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deviantART: by:DarkDragon88 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:DarkDragon88&section=today deviantART RSS for by:DarkDragon88 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 14:56:56 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Demyx Time! http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28985184/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28985184/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 16:56:18 PST I'm in love with it so hard. XD

My throat hurts from all the laughing. D:
But it's so worth it. : D

It makes me happeh. : D
It really does.

It's cute, funny, and all kinds of other things. : )

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Grr... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28965454/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28965454/ Tue, 15 Dec 2009 16:29:32 PST All I heard was whining.
All day from either the baby, or his sister. -_-
I can't take it.
I really can't.
My niece won't listen to me half the time no matter what I do.
And I have no clue what to do anymore.
I get the blame most of the time.

And its pissing me off.
I'm close to losing my job because of this.

I hate life.

Not that anyone cares to read this... no one really reads these anymore...
-sulks-

]]> ~DarkDragon88 All alone.. http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28948366/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28948366/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 18:10:08 PST Sad.
No one is talkin to me. D:
Not here, hex, gaia anywhere.
-dies-

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -in pain- http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28908426/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28908426/ Sat, 12 Dec 2009 18:28:15 PST I hurt my back last night at a Chirstmas party helping move things to cars... and walking around I ended up over working my muscles.

And hurt my feet with my new shoes that I got today. D:

but my new shoes are VERY comfy. : D

I can barely move or bend down now. D:

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -mopes- D: http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28869644/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28869644/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 17:30:11 PST I'm soooo effin' bored.
No rps, no one to talk to.
Nothing.
D:
-tear-

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Movie Marathon : D http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28845165/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28845165/ Wed, 09 Dec 2009 13:04:43 PST
So at 7am I tossed a pillow at her and told her to wake up that my brats (yay babysitting >> ) would be here soon and it was best to have been up for a bit.

So I told her I wanted to watch Star Trek, she thought I meant the movie and I was all noooo the show. So we ended up watching the movie, and halfway through the kids were dropped off.

So I was watching it with my niece after she left for an hour to help out at home, and my niece was all I like him -points at Scotty as he falls out of the pipes- And I started giggling saying I like him too. Scotty is cool.

So we were laying on the floor and she saw Bones and was all, he's beautiful. I started laughing and high fived her and said yes, Bones is nice too look at. : D And the two of us began giggling again.

I have concluded 4 yr olds aren't THAT bad today.

After Star Trek we watched Spider Man 3. : D

And she kept cheering on Spider Man with me.

Then my friend came back and we were talking about it while my niece was all GO SPIDER MAN!~

Then we went on to X-Men 2. <333
My friend left me though D:
Booo on having to go home.
And my niece fell asleep so I turned it off, movie marathons are no fun alone. D: D:

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Nuclear Wessels? http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28773556/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28773556/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 19:17:26 PST [link]

Ahaha Chekov how I love you. : D
-squishes him-

That is all guys. XD

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Kingdom Hearts 2... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28750666/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28750666/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 16:57:38 PST
No lie.
It's shit. XD

But omg <3 The game is too good to worry about lame voice actors, at least they sound better than Yuna in Final Fantasy X. lol

Omfg andand It has... AURON!
So that's a plus. XD

Andand Zack is going to be in Birth By Sleep!
: D
And it even has a cute little Zexion... well Ienzo.
He's sooo small and cute. ^^
-squishes him-

I can't wait. : D

]]> ~DarkDragon88 If you're really a friend of mine you'll read this http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28732966/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28732966/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 17:14:33 PST
It's kinda sad really.

I feel like I'm back in school all over again with people pretending to like me and shit.
And it's fucking depressing me to no end.

I wanna say if you don't like me , freakin' tell me, dragging it on will only make it worse for me.

Unless you don't give a rats ass and want it like that. -_-

anyway whatever.

I doubt anyone will ever CARE to read my shit.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Dear Mr. Spock.... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28692996/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28692996/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 14:56:32 PST
Cause...

Logical Lover says:
*MY COMPUTER IS ACTING LIKE IT'S TAKING A REALLY HARD AND PAINFUL CRAP.
*>_________O
Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Captain Sassy Pants {Spock needs to hold in his damn pee while Jim showers}Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â says:
*LMAO
*omfg
*/dies
Logical Lover says:
*XD
*it is....
*xD
Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Captain Sassy Pants {Spock needs to hold in his damn pee while Jim showers}Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â says:
*X_X
Logical Lover says:
*XDDDDD
Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Captain Sassy Pants {Spock needs to hold in his damn pee while Jim showers}Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â says:
*you killed me XD
Logical Lover says:
*I didd???? U_U
Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Captain Sassy Pants {Spock needs to hold in his damn pee while Jim showers}Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â says:
*I can't
*stop laughing xD
Logical Lover says:
*XDDDD
*omfg
*<333333333333333333333

yeah... I think it needs to see a doctor.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -feeling ignored- http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28669959/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28669959/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 14:14:35 PST No one talks to meh no more.
-sad-
I get like, maybe one or two people talking lately. :/
It's sad really.
D:

Andand I want/need a new icon for here.

