
R - Reality TV Show: its boring
R - Right or Left: Right

S - Song Last Heard: Pencey Prep - The Secret Goldfish
S - Season: Winter
S - Series: Final Fantasy

T - Time you woke up: 12pm...damn the clocks changing
T - Time Now: 10:46pm
T - Time for bed: whenever i get sleepy

U - Unknown: alot of things...
U - Unicorns: are overrated?
U - You are?: fucked in the head

V - Vegetable you hate: Peas
V - Vegetable you love: broccoli
V - View on Politics: Dont wanna get involved i hate it

W - Worst Habit: cracking my knuckles,
W - Where are you going to travel next: who knows....
W - What's up?: Stuff

X - X-Rays: Are funky
X - X-Rated: Fun!
X - XYZ: hmmm ok?

Y - Year you were born: 1989
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow?: Bananas?

Z - Zoo Animal: Monkeys!
Z - Zodiac: Aquarius
Z - Zoolander?: Oh wow...maybe i should find that and watch it soon ]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/7926536/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/7926536/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 14:52:33 PST Listening to: Rain - Gackt

The midday moon filled with peace showed tears in the sweet melody of the rain
I continue painting with my torn off finger, the sun's dream which I started to forget
Like a sprouting flower
The wind gathers my body in the earth's bow
I laugh softly... burned above withered leaves
Another me is staring

If no one's voice reaches me, then I will erase everything for you
Over and over again you repeated the same mistakes and now continue trembling in sadness

An unmoving hand of time in my heart touched the never fading thoughts
The dream flooded in gentle sunlight vanished into the blanched night sky
The rain is my tears,
As I can't express my sadness... charmed by the moon's sigh
I know that I've lost time... there is meaning in death
My voice won't reach you

The last words which you gave me
Even now continue to weep here
Having decided not to grieve, the tears of the moon in the night sky flow in my heart
Night has yet to take you away

While painting in the melted sky, the colorless scenery whispered
Now it is a sin where nothing, not even the past which I still remember, will return

Swept away on burning waves of light, you smile at me
Seeing you in the distance, overflowing with peace
I continue crying out your name
No one can blame you any more

I awaken from the dream where I quietly touch your scars with trembling fingers
Over and over again you repeated the same mistakes and now continue trembling in sadness
I can't say goodbye just yet
I slowly continued praying into the hushed sky

With a gentle voice
With a trembling voice
I continued praying...

(english trnslation of rain)

im still here and eventually will start workin on stuff again... ]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/5580636/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/5580636/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 14:28:48 PDT
I went to his grave last night, and all of these thoughts kept running through my head, like is he disappointed in me, does he hate what I've become since he died, does he hate my parents for getting divorced, does he hate me from turning away from the religion that raised me. All I wanted to do was cry, my eyes burned, but I couldnt, and I hate myself for that. I find it so hard to cry now, and I know that its not good for me to keep everything bottled up, but i cant seem to help it.

Today wasnt any better, i had a really important maths exam, and i think i did ok in that, but even then, all these thoughts about my grandfather and my parents being ashamed of me, kept pushing everything out of my mind. So now i'm here just writing everything somewhere so that i dont have to keep everythin in. ]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4662223/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4662223/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 12:28:35 PST
On top of this I also want to thank all of the people that have stood by me through everything that has happened to me. Thank you because without you I could never have become who I am today. I know this may sound like a goodbye speech, but it isnt, I'm not going anywhere for a long time if I can help it.

One last thing, to everyone who has read my poems and liked them , Thank you. ]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4503660/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4503660/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 13:02:40 PST ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4444532/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4444532/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 10:51:39 PST
Anyways, since the way I am writing my poems is changing, I guess it means the way I am thinking is too. Which might not be so good. Well, now I have to focus more, and maybe revert, try and get some good poems in, with more rhyming couplets and stuff to them. ]]> ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4168617/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/4168617/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 10:46:12 PST ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/3979940/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/3979940/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 13:05:37 PST ~DanteMustDie http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/3944780/ http://DanteMustDie.deviantart.com/journal/3944780/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 04:10:59 PST ~DanteMustDie