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Been ages since I was remotely alive on dev art in the update apartment... literary...
But I've decided to update more frequently... PROMISE!

For those of you whom I dont speak to in person or phone or chat this is what I've been up to for the past... oh TWO YEARS!!!

- Most of 2007 is a blur... dont ask, I dont remember to be honest... lots of photos but thats it...
- Graduated from secondary school (summer 2008)!
- Being without a job for half a year! (second half of 2008)
- Starting university studies in a subject called Interaction design! GREAT FUN! (late summer of 2008)
- Moved in with my girlfriend in my first very own apartment! (exactly one week in on the new year of 2009)
- Got a cat! She's crazy and lovely my dear little Sally! Much like my girlfriend! (late January 2009)
- Played around with loads of design in my studies all from engineering to media design. (All from 2008 to now!)

So I'll upload some design we've made different groups of my studies and some other things... if I ever get the time off to scan anything! Or else I'll just upload some boring design I have on my laptop!

CYA around dev artians!

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/15070163/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/15070163/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:38:24 PDT
Oh so strange...
So much inspiration yet I dont lift my pencil...
Sure I work in art class and stuff... but... urgh... feels like something steals my will to draw once I get home... so ... I dont have anything to submit...

I was tagged by

The rules:

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a blogpost of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. Go to their blog and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Let see if I can amuse you.

1] I own a PS3 and a Wii. I love them both!

2] I'm a linux user running a 3 gHz AMD 64, 1 GB RAM, 160 GB HDD and a no good graphicscard. I got this computer for free from a friend whom wanted to throw it out!

3] I love my copics!

4] I have girlfriend, she is lovely but we're so different... :/

5] I plan to try to get into the Academy of Art University in San Fransisco next year.

6] My bedroom is huge and I sleep in a king sized bed! XD (Random)

7] I sold my Hasselblad camera to by speakers and a amp! DX (Yes I'm crazy I know!)

8] I have no idea whom to tag... xD

I tag:
YOU! and
; because you are awesome!
; because it feels like a dacade since I talked to you last time!
; because your art is awesome and I would like to know more about you!
; because you are one of the internets nicest persons!

CYA // AKH

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/13791996/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/13791996/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 07:45:20 PDT The slow agony... of lazyness...

I haven't fixed my... computer yet... or rather... I haven't installed Windows... I'm still sitting on my linux partion...

I haven't drawn to much either...

I want to do something... I wish i could make something happen... until then I'll just work and gain money...

CYA // AKH

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/13315383/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/13315383/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:00:50 PDT
I've borrowed a PSU and voila the damn thing works again! xD
Still planing on getting a new on... ^^

And I'm planing on not using the computer so much this summer anyway...
want to draw... want to... express... want to LIVE! ^^

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Like the title said...
My computer is really broken, well I'm going fix it... or just exchange it...

I'm gonna get a new one I think but I need to fix the old so I have SOMETHING to use while I gather money for the new one... ;

Need a new PSU I think... could get one for the old one and the new one and just change once I have a full computer... xD

Ah well now you know why I'm going to be inactive most of the summer...
You know without a computer I'll have more time over to drawing! ^^ YAY! My chains are broken!

CYA // AKH

PS. Promise to show what I've done from time to time(though just with a cam and no scanner... DX), and I'll watch you guys and fav and comment from time to time... ^^

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/13115889/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/13115889/ Sun, 27 May 2007 18:01:17 PDT And I have no reason to be like this...
So many god damnable thought going through my head. I can't even keep up in school I end up skipping classes to get free time to bloody think!

Ah well... there are lots and lots of projects going on.
Lonir, Dream Eternal, photostudio for school and now a datingsim! DX
So busy but I cant keep up with any of it due to my overactive brain!

Need... to... focus...
It's not like I have an art block, far from it! I just need more time to think and perhaps forget. (Yes, it's about my love life among other things... xP)

Where is Elise when you need someone to kick you in the groin so you start doing... SOMETHING!

I'll hopefully be out of this strange mood soon... at least I hope so...

CYA // AKH

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/12360877/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/12360877/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:13:36 PDT
Because my school have decided to teach use how to use a camera!
It is FUN! I love the camera and the things you can do with it... simple but still an art and still just as creative as playing the guitar or drawing! ^^

All those ideas you couldn't do with the pen that I can do with a camera! I love macro and water... ; it's so fun with water especially not a single shot look-a-like. ^^

I have some traditional art going on too, I'll be submiting them soon so hold on tight.

On the photoshop front, well not much.. unfortunatly I dont feel like using phtoshop right now... maybe for logotypes and work but not for my own art... not right now at least.

WOOHOO I've finally decided how to have my hair! xD For a few ... YEARS now I've just have let it grow... and now I know what to do about it... just you wait! xD

CYA // AKH

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/12267200/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/12267200/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 04:43:48 PDT I'm not meant to have an angel... the fool and his thoughts and dreams...
Dreams should just remain dreams... for the sake of reality, dreams should just remain dreams...

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I'm in love. Deeply in love... with Lin
Unfortunately for me I'm kinda stuck in a dilemma...
I know she has feelings for me, she have said it her self... BUT! Also she have said that she is not ready for a relationship, sure I can understand that. But then again why do we kiss in such a way...?

Then what am I to do? I love her so very much I know she loves me... but ... words and pre-decided principles keep each others from become a couple. I can't be angry with her... I understand her to the fullest extent. It's just a bit frustrating and I can't keep what's going on in my head clean... My head tend to create ... situations or... more like daydreams, that doesn't end that well...