Someone should make me one. >.>
And I'll pay you with...

LOVE!

Anddd my tummy hurts. D:
I blame my Spock. >.>

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Skin http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28613089/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28613089/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 15:15:22 PST
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[link]

Omfg so I was linked this months ago.
And hunted it down again.
I was telling mom about it and asked if she saw it/heard it.

And said yes and I was telling her how it reminded me of her when she was going through all that and how me and my friend had planned to cut all our hair off to support her.

It hits close to home this song. In many ways, my mom has gone through treatment for breast cancer and I have a chance of getting it too.

So it really gets to me this song.

D:
I love it though.

Lyrics:
Sarabeth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell
And the bruise, it just won't go away
So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
Flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with a smile
Stands at the door
And says will you please come with me

Sarabeth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you

Six chances in ten it won't come back again
With the therapy were gonna try
It's just been approved
It's the strongest there is
I think we caught it in time

Sarabeth closes her eyes
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair

Sarabeth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake
For someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom

For, just this morning right there on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny

Sarabeth closes her eyes
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love was holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair

Its quarter to seven
That boys at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this mornin where his hair had been
Softly she touches just skin

And they go dancin
Around and around without any cares
And her very first true love is holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Ow. D: http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28528525/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28528525/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:07:34 PST
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My mouth is killing me.
I've got a sore in my mouth and it hurts soooo much.

I want it gone NOW. D:
It wouldn't be so bad if it was somewhere else, but it's like, right where one of my teeth are and it rubs against it. ><

Stooopid canker sores.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -spazzes- http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28496907/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28496907/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:44:43 PST
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I got the Star Trek movie today! <333
-happy-

I sooo love this movie. <3

I was commenting about Kirk not believing he was talking to Spock on Delta Vega when my mom came inside and she was all... well that IS Spock.

I Had to explain it to her. lol
Tomorrow she is watching it with me. XD

And The Gag Reel nearly killed me. lol

I have a feeling someone I know will be VERY happy to hear this >>
-coughcoughmyspockcoughcough-

]]> ~DarkDragon88 O.o Oh wow. . . Crazy dream D: http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28469953/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28469953/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 14:26:08 PST
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I dreamed I was being squished by my mattress during a really bad storm.

But the storm had nothing to do with the mattress trying to kill me. :/
God I have the craziest dreams.
And and for some reason there were dead body parts in my room. WTF?

I'm officially worried about my mental state now.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -curls up in bed- http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28451294/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28451294/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:46:47 PST
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Sooo sleepy. D:
All week I've been up at 5am thanks to my stupid cat. -_-
Yay for tomorrow though. Day off. <3

Andand I have to call dad and make sure he's buying me my movie seeing as I gave mom my money for food. ><

Andand my foot hurts. D:
I hurt it on a nail that was sticking out from my beds headboard.
And it's all sore and open and itching. D:

Why am I so accident prone?

And why do I even write these?
No one ever reads them really. xD
Maybe one or two people.

/emo corner.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -_- I hate headaches... And... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28431615/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28431615/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 14:35:50 PST
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Kids.
I hate'em.
Yes I do.
Esp. ones that have no clue they are bein' loud. ><

My head is pounding like crazy cause my nephew is 'talking'. -_-
Learn actual words already. >.>

xD

On a side note...

I really have to pee right now.

I know the second I get up and leave his sight though he'll scream... D:

Someone needs to help me out sometimes xD

And I also hate my family.
And a lot of people in general.

I swear they don't fucking get it.

They're slowly killing me with the shit they put me through.

I hope they're happy when I die from their shit.
I hope they throw a fucking party too.

I hope I get the chance to come back as a fucking ghost and make their lives hell and follow their asses around.

God, I can't do anything right in their eyes.

Why the hell did they even have me? -_-

Each day it's like they're trying to tell me : Oh we never really wanted you, loser.