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This weekend we went up to Stockholm and saw MUCC. It was... well but good and bad...
The concert was wow but the audience was really a pain... there existed absolutely no ethics on any of those rotten 14 years old idiots. Sure they can mosh and stuff like that, just don't involve those who don't want to... so I had to stand over Lin to protect her from time to time. In the end even she said it... the audience was a pain...
But she seemed to be a dazed by seeing Tatsurou she didn't really move much and she didn't even yell his name once... xD she was really dreamy during the whole thing... which is probably one reason to why I fell in love with her, always so very calm about things.
Now come another bad part, I knew we had to stay out after the concert until our train home arrived but I didn't think they would throw us out on the street at 0:30 AM and the train didn't arrive until 5:20 AM... so we had to find a place to stay, it had to cheap but yeah right... there was no way we would find a hotel in the middle of Stockholm at a reasonable price... so we found... a... kebab restaurant... that had open hours until 5:00 AM... well better then nothing but for some reason I think I created a moment no one really want to remember. I wasn't anything good about it... sitting there for almost 5 hours! I hated it... and she probably thought so to... then we finally had a chance to sleep on the train... urgh I'll make short... it was a pain. So once we got home... it seemed like a hell broke lose and well calm as she is... she didn't get home on time her mother wasn't very happy about that... now I haven't talked to her since she left...
I love her so much...

// AKH

PS. There is some art I'm going to submit soon... but not now... I don't feel like it...

Clubs I'm in:


]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/11370293/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/11370293/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:21:18 PST
Only one here right now... well It will only be me for the rest of the day... and I began work an hour ago... xD I'll be free in 9½ hour or something close to that.

It's nice I have plenty of time to do... uhm nothing so I've my sketchbook with me so I can draw alittle and I have my books and stuff to. It's a lazy job but great pay for doing very little.

Well...

CYA // AKH

Clubs I'm in:


]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/11159465/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/11159465/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 07:59:36 PST
Hope everyone gets what they wanted for Christmas and stuff!

CYA!! // AKH

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10866944/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10866944/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 10:53:13 PST
This is the first time I've thought "That guy looks great!" and by look I mean attractiveness. xP

I'm kind of confused within myself right now, but it matters not...

Anyway.
Lets begin from the beginning shall we...

Like I said I went up at 5:00 in the morning to go to this concert that began at 21:00(9:00 in the evening). So I was really tired that morning, I barely came out of the house on time... but I did after lots of work, good thing I put the clock one hour and a half hour before the buss came and drove me into town.

My not so blue hair anymore was quite an eye catcher on the buss around half sleeping people... I thought it was fun...
By the time I came in to town my friends, Johan, Sandra and Fredrik waited for me at the central station in Malmö.

We went by train over the "Öresunds bron" and arrived in Copenhagen at around 7:30. We went to Pumpehuset where they were going to play, arriving at around 8:00 and there we was... "we are going to wait here for 13 hours" was what I thought... looking over those 6 people that was just as stupid as us to wait in line so DAMN early.
Thats when I noticed... I'm hungry... good thing no one else had arrived... so I took Fredrik with me and left Sandra and Johan in line holding our place on the stairway...
It began raining on the way to "Netto"(A low price mart) good thing I had an umbrella with me...

So we bought stuff for 13 hours of waiting, no fluids cause then you'll have to go to toilet... and leave the line so only dry food. So it was mostly bread, cookies and such we bought. xD It was fun because when we came back to the line everyone looked at us in envy, no one else had arrived while we were away. Anyway. We decided to create some bonds with the other people in the line so we to share a little of our food. It seemed to be the best move we did. We used about 45 mins to buy the food and 4 hours to eat it with our new found friends.

Around 12 more people were came to the line, the stairway was still filled half empty though. Still not that many, but I knew the other would come, everyone knew they would... in time... But none wanted them to come actually, I mean other people waiting in line.

Around 16:00(4:00) a buss came... belonging to D'espairsRay so everyone rushed to see them, accept me and few other thinking, we'll see them soon enough...
Now I think is was a stupid thing I did... I SHOULD HAVE STOOD THERE GREETING THE BAND!! XD *cries*

So I missed that... now we had been sitting far to long... and good timing, the guards came out and pushed back the people and cleaned our mess in the stairway and put us in a real line not a sitting on the stairway-line thingy...
Hehe, I hate this part though, this is when all those who haven't had a place in line pushed their way up into first place in line... GRR! ASSES!
So now we had to stand up a few more hours... xP my legs hurt right now...

So we waited and these last hours seemed like ... days...
AND FINALLY! They begin to let us in. One hour to concert start! I claimed merchendise, their CD and a poster!

And then I threw in my coat and bag into the wardrobe. Then I ran up onto the second floor where the stage was. Half and hour until concert start...
Something told me this was going to be great! And I hoped so badly they were going to play Garnet! ^^

WANT WANT! A meet a under classmate there. she was so jumpy I thought she were going to fly through the roof any second...
It was fun... we counted down by the second... screaming them out...
AND IT FINALLY BEGAN! XD

I have no words to describe this! It was an ecstatic-emotion covering up the whole crowd.
We weren't that many just like 300. But it felt like we were a 1000 people there!

This is the best concert I've been to, perhaps due to the waiting in the line or seeing D'espairsRay for the first time live!
I don't know I think it was both! And they played Garnet!
This is when I felt attracted to the bass player he was... great... xP
Though most of the girls around me were ore attractive though but still... xD
They l... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10833867/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10833867/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 11:42:34 PST
Oh! But I have never been able to buy a damn ticket and they ran out after like a week. But! My friend asked me yesterday if I wanted to go cause another friend suddenly changed her mind and couldn't go, so I paid him for that ticket and now I'm going with him and few others TOMORROW! I am so very happy!

Also I dyed my hair... in a new color, only temporary(semi-permanent) but still, I dyed it BLUE! xD Sure why the he not I thought...

I hope we can get some pictures of the band to upload here! OH! It's great! I can't wait to see them! I'm shaking!

Well I'm going up at 05:00 in the morning so I need my sleep now... if I want to be able to wake up at that hour and prep me self for the concert and well... more like wake up at all. We're going to be some of the first ones there, since the start playing 21:00(09:00 pm)... YES I KNOW, I too think it's kind of stupid to wait for SO many hours... and probably, which I don't hope it correct, according to weather reports it's going to rain, like in waterfall amounts too... :/

Well anyway, I'm going to see d'esparisRay anyway, even if I'm cold, not exactly dry and have the painful experience standing up for over 12 hours, I'm still gonna see them!

Happy!

CYA! // AKH

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10664229/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10664229/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 21:45:56 PST 's journal. xD
Do you dare answer them?

• Are we friends?
• When and how did we meet?
• Would you kiss me? Where? (Before everyone think I'm gay... this one is for the girls only...)
• Give me a nickname and explain why?
• Describe me in one word!
• What was your first impression of me?
• Do you still think the same?
• What reminds you of me?
• If you could give me anything what would it be?
• How well do you know me?
• Would you ever meet up with me?
• Are you going to put this on your journal and see what i say about you?

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10258504/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10258504/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 11:09:53 PDT
I've gotten myself into a serious audiophilia...
And whats that? Well to put it simple, it's when music gives you chills all the time and all you want is to hear music and love it and analys it... and get a new stereo which cost 2000$!

I want a new amplifier!!!!!!1111eleven
I have a pair of speakers... all I need is an amplifier and cables!

That'll cost me... around 250$ (2800 SEK)...
But I NEED IT! I must be able to enjoy my music...

I found a pair of speakers... and if I show them here... I know some one else will want a pair so here they are! [link]
Oh and yes... they are real... <3~
B&W.... mmm.... such great sound... makes my braincells jump with excitement!

Oh and by the way. I'm going to go and listen to these in a few days. I boked a demo of B&W NAUTILUS 800 series and a NAD Master Series! That probably say absolutly nothing to you but to me... I can already hear the music ringing in my ears...

Oh, and the audiophilia have gone over to my creative in drawing to. I've designed a few speakers already... and I'm gonna start making a digital version of my fav right now.
Perhaps I'll show it to the danish Dali or why not B&W during the demo. :/
One thing is for sure I'll post the image here once I'm done with em.

CYA // AKH, whom gotten himself into a expensive hobby...

]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10258359/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/10258359/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 10:56:00 PDT
]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9966847/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9966847/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 15:46:25 PDT
AH! Bother! Well, I think I'll create more rainmeter skins if it get popular. If not I get a chance to do what I'm surpose to do... uhm those three paintings for school for example...

Well. I foresee a busy month...

CYA // AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9652687/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9652687/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 17:43:49 PDT
So much unfinished art!!!!11one I hurts my eyes to see it. What hurt me even more is when I see a request I've taken up on and forgotten about... grr... I hate myself for that... I hope people dont get to disapointed with me becuase of that...

uhm yeah... I haven't been able to lift a finger during this whole summer it been to damn hot... I can work when its so hot... sorry... I'll try to keep at it anyway... but I dont want to torture myself because of the heat...

What should I do? ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9639897/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9639897/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 04:57:55 PDT
I love the new layout, still got the DevART colors and style but the new features and stuff like that a most excellent job!

I have to re-design my ID again though, but that'll be fun now that I can work with my beloved rounded corners! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9618891/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9618891/ Sun, 06 Aug 2006 15:17:29 PDT
I'll edit this later and link som some fun pictures and stuff like that later so let the rant begin!

What is "Gates of Metal"?
An all metal musical festival.

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The bad things:

Arriving at Hultsfred where the festival was taking place was a pain, travling a lot in a hot car was so boring, I had to read Pita-ten all the way not to kill my friend "Tisse" whom had invited me to this event...

Now settting up the tent was going smooth until the rain came and almost washed us away... but it was a good thing we were prepared for that...

The next bad thing was that I've just busted my toenail a day before we got there... and ouch it hurts so bad right now and not to mention the conserts later those two days...

Now for the good things!:

Best entertainment:

Mayhem played a really fun consert, slightly grotesque with real pig heads on the scene. Really fun, I took quite a lot a photos of them, I'll post a few later.

The other best entertainment was to count how many drunks that fell over the same trashbin those two days, I counted 12 in total, but Tisse counted 10 so I'm usure, I too was a little drunk at a time.

The best bands:

Of those that played it was like at least 16 bands I found that Deathstars, Lomsk, Mayhem, Dismember, Naglfar ware the best ones.
- Deathstars were fun to watch even though I came in somewhere in the middle of the consert, the are all swedes most of the bands were swedes or at least scandinavians. They were fun at least.
- Lomsk a Norwegian band playing a combination of norwegian folk music and hardrock, really nice. They played at a perfect moment so you could just cool of for a hour.
- Mayhem, they are what their name is. A indeed blackmetal band, blood and gore, real pigheads as mentioned above, they were funt o watch it was a good thing I stood in the second row and not the first hell what a bloodmess both the moshpit and the singer created the chaos. But they are so good, though they are better on record.
- Dismember, another balckmetal band, good pulse and great singer. I liked them. They came us "synthare" over and over again because we didn't scream enough for him. They are Swedes btw.
- Naglfar, they are what they are, I dont really know what kind of music it is if its death or black metal... I dont know... they were good, at least from what I could hear, I came in at the end of the consert...

Anything else?:

No not really I'm gonna sort my head out first and see if I can find anything else, the photos will be posted soon. ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9329585/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9329585/ Mon, 17 Jul 2006 12:03:07 PDT Hopefully I can post a few samples.

CYA around.

//AKH

EDIT: No, inspiraion is all gone... DAMN THIS BLOODY HEAT!!!!!!.... GAAAAH!!!!
I'll do anything to just ... gaaahh! I can even think! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9281855/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9281855/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 13:23:31 PDT I found them on Gabbi's journal. xP

1] What is your pen name?
I dont have apen name. I call myself AKH|Arazand on the internet.

2] How did you get the name?
Like I wrote. I dont have an official pen name. I just like how Arazand sounded, and I guess I just kind of got stuck with the name and AKH stands for André Kenth Hertler which is my full name.

3] Do you use PC or Mac?
PC

4] What software you use most often?
Photoshop CS2

5] Do you use mouse, or tablet?
Mouse, for now, it's a Logitech of some sort.

6] The color you use most often is?
Blue and White. They fitt perfect togather.

7] What area of the pictures do you put most effort into?
Hair, eyes, shaodws and light.

8] How long does it take you to draw a picture?
Depends on mood. For 10 minutes to never being finished.

9] Do you keep your rough drafts?
Yes, one would be stupid to throw em away.

10] What kind of font do you use most often?
Something clean, soft and simple yet powerful.

11] What's the dpi when you scan?
Depending on later use of the image. Probably 300.