D:

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Sick. . . http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28412623/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28412623/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 12:04:21 PST
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Yeah. D:
I feel oh so sick right now. D: D:
Have been all day. D:

Oh god.
I hate it. grr

My head is pounding, my back hurts, my stomach is cramping. -_-

And I'm soooo freakin' tired. D:

Some one should make me some soup.

And rub my back. <3

]]> ~DarkDragon88 . . . . -Insert title here- http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28399087/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28399087/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:39:41 PST
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Yep that pretty much sums it up.

Life is boring.
>.<

/end of REALLY FUCKING SHORT JOURNAL.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 It's official... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28268234/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/28268234/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 12:40:56 PST
I was sitting here playing Kingdom Hearts 2 last night... and Sora just met Auron...

And I totally want Auron/Sora now. D:
All because Sora told him to get up after Hades knocked him down.
HOW THE HELL DO I SLASH THAT?! xD

No guys are safe from me it seems. D:

Be it fics, an rp, or pictures. I WANT!
I can't find pics or fics though D:
Waahh.

And so far no one wants to rp. >>
xD

They must think I'm nuts

]]> ~DarkDragon88 So... uh... Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27754446/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27754446/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 22:30:29 PDT And I fucking cried.
Damn it. D:
It was sad as hell. D:
But fun.
I wanted to scream fighting Xion though.
Cause it was like... NEVER ENDING.

And Saix pissed me off. >>
I thought he was going to bite poor Roxas' head off more than once.

And I wanted to like kill Demyx for being a Lazy ass. -_-

And now I wanna go play KH2 again. <3

And I sooo blame this game for making me an AkuRoku fan. -_- I liked it a tiny bit but not like OMG <33333

now I squee over it.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Last Night.... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27528417/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27528417/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 19:14:45 PDT YAAY!
Considering I've had it since a week after it came out... >> I set it aside to play another game for a bit and decided to try to beat it since I'm getting the new game this weekend. <3

So after 3 days of Playing where I left off and 44hrs of game play total... I beat it! <3

I never did beat the one for the GBA... but oh well <3 I could never get past the final battle with Axel. ><

So now I'm working on Riku's story. ^^
And the mood won't change... it's a happeh mood though <3

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Sigh... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27321473/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27321473/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 14:03:45 PDT It's kinda sad.
Oh how I hate changes and shit. I always get left behind and forgotten...
/endofreallyshortentry

]]> ~DarkDragon88 YAY for wasting what little money I had... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27180099/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/27180099/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 22:18:55 PDT [link]

Headbands, posters, manga... and now... a necklace... what next? xD
I'm thinking PLUSHIES! <3 and the froggy coin purse! <3
Then cell phone buddies...
More headbands...
And finally I'll get the rest of the stuff for my Hayate Cosplay.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Shoot me now please... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/26653432/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/26653432/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 15:38:57 PDT First I break my laptop keyboard... a lot of keys are messed up, then, I piss of my dad, my mom, everyone nearly, break some more things, more pissing of people off, more broken things... and now the icin on the cake... I break my glasses, which are now POORLY taped together and falling down as we speak.

And to make things worse... Dissidia Final Fantasys' release date has been moved to the 25th instead of the 31.

I need the money by next week to finish paying it off... ugh.

I dunno what I'm going to do now.

new glasses are needed and I need to find a way to get some money and soon. Great... I hate being jobless. No place is hiring here... :/ I can go out of my city but I can't drive and we only have one car and gas is high so yeah...

I'm having a major break down right now. And a busted knuckle from hitting the table before I tried something stupid.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Hachiko Monogatari http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/26452606/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/26452606/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 20:04:13 PDT My god.
I have not cried so much during a movie in my life.
Not even Marley and Me made me cry as much as this movie did.
The last 47 mins I could not stop crying.

I dunno how I'mma sit through the remake of this movie.
It broke my heart.

For those of you that don't know...

HachikÅ known in Japanese as chÅ«ken HachikÅ ("faithful dog HachikÅ"), was an Akita dog born on a farm near the city of Ådate, Akita Prefecture, remembered for his loyalty to his owner, even many years after his owner's death.

In 1924, HachikÅ was brought to Tokyo by his owner, HidesaburÅ Ueno, a professor in the agriculture department at the University of Tokyo. During his owner's life HachikÅ saw him off from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby Shibuya Station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno did not return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a stroke at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.

HachikÅ was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. Eventually, HachikÅ apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, HachikÅ waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he did not see his friend among the commuters at the station.

The permanent fixture at the train station that was HachikÅ attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen HachikÅ and Professor Ueno together each day. They brought HachikÅ treats and food to nourish him during his wait.

This continued for 10 years, with HachikÅ appearing only in the evening time, precisely when the train was due at the station.

I'll tell you what watching him wait is sad as hell.
I'm not going to lie.

For any who want to watch it it can be found on veoh.com tilted HachikÅ Monogatari

And from what I've read and heard the remake is sometime this year. : ) I'm not 100% sure about that but that is what I've found.

I need to find someone to see it with xD

]]> ~DarkDragon88 My Laptop... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/26380581/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/26380581/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 12:47:45 PDT All because the stupid people we sent it to told us the broken keyboard would not affect it.

Well guess what?
IT HAS.
They lied.

Now my computer won't load things like the messangers, it freezes, firefox won't pop up.

It won't run disk checks cause a key is pressing down and cancelling it so I'm guessing that there is the source of the problems.

I can't get it fixed cause the jerks want to charge me more than my laptop was bought for.

Oh how they are going to hear from me if mom can't get it working.

Cause I do believe it's their fault for telling us it wouldn't hurt the computer.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 ... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/25359400/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/25359400/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 18:56:25 PDT No one talks to me anymore it seems.
:/
I feel so... I dunno unloveded.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 *Pokes overly happy peoples* http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/24368262/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/24368262/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 20:50:53 PDT Seriously.
It makes me go what the fuck!?
How in the hell can they always be so effing happy?
It's like so easy for them.
It's like NOTHING fucking bothers them.
Dude... I want whatever the hell they have.
I want to be that FUCKING happy that NOT A DAMN thing can bring me down.
So yeah whatever meds they have, or whatever little thing makes them like that. I fucking want it.
*Nods*

And Holy Jashin... so many bad words. xD
I have a dirty mouth... err... hands? Oo

]]> ~DarkDragon88 DO wanT! http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/24120121/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/24120121/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:54:10 PDT [link]

Seriously.
I want that necklace.
Sadly mom doesn't like ordering from Ebay for me. -_-
And Amazon doesn't have it.
I WANT IT.
Like REALLY bad.

In other news I have reached episode 36 of Naruto Shippuden. xD
I love Sai even more now.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 So uh yeah... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/24019761/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/24019761/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 08:34:36 PDT ;
Short game but it was fun. ^-^
Can't wait for the next one. ^^
Now I'm waiting till August for Dissidia. <3
Which is driving me crazy. xD

But now I'm dedicating my time to watching Naruto Shippuden finally. <3

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -_- http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23952378/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23952378/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:01:18 PDT .<
*Kicks Niece*
I swear she gets away with WAAAAY too much when it comes to me.
I'm in the wrong for spanking her for talking bad to me or throwing things at me and all other things.
Seriously.
To me I'd rather have my kid get a nice butt spanking than to be allowed to get away with throwing things at a person cause it gets worse if they are allowed to get away with it.

I mean whats so wrong in spanking her when she does something bad to me? I mean her parents, my sister and mom do it when she does that stuff to them but when it's me its oh my god *Insert real name here* She's just a kid! And she gets away with it.

But when it's them its TOTALLY different.
I don't get it at all. -_-

I feel like I'm in the wrong when I'm not.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 YAY. <3 http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23936350/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23936350/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 15:19:54 PDT Took me long enough damn final boss is DEADLY even when your in the 60s level wise I dunno how I managed to beat it the first time way back when at a level 47. Oo

Now I'm working on Naruto Ultimate Ninja 4. ^_^
It's so odd seeing Naruto older. XD
I really need to start watching Shippuden. *Nods*

]]> ~DarkDragon88 *Runs around in joy* http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23690740/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23690740/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 09:01:10 PDT I got my game today. <3
I'm happy.
I'mma be play Final Fantasy 9 again. <3
*Clings to the game* I had a blast trying to peel away the plastic off it. -_-
Not something I have missed. xD
But omg. <3
Happy.
Yes. <3
And this time I swear I won't spend hours and days trying to defeat that damn tree. ><
Never knew it could be killed with a Phoenix Down till I accidentally used one on it trying to revive Zidane. -_-
AFTER Having beat it the hard way and fighting it it for weeks.
I was playing through it again... xD And learned something new.

But yeah wasn't too pleased about that one. xD
*Runs off to play FF9*

]]> ~DarkDragon88 *Kicks Amazon* http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23661009/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23661009/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 14:35:19 PDT <
It's been in the same place since the 9th. D:
And I'm going crazy waiting for it.
I miss playing Final Fantasy 9.