12] Do you do anything else when you're drawing pictures?
Music and somethings chating.

13] How many pictures do you draw in a month?
About 80 sketches, 3 linearts and if I'm luck I finish one of those.

14] What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Printing Paper. The makr is oftenly multilaser. I dont like rough papers...

15] What kind of paper do you use for sketches and drafts?
Same as above.

16] How long does it take to ink something?
about 2 hours in Illustrator and about 45 minutes with real ink.

17] Do you do doujinshi or original manga?
I have alot of ideas and projekts going on. I want all the inspiration I can get to actually start on one of them.

18] Do you like doujinshi? Is it fun making it?
Yeah, I like some doujinshi's alot and others not quite as much... I've made few pages digitaly that was kind of fun.

19] Ever submitted anything to a magazine?
Yes.

20] Did it get published?
No.

21] Who are your favorite artists?
Yamamoto Kazue, Carnelian, Koge-Donbo, Masamune Shirow, Andy Warhol and Van Gogh

22] What's your favorite Anime/Manga?
Elfen Lied, Erementar Gerad, Iriya no Sora, UFO no Natsu and lots of more

23] Favorite Characters?
Nyuu(Lucy, Elfen Lied), Iriya(Iriya no Sora, UFO no Natsu), Reverie Metherlance(Erementar Gerad)

24] Any artists that you'd like to draw like?
Yamamoto Kazue and Carnelian have inspirered me alot already and my style is very influated by them.

25] Do you buy books a lot?
Not a lot. Book as in novells perhaps one once every year and manga well perhaps 10 every year.

26] Did you ever buy a book to inspire you to draw?
Not that I can remember.

27] Any video games you enjoy?
The Lunar Series and the Xeno-series.

28] Any favorite characters from video games?
Lucia (Lunar 2: Eternal Blue), KOSMOS (Xenosaga), Jin Uzuki (Xenosaga), Citan Uzuki (Xenogears), Emeralda (Xenogears)

29] Do you have a favorite writer?
Eion Cloffer(Artimis Fowl), Phillip Pullman(His Dark Materials)

30] Any books you really enjoy?
His Dark Materials, it is the best trilogy I've ever read...

31] Do you write fanfics?
No. I cant write about existing characters.

32] Any music that you often listen to while drawing?
KOTOKO mostly and my playlist containing all kind of music.

33] Any recommended songs?
Abyss - KOTOKO and Celldweller - Own little world

34] Any web sites that you totally admire?
Uhm... I dont really admire any websites...

35] Do you have any sites you want to go everyday?
Animanga.nu ,hotmail, baka-updates, DeviantART, Wikipedia.org, Helgon.net and plenty more.

36] What is your dream site like?
UHm... I cant realy vision it. Simple and bright I think.

37] Do you like your own art?
Depends on mood.

38] What do you enjoy watching on TV?
I dont watch TV that often so I dont have faves.

39] Favorite celebrity?
KOTOKO

40] Favorite color?
Hard to pick one... Blue or White I think.

41] Favorite food?
Depends on mood. Sushi is a constant fav though.

42] Favorite drink?
Coca Cola Lime, Mountain Dew and other lots of suger drinks... http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9067923/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 13:38:12 PDT ;

And its about 42 degrees Celsius in my room when the sun is at its top! ; I bruning I cant do ANYTHING at all until it get cooler... it's really annoying since I want to do thing but simply cant because if I do I feel like my whole body will turn in to ashes...

Urgh... but anyway I've submited soe art. I'll keep em coming alot more often now then before...

EDIT: yay! 3000 hits! Next lvl 4000! I'll try and post something to celabrate! xD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9053892/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/9053892/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 06:06:52 PDT
Damn you Microsoft and your damn so called applications! :fistshake:

Anyway. I'll be posting a lot of shiet and hopefully som finished intressting art as well. ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8822827/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8822827/ Sat, 20 May 2006 05:36:24 PDT
I hate that goddamn networkcard!!!!111eleven It is so strange I can download thinsg at normal rate but I can upload ... at all... well at 1 kbit/sek. It's crazy! I HATE THAT GODDAMN NETWORKCARD!!!!

That is the reason to why I haven't been uploading any new art... even though I got tons to show. I would upload it in school but they have blocked DevART for some out of this world strange and unknown reason! xD It cant be out of mature content cause hey I can look at [link] in school and 80% of that is hentai and porn! xD

Anyway right along.

Next problem is that I've been missing that girl a lot these last days. ... *sigh* Well anyway thats not really a problem quite the oppesite because of that I draw a whole lot more... But still most of the pictures are in some way related to her...

Next!

I've started to play a MMORPG again... and yes that means it's taking up a whole lot of much needed time. xP Goddamnit! xD Good thing its EVE Online and in EVE Online you can just use autopilot. xD

NEXT!

oh... there are no other problems then these. GOODY! xD

Alrighty... I guess I'll try to do some CGing... if I can... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8664398/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8664398/ Wed, 03 May 2006 16:52:28 PDT
I would seem like I've forgotten the fun about drawing and I only drew because I felt I had to... but it finally came back to me. The very reasont o why I even started drawing. It feels great.

I have to thank .
I think he helped me without even knowing. And he gave me a word for the other problem I had. My "Safetyspiral" where I went on and on doing the same thing over and over again... no wonder I got bored. xD

Oh and have to thank a very special someone. My little angel whom I one day hope she will become mine. She is the best hing that have happed these past 3 weeks. I love her, i just hope she want to love me back.

Anyway getting along...

I have to sleep now... tomorrow is a busy day... I have a painting to paint in school. xD I will surly post it once I finished it. Dont be surprised, it has nothing to do with anime. xD "WOW! You know how to draw other things?" is probably what you are thinking. Well we just have to wait and see wont we.

CYA// AKH

PS. Many Thanks everyone that have supported me ever. You have helped me back on track. I hope I someday can repay that. ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8493240/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8493240/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 19:56:03 PDT
GRRR! :@ I can't work right now... I haven't lifted a finger on anything truly artistic in about 3 weeks... and I'm beginning to think I'm losing it...