I just hope the tracking is off right now.
Cause it's seriously pissing me off. I paid like 19$ for it. ><

It better get here soon.
I miss that game. *Kicks the one she has for not working*

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Sadfaced http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23544584/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23544584/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 17:08:33 PST I want... no NEED to play Final Fantasy IX.
Like REALLY BAD.
I have the game.
Sadly it barely plays in my Playstation.
And my PS2 doesn't read it. D:
It makes me wanna cry. D:
9 was one of my faves. <3
Used to rent it all the time. Held it hostage for a year xD
Mom wasn't too happy about that late fee >.>
Finally she went and bought me it so I'd give the game back.

I found it on Amazon for like 14.99$ not including the shipping and handling.
So need money now.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 It's at the point that I don't even wanna live any http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23219764/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23219764/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:22:01 PST I hate this fucking life.
EVERYTHING I do is wrong it seems.
And I mean EVERYTHING.
So.
Here's the story.
I was asking my niece to leave my cat alone.
Cause she's taken to hitting him with stuff.
And she wasn't listening so I walked up to her and BARELY tapped her on the head to get her attentio.
And by barely I mean it wouldn't have hurt a fucking fly.
And my brother knows I would never hurt her.
But noooo.
I thumped her hard according to him.
I didn't.
And he comes over to me and is thumping me upside the head as hard as he can.
And it hurt.
So I shoved him away from where I had fallen on the ground.
And accidentally shoved him in the balls cause I was all hunched over with an arm over my head, so I couldn't see.
And then he hits me upside the head so hard I nearly blacked out and he gets all pissed of and tried to kick me too. I rolled away though.
I got mad and was yelling at him cause he nearly knocked me out and hurt my foot when I fell down.
And his daughter threw this plastic toy at me as hard as she could.
So I spanked her.
And he comes at me again and I run for it telling him if he touches me again I'll hit him back.
I got mad and was yelling at him how she ALWAYS gets away with biting me, pinching me, kicking me, and all other kinds of things.
And how when I tell them they don't do a damn thing about it.
Yet when she does it to others they spank her.
Yet when I do that I ALWAYS get in trouble.
I'm sick of it.
Then he starts throwing shit at me so I locked myself in my room after a long yelling session with him.

I put up with that shit in school.
People getting away with what they did to me and when I did anything about it it was always me who got in trouble.
I learned to give up in school when it came to being beat up and shit.
I bottled it up...
And I have been for nearly 10yrs now maybe less...
Just letting people walk all over me and shit...
But I just can't do it anymore...
So I got really pissed off and literally told him how I felt about it.
I stood up to him.
Maybe not in the most mature way but I was in tears so yeah.
When I'm crying I get pretty vulgar with my wording.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 So a funneh story... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23130588/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23130588/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 22:14:28 PST Our convo went kinda like this *Types it from memory the best I can*:
Me: *Tackles* WOOF!
Me: I mean RAWR!
Me: What a typo -_- I HAVE NO CLUE where that came from.

Her: LMAO
Her: Zack the puppy.
Me: OMG I'm not a puppy!

Then I told my friend Sophie on AIM the convo she laughed and got where it came from.
And I went... Haya the puppy. As a joke of course.
Her: OMG HAYA THE PUPPY! <3
Me: I'M NOT A PUPPY! >.<
Her: LMAO

Needless to say I now have picked up Woofing along with Rawring now thanks to this. XD
This is what happens when Haya gets hyper.
She becomes Zack Fair. xD

Ok not really but yeah...
Zero attention span, as restless as a puppy.
Sums me up pretty well in real life. xD
Damn ADHD.

But yeah.
I'm still trying to figure out how I spelled RAWR as WOOF. O.o

]]> ~DarkDragon88 *Kicks some people* http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23115192/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23115192/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 05:22:58 PST My brand new DS.
Is messed up. ><
Got it for Christmas.
Well Saturday I watched my nephews.
All four of them.
One of them dropped it.
Now the volume is stuck on all the way. -_- I can't move it to turn it down. >.<
I hatehatehate DS lites. ><
If my old one's light and mic still worked properly and it wasn't literally falling apart I'd never have asked for a new one.

But yeah.
So not happy. ><
Phoenix Wright can get loud at times.
Especially late at night.
And you have a mom who loves to complain about that shit.

And I also lost my place in volume 6 of Loveless. Now I get to start all over again in that volume.
Again, thanks to my nephews.

Next time I'm telling my sister I want 50$ instead of 20$.
Or not doing it at all.