Here I was think if I surrounded myself around people whom are artistic(I changed from The Media Program to The Art Program last year becuase of this reason and another one and I only had ONE YEAR LEFT TO FINISH AND I WOULDE'V BEEN OUTTA THERE FOR GOOD BUT NO I CHANGE SO I HAVE TO TAKE 3 MORE YEARS... really I shouldn't complain the school is great alot better then the alst one but I'm getting slightly depressed at my current workspeed.)

Ah well... I can shread some light to my current darkness though.

Well I have gotten myself a new graphic card and my trip to Tokyo next year is going smoothly... I just hope'll get that job this summer or els I can say goodbye to that trip... I miss the busy hot streets of tokyo right now... I think that is exactly what I need to get my insperation back... :/ A good vacation make most things go away.

I'm going to ask something to does of you tat even bother reading this nonsense rabbling...
Could you give me any good advice on how to get my working speed up again. I have soo many ideas... but not the power to finish any them... It is all so depressing I feel like drowning myself in the sink... or drown yself in a few more hours of anime...

CYA// AKH, whom is currently drifting downwards that dark abyss we call life.

PS. I have survived an explotion before both mental, physical and digital. Since I've taken degree in handling of pro fireworks.

PPS. I really should go to sleep no it getting really late... or should I say early... good night ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8120826/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/8120826/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 11:26:29 PST
I thinking about buying a Copic Airbrush and my computer is acting funny again.

Well I have lots of work to do for School... grr why did I have to do a painting ment to be hanged in the Music classroom? xD Should I be honoured? xP

Anyway this is my currect situation... so sorry if I've gone underground for so long... I'm very busy right now. ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7935700/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7935700/ Sat, 18 Feb 2006 15:44:48 PST
Anyway...
I want to draw but I cant... I've only be able to write stuff all the time, espacially in school. Of course the is nothing wrong with that when I write I come up with such stories... perhaps I'll post them here some day or my website once I get one...

I have plenty of projects in motion right now... some many that I have devided them into groups! XD

Important projects:
1. The Roleplay project. It's yet to be a secret. No questions answered about it so dont ask.
2. Comic/Manga project. This is also a secret project... it will NEVER be posted on this site due to the submission rules of DA... you'll be able to see it on my website once I get it...

On/Off projects(These projects are mostly on standby due to the important projects):
1. Comic/Manga project: H/A.C.P. This story is in a way related to the important manga project. Youc an read about it in: [link] but its pretty old and kind of rusty... You can ask questions about just dont expect all the answers I wont give away a perfect story to anyone you know..
2. Comic/Manga project: The Choice. This project is pretty much of and was my first real idea of a manga. It's a bit rusty you can find the first three pages here on DA: [link] , [link] , [link] Dont expect this story to continue in some time like a year or two... oh and check the date of these picture they are getting OLD! xD
3. Comic/Manga project: w[HIS]perSONA. Wei... this is a fun project to think about... espacially if you like conspiricies, the underground and stuff like that. I can say this much its a abstract-real-world story about a organization controlling everything from the behind the scenes... but thats all I'll tell you there is more to it then that...


Sub projects(I mostly work on these in school since they properly are school work...):
1. Story. Colours. It's something I writing right now in school. I like it alot so far... could turn out to become a great manga if I wanted to change it into that... perhaps I will once I've written the dang thing.
2. Comic/Manga project: Bonds. This... this isn't really a manga project more like a concept brainstorm thingie... anyway... It pretty nice I like it... If is just cared to finish the story I would start draw a little but it just aconcept that all...
3. Oil painting. Ouch this one is a tough one... GRR I can finish the dang painting for our school this thing is surpose to be one the way March 13th... AND I HAVEN*T EVEN STARTED IT PROPERLY YET!... I have a few ideas for it though... I'll start it soon...

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That was all those projects... well at least I can still work at everyone with one finger each... xD I can fill it out wih two more... then I'll die from exhuastion...
Well I'll do my best...

Enough gaming I have work to do now... I'll finish that painting soon and write Colours those two will be the quickest to complete I think then I'll work with the first secret project and the roleplay project only until they are finished.

Sooo many thing this'll take at least a year to finish if not MORE... I'm so SLOW!

I've writen something to day. If you care to read here it is.

Could she be the one? She who smile so brightly...
Could she be the one? She who is so different from the past...
Could she be the one? She who make my steps lighter...
Could she be the one? She who spread plesent dreams throughout my nights...
Could she be the one? Filling out that emptiness within my heart...

I want it filled, I dont want to lose such a feeling.
Once again the world have granted me a wish...
or should I say ”I have grant me a wish”?

I want her by my side and still I want her to be clouded in simple mystery...
So close and so far away.
She is right there and she is not.
She make me gentle as a feathers stroke...

When I held her hand a feeling came to me...
Yes, this is love...

// Arazand about his angel, Dream Eternal.
- Inspired by true feelings.

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<... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7797868/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7797868/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 09:09:12 PST

While checking my e-mail I saw it "Codemasters - DDO EU Beta Phase 3.1/3.2 - You're in"...
My reaction sound! "Suwalath?" I surposed to say "SAY WHAT?"...

Anyway... until this beta is over you wont see me that active. I will post a little insider info on the game here in my journal from time to time. So if you are intressted in this game you can check back here from time to time and read a little insider info.

CYA around! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7774191/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7774191/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 18:19:59 PST Yet it does... can it be that once you get hurt you finally understand?
Then why does it so often end there?

Isn't even more painful to know and never actaully take that final step towards it?

I write these words beacause I know... how it feels to do such a stupid thing.
It is painful... I burn within my chest riping me open from the inside...
My heart stops suddenly when I think about it and tears flood from my eyes.

Why does it have to hurt?
People are ready to die for this...

Do you understand what I am writing... cause I know that you know what I'm writing about...

I've never motioned the word that describe this...
It can only remain a word... it is not the real thing, the word describe it as a perfect thing... but
its not...

We humans are created through this...
We live through it... and
we die by it...

Yes... all our thoughts, actions, reactions seem to be related to it...

It is pain
It is good
It is bad
It is dreams
It is life
It is death
It is ... us...
And it shall always be by our side... always, forever into eternity...