Ok.
Now onto GOOD news!
Yes.
Good news.
I so cannot wait till the 24th.
Taking the 20$ I earned and buying manga.
Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney: The Miles Edgeworth Files.
I loved the first one. <3
So yeah. xD
I'm way too addicted to that.
Then I'mma try saving what I have left up for I dunno what yet.

And I'm playing through Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core again. 3rd time. <3
I love it. <3 I need to get back to Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories though.

I'm in Twilight Town now... just been putting it off for replaying Phoenix Wright and Crisis Core.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 *Kicks some people* http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23115177/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23115177/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 05:21:33 PST My brand new DS.
Is messed up. -_-
Got it for Christmas.
Well Saturday I watched my nephews.
All four of them.
One of them dropped it.
Now the volume is stuck on all the way. -_- I can't move it to turn it down. >.<
I hatehatehate DS lites. ><
If my old one's light and mic still worked properly and it wasn't literally falling apart I'd never have asked for a new one.

But yeah.
So not happy. ><
Phoenix Wright can get loud at times.
Especially late at night.
And you have a mom who loves to complain about that shit.

And I also lost my place in volume 6 of Loveless. Now I get to start all over again in that volume.
Again, thanks to my nephews.

Next time I'm telling my sister I want 50$ instead of 20$.
Or not doing it at all.

Ok.
Now onto GOOD news!
Yes.
Good news.
I so cannot wait till the 24th.
Taking the 20$ I earned and buying manga.
Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney: The Miles Edgeworth Files.
I loved the first one. <3
So yeah. xD
I'm way too addicted to that.
Then I'mma try saving what I have left up for I dunno what yet.

And I'm playing through Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core again. 3rd time. <3
I love it. <3 I need to get back to Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories though.

I'm in Twilight Town now... just been putting it off for replaying Phoenix Wright and Crisis Core.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Crisis Core = <3 http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23092685/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/23092685/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 21:46:55 PST
I freaking love this game. <3

So many credits. xD
*Watches them*
I wants to see Cloudy at the end rawr!
*Loves Crisis Core Cloud*

]]> ~DarkDragon88 I need... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/22771416/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/22771416/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 22:36:10 PST I'm ADDICTED to Ace Attorney.
I'm losing sleep over them AGAIN.
Some one needs to take my DS away from me for a week.

I beat Apollo Justice again just the other day and went back to playing the first Phoenix Wright game.
It's still as good as the first time through. <3

So yeah... some one take the DS.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 OMG! Haya... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/22351295/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/22351295/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 14:05:34 PST
Rawr.
Well for one reason.
My computer HATES sites like this and photobucket.
So it kicks me off them at times when looking at pictures.

For another I've been kinda... blah with the internet.
But... I'm back. ^^
<333
I have so many pictures to post on here when I get around to it. ^^
Including some from a wedding I went to.

And my Christmas was fun. ^^ I got to see my uncle Ronnie for the first time in YEARS. <3
And my mom shocked me by getting me a new DS. Since my old one was slowly dying.

The only bad thing was my sister saying she didn't want me there and pissing me off when we were about to leave by treating me like I was stupid and getting in my face yelling at me. -_-

UPDATE!!!
I must tell you all
I WILL BE 21 ON THE 8TH OF THIS MONTH! ^_^

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Blah... RAWR http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21929034/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21929034/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 10:40:07 PST <
Rawr. Oh well it's out of this crappy apartment.
Thankfully we're still packed mostly from not too long ago.
But we can't stay here. Rent is way too high.
But I got to paint my room!
Tis sky blue.
Turned out a lot darker than it should have though. lol

]]> ~DarkDragon88 So check it out... or else. http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21513373/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21513373/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 07:04:10 PST
1. Beingâ gay is not naturâal... but we can take steroids, getâââ tattoâos,âââ piercâings, face lifts, dye our hair, get implants and eat processed foods.

2. Gay marriâage will encouârage peoplâe to be gay... the same way that hangiâng arounâd tall peoplâe will make you tall, or hanging out with the wrong crowd will automatically make you a bad person.

3. Legalâizingâ gay marriâage will open the door to all kindsâ of crazyâ behavâior... peopâle may even wish to marryâ theirâ pets becauâse a dog has legalâ standâing and can sign a marriâage contrâact.

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4. Straiâght marriâage has been arounâd a long time and hasn'ââât changâed at all... hencâe why womenâ are stillâ propeârty,âââ blackâs stillâ can'ââât marryâ whiteâs,âââ and divorâce is stillâ illegâal.

5. Straiâght marriâage will be less meaniângfulâ if gay marriâage were allowâed...âââ and we can'ââât let the sanctâity of Britnâey Spearâs'âââ 55-âââhour just-âââfor-âââfun marriâage be destrâoyed.