I will let it drive forward towards what ever end it has created for me...
Will you do the same?" - Words of us, the first step, by AKH 06

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FAQ:

Q: What is this ... thing?
A: Just something I wrote. A poem is not the right choice to describe it. It more like a letter to myself where I write down everything I can think about not once naming the word it all about.

Q: What is it for?
A: Well there is no real purpose behind this text. I have begun to write a lot recently. And "Word of us" is about all those things that exist around us all the time.

Q: Where is it inspired from?
A: From piece of my life and things I know all other humanbeings will experience sooner or later.

Q: Did you suffer while writing this?
A: Yes I did. Just like I wrote. It feels like it riping me open from the inside. That what I felt like writing this.

I cant come up with any more questions then this right now.
Please dont ask anything that could be hurtful in anyway after reading this. Any other questions are welcome.

Uhm should I submit this as a work in my gallery? I dont know what to do with it... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7678285/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7678285/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:13:42 PST

I had a little problem with the connection my anti-virus was blocking it... and strangely enough it was'nt even installed yet! AND I couldn't finish the installation without internet connection. So I just formated the dang thing... oh dont worry I always back all my work up.

Anyway... I gonna try to get on with some CGing later. Propably tomorrow.

CYA!

// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7565040/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7565040/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 14:21:51 PST
GAH! I'm going to try my best to work a little with everything. Thats my new year promise anyway.

CYA// AKH

PS. Wish me luck on my religion essay! xD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7489544/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7489544/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 20:47:24 PST
This year there will be a election in Sweden and there is a newly started party that call the self the "the piratparty". Now what they want is to legally allow all digitalforms of copyright to be taken away. WHICH MEANS! If this party get into the parlament I will probly delete all my art from this website.
Nothing digital I create will be mine anymore it will be shared with the rest of Sweden.
Anyone is allowed to say "this art is mine" and for as long as its in digitalform not one singel soul will be able to do anything about it.
Sure what they are doing will open up all the route to download anything on swedish servers without breaking a singel law. But its all so very stupid.

Art theft will become a part of my everyday life if that happens.

Guess what party I wont vote for?

PS. Dont worry to much I will sooner or later move out from sweden and go to Japan, England or Denmark. Anywhere accept Sweden. And then I'll start posting again if I get the chance.

PPS. The chance of this party being elected into the parlament is rather small, but the chance do exist. I just have to hope it wont happen this year.


-EDIT-

OK even stranger is that now all of a sudden I became an admin of this partys forum!!
What the heck is going on! I'm not that much into politics and I'm to stupid to be a admin of a politicalparty! I might break something!

What in the world is going on?! I demand an explination!
Here is a screenshot as proof:
[link]

The little red sign saids "Nothing against it but... How? When? Where? Who?"

Its all so confusing! xD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7465589/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7465589/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 10:17:08 PST
This is my fav time! WEI!

Well I'm going to a friend soon and I'm going to blow of a finger or two. Neh just kiding I need my finger but I cant promise all te bodypart will remain intact. Last year I got a rocket in my face! It hurted quite a lot at first but i bounced off so I was okay.

Anyway. This new year I'll promise that I will work a lot more. Both with school and art!

CYA// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7395928/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7395928/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 19:57:44 PST
Now to the part I think is much more important to celibrate; The New Year! First of all it a time to think and thank the past happenings this year and it is a time to think forward. New year means alot mor to me then x-mas... well I cant really say why but it have always felt more like a time to celibrate then some guys birth and I'm perfactly capible of showing appreciation all year around. I think it stupid to show this one day insted of the whole other year. "no todays x-mas, be nice" well nobody have ever told me to be nice the rest of the year have they? Guess I can be bad and nobody would care? Ah well nevermind this mindless mubbling.

Merry x-mas and have a HAPPY NEW YEAR. May it be filled with all of lifes fruits! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7352434/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7352434/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 07:59:46 PST Oh did I write taht this is the 2nd time I ever used oil paint?!?

Well here is a list of those I want to do and a short reason.

1. A picture based on a dream I used to have for months.
2. A girl crying and holding a photoalbum with extream care. The pictures name is going to be "At least I have my memories."
3. A hurt angel in the snow. This one is base on a scen in my manga.
4. Something abstract. I have an or... i got an idea form a old friend to "blow" paint onto a canvars. I dont know if oil paint is going to work. But hell it would be fun to try it!
5. A random charakter.
6. A "portrait". I'm using "" because it going to be 2 charakters on the same canvars facing each other. But those to are actually one and the same.

Some help here... plz ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7307752/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7307752/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 08:38:08 PST 14 dec 1987 10:00(gmt+1) am I was born. It has already been 18 years... I cant believe it. Ah well... enough about age. Now for my presents... so where are they? Hello?! did you forget that too!!!? Ah man this is the worst birthday ever. Well at least I can now drink a beer legally. Wai!

Well wish me luck the whole family is in my house soon... and my guess this is going to turn out... hopefully great.

CYA // AKH

PS. I'd like everyone who have supported me in anyway through out these years and so on and so on. Thanks bunches! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7265628/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7265628/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 14:14:44 PST
oh well it a lot better on the experimental front. I trying out new thing that is always a good thing I guess.

Ah well CYA around. ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7054213/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7054213/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 12:17:36 PST Nice! Now I'll be psting lots of stuff!

CYA// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7033196/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/7033196/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 06:35:59 PST
At anyrate, I got a WinXP Pro on CD and I'll install it like tomorrow or something, then I'll be working my fingers of with a manga shout story. Look forward to it!

CYA// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6765428/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6765428/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 10:32:28 PDT
wish it luck... xD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6422114/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6422114/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 09:21:05 PDT
I'll describe my little problem in shout. I have 8mbit/sec ADSL broadband. A ADSL broadband adapter and a ADSL broadband modem then pluged to the computer it self. I have a download rate at 100 kbit/sec... and of course I know that the one I downloading data from have to have a upload rate at/over 8mbit/sec for me to use my full potential... but here is my major problem it say that I should have a 4mbit/sec upload... but it only uploading at 1kbit/sec!!!!!!!11111one HELLO!?!?!?!?! 1kbit/sec isn't 4mbit/sec!! xD Duh! Now I have tried to track this problem... there isn't any problem with the protocol or anything softwear... or at least thats what winXP keeps saying... Now I tried the modem and the adapter with an other computer there sames to be no problem with those. And my techsupport... well you know those guys "Have you tried rebooting your computer?" ARGH! I know winxp is unstable unlike Mac OS X but heck there isn't a problem that can't be solved without rebotting the computer!!! Oh and I have tried rebooting it... it didn't work! My guess is the networkcard it self it's kind of old... almost 6 years old...

SO...! Can anyone give me some advice? Or should I just throw away my un1337 networkcard and get a new one?

All advices are welcome!

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Current development progress:

The name of this story will not be published at the moment. Its a secret... ^^:
Story: 50%
Design: 35%
Manga: 5%

”The Choice”(on pause):
Story: 30%
Design: 70%
Manga: 15%

”H/A.C.P(Human/Angelic Computer Project)”(on pause):
Story: 75%
Design: 5%
Manga: 0% ^

Other development:

Roleplaying game project(project name: Evolution):
Current status: 0,00006 %
This game is enormous!!!11 If you like games like star ocean and such games this is the roleplaying game for you! Well its a pen and paper game so dont expect that much. This game will not be posted on dA... though you might be able to see a few development images sometimes. Right now we are working out the concept and rules of the game later on there will be design and world history after that shortstories and layout and finally like 2 years from now it is done... or at least I hope so... the design fr this game is a major problem sinces I'm the only one working on designs... xD THAT IS THE MAJOR PROBLEM... well after the concept is done and stamped I might get a few guys that'll help me with designs that I can't draw. Like spaceships and stuff... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6273411/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6273411/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 18:21:58 PDT
1. School start.

Anyway. School have already started and I change school completly I hated the last place. So yea... I'm busy finding my spot well not like I'm going to find it as always its somewhere in the group where no one can see me. but I don't really mind that much. I most likely wont speak unless it necissery anyway.
The new school is a construction site! xD It actually kind of fun sinces this is new to me and yes I've seen every imaginible kind of school from slum too über snobbish. But heck a construction site?! xD now thats new but it most reasently opened the school there and they are making new rooms and stuff... we can't have lectures in small office rooms can we?! xD Accept from the fact that it was a office house and it a construction site I like it. Well now then... hmm what is there more to speak about... oh right my new class mates. It funny... I counted that we are 146 pupils total on the WHOLE SCHOOL! Fun fun and those 146 has been chosen strangely... there are snobbish people, "slum" people, avarage people, geeks, goths yea you name it! And it all in a twist... I wonder if the school headmaster thoght about that trying to kill the boarders betwine these groups or something?

Anyway new update...

2. internet issue...

Currently my network card is really f***ed up. Here's the deal it can take data at normal rate BUT it can't send data! Oh right at 1kb/sec speed... it takes hours to upload a simple image... well actually I can't uplaod anything. so sorry I finished with the 2000 hit picture but I can't upload it. DAMNABLE!1!!11one

3. Creativity.

Yea you probly think I'll write something like "I have nocreativity to work" or something like that and thats exactly what I wont write! xD Actually because of school my creativity to work has grow so much I can't turn off Photoshop or drop my pen! Argh! It feels great to work out all those ideas!
Cheer on me!

That is all! CYA! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6148292/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6148292/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 08:13:12 PDT ;

Uhm Lets see if I can make something during the day.

Wait for it k!

CYA// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6105445/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/6105445/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 19:55:27 PDT
Ask those questions... but what question are you surpose too ask? "Why did Jark get fired?" well simple answer the rest of the crew didn't like the work that Jark made there for he got fired or whatever happend. It starts too get on my nervs now... just ask your self, would you work with someone who didn't achive your expections. What you do is called Blackmail if you ask me. Dont submit any art on the so called "yellow day" and if you do submit something yellow just so DA goes into the abyss... Blackmail just work for awhile... after it started to take effect DA it self will suffer. Jark might be jobless but he didn't loss his life just cause of that. I can say that I'll miss him. And if DA turn into a corp I'll miss the original.

BLACKMAIL WONT WORK!

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No wait there is more negative news... *crack* I CANT WORK ANYMORE!!! Whenever I grab the pen I'm sad that what I going to make will remind me of my... most hated past! I want to draw, I like to draw, I always have new ideas... and I need help... Seriously I do need help... help forgetting but nothing good comes from forgetting... I need a little support at least until I deside to kill my self again... not that it work last time...

//AKH, I hope that things will get better even though it probly wont. Its just a feeling I have in my backbone... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5952570/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5952570/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 16:32:12 PDT It's going to be the shit! Anyway this isn't until next year and all but heck. It much more fun to plan i ahead then to leave and dont know what you can do! XD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5844119/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5844119/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 05:03:33 PDT
I haven't drawn anything in like 2 weeks now and that not good... It feels like I've lost the way of the pen... OH and I do try every day to draw even a little but I can't... I can work with photoshop I use that as a back-up plan but I really want to draw... and I really really want to draw on DE and H/A.C.P... *sob*

Help me...

Anyway... there arn't all bad news today.

Codename: Project Utopia is going well I like it thus far. And I have soon finished Ys: The ark of Napishtim so a big deal of the gaming adiction will die along with it.

CYA// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5760315/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5760315/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 08:13:17 PDT
So now I have to play games until it get back oh right problem again how can I stop once it get back?! xD

Urgh... ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5522706/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5522706/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 15:40:00 PDT is making a rollplaying game. Not the computer based once that is a original Pen and Paper based one.

It's quite uniqu and sorry I can't really say the base idea. Like I wrote in the "Subject" its a project and it's code name is "Utopia". Sci'fi or fantasy... well not that it matters... like I said it's quite unique. And hopefully I can post a little info now and then maybe a few teasers too. Anyway.

Codename: "Utopia" has just begun!

Oh right. This is offtopic but heck.

My gaming thrist has dried out a little now and I can get back to work again.

CYA around mates!