6. Straiâght marriâage were validâ becauâse they produâce childâren... so thereâfore,âââ gay couplâes,âââ inferâtile couplâes,âââ and old peoplâe shoulâdn'ââât be allowâed to marryâ becauâse our populâationâ isn'ââât out of contrâol,âââ our orphaânagesâ aren'ââât full yet, and the worldâ needsâ more childâren.

7. Obvioâusly gay parenâts will raiseâ gay childâren... sincâe,â of coursâe,â straiâght parenâts only raiseâ straiâght childâren. *I like this one*

8. Gay marriâage is not suppoârted by religâion... because in a theocâracy like ours,âââ the valueâs of one religâion are imposâed on the entirâe countâry.âââ That'âââs why we have only one religâion in Ameriâca.

I miss the sermon whereâ Jesusâ hated his gay creations
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9. Childâren can neverâ succeâed withoâut a male and a femalâe role modelâ at home... whichâ is exactâly why we as a socieâty expreâssly forbiâd singlâe parenâts to raiseâ childâren.

10. Gay marriâage will changâe the foundâationâ of socieâty;âââ we couldâ neverâ adaptâ to new sociaâl normsâ... justâ like we havenâ'ââât adaptâed to cars,âââ the econoâmy,âââ or longeâr life spansâ.

If you believe that EVERYONE should have the same rights, and believe in gay marriage, then repost this. ^^

]]> ~DarkDragon88 So there's http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21416032/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21416032/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 05:46:17 PST I like him.
A lot.
Have for a long time.
Dated him once.
When I was younger.
Years ago really.
And after all these years even though I only see him at my niece's birthdays (He's my sister-in-laws brother) and Christmas I still love him.
I saw him Saturday and we talked the whole time during my niece's party. <3
And he told me something that only ONE guy has ever told me.
That I had a beautiful body. It was perfect.
And so was my personality.
And that was what he looked for in girls. Their personality.
And it made me feel so happy to hear that.
Only downside is... he has a girlfriend.

And my dad who has NO CLUE how I feel about him was hinting around to us getting together when we got home (Dad was visiting for the day kinda), and it really hurt me. I just wanted to run inside and cry.

But god I'd give anything to have him in my life. We have a lot in common and we get along so well. And he looks me in the eyes when we talk. Unlike a lot of other guys I've known.

So yeah... that's my story.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Someone please... Update http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21263650/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21263650/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:02:58 PST Seriously.
I'm sick of people in my own family talking of ditching me off in some random place where they take care of people.
Now I'm being threatened with a place where pretty much insane people are put in.
I'm sick of it. Seriously. I really don't think they understand how much it hurts me to hear them say stuff like that to me.
If they really cared about me they wouldn't even say stuff like that to me. I have fricken ADHD, and last time I checked that doesn't mean I'm insane and I don't need to be placed anywhere. I sick of being treated like I am.

All I did was ask if my mom put my class ring somewhere cause it wasn't in the box I put all the stuff hanging on my wall in. And she got all huffy and was trying to tell me it was in a box that has been in here for a week and my necklace with my ring was still on the wall when I was in my old room today. ><

And then she tried telling me it was in a box I ALREADY unpacked. >< And thus she yelled at me for yelling and I wasn't I got upset and was scared it might be lost cause I couldn't find it and my voice hitched a bit.

Now she's mad at me for getting upset over a class ring that I wouldn't even have if it wasn't for a school consular.

It meant a lot to me cause the consular barely knew me, she only talked to me like... 6 times and not even about anything but how I was doing and one time when I got mad at a kid in class for being mean to me, but she was nice enough to take me to pick it out and pay for it when no one else could get me one cause we couldn't afford it or the school pictures.

Then I get yelled at because I really can't lift anything up that weighs more than... I dunno but I do know it hurts to pick up my almost 3yr old niece, cause of my bad back. I mean I can bend down and lift it but when it comes to standing back up to carry it I can't cause my back seizes and I can't stand up straight.