// AKH

[link] ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5449015/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5449015/ Tue, 24 May 2005 14:43:24 PDT and this time I got hold of a 14 day free trail for EVE online! xD And well now I'm stuck here att the moment... I try to work with art if I can... uhm yeah... ... ...

hehe

CYA// AKH

*runs like hell!* ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5439705/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5439705/ Mon, 23 May 2005 14:45:40 PDT

Oh I'm lvl 21 with one charakter and she's really fun to play with! I'll probly play a lot with her but not as often as before. Anyway!

*boots up PSCS2* Lets CG some and the continue one more lvl then CG som more and so on and so on... at least for a while. Fun FUN!

CYA!// AKH ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5366723/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5366723/ Sun, 15 May 2005 17:30:53 PDT I honestly can't stop playing! Alone or not I have to play it!!!! xD Oh my god... all my charakters one lvl 12(Ameni) and one lvl 6(Ma'erid) is waiting for me... xD They are so nice. I almost feel powerfull with my lvl 12 charakter even though the max lvl is 200!! xD I wonder how it is on that lvl...

Anyway. Just that you know I'll probly be stuck there for a while lets say at least one more week... perhaps two.

CYA! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5316761/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5316761/ Tue, 10 May 2005 01:36:57 PDT If you have a picture of an angel just comment I have to see more angel art.

*drooling...* ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5239440/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5239440/ Sun, 01 May 2005 15:16:08 PDT
Some near death experiences:

The day of my birth 14 december 1987. Almost died. Had not breath for 2 minutes. Thank you for saving me doctor.

Unknowed date but I was almost killed a car almost hit me on a 70 km/h road. Thank you for not hitting me.

Drowned almost to death in the sea once. Was saved by one of those lifesavers on the beach. Thank you.

I have to thank my self this time for saving myself out of a fight that could be my last breath. Thank god I got away.

And on the 1 of may 2005. I was to drunk for my own good after dricking a Absinthe 66% 0,5L alone I almost stoped breading I have to thank all the people who took care of me that night. Oh one hell of a night that was... at least from what I remembered... and thats not much. Well thank you all of those who saved me that day.

And I thank the angels by my side that always take care of me when nobody is around...

Thank you everybody. ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5218314/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5218314/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 03:20:26 PDT So much always happens in may! XD

Tomorrow it's a party and the 21th its one more party! XD Oh and May also make my pen work. I sre hope I can get started with chapter 1 in the "Dream Eternal" project.

Wish me luck! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5155988/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5155988/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 07:35:42 PDT

Well well. Looks like this is going to be one hell of a outdorr party! XD Well yes on the 21 of March I'm and a lot of other people going to enjoy our self on town. Some people I've never meet IRL too! Well most of them are people I've only spoken to over the web. XD And we desided to print our own t-shirt and stuff. XD

AND how is the responsable for that idea? Well that have t me. XD Anyway. This will be alot of fun! XD

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]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5147075/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5147075/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 09:55:23 PDT Some people I've never meet IRL too! Well most of them are people I've only spoken to over the web. XD And we desided to print our own t-shirt and stuff. XD

AND how is the responsable for that idea? Well that have t me. XD Anyway. This will be alot of fun! XD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5026063/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/5026063/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 14:22:49 PDT
1. I have made this the most important one. I am working with Gabbi on a collab picture. I just have to talk to her first about details we are still planing this work. This is a contest aswell called "Get social"

2. I was asked to make a image of an angel for a friend whom mother ask for it. I dont really care about it. BUT after sitting here sketching on a few pics... suddenly the idead struck me that I could draw five angel my five own angel: The "Lover", the "Dream Weaver", the "Soúl", the "Fallen angel" and the "Guardian" angel. And WOW While doing this I suddenly got the idea that this is a fitting front on the Prologue of "Dream Eternal" wich have these five angels in it. And voila now I dont have to work that much on the front of the Prologue anymore! Anyway now that I've made the plan for the front of the prologue I can work entirierly with the collab with Gabbi.

And well I have afew small thing to do aswell... like school work and blah blah... I have lots of work to do... XD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/4997647/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/4997647/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 12:52:46 PDT
- Why am I asking this question you ask? Well I got two "Dept help" mails. And I just heard that my big brothers cant pay the rent and can be thrown out if they dont! So I asking again do spam predict the future?!

Two. How would you say to a girl/boy that you were deeply in love with her/him?

- I just asked if she had more feelings then "I think he's cute"... I feel... I dont know... odd. Not relaxed and think "Finally I asked" but I'm thinking more like "I quiet sure of the answer..." and I'm suddenly feeling like I've been run over by a truck 6 times in a row... Ouch... anyway! I have to thank "the-girl-I-was-saying-all-those-things- too-in-the-last-mail" for she banged the guts back into me so I asked her feelings. Thank you! ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/4985885/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/4985885/ Sun, 03 Apr 2005 10:28:51 PDT
Why the hell is this such a day when everybody suddenly is talking death even myself. I also made a mistake but a true mistake I did what I felt was right for me at that moment I wrote some pretty stupid and plain bad things about someone and sended it to them. But at least I did what i felt was right. Though she didn't understand it seem so nevermind then. Hope she'll enjoy her life.

(Do not take this journal to serious I'm just in the worst kind of mood you can imagin and I've broken my last pens and ripped a few papers in anger.)

CYA// AKH

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[EDITED]

Okay so I had an outbrust of insane feelings and I blame a girl who I thought was looking down on me I almost had the feeling that she was pitying me... okay I am the one dumb as hell. I can understand her if you don not wish to forgive me... those thing I said was pretty bad... not to mention stupid.

[EDITED AGAIN]

Oh well... I've definitly learned something for this day! And wow I feel like I aactually could tell a special person my feelings towards her. My good mood is back and running now at least. Hehe now that girl I said those things to really knows how to use words. XD ]]> ~DarkPain-AKH http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/4950895/ http://DarkPain-AKH.deviantart.com/journal/4950895/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 09:30:21 PST
I need a new pen I think so I'm trying many different out right now... I've found two that I like both of em are platic ones both different from each others.

Anyway. I want to know what kind of pencils and tools you use!

So what are your tools?

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