And now we may have to move again... we've had trouble finding a new place to live before cause of my mom's credit or whatever so I dunno what's going to happen.
I dunno if we'll even have a place to go if we can't pay rent.
I'm rather scared

]]> ~DarkDragon88 *Sadface* http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21090723/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21090723/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 06:49:25 PDT Seriously.
It needs to stop.
I can't take it anymore.
It's bad enough that people are starting to ignore me now.
And it hurts even more when you are alone in the world and have no one there for you.
Right now it's at the point where I just want to end my life.
And it's not like I'd be missed by anyone in real life.
Seriously.
I can't take this anymore.
No friends.
No life to live.
No family who cares.
Unloved.
No one that cares about what I have to say.
I have nothing.
Even my own cat hates me.
I guess I just need to accept the fact that people hate me in real life.
And on the internet too it seems.
I can't take anymore pain.
I just can't deal with it.
If I disappear no one would miss me I bet.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 I must be... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21036351/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/21036351/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 18:22:39 PDT *Stabs rest of family*
I swear they have no fricken hearts.
Haven't helped out one bit really.
My dad has helped a bit but not a lot.
And grandma some as well.
My brother, sister-in-law, sister, and brother-in-law don't seem to give a damn.

She has been out of work since February cause she was diagnosed with breast cancer. Which she has had problems with for as long as I can remember. But they had always taken care of it before it became cancerous. This time they didn't remove it all so it came back positive.

Well we're having hard times no money coming in and nothing to eat really. And I'm not lying when I say that. We just cooked up the last bit we had.

And well my sister and her family has been helping my bro and his family since my brother is out of work. But they haven't helped us at all since they got the news.

My brother... I dunno what they've done. Nothing much that's for sure.

Two weekends ago my dad gave my mom 70$ for food. Didn't get much. The next day after mom went shopping I went and sold some of my games just so we could get a few more items for the house.

Now we're pretty much living off of leftovers and sandwiches. Needless to say we are almost out of both.

I just want to cry right now. My family seriously pisses me off anymore.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 -Update- I feel so effing lost anymore... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20938960/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20938960/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 23:22:32 PDT

And I just want to be unlost right now.
I'm lost on the path of life at the moment.
I just feel lost in general. Like I dunno what to do anymore. It's hard to describe.
But I've got no one to go to outside of the people I talk to on the internet. No one in my family takes me serious so they aren't much help.

I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm pretty much all alone now.

No friends other than the ones on the internet now.

I can't talk to my family. Cause they only make crap worse.
Their idea of helping me is getting me help by putting me in a place that will 'help' me out. In other words they want to send me somewhere where others will take care of me. And I don't want that. I want a normal life. And I don't want to be alone anymore.

I just can't take it anymore. I have no one to go to. No one to comfort me, no one to give me a hug when I'm down and to help me through all this.

I give up on trying to make it better. No one will help me out. They never took the time to teach me the things I needed to know.

I can't just do it on my own. Fricken A.D.D. >< I hate having it. I need someone in my family to help me. But they won't listen. My mom won't help, my dad... pffft not happening. My siblings don't really want anything to do with me. The only time they do is on rare occasions.

*Update begins here*

I'm so sick of this. Seriously. I can't seem to make things better. I don't know how to go about it. I'm sick of crying everytime no one is around. I find myself crying myself to sleep at night as well. The thought that I'm all alone is killing me,

Sure I may have my family but they don't count as anything other than that.

I keep thinking of the past. Mostly the hardest years of my life. When I was in school. I just couldn't fit in no matter what. And now again it's haunting me. Cause I can't seem to fit in with my family.

I just... I give up. I really do. I have no clue where to begin. I'm at a major dead end.
And it's not easy when you have no friends.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 I'm afraid of 24 out of 72 common fears http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20925560/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20925560/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 18:07:29 PDT

's journal.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend
some counseling
If you get more than 20, youÂre paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, youÂre fearless.
People who donÂt have any are liars.

I FearÂ

[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 5

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 8

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 13

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 17

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing your dreams and goals
[x] needles
[x] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secrets
Final Total: 24

And many more I bet. I already knew I was paranoid though. lol

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Update on mah lame life. http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20871207/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20871207/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 09:14:02 PDT I can't stop crying either.

And to top it all off I've been sick for a while. ><

But in good news. I have an idea where to get a job at.

I'm going to try my old school and try working there by helping out the teachers with the younger kids. ^_^

One of my friends on another site told me that from what she heard from my babysitting experience I'd do good working with kids like in a daycare or something.

So I told my mom and she said to try my school. ^^ I dunno when I'm going to though. I need a ride and some one with time.

Maybe if I keep bugging my mom she'll take me tomorrow.

]]> ~DarkDragon88 Fake Friends http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20699041/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/20699041/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 05:20:35 PDT
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]]> ~DarkDragon88 I'm sick of people... http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/16142972/ http://DarkDragon88.deviantart.com/journal/16142972/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:21:26 PST TWINCEST IS THE BESTCEST!!!! If you like twincest please visit and join the club